“Will you fall in love?"

"Love? Hm, do I still have time for that? I mean, it's just a waste of time. Getting hurt, sad and such just for that? Nah, gonna pass."

"Are you kidding me?"

"Hey! I'm not hahaha, I just wanna live a life the way I want it and falling in love is never written on my book."

March 24th 2018


Mataas na at tirik ang araw sa kalangitan, and sikat nito ay nagpapahiwatig na magiging mahirap ang pananatili nang matagal sa labas. Panahon na naman ng tag init. Wala nang pasok sa eskwela at maingay na naman ang kalsada dahil sa mga bata'ng ang hilig lang ay maglaro sa labas, upang masulit ang pagsasaya ay hindi iniinda ang kasagsagan ng mainit na klima.
Para naman sa isang may edad nang radio host, na may napapanot nang bunbunan at malalalim na mga mata, ito ay panahon na naman ng pakikibaka sa mataas na temperatura at umaasang hindi ma stroke. Ang kanyang puting buhok at kulubot nang balat ay ebidensya ng mga nag daang taon na ginugol sa pang aaliw ng mga nakikinig sa kanyang radio show. Masaya ang trabahong iyon para sa kanya, higit na nakakapagpa pagaan ng loob ang abalang buhay bago pa niya malaman na oras na niya. Masinsinan niyang inaayos ang script at naghahanda para sa kanyang evening radio talk show. Masaya siya dahil sa pamoso ang bisita niya para mamayang gabi. Inayos niya ang mga papel na nakalat sa ibabaw ng kanyang mesa at itinabi sa gilid ng mesa. May kinuha siya sa loob ng drawer niya at isinalang iyon sa portable player. Tinanggal ang salamin sa mata, sandali niyang kinusot ang pagod na mga mata. Maririnig ang pagsisimula ng maikling introduction ng radio host.
Radio host: Tonight, we have a special guest who conquered Southeast Asia with her very inspiring novel. Ladies and gentlemen please all welcome, Janna Dominguez, a.k.a Scarlet Love. 
Janna: Thank you for inviting me again here on your radio show. It's been a while. The last time I was here I was pregnant with my first child then.
Radio host: Oh, well, my pleasure. You are always welcome here. For the regular listeners, you all know that she was an avid listener of mine ever since. So, how's your little girl?
Janna: She's fine. Thanks for asking. She's doing great. She's now three years old. My son is turning one this year.
Radio host: Oh yeah, you had a son. Congratulations. That's good to hear. Your children are doing well, I see. So, as you know, the reason why you are invited again is because of your successful debut novel. "Hidden Regrets". Some of the listeners, they've been bugging me nonstop, and they're really a persistent bunch, loved to hear from you. The first time you are here, you are just a newcomer who was eager to introduce your work. And now, you already have the best selling novel. How exciting was that?
Janna: (tumawa) Yeah. I felt overwhelmed with all the attention. Now I know the feeling when they say you got everyone's attention now. Of course, it was a very happy moment for me. Finally, I have something to be proud of as a writer.
Radio host: Well, it is evident with your smile tonight. Well, some of my listeners want to know a thing or two about your best-selling novel.
Janna: Well, I'm looking forward to this night. And I'm taking this opportunity to thank all the people who appreciate and loved my novel and thought that my novel inspired them. Thank you all!
Radio host: I know they really appreciate you being here and I on the other hand; I'm looking forward to meeting you again, So, tell us about this phenomenal novel of yours. Your first novel.
Janna: Yeah, my first.
Radio host. Your very first novel. So, tell me, who or what inspire you to write this kind of novel?
Janna: You know what, I can never thank you enough for letting me guest here tonight. I just want to clarify that the main character in the novel is not based on my best friend's life. No, it was not. The girl in the novel was a random individual who wished for a better life and then later regrets what she took for granted and thrown away when she thought the time to live a splendid life came along. My best friend was the one who encouraged me to put my thoughts into writing about this story, the protagonist who was Andrea Santiago was not just a fictional character but she can be anyone who
has taken the journey and fought challenges that have come along, not all struggles can end up smoothly, but rather it taught us how to learn from it.
Radio host: Very well said. I know what you mean about your main character, I also read a rumour saying that you based it off your best friend's life. It was good to hear that Andrea Santiago is just anyone of us, no one is cruel enough and no one should point a finger without knowing the whole story. Nobody's perfect. Now, before we continue on, a lot of my listeners were your new fans and wanted to know a thing or two behind your pen name Scarlet Love. Tell us something about it.
Janna: I love red. It was one of those very ordinary colours but it never goes out of style. It represents impulsiveness, danger, warning and most of all it represents love. It is a bit contradictory if I must say. It was like, you know the pain but you still go on. It's kind of being a masochist. But then we are all bound in the spell of love. Before, I was a nobody's girl... To give love and be surprised by what love can do in our daily life... You know it will hurt, you know it is dangerous but you still go and give it a try. So, basically, it was like my pen name is a sort of warning.
Radio host: (natawa). Wow. I don't know, for a bit I thought you will go on being serious on me, I was taken aback for a sec, you got me there, huh.
Maririning ang tawanan ng dalawang nag uusap sa recorder.
Radio host: Well, I see. So, moving forward. The main message of your book is not to dwell too much on regret and focus on what will make you happy. So, tell me, for you, what is Happiness?
Janna: For me, Happiness is like knowing how to smile every day. Life is hard, but you can't just stop midway, they always say that you need to live life to the fullest. Happiness is being able to give and appreciate your life every single day. Learning to love yourself and your flaws is happiness itself. If you are contented then you're happy.
Radio host: True enough, being a mother and a writer at the same time, does it make your life a bit harder now that you are famous.?
Janna: No. It is still the same. I'm still the proud momma who watched them grow and take time to write when I find some time in the evening after I put them to sleep.
Radio host: I'm glad you don't take it too much that you are now famous and you easily brag about that. You are still humble.
Janna: Thanks. Thanks.
Radio host: Let's go back to your book. The fact that your book is really fun to read. It has the element of surprise, it was not like a typical story with a twist and turn, neither a cheesy and melodramatic plot. I've read it twice now.
Janna: Wow. Well, I'm just like you with reading books. If it caught my attention I won't move on to another book, I will savour that feeling first and then wait for it to fade a little. I think there's something nostalgic whenever we reach the last page...
Radio host: I will later ask for your autograph.
Maririnig muli ang tawanan sa recorder.
Radio host: It has a very satisfying ending. Not all tragic love ends up unbearable and yours was one of those few, brilliant stories. It's so hypnotic and so dream-like yet it stuck to reality.
Janna: You know how much I love the truth about life that everything's not easy and you needed redemption from hate, vanity and all worldly kinds of stuff. Honestly, I experienced all of that. But at the end of the day, the bottom line is we know we are wrong and we asked for forgiveness.
Radio host: Ah... That was great to hear from you. Your novel taught us to learn how to accept things the way they are, that whatever you do there are consequences later on. Now, let's talk about the reviews of your book. Some of our readers compare it to Nicholas Sparks' type of novel. What do you say?
Janna: (tumikhim). Looks like I got a lot of explaining to do. I won't blame my readers if they thought that way. But believe me, it does not have any similarity. Nicholas Sparks writes a tear-jerker story. Mine tackles the consciousness of a human being who lived her life out of selfishness but find redemption at the end. And that's all that matters to her. It was not dramatic, I don't like dramatic stories...
Radio host: What was your initial reaction when after one year that you released your book it became phenomenal?
Janna: I heard my book was doing good abroad, but I never thought it will be this good, to be honest, I was not shocked. Let me tell you a story. There's this good friend of mine, her name is Sunny. And she's about to get married this weekend to my editor. Hello, editor, he's listening right now.
Radio host: Oh, wow. Good evening sir. What is your editor's name
Janna: Mark John Ignacio.
Radio host: Hello, good evening Mr Ignacio, hope you're enjoying the show.
Janna: Last, last month she went on a vacation in Singapore. She visited a bookstore and saw my book, she then later called me and told me this. I'm not shocked because the transition from books being sold outside the country is regularly reported to me by my editor, the sales and whatnot. So, I'm well informed. It's just that the media made a big fuss about it.
Sabay pang tumawa ang dalawa na parang nakakatawa ang sinabi ni Janna.
Janna: Sunny told me that everybody needs the inspiration to continue living. That's why she loved my book. As simple as that. And though it's not what everyone expects on the end they still like how it
progressed and the ending is very much expected. One of my readers wrote to me privately and said that she liked it when I stayed true to reality. Having said that, I hope that I'm still able to capture the true meaning of true love and happiness. When someone let go of the past and look ahead one day, he/she will realize; the world is still beautiful. Dreams are like a sandcastle even if you know that it will be ruined by waves you still try to give your best shot and create your own beautiful so-called fantasies. Who cares if it was done for a long time but ruined in just a second? At least, you enjoyed the time creating it. We only live once, let's just enjoy the most out of it.
Radio host: I really like your sophistry, I mean it. You are young but you understand quite well. I love the way you mould Andrea's perspective and ambitions the way most people do. It is a very rare read indeed. Very well then, I think, you have answered all the questions from your readers, and we hope that you will write more inspiring books in the future. Before we let you go, will you please be kind and leave a message to your readers? After all, you owed a message to them.
Janna: Guys, thanks for your warm support. I very much appreciated the time you spend to read my book. Know that I always think of you. You loved my book because you still believe, and will never forget that whatever happens, love will still conquer all.
Radio host: A very sincere message from Scarlet Love. Thank you for being here. I'm sure that you will do great with your future books and this will not be the second and last time you will be sitting here and talking with me. Good luck with your career and stay healthy. I wish you and your family happiness.
Janna: Thank you so very much! And also, if you want to get a glimpse of my upcoming novels just visit my website at www.scarletsummer.com.
Radio host: Wow, there's an upcoming book already? I can't wait to read your next book. Thank you for being here tonight. To all the listeners, thank you for staying up late with me. Good night everyone until next time.

