Not my novel I uploaded it here so I can listen to it on the audiobook while I work a crappy long shift all credit goes to the original author Knife Hand 
Original novel -Retrograde

This novel is a remade of an already existing novel, the person who remade it goes by DeathStroke99 he is from a private chat group I am part of.

this is the link to the original novel.

https://m.fanfiction.net/s/12021543/1/Retrograde

October 7th 2013; 9:32pm
"Hey"
Alex stood there in shock, blinking several times as though trying to determine if this was real or not; the fact that I was standing at his door at 9.30 pm on a Monday. I shot him a small smile and saw him swallow, before he slowly ran his hand through his hair.
"Hi"
I stared at him, not exactly sure what to do. I had been such a bitch to him so was I expecting him to turn me away while yelling profanities?
Yes.
"You want to come in?"
Not.
I shot Alex a small smile, took in a deep breath, and stepped into his house; a wave of nostalgia ran through me then. I stared at the familiar couches in the living room where a lot of make-out sessions had taken place – I blushed at this thought – the jasmine scent that constantly seemed to drift through the house from the countless candles his mother always put up, and there was the smell of a home-cooked meal in the air.
"Who was it?"
His mother came out of the kitchen then, wiping her hands on the apron she was wearing. Her hair was in a tight bun, as she hated whenever people cooked with their hair all over the place and rolled up sleeves. She stopped when she saw me, a huge smile stretching onto her face as she opened her arms wide for a hug.
I smiled shyly as she embraced me, taking in the familiar scent of her homemade strawberry-lemonade perfume. When she pulled apart, she pinched my cheek slightly before holding me at arm's length.
"Look at you darling," she said, before releasing me and putting her hands on her waist "where've you been? We missed you around here!"
The thing was Alex's mom could never tell when there was something wrong; she just always assumed everyone was in a happy place, as she was a very happy person. At that moment, I had the feeling she had no idea Alex and I had broken up.
"Mom," Alex muttered warily, before grabbing my hand and pulling me past his mother.
"It was nice to see you Mrs. Morris" I said, waving with my free hand. She smiled and waved me off, before turning to go back into the kitchen. I smiled, turned around, and followed Alex up to his room, slowly pulling my hand out of his. I heard him sigh as we reached his room, right before he yanked the door open and held it out for me.
I stepped gingerly into his room then, a fresh round of memories wafting through my thoughts.
Memories I didn't think I would ever forget.
I blushed discreetly and made my way over to his bed and sat down slowly. He followed suit, only sitting a few inches away from me.
"I wanted to talk to you," I turned to look at him nervously, as he stared expectantly at me "to explain everything"
I had told Avian everything, and now, I felt as though Alex had to know the complete truth as well. The real reason I had broken up with him.
Alex nodded and waited for me to continue. I let out a low breath and glanced back down to my hands, kneading them timidly.
"I just want to apologize, first of all" I said, taking a deep breath as I turned to him "for what I put you through, everything."
Alex shot me a small smile and nodded, waiting for me to go on.
"I was in a bad place, with..." I swallowed the lump in my throat and glanced away from him "with Lolita dying and all, and I wasn't ready to accept any of it"
Alex sighed and shifted closer to me.
"I still saw her every day after the accident," I laughed humorlessly, glancing down at the tiles on the floor "we had normal conversations, she gave me advice, fashion tips" I slowly glanced up at him "it was as though it never happened."
Alex ran his hands through his hair, completely shocked, and not expecting what I had just said. Slowly, he took my hand as I continued.
