I love you, as much as I really do. Mark my words, darling.

Jens, who once wakes up in the middle of a city without memories of his past other than this name is the protagonist of the story. He starts his journey with meeting new friends and rivals, eventually learning things about his past and regaining portions of his memories. The magical journey starts becoming a horrifying nightmare...

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night and I'll talk tomorrow love you guys hope you're having fun and good luck with your family and friends I hope you're doing good hope you have a great day and I will be back in a bit wywywyywywywywyywywbhhc is that the day you get to the party you want me to come get your stuff done I don't want to get you I want you to come over to me please I don't know what you mean to do you know you're not going to get it because you don't want me going back and you don't want me going back and I just don't know how I want to get you but you don't want me going back to work I just got back to work and I'm not going back and then I just got back to you I was love and love to you Gyh was the time of the year that I had a great day of work and I am so happy That was a good night and I hope you're having a good night I hope you have a great night and I'll talk tomorrow love you guys hope you're having fun and good luck with your family and friends I hope you're doing good hope you have a great day and I will be back in a bit wywywyywywywywyywywbhhc is that the day you get to the party you want me to come get your stuff done I don't want to get you I want you to come over to me please I don't know what you mean to do you know you're not going to get it because you don't want me going back and you don't want me going back and I just don't know how I want to get you but you don't want me going back to work I just got back to work and I'm not going back and then I just got back to you I was love and love to Gyh was the time of the year that I had a great day of work and I am so happy That was a good night and I hope you're having a good night I hope you have a great night and I'll talk tomorrow love you guys hope you're having fun and good luck with your family and friends I hope you're doing good hope you have a great day and I will be back in a bit wywywyywywywywyywywbhhc is that the day you get to the party you want me to come get your stuff done I don't want to get you I want you to come over to me please I don't know what you mean to do you know you're not going to get it because you don't want me going back and you don't want me going back and I just don't know how I want to get you but you don't want me going back to work I just got back to work and I'm not going back and then I just got back to you I was love and love to you Gyh was the time of the year that I had a great day of work and I am so happy That was a good night and I hope you're having a good night I hope you have a great night and I'll talk tomorrow love you guys hope you're having fun and good luck with youGyh was the time of the year that I had a great day of work and I am so happy That was a good night and I hope you're having a good night I hope you have a great night and I'll talk tomorrow love you guys hope you're having fun and good luck with your family and friends I hope you're doing good hope you have a great day and I will be back in a bit wywywyywywywywyywywbhhc is that the day you get to the party you want me to come get your stuff done I don't want to get you I want you to come over to me please I don't know what you mean to do you know you're not going to get it because you don't want me going back and you don't want me going back and I just don't know how I want to get you but you don't want me going back to work I just got back to work and I'm not going back and then I just got back to you I was love and love to you is that the day you get to the party you want me to come get your stuff done I don't want to get you I want you to come over to me please I don't know what you mean to do you know you're not going to get it because you don't want me going back and you don't want me going back and I just don't know how I want to get you but you don't want me going back to work I just got back to work and I'm not going back and then I just got back to you I was love and love to you Gyh was the time of the year that I had a great day of work and I am so happy That was a good night and I hope you're having a good night I hope you have a great night and I'll talk tomorrow love you guys hope you're having fun and good luck with your family and friends I hope you're doing good hope you have a great day and I will be back in a bit wywywyywywywywyywywbhhc is that the day you get to the party you want me to come get your stuff done I don't want to get you I want you to come over to me please I don't know what you mean to do you know you're not going to get it because you don't want me going back and you don't want me going back and I just don't know how I want to get you but you don't want me going back to work I just got back to work and I'm not going back and then I just got back to you I was love and love to Gyh was the time of the year that I had a great day of work and I am so happy That was a good night and I hope you're having a good night I hope you have a great night and I'll talk tomorrow love you guys hope you're having fun and good luck with your family and friends I hope you're doing good hope you have a great day and I will be back in a bit wywywyywywywywyywywbhhc is that the day you get to the party you want me to come get your stuff done I don't want to get you I want you to come over to me please I don't know what you mean to do you know you're not going to get it because you don't want me going back and you don't want me going back and I just don't know how I want to get you but you don't want me going back to work I just got back to work and I'm not going back and then I just got back to you I was love and love to you Gyh was the time of the year that I had a great day of work and I am so happy That was a good night and I hope you're having a good night I hope you have a great night and I'll talk tomorrow love you guys hope you're having fun and good luck with your family and friends I hope you're doing good hope you have a great day and I will be back in a bit wywywyywywywywyywywbhhc is that the day you get to the party you want me to come get your stuff done I don't want to get you I want you to come over to me please I don't know what you mean to do you know you're not going to get it because you don't want me going back and you don't want me going back and I just don't know how I want to get you but you don't want me going back to work I just got back to work and I'm not going back and then I just got back to you I was love and love to Gyh was the time of the year that I had a great day of work and I am so happy That was a good night and I hope you're having a good night I hope you have a great night and I'll talk tomorrow love you guys hope you're having fun and good luck with your family and friends I hope you're doing good hope you have a great day and I will be back in a bit wywywyywywywywyywywbhhc is that the day you get to the party you want me to come get your stuff done I don't want to get you I want you to come over to me please I don't know what you mean to do you know you're not going to get it because you don't want me going back and you don't want me going back and I just don't know how I want to get you but you don't want me going back to work I just got back to work and I'm not going back and then I just got back to you I was love and love to you Gyh was the time of the year that I had a great day of work and I am so happy That was a good night and I hope you're having a good night I hope you have a great night and I'll talk tomorrow love you guys hope you're having fun and good luck with youGyh was the time of the year that I had a great day of work and I am so happy That was a good night and I hope you're having a good night I hope you have a great night and I'll talk tomorrow love you guys hope you're having fun and good luck with your family and friends I hope you're doing good hope you have a great day and I will be back in a bit wywywyywywywywyywywbhhc is that the day you get to the party you want me to come get your stuff done I don't want to get you I want you to come over to me please I don't know what you mean to do you know you're not going to get it because you don't want me going back and you don't want me going back and I just don't know how I want to get you but you don't want me going back to work I just got back to work and I'm not going back and then I just got back to you I was love and love to you is that the day you get to the party you want me to come get your stuff done I don't want to get you I want you to come over to me please I don't know what you mean to do you know you're not going to get it because you don't want me going back and you don't want me going back and I just don't know how I want to get you but you don't want me going back to work I just got back to work and I'm not going back and then I just got back to you I was love and love to you 


"So Shiroe-nee you know what is unrequited love is, right?"I asked.

