Dear you,
The book that you're reading with those pretty eyes is about
 'i'.
When you'll read this it'll become a part of you, a part of your 'i' and maybe, it'll narrate your story.
I've also included the songs I was listening to while writing.
I hope that every piece that I wrote has something for you to relate to.
love, 
Sakshi. 


You can also read my work on Instagram @eye.ssaksh

i love you write poems on different topics....
this book has a collection of my novels....
i am just a beginner in writing such poems but i love to write them 
i hope you would like it.

Hi everyone I know I haven't been updating in a while. Well, I almost decided to stop writing. The reason for this is when you don't get comments and you don't get views you think people aren't reading your books, except maybe your friends but you want more than just your friends reading. Especially since they are only reading because they are your friends, so it gets daunting to an author. The author starts to wonder, why am I still writing if no one is reading. So it makes a person sad and depressed, and I was depressed for a while until a friend of mine started talking to me. She asked me why I was writing, and I told her because I love to write. She said then why are you worried if someone reads your book or not if you're doing it because you love to write? So, that made me decide that she was right, I am writing for the love of writing so I am definitely going to keep writing. So, I hope that you all will read and comment if you all decide to, I would appreciate it.

Book 1. She had lost her memory of him, but he never forgot her. So, he decides to make her remember. Will she remember or will they build a life together with the new her?

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hey I'm the author of I think I love you and I just want to apologise for not writing anything for a long time the device I am writing on malfunctioned and I was unable to use any app at all but it is fixed now and I am back to writing hope you have enjoyed so far and it will only get more interesting ENJOY !😁 

 due to the pandemic that is currently going on in the world we are all quarantined so there's no school meaning I am stuck at home doing school work leaving me less time to write this story I am very sad and quite upset that I am unable to satisfy my viewers I just want to quickly say a quick thank you to all of you who have read my story and are continuing to join me on my journey I am so thankful for all of you this is my first time writing a story and actually sharing it with the world I was really scared I would be judged but you people are so kind I love you all so much THANK YOU ❤️ I sincerely apologise for not publishing chapters as quickly as I used to I will try to get back to writing a chapter every day like I used to thank you all for being so patient with me you guys are really supportive I hope you enjoy what I manage to come up with when I can and again thank you so much I love you guys 🤗

also if you would like to see me do cosplay as bnha characters with my best friend please go subscribe to my YouTube channel  @SWAG cosplay .....swag must be all caps and since I just started the channel we do not have very many subscribers so it is kind of difficult to find the profile picture is a black and white photo of todoroki and midoriya 
 here is a link all you have to do is type it into Google and it should pop up my YouTube channel midoriyahttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UCbQzuRbBjuh6E5JoIggHBDA

Hey everyone! Welcome to my first Q&A, and let's not waste time, but get right to it! 

1. JinxXaphyre. Love the story and look forward to every chapter, always hoping for a mass release lol. my question is, why a fox? 
Thanks! And at the time, I had stumbled upon a translated novel about a fox consort which had around ten chapters, but in those ten a love triangle was already being introduced, and I was quite unhappy with that development. Thus, I picked the idea of a girl turned into a fox, chose a baby fennec as her form since they're just the cutest, and here we are ^^

2. Andrwood. I will not ask the original question. Why did you start writing a novel? What about other novels? You will write something after the end of this story. 
The answer to the first question is really simple - I LOVE writing. I started writing when I was around ten. First it was in my notebooks, then I stopped around the end of middle school, then began again at the end of high school but this time online, then stopped again, then restarted it with Fox Life. It's a long story, lol, and one wrought with trouble. 
I have two other novels online under another name - DarkSun in rrl. Flight of Icarus is my self-proclaimed masterpiece, Dream Chaser had a good premise, while Stories of the Wide World is just oneshots I wrote at some point in time. Here's a link for anyone interested: https://www.royalroad.com/profile/346/fictions
What concerns future, I will certainly be writing something, but as to what, who knows. I have ideas for various different stories - some of them deal with Virtual Reality, some with witches, some with surviving in an apocalypse, and some more cliche and simple ones like a contractual marriage or finding a stray cat who turns out to be a shapeshifter. Or maybe even something else. It all depends on what I'll be interested in the most once I finish Fox Life xD

3. Deviii. I want to ask if you will ever explain the reason, in the coming chapters that what exactly was the reason of her turning into a fox.. as in a hypothesis about it? 
I can't say it here, but yes, it will be explained. This is what the next arc will be all about. 

