Kim Taehyung. Second Youngest member of BTS. Amazingly deep singing voice, charming, box-like smile, muscles... abs... everything in one package. And Jimin wants it all.

I won't let you go unless you let me go...... If you'll ask me to stay i'll stay, if you'll ask me to leave i'll leave.... Whenever you need me you'll find me beside you.... when you'll take a step towards me i'll take two step... I love you to the  square of infinity.   I love you... I love you... i really mean it.I know you love me but you are not expressing it.. Time waits for none 

We only have a life, don't be so hesitant all the time. Don't dread the past, fear the future, and endup accomplishing absolutely nothing in the end. Don't wait until you are old, then regrets the choices you didn't make

KYLE'S POV

Another week passed by and there was still no change in Maya's condition. It's like her mind and body had gone into hibernation. Dr. Morrison deduced that she was probably, suffering from emotional trauma, and she had withdrawn into the coma as a protective mechanism. She didn't want to come back to the real world because she didn't want to face reality or to deal with her grief. 

Try as we might we couldn't bring her back. 

The children visited every day and took turns reading to her or just talking to her, but she didn't even blink or twitch to acknowledge their presence. 

"We'll just have to wait it out," Dr. Morrison advised as he did his routine check-up that afternoon. "There's nothing more we can do I'm afraid."

"The waiting s driving me crazy Doc," I balked as I resumed my position at her bedside. 

"While I sympathize with you, that's all we can do right now, I'm afraid." He frowned his expression every bit as serious as mine. "I'll see you later." He patted me on the shoulder and left.

I hopped onto the bed and lay next to my wife, my hand on her midsection. "Come back, babe... I need you. We all need you, Maya," I whispered to her. "I can't do this without my love. Please wake up and come back to me..."  The monitor began to beep and I turned his attention to the screen. "I know that you're hurting babe... I know that you can never get over what happened to Rita and your parents-and I know you think it's your fault-you must be blaming yourself... but you had no control over what happened. None of us did babe." I traced the outline of her cheekbones, trying to get through to her somehow. "Don't give up Maya-we still need you. Our best days are still ahead of us babe, so, if you can hear me, please come back my love...please? I'm begging you-and you know that I haven't asked for a lot from you babe-come back to me...that's all I'm asking-just come back, babe..." I rested my head on her shoulder and cried. Just when I thought I had no more tears to cry, they slid down my face involuntarily. 

I heard a shuffle of feet as someone entered the room but I never bothered checking who it was. I just felt a big, firm hand rubbing my back. 

"It's going to be okay son," my father consoled me in low and soothing tones. "She's going to be okay. You just have to believe that."

My breath caught and it took effort to force out a response. "I just want her back Dad..." I said in a choked voice. "Is that asking for too much?" I muttered, with a sniffle.

"No son, you're not asking for a lot."  He replied. My heart contracted at those simple words.

"I'd give anything to have her back. I'd even give my own life-if only she-would-" I broke down again. 

"I know son. So would I," he said in a calm, sincere voice. I knew that he meant it. 

"I'm sorry to disturb sir," Robert towered at the door. "But the Governor of Texas is here. He'd like to offer his condolences and check on Mrs K-" 

"I'm not in state to see anyone, Robert. Please offer my apologies," I said, not moving from my current position. 

"Of cos Sir." Robert nodded.

"Wait-let me have a word with him rather," Lorenzo offered. "He's an old friend. Maybe if he hears it from me, it won't seem like a rebuff." 

"Okay," I agreed. 

"I'll be right back," he said before he followed after Robert. 

"I know that you didn't really want to see him right? I addressed my wife. "You don't really like company when you're sick anyway. You prefer to curl up in a ball and ride it out," I let out a short laugh. "But I know that you like it when I sing to you but I'm not in a good place babe. I don't feel much like singing or doing anything really." I took her hand as I leaned forward and brushed my lips lightly against her; imprinting my essence on her sub-consciousness. "I miss you so much Maya... and I love you... and I live for the day that you will open those pretty brown eyes..."

Before I knew it I was singing to her, with her hand clutched in mine and as tears ran down my face, I poured my heart out to the love of my life.


There are days
I wake up and I pinch myself
You're with me, not someone else
And I am scared, yeah, I'm still scared
That it's all a dream
'Cause you still look perfect as days go by
Even the worst ones, you make me smile
I'd stop the world if it gave us time

'Cause when you love someone
You open up your heart
When you love someone
You make room
If you love someone
And you're not afraid to lose 'em
You'll probably never love someone like I do
You'll probably never love someone like I do

When you say
You love the way I make you feel
Everything becomes so real
Don't be scared, no, don't be scared
'Cause you're all I need
And you still look perfect as days go by
Even the worst ones, you make me smile
I'd stop the world if it gave us time

'Cause when you love someone
You open up your heart
When you love someone
You make room
If you love someone
And you're not afraid to lose 'em
You'll probably never love someone like I do
You'll probably never love someone like I do

All my life
I thought it'd be hard to find
The one 'til I found you
And I find it bittersweet

'Cause you gave me something to lose
But when you love someone
You open up your heart
When you love someone
You make room
If you love someone
And you're not afraid to lose 'em

You'll probably never love someone like I do
You'll probably never love someone like I do
You'll probably never love someone like I do

(Source: LyricFind
Love Someone LUKAS GRAHAM© O/B/O Capasso)

The Billionaire's Song Sequel

One night was all I needed before I broke her heart and shattered her trust. I knew that this would probably be the last time we would be this close-this open with each other. I wish I hadn't kept this from her. How I wish I could turn back time and do this all over again. But it was too late now. I just hope our love was strong enough to survive the storm that was coming...

With sweaty palms I walked into the emergency room. Wale had been stabilized at night. For three hours my team of doctors fought to keep him alive as he persistently tried to die. He wasn't fighting. At a point I felt all hope slip away but then he came back. 



When I was told he survived I was too happy to do anything but cry. Kuku was there for me through it all against his better judgement I know. I know it hurt him to see me so worried for Wale but then he tried much not to show it although sometimes when I looked at him through teary eyed he didn't look happy. q


 I felt like I have been leading him on since this moment was exactly what I have been dreading the same moment I see In my nightmare when Wale would come and I would realize that I was Still in love with him after all this while. I had said it to kuku on one of our dates.


"I think I'm being selfish which Is unlike me." I said thoughtfully. He looked at me with questioning eyes waiting for me to finish what I was going to say but then I looked away.


"You know you can tell me anything there is nothing to be ashamed of in being selfish. We are selfish beings, humans are naturally self inclined."


"Are you?"