"Un, I think I understand...it's unfulfilled love."She nodded.

"Good, then let's move on the other painfull love."I sighed, I feel like I'm a teacher teaching a student. But the difference is that the topic is about love.

Although, I taught her about love. I only told her what I know about love. I'm not saying I'm expert, I also don't understand how really love works. 

"The last one is Forbidden Love."I paused looking at Shiroe's reaction.

"Eh...forbidden love? Is it the same as us grimoires?"She asked.

"Yes but also No. Your creator forbid you to love doesn't mean it's already a forbidden love. But it will become forbidden if a grimoire fell in love with someone.."I taught her.

"Hnnn, I don't understand. Can you give me an example?"She asked. She doesn't get it? Oh come on, it's simple you know. I sighed.

"Okay, for example. A love between a teacher and a student is forbidden by law."I said.

Shiroe got confused."Why?"

Is she really a genius? She's doing it on purpose right. Calm down me. 

"Well, because that's the law. I don't why a teacher and a student is forbidden to fall in love...but I can also understabd why it's forbidden. It would be the favoritism, if a teacher dated a student. That teacher might increase of the student...that's what I understand. I think there is more to it."I said slowly and calmly even though I'm already exhausted mentally from explaining.

"Shido didn't you say everyone is free to love?"She asked a question that made me speechless.

How could I answer this...How the heck should I know. The law themselves decided all of it, not me. 

"Ah, you know Shiroe-nee. It's true that everyone is free to love but there are also restrictions. The law was created by the goverment and the people cannot disobey the law, lest they go to prison... But doesn't mean, there will be no one will take the risk."Patiently explaining. 

"Hmm, is that so...Humans are really stupid ain't they?"She mumbled loudly.

I nodded unconsciously. Yeah, Humans are stupid. They always teach us, we are free. We have freedom. But yet we live with restrictions, rules and laws. I understand why there are laws but saying we are living freely is a bit inaccurate.

"Well, let's forget about such things... Now that I already explained what love is. I think you already know the gist of it."I said with exasperated sigh.

"I may have understand about it a little bit. There are things I couldn't quite understand... Would you mind answering my questions Shido?"She smiled.

Staring at her eyes for a second. I release another sigh inside my mind. I nodded.

"Okay, let's hear it."I said.

"You said that you will feel very comfortable with the person you love right? Your heart will beat faster if you are near them right? "She asked with innocent expression.

"Yeah, I did say that."I nodded.

Shiroe stared at my eyes. "Then doesn't that mean, I love you?"

I couldn't reply her question. How the hell did she come with that conclusion. She always treated my like a child. I was stunned for a minute.

"W-Why can you say that?"I asked while gulping.

"That's because when I saw you, I feel very happy. Seeing you made my heart beat faster. Sitting beside you is very comfortable. Talking with you is very nice. You teaching me complicated things even though, You look pretty annoyed, but you still continued teaching me...I felt very ashamed pushing you to ask my questions even though I already get it...I feel very warm inside. So I came into conclusion that I love you."She explained.

"S-Shiroe-nee..."I sighed.

"Also, you calling me big sister made my heart flutter with happiness. It reminds me of the past."She smiled sweetly.

"You realize you just confessed to me right?"I said.

"Yes I did."She nodded with a big bright smile.

"Isn't your love a bit too fast Shiroe-nee?"

"Shido, didn't you said. Love is uncontrollable and unpredictable?"She gave me a teasing look with a cheeky smile.

I slapped my forehead, well I did say that. I thought it would take time to make her fall in love with me. But I wasn't expecting this. When I'm explaining her about love, I also have an intention to make her mind. You could say, I'm planning something. But what I didn't expect is her confession.

"Hmm, I think you should contemplate about your feeling first Shiroe-nee. Love is a very important, especially the first love. I would really love to accept your confessions. But-"Before I could continue my sentence I can feel the temperature is dropping low, I look at Shiroe and saw hr eyes became terrifying serious.

"Shido, your doubting my feelings?"She asked softly but her voice consist a very terrifying pressure.

I shuddered, I just realized she was very strong. I unconsciously shake my head.

"N-No! I'm not Shiroe-nee...I just don't want your precious first love to be with someone like me...you know that I already have many women right?"I said with a bit fear. 

Shiroe stopped the pressure and listened to my words. She contemplated for a bit and look deep into my eyes. She trace no lies. She felt a bit pain inside her heart. She only knew about monogamous love and taught this practice is very reasonable. So polygamous love is bit knew to her, the thought of sharing her love to other women dissatisfied her. 

But looking at the the young man she just confessed. She was very confused why she confessed to begin with. She didn't what's her mind was thinking. The only thing she felt is the urge to confess her deep feelings. 

Shiroe close her eyes, she read many books about love. She didn't waste her eternal life without learning everything. It's true she could not experience love because they are forbidden by their creator but that doesn't apply of learning what love is. 

She read many books about love. Even naughty books. She understand what sex is and already knew what Shido is teaching her. She just pretend she didn't know. But, seeing Shido a young man she knew since he was a child patiently explain love to her. Made her a bit apologetic. 

She already knew that Shido has a relationship with his sisters, aunts and nieces...How did she knew? Well, she accidentaly read his mind. She only wanted to see through his lies but didn't expect to see something made her speechless.

