Poems for Christians and anyone else who may be interested, but most of all to God.

Christian Tsunade a high schooler in the respected Sakura academy, but Christian is a boy that get pissed easily, and because of this he can be violent, being someone who beats up people he is hated by almost everyone in the academy, but one day changed that, three people helped Christian to accept people and value their company, but the more Christian knew about these people the more he saw their own hell, and now Christian tries to help his friends that helped him.

After watching the kids interact for awhile Harrison decided to ask the bright light another question realizing it may not answer him.
"So I can see this memory is focused on Christian's childhood and it seems like him and these kids are on their own basically orphans, so where is his family, his parents?"
The bright light did not respond for a moment, irritating Harrison yet again. However, the bright light does say something to Harrison's surprise, "That memory is sealed and can not be unlocked until the time is right."
Harrison looking confused asks, "What do you mean time is right?"
The bright light answers him once more, "If we unleash this memory, Christian will cease to exist... That is why I allowed you here to prepare Christian for what is to come."
Harrison is silent, not sure how to take the statement that was just made. Harrison decides to continue to watch Christian and see how these events unfold.
Meanwhile, we transition to Christian and his friends. We see JJ and Christian walking down the street and JJ asks Christian what he wants to eat.
Christian thought about what he wanted for a second, but the first food that came too mind was called a musubi. Harrison remembered that was the only food Christian ate when he met him the first time. 
JJ asks what a musubi is and Christian responded with a hungry look on his face. 
"ITS RICE WITH MEAT ON TOP WRAPPED IN SEAWEED! ITS THE GREATEST CREATION THAT EVER EXISTED!"
JJ smiles at him and says, "Well it looks like you love this food quite a bit huh?"
Christian shakes his head. However he started looking a bit sad and with a blank expression says, "but I don't know why..." Then he starts holding his head like he's suffering from a headache. At the same time, the entire memory Harrison is in starts to shake profusely. 
Harrison not being able to hold his balance asks the bright light, "Is this related to that memory you were talking about?!?"
The bright light doesn't respond, but the shaking does stop. Harrison stands back up and is starting to understand how damaging this memory could be...
We continue the scene and JJ is asking if Christian is okay? Christian assures JJ that he's fine and JJ decides that both of them should go look for this musubi. 
As the two boys walk down the street they passed by the violence and famine that plague their city, as they continue down their path they come across a military official. 
The military official looked like he was harassing some homeless man. "Come on is that all you got for me?"
This homeless man was pleading with him, "That's all I have, come I need it." He was basically begging on his hands and knees for something the military official had.
The military official then put on an evil looking smile and asked, "Is that so, how much do you need it?"
The homeless man said, "I'll do anything."
At that moment the military official started bursting out laughing at the man. He then starts kicking the homeless man to the ground and throws what he has in his hands on the ground. Still laughing he says, "How pathetic! Well, I expect to be compensated tomorrow or else." The military official then decides to leave. The homeless man is groveling on the ground pocketing the thing that the military official left on the ground. He cries miserably but is happy at the same time.
JJ and Christian decide to walk over to him and JJ asks, "Hey are you okay?"
The homeless man composes himself and with an angry face he yells at the kids, "GO AWAY, KIDS OR ELSE!"
JJ replies "Hey I'm just trying to help."
However the homeless man gets only angrier, "I don't need the help of some stupid kids!"
Christian fires back himself, "Stop being mean to JJ!"
The homeless man with a murderous expression on his face said, "What was that..."
JJ realizes how dangerous this was becoming and decides to take Christian and leave the situation altogether. 
Christian is still angry about the homeless man, but JJ calms him down and says something to Christian. "Don't worry about it Christian, that guy is just having trouble in his life. It's really that corrupt military official's fault. He's the one you should be mad at. " With a determined look on his face JJ says one more thing, "He deserves Justice..."
Later on JJ and Christian go back home to an abandoned warehouse where other young kids were located as well. The kids gathered together smiling and talking. All of a sudden JJ decided to leave without anyone noticing.
Moments later John walks up to Christian and asks him, "Where did JJ go?"
Christian unsure answers, "I don't know, but I think he went to go get justice on a military official we saw today."
John looked terrified after hearing this news, "HE DID WHAT!!! WE HAVE TO STOP HIM NOW!!! Wait, maybe it's too late, should we run?"
Then we transition to JJ about to enter a military institution all by himself.

A story about a boy named Christian who started out alone with one goal in mind, "to become king." We follow the journey of Christian and two other characters as they all push forward and fulfill their legacy. How will their journey turn out is the big question?



