[Cliche, Warning... Due to my love of cliche's that is]

Sypnosis: Christian Roal a man with impossible dreams, on earth, there are many who like novels and manga and anime, However none more than him, His favorite... Doulou Dulo AKA Soul Land, He loved everything about it! and he couldn't get enough!

One day Christian Died from lightning that was actually Gold in color, 

Meeting a ROB (Random Omnipotent Being) He was given a few wishes and reincarnation or transmigration as an apology, 

Enjoy!

It was a dream come true. Christian still could not believe that he won the Best Story Plot Award. The crowd was cheering for him. The dazzling beam coming from the spotlight is following Christian as he walks through the red carpet. His gaze shifted to his editor, Ezekiel as Christian mouths the phrase 'I did it!' Ezekiel gave him a triumphant smile  and two big thumbs up. Christian took a deep breath before he ascends to the stage to receive the award. The guest of honors shook my hand while saying, "Congratulations!" He couldn't contain his happiness flowing in his slender body. Just then, a man holding a plaque is approaching Christian. Christian's smile became wider and wider as the man is walking closer to him.  The man leaned closer to Christian's ear and whispered. "If you want this plaque, finish your work." The man mumbled. Christian was surprised so he receded. The man just gave him a smile, and a nod. Christian looked at the crowd immediately. Unfortunately, the blinding light welcomed his blue eyes. It caused him to forcefully close his eyes or else he would be blind. 

When he opened his eyes, the first thing he saw is a light coming from his laptop screen. Christian yawned still feeling sleepy and tired, not until he sees the time. He immediately stands up, as a sign that he was startled and shocked. "What the actual--!" He screamed at the top of his lungs. 7:50AM. "I'm not even close!" He started to panic. I can't screw this up. Not with a 'legend.' He thought. Christian called one of his co-worker, namely Isaiah Jonas. When Christian heard that Isaiah answered the call already, he started to speak like a rapper. "Hello Isaiah, please come up with an excuse for me. I won't be working for today because something came up. Oh, maybe you can tell them that I'm sick or something. I owe you!" Christian didn't even give Isaiah a chance to speak, because he ended the call immediately. After the call, He continued editing and revising the story he forgot to finish last night because he fell asleep. Stupid me. He thought. 

Isaiah Jonas, one of Christian's colleagues. He is also an outstanding novelist who had multiple awards in his pocket. Unlike Christian, novel writing is just a hobby to him. It is outside his profession actually. However, when he is on top of his game, his written pieces are out of this world. Alongside with Christian and the two other novelists, he is part of this so called, The Seasons of Novelist. His penname, Gintz Riles — The Winter. Isaiah's novels will truly give shivers to your spine. Reading his novel will make you experience heartbreaks, unrealistic pain and loneliness. It is a type of pain which can't be furthermore explained. Readers are asking, 'What are your inspirations, or sources in writing?'  And his answer,  "Experiences." Some thought that he had a depressing background because of his answer, but it was actually not his experience. It was his friends' experience to be exact, unbelievable isn't it? It's just that he understands. With the testimonies he hears, together with his understanding and creative mind, the outcome is will be one of the best, maybe the best. 

Christian, on the other hand is The Summer. His pieces are warm, comforting and inspiring. Reading his piece will make you experience being wrapped with a warm blanket. It gives you the vibe of freedom, enjoyment and fun. It's hard to explain but somehow, it will cause you great amount of relief. Just like the sunshine, it will give you a smile. Just like a ripe fruit, it will let you experience its true flavor. The sweetness and the softness will hit on you. 

Christian and Isaiah are close to each other. They share the same interest, which is really ironic that they differ at the style of writing. Without the presence of the other, it would be too hot or too cold. Maybe it's the reason why they become good friends. Christian and Isaiah working together, is such a huge advantage. They will produce temperate pieces, not too sad nor too happy. It would be controlled if that happens. 

Isaiah, on the other line who just woke up, was shocked that Christian called. I bet he needs something. He chuckled. He answered the phone call and to his surprise, Christian talks really fast. He is like a machine gun firing countless of bullets. What a great morning. Isaiah frowned. He decided to let Christian talk first, but unfortunately Christian ended the call without letting Isaiah talk. Isaiah just let out a sigh and dialed someone's number. 