4. MilkOfCow. Easily my favorite book on the app - I was curious what kind of prewriting do you use? 
Thanks, and haha… I'm not really good with this stage of novel writing. I started Fox Life on a whim, truth be told. Some twenty chapters in, however, I realized that it couldn't work like that and made an outline. Some fifty chapters later, I decided I didn't like it much and stopped following every detail of it. Currently, I have an idea for an overarching plot, like currently it's Gale and Elise's mini-arc while the major arc is still Dioscuri being in trouble which started some time ago. Besides that, I'm writing chapters on a day-to-day basis, thinking up an idea for the next day before going to sleep and writing it down in the morning before I need to leave for classes. 

5.Nekonyan. Where's Lucifer? 
He's lying around wherever he finds it comfortable and hiding from people. He doesn't feel happy with half his side being shaved off and is waiting for it to grow back. 

6. Yadi15. A Q&A yay! I would like to know what was your inspiration? 
Hey! And as I mentioned before, part of it was me not being happy how almost every romance novel contained a love triangle while the other half was just me trying to test myself. I've never tried writing a romance before, and I wanted to see how it goes. To not make it too hard on myself, I chose a comparably simple setting of a rich CEO and an easy-going girl of common lineage, but since I'm addicted to fantasy, I just had to spice it up somehow. And that's how Iris ended up as a fox. 
Oh! I might as well mention a random tidbit. I once had a cat, and its name was Iris. She was a really smart little devil. 

And with that, the Q&A is over. Hope you're satisfied with all the answers, and if you have something more you want to ask, you can find me on discord https://discord.gg/ZegeFhH or just write a comment here. 

Thanks for reading and voting! You're all awesome ^^

Iris didn’t think much of her life until one day she found herself in the body of a baby fox. Before she could wrap her head around it, she was bullied by a kid and saved by a handsome stranger. It was almost like a fairy tale ending, just why is she still a fox?! Is there like a certain duration or will she need to stay like this forever? No way!

If you want to chat about the novel or ask me anything, visit my discord ^^ https://discord.gg/ZegeFhH