"I am most times. I'm not perfect you know that."


"I never said you were." I sighed. "But then you are so good that your imperfections can be ignored. You know your flaws I can manage pretty well. That's the point my parents were trying to make, be with someone whose flaws you can easily overlook."


He smiled deceitfully. A really cute smile. "So are you asking Me out?"


"Seriously Chukwuma you have to stop playing around when I'm serious."


"Alright. Alright. I'll stop." He giggled. He looked away from me then back but still the smile he was trying to hide was still plastered on his face.


"The thing is I love being around you gosh I love you but." I swallowed. "But not in the romantic way, I love you like I love family a deep crushing kind of love that can't be replaced or understood. I'm me when I'm with you, no pretense what you see is what I am. You make me free, alive happy. And I love you, I love you so much but not in the way I know you love me."


'Now this is getting interesting." He joked laughing nervously.


"And I know I should stay away from you so you can get over me but I can't. I can't stay away from you because I love you and I need you but not in the way you love a lover. The deep primal desire that it's attributed to that kind of love where you want to kiss them so hard your teeth crashes with theirs or want to feel their skin on yours, driving in you with one sweet rhythm. I love you but it is not the kind of love that craves but the kind that is already satisfied." I sighed letting out my frustration. He looked sad and it was OK, I was sad too. "I wish I can tell my heart who to love but then, then I can't. Do you understand?" 


"So who do you love. Wale?" He asked. I could hear the hurt in his voice and I nodded looking down.

I expected him to walk away to shout at me, to say how much he hates me but instead he took my hands and I looked up mostly as a result of shock. 


"Don't leave me that would be you being selfish. Stay with me. I rather be friends with you than to lose you. You have given me a reason to live, something to fight for. You have added some rhythm to my boring song and that's OK for me. Just stay. Maybe one day you will learn to love me maybe not, but for now stay with me."

"You look so beautiful," he whispered to me. He didn't wreak of alcohol luckily but still I was afraid and shaking. I played with my fingers scared of looking at him, scared of the monster he had become. He stroked my hair and I felt nauseated.


His tongue fluttered against mine and his hands went deep in my hair. I used to yearn for this moment like a baby yearned for her mother but right now I dreaded it like death.

"Stop please," I begged in his kiss but he didn't listen. Tears were beginning to fall from my eyes. I tried to push him away I yearned to, but he held my hands tightly behind me. My small hands against his was a battle already won before it began.

He pulled me against him and nibbled at my chin, my ear, touching my face with his fingertips, sighing, whispering, "You feel so good." 

"Please let me go Cletus I don't want to, not today." I begged, sobbing.

"You are my wife and it's your duty to please me any day and anytime I want it. I own you." He screamed at my face, letting my hands go. I rubbed on them grateful that at least he had let go of me. 

But before I could move away from him he pushed me to the bed and started to pull his belt. I screamed.


______




Zara Miracle falls in love with a mysterious masked man. She thought he was perfect but what happens when his mask starts to pill of and she sees him in his true form.


Will she survive the clutches of the devil or will she succeed in running away?


warning: Abusive relationship, rape, lies, manipulations. This book may just drive you mad with anger. you've been warned.

I was mourning, and you came into my life unexpectedly. And I wasn't ready to open up or commit. I needed some time to explore… But I can't stop thinking about you now, and the possibility of what can be. Every time I see you, I feel nervous and my heart pounds… it's wonderful. I can't explain why I feel the way I do, but I like the way you look at me, the way we communicate, and I want more. I didn't know then how strongly I would feel about you until I realized that I wanted then. You've  sent me mixed signals, and maybe I am reading into this more than I should. But for what it's worth, I want to thank you for reminding me that the possibility of love still exists.

I have no other way to put it — you're perfection in every way. I didn't think someone like yourself even existed or that the world would be kind enough for us to cross paths at the wrong time but we did.

The late nights conversations  we shared are still etched in my head and all I ever think about is how I want to waste all my time with you.

I remember watching you laugh one night for a good half hour. I sat by and watched. I died inside. I swear, in that moment, you looked so damn beautiful. I watched your lovely lips curve up into that perfect smile,and your eyes crinkling. I just wanted to be there every time you laughed and I wanted to be the one to make you smile. That was when I started to fall in love with you.

Now you should know, I don't claim to know what love is, heck, looking back on past relationships, I didn't have a fucking clue. But if I'm going to find out what love is, there isn't anyone else I would rather do it with than you.

I'm not the most good-looking lass out there, I'm not the hottest, the cutest, the funniest, the sweetest girl you'll meet. But one thing I can assure you is that with whatever little I have, which really isn't much, I'll love you, I'll treat you right and I'll take care of you.

I don't want you to be a season; I want to watch your hair dance in the summer breeze, have your hands in my pockets when it's cold.

One night I dreamt about you. Shyly you looked me in the eyes and asked, "How do you know?" Taking one long breath I began to explain that things are just different with you. Never in my entire life had these feelings before. It is a feeling of being scared and excited, with a bit of pleasure mixed in. When I see you my body trembles with joy and my heart beats wildly in my chest. I'm always surprised to find out that no one around me can hear my heart beating so loudly. Not wanting to say the wrong words to you, I sometimes just sit back and observe you. Like the way your eyes literally shine, how your nose adorably moves when you say certain words, or how kind and loving you are to those you care for. You make me want  to do what is best for myself. But in all honesty, you are what is best for me. When I am around you, my true self comes out and it makes me feel great to know that I am able to be the real me when you are around. 

This love I have for you – it's hard to describe, yet easy to feel. It's difficult to convey save for the actions of every day life. I don't know how to tell you that I love you without making you feel uncomfortable or scaring you away. I suppose saying it isn't really necessary, since giving the condition a name doesn't change its qualities…however, I can't help but feel there's something to say about the inability to say it at all. I understand that receiving love, and loving someone in return, is terrifying. You're not the sort to make yourself vulnerable and neither am I. Love makes you weak in a way, I guess you could say…but more importantly, it makes you strong. This is just one of the reasons that I love love, and love loving you in particular.

I didn't expect to fall for you. It wasn't love at first sight. But as we talked, things fell into place. Little by little, the small bits that make you peaked my interest.When you smile, I smile. I love it when you look at me with those beautiful eyes of yours. I love it when you smile. Your laughter is like a beautiful melody to me. I could always reply your voice in my mind a million times. I feel happy just thinking of you.  At the same time you  also treat me like I'm nothing to you. You have the ability to make and break my day with just a few words.


P.S.
I fell in love with you at the wrong time and in that short time, you've left a deep enough mark on me.