I'm crying happy tears like a teenager pining over a Hollywood hunk. The latest iPhone's been shaking in my hand for over half an hour. I'm eager for his reply. When 'Christian is typing'. My phone vibrates as Christian's name pops up on my notifications again. A part of me is glad that he's single again. Christian and Lavender were good together when they were younger, but as they've grown up, they've grown apart. They're not the same people they were as children. The fact they keep breaking up and getting back together means they should just call it a day. I don't know how long it will be before they get back together, but for now, I'm gonna sweep my chance to get him. 

I should hate him. He's arrogant sometimes. He spews fatphobic nonsense, and got Agnes pregnant and expelled at high school. He should have been punished too, but society worships sleazy dicks like him. He does nothing for his children and to be fair, nor does Lavender. They're both far too obsessed with their internet fame to function basic life skills like keeping a house tidy. There's so much junk in her house, that it's no longer safe for her kids. That's why she goes to Agnes's crib and show off her talent there. 

At the same time, I love Christian! He works hard and is determined. No doubt about it, he's a talented sportsman. Go to his house, and you'll see trophies and certificates galore. It's just the way that he smiles is enough to make anyone heart's melt like deep-fried butter. 

He texts to say he's with Agnes at her house. I don't know why he wants to go there, but I understand that he didn't want to go there straight away with his ex-girlfriend being there. 

Christian: Hey Babe! 

Bethany: Hey! How are you? 

Christian: Just with Agnes, she booked a personal training session with me. 

Bethany: Oh? Thought you only did that online? 

Christian: She's local so thought I would surprise her and do it personally. 

Bethany: Can I have a private session? 

Christian: Sure! I'll come to yours when I'm done here. 

I can't fit into my lolita dress anymore. It's so tight on my boobs, and I can't breathe. This is not fair. All those extra hours at work I did just to buy it. It's Christian's favourite dress of mine, even though he prefers me without it. 

I know what he means by a personal training session. I'm not stupid. It's so obvious what they're doing. I can't believe they're doing it behind Lavender's back. Then again, Christian's not with her anymore so he can do what he wants. All this going on is like we're all back in school again. I just wish it would be my turn to get pregnant. All I've ever wanted in life was a baby of my own. 

I can't believe Ivy doesn't want kids. That's like the number one goal of every woman, right? To be married and have kids! She's a stepmother, godmother and aunt, but she doesn't want kids of her own. She is so weird. I'm sure she's gonna change her mind one day.

YouTube star, Lavender Knickers has just split up with the conservative fitness guru, Christian Strippers. Feeling her world fall apart when her YouTube channel is losing subscribers and sponsors, she seeks support from the friends she has drinks with at their favourite cafe. 

As her favourite cafe closes, Lavender feels that her sisterhood is falling apart when all three of her friends fall for Christian, and she wants him back! 



Hannah turned around and looked at Maggie 

“Do you want to come inside for a cup of tea and a talk, I imagine you must have a lot of questions?” 

“Yes please, I am trying to connect a lot of dots.” 

Hannah joined Maggie at the wooden table, at some point while she had been eating with the kids, Maggie had cleaned the kitchen and put away all of the food Hannah had brought. 

“What kind of tea would you like, we have a rather big variety?” 

“I like some herbal tea” 

Maggie made a cup of tea, gave it to Hannah and sat down. 

Hannah had a lot of questions, she assumed Maggie knew about the werewolves since she felt at home here. She wanted to know more about who took care of the kids? What was going to happen to them? How had Maggie ended up taking care of them? Does she have any experience in taking care of kids? What was her relationship with Xander? 

“So what do you want to know first?” 

“Okay I have a lot of questions, but I firstly want to know, how do you know Xander? And how did you end up taking care of the kids?” 

“I used to take care of Xander when he was little, I made food for his family and… took care of him, like a grandparent. His parents were often indisposed so I spend many hours as his caregiver. I still make food for him most days. He is like my own grandchild. I lost my partner many years ago and we never had kids, taking care of Xander and many days his friends, gave my life a purpose after I lost my partner. 

“When you say partner, do you mean mate? 

“I guess Xander have told you about us, and mates?” 

Hannah responded with a nod. 

“Normally when a female without children loses their mate, they often go rogue or lose their purpose in life, I found a new one by taking care of Xander. I lost my mate when we had barely met, my mate was a warrior from another pack, and that pack didn’t let him go look for his mate untill he was fairly old. We were both in the midst of 30 when we found eachother, and he died shortly after. Xander had just been born at that time, so I began helping with taking care of him. 

As for taking care for the children in this house, Xander doesn’t really need me as a housekeeper or cook most days of the week and I like to be useful. He also felt like he could trust me to take care of these kids as I had him, which was the reason for him to choose me as the prime caregiver and head of this house. He knows me and trusts me to care and love for every child that would enter the door. Even if I can seem firm, it is all done with love.” 