Incest is a Forbidden love that's what she knew. Thinking that the young man ignore the law. She was enlightened. Since a young human disregard the taboo, why couldn't she do it? A higher being at that. So she decide to take the risk. 

She have a good feeling to this young man. She decided to try her first love to him. Shido, even though she treated him like a child. He is the only one close to her. 

"Shido, I don't care about how many women you have. Honestly, I wanted you to be my first. You are the only man close to me. Although, I still don't quite understand what love is. Maybe in the future I might fall in love with you...so will you accept me?"Shiroe softly said.



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A story of a highschooler getting hit by truck. Hmmm, this sounds very familliar. 

The boy woke up and found himself still alive, However there is a problem. 

When he was hit by a truck, He thought he could have a fluffy harem life in Isekai just like the novels he read. Saddly, Reality struck him. 

The boy was once again reincarnated in his world 'Earth', It's the same Earth he lived. He despaired and thought he can finally meet a chienthrope or a beautiful Elf. In his despair, The boy jump into the woman who introduce herself as his Sister and ravage her up to down.

The boy finished his meal but realization struck his mind again. However, He found out that he was one of the men that survive the calamity.

Over 99% of male humans had been wiped im the face of earth leaving a small populace of men. He also found out that men is treated as stallion for breeding. 

What would the boy do?

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This novel contains inappropriate relationship, mainly incest. This also an adult content. So kids are not allowed.

The first 8 chapters was kind of rushed and fast.

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Sitting at the airport, waiting for my flight thinking, and I'm overwhelmed with how much I love you. I wanted to cry, really but to my dismay I never did. I guess that's the irony of love, You love the one who doesnt love you back.I left the sketch at the hotel lobby which by the way I forgot to give her. I never knew if she went there to get it or not. Never called the hotel to ask. Flew back to manila with a heavy heart. I blocked her on messeneger but after 2wks, not sure I unblocked her. As I sit in my crib, shugging wine and the glare of my cellphone screen is burning my eyes. Cant decide whether to beep her or not. Staring blankly. Days had passed and I sometimes find myself thinking about her  despite trying not to. Checking my phone constantly waiting for her name to pop up, and when it comes, my heart skips a beat with excitement. Driving me a lil crazy that she's consuming my thoughts. And some other time I go offline whenever she's online to keep my heart from pumping so fast because it still hurts. It hurts that my blood come rushing from my heart to the different parts of my body. It hurts that I feel nervous when there's nothing to be nervous about. And so everyday I learned to ignore the pain. Tried so hard to divert my attention. Go back to what I used to do. Go out with not so random guys, uhm well guys na matagal ko ng nakasama. Maybe just maybe  I just got curious on the same sex relationship.  I remember the first time I saw her my stomach was lifted into my throat by one million butterflies & I nearly lost my shit. That smile, I want to suck the enamel off her teeth some late night. I want to watch the sunrise from balconies with her after a night.I want to get under her skin. I want to listen & absorb her idea's/ideals. I want to study the geography of her body. I want to start a revolution with her. I want to write secret notes on her back as she sleeps next to me. You see I already imagined/planned things between us thats not gonna happen. But what I really want is to tell you that regardless of everything, I love you. Even if you never love me back… I love you. I hope that when you're lying in bed after a night spent in some bar or beach or watching terrible TV that you don't feel alone. I love you.
If this ain't love that I don't know. The feelings I have it so hard to explain… I have never felt this way before. Is this love or just some kind of touch? But whatever this is, I know there is a meaning to it. On the day that u introduce the meaning of love to me I knew it was truly unconditional. I might not fully know how to described it but I know what I'm feeling. If my mind can't be right than my heart must be. I use to say love is a crazy thing but it has taken control off my heart and mind. I fear that if having my love mean u have gain the ability to hurt me more than anyone ever will or has than I will take the chances cause loving you mean so much to me. Nothing to lose but a lesson to learn.
There are no words that can really express what I feel about you. The first time I met you I didn't even have one second to wonder. I saw you, and your eyes, the eyes that made me fall faster and harder then I ever have in my life, took me in and swept me away. I was hopeless before you even knew my name. After that day, the day that I didn't say anything to you but felt like I had told you my life story if only you were alert enough to listen. Every other guy turned to nothing more than smoke. I saw no more of them and I never have. I don't know how to make you believe that I love you. The only thing that I most want is for you to know that I will always love you. I want to be a part of your life for now and forever. That's a big promise to make when were this age, but its true. There is no possible way for me to justify this unless you get inside me and feel what I feel for you. When I see you I could stare at your face for ages and not blink. I try to sometimes, but I always break away when you catch me looking.

I could spend days just learning what you like and what you don't just to commit it to memory so I wont ever have to second guess myself when I do something for you. I love you. You have changed my life completely and utterly. I don't want to ever leave. You are the only one that I could never leave. I would do anything to make you feel better. I want you to be mine I want to have a claim to you that no one else can ever have because you're mine. I love you. I want to be with you more than I could ever want anybody or anything else. I want you. I love you. Please… love me back, and never let me go.

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A woman fell inlove with someone whom she only met in social media  and decided to pursue her. She went to the girl's hometown to find her never minding the fact that the place is not familiar to her. She took a risk for the sake of love.

KYLE'S POV

Another week passed by and there was still no change in Maya's condition. It's like her mind and body had gone into hibernation. Dr. Morrison deduced that she was probably, suffering from emotional trauma, and she had withdrawn into the coma as a protective mechanism. She didn't want to come back to the real world because she didn't want to face reality or to deal with her grief. 

Try as we might we couldn't bring her back. 

The children visited every day and took turns reading to her or just talking to her, but she didn't even blink or twitch to acknowledge their presence. 

"We'll just have to wait it out," Dr. Morrison advised as he did his routine check-up that afternoon. "There's nothing more we can do I'm afraid."

"The waiting s driving me crazy Doc," I balked as I resumed my position at her bedside. 