Love,
A

A woman fell inlove with someone whom she only met in social media  and decided to pursue her. She went to the girl's hometown to find her never minding the fact that the place is not familiar to her. She took a risk for the sake of love.

To love is to be vulnerable. There's always risk. Nonetheless, to love is also an opportunity to gain wisdom from your mistakes.
That's what they said, that's what i had been always believe. Until the moment when my life got shuttered.

I dedicated my life for someone whom i thought love me enough. 
Whom i thought love me equally. 
I was wrong, To those years we spent with each other. They all vanished like bubbles in thin air. 

The past came back and it destroyed the present, even the future that awaits to the two aspiring lovers. 

I've been asking my self, what went wrong. What has gotten that suddenly we split up? What's not enough that i couldn't still fill the hole in his heart?

I thought, we were okay. I thought, it's fine. I thought i fixed him already, i thought he love me. Maybe he did, but not to the extent that he can let go the person who once destroyed him.

I was just a fixer huh, one you can run to whenever you need help then leave 'coz you don't need her anymore.

Shanaia Aira's Point of View 


I was embarrassed because almost everyone were watching  us. My dance partner is staring at me intensely. Maybe if I'm an ice cream, I probably would have melted. 


The music is lingering, I am feeling uncomfortable with Jaytee's stare. 


Admittedly, I was crushing on him before but when he courted me it seemed like that feeling was gone, I don't know why, maybe it's just a crush and I don't want nothing more. We're not compatible. He is too handsome for me. And the main reason why I dumped him is because of Gelo. 


All my suitors were intercepted by Gelo. They can't even get close to me. I don't know about this man, he's so strict like a father. But it's okay with me if Gelo is acting like that, now that I'm sure of my feelings for him, all I want is that to be with him always. Though this guy in front of me is gorgeously handsome, my loyalty is still with Gelo. I hope the feeling is mutual. 

Promise me your mine tonight 🎶

I'll be waitin' lyin' tonight🎶

While the lights are low🎶

I never let you go.🎶


" You know Aira, I'm so happy that even for just tonight, you're my queen. I'm happy though it's only temporary." the voice of Jaytee puts me back  from my train of thoughts. 

" Huh!" 


"It's been two years but I'm still in love with you Aira." 


"Jaytee!" 


"I'm sorry. I tried so hard but I failed. But that's okay with me. I know that you can't force your heart to love me back, just let me love you. Maybe after graduation, If I don't see you often, this feelings I have for you will eventually fades." 


Did I dream that we dance forever🎶

In a wish that we made together 🎶

On a night that I pray would never end🎶

You know it's not my imagination 🎶

Or a part of the orchestration🎶

Love was here at the culmination🎶

I'm the king and you're the queen of hearts.🎶



"Jaytee, I'm sorry. But I hope we can still be friends or if not, atleast we could be civil to each other." 


" Yeah sure, why not. Time will come, I know I can forget this feelings I have for you. I hope in the future I can find another girl like you. And tonight , that you became my queen, I will not forget this, it will remain in my memory bank. " he sincerely said then smiled at me, it's like he accepted his fate between us. 


Time will pass and tears will fall🎶

But someday we'll both recall🎶

Moments  made of  this🎶

Golden memories.🎶



" Thank you Jaytee and again I'm sorry. " I said sincerely too. 


" Its okay Aira, don't  worry I understand.Let's just enjoy the night." he smiled sweetly at me.


I smiled back.This guy is a good man.Whoever is the girl whom he will love in the future and who will love him back is indeed lucky. If my heart is not inlove with Gelo, maybe this guy will have his chance on me but unluckily my heart only knew Gelo. 

When the music almost ends, he stared at me intensely and he caressed my face. And I almost got shocked when he kissed my forehead. 


" Thanks Aira. Can you be my last dance for tonight?"


Even before I answered, I gasp at the sudden grab on my arms and pull me out from the dance floor. 


" Sorry dude, I need to take her home, the night is getting old." 


Shocks! Who else is capable of pulling me in front of anyone?


He irreverently pulled me out in the middle of the crowd who are shocked by the scene Gelo has made.  He is really is an actor. Hmp. 


What a shame!


If only the ground could eat me up. I could almost stumble because he is pulling me mindlessly, luckily I'm just wearing a 2 inches heels. 


" Hey Gelo, wait! I would might trip on the ground. "


He didn't pay attention to me, he just kept on walking while continously pulling me. The people we were passing by are conciously looking at us until we reached the parking lot.

He opened the door to the passenger's side and quickly sat me down there then he put  my seat belt without looking at me. 


He turned around to the driver's seat and sat down, he shut the door carelessly. 


He looked at me with an irate look.I also met his gaze.

Does he think I'm scared of his death glares? Well, he's wrong! 

I was so embarrassed to Jaytee and the rest of the people in the dance floor. 


" What was that? Why are you suddenly coming over and pulling me away? My God Gelo what you did was so embarrassing !  I'm sure that was the headline for me throughout school when I come in tomorrow. You ruined my night!" I was seething with anger. 


" I saw Venice and Charlotte they had Kevin and Clyde  with them, I asked them about you and they said you were the one who won the Queen of the Night. I was so excited and proud that I begged the guard to allow me to come to the venue to watch you. And what did I see there baby? Your partner caresses your face and then kiss you. What do you expect me to do when I see that scene ?! " he was so annoyed.


"He just kissed me on the forehead. What's so bad about it? Why are you like this again?" I manage to answer in a low voice. 


"Isn't it obvious baby? I was struggling because I was jealous..I'm jealous! Damn! I'm fucking jealous!"


" Gelo!" 


" Yes baby, I can't stop being jealous whenever guys approaches you. I don't want to see anyone around you, I'm jealous and I can't help but get angry. You are mine Aira. Shanaia Aira Gallardo is only meant for Ariel Angelo Montero! "


"What the hell are you saying?"  I asked him. I'm so dumbfounded. 


" You're so numb, aren't this clear yet to you? Damn!  I love you!  I've been madly and deeply in love with you for so long. That's the reason why I blocked all your suitors. I'm protecting you, I care for you because I love you so much. I'm just waiting for the right time for you to be ready that's why I'm not telling you.I know you don't like an actor like me and I'm also afraid that you'll leave me alone when you find out that I love you. I can't handle it just in case. " his revelation seemed like a bomb exploded in front of me.I couldn't believe that he loved me too, he felt it first  than I do while me, I only realized that lately. 


I was just staring at him my tongue's limping and I didn't know what to say.


I didn't see this coming. I'm not ready.


"Are you mad at what I said? Please baby, don't push me away because of you discovered."