"My dad left to marry some whore he'd been cheating on my mom with, and my mother turned into this raging bitch that was always either drunk, angry or both, but it was okay" I sighed and ran my free hand through my hair "it was okay because I would go to my room and there Lolita was. We would talk all night, and she'd tell me she loved me, that she would never leave me, and that everything would be okay"
I turned to gaze at Alex.
"And I believed her. I was so lost," I stared at nothing in particular "lost to the point that I invented up this whole life where the world was perfect and Lolita and I would always have each other" I glanced up at Alex "I was desperate to believe that the world I made up was real; that the accident had never happened, and we could go about our lives in peace"
Alex put his arm around me then, and I could feel my throat swelling with tears.
"I thought that if I accepted the fact that she was dead, I would never be able to see her again, not even at night when I needed her. When all I could think about was how much I had screwed up." I scoffed "I thought that if I didn't face reality, then seeing her would become my reality. Then you started asking questions…"
"And you couldn't deal," Alex finished my sentence and let out a sigh "Shay, I had no idea"
"Of course you didn't, because I didn't tell you. I didn't tell anyone"
Alex sighed again and ran his hands up and down my arm soothingly; I leaned heavily into him, breathing in his scent. 
There were no butterflies, no racing of the heart; just pure relief and happiness to have him be the one holding me; comforting me. 
Of course I loved Alex, I would always love him but as we sat there, with his arms around me and me loving it, I realized that I was not in love with Alex.
At least, not anymore.
"I love you Alex," I sighed, pulling away to look at him. He stared at me, as though he wasn't hearing me right. I ran my hands through my hair and looked sadly at him "but I'm not in love with you"
I watched Alex freeze, his face masked by a deep sadness. He was hurt and I knew it; I didn't want him to be in love with me. I wanted him to find someone who would make him happy. A girl who would cherish him, and love him a lot deeper than I ever did.
Someone that wasn't me.
 I slowly stood then and placed myself in front of him before lifting his cast down the face with both hands.
"Alexander Morris, you are a good person," I said as I ran my hands through his hair "you're funny, you're smart, sweet, kind and everything a girl needs" he stared into my soul, his eyes seeming to cry out "why not you?"
I sighed.
"You need someone who's emotionally stable Alex," I said with a small smile "someone you'll be proud to say 'that's my girlfriend' and it's not me" Alex closed his eyes and took in a deep breath as I continued "you may think you're in love with me Alex, but you aren't. I'm not the love of your life and I was never meant to be"
I couldn't be the love of Alex's life, because as I stared at him, I realized that as much as I hated to admit, I had fallen way deeper in love with Avian than I had ever been with Alex. Avian was the one; even though there was the slight problem with him not wanting to live but I didn't care anymore.
I loved Avian Carter with all my heart, and it gave me a deep sense of happiness to finally be able to admit that confidently to myself.
"I'll always love you, Alex," I said with a small smile as he gazed up at me "I'll love you to the moon and back but that's it. I would never be able to love you throughout the entire universe"
That kind of love was reserved for Avian; if only he would give me the chance to love him that much, and fight the damn cancer.
Alex laughed at my analogy, and slowly stood, completely engulfing me in his arms. I put my arms around him and buried my face in his chest, breathing in his scent deeply one last time.
"I love you too, Shay"
I smiled and slapped his chest playfully.
"How could you not? I'm irresistible"
Alex laughed and pulled me in for another hug, letting out a huge sigh. We stayed that way for a long time, and it made me indescribably happy that we had finally talked it through.
Alex was happy and I liked him better that way.
One down.
Now if only Avian could grab his head out of his ass and listen to what I had to say, I just might have a shot at surviving the rest of my life.