"While I sympathize with you, that's all we can do right now, I'm afraid." He frowned his expression every bit as serious as mine. "I'll see you later." He patted me on the shoulder and left.

I hopped onto the bed and lay next to my wife, my hand on her midsection. "Come back, babe... I need you. We all need you, Maya," I whispered to her. "I can't do this without my love. Please wake up and come back to me..."  The monitor began to beep and I turned his attention to the screen. "I know that you're hurting babe... I know that you can never get over what happened to Rita and your parents-and I know you think it's your fault-you must be blaming yourself... but you had no control over what happened. None of us did babe." I traced the outline of her cheekbones, trying to get through to her somehow. "Don't give up Maya-we still need you. Our best days are still ahead of us babe, so, if you can hear me, please come back my love...please? I'm begging you-and you know that I haven't asked for a lot from you babe-come back to me...that's all I'm asking-just come back, babe..." I rested my head on her shoulder and cried. Just when I thought I had no more tears to cry, they slid down my face involuntarily. 

I heard a shuffle of feet as someone entered the room but I never bothered checking who it was. I just felt a big, firm hand rubbing my back. 

"It's going to be okay son," my father consoled me in low and soothing tones. "She's going to be okay. You just have to believe that."

My breath caught and it took effort to force out a response. "I just want her back Dad..." I said in a choked voice. "Is that asking for too much?" I muttered, with a sniffle.

"No son, you're not asking for a lot."  He replied. My heart contracted at those simple words.

"I'd give anything to have her back. I'd even give my own life-if only she-would-" I broke down again. 

"I know son. So would I," he said in a calm, sincere voice. I knew that he meant it. 

"I'm sorry to disturb sir," Robert towered at the door. "But the Governor of Texas is here. He'd like to offer his condolences and check on Mrs K-" 

"I'm not in state to see anyone, Robert. Please offer my apologies," I said, not moving from my current position. 

"Of cos Sir." Robert nodded.

"Wait-let me have a word with him rather," Lorenzo offered. "He's an old friend. Maybe if he hears it from me, it won't seem like a rebuff." 

"Okay," I agreed. 

"I'll be right back," he said before he followed after Robert. 

"I know that you didn't really want to see him right? I addressed my wife. "You don't really like company when you're sick anyway. You prefer to curl up in a ball and ride it out," I let out a short laugh. "But I know that you like it when I sing to you but I'm not in a good place babe. I don't feel much like singing or doing anything really." I took her hand as I leaned forward and brushed my lips lightly against her; imprinting my essence on her sub-consciousness. "I miss you so much Maya... and I love you... and I live for the day that you will open those pretty brown eyes..."

Before I knew it I was singing to her, with her hand clutched in mine and as tears ran down my face, I poured my heart out to the love of my life.


There are days
I wake up and I pinch myself
You're with me, not someone else
And I am scared, yeah, I'm still scared
That it's all a dream
'Cause you still look perfect as days go by
Even the worst ones, you make me smile
I'd stop the world if it gave us time

'Cause when you love someone
You open up your heart
When you love someone
You make room
If you love someone
And you're not afraid to lose 'em
You'll probably never love someone like I do
You'll probably never love someone like I do

When you say
You love the way I make you feel
Everything becomes so real
Don't be scared, no, don't be scared
'Cause you're all I need
And you still look perfect as days go by
Even the worst ones, you make me smile
I'd stop the world if it gave us time

'Cause when you love someone
You open up your heart
When you love someone
You make room
If you love someone
And you're not afraid to lose 'em
You'll probably never love someone like I do
You'll probably never love someone like I do

All my life
I thought it'd be hard to find
The one 'til I found you
And I find it bittersweet

'Cause you gave me something to lose
But when you love someone
You open up your heart
When you love someone
You make room
If you love someone
And you're not afraid to lose 'em

You'll probably never love someone like I do
You'll probably never love someone like I do
You'll probably never love someone like I do

(Source: LyricFind
Love Someone LUKAS GRAHAM© O/B/O Capasso)

The Billionaire's Song Sequel

One night was all I needed before I broke her heart and shattered her trust. I knew that this would probably be the last time we would be this close-this open with each other. I wish I hadn't kept this from her. How I wish I could turn back time and do this all over again. But it was too late now. I just hope our love was strong enough to survive the storm that was coming...

After hearing it from Je, everyone gulped except Tae. Rei didn't expect that this two will fight because of her. Rei knows that Tae is not like this and she knows why Tae doing like this, because of her. Rei knows that Tae will solve it and she trust him because she's aware how Tae value his teammates especially Je who's the closest of him. The team didn't butted in between them because they know that this two will become more closer after this fight.


Tae : So then what do want me to do? I didn't answer your question because I don't want to hurt your feelings so I did the dare but then you're still mad, so which one do you want me to do?

Je : You already kiss Manager Rei, Bro Tae.


Tae : You're the one who ask me to do that kind of dare


Je : Yeah I did that because I know you're not the type to do that, so why did you do that, why?

Tae : Do you really want me to tell you the truth.


Je : Yes I want you to tell the truth. So do you really love Manager Rei? Why did you become so unreasonable all of sudden and why did you become so talkative all of sudden?


Tae : Do you really want to hear the truth?


Je : Yes I want to hear the truth and don't keep asking. I want to hear it from you Bro Tae.


Tae : You want to hear the truth then YES (empashizing the word YES) I love Manager Rei and I love her more than you do. You don't even know how I feel but I know how you feel that's why I didn't admit that one when you ask me because I don't want to hurt your feelings.

All : (surprise of Tae's admittance except Rei) eh? You really love Manager Rei?


Tae :  Uh-uh, so now Je you're heard me.


Je : Then why are you not admitting it right away and you don't need to kiss Manager Rei because I dare you. You're being unreasonable  Bro Tae.