" No."

" No?"

" I'm not mad." 

" Really? So what's your answer?" 


" No." 

"Is that so? You don't love me." he assumed with a sad face. 


" Love." I answered briefly. 


He smiled broadly .. " you love me but why your answer is no?"


"What is your question, you have no questions but are you waiting for an answer?I don't know the answer because there is no question. " I tried to put it in a joke because I was so nervous. So this is how it feels when you least expect the one you love confess his feelings? 


" Hey baby, I'm serious here and you're trying to be a comedianne there. .Okay I repeat, I love you.I'm madly and deeply in love with you.Will.you.be.my.girlfriend? That's the question."


" You want me to answer right away?"

 " Yes of course!"


" Why are you in a hurry? "


"Of course I did hide my feelings for you for so long, so now that I have said it, I want to know your answer."


I sigh .. "Gelo I'm scared.What if, we will not work out as a lovers and we are only better as best friends? You may just think that you love me because we are always together.Look at how I look, we are not compatible. You're so handsome while here I am who looks like a nerd. The people who will know about us will just laugh at you. And we can't do now the things we do often when we are just best friends. You can't suddenly crash into my room and do sleep overs. That would be awkward.  "


" Why are you so hard on yourself? Don't you look in the mirror? You are so pretty baby. You are actually much beautiful than Shane, you just keep it in your big eye glasses. And again, it is not just your face but your whole being that I love. Don't you wonder why you are so many suitors in spite of how you think of yourself, that you are not beautiful ?Do not be afraid that we will not work as lovers because our foundation is strong, our friendship. I'm also ready for the changes just in case, as long as you and me will end up together? What now baby, do we go for it? "


" It's too fast, you know. Girlfriend already? Are you in a hurry? Can't I say, let me think about it? Or are we not going through the courting stage? And you need to ask for my daddy's permission of course. "


"I already asked their permission, my dear princess." I was surprised at what he said.


"And when did you asked their permission ? Why didn't they mention anything to me?"


"Actually last year when we went to the US, I told them all. They said the decision is yours. Tito Adrian also said that if you are willing to have a relationship with me, expect the changes to take place. It's different now, unlike when we're just bestfriends. It's not nice to see. "


 I look him straight in the eye. This is it. I don't want to waste this moment. 


" Yes Gelo. "


" Yes? You mean, we're together now? "

" Yes I'm willing to accept the changes that will happen between us because I love you too Gelo, so much. "


" Really? Really Aira? No more turning back? "


" I already said yes! "


 He immediately got out of the car and screaming like an idiot. 


"Yes! I'm so happy, finally, Shanaia Aira Gallardo is my girlfriend now! Thank you Lord! Best Valentine's day ever! YAHOOO!"

"Hey Gelo, what a shame!"


It was good that there were no people on the road because it was late at night, and the cars that were passing by were scarce.

"Baby I'm happy because you're my girlfriend now, my very first girlfriend.Promise, I will stay true to you and will do my best to make you happy and work on this relationship.Just trust each other and be open to everything.God is the center of this relationship and I know this is going to work. "

"Hey Gelo, you know you are my first boyfriend too, we are both first timers here. God forbid, let's put everything in His hands. "


He took my hand and kissed the back of my palm.

"I love you baby and thank you for loving me back."


"I love you and I trust you, thank you too for you love me so much.But Gelo, you are so annoying, you didn't even courted me!" 


"Hahaha. Don't worry baby even though you're my girlfriend now I will still court you every day. Let's go home and let them know."


"Hope they agree, they won't be angry." 


"No, trust me." he said. 



As we made our way home we held hands. I'm happy with the new level of relationship I have with Gelo. But I still have hesitations .I broke a rule in my life. I don't want to fall in love with an actor. I'm scared.Maybe Gelo and I wouldn't have stayed long if the public knew about it.I don't want him to choose. I don't want to be selfish to him. What if we get ruined by intrigue? How is that?


I love him dearly. We love each other.What if the day came to break us apart because of his profession being an actor?


Do our love be good enough to fight? 


I heaved a sigh.  I have a lot of hesitations and the what ifs.  Well, whatever. I'll just cross the bridge when we get there.

Shanaia Aira Gallardo belongs to a family of politicians and artists. Isn't it ostentatious? But she doesn't like politics and showbusiness because for her, this world is complicated, incoherent and no privacy at all. And she believes that as soon as you enter showbusiness , you need to accept that your life is not just yours anymore – it is everyone’s. You belong to the public and owned by public. 


But what if the only person she secretly loved belong to this world?


Will she keep her promise to herself or will she just give in to what her heart dictates? 


Let's find out.

Athira Patel



Love…. A simple four letter word but have the wight more than any one can imagine. It is a feeling which no one can describe it in words but can only be felt from the bottom of the heart. Love is a feeling that can make you complete from both inside and out by making you feel warm and wanted. It's a feeling of peace and happiness. 


Some say love has no age and time and it can happen with anyone and at any time. Sometimes it happens in the most unexpected of times and sometimes it takes years to happen it. Someone believes and waits a lifetime to fall in love while someone falls even if they don't wait or believe in it. It's just the way it chooses. Someone can't choose when to fall in love and with whom to fall in love, but in fact the love chooses the person with whom and when we fall and it happens in the most unexpected of times. 


Love can be unpredictable and unconditional and true love is even more powerful. It can create many differences, misunderstandings but at the same time it can create bonding, stronger relationships, trust, believe and even more. Love can be your weakness and it can be your strength at the same time. It just depends on us how to choose and what to choose. Love can make one person laugh, cry, happy, sad, hurt, jealousy, anger, possessed, obsession and crazy. 

It can make you do anything in a moment and nothing in the next moment. But still its worth falling for. 


Because love can be in between mother and child, between siblings, between friends, between lovers, between pet and owner, between new born baby and everyone…. Love is in between everyone and we just don't realise it. Love is a special feeling which cannot be described in words but can only be felt from the bottom of our heart. It makes one person feel complete, happy, blessed, warm, and makes us selfless. 


We think about the person whom we love first before we think about ourselves. We think about their priorities, opinions and happiness before we think about us. There is always this feeling of protectiveness and possessiveness for them and there won't be any selfishness when it comes to them. We are ready to do whatever it takes when it comes to them just to see them happy because we cannot see them in pain. It hurts our heart to see them getting hurt and we feel everything they feel from the heart. It's special and precious like that. 


Love is an intense feeling and to love is to feel. There is no other way to it. You need to feel it to fall in love, It's a deep affection and attraction with is more than just like. It is much more that like and it's called love. 