Sabi nila may tamang panahon sa bawat bagay. Na lahat ay mangyayari sa takdang panahon. Na bawat desisyon na gawin ng tao maging maganda man o hindi ang kahahantungan ay nangyari dahil may rason. Kung ang lahat ng bagay sa mundo ay nangyayari dahil ginusto ng Diyos, dapat ba nating ipagpasa Diyos na lang ang lahat ng bagay?


Sa bawat oras na ginugugol ng isang tao sa mundong ibabaw ito ay nakakaapekto sa mga taong nakapalibot sa kanya. Kung ang isang desisyon man ay nakasama o nakabuti ay hindi mahalaga, ang mahalaga nabuhay siya at sa mga panahong iyon ay may maiiwan siya at may makakaalala sa kanya.

This is not a chapter but please read. This is a very important announcement for all of you my dear readers. Please read until the end. 
There's a change in plot so I decided to put this book on hold starting tomorrow. The upcoming arc is supposed to be another flashback - this time not from the past but from the FUTURE (before Xiaolei got reincarnated). However, I decided not to have another flashback at this point. Instead, I am going to resume I Love You Monster and I will reveal Yu Chen's life before Xiaolei got reincarnated there. What happened to Yu Chen while Xiaolei was with Yun Jinhan? Why did Yu Chen never approach her back then? Did he look for Xiaolei? Was there a reason why they never met?
These questions will be answered in I Love You Monster's After Story.
If you guys still remember, Yu Chen was present during Hinari and Zaki's wedding. 
The after story will start from there. Of course, since Yu Chen isn't the main character in ILYM, please don't expect that the after story is all about Yu Chen. He will only be a part of it but I'll make sure to balance everything. Some questions will also be answered there, like the everything about Zaki, Juu and Kyuu. I said before that the question whether Zaki will be cured or not will be answered here in IHYD but yeah, there's a change in plot. So not anymore. That question will be answered in ILYM after story.
I know you might think that I am complicating the plot but actually, this is better for me(as the author) than writing another flashback at this point. 
Also please understand that this is for the sake of I HATE YOU DEVIL's plot. There are other reasons why I decided to do this. I don't want to spoil anything so I'll keep it a secret. I just hope that you will trust me about this.  
And I believe that almost all of the readers here are from I Love You Monster so I hope this will not disappoint you. Please do not worry because once the After story is completed, I will resume IHYD and finish Xiaolei and Yu Chen's very own love story. There's still a lot in store for them.
So I'd like to ask you all to re-add ILYM in your libraries again if you already removed it and follow Yu Chen there. And for the readers here who didn't read I Love you Monster please read it hehe. Or you guys can go straight to the After Story volume, but It's still better if you will read the entire story. It's a must, haha. Because that after story is mainly for the Main Characters of I Love You Monster, especially Zaki. 
So tomorrow, don't wait for IHYD new chapters. Wait for ILYM's update instead. 
Also, PLEASE DON'T BUY PRIVILEGE for this book because the next two chapters will be dummies. I am just going to update two dummy chapters to push this chapter down for the non privilege reader to see. I will change the contents once this book will resume. 
I am hoping for your support my dear readers. I hope you will support my decision. Thank you so much and I always love you all.
Sorry… Webnovel will not publish this chapter unless there's 1000 words so I think I'll do some question and answer to reach that number. TT
Q: Author, are we going to see Xiaolei in ILYM's after story?
A: Yes. You will see the Luo Xiaolei who is focused with nothing but her revenge.
Q: How long will it take?
A: I still can't tell because the update will remain slow. I am sorry but I will update ILYM one chapter daily as well. Please understand because this author's priority right now is HELLBOUND WITH YOU. The update of that book is faster so check it out. I wish i could update more but my body couldn't keep up. I might die if I update ILYM two chaps daily as well. TT It's hard to write and I am not a full time writer. I have full time work too so please understand. 
Q: How about my future wife is androphobic?
A: I just put the status [On-hiatus] on the book so please don't beg me to update it. I can't write it right now. I don't know how long the hiatus would take. The only thing that I could promise to the readers of My Future Wife is Androphobic is that I am not going to drop it. One day, I will continue Kira and Zeri's story. That's a promise.
Q: What other things can we expect for the After Story aside from the things about Yu Chen and Zaki?
A: if you still remember, I promised before that I will release chapters about Davi's second pregnancy and etc. So that's one of the things you should look forward to. Ahh… I still need 100+ words T^T… I am out of words to say ><
Ah, just a reminder. Please don't expect Yu Chen the big panda here in IHYD to be the same Yu Chen once you meet him in ILYM. Remember that the man is called the devil that time and not our beloved panda. You will also see why he was called the devil to begin with. So don't complain later and tell me that he's like a different person. ^^
The same is true with Xiaolei. She's a vengeful woman there so don't expect her to act like the Xiaolei that you know. 
I am not going to spill more but darn… I feel like the word count is not increasing. ><
Okay, let's just sing the panda song…
Panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda panda
Yey!! 1000… see you all in ILYM. 
LOVE YOU ALL!
~ Kazzen ♡


"Your granddaughter claims she likes girls while my grandson is rumoured to be bent so… don't you think they are a good match for each other?"