Tae : Loving a person is not unreasonable Je and I didn't admit it right away because I don't want to hurt you. I dared to kiss Manager Rei not just because you dared me, I did it because I love her.


Je : Then do you ever think by kissing Manager Rei you're not hurting my feelings? Even Manager Rei kissing on your check already hurt my heart and then you just kiss Manager Rei on the lips with everyone here.


Tae : Then why did you dare that one Je?


Je : It's because I thought you're not going to do it.


Tae : You're thinking and asking like that because you didn't think about my feelings.


Je ; Because you didn't tell us that you love Manager Rei.


Tae : Because you didn't ask and even you didn't tell me, I know that you love Manager Rei. You've been selfish enough that you didn't realize that I also love her.


Je : How come I know that you love Manager Rei? You're keeping the aloof and cold expression of yours Bro Tae


Tae : I'm always like this


Je : No you're not, if you're like that then among all of us, why are you the only one who didn't suspect Manager Rei? 


Tae : Because you suspect Manager Rei without trusting her.


Je : We don't have other choice because it's our first time meeting with Manager Rei and how about you Bro Tae, this is your first time meeting with Manager Rei, right?


Tae : I told you that I love her more than whatever you feels. And then you're admitting that your love Manager Rei when just a only simple action you're already suspecting her.


Je : Then don't tell me you didn't even suspect Manager Rei?


Tae : Yeah not even once because I trust Manager Rei and I didn't question her once because I trust her.


Je : I see so you really love Manager Rei , Bro Tae.


Tae : Uh-uh and I already admitted it many times.


Je : Then if I didn't ask you that one, so are you not going to tell us that you love Manager Rei?

Tae : .....(speechless)


Je : See, you're not going to tell us that you love Manager Rei.


Tae : I'm planning to tell.


Je : So when?


Tae : At the right time


Je : Then how come you tell us right now?


Tae : Because you ask me


Je : Because of me, because of me. You're always putting the blame on me Bro Tae


Tae : I didn't blame you Je and I just considered you're feelings. I didn't answered because I didn't want you to get hurt and I answered you because you want me to tell the truth.

Je : Then see you're blaming me Bro Tae.

Tae : That's not for blaming but instead consideration Je

Je : consideration, are you sure?

Tae : I am and Je can you open your eyes because you've been blinded with your emotions.

Je : I already opened my eyes.

Tae : Then if you really opened your eyes, you can see that I always considered you Je.

Je : I don't know, I don't know. Why are you being like this Bro Tae? Can you give up your feelings to Manager Rei and let me happy instead?

Tae : If that easy to do then I will not fight for you this time for this reason. If I give up my feelings with Manager Rei have you been considered what will I feel? If I let you happy, what do you think of my feelings would be? If I don't be like this would you be ever know what I feel?

Je : That's....(speechless)


Tae : See you didn't know how are you going to response that one because you've been selfish enough Je

Je : Then what I'm going to do? I also love Manager Rei.

Tae : You just give up since you didn't trust Manager Rei and you're love to her is easy to be shaken just for a simple reason. You're doubting already her when you're not in a relationship yet and how much more if you're in a relationship with her?

Je : That love of mine is still growing.


Tae : Are you sure is still growing?


Je : Yes and why are you doubtful Bro Tae? I'm the one who knows my feelings the best 


Tae : If you really love a person even a smallest things and details you can tell it already. You were be cautious enough who loves your love. You were become paranoid when you're love talking to others aside from you. You will become like nothing if that person is away from you and even worse you don't know how are you going to do if that person is not with you at your side.


All of them are speechless because this is the first time Tae so opened up to them, Rei already knows because this is also how she feels but sometime she was astonished because she can tell that Tae really loves her more than what she feels towards Tae but well even though Rei cannot measured how Tae love to her , she also going to show how she loves him in her way. The two are continue asking and defending back with each other but the teams are glad that Tae is slowly opening up with them after 10 years of being a group.
 

The two almost forgot that the person they're talking is there and listening their discussion. If Rei doesn't know that Tae have feelings to her and Tae not her husband maybe she's been too shocked and surprised for this revelation.

A chic and quite type but also a petite, slim and cute lady who happened to meet her destine partner without knowing that this man will be her first and last man. Not only that, she will also be the wife of her long time pop idol since high school. 

From watching him only on TV and Monitor to be personally meet him personally.

Din Lou Rei at the age of 27 got married to her long time pop idol Jun Tae Woo, who is also known to be a chic and quiet type, who happened to be exactly like Din Lou Rei.

But before she will meet her destined one, she will be experience first what a painful love feel and got cheated on.

Who will get in love first, Din Lou Rei or Jun Tae Woo?

Who will confess first and how the two of them will meet when the two of them living in different country? Not city but a county.

Stay up to date.

Chapter 9

Draco's Fanmail

Dear Draco,

I love you. You are the greatest model in the world. It's too bad your gay cause if you weren't we could date. Anyway, do you think you could get me in with the modeling business
Sincerely,
Shula Jackson

Dear Shula,

I love you too. And yes, it is a fact that I am the greatest model in the world. They've done studies you know… so it's proven that I am the sexiest man on the planet. It's a fact. A scientific fact. And if I weren't gay and dreadfully loyal to my Pookie-Pie-Harry, then I would date you! Along with all the sexy women in the world. And I can get you into the modeling business but there are certain… ahem … compensations, if you get my drift… I'll try to be subtle… YOU MUST SLEEP WITH ME.

Love,

Draco

Dear Mr. Malfoy,

You are so hot! and so is Mr. Potter! I envy you sigh so down to business, is Mr. Potter -hem- a good shag? and is he your One?

Love Rachel Zabini

Dear Rachel,

Oh my, are you related to my dear sweet Blaise? Let's do lunch! Thank you for thinking… oh excuse me… knowing that I'm hot. My Sugar-Pie-Honey-Bunch-Harry is quite hot too, isn't he? I'm sure everyone, including you, is positively green with envy! We do make a wondrous couple. And… I will answer your next question without hesitation. Mr. Potter is INDEED a FABULOUS shag. I absolutely love the way he squeaks when he gets close to a climax. And he makes this adorable face when I come— Okay, enough of that! Now to your last question.