“Wake up.”

A whisper.

I pricked my ears up then, like some sort of wolf or predator listening in the distance for its prey. I held my breath and searched for the taciturn voice.

The ringing in my ears got even louder, banging my head and disrupting my mind in an annoying manner. Slowly, I contemplated closing off the sounds of the bells and slipping away into silent infinity.

“Shay!”

Then I opened my eyes.

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After Kevin died, his lawyer realeased to Mj his last will and testament as the sole heir of Kevin's properties and wealth.

Mj, having found out that Karl left her too after knowing her marriage to Kevin, and after Kevin's death she was flabbergasted and in great grief.

She remembered her Dad Bart, times like this, she could have confided with her Dad, if only he is not dead. But her Dad died already. And she missed him so much!

She remembered her Dad often sings to her in the videoke the song "My Love Will See You Through". She didn't understand it much then, but now she realized the true deeper meaning of it. And that is: that her Dad's love to her will see her through specially during her tough times like she is experiencing right now. She then started to sing the song....

"When times get rough
And your dreams just fall apart
And sometimes you feel
That you cant go on
Be strong, hold on
For my love will keep you warm
Through the coldest night
Through the rain, through the storm
When friends turn their backs on you
And you're so helpless
You dont know what to do
I'll be on your side to comfort you
My love will see you through

When the tears are in your eyes
And you feel like you wanna cry
Just reach out and i'll be around to understand
When you stumble and fall
And you need a shoulder to lean on
All you have to do is call

And i'll be there with a helping hand

When the road seem so long and endless
And all you see is nothing but darkness
Dont give up just walk on

Have faith in your heart
For my love will see you through

My love will see you through
When you reach for your star
When you cross the deepest sea
When you climb the highest hill
my love will always be with you
In everything you do
In every step you'll make
In every road you take
Don't be afraid to follow your dreams
For my love will see you through."

While singing it, tears kept flowing from her eyes too. How she wished her Dad will be there in front of her singing the song to her, like ever before. How she wished he's there to comfort her, giving her some hug. How she wished she can still cry on his shoulders. But could not! She has to accept it by heart that her Dad has already gone. For only his memories with her can remain.

After some time of reminiscing her Dad's memories, she remembered Ja, her BFF, who is now married and is living and working at New Zealand. She missed her bestfriend too. Times like this, she needed Ja the most. 

A big decision she has come up and have made.

She can't stay here in Belgium for so long, eventhough she inherited Kevin's wealth, she can't stay. For too much of painful memories that she have in this country. 

Kevin's death has affected her so much, added also that Karl left her. If she stays here in this country, she might breakdown herself without any help from this foreign country.

She has to leave this country too, but wouldn't want to go back to her own country Philippines since she have had bad memories there too.
Memories of her Dad's death. Memories of her Mom Mione using her name and money to pay her debts which Mj really never wanted to, but because she pitied her Mom, she's persuaded to have paid it all. And all the other memories, both good and bad she had in her country that she didn't want to recall it all nor be reminded of it all.

So she has decided to go to New Zealand where Ja her BFF is there.

Migrating in another country might help her recover then.

She then tapped her phone to start a video call with Ja.

"Ja, can I come to you in New Zealand?"
"Yes of course. But when?"
"Right now, I will book my ticket in going there. Just give me specific directions, address, name of the airport and so on"

"Are you serious?" Ja, protested.
"Look clearly at my face and see for yourself, if I'm serious or not!" pouted Mj.
"I see, you are really serious." while watching MJ closely.
"I need you my friend! I just needed a way out from all these predicament I am experiencing.I'll tell you the details, once I'm there with you."

"Okay, see you then". ... 

Needless to say, the next days , she's there in New Zealand then with Ja and her family.

She have lived with them for 2 great years. For not only, she have recovered quick, she also managed to land a good and high-paying job, being the female administrator of the New Zealand Embassy.

True love...could it be possible in online dating? In the world today, we are surrounded by many people who are either just pretending to be good or with wrong motives. It's hard to really pinpoint who are the pretending to be good, the bad, pretending to be bad, and the genuinely good people. How can you possibly find your true love in online dating, when it's even harder in her real world she's in? That's the delimma our MC is experiencing in her life while she's even being pressured of when would she get married when she's already in her 30's...
She couldn't help but doubt herself of finding her true love online...


Finally, Karl decided to pop up the question to Mj.
Karl's facial expression became serious all of a sudden.

"Mj, I love you so much and I can't continue to live a life without you. Will you marry me?"

Mj was in a great shock. Wait...What did he say? Her heart skip a beat. How is this possible online? Questions bombarded quickly in her mind. What will she answer then?

"Mj?" 
She snapped out of a daze when she heard him calling her name. 

"Will you marry me?"

"Yes!...But how? We are thousands of miles apart, Karl, you know that!"

"I'll come there to your country to marry you! But I'll have to save up yet for maybe 2 years so I can come there." 
"Promise?"
"Promise!" 

"You will have to promise me that you will wait for me until I come there."

"I promise, I will wait for you Karl, because I love you very much too!"

As we unfold her story and her struggles she's experiencing in between, will she be able to really find her true love? we shall find out...


This is my original story and not translated.

this book cover is all credits to valeriex
thank you!

I watched Max come down the path. He look so handsome. I knew what I should do.

"You look breathtaking." He says.

"Thank you."

We eat in silence and when Adam brings cake and coffee Max says, "You wanted to talk about something?"

"Yes, I thought it over and I want to help. I found out that with my brothers help I can force my Uncle to turn himself in along with everyone backing him." I say.