"Hello?" The voice from the other line spoke. It was a girly voice to describe it. "Well, I'm not in the mood to work right now. Tell the boards that I won't be around, also Christian said something came up so." Isaiah explained. Unlike Christian, he let the person respond to what he said. "I'm not going as well, I need to finish the storyline. I'll text Vinz then." The person on the other line said. "Oh, I see. Thank you Chelsea." Isaiah said as he drops the phone call. 

Chelsea Sky, a novelist who is also part of The Seasons of Novelist. She is the only girl who is part of the group. That just explains her outstanding performance in novel writing. Her penname, Luciel Salvatore — The Spring. Just how the flowers bloom, trees begin to grow and ice shards melt, It explains her style of writing. She builds up her piece's mood, making sure it is healthy, full of nourishment and blooming. Then, she will melt every reader's heart using flowery and captivating words. Her works are lovely, without having a cliché romantic story. It would definitely touch the reader's heart. Reading her novels will make you want to experience love again. Not just that, it will make you feel loved and treasured. Just like the season of spring, it is the beginning of growth. The magic in new beginnings is truly the most powerful of them all — Josiyah Martin, a famous author once said. She experienced downfall, failure and disappointment. Maybe Chelsea began to write like the spring and start once again. It's her inspiration after all. She loves flowers, especially when they bloom. Just like a flower, she also boomed. She won multiple awards after that downfall. She never stopped, she just restarted.

Chelsea searched for Vinz' number, then she sent a message. 

TO: Vinz Davidson +13****** (***) 
I won't be working at SC-PHI. I still haven't finished my storyline yet and I have to meet someone at 8PM. Please tell the boards I'm not feeling well. Thank you!

FR: Chelsea Sky +17****** (***)

Just a few seconds have passed, Chelsea's phone vibrated. She noticed that it was a text message from Vinz. 

TO: Chelsea Sky +17****** (***)
I'm also busy. Let the boards be confused.

FR: Vinz Davidson +13****** (***)

Chelsea let out a chuckle as she reads Vinz reply. She placed her phone on her desk so that she could continue working on her unfinished work. 

Vinz Davidson, a multi-awarded novelist. The fourth and final member of The Seasons of Novelist. His penname, Luci De Vil — The Autumn. He is truly a devil when it comes to writing. Though, it's not a bad thing. The melancholy of his piece is universal. How his harsh truths kill those hopeless lie. The way he open each individual's eye is fascinating. He is rough, sometimes hated but he rather inspire them to live in painful truth than believing in beautiful lie. A devil who terminates false-hope, misinformation and deceptions. His writing style is similar to the season of autumn. The hurtful downfall, is just a sign that a page was turned. He shows that letting go is not a lost, but rather a relief. Vinz inspires his reader how to look at different perspectives. He once said that, "The leaves will fall, but they let themselves fly with the wind." Who knows that downfall can be that beautiful, that's why his novels are deep. It's truly one of a kind. 

The Seasons of Novelist, the new generation of novelists in the present time. The four of them had won multiple awards. A literati built the so called group. The literati felt that they are compatible working with each other and fortunately, the literati was right and found some similarities. They all had different personalities, contradicting personalities to be exact. They all had different writing styles and genres. It is not because they won multiple awards. If awards is the basis, the group would be even more larger. But it is how they connect with every reader. How they touch their reader's heart, or how they communicate with them and express their emotions to them. Aside from that, they both share one personality. A personality that hinders them from working. Laziness. 

When Christian looked to his sliding window, the sun is ready to set, and the fleeting colors of the sky are fading away. It made Christian panicked but he is almost done. He looked at his laptop screen, as he checks the time. 7:15PM. Forty-five minutes before he will meet this legendary grammar analyst, so he hurriedly edit his story. 

Fifteen minutes had passed, and he finally finished editing. Christian leaned on his sliding chair while stretching his arms, as he let out a big yawn. He is tired and exhausted but he is meeting an important person. He went to his wardrobe to pick a formal clothes, just to give the legend a good impression. He is nervous as he buttoned his coat. He is pretty confident with regards to his story, but meeting a legend is something that he couldn't think of. Good thing the meeting place is near, or else it would be ashame to keep the legend waiting. He thought. Christian decided to fix the stuffs he needed to.