Yes. He is the One.

Love,

Draco

Oh Draco,

I love your sexy hot body and dream of stripping you naked every time my eyes lie on you. Ditch Pothead and go for me. I'll give you the ride of your life. Come on, being gay is a drag. Go for the straight life for me.

The esteemed Brittany Smokes –

Dear Miss Smokes,

For the love of Merlin, why did I have to become gay? WHY! When there are lovely sensual women like you walking on this planet! Okay, I shall become straight for you! You sexy, vivacious woman, you! YOU CAN RIDE ME ANYDAY! RIDE IT, COWGIRL!

"Malfoy, what the hell are you writing?" Harry looked over his shoulder. "You're honestly not going to send that, are you?"

"Of course not, Potter," Draco said. "I just needed to get it out of my system."

Dear Miss Smokes,

The gay life is the life for me. How dare you try and ensnare me with your evil womanly ways! Shame on you!

Love,

Draco

Dear Draco,

Aren't you just the cutest little model around? Too bad about the whole gay thing... although it is rather appealing- bisexual's a good way to go! Anyway, if you and Harry ever feel like something diffrent gimmie a buzz.
Good luck with the modelling. What conditioner do you use? Your hair always looks so good! I guess some people are just born beautiful.
Love you
Zo x

Dear Zo,

Yes, of course I'm the cutest model around, but I'm far from little! Surely you must know that. And I refuse to be bisexual! I believe that a person should just go for ONE THING and in my case, that would be men. And I've got one hell of a man, of course. My Pumpkin-Pookie-Poo-Harry. And the conditioner I use is called Wizarding Orgasmic Lush. Because when I massage it into my hair, I get the URGE to scream out with PLEASURE. It's like sex for the scalp.

And as for the part of your letter which I skipped purposely, I think I should answer it now… NO, Harry and I do NOT do well with THREESOMES. It's uncalled for! How dare you even bring it up?

Love,

Draco

P.S. Meet me and Harry at our apartment. 3 pm tomorrow. Wear sexy lingerie. Don't be late.

Dear Draco Dearest,

Wow. Was what I read in the paper true Draco? You and Harry Potter? I don't think he deserves you, I mean come on! Your WAY hotter then him! Anyways, ARE you really gay? Is Potter a good shag?

Love always,
Slytherin 6th Year,
Midori Wan

Dear Midori Dearest,

I've seen you around the common room when I was in 7th year. You're hot! I would've cornered you and shagged you out of your own will, but I didn't. Because I'm gay. And I fully think that Harry deserves me because my dear Super-Duper-Pooper-Pie deserves only the best and the best would be ME. But I definitely agree with you when you say that I'm WAY hotter than him. Because it's true! But come on, Harry is very hot, isn't he? And, yes, once again… Harry is a very good shag. He's shagadellic.

Love,

Draco

Oh my God!

Draco, you are a sex-god! You invade my dreams every night, satisfying my every need and giving me indescribable pleasure over and over and over again! And I welcome these dreams eagerly. You are simply gorgeous! You are beauty at its peak! You are the Adonis of our Era! I have every single magazine picture you've ever posed for! I just love you! You are totally and completely fabulous! My boyfriend gets a bit jealous, but I don't care! You are the best! And I've totally accepted that you and Harry Potter are a couple! Actually, it makes for much more interesting dreams! I mean, he's quite the looker, as well. All though not nearly as attractive as you! But still, it's wonderful! You and Harry, laying in a satin covered bed, limbs tangled from previous, exhausting events, breathing over each other's faces. And sometimes there are even hand cuffs involved!

I love you Draco!

You're ever-adoring, number one fan,

Melanie Salazar

Dear Melanie,

Salazar? You sound very Slytherin-like! We must do lunch! Now Melanie, tell me exactly how I pleasure you…with my snake-like tongue? With my long, supple wand? Speak naughty to me, Melanie, speak naughty to me… Yes, I am fully aware of how gorgeous I am. Sometimes I look in the mirror and I gasp and say, "Oh my! Who is that lovely, lovely boy staring at me? Why, I must ask for his phone number!" And then I realize that it is me. I am a bit disappointed of course, because I cannot shag myself. Unless I cut off my wee-wee and shove it up my arse. But that would be very painful. I feel very honored to be included in your dreams… and now that Harry is with me, it's wonderful to know that he, too, can be a part of your fantasies. Tell me, all three of us are in the nude, right? Are we skipping through a field of daises while licking lollipops? Are we all making love underneath the shade of a large elephant?

Well, my darling. My favorite part of the letter is when you are describing our after-sex scenes. It turns me on so much, I think I will go and stick my pencil in Harry's sharpener right now. Bye!

Love,

Draco

Harry's face turned beet red, "Girls actually fantasize about that?"

"But of course, Potter," Draco looked at him. "Girls can't help but fantasize about two beautiful young men shagging each other. It's just how it goes…"

"But how come you make it seem like that you're the dominant one of this relationship?" Harry scrutinized Draco's reply to the girl.

Draco sighed, "Because I am the dominant one. I'm the one that gets to stick my pole up your arse, so quit whining about it. Now go make me a sandwich, woman!"

Dear Draco,

Since that you are now gay, I think it's safe to confess my true feelings for you. I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU, DRACO. I've always been in love with you! From the moment I set eyes on you, I decided to become your lackey just for the sole purpose of being able to follow you wherever you go. And yes, I do peek whenever you're in the shower. Ever since first year, I've been peeking. And do you remember when your underwear began to disappear? It was I who stole them. I would wear them on my head and SNIFF them. Oh, how I love the scent of DRACO. So please, dump that Harry Potter if you want some REAL MANLY LOVIN'.