"That's great then this war can be over soon. Then we can make a life together. I love you." Max took hold of my hand.

I take a deep breath and shake my head no, "That can't happen. In order to save this world then I have to give up the one I love. That is the tit for tat. I'm sorry but there can't and won't be an us."

"Don't say that. I won't let you go." he said.

I knew from my vision and talking to the Oracle that it had to happen this way. If I chose to love, then my Uncle might be defeated but many would suffer before the end. "My brother once said that he would give up anything to save the world even the man he loves. He is my brother so I have to be the one to sacrifice for the people of this world."

I got up handed Max the rings and walked away. My heart hurt but I know the what I have chosen is right but it did not mean I am not hurt.

◇◇◇♡♡♡◇◇◇[Max] 

I am stunned... I looked at what she had handed me, my parents rings...She rejected me.
I stand up and watch her walk out of the room.

"What are you going to do now?" Adam said walking in from the kitchen.

"I don't know." 

"She seen Mabel today why not talk to her." He suggested.

"Ok" I walk to the stables to ride to the Oracle's cottage.

As I arrived she comes out her door.

"My dear child what brings you to my humble home." She says.

"Cut the crap old woman tell me what I can do." I say pulling her into the house. As we take a seat she smiles.

"What do I look like, an Oracle?" She said.

"Mabel, Please help me. You sent me on the quest to find her and now I'm going to lose her." 

"I sent you on a quest to find the person to help bring peace to our land. Just because she may or may not be your true love is to be seen. What about that harpy Saundra you are marrying?"

"You said 'Find the one that many can't sees, trust in love for they will be' be what?" I ran my hands over my face.

"I am in love with her. Is there no other way?" I ask.

"It's the only way to defeat the Duke. Would you let her go through it if she was your queen." She asked.

"What do you mean?" I had a bad feeling about this.

"I tell you this because you need to know. Using her power slowly kills her. Using it, have you seen her nose bleed?"

"Yes twice now." I say remembering when we met.

"The more power she has to use the more it drains. Most of the time she uses just a little, but the harder the mind, the more power is needed. Her brother will be able to amplify her power and hold her together but you must face the fact she will die."

She will die. To do what needs to be done she will die. I don't think I could bare the thought. "No other way?" I ask again.

"You don't need me to know that. My son just know love is out there for you. You can't give up." 

The Oracle said my love is out there so does that mean Beth is not my true love. I just don't want to believe that. Everything in my body is telling me she's mine. I even felt it when I thought she was a boy.

"She gave me my parents ring." he held up the chain.

"I told her to make a choice. Wear the rings if she chose love, give both to her true love if she must walk away. She has chosen."

I left the cottage and road through the field. The moon was bright tonight and one could see for miles. Adam and I use to ride like this when we were younger.

I wonder if Adam knows by helping, she will die. He would be crushed to lose her. I decide not to tell him but will inform Robert so when it happens he can help him through it.

I finally head home and as I come to her door I pause. Should I check on her or distance my self. Before I can even think I open her door. She is dreaming again.

◇◇◇♡♡♡◇◇◇ [Beth]

Lighting flashes through the sky. I can hear the storm as I run through the woods. This time I stop and listen I hear a child crying I know it is coming from the castle ahead.

Another flash then laughter. I walk slowly knowing that I have to go this way.

'Little girl... come out, come out it's time to play' The voice that sends a wave of fear now just makes me stand straight and tall.

1 2 3 4 you have opened every door
5 6 7 8 hell is real and at the gate
9 10 11 12 you will die at the sound of the bell

I no longer try to cry out. My voice is strong. "If I must die then you shall go with me."

I run and see a child with an evil grin. She points a finger and me...'You will never be free. Everyone you love will die.'

"Not today evil little thing. I won't run ever again."

Then someone grabs me, I pull away knowing it is my Uncle.  I look up and see my uncle laughing. 

'Did you think I would let you go. You are mine to use. I am the only one that has that right. You have no where to hide little one. No where to hide.

"Who is hidding now dear Uncle. I stand before you this day to show you I am no longer the child with fear but a woman ready to destroy you.

Then my uncle snaps his fingers and in front of me is Adam and Max tied up and a man with a hood over his head comes forward with a long sword.

I remember this scene too but this time I run forward and grab the sword and turn. The figure and the men disappeared.