While Mi Jin and Chang Wook were having a hard time that night, Hyuk Jae in the meantime worried about what he would talk about with Mi Jin the next day. He knew she didn't love him like he loved her so he needed a game plan, ways he could woo her. He could pick her up to go to school, but he always walks with Chang Wook to school. Maybe give her flowers but she might feel he's throwing his feelings at her. 
"Ugh! Why is life so difficult?!" he yelled. As he laid on the bed he thought he could write her love letters. He got up from the bed "A love letter, every day. It won't be a nuisance since it will be for her eyes only!" but then came the realization that he didn't know how to be romantic. He's not good at writing either.  
"Chang Wook!" he said through the phone excitedly. Chang Wook was already sleeping. 
"You have 30 seconds or I'm hanging up" he said.
"Don't be like that" Hyuk Jae laughed. 
"29, 28, 27, 26…"
"Ok, ok. I got it. Wait, start over!" Hyuk Jae told him about his plan to write love letters to Mi Jin and wanted his help. Chang Wook found this funny. His friend Hyuk Jae wanted him to write Mi Jin, the girl they both like, love letters. 
"God just doesn't like me, does he?" Chang Wook whispered. Hyuk Jae didn't understand what he said but, he took that as Chang Wook agreeing to help him.
The next morning Chang Wook gave Hyuk Jae a love letter which he read in amazement "Wow, Chang Wook. You're awesome. She'll love it!" Hyuk Jae read it over one more time. The words that stood out to him the most were "Loving you is worth everything to me"
The first time Mi Jin got a love letter she wished so much it was from Chang Wook. When she opened it, the words were so romantic, her heart felt like it would burst out of her chest expecting to see Chang Wook's name written on it, but it was from Hyuk Jae.  
She looked around and saw Hyuk Jae waving at her, Chang Wook was with him, but he was leaning on the wall reading one of his books. Mi Jin grinned at him and waved.
As the days went on, Hyuk Jae would stop by Chang Wook's house, they would work on a love letter and Hyuk Jae would put it in Mi Jin's shoe locker early in the morning. Mi Jin got used to receiving these letters and always wondered what else Hyuk Jae would write her. She had to admit, he was kind of a romantic.
One day walking towards the shoe lockers, after school, Mi Jin saw Chang Wook in the library alone. She decided to give him some company. She hasn't gotten the chance to talk to him, alone. 
"Hey" she said. Chang Wook jumped in surprise which made Mi Jin jump as well. She noticed he wasn't only reading but also writing something in a little notebook "What are you writing?" she asked him. Chang Wook hid the notebook and looked down in embarrassment. 
Mi Jin decided not to dig in any deeper. She didn't want him to get angry with her. She could deal with anyone being angry with her except him. Anyone but him. 
"What are you reading?" Mi Jin asked Chang Wook. 
"It's a story about love" he said. Mi Jin was quickly interested, she's a hopeless romantic so she wanted him to tell her more about the story "It's a story about these two friends who like the same girl. She's a really nice and pretty girl, the two friends are good people too, they are basically like brother's, they look after each other" 
"Sounds like a sad story" Mi Jin said. Chang Wook nods "So, who does she end up with?" Chang Wook's expression changes to one of sadness. Mi Jin wonders if she said something out of line. 
"Haven't gotten to that part yet" he told her with a smile. 
Mi Jin thought back to Hyuk Jae and decided to ask Chang Wook something, hoping that maybe, just maybe he'll catch up to her feelings "Wook, what do you think is worse?" she paused. Chang Wook looked at her with her head down "Loving someone that doesn't love you back or being loved by someone that you don't love back?" 
Chang Wook thought about it. Being broken or breaking someone? Before he could answer Hyuk Jae walked in.
"What's up with this atmosphere? You two look all depressed" Hyuk Jae smiled. Mi Jin got up from her seat, excused herself and ran out. The two guys looked at each other, not quite sure of the reason why she ran off. She felt embarrassed, she was about to tell Chang Wook about her feelings but Hyuk Jae walked in. 
She put her shoes away and when she was heading out, a hand took her bag from her. She turned to see Hyuk Jae, staring at her with a serious expression on his face.
"Hyuk Jae, what are you doing?" she asked him. 
"I'm taking you home"
"What about Wook?" she asked him. Hyuk Jae shook his head. He'll be staying back for a while. He told me to go after you, but he didn't have to, I was already planning to" Mi Jin tried to get her school bag back but Hyuk Jae didn't let her "I'll carry it for you" he told her. 
The walk back home was silent. Mi Jin remembered how the three of them always found something to talk about but now, she can't think of anything. 
Hyuk Jae remembered the times when all three of them walked in silence like it was natural, but he was feeling akward, he didn't know what to talk about. 
"You know what I'm most scared of?" Hyuk Jae asked Mi Jin. She shook her head, the Hyuk Jae she knew wasn't scared of anything. He even jumped off a roof to prove a point "Regretting" it was one simple word. Mi Jin thought he would say something along the lines of a horrible way to die. 
"After we graduate, I don't know what's going to happen to us but, I do know that I don't want to leave high school without having told you my feelings. I don't want to grow old with a wife and kids and always wonder, what could have happened if I told the girl I liked I was in love with her"
Mi Jin didn't know how to answer.
"Mi Jin. I like you, a lot. You make me happy, you're the funniest person I know, apart from me. You are like super smart and when you get awkward when you feel you're in an uncomfortable situation; I think you look really cute" Hyuk Jae chuckles, remembering when he confessed to her. She got all red, looking down and playing with her fingers. He found that adorable. 
"On the days I'm sad because of my family or because we lost a game against a rival school, your smile alone can make me forget all of that. You're everything I want, all your cracks and imperfections. I love all of them, I love all of you…"
Hyuk Jae didn't know how to continue. He didn't know how he was going to end this conversation which made him feel uncomfortable "Um…I guess, what I'm trying to say is that I want to know your answer, but I already told you that I would wait so forget what I said…um…come on, it's getting dark…"
Mi Jin grabbed Hyuk Jae's shirt and stopped him. She only said one word, but that word meant everything to Hyuk Jae. She said "Okay"
"Really?!" he turned around, but Mi Jin wasn't looking at him. She was looking at the ground. His excitement subsided. If a girl really liked a guy, wouldn't she be looking at him with loving eyes "Are you sure?" he asked her.
"I can't guarantee, I'll be a good girlfriend, but if you'll have me, I guess I'll be okay with it" Mi Jin said. She still couldn't bring herself to look at him. Hyuk Jae at this moment thought she was just being shy. 
"You really mean it?" he asked her. 
"What? You don't want to now?" she looked up at him. He smiled and shook his head. 
"Promise?" he asked her. 
Mi Jin scoffed "I Promise"
Back at school Chang Wook was writing another love letter for Mi Jin, but this time, it was from him to her.  
"Mi Jin. I don't believe in fate or destiny, but I do believe that the choices we make have tremendous impact in our future. I'm writing this to you because I chose to fall in love with you. Love is not something you just fall into, it's a door that you can either choose to open or keep locked. I chose to open that door and right behind that door, was you. So, no matter where you go or who you're with. In this little world, across this vast Universe, in hundreds of thousands of realities. In all of them I will always choose you. I will always, love you" 
Chang Wook finished his letter. He worried about what Mi Jin's reaction would be once she read it, but most importantly, he worried about what Hyuk Jae's reaction will be once he finds out that his best friend also liked the same girl. Will they stop being friends? He was taking a huge risk by writing this letter but if their friendship is strong enough, he believed that they will find a way over this mess.