Hannah nodded and marked Maggies words about females who has lost their mates. 

“Who are the ones taking care of the children now?” 

“Well most of the women are like me, women who have lost their mates, and never had kids or empty nesters with kids who have moved to other packs, so they are alone without a purpose. If I am honest this house have brought life back in many of the eyes of many women. Beside those women we also have a few young women in the kitchen, a few nurses and some of the other women volunteers as well, but mainly it is the widowed females who are the caregivers here. We tried to have some males here, but it seemed like it stressed out most of the children, they have accepted Xander, Christian and Luke as the only ones, and my guess is, that it is because the three of them often were at the hospital with you. so they feel safe around them because you have somewhat accepted their presence.” 

Hannah thought about that, she had never felt as if she was in danger with any of them, actually they had made her feel cared for even if they had restrained her freedom, but she had never felt as if she was in danger with them. She could also remember them bringing the kids to and from the hospital while she was admitted to the hospital. She took a few sips from her cup of tea, it was somewhat minty. 

“Do you know what the plan is with the kids and this house? Are you going to keep them here or set them up for adoption?”Hannah asked Maggie. 

“I don’t know, Xander didn’t want to make any decision about them without you, since they all seem to see you as your parent and it also looks like you see them as your children.” 

Hannah just nodded, happy that no one had made a decision without her, she wanted them to stay together they were eachothers family and the rare times that someone had been adopted from the orphanage had felt like a knife to her heart since she didn’t know whether or not they would get a good life or if the life they were getting would be dreadful. 

“Do you have an orphanage in this area, besides this one?” 

“No we don’t, unless you count this house as one” 

Hannah just nodded 

“What do you do with children that lose their parents?” 

“Often do we try to find relatives or place them into fostercare, but it is becoming harder and harder with the amount of killed wolves these past years” 

Hannah pondered a bit, feeling a lot of threads making a full picture inside her brain, kids who needs love, women who needs someone to love… shouldn’t 2+2=4? 

“Hmm.. I don’t really know much about packs or anything, but wouldn’t it be useful to have a children home where the widowed women could volunteer? It doesn’t have to be like an orphanage, but a safe haven where children can go, some could live here full time like my kids, and if any children became orphans they could get the option to live here? 

I don’t think it has to be a dreadfull orphanage. I have read about a place where instead of rehoming kids, into fostercare, they made a house where the children lived and became eachothers families, so they wouldn’t end up in a fostercare system or never got adopted and the rest of their life would feel rootless or lost. If also it could help the widowed women to regain their purpose in life after losing their mate… I am not saying that children shouldn’t be adopted or having their family take care of them if they could, but making a “Safe Haven” wouldn’t that make sense?” 

Maggie nodded through Hannah’s entire speech. “It would truly make sense to take care of the kids like that, that way we won’t lose them, and they won’t become rogue or feral when they turn. They would instead feel loved and feel like they belong somewhere. 

I think we should talk with the alpha about this. You will truly become an amazing Luna!” 

Hannah didn’t know how to react to the Luna comment, she had only decided to give Xander a chance, how everything would fall out she didn’t know. However, she felt Alina being proud and boasting inside of her mind. 

“Yes we would be an amazing luna” 

Hannah didn’t respond to that but she and Maggie kept talking about different pack things, the children etc. She gained a lot of knowledge and it suddenly hit Hannah why she felt so familiar, Maggie gave off the same vibes as Sophia had done. Her vibes felt motherly and now also safe, she didn’t know why she had felt so on edge with Maggie in the beginning, but at the end they also discussed what had happened when she first met Maggie. 

“I think your protectiveness and your care for the children made you and your wolf on edge when I raised my voice, you don’t know me and are used to the adults around the kids having bad intentions, so when I yelled at them, I became a threat, a threat you needed to protect them from. 

I have only heard of very few with a mother gene as strong as yours, actually change that, I have only heard of one before you with that exact same strength. The former wolf Queen Elena had it, and I haven’t heard of anyone with your strength and I have been around for a while. Luna’s are always protective of the pack and the children, but the protective strength you have, it is amazing.” 

Hannah felt the older woman’s respect, and Hannah couldn’t help but to blush, a bit shyly by being compared to the Queen she had admired so much, that hadn’t been what she had expected. However, Alina just stood straight her held high as well as a queen inside her mind. The next few hours went by fast, they talked and talked, made food, and when the kids came home, she was still there, helping them with homework and just spend the entire day with the kids, and for the first time in months Hannah felt somewhat at peace, everything else didn’t matter for now. 