'You have learned how to fight my dear but it won't do any good. Your power does not work on me.'

"It does not need to Uncle. I will save this world from you one way or another."

Lighting flashes... Everything goes dark I feel arms wrapped around me and the feeling of being safe fill the void.

I open my eyes to find myself in Max's embrace. I barried my face in his chest and just let myself feel his love. I know I need to give it up but for just tonight I want him.

I then look up and get off his lap and without a word I lead him to the bed and kiss him. He strips his cloths off and climbs in bed. He kisses me from head to toe. I get lost in his passion for me.

Through out the night not many words were said we just enjoyed each others body. Then fell asleep in each other embrace.

This is a story told by the two main characters. Eli and Max.

With power come responsiblity and what path in life would your Choices lead you.

[Eli]I just turned 24 and was still on the run. When will my life allow me a normal life. 

When I turned 16 years old, I got powers that allowed me to see the truth of who is good and bad by reading their life force. I can also control people actions.

"What's your name son?" The man asked. I burn with furry why can he not leave me alone.

"I'm not your son. Please leave me alone." I try to make myself clear.

"Please tell me your name and finish your meal." The man says.

[Max]I am Maximum and I am the ruler of the Pawā Nation. I had been told that a powerful person that could help bring this nation back to peace and glory would soon be in this area.

For the past few days I walk into the local Cafe to wait. As I enter I accidentally bumped a young man.

My mind goes blank as my heart start beating faster. How can this boy make me feel this weak. All I wants to do is to pull the boy to me and protect him. 'trust in love for he will be'

Everything is not as it seems. The mysterys of heaven and hell will be tested.

When a young boys nightmare turns to a young womans dream can love be saved from deaths door.

'The thunder crashed threw the sky. I look around I can hear a child crying and as I surch the crying becomes louder and louder. I run and run but never come close. Then a hand grabs me and pulls me away. I now can see the child laughing as I am dragged away. 'I will never let you save them, you are mine' A voice cries out and I try to pull away. I am screaming but no one comes'

Please enjoy the story. And know I write for fun so sorry if the grammar and spelling my not be correct it is still a story to get lost in.

It is a short story with less then thirty chapters so enjoy as your waiting for updates on your other stories.

Volume 2:

As an Oracle that is still learning she must find away to save her king, his country and her own life.

I was standing in a field like place but it was different in some ways. I could hear the sounds of dogs. My heart beat picks up and I feel as if I need to run to escape what is coming. I can smell heather and as I try to run the ground is not solid but mushy. I move as fast as I can hearing the dogs coming closer. Then the man with the scar appears before me.

He glared at me and I could feel the murderous spirit. 'You have no right to interfere' he says. I try to run again and hit a wall of a man. I look up to see Michael and he wraps his arms around me.

Then a shot rings and pain hits me. I look down and see blood pouring from my chest as I drop to the ground.

Can Cindy find the right path that will let her live or is she destined to die in a foreign country.

Volume 3:

28 years after the first story takes place and a young Ax with the power of his birth mother to make men do his will, he must learn patience to win the heart of his true love.

He his the Commander of a prison castle and he finds a thief that stirs his heart.

Warning:This volume is a BL story.