Ha Eun is the CEO at OG Group. She is famous for making everything she shows interest in a mega hit in the show-business industry but she's feared by her coworkers because of her stone cold expression and her blunt attitude. Chang Wook is her male secretary. They have worked together for 6 years and Chang Wook can't express how much he hates working for her. When Ha Eun is forced  to choose between giving up her position or getting married, she does what anyone would do...fakes an engagement with her secretary.

To My Dearest Readers,

Hi everyone! I know I've disappointed all of you for my lack of chapters and instability of updates. It's been a year and yet, I'm still in chapter 8. And for that, again, I am really, truly, very very sorry. 

I know you may not be interested but I just wanted to share ...life has not been so good to me and my passion (writing) for the past few months...or years actually? Hehehe.. I've been constantly restricted on doing what I love..since, if we are to be realistic, it's really hard to earn a living in the creativity department...unless, you're really lucky and all, you know...or gifted. This has kept me wondering if there's any worth at all to what I'm doing. I'm not that good anyway, hehehe. Then I thought, I'd just write as a hobby, though. Since I still...and really, love writing. But loving it is not enough. My love of it was not enough.

Oh, how I wish I could just spend all my days thinking and writing all I want! How I wish, i don't need to work and be stressed by a job I don't even like...just to survive. How I wish, that I don't need to try to get along with people I don't really like for the sake of professionalism...and just be myself. How I wish that instead of learning and getting trained for things I need to perform the job I don't like, that I could spend that time and effort for writing instead. Yeah, they're all wishes, and wishes they'll be kept..since I'm a coward. I don't have the courage to step out of this comfort zone and challenge the unknown. I'm not brave enough to take the risk. Because if I do, it will only cause my whole life, my future, my path.

But then again, I thought, what path am I building? What road am I going? Is this what I really want my life to be? And maybe, some of you have been faced with these same questions yourselves. If you are, please give me some advice, hehehe. 

Anyways, enough of my ramblings. What I really wanted to say though is that...even if life has been hard for me, and for all of us for sure, we keep on pressing on. And for me, whenever I'm kind of losing hope in writing, I just go back to my stories, read all of your comments and reviews which are all so dear ...very dear… to me.

Basically, I just wanted to say.. "Thank You"...very very much. For sticking with me, for all your encouragement, for all your advice, for checking up on me...someone you don't even know. For all the support, for all the love, and hope you gave me. I know I'm still half baked when it comes to writing, I'm not even a professional but I hope I can at least give you the best. Though I can't promise a daily update, I'll do my best to do a weekly update at least. Anyways, I've already pre-written a few chapters ahead. 