 

Xander 

When Xander had come back from the cave, Christian had hauled him into the office placed a mountain of work in front of him. It had given him the perfect distraction from all of his chaotic thoughts about Hannah. He had seen the sign from the Moon Goddess but he just hoped that Hannah would feel like that. 

Xander worked through the night, he didn’t sleep, didn’t want to. At some point Christian had placed some food on his table, he had barely acknowledge the presence of his Beta or the food, but at some point he must have eaten it without knowing it. 

The night had went by quickly and suddenly Christian knocked on the door. 

“The meeting with Alpha Theodor Greenleaf of the Moonshine sea is in 10, you might want to go clean up and get ready for that. 

Xander nodded, and quickly got himself ready for the meeting with Theodor. 

Theodor arrived at the office on time, announced by Christian. Theodor didn’t bring his own beta which was quite unuasual but could also be a sign of great trust. However Christian didn’t leave the room, but stood quietly in one of the corners behind Xander. 

“Please sit” Xander stretched out his hands towards one of the chairs on the other side of his desk, in which Theodor sat down. 

“So how may I help you?” 

Theodor bent his head as a token of respect “I want to plead my allegiance to you in all matters of the night so if you would make an alliance with me under the Moon I would like that.” 

“Allegiance? All matters of the night?” 

“Yes…” 

“What do you mean by that” 

“As you know I am a new alpha” 

Xander nodded 

“How I became Alpha is a complicated story, I took over the pack after my father but I didn’t grow up with him, however I grew up with my grandmother since our bloodline is being hunted.” That was an odd thing to say, but as one of the original bloodlines Xander knew that sometimes old blood had stronger wolves, especially if said wolves only mated with their fated mates and didn’t take chosen ones, as his family had been doing. It was a mystery how he had become so strong despite that, because his bloodline was as unpure as they could come. 

Theodor continued“Many moons and years ago my family, have made a Moon Goddess’ oath.” 

Xander raised his eyebrow A Moon Goddess oath ment that the breaker of the promise would be killed by the Moon Goddess herself if the oath weren’t kept. It was an oath that was rarely used anymore. 

Amongst one of the things we have promised in that oath, is to support the King when he finds his Queen again. 

Xander became a tad confused, not knowing why this story was of importance with the allegiance Theodor had proposed, and he couldn’t help but to wonder if the other alpha sane, Xander had actually gotten a good impression of the guy but this made him question the Alpha’s sanity. When he didn’t say anything, Theodor continued. Do you know the prophecy?” 

“The Prophecy of the king and Queen?” Christian asked, having stood quietly in the corner through the entire conversation. 

Theodor nodded. 

“What are you doing Christian, why do you lead him on, this sounds more or less like nonsense.” 

Christian ignored his mindlink and continued. 

 

The white one, hidden amongst everyone is going to step out in the moonlight 

The black one only known by night, is going to step out in the moonlight 

 

The white filled with care 

The black filled with grief 

Their meeting is going to decide the faith of the world 

 

Theodor nodded, “yes, there are several more verses to that, but the next one is; 

 

Humans and creatures of the night, is going to fight in the dark 

Only the fullmoon kan create the balance 

And unite day and night.” 

 

Xander was getting frustrated with this conversation leading nowhere. 

“Can we get back to the topic now, his temper was showing and after the day he had had and the lack of sleep he weren’t in the mood for this. 

Theodor ignored Xander, “you know?” he asked Christian. 

“I had a feeling about it” 

“Knew what?!” Xander was now growling with fury, he didn’t like to be ignored or this weird conversation. 

Theodor looked at Xander “You are my king.” 

Xander was taken aback, that was not exactly what he had thought would be said by the other alpha.

It is said, that in the beginning of the world, the Moon Goddess selected the High Moon City to be the centre of peace between all creatures of the night. Werewolves, vampires and witches, ruled by a mighty King and his graceful Queen. They ruled with honesty, and dignity. The love of the King and Queen spread to the entire world with the intention of making the peace between the night creatures last forever. However, a human named Alik, didn't want the creatures of the night to work together afraid that they would destroy the humans, he began hunting down the night creatures. One day he found the Queen in an alley caring for some poor children. He called her name, and made her look at him, as he drew his sword and stabbed her heart. As she fell down, she whispered "don't be afraid, be gentle and kind; then she closed her eyes. The moment she died, the sky went black, and the loudest most terrifying growl was heard in the entire city, it was filled with pain, and everyone young and old, human, wolf, witch or vampire, all felt the pain, down their spines. The King had lost his mate. When Alik killed the Queen, who balanced him out, all good that had ever been in the king's heart disappeared, and now only evil and anger was left. The King who was enraged began killing everything, wolfs, vampire, humans, witches in the search for the murderer of the Queen. He roamed day and night in the streets, and the blood of innocent beings was everywhere. A war burst out between all races and the lore says that the war is still going on today and will never end unless the King finds his Queen.