In Hee-jung's house Eunbi sat down for a talk on the sofa at the living room. Hee-jung could guess that something has happened between Eunbi and Young-soo through the disturbed look on her friends face. She put her hand on Eunbi's shoulder and asked her, "what happened?" with a serious expression.
She hugged Hee-jung on the sofa, "He kept on humiliating me I couldn't endure it. Yesterday he was admitted in the hospital for the treatment of his fever, I tried to help him to take care of him, but he kept on ignoring me. He didn't talk to me properly for rejecting his love proposal as if I have done that for retribution. Why couldn't he understand that I only see him as one of my friends? I don't know how he thought that I was in love with him." She sobbed.
Hee-jung broke the hug and hushed her, "you haven't done anything wrong. You should have been carefully lived with him without giving him a chance to think that you are in love with him. Even I also thought that you are in love with him. I know that you are in mixed feelings with him. Take your time and think deeply whether you are in love with him or not."
Eunbi shook her head, "No, I'm not in love with him I just had infatuations with him."
"You have already made a hasty decision; don't make the same mistake again. Take your time and think properly." Hee-jung advised.
"There is nothing to think about it anymore. How could I fall in love with Young-soo, when I'm in love with another person, I'm damn sure that my feeling for Young-soo is just infatuations." Eunbi expressed.
Hee-jung was shocked to hear such unexpected answer from Eunbi, and she gave her a questioning look.
"Yes I'm in love with another person, his name is Lee Min-suk he is a year senior to me, and he is one of the sons of my father's business acquaintances. During the childhood time he used to come to our home or my sister and I use to go to his home to play together in the summer vacations. Both of our families used to go out for vacations to enjoy it together. Everything was going smooth in between us until I reach my adolescence. We joined the dance academy to learn dance and the dance teacher paired me up with him because, we two already knew each-other. From there I started to feel uneasy with him whenever he held my hands, or touch my waist or he carried me up in his arms for the dance steps.
Once he completed his schooling he went to America to graduate his bachelors and masters in business. I tried to go to America to graduate my degrees at the same university as him, but my father was against to my decision so I couldn't able to go. Until before my marriage we keep in touch through conversing over the phone and texts messaging through the social media. It was an one sided love and I never expressed my love to him I just locked it inside me for all these years." Eunbi explained.
By hearing Eunbi's explanation Hee-jung was confused on what to say to her friend. After thinking for a while she asked, "So, you are planning to divorce Young-soo and start a new life with that guy."
Eunbi nodded her head.
Hee-jung pressed her lips together with questioning look, "for instance what will you do if that guy already has a girlfriend."
"No he doesn't have a girlfriend and still he's single."
"How do you know about that?"
Eunbi sat down properly on the sofa and tell the flashback.
During our semester break I attended a social occasion at Busan with Young-soo. In that event I met Lee Min-suk accidentally when I came out of the restroom after using it and both of us were surprised to meet each-other after a few years. I just hugged him without thinking about anything soon he broke the hug before anybody else sees us. 
Min-suk held my hand, took me to the open balcony, and that place looks so quiet without anyone. 
First both of us inquired about our health. Then Min-suk said that he's graduated his master's in business and returned back to South Korea only a few days back. He held my hands and asked, "why didn't you stop sending text messages and contact me through the phone for the past few months? You know how did I felt at those months without your texts and calls, I just felt like I was living in the hell. At those days I just realized that you were in love with me through the way you treated me. I don't know whether it's the right time to express my feelings to you but I can't hold back my feelings anymore. Eunbi, I just realized that I was in love with you and hope you still love me." 
My heart was in my mouth, I have been waiting for this moment in my life for such a long time, but I never expected that he'll express his feelings to me in a wrong timing. I don't know whether I should be happy or unhappy. I pulled my hands from his hold and said, "I'm sorry Min-suk, the reason I haven't text and call you for the past few months it's because I'm married, and you are too late to express your feelings to me."
"I know that you are married, also about your marriage relationship that you guys are living together in Jeju Island just as a friend not as a husband and wife. I know that I'm late to express my love to you but I'm not too late. So take your time and think about it, I'll be waiting for your answer. Now let's move from this place before anyone sees us." He said and walked me to the ballroom.
I was puzzled that how did he came to know that I'm not living together with Young-soo as a husband and wife. I silently sat down next to Mrs. Lee with loads of thoughts. When Young-soo beckoned his hand at me and asked me to come over to him. I just stood down from my place and while I was walking towards him I was startled to see that Park Inha gave a kiss on Young-soo's cheek. In addition, Min-suk was standing behind them and gave me a smile. Therefore, I just wrapped my hand around Young-soo's arm and asked him to let's move from that place immediately before the situation gets complicated.
End of the flashback
After hearing Eunbi's flashback Hee-jung just keep quiet without saying anything to her.
Eunbi held Hee-jung hand and asked, "Why are you staying quiet say something?"
She shook her head with disappointment, "I don't know what to say, Eunbi. Actually what you did is not wrong, but the problem is you should have not accepted Young-soo's love proposal, when he expressed his love to you in front of his friends. Don't you feel like you deceived him?" 
Eunbi did agree, "Yes, that's was the biggest mistake I've done to him and I did feel like I deceived him."
Hee-jung wrapped her arm around Eunbi shoulder, and advice her, "Young-soo was maintaining distance with you to overcome the pain you gave him. It would have hurt him badly; he needed some time to heal. Maintain some patience until he gets back to normal."