...

If you were given a chance to return ten years back in time, what would you do? 

In every dramatic story, the wronged and scorned MC would definitely wish to spend that chance to rise again as someone smarter, wittier and stronger to seek success and revenge. That is a given. However, for Luo Xiaolei, the world rotates clockwise for her. 

In her previous life, Luo Xiaolei was the badass avenger. She spent her youth climbing up to the top, reclaiming what was supposed to be hers and destroying the people who tortured her when she was young, mercilessly taking revenge on the people responsible for her mother’s death. She was a survivor. However, in the end, when she finally succeeded in attaining both her revenge and goals, just when she thought that it was time for her happy ending, on her wedding night, the cycle of revenge continued and another avenger rose to take her life. In the end, she was cornered until she fell off the veranda. 

But she didn’t die. She miraculously returned to ten years ago. She was given the chance to re-live her life again- what will she do? Will she take the path of revenge all over again? 

....

Yu Chen, the man dubbed as 'the devil' of the business world and rumored to be heartless and ruthless was the type of man in every girl's dream. He was gorgeous as hell, ultra rich and powerful, but he was rumored to be bent because of his dislike to women. 

But one night, a girl finally caught his attention. He decided to pursue her because he thought it was boring to get her by force. 

However, before he could even begin to do anything, the girl appeared before him and suddenly proposed to him.

....

Thus, the pursue game, no, the pursue war began. 

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This author's other book: 
> I Love You, Monster
> My Future Wife is Androphobic

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*cover not mine, all credits belongs to the artist/owner*

Ryu stared at the life size ancient painting of a king and a queen, clad n in a formal traditional historical attire, hung on the wall in a golden frame before his eyes as he murmured, "A ruler who stood his stand of marrying only one woman. Isn't he impressive? A lot of rulers had many concubines or wives in those times..."
Ryu heard a crispy laugh beside him with comments, "Aren't you proud to be a descendant of a legendary ruler? The great Yao Yuren…"
Ryu was at the Museum where their family ancestors artifacts and collections were displayed. Ryu looked at Liam and said, "Are you proud Bro? By the way thanks a lot for helping Big Bro Shawn in his case. As expected, it's just a piece of cake for you."
"Nah, it's nothing. But I was shocked to find out that I have one more cousin but it's great that the secret was spilled out and we have one more addition to the descendants for the Legendary Yuren Yao." replied Liam with a smile.
Liam Sy, was Ryu's cousin from his mother's side.. He was a well known Lawyer and the best in the league.
After all that happened with Ken Family, they remained quiet for some time and arranged various things discreetly. When Ryu woke up from coma, Arya told him that Liam had helped his brother Shawn and grandfather with the family's legal matters after everything that happened, including the formal announcement of Shawn's identity as a Ken and to legally add him to be a part of the Ken Family. Liam also handled all Shawn's cases and got all judgements in favour, including the ones with his involvement in the underworld, in one swift motion of success.
"Well of course I am proud. Our Yuren was a sage-Prince and had became the Emperor with high morals and intelligence. I'm more like him don't you think? Except I rule inside the courtroom and not a country I guess." Liam boastfully said grinning.
Then his expression changed and became serious when his eyes shifted at the woman beside Emperor Yao Yuren and said, "Empress Wei Xianyi though is very lucky to find a loyal husband like him. These days, it is rare to find a loyal partner I guess..."
"Are you still such a woman hater? For goodness sake Liam… Stop sulking. Life is short so better live it to the fullest dear cousin," Ryu exclaimed with a tap on Liam's shoulder.
"You did hate your wife once too right?" Liam mumbled. Ryu chuckled and said, "Well, that was why it is said that there's a very thin line between hate and love, Liam, and at the end people will always choose to be on the side where there is love on that line because love always overpowers hate. Even me, as soon as I saw Arya again, the love in my heart conquered all my hate and I am happily married with Arya waiting for our child to be born."
Liam's face crumpled as he complained, "Oh no! You lovestruck people! You are all the same. Sorry but I'm happy and contented with my life alone. Why would I need complications in my life? No thanks Bro! I'll go ahead before I vomit hearing lovestruck quotes from you…"
Liam's words made Ryu burst out in laughter. "Hmm, alright you take care and I will wait for the day when I will see you eat those words of yours Liam!" he shouted at Liam's back still laughing while the latter ignored him and raised his hand to back wave goodbye.
He smiled ear to ear seeing Arya, walking towards him with her big stomach supported by her one hand. "Let's go love?" he said smiling and Arya nodded. "What is that series again he has been doing, that Author?" asked Ryu as his eyes shifted at the man who approached Arya, about the interview he was doing.
The man who introduced himself as Gavin Wu recognized Arya Tan who made a big name in the entertainment industry as a newcomer and with a quite impressive story which she had announced to the whole world live.... 
Ryu recognized the man who was the news anchor at Cooper Network and also the Author of the bestseller inspirational books worldwide. 
"He is doing a romance book for the first time. It's a "Hate & Love Series" he said. He will write our story and have it titled The CEO Who Hates Me." Arya laughed as she added, "I suggested that title love. Haha Don't you like it?"
"Ouch.." Arya suddenly cried out as she held her stomach.
Ryu's eyes widened as worry crossed his face, "What is it love?"
"The baby… I think it's time, he wants to come out already…" Arya murmured panting. Ryu moved quickly and rushed her at Yang Hospital…
At the Ken Mansion, Old Master Ken who received Ryu's call was too excited as he shouted at Butler Omni, "Faster you Old Maid. I'm too excited to see my great grandson. Ryu said that Arya had a normal and safe delivery. Why are you moving so slow! Let's go!"
"I'm coming Master!" Butler Omni answered as he scratched his head and ran outside the main door of the Ken Mansion where Oldr Master Ken was already waiting...
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Hello My Dear Supportive and Lovely Readers,
Finally, this book (1st series) was completed and I am so grateful that all of you stayed with me until the end.
From the bottom of my heart, I would like to say my deepest gratitude and appreciation. Thank You so much for adding and reading this book.
Please continue to support this Author and check-out my other works for 'Hate & Love Series' as follows: note: every novel is a stand alone story/novel so you don't have to read it in sequence or read the other to understand each book...
1.) The General Who Hates Me
https://www.webnovel.com/book/12686884405600705/The-General-Who-Hates-Me
2.) The Doctor Who Loves Me
https://www.webnovel.com/book/14191303206660205/The-Doctor-Who-Loves-Me
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Also, I would like to thank everyone who had helped me a lot to edit my chapters especially Monikam, Skully, Yui, Chaotic_GautamPV and La meilleure.
I hope to see you all on my other books.
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By the way, I also have Patreon account link at https://www.patreon.com/eustoma_reyna for those who would like to support this author directly. I have one novel that's in the process of revision and I will be posting the chapters at PATREON account within this year (2020). It's the novel I made in my first attempt in writing and I can't have it under contract to webnovel since it's still signed under non-exclusive contract at moboreader where i ended it in a rush though there's so many things I still have to change... Previous title was the brother who hates me that I changed now to "Hate Me If You Can". I hope you can check it out and also give it a try... It's under non-eclusive contract at moboreader and I'm allowed to post the revised version at Patreon since the contract is Non-exclusive.
Again, thank you for the continuous support and love. This author is giving you so much respect for being patient with me. My readers are always the best!
Many Thanks and Best Regards.
Your humble author,
Eustoma_reyna
Pen Name: EUSTOMA
Real Name: Reyna