    Over the next few months, Renee was completely exhausted. She was up all night with Christian. She would get a few hours of sleep in between feedings, but then he would wake up again. It surprised her when Jesse got up in the middle of the night and changed him. He would bring him over to her after he was done as he couldn't feed him. He had offered several times to get formula but Renee refused to give Christian formula.


    Jesse had been really sweet like a real husband would be towards his wife. He kissed her goodbye before he left for work. He kissed her when he came home. He would bring her flowers occasionally. He never locked the doors when he left anymore. He had helped clean up the house and take care of Christian even though he was tired from work. Sometimes he even gave her a break and let her take a little nap while he watched Christian. Renee didn't complain. She didn't even bother to go lay down. She would just lay back on the couch and pass out.


    Today they were heading to Christian's checkup. Afterwards, she had an appointment to get checked. She was going to talk to the doctor about being put on birth control. She definitely didn't want any more children. She had gotten lucky that Christian was Kevin's baby. Of course, Jesse didn't know that and she didn't plan on letting him find out. She wasn't sure what had gotten into him, but she wasn't going to complain as he was being nice and not hitting her or sexually abusing her.


    She knew once the doctor released her to have a normal sex life again that it would start back up so she was at least going to protect herself from having his kids. She wouldn't fight him when it came to sex because it just hurt too much. Maybe if she just laid there, he would lose interest. That hadn't worked for her before as it had normally just made him more aggressive. Then again, he hadn't been acting like he was now.


    "What are you thinking about?" Jesse asked, taking Renee off guard.


    "Birth control," Renee answered.


    "What?" Jesse asked.


    "I want the doctor to put me on birth control. I don't want anymore kids," Renee answered honestly.


    She looked at Jesse out of the corner of her eye to see if he was angry but his expression was thoughtful. Maybe he didn't want kids in the first place? He had said he had only wanted a sex slave since he was on the run. Having a bunch of kids would definitely be a burden if he had to pack up and run again.


    "If you are thinking about birth control, then that means you are thinking about having sex," Jesse suddenly said as he grinned.


    Renee frowned as she said, "That wasn't exactly what I was thinking about when I mentioned it. I said I didn't want more kids."


    "You have to have sex to have more kids."


    "That's true and you have made it clear before that no matter what I want you are going to have sex with me."


    Jesse sighed and said, "Haven't I been nice to you lately?"


    "You've been nicer than you were, but at what cost? Are you just waiting until I heal up from having Christian before you force yourself back on me? I'm not really sure why you are being nice."


    "I like you. You are the mother of my son. I've already told you that you belong to me now, so we might as well get along. I can be a nice guy. Would you rather me continue to treat you the way I am now or go back to the way I was before?"


    "I'd rather you stay this way, but you can't actually expect me to develop feelings for you. This isn't a real relationship. I'm your prisoner. I know it pisses you off when I say it, but it's true. All I can do is pretend in public and try to be nice at the house."


    "Being nice at the house is a good start. You might just find that after some time, your feelings will change."


    Had he lost his mind? Her feelings were not going to change. She was tolerating him so that he didn't go crazy and do something insane like kill her, Christian, or Kevin. Her heart ached every time she thought about Kevin. Had he given up on her? Was he going to move on with his life without her? Even though it broke her heart, she hoped he would move on and find someone else to love. It wasn't fair to him to live alone because she was no longer in his life.


    He couldn't go on wondering if she was dead or alive and waiting for her to come back when she never would. She prayed that he found someone to make him happy even though she would never be happy. Her eyes filled with tears as she thought about him loving someone else. She turned her face towards the window so Jesse didn't see that she was about to cry.


    They took Christian into his appointment and the doctor said he was looking really good. His weight looked good and he was developing normally. Jesse took her to her appointment and they all went in. The doctor did his pelvic exam while Jesse was in the room and Renee couldn't help but feel uncomfortable. Jesse watched everything the doctor did and watched her face. Was he trying to see if she was enjoying it?

    If he had ever had a pelvic exam then he would know that it was not enjoyable in the least. Once the doctor had told her that everything looked fine and she was completely healed, they discussed birth control. He set her up for an implant in her arm. At least it wasn't pills. Renee had never been good at keeping track of pills. The doctor had told them to use condoms until she had the implant in and it had time to take effect. 


    He also told her that the scarring that had been there was minimal now and that they should continue to stay away from the items they had been using before. He had looked right at Jesse when he had said it. Jesse's face hadn't changed. He hadn't even blinked. The doctor had to suspect something or he wouldn't have kept bringing it up, but Renee never spoke up about the **** out of fear. Jesse had been good about covering his tracks. Not once but twice. He would be able to do it again and who knew what he would do the third time with nothing to lose.