Yoon Eunah was engaged with Lee Young-soo by their parents. But the marriage didn’t go as it was planned.
Faced with Eunah’s absence. Eunbi, her younger sister ended up marrying Young-soo against her will to save her parents pride and self-esteem.
Neither her’s nor his parents came up with a plan of involving Eunbi and Young-soo into the marriage. It was full and fully planned by Young-soo, he emotionally advice Eunbi by using her family weakness as his strength to get her acceptance to marry him.
Eunbi was suspicious of Young-soo’s plans for marrying her whether, did he married her for revenge? (or) did he married her for her wealth? 
What will happen when Eunbi finds out the real reasons why Young-soo has married her, will she forgive and accept him as her husband and lead a happy life?

Through and through, this love I have for you, tis something I can't understand. I've lied to myself, saying "You're like a sis'" while all the time I truly felt that you were the one. I only recently came to accept my true feelings for you, and though this may come as a shock, as it was for me, this love I have for you is such that I love you dearly, though there are those who'd disagree with our union, and since I know not your true feelings for me, it feels impossible for me to let you know of this. Though I truly want you to know the truth, I fear telling you would only lead to hardship, thus these words will never reach your ears. Through and through, this love I have for you, tis something I can't understand.
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Written by: David J Landa
Date Written: Thursday, January 11, 2018
Inspired by: My love for a fine young maiden with whom many would consider it wrong for me to be with, even though the bible holds nothing against such a union.

I decided to post some poems I've written and also will post most poems given by anyone, to find out how, read "Anthology Expectations"
Please have fun reading these poems.;,;.
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Along the roads of life and love, we all encounter lots of things that will impart changes on our own perspective. Such changes will be the gateway from where we are today to where will be tomorrow. This is a compilation of Poems and Poetry I dedicate to the person I considered Christine. Christine is a feminine name for Christ which, in hebrews, means savior. She became the savior of my whole life in order to survive the deepest pits of love. This book is a praise to her and if you are bitter, I suggest you not to choose this book because it will only impart pain through your veins. If you're not, then start flipping the page.

🎶 Yeah, but when she falls in love we let her go
I'll walk her down the aisle
She'll look so beautiful in white
You look so beautiful in white
So as long as I live I love you
Will have and hold you
You look so beautiful in white
And from now till my very last breath
This day I'll cherish
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
You look so beautiful in white
Tonight
As the song ended, they were in the place where their vows will be taken, where they were going to promise each other their oaths.
He wanted to lift her veil so that he could kiss her but she stopped him and held his hand very tightly. He then whispered, "How long do I have to wait before I can kiss you?"
Ji An laughed a little, "I can't wait too. But we have to. And anyway, you kissed me many times before." she giggled.
In front of the officiant, the two love birds were happily smiling being so in love with each other. They were both ready for their exchange of vows.
From when the ceremony started, everything went smoothly and they reached the part where they exchange their vows.
"I, Gu Cheng Ze, take you, Li Ji An, to be my wife. to have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worst, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, until death do us part," he paused and smiled, "If you think that's all, you got it wrong, he gave her his sweet smile before continuing, "I want to promise you the world, but I know, just me is enough for you, and for that, I want to say thank you and I truly love you. From the day I met you, that love just grew stronger as we get older. I knew you were the only one for me from that day I saw you."
The guests were all ears listening to Cheng Ze. They were touched by his love for his bride. They can feel his love for her through his words and how he said them. Everyone can see and tell that he adores and loves her dearly.
Cheng Ze wore a cheeky smile on his face as he continued with his vow, "I find your jealousy really cute, but I will try my best not to get you jealous. It's your fault for marrying a handsome husband," he let out a little laugh so as the guests after hearing what he just said. Even Ji An, she was in tears and yet she laughed at what he just had said.
"I know, no one can love me better than you, you are after all my better half." He has a warm smile and full of love look on his face as he continued, "You have saved my life in all ways. You make me feel alive. I want to grow old and die by your side. If God takes you first, still, I will die by your side. From now on, forever belongs to us. I promise not to leave you," he sighed, "We have conquered this love of ours, we conquered our parents' approval and we will keep conquering all the hardship that will put our love to test. You are the only woman for me." He has a naughty smile plastered on his face, "Making love with you is amazing. I wouldn't exchange it for anything. I love you, Li Ji An"
His last sentence almost came out like a whisper but because of the microphone, it was heard by all the guest and they couldn't help it and laugh.
Li Wei was in tears wiping his eyes with his handkerchief, "Not so cheesy as I thought. Well done Cheng Ze. Everything I have done for you is all worth it." He was obviously touched with his vow for her.
Madam Gu was also in tears, so as Gu Feng. Sofia was admiring her parents and she was giggling quietly as if she understood what is going on. But really, she was just happy that she has now a complete family and that her mummy is happy and her daddy is also happy.
Xi Yiyi, Feng Mian and Ying Yue cannot contain their happiness. They were truly happy for the couple and they were also happy that they finally invited them to their wedding.
It is now Ji An's turn for her vow, she looked at Cheng Ze with her teary eyes, "Cheng Ze I prepared a long vow for you, but I have forgotten what's written in it," she smiled, "You make me forget who I am when you look at me like that so I figured, I can just say what's in my heart right at this moment." She pressed her lips together before she started her vow. "I want to let you know that I had loved you from long ago and that love didn't change, I always longed for you every day, you kept me going through the hard times in my life. Just the thought of you makes me feel alive and now that we are finally tying the knot, I am truly happy and grateful for your love." Her tears flowed from her eyes as she remembered everything she's been through and what they;ve been through.
Cheng Ze wiped her tears, "Shh- don't cry, you will ruin your make up." He comforted and teased her a little so that she will smile.
"I didn't just fall in love with you, I walked into love with you with my eyes wide open, choosing to take every step along the way with you. I do believe in fate and destiny, but I also believe that we are only fated to do the things that we'd choose anyway. And I'd choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I'd find you and I'd always choose you."