Always and Forever YOURS,

Goyle

Dear Fred Weasley,

I know this is you. It's not funny. It's disturbing.

Love,

Draco

Dear Draco,

I've heard that GOYLE confessed his love to you. And I shall do the same! Do not go out with that horrid Goyle because it is I that loves you the most. I want you to be mine, Draco. I want to dress you up in a bunny suit and sing love songs to you. I want to lick caramel off your sexy body and I want you to WHIP me. WHIP ME, DRACO, WHIP ME. Shove a LOLLIPOP stick up my BUM! Take me to your candy shop!

Sexually yours,

Crabbe

Dear George Weasley,

If you continue to send these letters, I will hang you and your brother in my room and use you as punching bags. Then I will **** your mangled bodies.

Love,

Draco

Hi Draco (mr. fantabulously gorgeous hunk),

i'm a muggle who has stumbled (quite fortunately) into the wonders of the wizarding world. Of those wonders i've found Harry Potter. Harry Potter is so deliciously hot, but i've heard that he doesn't accept fanmail (out of modesty, i heard.. how cute!) and he doesn't model (a right pity).

Anyway, when i found out that you (lucky sod) had managed to hook up with him i was terribly excited for you. How'd you do it anyway? he's such a recluse and he seems so adorably shy no matter how manly he looks.. sigh Harry Potter.. don't you just love gazing into his eyes? they're so irrisistibly green that i'm pretty sure people who are fortunate to gaze in them get lost.. i wouldn't mind getting lost.

i can't help but ask if this is a long term deal? U guys look unbelievably hot together, but in the world of celebrities (even wizards n witches) they don't seem to last. i hope you do because you both seem to set sparks off one another, it's incredibly sexy. i've also wondered what your favorite position with Harry is? (not to sound pervy but you have to admit, ppl ARE imagining u two doing the dirty deed ) I also wonder if you'll convince Harry to do a few shoots with you? he's very gorgeous, it's a shame to put all that looks to waste.. Oh.. and what is your (and Harry's) all time favorite nickname to each other? The issue in Witches Weekly stated that you two were spouting numerous pet names to each other at T. Fiddy's party. that's so cute.. u don't care about embarassing each other cuz you're both so enamoured.. sigh young love..

oOoh.. i was also wondering if you guys were planning on vacationing at Hawaii anytime soon? The islands are lovely, particularly Maui, and it'd be great to see you in person..

Harry Potter's biggest muggle fan,

Anna lynn

ps. if u hurt Harry you die! you may be hot but I know u're a frisky fellow, i won't have you break his heart!

pps. Hi Harry! lovely watching u..

Dear Anna Lynn,

Why are you giving all your love to Harry and not to me? I'm very disappointed and jealous! Haven't you GAZED into my lovely grey eyes? Don't you get SUCKED into them as if you were DROWNING in a pool of grey? Have you noticed my wonderful UNBLEMISHED skin? ARE YOU BLIND! LOOK AT ME, WOMAN! This is "Draco's Fanmail" not "Harry's Fanmail"! It's always wonderful sweet POTTER that gets all the praise and affection! I never get anything! At Hogwarts he was Dumbledore's FAVORITE BOY and everyone's FAVORITE CELEBRITY! WHY, ANNA! WHY ARE YOU NOT GIVING ME ANY LOVE!

Harry watched Draco as he scribbled furiously on the parchment. He was almost close to tears. "Malfoy? What's wrong with you?"

Draco's head quickly shot up as if he had been in some sort of trance, "Oh. Nothing. I'm fine." He crumpled up his answer to her and began writing on a new piece of parchment.

Dear Anna Lynn,

Despite all the rumors you hear, I am not a Muggle hater. I love Muggles! They are simply delightful. And it's wonderful how you happened to stumble across our world. And I am indeed lucky to have scored such a hunk like Harry Potter. And it was very EASY for me to get him to date me. All I had to do was drop my pants in front of him, and he caved in! And as for the relationship, Harry and I are going strong! We will never break up because I'm too in love with him…

Draco stopped writing. He stared at his reply and read the last line he wrote: I'm too in love with him…Even though it wasn't the least bit true, it made his heart flutter a bit. How stupid… He shook his head and continued writing.

Now moving on to our favorite position. Since HARRY POTTER IS MY BITCH, I like being on top, of course. But then I'll never tire of seeing him in between my legs going down on my lollipops- But that's a different story. And my favorite nickname for Harry is Pinko-Dinko-Slinko-Bo-Binko. It's very unique. And I believe his favorite nickname for me is "Oh Almighty Penis."

Harry looked over Draco's shoulder and exclaimed, "That is NOT my nickname for you!"

Oh, and worry not about Harry wasting his good-looks. I'll convince him to do a naked photo shoot for the gay Wizard's magazine, Guess My Wand Size. And guess what… we're going to do the shoot in Hawaii! Yay, yay, coconuts for me and my love!

Love,

Draco

Well hello dear Draco,

I figured u've gotten some pretty weird emails from obsessed fans but I am here to tell you that even though to me you are totally hot and should be with . So I guess I shouldHarry I'm not one of your obsessed fans, just close to it tell you about a dream I had which involved u and Harry. So here it is, oh just a note there was no actual penetration in the dream, so u were sitting on a bed with your hands tied behind your head (kinky but hot) while Harry staring at you placed light kisses all the way down your body spending some time on your nipples. After making u tense with pleasure, Harry worked his way down your body teasing you the entire way. Once he reached your penis he started to lick and suck until it hardened then he straddled your hips and started to rock back and forth until… then my dream ended, sucks huh? Well juss thought you would like to know what people think about you.