I never thought that I would fall in love again after that break up and if this feeling is called love then what i felt previously is not love but just an attraction i suppose. Because the feeling… It's much more intense and deep that i can feel it from my heart and never felt it before for my ex. This is a foreign feeling for me but at the same time it's not. I feel like I have felt this feeling from quite sometime now, and the only thing is that I didn't realise it sooner. It was always there in my heart from the moment I first saw him in the pub but my mind didn't accept it due to fear of getting hurt. But you know what, I don't care even if i get hurt now because in the end it's all worth it for him. 


He is worth it and I love him so much. It took me a lot of time to realise that I am in love with him and I am a fool to not recognise this feeling from the first. But now, i don't want to waste even a minute being away from him. Its like my heart and brain are tugging and longing to be near him and be in his embrace. 


Now, i realised why he got hurt repeatedly for me and beared every tear for me. It was because he loved me and still does. And like a fool I am, didn't realise his affection and love towards me. Now i realise what his eyes were trying to communicate with me. They are pouring his heart and love out from his eyes even if he masked his expressions. 


All the while it was present in front of me and his eyes tried to communicate with me and tried to tell me about his love and feelings but i didn't grasp it. 


Abhi… Now i know what you were trying to say with your eyes which cannot be said through words. Now I know how much you love me and how much I love you. Now i realised my feelings towards you. It has always been you, It was only you the whole time but it took some time for me to realise that. 


Now i know why i met you in the pub, now i know why fate played its role to get me to meet you in your company again, now I know why i always stumbled upon you, now I know why i feel all those weird feelings when you smile or touch me, now i know why my heart races and flutters for you, now I know why I cried so much for you and felt the pain you felt. Now i know that it was love all this time and I always loved you. 


"Thank you thank you thank you so much Rishi" I said with happy tears and hugged him tightly which he returned with equal force and affection. 


"Thank you so much for making me realise Rishi. I was an idiot to not realise it sooner" I said crying while he chuckled listening to my response.


"It's ok Choti. You were in denial because of your fear. You just needed some help in pushing you and removing that cover of fear, so that you can see what is in front of you all this while. I just did that" he said explaining to me while into my eyes with a soft expression on his face. I just nodded my head in acceptance and closed my eyes by relieving in this feeling.


"Is this how you felt when you got to know that you loved him?" I asked glancing at Riya gesturing towards Rishi to which she blushed and nodded her head.


"God, this feeling is so foreign and so different. But i love it" I said smiling from ear to ear that my cheeks are hurting a lot. But still no one will be able to wipe the smile from my face.


"I said to you that you love him. But did not listen to me" Dev said coming towards me and smacking my head.


I scowled at him to which he laughed and ruffled my hair. I pushed his hand away and he pulled me into a warm hug making me sigh with content. 


"I am happy for you both" he said kissing my forehead making me smile "And now I think that you need to tell him about you feelings as soon as possible" he suggested looking into my eyes to which I furrowed my eyebrows. 


Yes, I know that I need to tell him about my feelings but the way he said, i think there is more meaning to it which I didn't understand.


"God.. Where have you got this idiot as my friend" exclaimed Riya by standing in front of me by keeping her hands on her hips and giving me a glare to which I gulped not knowing what have i done wrong.


"Dammit. He might be thinking that you rejected him again because of your actions yesterday" she shouted with frustration to which I flinched back but immediately I grasped on to the fact about what she said making my eyes go wide in realization.


"Shit shit shit…. I am literally dumb. How can i be so stupid" I said feeling anxiety and started walking here and there not getting what to do. 


"Stop it and shut up first" she said making me stop in my steps and look at her with tense expression.


"First, Don't get tensed and call him" she stated the fact to which I facepalmed myself making Rishi and Dev laugh at me. If i was in any other situation, I would have smacked them, but now I have more important things to do than fight with them.


I immediately took my mobile from the bed and dialed his number waiting in anticipation for him to pick up. I can literally feel my heartbeat which is beating loudly against my chest just to listen to his husky voice. 


Pickup Abhi please pick up. I said internally by tapping my leg on the floor. I have a lot to say, a lot to express and a lot to talk with you. Please pick up the call. I am so sorry for hurting you but i promise that i will make everything right this time. 


But, to my disappointment the call went unanswered making my stomach clench with unwanted feelings and insecurity. I can feel myself getting restless while calling him repeatedly and getting unanswered all the times. It has been 15 minutes since i am trying to his mobile and he is not lifting the call.


What if he is done with me and got tired. What if he is angry on me or doesn't want anything to do with me after facing this much pain? What if he hates me now or don't want to talk to me?


Tears started pooling around my eyes again thinking about all the possibilities that can happen and wanted to cry out loud. Immediately Riya came and hugged me by assuring that everything will be alright.


"Hey, you have his brother's number right? What was his name? Adi… Advaith right??" Dev said remembering Big brother which immediately lifted my hope little bit.


"Yes, Advaith it is. Call him to know what happened. Don't get to conclusion before itself. What if he went out and forgot his mobile at home?" he said explaining to me and encouraging me from getting down and I nodded my head in acceptance.


Maybe Dev is right and he forgot his mobile. I will call to Big brother and find out first. I sighed and dialed his number while praying to god for him to lift the call at least. And i think my prayers got accepted because Adi lifted the call after five rings making my heart beat faster. 


"Angel…?" he said whispering from the other side which sounded like a question. I took a deep breath to control my emotions and answered him.


"Big brother… I need a favour" I said almost whispering but i think he heard it. 


"About Abhi?" he asked guessing to which nodded my head. But then remembered that he cannot see me.


"Yes. Can you tell me where he is?" I asked looking at my friends who stood silent and listening to our conversation. There is a tension in the air and we all can feel it.


"Actually no. I made a mistake and hurt him with my actions. So, now i want to rectify it by asking him to forgive me and to tell him how much I love him" I said emotionally by closing my eyes and feeling guilty again.


"What if i say that i am with him right now and we came to the same spot where I have taken you the first time we met?" He said from the other end with a sing song voice which made me chuckle knowing that he is trying to help us both. 


"Then I would like to say that, please keep him there itself until I come because now he can't escape me" I said laughing and feeling happy that I got to know his wheareboots and to know that he is doing fine.


"Sure Angel. Anything for you. And i would make it fast if I am in your place" he suggested indirectly by intimating that i need to get there as soon as possible.


"Thank you so much brother. It means alot and i will be there with 20 minutes" I said with new found hope and determination to reach my love. I was about to hang up when he called me again.


"Yes?" I asked waiting for him to continue.