I hope you continue supporting me on this journey even if I'm still lacking in many ways. But really, from the bottom of my heart, I thank all of you!

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Again, thank you everyone. And the same thank you goes to all the other thousand silent readers (those who don't comment or vote but still added me in their library). Thank you very much.

I could still remember the day that I only have 10 or 20 readers, and only 1 added me in their library. But now, our family has grown..and I hope it continues to grow. It's okay if I don't get published or don't get a contract, at least I've got all of you! Thank you once again.

Let's all continue to press on and keep moving forward!.

Very sincerely,
_Oracle_

PS. I've created a discord account. I hope we could talk and discuss anything during your free time. Feel free to join in! Here's the link: https://discord.gg/R6ZBvzB

To My Dearest Readers, First of all, thank you all very much for all the support you've given me in my journey of writing stories. Though I've felt depressed to the point of giving up my passion, you have all encouraged me to do my best. I really can't thank you enough. As repayment to your kindness, I decided to revise this story to make it more beautiful but I'll still stick to the original concept so all the character's you've met will still be there. Also, I will be deleting the chapters here and reenter this story as a new novel and join the Webnovel Spirity Awards Spring 2020. I'll closely be working with a Content Editor to help me and guide me along the way so I can deliver the best story for you. I'll keep the title as "The King's Beloved" so you can search it anytime. [Update] Here's the link to the revised version: https://www.webnovel.com/book/16785081306356305/The-King's-Beloved PLS ADD TO YOUR LIBRARY Hoping you could all support me again, and again, thank you very much! Sincerely, _Oracle_ aka Macy_Bae

"Certain times, it's really fun to discover the inner feelings; we may get lost sometimes but we can find a way out.
Because we never know what will happen next. We live in present but our heart leaves in future."


We went inside Dal.Komm Coffee café, it's my favorite café and basically I come here when I have a fight or arguments with my mum or dad due to regular issues. I come here and write songs.

This is one of the place where I feel peace at it's level; because no one bothers me here or nags me for what I do.

We ordered coffee. Our order came in no time. And while looking at the coffee; I was staring at her too. Until she broke the ice, "Ahh...Am I not weird for not asking your name till now?"

"Basically, no. you're not weird." And I smiled at her.

"I'm always a curious bird. I'm Jeon Sihyun. Nice to meet you." And she again smiled;

"I'm Han Min. Nice to meet you too." She was still smiling genuinely at me. "So... Sihyun; let's discover each other. Discovering each other will be fun. Even though we met today, yet I wanna know you more; cause it seems fun discovering each other."

"Sure, why not. So... Min. I'm here on a break cause... honestly I'm fed up. Like... everyone in my family keeps on saying that I shouldn't waste my time on books and dancing. But all of my happiest moments are related with books; even when I write or read and when I dance or write songs. I wanted a pause so that I will discover myself and start working on what I love. So, here I am to spend some days without letting anyone know and that's the reason I need to return tomorrow only." I let her complete, I didn't wanted myself to interrupt her; she was looking a bit sad earlier while saying but when she mentioned books and dance she smiled; this shows how much she loves Dance and books.

Who doesn't like books? They are interesting and lets us escape from this cruel world.

"So, you write books? And even lyrics? You're damn talented Sihyun" I asked her.

"Nothing like that Min," she was smiling shyly. Her shy smile was cute  "I do write books and lyrics.. like; it's like I wanna comfort everyone with my songs. I want that whenever anyone listens to my song; that person will be feel comforted and will appreciate his existence. " Her purposes of writing songs made me curious about her more; and books too. 

"What kinds of songs do you write and which genre books do you like?" I asked again like a curious bunny.

"You won't laugh? even if I say my weird fantasies?" I nodded as a reply

"I love fantasy and romance basically, I write books keeping the theme as fantasy and romance like how life changes when a girl meets her soulmate. And about lyrics; I do write lyrics about love and pain. And recently, I've been writing about how a girl overcame her breakup and started relying on a boy and that boy loves her; that helps people to have the hope of love in life. While writing I never think whether people will appreciate me or hate me for my works yet I love writing cause I think maybe in life I'll get someone who will appreciate me one day" she said with a mixed feelings. Somewhere I feel both of us are going through somewhat same situations. "So, Min, what's your hobby?" she asked me with her curious looking eyes.