K

Well hello dear K,

YOU HORRID GIRL! HOW COULD YOU END YOUR DREAM THERE! I COMMAND YOU TO GO BACK TO SLEEP AND FINISH THAT DREAM! That's a direct order, go back to sleep or else I will have to go over there and MURDER you! … So… do you think Harry enjoyed doing it as much as I enjoyed receiving it? But darling, you make it seem like Harry is the head honcho of the relationship. HE should be the one tied down and I'M the one who gets to straddle him and such. Oh, wondrous, wondrous, to be able to make mad passionate love to my Slinky-Winky. Well, my dear darling girl. It's hard to believe that you are not an obsessive fan when you are having SEX dreams about me and Harry. I don't blame you; I am UTTERLY GORGEOUS after all. Please continue having those dreams, and when you've finished that previous one- write me back. I should like to know the ending.

Love,

Draco

Draco sat at his computer (yes, he has a computer) and began to read K's letter over and over again. The idea intrigued him… Hmm… hands tied and kinkyness… He stood up and walked towards Harry's bedroom, "Um, Potter! I've to, um, talk to you…"

10 minutes later…

Draco sat back down in front of his computer, breathing heavily. He had attempted to "engage Harry in conversation" but failed miserably.

Harry stomped into the room, his hands tied behind his back and his shirt unbuttoned all the way. He looked like he had been molested against his will.

"What the hell was that, Malfoy!" he spat.

Draco shrugged lightly, "I wanted to talk to you about something but you wouldn't listen."

"You didn't talk, you groped—"

"Shut up, dear boy. I'm trying to answer my fanmail."

"Malfoy—"

"Dammit, woman! Go to the kitchen and get me a beer!"

Dear Draco,

I should warn you. You're going to get with Harry soon in this story. You're gonna FALL for him.

The Author,

Reshima

XXxxXXxx

Dear Reshima,

You are disgusting. You will never turn me into a homosexual no matter how hard you try. I don't care if you're the author!

Love,

Draco

XXxxXXxx

Dear Draco,

I have power over you. I can make you hit yourself.

The Author,

Reshima

XXxxXXxxx

Dear Reshima,

My face hurts. I just hit myself. Fuck you.

Love,

Draco

XXXxxxXXXXxx

Dear Draco,

Anytime, baby. Anytime.

The Author,

Reshima

With sweaty palms I walked into the emergency room. Wale had been stabilized at night. For three hours my team of doctors fought to keep him alive as he persistently tried to die. He wasn't fighting. At a point I felt all hope slip away but then he came back. 



When I was told he survived I was too happy to do anything but cry. Kuku was there for me through it all against his better judgement I know. I know it hurt him to see me so worried for Wale but then he tried much not to show it although sometimes when I looked at him through teary eyed he didn't look happy. q


 I felt like I have been leading him on since this moment was exactly what I have been dreading the same moment I see In my nightmare when Wale would come and I would realize that I was Still in love with him after all this while. I had said it to kuku on one of our dates.


"I think I'm being selfish which Is unlike me." I said thoughtfully. He looked at me with questioning eyes waiting for me to finish what I was going to say but then I looked away.


"You know you can tell me anything there is nothing to be ashamed of in being selfish. We are selfish beings, humans are naturally self inclined."


"Are you?"

"I am most times. I'm not perfect you know that."


"I never said you were." I sighed. "But then you are so good that your imperfections can be ignored. You know your flaws I can manage pretty well. That's the point my parents were trying to make, be with someone whose flaws you can easily overlook."


He smiled deceitfully. A really cute smile. "So are you asking Me out?"


"Seriously Chukwuma you have to stop playing around when I'm serious."


"Alright. Alright. I'll stop." He giggled. He looked away from me then back but still the smile he was trying to hide was still plastered on his face.


"The thing is I love being around you gosh I love you but." I swallowed. "But not in the romantic way, I love you like I love family a deep crushing kind of love that can't be replaced or understood. I'm me when I'm with you, no pretense what you see is what I am. You make me free, alive happy. And I love you, I love you so much but not in the way I know you love me."


'Now this is getting interesting." He joked laughing nervously.


"And I know I should stay away from you so you can get over me but I can't. I can't stay away from you because I love you and I need you but not in the way you love a lover. The deep primal desire that it's attributed to that kind of love where you want to kiss them so hard your teeth crashes with theirs or want to feel their skin on yours, driving in you with one sweet rhythm. I love you but it is not the kind of love that craves but the kind that is already satisfied." I sighed letting out my frustration. He looked sad and it was OK, I was sad too. "I wish I can tell my heart who to love but then, then I can't. Do you understand?" 


"So who do you love. Wale?" He asked. I could hear the hurt in his voice and I nodded looking down.

I expected him to walk away to shout at me, to say how much he hates me but instead he took my hands and I looked up mostly as a result of shock. 


"Don't leave me that would be you being selfish. Stay with me. I rather be friends with you than to lose you. You have given me a reason to live, something to fight for. You have added some rhythm to my boring song and that's OK for me. Just stay. Maybe one day you will learn to love me maybe not, but for now stay with me."

"You look so beautiful," he whispered to me. He didn't wreak of alcohol luckily but still I was afraid and shaking. I played with my fingers scared of looking at him, scared of the monster he had become. He stroked my hair and I felt nauseated.


His tongue fluttered against mine and his hands went deep in my hair. I used to yearn for this moment like a baby yearned for her mother but right now I dreaded it like death.

"Stop please," I begged in his kiss but he didn't listen. Tears were beginning to fall from my eyes. I tried to push him away I yearned to, but he held my hands tightly behind me. My small hands against his was a battle already won before it began.

He pulled me against him and nibbled at my chin, my ear, touching my face with his fingertips, sighing, whispering, "You feel so good." 

"Please let me go Cletus I don't want to, not today." I begged, sobbing.

"You are my wife and it's your duty to please me any day and anytime I want it. I own you." He screamed at my face, letting my hands go. I rubbed on them grateful that at least he had let go of me. 

But before I could move away from him he pushed me to the bed and started to pull his belt. I screamed.


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Zara Miracle falls in love with a mysterious masked man. She thought he was perfect but what happens when his mask starts to pill of and she sees him in his true form.


Will she survive the clutches of the devil or will she succeed in running away?


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