"Omisha will pick you up from the house. Get ready within ten minutes. Bye see you soon" He said hanging up by making me furrow my eyebrows.


Omisha? Why? But I don't have time to think about that now.I need to be ready within ten minutes.


"What happened? What he said?" asked Riya immediately after hanging up.


"He said that Abhi is with him and they are at their regular place. And Omisha will be picking me up" I said to them while rummaging through my cupboards to find the dress. Finally I came up with ripped blue jeans and white top and went inside the bathroom to change. I was rehearsing the words what i should say when i see him when i was getting ready. Within five minutes i got ready by pinning my hair into a bun and taking my mobile in my hands.


"Why would Omisha pick you up?" asked Dev looking at me in confusion. Even i too don't know the answer to that.


"I too don't know but if brother believes her then i hope i too can believe her. And I don't think she is that bad after what she said to me yesterday." I said nodding my head at them. "I am going and thank you for making me realise. Love you all" I said entering into the living room with them tailing behind me when i got a text from Omisha that she is waiting outside of the apartment. 


I immediately went out and entered the elevator fidgeting in my hands while thinking about his reaction when I express my feelings. But i know that i have to tell him at any cost. I am determined to make him listen to me even if he doesn't want to listen. I will make everything right between us again Abhi. 


I got out of the elevator and saw that a Hyundai car was waiting outside the apartment gates. When I got near, i saw that Omisha was sitting in the driver's seat while looking at me with a smile on her face by waving her hand and it was a genuine one. For a split second I was surprised to see her genuine smile which is directed towards me but then smiled back with equal genuinity and got inside the car immediately.


"Hai…" I said greeting her by keeping seat belt.


"Hai… are you ok?" she asked glancing at me for a moment while starting the car. I can see the genuine concern in her eyes which surprised me again because I have never seen this side of her. But maybe she left her hate behind now and this was the real Omisha who was Abhi's best friend. 


"To say frankly, I feel stupid but overall excited and nervous at the same time." I said smiling awkwardly while fidgeting with my fingers in my lap while my thoughts drifted to Abhi again. 


"Don't worry. Everything will be fine. He will definitely forgive you the moment he sees you there" she said chuckling which made me somewhat better knowing that everything will be fine at the end and smiled at her by nodding my head.


"And... I wanted to say sorry for everything. So, take this lift as a compensation for all the things I have done to you in the past" she said smiling apologetically at me by glancing at me for a moment and looked in front of her again. This time i smiled genuinely and nodded my head in acceptance. We spoke for some more time about our life and other things on the way and after a few minutes we reached the destination that was waiting for me. 


I can feel myself getting nervous and anxiety took over me but she took hold of both my hands in hers after parking the car and squeezed them in assurance while giving me a kind smile and encouraging me to face him. I am thankful for her at this moment for giving me hope and assurance which is needed. So, I nodded my head and got out of the car by walking slowly towards his direction. 


But the minute I saw him sitting there on the bench watching in front of him, I wanted to be in his arms and cry my heart out to let him know how much i love him and how sorry I am for hurting him. 


He glanced at my way when he listened to our car sound and got up when he saw me getting out of the car. I was unable to control myself when he looked in my direction, so I started running in his direction to reach him as soon as possible and too was coming towards me by speed walking. I can see his shock, surprise, confusion and curiosity in his eyes to which i wanted to laugh, but my emotions were following out with such intense feeling which made it difficult for me to laugh in this situation. 


When I reached near to him, i immediately hugged him tightly by jumping on him with all my might. I never wanted to let go of him again and will make sure of it. And I am thankful that he too caught me on time and hugged me with the same passion that is reflecting through me.  Now, I feel like I am complete with me being in his arms like this and wanted the time to stop at this moment itself…. He is mine and mine only. My Golu… My Abhi...

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here is your awaiting chapter. I hope that you like it. let me know your thoughts and opinions on this chapter. 

Till then...

Love.....

Sprinkle.....

We think that everything is in our hands and especially our present and future which we carefully plan it all together to make it perfect and easier for us. But what if our fate has other plans for us? what if we think that it was just a coincidence but turns out to be our destiny in the end? Is there a thing called a coincidence? Or is everything a Destiny? Read to know...

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Athira Patel is from Hyderabad and after completing her studies she and her friends got the job in different places. They wanted to enjoy one last day doing a party where Athira meets the one who she kisses on the first meet.

After Athira had a breakup with her first boyfriend she never wanted to be in any relationship. Her life goal is to settle down in her dream job, but what happens when she meets Abhilash Ponnam in the pub for the first time and gets attracted to him immediately?

What happens when she is unable to resist her feelings towards Abhilash? Will she give in to her feelings or still be afraid because of her past relationship with her Ex? Are they destined to be together? Is Abhilash meeting her in the pub is just a coincidence or a Destiny?

Follow Athira's Journey to know what is her destiny. 

Destiny or Coincidence???
"LIFE IS ALL ABOUT DESTINY, AND COINCIDENCE IS A THING THAT HELPS US MEET WITH DESTINY"

Rose

''What do you mean?'' I turn to look at Elis.

His eyes remain focus on mine; confusing me of his words but I wait for his answer, wanting him to at least explain further so that I'll be able to understand.

I watch him take a few steps closer towards me as I squint my eyes due to the sun and letting the wind blow onto our skin; the warmness dehydrating us but for some reason, I don't mind at all. For now.

''I can see it in your eyes. The way you look at him and I can see the way he looks at you too—it's clear that you still love him, you can't keep on denying that.'' He says, making me furrow my eyebrows, not quite accepting because I'm sure and I've made up my mind on choosing him instead of Elia.

''What are you talking about?'' I shake my head.

''You love him,'' He says.

''You love him so admit it. I want you to admit it. Don't sympathy me, Rose. Just choose the one you love because like he said, it's your choice. It's your life. If you choose him, I'll try to live with it—I don't want you to try and love me when you actually love him,'' He adds, only making me listen and trying to clear out my feelings even more.

''But I love you,'' I mutter under my breath.

''You're back here because you're so scared of hurting me and yes, I am hurting but I'll live.'' He cups onto my face, staring into my eyes, ''I love you. I want you to know that I'll always love you, no matter what, so if your happiness is him, don't risk losing it.'' He says.

I close my eyes, ''What if my happiness is you? You said you love me but why are you pushing me away? Why are you trying to make it harder for me?'' I ask. My head hurts for thinking too much; causing me so much pain—when will this end? Why won't it end?

''Ask yourself, who do you truly love?'' He breathes.