The meanest person to you could sometimes be the one who loved you the most...
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Arya Tan made a reckless decision because of a desperate situation. She had to disappear from his sight to save her loved ones. In return, she vowed to repay the debt she owed him if they were to meet again.

Ryu Ken gave his heart to only one woman.
But that woman left, broke his heart and hurt him. So, he vowed to find her, despite how long it would take. He would give her the punishment she deserved.

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Excerpt:

"Leaving already? You seem to be in such a rush to talk to me. Why don't you spill it out now?"

Stunned, Arya wondered if she was hallucinating. The voice was very familiar. Her mind was spinning; she thought he sounded like Ryu. Then it occurred to her that the anger she was feeling might just clouding her judgment.

She abruptly shook her head and declared, "It's okay, I can wait outside. Dress first and let's talk after that. Call the reception once you are ready."

She heard the man chuckle as if amused, a familiar sound that made her turned around. She gasped when she almost bumped into a man's wet chest.

"Um sorry, you sound familiar." She said slightly, bowing her head to hide her flushed face.

She felt the man's arm encircled her waist while she was abruptly pulled towards him.

He then leaned forward and scornfully whispered into her ear, "Aren't you here to negotiate? I was hoping you had a better offer."

Arya frowned and abruptly pushed the man, attempting to get away from him. Instead, she was pushed back until she could feel her back pinned against the wall.

She tilted her head to look up at the rude man and was left with open-mouthed looking at a familiar face.

She was shocked but mumbled, "Ryu?"

Ryu smirked and stared at Arya's slightly opened lips and said, "Did you miss me? How about this?"

Before Arya can utter another word, Ryu captured her lips abruptly and kissed her roughly.

Arya felt the familiar lips that were deeply probing hers. It was the familiar conquering lips that, for six months, she had missed terribly.

The kiss that made her legs weak. They trembled slightly. Butterflies fluttered from her throat down to her stomach, sending a shiver through her core.

This was the kiss she had been longing for her entire life.

[Warning: novel is r-18]
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Author's Note:

Hope you enjoy reading this ORIGINAL novel of mine (It's absolutely a happy ending! Author hates sad ending!). 

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With Lots of Love,
EUSTOMA_reyna

P.S. My Other Hate & Love Series (Standalone book):

The CEO Who Hates Me (completed)
The General Who Hates Me (completed)
The Doctor Who LOVES Me (completed)
Loving A Heartless Lawyer (in writing)

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fyi. cover is mine; commissioned art by Shanart

Dear wonderful readers,
Thank you so so so much for reading my first English novel. I've been writing since I was 12, like decades ago (yeah... I'm old) and never got anything published since I was a perfectionist and my works needed research and I didn't have the means to do it back then.
I mean, how could you write about life in other countries when you never go there? I felt like a fake - that's why the only people I allowed reading my novels were my sister and a few friends whom I know would still love me no matter how weird I am in their eyes... hehehe.
Before you #coughcough Google... Well, Google and the internet weren't a thing back then (when I started writing), I didn't even have a computer. I wrote in any piece of paper I could get my hands into.
Sadly, out of maybe 100 titles I wrote for almost 20 years, 95% are gone now because my mom thought they were trash (literally) and threw them together with my old school books. It was heartbreaking because I really wanted to be a writer.
When I was young, the future seemed bleak for this poor aspiring writer from a third-world country, especially because I wrote fantasy which didn't sell well compared to contemporary. Anyway... my dream to become a writer had to take a backseat as life happened and I had to focus on making ends meet.
I have a decent job now, working as a freelancer, but I still dream to make it as a professional writer someday. I want to be able to wake up every morning and just decide that I want to write and write, and not having to think about how to put food on the table.
I am so happy to find a platform like Webnovel that allows me to publish my works, reach an audience that relates to my stories, and make some money. I am not hoping to get rich from my books, but if it could give me enough to quit my day job and focus on writing, it would mean the world to me.
Thus.. I would like to kindly ask your understanding that this book will go premium today, October 7, 2019, and will be locked retrospectively from chapter 177. I could have it locked earlier, like ... in chapter 100 for example, but I chose to lock it on chapter 177 because I feel like reading until chapter 100 is not enough for you to decide if this novel is worthy of your spirit stones, so I'm giving you more.
I hope by the time you reach chapter 176 you are convinced that you are in for the ride! Yeay!!
GOING PREMIUM & PRICING
Going premium means the book might be locked today or next week and you can unlock the chapters with coins or fast passes. If you are new to the site, this is how the chapters will be priced:
 200 words = 1 coin, and 1 coin is worth $0.02
So, the longer the chapters, the more coins needed to unlock them. For 1200 word-chapters, the price will be 6 coins, 2000 word chapters are worth 10 coins, and so on.
Out of these coins, the author will only get 30%, minus 5% tax. The other 70% was divided between Google/Apple (as app store providers) and Webnovel.
HOW MUCH AN AUTHOR ACTUALLY EARNS?
An author gets around 25% of what their novels earn. From a chapter that costs 6 coins, only 2 coins will go to the author. It's not really much, considering 1 chapter takes 1-4 hours to write (depending on the author's health, inspiration, research, etc). But the more readers unlock the chapters using coins, the more money an author could make. So.. please open the locked chapters with coins if you wish to support me and this novel.
I really hope at least 100 readers could unlock the chapters every day, seeing that I have around 5000 people adding this book to their collection.
If each chapter of this book gets 100 unlocks every day, that means I will get
200 x 2 coins x $0.02 =$4 per day or $120 in one month if I publish 1 chapter per day.
I know it's not enough to live, so I will have to publish more chapters, and that's fine. If I published 2 chapters per day, it means with 100 unlocks, I will earn $240 in one month. At least, if I knew you are invested and are willing to support this book, I would feel encouraged to write more and more and more.
If we can get 500 unlocks per chapter every day.. I would even dance the rain dance because of how happy it would make me :).
Plus, if this book sells well, Webnovel will give it special attention and promote the book to the wider audience.
In exchange for your support, I can promise you my dedication and hard work to see this book written until the end. I never drop a book in my life and I will not leave you hanging. I hope this book brings you joy as you read it and get you through the day, feeling happier.
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(October 7, 2019)
PS: SPOILERS & TEASERS
Please do note that I love throwing spoilers here and there in SEPARATE CHAPTERS to satisfy curious people who are eager to know what happens in the future.
For some people, knowing a bit of what will happen gives them a peace of mind that they are not investing their time, feeling, and money into a soap opera or cliches or shitty novel or simply something that is not their cup of tea.
I respect that. So please, if you hate spoilers, just SKIP the chapters marked with TEASERS or SPOILERS and you'll be just fine.
If you LOVE SPOILERS, hell yeah! Go read them! Woot woot!!
The original novel is loved by many and I got on average 1000 power stones in votes every day. Of course, I wish to see this English version gets the same exposure and support. If you liked this novel, please vote and help this story reach more people.
My biggest dream for this novel is someday to see it made into Netflix's original series, for example. Wouldn't it be awesome? Does anyone know anyone in Netflix? Bahahaha...
Anyway.. again, thank you for joining me on the ride. I hope this story can bring you happiness.
much love,
UPDATE June 25, 2019
I am writing another book, called FINDING STARDUST. It's a sci-fi/fantasy/adventure novel with an OP female lead, looking for her family. I hope you'll check it out too. Here is the synopsis:
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"Do you want to see how I would light up the sky for you?"
On her 17th birthday, Emma Stardust suddenly woke up on top of the Eiffel tower, completely oblivious of how she got there.
And then she realized that she could fly. 
Suddenly all her senses became enhanced and she could also control the earth's elements? 
She finally realized that her powers were the secret to her past and her missing parents, a royal princess, and a formidable general from a planet called Akkadia who escaped their home planet because they loved each other. 
Emma was resolute in finding them even if it means she had to go to the end of the universe. Will she meet her parents again? Will she find Akkadia? Will her powers bring her friends... or foes? 
Follow Emma's journey as she unravels the mystery surrounding her past and her future, and finds true love in the process.
If you like strong FL, space, astronomy, magic, science, and slice-of-life.. You will be spoiled by this book! 
Warning: Chapters with mature contents will be marked with R-18