"I read books and play guitar and even sometimes when I feel fed up I start writing songs and with the help of my hyungs I compose songs too. But books and lyrics comes first above everything. But all of these things seems useless infront of my parents but I love doing all these things. I love music because MUSIC HEALS." I heaved a sigh. and she started sipping her drink.

"That's actually great; you know Min. But don't worry, I understand how you feel" she said while sipping her cappuccino. I looked outside and it was nearly evening and she followed my gaze and also looked outside and when I saw her she was AWE-STUCK. I bet she had fallen in love with Busan beauty. And looking at her like this I came up of an idea.

"It's nearly evening, the sun must be kissing the sea; watching the sun kissing the sea; and that kiss is always worth; and the beach side is the best during this time as well. So, Let's go Sihyun." Hearing this she hurriedly completed her drink and both of us got up. 

We went to counter to pay and I paid. I'm a regular customer her so basically the workers know me very well. They are more like my acquaintance. While paying; the guy at the counter named as 'Yohan' smiled at us and said, "Hey Min, dude you finally came here with a girl. Is she your girlfriend?" 

"Aniyo!" I protested him. I saw both of us were smiling and Sihyun looking down and blushing; her cheeks flashed a cute pink tint. Again Yohan said "But both of you do look!" 
And then he approached Sihyun "You know, Min never brought a girl with him. You're the first one and you should feel honored." and smiled. Eventually Sihyun started laughing and I felt embarrassed.

"Enough Yohan. Bye" I said and we left the café. Sihyun was walking infront of me.

"Mass is not proportional to volume.
A girl as small as violet... a girl who moves like a flower petal...
Is pulling me toward her with more force than her mass.
Just then, like Newton's apple, I rolled towards us without stopping until I fell on her with a thump.'
My heart keeps bouncing between the sky and the ground. It was my first love."

Something was going on my mind and I wanted to say it and I was about to call Sihyun and say but then I thought it would be better if I let it out. So, I did, "Sihyun, will you be my girlfriend?" and she looked back at me with a smile on her face.

"I hope I can be with you for just one day."	

It's a story of a boy and how he met a girl for the first time and wanted to spend the first and last day with her. Something was there between... them. They had somewhat similar story; they shared the same taste in books, music. Even though they met for the first time and the feelings were new to them yet they felt each other very comfortable.
After they spend their first and last day... will they meet ever again? Or their fate has decided something else?

TMS is now well and truly ended.
Thank you Islinda for giving this story a chance for a contract. I hope it proves well for Webnovel.
To all TMS regular readers and supporters. I won't name you individually to respect your anonymity.  With my deepest respect, thank you for your time, interaction and support.  A story can be written.  It's only when it's read that it becomes a tale. 
And I won't forget those from Tapread and Wattpad who gave Hinata and Eiji's drama a chance when it was there.  I've been blessed.
Here is an omake about its own small journey to close the curtains. 
---WPC #46 - To My Sunflower's Journey---
A moment of nostalgia as I look back to the contest that helped me form the concept for this story. Otherwise, I would've never written it.
---[[Writing Prompts Contest #46:Fall in Love with a Soldier
"Believe it or not, the only way we kept in touch was through letters. We would write to each other about our days, about our lives. They were all innocent letters, but they were amazing because it gave me an insight into how simple a person he was."
What it feels like loving a soldier?
"When you fall in love with a soldier, you fall in love with your country; when you fall in love with a soldier, nothing is set in stone on your end. Plans can and will change at the drop of a hat and planning ahead is impossible.
Though all that is true, so is when you fall in love with a soldier, you've found the best there is.
When you fall in love with a soldier, you've found someone who not only loves you more than his own life but loves his country more than his own life as well.
When you fall in love with a soldier, a kiss is worth a million dollars, and no expensive gift can compare.
When you fall in love with a soldier, you've fallen in love with someone who appreciates having a bed, running water and warm food.
When you fall in love with a soldier, you've fallen in love with not who you've prayed for, but someone so much more.
Thank you, God, for letting me fall in love with my soldier."
(Emily Richeson)https://forum.webnovel.com/d/18335-writing-prompts-contests-45-46]]---
The winner of my prompt was a book that is now on hiatus. No other entries qualified. At the time I didn't realize that having votes was the rank qualifier. So my book was instantly disqualified.
Despite not making it past the car park, so to speak, I kept this story going. I had moved it to Wattpad and continued to post chapters there.
I entered it into a Wattpad community award, and had eventually won the award for Historical Fiction, but never received the prize for it. 😆
That's okay. Knowing that my writing was enough to be a winner in a judge's eyes was cool. It won over some quality stories as well. That was a prize enough for me.
After some time, I started posting the story to Tapread where it picked up read interest there. Then I got a ping from Islinda who liked the lone chapter I had left on the book page.  
This story has been a blast to write. I'm proud of what I've been able to achieve with it. I have no regrets of what I leave behind, as I have given my best shot.
♥♥
Arigatōgozaimashita.  
Until next time. Take care.♥