''Is it the man who first brought adventures into your life, showed you how love would be, cared for you that he'd do anything including losing you or would you be with the man who was there for you through thick and thin when he wasn't there, started to fall in love with you after seeing your best and worst, accept you and would stay with you?'' He asks.

''I love you. I choose you,'' I say, sincerely.

Yes, Elia was the one who first brought adventures into my life and he showed me how love would be. He cared for me that he'd do anything including losing me because he wanted me to be safe—he thought I wouldn't be safe with him. He has caused me to feel a whole different level of emotions; just due to his presence. He sacrificed a lot of things and his love.

When I was with Elis, he kept on reminding me of Elia—every time I look into his eyes, I see Elia.

But now, I see Elis.

Love? The first man that I've ever come to love. Truly, deeply and fully love is Elia. He completed me. With our flaws and broken pieces, we actually feel new. No matter how much pain we went through in the past, we made ourselves feel special and wanted.

Along the way, Elis came and made me realise that love does not always have a happy ending. It was a beautiful start with risks of losing one another but it wouldn't determine a better end. Elis assured me that I was better than anyone else and that I didn't need a man in my life to live. He appreciated me.

Within seconds, he starts to pull me by the waist; meeting my lips for a passionate kiss, making my knees go weak at the softness of his lips—loving how they manage to soothe me down and set my problems free. If I stay focus onto him, it'll happen.

He cups onto my face, making it easier to access my lips before deepening the kiss as he enters my mouth. My heart continues to beat fast as I wrap my arms around his waist—pulling him closer.

We break the kiss for him to stare at my face.

''I love you more,'' He mutters under his breath.

My lips curve up into a smile, caressing the side of his face with my hand; loving how I'm feeling his five o'clock shadow, which makes him much more attractive. Then again, he has always been attractive. From the very beginning, he would manage to make any women swoon over him just by his looks.

But that's not the reason why I fell for him.

All of a sudden, he starts to turn us around which leaves me in confusion but before I can ask, he starts to breathe heavily; blood on his shirt. My eyes widen as he slowly falls onto the sand with me holding onto his waist—but he's too heavy.

I look around and I see a man putting away his gun as he makes his way out of my sight which makes me look down at Elis, my hands shaking in shock. My eyes are tearing up at the sight, seeing that he continues to look at me even though he's in pain.

Without further ado, I quickly take off his suit; seeing that the blood is coming from his chest which makes me cry even more. My whole body starts to shake because I can't lose him. We can't lose each other.

''I'm going to get help,'' I say in a hurry.

He starts to cough after nodding. After a quick kiss on the forehead, I immediately make my way out of the beach; ignoring blood on my wedding dress, ignoring the fact that I look like a total mess because his life is all that matters right now—he matters.

My eyes widen when I see Elia.

''Elia,'' I call out for his name which causes him to look up at me immediately, his eyes piercing into mine. He looks down at my bloody wedding dress which causes him to make his way towards me.

''What happened?'' He asks, worriedly.

''Come with me,'' I say before pulling his hand and we start running back towards the beach. Once we've entered the beach, Elis's body starts to appear on both of our sights—making us run faster.

I fall down onto my knees once we're close enough, wanting to make sure that he's still breathing. My heart weakens when I see him struggling; fighting with the pain and wanting to make it alive.

I lean in closer towards his ear, ''You're okay.''

His lips curve up into a small smile as he wraps his arm around my waist, looking directly into my eyes. When I turn to look at Elia, I see him speaking on the phone; in a hurry as he runs his fingers through his hair. Then, he crouches to check on Elis.

Elis won't take his eyes off of me.

I look up at Elia, seeing him clenching his jaw; somehow preventing himself from saying something. I call out his name and he looks at me, ''Are they coming?'' I ask, my eyes focusing onto him as I wait for his answer—wanting to know that Elis will be fine.

''Elia, answer me.'' I say when he keeps quiet.

''It'll take them two hours,'' He mutters under his breath which is loud enough for me to hear. My eyes widen at his answer before continuing to soothingly rub onto Elis's cheek, seeing that he's getting paler.

''Do something!'' I breathe out frustratedly, ''Why can't you do something? He's your brother, for fuck's sake. We can't just watch him like this,'' I mutter.

''Stay here,'' He says, running out of the beach.

To my surprise, I find Elis touching the side of my face, making me look down at him; seeing that he has a small smile—calming me down slightly. He coughs and I quickly hold onto his hand, ''Remember that I love you,'' He says, loud enough for me to hear.

''And I love you,'' I assure.

My eyes continue to cry the endless amount of tears and within seconds, I find tears streaming down his cheeks too; leaving us in a state filled with sadness. It's not just that my body is shaking with shock but it's shaking with fear. Fear of losing him—forever.

''Don't leave me,'' I whisper.

''I'm not going anywhere. I'm here, aren't I?'' He open his eyes again, staring directly into mine. The way his eyes are lightening due to the sun shining brightly above our heads; he's such a beauty. A beauty that I've come to fall for along the way of my own pain.

I lay my head on his stomach before hugging him in which he responds back by placing his hand on my back; making me close my eyes at the comfort. When I continuously look up at him, I see him blinking.

''Remember when we first met?'' He asks.

His voice sounds more like a whisper; a fainting whisper but I keep on looking up at him, seeing him looking back at me—waiting for my answer. My lips curve up into a smile, ''How can I forget?'' I breathe.

''You were so beautiful. You took my breath away. I swear you did,'' He starts to cry even more. I furrow my eyebrows, wiping away his tears. To be honest, I'm not liking the fact that we're talking about this right now; it feels like I'm actually losing him.

''When I saw you in that black dress, god, you were stunning. Up till now, you never fail to impress me. It makes me wonder how lucky I am to live my life with you; knowing that you're my last,'' He breathes.

''Hey, don't say it like that.'' I hold back the tears.

He starts to have trouble breathing which I quickly cup onto his face; making him look at me. I rest my forehead against his, crying out the amount of pain and the amount of sadness—all in one. My heart continues to weaken when I feel him caressing the side of my face before slowly dropping his hand.

''I love you, Rose.'' He whispers.

I open my eyes, looking into his eyes but they are closed. I lean back; checking his pulse but when I start to feel nothing—I cry out even more, ''No. No, Elis. Hey, wake up. Wake up, please. Open your eyes,'' I breathe out, holding back the tears but I fail once they escape; falling onto his cheek.

''Don't leave me!'' I shout, louder.

''Come back. Come back to me! Why aren't you responding? Elis, please, don't do this to me.''

Without me realising, Elia has already started to pull me slowly by the shoulder before wrapping his arms around my waist; making me run my fingers through my hair frustratedly—pulling it and even kicking out the sand before wanting to touch him again.