*How do immortals live in the modern world? One had been walking the earth for 438 years without ever falling in love. The other one couldn't get over the only woman he loved, even after 100 years.

**What happen when an immortal didn't know he was immortal? After living for almost a century, he still looked like he was 25. So, he thought maybe... maybe he was a freak, a victim of human experimentation during Hitler's time. Growing up, he came to hate humans and their fondness for war and destroying nature. He swore to one day rule the world and decide on which humans got to live. In his book, 'only the good, the strong and the intelligent should live'.

***The wealthiest tycoon was an immortal who was raised in the ivory tower by his overprotective parents. One day he decided to go undercover as poor photographer to make friends with regular people. Alas! Scheming people tricked him to sleep with the most notorious golddiger in Berlin whose only goal in life was to marry a wealthy and powerful man. When she was pregnant with his child, the undercover tycoon wanted to take responsibility but still pretending to be poor. Will he finally let her know that he was wealthy? Why was she so adamant to marry a wealthy and powerful man?

THIS BOOK HAS 3 DIFFERENT STORIES. They are connected, but you can read them as standalone.

1. The Alchemist
2. Aleksis & Prince Siegfried
3. Secret Identity


Volume 1 has fluffy romance, Volume 2 has action/adventure, Volume 3 has comedy, and Volume 4 is a revenge/redemption drama.

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Hello guys!
BawMeaw is here.  (≧◡≦)

I'm a little bit shocked to see some of you put this empty book on your library!

Let me tell you an awkward story. This was a deleted version of my other book (Shadow Princess) that I decided to reupload because of some issues but then deleted it because some readers asked me to. I tried to completely delete it but damn inkstone doesn't allow any permanent deletion unless the book has copyright issues. So yeah, I just deleted the uploaded chappy and then named the book 'deleted' with a black cover. 

But then I felt bad. I felt it was weird to have a title: 'deleted' book in my author's profile. I wanted my profile cute... (weird me!!!)

So, to make my profile beautiful, I used the present picture from my pc that my younger sister downloaded because she thinks its moe~ (me too), and then used the random title "Don't Bully Me, Wife!" for this book.

So yeah, to be honest, this was not supposed to be a book, but just a whimsical action!!!
 
But then I noticed, everyday you guys either add or remove this from your library. Maybe because of Curiosity/excitement/disappointment! IDK. But still, I am sorry.  (〒﹏〒)

That's why lately I've been thinking that I'd give this a try since you guys are expecting. (Thank you very much for showing your love) 
(づ￣ ³￣)づ ♡

So now, tell me guys, what kind of story do you expect from the synopsis? (Oops, I forgot... There is not even any synopsis yet! Seriously guys??? What's wrong with you!)
LOL

Anyway, back to the point, what kind of story do you prefer? I am asking because truthfully, I want to write this story based on your preference (Yeah it's my first experimental project. I want to write something that my readers, I mean you, always wanted to read.)

So guys tell me what kind of character do you choose?

-A Handsome/beautiful CEO?
-Cold/Arrogant/Loving character?
-Everyday romance (No CEO)
-Fluffy love story?
-Wife bullying husband?
-Abusive character? (Though I hate it a lot)
-Reincarnation?
-Showbiz or something like that?
-Or should I write something that'll bash all CEO novels (fufufu)
-Or anything else???
-Tell me anything you like. I'll appreciate/considerate/think which most of you choose. You can be even specific. :D

I know there's only a few of you in my collection but I still want you all to join and answer this update.  Please write down everything in the comment box, it'd be better if you write in detail, but please don't write in reviews.

Thank you very very much, in advance. So, guys, I'll wait for your reply. I hope you'll reply fast. I'll tell you my decision if I'll ever consider picking up/writing this novel or not in my next update.   
Till then take care.
(^‿^)

With a lot of love.
BawMeaw~

"So, what genres do you enjoy reading the most?" He asked, while looking around the library, he seemed to be looking for something specific. 


     I was a little nervous to tell him what I liked reading. When the kids at my old school saw what I was reading all the time, I got made fun of a lot more. They thought it was stupid and nerdy. Wich is understandable, I was a weird girl. But it still hurt.


     "I-I know n-not many p-people do. B-but I l-love poetry." Malachi looked at me, his beautiful brown eyes glowing with excitement. 


I wonder why he is so excited. I had never seen him this excited before. But whatever it was I was happy to see him so excited.


     "Are you serious?" He asked, I could hear the excitement in his voice. 


     He led me through the library, seeming as though he was being timed. He was smiling the whole way through the library. I loved when he smiled, it made the room light up when he smiled. But I still didn't know why he was so happy.


     "Here we are. I have a secret to tell you." He said softly, as he leaned in to whisper in my ear. 


     I could hear the calming sound of his breathing. "I absolutely love poetry." He whispered. 


     As he stood up straight he smiled. "So, we can be weird together." I was so happy to know that we were very much the same. 