Renee is imprisoned by a man from her boyfriend’s past. As the years go by, she comes to terms with being his prisoner. But, then one day, she is in an accident and their whole relationship changes. Will she ever see the man she loves again or will she always be a prisoner?

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 Over the next few months, Renee was completely exhausted. She was up all night with Christian. She would get a few hours of sleep in between feedings, but then he would wake up again. It surprised her when Jesse got up in the middle of the night and changed him. He would bring him over to her after he was done as he couldn’t feed him. He had offered several times to get formula but Renee refused to give Christian formula. 

 Jesse had been really sweet like a real husband would be towards his wife. He kissed her goodbye before he left for work. He kissed her when he came home. He would bring her flowers occasionally. He never locked the doors when he left anymore. He had helped clean up the house and take care of Christian even though he was tired from work. Sometimes he even gave her a break and let her take a little nap while he watched Christian. Renee didn’t complain. She didn’t even bother to go lay down. She would just lay back on the couch and pass out. 

 Today they were heading to Christian’s checkup. Afterward, she had an appointment to get checked. She was going to talk to the doctor about being put on birth control. She definitely didn’t want any more children. She had gotten lucky that Christian was Kevin’s baby. Of course, Jesse didn’t know that and she didn’t plan on letting him find out. She wasn’t sure what had gotten into him, but she wasn’t going to complain as he was being nice and not hitting her or sexually abusing her. 

 She knew once the doctor released her to have a normal sex life again that it would start back up so she was at least going to protect herself from having his kids. She wouldn’t fight him when it came to sex because it just hurt too much. Maybe if she just laid there, he would lose interest. That hadn’t worked for her before as it had normally just made him more aggressive. Then again, he hadn’t been acting like he was now. 

 “What are you thinking about?” Jesse asked, taking Renee off guard. 

 “Birth control,” Renee answered. 

 “What?” Jesse asked. 

 “I want the doctor to put me on birth control. I don’t want any more kids,” Renee answered honestly. 

 She looked at Jesse out of the corner of her eye to see if he was angry but his expression was thoughtful. Maybe he didn’t want kids in the first place? He had said he had only wanted a sex slave since he was on the run. Having a bunch of kids would definitely be a burden if he had to pack up and run again. 

 “If you are thinking about birth control, then that means you are thinking about having sex,” Jesse suddenly said as he grinned. 

 Renee frowned as she said, “That wasn’t exactly what I was thinking about when I mentioned it. I said I didn’t want more kids.” 

 “You have to have sex to have more kids.” 

 “That’s true and you have made it clear before that no matter what I want you are going to have sex with me.” 

 Jesse sighed and said, “Haven’t I been nice to you lately?” 

 “You’ve been nicer than you were, but at what cost? Are you just waiting until I heal up from having Christian before you force yourself back on me? I’m not really sure why you are being nice.” 

 “I like you. You are the mother of my son. I’ve already told you that you belong to me now, so we might as well get along. I can be a nice guy. Would you rather me continue to treat you the way I am now or go back to the way I was before?” 

 “I’d rather you stay this way, but you can’t actually expect me to develop feelings for you. This isn’t a real relationship. I’m your prisoner. I know it pisses you off when I say it, but it’s true. All I can do is pretend in public and try to be nice at the house.” 

 “Being nice at the house is a good start. You might just find that after some time, your feelings will change.” 

 Had he lost his mind? Her feelings were not going to change. She was tolerating him so that he didn’t go crazy and do something insane like kill her, Christian, or Kevin. Her heart ached every time she thought about Kevin. Had he given up on her? Was he going to move on with his life without her? Even though it broke her heart, she hoped he would move on and find someone else to love. It wasn’t fair to him to live alone because she was no longer in his life. 

 He couldn’t go on wondering if she was dead or alive and waiting for her to come back when she never would. She prayed that he found someone to make him happy even though she would never be happy. Her eyes filled with tears as she thought about him loving someone else. She turned her face towards the window so Jesse didn’t see that she was about to cry. 

 They took Christian into his appointment and the doctor said he was looking really good. His weight looked good and he was developing normally. Jesse took her to her appointment and they all went in. The doctor did his pelvic exam while Jesse was in the room and Renee couldn’t help but feel uncomfortable. Jesse watched everything the doctor did and watched her face. Was he trying to see if she was enjoying it? 