''Shh, you're going to be fine.'' Elia whispers.

I turn to look at Elis, seeing him laying still without a slight movement and it hurts me; knowing that he's gone. Marc and his doctor are checking for his pulse but when they start to shake their heads, my whole body trembles as I let myself fall.

My eyes meet Elia's brown ones.

Seeing Elis in his eyes.

Elia Dominic Morello, an experienced killer and also professionally known as someone who is in the Mafia. His dark stormy eyes have saw violence, his tanned rough hands have done violence and his perky full lips have said threats of death. He had gone through pain . . . suffering and all the possibility of making him stronger. 

All her ever did was for the sake of his family and his loved ones. His selfishness was to keep them safe without having to deal with the possibility of dying, with each passing day but it all changed when he found the ONE.

The rain is pouring hard but the moon shines so bright that looking at it caused a a person a terrible pain in the eyes. It was Ajan and when she looked at it directly, she was reminded with how the moon used to look before, back when she still have him... he always used the moon as his metaphor. 

She misses him, but she really doesn't love him anymore.. Maybe she loves their memories, but not him... She don't know how it all faded, but everything is gone. 


"I swear." 

Ajan was writing on her journal when a letter came dashing on her window which contained a very familiar handwriting on the outside. She sneaked into the window and picked up the letter, and she seemed ro be frozen from astonishment because the letter- it was from him. She almost burned the paper in the fireplace, but something inside her told her to read it... Something is wrong. There were 3 periods on the envelope, which was Cammy's trademark or pen name when writing. 

"Cammy, why write me now?" 

She opened the envelope and saw a light brown paper that were glistening, but when she opened the letter inside it, the inks were distorted and trails of tears had almost erased them. 



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To my Love, Mae Ajan.

			Hello, my love. How are you? I just hope that you are fine right now because if you are, then I'd be so happy to know that. 

			I miss you so much. It's been weeks already, and I miss talking to you... It's really so hard to restrain myself from taking to you because you said you wanted space. I can still feel you near me despite having you away... so away that just thinking about it makes my heart hurt more, because it longs for you... It longs to be with you. Please smile Ajan... You know how I love those smile of yours... 

			Your smile is a scenery I will never get tired of seeing for the rest of my life... I still hear your voice through distant shores. 

			I went back to our everything which has now turned to nothing- and realized what I have done to you, my love and I am very sorry for not being enough. I lacked support because I was so busy trying to support myself. I'm sorry if you felt untrusted because you know for a fact that i really don't trust humanity but believe me, I gave my entire trust to you. 

			Always and forever, I love you and I will forever entrust my heart and soul to you my angel. 

			I still can't believe that everything we ever had all vanished in front of my eyes in a split second. I just can't believe that you are gone in my life because you are the only person who can replace the sun and the moon I adore- and their beauty combined cannot surpass your beauty. So what is the purpose of my life now? You have been my source of strength, my happiness, my inspiration. This is why I was working so hard, so you can see me succeed, so I could finance you as well and we could succeed together. 

			I can't write anymore. My arms are numb now but I will still write because there are so many words left unsaid that I don't want to be stored in my heart till my very last breath. I want to pour it all out now, and say my darkest secrets, to you, my favorite human, the only one I trust. 

			I love you. 

			I'd like to start from the very beginning- do you still remember, my love when I transferred to your school and saw you? Your name really intrigued me.. Then we talked in our phones 'till 3am until our phones run out of battery. I was the happiest because you accompanied me when I was having a hard time. 

			Then we began talking at school as close friends... You even defended me from Lem, Lei and Kris when they were bullying me. 

			Because this is all I am... A nerd. And that's why people kept on hating me because just my very presence is annoying for the competitive people. 

			But you did not care.... 

			You loved me so much, and you accepted my worst sides. 

			It hurts me now that it should be written in past tense.... Because everything is all in the past now. 

			My love, do you remember what happened in August 11, 2016? Something special happened.. You got an award and I was soooo happy for you my heart started to ache I had to take my medicines right away. 

			Or do you remember September 11, 2016? This is when I confessed my love towards you through a letter and kaboom! I courted you for months and we became a couple everyone envied because we are both at the top of the class. 

			Still, the 3 bastards kept on bugging me but you were there to support me. The only friend I have back then was you, my lover. 

			No. My past lover whom I loved the most. Tell me, my love, how did we become strangers when we knew everything to each other? How can our love not last when everyone was adoring how strong we were? 

		To be honest, i love you more than I loved myself.. You were the one who picked me up from the trash where I was imprisoned. You gave luminance to the sun that once faded in my life.. 

			Because of you, I wanted to live. 

			I wanted to live.... 

			You are the best blessing I have ever had in	my life and I am so proud of you... My heart breaks more if yours does.... So please, refrain from crying. I know you are sad too... 


			Or at least I hope so. Haha

			Maybe we really aren't deserving. I don't deserve you and I don't deserve this life.

			I don't deserve a life with you.. But my love, you have accepted every ugly thing about me but why did you leave me because of them? You said you would be with me even if I become an old man. You said we'd have a beautiful family and they will be loved so much.. You said you'd never leave me... 

			In my dreams, you are mine, but in reality, you are a dream that will never come true. A dream I once had, that will forever lurk deep into my heart. 

			But if you were a dream, I'd sleep again so I can be with you. Even if it's temporary... Even if all of it is.... 

			Fake. 
			I will endure it all because I want to be with you. I'm always astound to how one person can become another's entire universe in a span of time. 

			Before I met you, I was diagnosed with depression and I was suicidal... The thoughts inside me clouded, but when you came, the sun shined, and the darkness ended. 

			More than that, i have another confession.... 



			I have a heart disease.... And by the time you are reading this, I might have gone from this world... But I have lived my life to the fullest. Thanks to you...  My temporary forever. 

			Goodbye, Love... 

			I love you. I miss you. You mean the whole world to me... Please survive... Your mental health, please take care of it better, okay? Please take care of yourself okay? 

			If I ever have the chance to relive again, I would choose to be the rain, because when we are together, it always rains.... 

			And I want to make you happy. 

			I hope I somehow managed to make you happe even once in my sad lifetime. I was happy to have lived in this world.. I was happy to have you around... Please remember that.. 


-Cam

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"What the actual fuck did I just read? It's so creepy I can't believe he wrote that. I refuse to believe everything I have read.Him dying? No. He is one of the strongest person I know in my life." Ajan told to herself but tears started to make the paper wet in her arms. She had noticed the pain Cammy was experiencing but she never cared to ask because she thought he was strong.

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