He looked at Ji An and she can sense something was wrong with him 'What is wrong with people today? Everyone seems off.'

"Where have you been?" His voice was cold and firm.

Ji An was taken aback by his question and the tone of it seemed like he was angry. "Do I have to report to you what I'm doing and where I Am?" She sarcastically replied and tried to ignore him.

He moved closer to her and he put his left arm on her side resting on top of the bonnet of his car and his right arm on the other side. She can't go anywhere, he basically trapped her in between his arms. He moved his face close to hers and his lips hovered on hers, it was dangerously close. "Yes, you should. Since I'm your husband, I should know where you are and what you are doing and who you are with." He inhaled her sweet scent and he let out his cool breath on her lips "I'm the jealous type of husband, I don't want that Eric near you." He still didn't move.

Ji An's heartbeat pounded erratically, she struggled to think for a comeback for what he said. But she can't think of any, all she knew was his cool breath was so inviting, his lips were so close that a simple movement from her will seal a kiss. 'Why am I like this?' Her body temperature rose rapidly her behaviour was uncontrollable. She tried to pull herself away from her shameless thoughts of him.

Cheng Ze can feel the heat coming from her body. 'Is she unwell?' He moved away from her and saw her flushed cheeks. Her breathing was different from normal. He touched her face and her forehead "Are you unwell? Do you have a fever?" He asked in a very concerned voice.

His touch felt cool against her warm skin. But instead of cooling her down, her body temperature rose even more. He became more worried than earlier. She was incredibly warm. It's not normal.

Ji An has no control over her body now, her desire and her lust for him has taken over her. She knew she shouldn't but her body knows different.

He asked Ji An for her key but she didn't respond. He looked on her bag and he found it. He carried her up to the door and he opened it. Before he can carry her again, to take her inside, she grabbed the collar of his suit and pulled him to her. She kissed his lips like she really wanted it as if it belongs to her.

He doesn't know what's going on with her, but her kiss was making him lose all senses. He pinned her against the door and he held her waist, he responded to her kiss very passionately, full of love and admiration. His lips then travelled to her neck and he gently gropes her breast with his left hand while his right hand was still on her waist holding her in place.

He wanted her, all of her 'She's giving herself to me voluntarily.' With that thought, it made him want her more. "Baby" he whispered in her ear, while he kisses and nibbles her earlobe.

"Not here... we have to get inside first." His whisper somehow turned her on even more.


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