 If he had ever had a pelvic exam then he would know that it was not enjoyable in the least. Once the doctor had told her that everything looked fine and she was completely healed, they discussed birth control. He set her up for an implant in her arm. At least it wasn’t pills. Renee had never been good at keeping track of pills. The doctor had told them to use condoms until she had the implant in and it had time to take effect. 

 He also told her that the scarring that had been there was minimal now and that they should continue to stay away from the items they had been using before. He had looked right at Jesse when he had said it. Jesse’s face hadn’t changed. He hadn’t even blinked. The doctor had to suspect something or he wouldn’t have kept bringing it up, but Renee never spoke up about the **** out of fear. Jesse had been good about covering his tracks. Not once but twice. He would be able to do it again and who knew what he would do the third time with nothing to lose.

Renee is a fun loving girl who meets up with Kevin and falls in love. What she doesn’t know is that Kevin has a dark past. It comes back to haunt him in the worst way. Unfortunately, Renee is caught up into it and it makes her own life a living hell. She is forced to become another man’s prisoner. She spends her days and her nights being tortured by him, until one day, things change. Will she ever see the man she loves again? Or will the rest of her life be one long running nightmare?

        Christian escorted the girls back to their dorms. Zendy hugged him and thanked him. Demi only said thank you to him. He watched as the girls go back to their room. Well, his part-time isn't that bad at all.
        He went to his room and take a quick shower. He dried his hair and then he strode to his bed as he picked up his phone and receive messages from a girl from his Technology Class.
Hazel: Are going somewhere this next weekend?
Chris: Maybe, I don't have a final decision.
Hazel: We are going to our family resort. Do you mind?
Chris: I'll let you know if my schedule is clear.
Hazel: I saw you with girls a while ago.
Chris: They had an emergency and I just helped them.
Hazel: Why are you closed to them?
Chris: I work for their dads.
Hazel: Hmm, we'll talk tomorrow. Good night *kisses emoji*
        Chris bit his lip. Maybe she'll be a good girlfriend. He also sent her a kissing emoji and he went to bed. He stared at the ceiling thinking on how Demi get frantic and running barefoot. Her feet are beautiful, and it was ruined by those sharp stones. It must be traumatic for them to have visions of catastrophic scenarios.
****
        Demi hasn't got sleep. She came to her class lousily and sit on her chair waiting for the teacher. She doesn't want to go to class right now. Her parents and siblings at her father's office and stayed there. She just wanted to be with them.
        After the first class, Athena gave her a drink to make her feel better. She thanked her and take it as she went to the locker to change her book. She glanced at Christian where a girl is clinging on his arm. Why is he passing by to their corridor? He should be in the other building.
        She ignored him and enter her code on the keylock and then opened it. She gasped when a cobra attacked her but before it attacked her, someone had caught it. The students screamed and Demi remained there frozen.
        Athena pulled her away from the snack as Christian hold the snake tightly and then Zendaya grabbed the garbage bag from the janitor and opened it from Christian as he inserted it there and he took the ribbon from Hazel's hair and wrapped it there.
        Zendaya looked around the students and she glared at everyone and then to the group of girls who are taking the video. She approached Jasmin and smirked at her.
"You'll pay for this. You messed up with the wrong person." She threatened.
"Dem!" Rhys and Raiden called and checked their cousin if she's hurt.
"Who did that?" Raiden looked at everyone. He exhaled and took his phone. He took out the chip of camera from Demi's locker and glared at Jasmin's group.
"Demetria," Head butler of their house called. He had the pin of Phoenix on his chest.
        They followed the head butler and Christian was left there holding the garbage bag with the snake inside. The faculties called the security to get it the snake. The janitor took it from Christian.
"What was that?" Hazel asked.
"It's a King Cobra. Dangerous." Christian said. If it wasn't for the skill that was taught to him by Dmitri, her face might be already ruined by the snake. "It's poisonous." He started walking.
"Where are you going?" Hazel asked. Christian stopped and faced Hazel.
"Can you please go on your own? We'll meet later."
        They are in front of Dmitri as he gave water to her daughter. She's still in shock and her weakness is a snake.
"Darling?" Dmitri called. Demi approached her father and hugged him as she broke into tears. Christian felt heartbroken as Dmitri comfort her.
        They all know that Demi has a phobia in snakes. Back when they are in their isolated mansion. Demetria nearly got eaten by a giant phyton. She's just seven years old and small and the phyton still lives in isolated places in their country. If the security hasn't gotten find her while she's getting wrapped up by the thick body of the snake, she might be already dead inside the belly of the snake.
        After Demi is calmed, Dmitri told them to go back to their classes. Raiden showed Dmitri the footage of Demi's locker.