     "So, who is your favorite poet?" He asked, while looking through the books in the poetry section. 


     "I-I would have t-to say Araya Vanburen." I answered, looking to see if they had one of her pieces in the library. 


     "Hmm, I thought I had heard of everybody. Do you see any of her pieces here? I would love to hear some of her poetry." I looked and looked. 


     I was just about to give up when I saw it "Poems by Araya Vanburen." 


     "H-here it is" I said, as I slid the book gently out of its space. 


     "What's your favorite piece she has written?"  He asked, as I looked through the book trying to find the piece I so adored. 

 
     "M-my favorite piece would be "Why Do They Cry?" I said, as I searched through the book, looking for the piece I had named. 

 
     "They were made to see joy and happiness, yet all they see is pain and sorrow. They were made to see the beauty and love in God's creation, yet all they see is a dark and fallen world. I read, lost in the sad and hopeless feelings this piece shown. 

 
     You could almost hear the feeling of sadness and desperation in the author's voice. I had felt many of these feelings, I had felt a lot of this pain. But I had read this poem, and I knew that even though it seemed dark, sad and hopeless, hope was about to be declared. I continued reading softly and slowly. 


     "But one day, they will see love and beauty like never before. They will see the glory and honor come to the one who created them. When will they see all this? You may ask, and the answer is, when they are opened." with a sigh I finished reading and looked up at Malachi. 

 
     "I-I hope it w-wasn't too boring to you. I just r-really enjoy her w-work; and sometime g-get caught up in i-it." I said, as I put the book back in its space.  

 
     "No! It wasn't at all boring, it was beautiful. I've never seen anyone get so captivated by a poem. It must mean a lot to you." I nodded, as I watched Malachi take the book back out of its space and lead me to the checkout stand. 

 
     After he checked the book out, we joined Melanie at the table. 

 
     "Here Lamia, I thought you might like to read this book, it's really good I've read it about three times." Melanie said, as she handed me a book entitled "My Summer Luv by Lisa Jackson." 


     The cover was gold with a shadow of a man and a woman dancing. 

 
     "W-wow, it l-looks as if it would b-be good." I said, as I slide my palm against the cover; admiring its beauty. 

 
     "I'm so happy."

Bertan University, Girls' Apartment Building, Room 206!

Judy: Because tomorrow is Saturday, what I want to say to you is, I'm really sorry, I can't accompany the three of you tomorrow. I have found a job. The working time is Saturday every week. More specifically, every Saturday, I will work from 8: 00 a.m. to 8: 00 p.m.

Tess: It's weird, isn't it? Because we remember that on Saturday last week, you didn't go shopping, go to the movies, or do other things with us, but you didn't remind us that you couldn't accompany us on Saturday.

Carrie: Obviously, she is showing us that she has found a job. Tell us, what kind of job have you found?

Zhiniya: I guess this job should be quite good. First of all, she should have found the job she wants to do most. Didn't she keep shouting at us that she wants to be a model?

Judy: But at least so far, I am not a model. My job is called domestic service, which means that on Saturday, I will go to someone's house and then work as a cleaner for a day.

Tess: So far, I finally understand why you are so happy, because you are going to someone's house to clean his room, so it makes you very happy, and you still have a salary to get. There is no doubt that the person you are talking about is Mark, and you are deliberately creating romance.

Carrie: Why does Mark still not admit that he is a couple with you so far? You know, the two of you are always bored with each other in class, and the same is true on campus. However, Mark seems to be a very disciplined person, so until now, I have never seen him, hugged you, or held your hand voluntarily!

Zhiniya: So I once doubted whether Mark felt very inferior in front of you because you were the daughter of a rich family, so he could not tell you that he liked you. However, when Mark drove an extended car at the campus party, when he appeared at the gate of the campus, I found that the situation was not what I imagined.

Judy: Mark's parents are very strict with him! And he also has great respect for his parents! And he once told me that he personally believed that only by holding hands with the person he likes can their feelings be defined as love at the moment of entering the marriage hall, otherwise it is indulgence. Perhaps at the moment when I enter the marriage hall with him, when he holds my hand, he will personally say to me that he likes me.

Tess: In this case, any woman in this dormitory should be a girl who does not indulge in Mark's eyes!

Carrie: That is to say, Mark's view of love is equal to his view of marriage. He must hope that he can grow old with his beloved. And the reason why he has such a view is because his parents hope so!

Zhiniya: So between words and deeds, Mark's views on marriage and love have become the same, that is to say, the moment of marriage is the beginning of love, while the two people who are not married but together are indulging their lust in Mark's eyes. I finally know why Mark refused that woman! I'm not saying that the woman indulged herself, I'm saying that the woman looked very willful!  

Saturday, eight in the morning, Mark's house!

Mark: I won't, because you have a very good relationship with me, and then you won't be seriously asked. I also hope you won't do these things carelessly at work because I have a good relationship with you.

Judy: I know! And I'm ready! It is when you point out what I did not do well that I will listen carefully!

Mark: First of all, your task is to clean up every room in this 400 square meter house. Then your task is to prepare lunch before 12 noon and dinner before 6 pm! This is what you are going to do today!

Judy: It doesn't sound complicated!

Mark: But this job is not easy to do, and I suggest you should start working now, otherwise it is very likely that you will not be able to do this job well before you leave work today!

Judy: Really?

Mark: I have serious doubts, because you are a rich daughter, and I know you from your father. You have never served tea to anyone and never cleaned the house, because your father's way of educating you is that you should do what you like, and you like to learn from textbooks.

Judy: So that's why my father can go to Bertan University, a world famous school, without providing a large amount of sponsorship to Bertan University.

Mark: In fact, my academic performance is also very excellent, However, since I was in high school, I have already started to manage some businesses in the family, which has caused me to be unable to concentrate on learning the knowledge in textbooks, but I have been learning, because I know that there are many knowledge that cannot be learned in textbooks, and I think your father mentioned it to you.

Judy: Why didn't you say hello to me when you went to see my father that time? If you say hello to me, you won't have to wait half a day in the corridor outside my father's office!

Mark: The reason why I will go to your father is because I hope that even if he doesn't know that I have a good relationship with you, he can still have a good talk with me. I hope he likes me because he sees my advantages, not because of you!

Judy: But you're not going to talk to my father about business, Because you can't represent your family to negotiate a deal with my father yet, And your family now needs your help in running the business, which means that you go to my father, not because you want to go to work in his company, but because you want to know my father, and because of me, you want to meet my father! It's getting late! It's time for me to work!

At the gate of Mark's house, there is a Flying Eagle Sports Car parked at the moment. There are four people in the car, three women and one man. They are all Mark's friends.

Hausmann: See, Mark actually allowed Judy to stay in his home and get along with him alone. What does this mean? It means that both Mark and Judy expect more sparks and more romantic things to happen between them. Therefore, Judy is willing to be a domestic service worker to clean Mark's room, wash clothes and cook.

Minnian: Looks like someone is going to cry again! But in fact, you have shed a lot of tears for him, but even more tears cannot call back his heart! But to be honest, did something really happen between you? Judging from his attitude towards you, it seems that nothing has ever happened between you. Of course, this is only my personal intuition!