Hinata longed for his Eiji to return from war. Alone in the idyllic countryside whilst other areas of Japan were torn asunder. One day, he receives a letter from his lover filled with the scent of sunflowers and his undying love for him. Followed by official news of his presumed death at Iwo Jima. Heartbroken. Yet determined to honor his promise to Eiji; to live the life they were unable to live together.

Eiji fought honorably for Japan at Iwo Jima. He fell injured in a banzai charge to be classified as dead. He recovered with the aid of an American lieutenant, who escorted him back into the mainland for espionage work. His one chance and hope of return to Hinata's side.

A compelling risk of a war story set at the end of the Pacific War, 1945. Two sides of the war, on Japanese soil, are shown from the individual perspectives of same-sex lovers Hinata and Eiji. 

More than a boys love. This story is an emotional drama, revealing heart and souls of people surviving America's assault on Japan. The consequences suffered at war's end.

So, I've been wanting to address this now that things has thankfully calmed down now. It's been a long time since I actually wrote something and to be honest, my love for writing is slowly diminishing. Maybe it's the fact that I'm putting too much pressure on myself to bring out the best chapter I could ever make. You probably have no idea how many times I started to write, only to delete it all because it wasn't up to my standards or weren't showing me the right emotions. And it happened so often that well, it just started to feel suffocating for me. And so, this activity that i once loved to do and looked forward to so much became something i dreaded because it just frustrated me how I can't write how i want it to be written. Every chapter felt like I gave it all the love I could but at the same time, it took away a part of the love I had for myself as the person who wrote it. I grew to love what i wrote but soon hated how I wrote it. It might not make sense to others but it's what I've been feeling ever since this year began and I've been putting it off since because I didn't want to disappoint the people that had been looking forward to every update.

And so, I decided I'll be taking a few more days if not, weeks to rid myself of my own toxic thoughts and self destructive views on my writing. I know it will be a long wait given that my mental health is not the best as most people would believe and I will completely understand if you guys would give up on me and this book but I sincerely believe that I need this in order to grow as a person who loves to write. I am not a writer and should have never inflated my ego so much to see myself as so because it only made me form expectations of myself to be as good as one. I'm not a writer but I am without a doubt someone that loves writing. And so, to fuel my love without breaking my spirit, I'll be taking a long break all the while reviewing everything I have written in this novel. From chapter 1 to chapter 275, I'll once again reacquaint myself with the me who poured all her love into each chapter and the me who was still happy beyond relief despite such faulty writing so that when i return, I'll become a better person that now rekindled the love I once deeply had for writing.

Inna Lovenhart was tricked by her friends to visit an event in Akihabara while she was in Japan. All because of their selfish request. 

Albeit furious, she decided to get it done and over with. But while doing so, she was chosen (more like forced) to be a participant for a publicity stunt.

They promised her a chance at reincarnation through a portal (which she believed was utter bull****).

But before she can react, she was pushed towards different worlds filled with scary beings, and evil greedy humans, while being chased by a King whose beauty and power cannot be compared to any mortal alive!

But wait a minute, what did that old kid just say?

She didn't actually reincarnate!?

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Warning: This whole book consists of swearing. Like, A LOT of swearing, and mild gore and violence as well. You have been warned..... :)
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