****
        The day after that, they decided that Jasmin should be suspended but since her father is part of the investor in the Empire Academy, the father intervene. The cameras in that corridor have been covered by a fake tarantula and they installed the snake early morning before anyone would be in the corridor or classes.
        Dmitri as part of the board listened to them. Of course, he wouldn't let anyone hurt his family mostly his precious daughter. No one on the board except, Andel, Andromeda, Fin, and Moira know that their kids are in the school. So, they keep their identity hidden.
"Suspended?" Dmitri asked. "Mr. Erin, we are considering your daughter's actions toward the student."
"Mr. Black, it's just what kids do today."
"Yes. Its what kids do nowadays. Bully another after another. Or bullying someone who doesn't give a shit because it's not worth their time. In this school, we don't tolerate bullies even if their father is part of this board or a stockholder or an investor. What your daughter and her friends did is dangerous. Cobra is a deadly weapon. These kids have the greatest stupid parents." Dmitri said and they gasped from what he said. "Yes, I just said that. If that was my daughter, I would kill for her." He calmed himself. "However, since you are one of our investors, I think wen shouldn't suspend these kids." He said and Mr. Erin exhaled. "Expelled everyone that participated," Dmitri said it final and the Principal agreed with him.
        Mr. Erin stood.
"I will pull out my investment." He threatened. Dmitri turned back to him.
"Do you think I care for a little investment?" Dmitri asked him back. "Phoenix Empire isn't that lowly for a small amount."
        He left the board room and he went back to his office to café to cook for the kids. Demi is having a fever at this moment and Agatha helped him out since he chose that they should stay in the Empire Academy while they are still investigating the attack in their mansion.
        At that moment, the security reported for the drones and when they enter the house it's already on fire and after they check that everyone is safe, they called for backup. They manage to check the drones and at this moment Andel is checking it on their facility.
        Well, he doesn't need to worry about that. He made sure that the foods are sealed and hot when the maids would deliver it to Demi. Agatha insisted on visiting Demi so he let her while he would take care of Dean.
"Sir, you called for me?" Christian asked.
"Yes," Dmitri told him to sit down and the maids served the food to them. He put Dean over his lap. "I wanted to ask on how you find out that there's a snake in her locker."
"Well," Christian exhaled. "The first thing I notice is our bullet camera in the corridor with a fake tarantula. Then, Jasmin and her friends already filming Demi. She hasn't slept well that's why she doesn't probably hear the snake inside her locker. I got a good hearing so from there, I know that something is rustling on her locker."
"You learn well."
"Yes, sir." He picked up his fork. "I just wanted to ask on what would happen to those girls and boys?"
"All of them are expelled and banned to every Phoenix and Dragon facility."
"Oh." He nodded.
"They just hurt my precious daughter."
"Hmm."
"You see, we are all protective of our children. Even Freya had put the teacher that hurt Casey into jail and the school has been shut down. I would've just killed the girl for hurting my daughter. But she's safe because you save my daughter again. That girl should be very thankful to you that I didn't kill her." He mumbled. Dean looked up at his father and showed him the video. He had a small headphone that Dmitri put so he wouldn't hear anything that he said.
"When I have my own family, I would do the same."
"You should. Demi is my daughter. You see, her brothers love her and treat her more like a baby sister than she would treat them."
***
        Agatha went to the empty dorm with the maids as they went to Demi's room where Aria and Zendy are taking care of her. Demi is staring at nowhere.
"Darling," She called. Demi looked at her and sat up. Agatha hugged Demi tightly and kissed her forehead. "Are you okay now?"
"Yes."
"Dad and I prepared foods. You need to at least eat, love."
"Okay."
        Zendaya checked the website of the Empire Academy. The news of having Jasmin and her friends expelled is all over the social media after bullying a student by planting a venomous snake on the locker.
"Deserve well." Zendy showed it to her.
"That's a big investment that has been pulled out." Demi murmured.
"Don't worry about investment, I just put money on it to replace what we lose," Aria said.


>>>Mature Content !!! Read at your Own Risk... too much killing. 

Too much love could kill a person. 
For Andromeda, love could indeed kill her—if not physically, then mentally. It shattered her heart and soul when Zachary left her on that cold day.
Can love kill you twice? When they meet again for a twisted arranged marriage, she knows she should never fall again. But here she goes… falling for him slowly.  
*** 
For Zachary, love could bring everyone into life. However, his soul is dead after he left her cold and broken. He broke her wings. 
Zachary loves her dearly that he's willing to let her go so she won't get hurt and so she could fly and find someone who would protect her well. 
He gave her up, so she could find someone that would fulfill the duty of protecting her more than he could.
His love for her is too much that could give him life but somehow, that love makes him torture himself every day.
Now, it seemed like destiny brings them together and this time he will do everything for her. Even his life is at cost.

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