Tiffani: In high school, the two of them used to be very good friends, and now they are also very good friends, but our good friend has greater ambition, so she drove the car and carried us to the gate of Mark's house now!

Bowman: I don't want me to lose. Although I know that the possibility I said will be very high, when I think that my opponent is the daughter of my father's opponent, I am full of strength. I think I have to fight this battle. As long as Judy and Mark haven't entered the palace of marriage, I won't throw in the towel! But I will not do anything that violates the law, because I know that it is not worth it to me!

Hausmann: War without smoke is the most terrible thing. This is a sentence I once saw from a book, but I suggest you stop there. There is no need to waste time for a person who already has a sweetheart!

Minnian: Mark's view of love is consistent with his view of marriage, Because when he was a freshman, I once wrote a book, and this book is still a best seller in our university. The name of the book is ". Don't use love as an excuse for indulgence.", there is a passage in it that makes me remember deeply. I think, but those who have read this book also remember deeply, because this passage is the main theme of this book!

Tiffani: Only when two people who like each other enter the marriage hall hand in hand can their feelings be defined as love. Otherwise, they are indulgent. It is precisely because of the influence of his views on marriage and love that they have never talked about love in the past few years in college.

Bowman: So, have I ever been in love? As good as me, I have been in college for four years and have not even talked about love, and I have already rejected at least ten boys who have expressed their love to me!

Hausmann: Perhaps it is because, These boys who are pursuing you have expressed themselves directly to you, so you have rejected them. Maybe one day when a boy appears beside you, he will never express himself to you. He just wants to be kind to you and hope you can live better and better. Perhaps when you meet such a person, you should cherish him!

Minnian: Isn't that who you are talking about? We all know your intentions, of course, there is no denying that you are not very bad in our eyes! At the very least, we often annoy you and make fun of you, and you always don't care!

Tiffani: But compared with Mark, you are much inferior! I'm afraid this is why, for our rich daughter, at least for now, we still despise you! I think it's okay for me to say so!

Bowman: My goal is very clear, so I hope that someone who has wild desires had better give up his thoughts!    

The next day. 
Inside the sacred Phoenix cave.
"Old Master Bai Ji! Lady Mei! Master WuMing! could anyone tells me why I suddenly turn into a female?!!".
"AiYa! You knew, already! The love curse is broken because you love someone! It's can't be that you love a man even though thinking that you are a man, isn't it?!".
Lao Mei and Wu Ming nodded in agreement at Bai Ji statements but seeing the look of surprise In Xiao Fei's eyes, they gawked simultaneously. 
"You didn't know?!!", together in one voice, the three masters asked.
How could she know? She knew she was a goddess in her past life but in the present life, she thought that she was reborn as a male. 
The love curse had triggered, indeed!
Yes, she is in love... 
And not only to one man, forbiddenly she falls in love with two men from her two lifetimes. 
"My three respected teachers! Explain about this love curse and my original identity, please?!!". With great confusion, she implored.
"Aiya, Lao Mei, this is on you!". Bai Ji said and Wu Ming nodded in agreement. 
Lao Mei had no other choice. The two other elders are not articulated in the skills of explanation. She explained in a soft voice...
"You are the sacred lady of our ancient Phoenix clan. The last remaining one! Your Mother died after she gave birth to you due to the ancient love curse. She survived on her third tribulations while pregnant but her body weaken and she died instantly when you born. Bearing the mark of the red Phoenix in your forehead when you born, we were also sure you are cursed! Thus, we made you drank the mermaid queen blood so you looked as ugly as a mermaid youngster -without a fixed gender yet- so the love curse won't get trigger! But still, we couldn't stop it!!".
"..." Wu Hu Fei was in shock with Lady Mei's explanation. The reason why she looked like a mermaid clan is the hideous blood? And that she was neither a male or a female? Her original body indeed of a female gender, possesses the firm twin Mountain and great porcelain soft tender skin. 
In addition...
Attributable to the fact that she has never seen any mermaid or merman in her life, she didn't know her appearance as mermaid kin, is that of a youngster who has not transformed into any gender yet! But with her underdeveloped genital, she was able to make love twice with Huang Ke like a normal female. What kind of situation is this?
"Old Master Bai Ji, Master WuMing, please leave us alone! I had some private question to ask lady Mei!".
"Aiya! Alright! We will go out of the cave!", replied Bai Ji. 
"Xiao Fei, remember whatever gonna happen, we are on your side!!!", Wu Ming added.
The cave was silent after they left.
After a bit of contemplation...
Wu Hu Fei asked with a blushing red face. "Lady Mei, I have given myself to Huang Ke while thinking I was a merman! Now that you said I am both genders at that time, could I still be pregnant with his child?!!".
Lao Mei's face didn't show any ounce of surprise of the confession, as a matter of fact, she answered point-blank.
"Not possible!!"
"????"
"The genital that you have as a young mermaid is a hermaphrodite genital and since the mermaid clan boy penis looked similar to a female nipple, the hermaphrodite genital look similar to a female vagina with a big clitoris hood!".
'Cough! Cough!". Shyly Wu Hu Fei questioned, " So 
, am I still a virgin?!!".
"You are right! You can check for yourself, the virginity mark -a red dot on your right forearm-would be a solid proof of your virginity. This is your new body, which is your original body! Thus, you are still a virgin!". 
Lifting up her right long sleeve to confirm her suspicion, she saw the red mark as clear as day under the burning torch in the cave. 
"No wonder! I felt renew and without constraint! How about the soul binding of life and death? Is it still effective?"
"The soul binding of life and death?!!! Who is the evildoer that dared to hurt our sacred goddess?!!!". Lao Mei furrowed her brows in resentment while waiting for an answer. 
Wu Hu Fei gave Lao Mei no answer, instead she said, "Lady Mei! I will get even with the evildoer, now answer my question!".
Sighed in resignation, Lao Mei answered, " Your soul got an upgrade, a rebirth to be exact! Thus, it automatically ended the life and death binding. But even without the rebirth of your soul, I have a technique that you could learn to break any binding curse for a future reference...." Pulling out an ancient-looking book from her spatial ring, she added, " Here is the book of how to break any curse or binding!"
Flipping the ancient book in excitement, Wu Hu Fri asked solemnly, " So...based on this book is there a solution to the love curse?!"
"Not in that ancient book! The love curse is happening from the beginning of time and no saved goddess of the ancient Phoenix was able to break it yet. But from the star reading techniques, I got some answers on how to break the curse. But you have to follow each step thoroughly without fail. First, you have to drink 'the forget me' water. Second, you have to undergo the second reincarnation in the mortal realm and experience the eight sufferings of human life: (the sufferings of birth, aging, sickness, death, love separation, mortal enemy, unfulfilled desires, and torture of body and mind). Lastly, when you become the high goddess you should never give up your virginity until you passed your 10,000 birthday!".
In another word, no love. In Lao Mei understanding, for a woman to sleep with a man is an act of love proclamation, thus not giving her virginity is equal to not falling in love, isn't it? Lao Mei has never laid with any man before thus she didn't know that falling in love and sex is an entirely different entity. 
Shock by the last step, Wu Hu Fei asked," But... How about Huang Ke?!! Can I still love him and stay by his side? Without giving myself to him?!!".
Lao Mei was in shock with the question. She should make the last step clearer. 
"Let me reword the last step: You can't fall in love, period! Cut your ties with Huang Ke if you want to break the curse! To add oil... He loved the young mermaid! He loved the merman version of you! He is definitely forbidden for you to love, what makes you think he would love you as a female deity?!!"
After a while of digesting Lao Mei's words, she answered back," Lady Mei..., give me one year's time before I decide what to do. If I could prove that Huang Ke loves my soul and not my past body..., that he would love me no matter how I look or what gender I have..., then I would choose to die on his embrace!".
Unable to comment at her disciple headstrong words remarks, Lao Mei replied in agreement with another plan on her mind, " Then, I would bet on it! So, in one year, cultivate your mental power! It would be helpful for your second reincarnation process!".

For...
The reincarnation in the mortal realm is also a tribulation in every deity's life, to achieve a high immortal position in the upper heaven. But many were unable to do so due to the lack of the third eye, the mental power source. Thus, many of these deities could only stay in the lower realm unable to progress to the highest heaven. Lao Mei is the only elder with a star mental power. The silver star symbol on her forehead was only exposed when she used the star psychic reading. But she chooses to stay at the lower heaven to protect the sacred goddess of the ancient Phoenix. Thus, she would do anything in her power to keep her sacred goddess alive. 

One year later...
The Magical Beast Mountain...
Today is the mark of the day when the Dark Emperor would allow Wang Tian Huang to see her. 
So today...
Wu Hu Fei would test whether Wang Tian Huang's love toward her is an act of true love or if it's just a wisp of her imagination, meaning that he is only loving her past body and not her new one. Loving her body only, equal to not loving her at all. For the soul is the most important essence in true love.
Looking at her companion, she said in excitement," Ting! Your power is incredible now! 100 years of closed cultivation did great benefit To you! No one could say that you are a weakling anymore! Okay, now, you could disguise as the old me, the young mermaid and I want you to act like me as plan!".
"As you wish, master!". A year ago, Ting was surprised to know that her master original body is the most beautiful goddess she has ever laid eyes in her life. Her master had told her everything about her love curse and her secret identity as the sacred goddess of the ancient Phoenix clan. She vowed to help her master to break the love curse. 
And..
Even though, her master had broken the master and slave contract to prevent her from death is her master ever died from the curse, she still chose to follow her master through thick and thin.
In a blink of an eye, she shifted into her master's past body. 
"Great! Your magic skill as a shifter had improved, Ting!" 
"Okay! Now, I want you to seduce Huang Ke when you saw him just like in the script I gave you..."
At that same moment, Wang Tian Huang was out from the portal nearby before Wu Hu Fei was able to finish her instruction. 
The original Wu Hu Fei hides in plain sight with her invisibility magic.
Almost immediately Wang Tian Huang saw the fake Xiao Fei.
"Xiao Fei, I missed you!".
Without a word, Ting who is impersonated her master said," I miss you too, Huang Ke!"
Then...
They kissed deeply, too deep that Ting forgot of her mission and enjoyed the tongue penetration from the other party. 
Watching the scene unfold in front of her, Wu Hu Fei's heart was broken into thousands of pieces.
At the same moment...
Both 'her present lover and Ting' rolled on the grass with Ting on top of Wang Tian Huang still kissing him deeply while her hand wondering in his private area. 
'Darn you, Ting! This is not on the script!'
The lewd couple sighed and moaned in ecstasy. Then before Wu Hu Fei could stop the action, both of them had indulged in pleasure. 
'Nooo!!!'. Screaming inwardly, she felt that there is a big hold inside her heart, then everything went blank and only emptiness accompany her.
Unable to witness the lewd act anymore, she left. However, when the action is said and done, Wu Hu Fei is back without her invisibility array.
Heartbroken, she wailed," Wang Tian Huang! You had betrayed me!"
Stunned, the handsome naked immortal hugged the naked body of the fake Xiao Fei tightly and asked in a confused look. "Who are you?!!"
Grimaced at the question, she said with dignity, " I am the original Wu Hu Fei!"
"Really? I don't believe you! I would recognize my Xiao Fei delicious naked body just by tasting it! And the merman body that I just tasted indeed my Xiao Fei, while your body disgusts me! Even if you are the real Xiao Fei I won't fall for you. I love a Herman body, not a fairy!".
That being said, Wu Hu Fei gasped loudly while subconsciously her tears dropped like a stream. Without words for she was heartbroken over losing the love of her present life, Wu Hu Fei left in a flash of light. 

After Wu Hu Fei left with the teleportation Phoenix token, the naked couple smiled in great satisfaction that their plan to break Wu Hu Fei's heart had been successful. Turning back into their original naked body, they smiled and hugged each other.
"Good job, Ting!"
"But... I felt bad to betray my master!"
"I know that you still will follow her even that the master and slave contract between you and Xiao Fei had been canceled because she didn't want you to die with her. However, Ting.., we tricked her to save her life. As promised, to improve your magical power, I had helped you by the cultivation method of the fox clan without Xiao Fei knowledge, as the rewards of helping us -the elders- to save Xiao Fei life!".
"Master WuMing! Now... my master is safe?"
Wu Ming smiled while rubbing the sexy fox fiery red wavy long hair like a pet. "You have to protect her in the mortal realm and make sure that she overcomes her next tribulation!".
"Can I still cultivate with you master?!". Licking her lips in anticipation, Ting's busty boobs touched the handsome immortal face that had turn into his own original naked body, both of her hands were pulling the short raven hair gently with a great seductive smile plastered on her beautiful face.
"Anytime will do!", Wu Ming answered while gulping down his excessive saliva in anticipation of the upcoming cultivation/mating session without a witness.
Unbeknownst to Xiao Fei, Wu Ming is a known philanderer in the third realms. Twas, the mermaid Queen fancy him so much, for his great ability in bed.
It was one year ago, when they plan the countermeasure strategy to keep Xiao Fei safe. The other elders suggested Wu Ming seduce the fox, Xiao Fei trusty familiar. He succeeded. Ting was really happy and thankful that she became a true fox woman with Wu Ming's help (Without the fox clan method of double cultivation, she would never reach the highest rank of the beast level, the celestial diamond immortal beast) and promised to give the elders a hand to accomplish their plan in the upcoming year. And they have been secretly in a platonic relationship ever since then. 
Still tightly in a warm embrace from their aftermath, Ting licked the powerful good-looking face greedily. Slowly, she grabbed down in between Wu Ming tight to awake the great beast once again. It worked beautifully and perfectly. In an instant, Wu Ming beast roar powerfully.
"Let's do another fox cultivation, master Wu Ming!", slyly Ting suggested.
Joyfully, Wu Ming complied.

The Sacred Goddess from the Phoenix clan
~ By drinking the Mermaid Queen’s Blood, she become a merman, thus she didn’t know of her true identity and gender.
The Heavenly King from the Dragon clan
~ Save by the sacred goddess, become blood brothers and together they embarked on a journey...
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