Christian checked if everything is prepared. The printed storyline, checked. Laptop, checked. Token, I don't have one! He panicked. Christian quickly grabbed his stuffs he needed, as he rushes to a nearby bakeshop. Should a red velvet cake will do its magic? He hesitated but he still ordered one. He looked at his wristwatch to track the time. 7:48PM. His face is sweating, his body is trembling and his foot is randomly tapping on the ground. Luckily, the red velvet cake he ordered is ready for take-out. Christian grabbed the plastic that contains the cake, as he runs towards the meeting place. He looked at his wristwatch again to check the time. 7:53PM. When Christian saw the time ,he rushed at the Tully's Coffee while holding the plastic. 

Christian reached the meeting place, two minutes early. He entered the place and asked the receptionist. "Hi! My name is Christian Simoune, and I had a reservation at 8PM." He said while catching his breath. The receptionist nodded and said, "Please follow me." The receptionist lead the way as Christian just followed. He is shaking, his heart is pounding faster, and his sweats are violently dropping even the facility is air-conditioned. He checked the time and it was exactly eight in the evening. Suddenly, the receptionist spoke. "We are here sir." The receptionist left immediately, leaving Christian alone. When Christian looked up, he is shocked to what he saw. He is surprised and clueless. A lot of question is currently running on his mind. 

What are you doing here?

Christian Simoune, a famous author.  Throughout his journey, he faced a lot of challenges. Unfortunately, He tends to feel burned-out writing because of those challenges. As time passes by, he experienced unusual events.  Will it help him reach his goals despite of the challenges he is facing?

But after a long time, His journey reached to an end. Is he happy? Is he satisfied? But the important question is, 

"Did he reached his goal?"

Ickapoo is lonely. But he should not hold grudges, forgive family murderers to heal.
This 2015 film by German director Wim Wenders, set in a Canada where each character speaks with a different accent, tells over a dozen years the story of a young man, writer Tomas (James Franco), who driving home stops just in time to avoid hitting a child who sleds into the road. He brings the wordless boy, Christopher (Jack Fulton), up to the house, where his mother Kate (Charlotte Gainsbourg) asks what happened to his little brother. The younger child, under the car, died. 

Over time Tomas recovers, and writes more novels. Occasionally he and Kate make contact. His relationship with Sara (Rachel McAdams) falls apart, and eventually he marries Ann (Marie-Josee Croze), a woman from his publisher's office, adopting her daughter, who's about the same age as Christopher. When the boy is sixteen (played by Robert Naylor), he writes to Tomas, by now a successful writer. After a confrontational phone call with Kate, Tomas agrees to talk to the young man, who's having trouble in school.
Filmed in Montréal, Québec, Canada, the film opens during the frozen winter that surrounds a young writer Tomas Edan (James Franco) living in a tiny cabin attempting to come up with ideas for his third novel. He is at odds with his girlfriend Sara (Rachel McAdams) and while driving aimlessly after a quarrel her, he accidentally runs over and kills a child. The one child he sees is basically unharmed and he walks the child Christopher (Jack Fulton) home to his mother Kate (Charlotte Gainsbourg) who, while happy to see Christopher, runs to the scene of the accident to find her other son is under Tomas' car, dead. The accident and its aftermath deeply traumatizes Tomas. Over the next 12 years, he struggles to make sense of what happened and continue on with life, becoming a very successful writer who marries Ann (Marie-Josée Croze), but when he looks in the mirror, he sees a murderer. Christopher (Robert Naylor) confronts Tomas about the accident years later and we are privy to see how even at that stage in Tomas' life the incident has bored into his soul.

Tomas' life is permanently changed, however, when an auto accident on a snowy road causes the death of a young boy and leaves the boy's brother Christopher (Jack Fulton and Philippe Vanasse-Paquet as a twelve-year-old) emotionally scarred and unable to give and receive love. suppressing outward expressions of grief, neither Tomas, Christopher, nor Kate (Charlotte Gainsbourg), Chris' mother, are able to achieve any release, especially Tomas who carries his unexpressed guilt around with him wherever he goes, like a chain around his neck. 

Though Kate, an accomplished illustrator, is forgiving, telling him repeatedly that the accident was not his fault, he internalizes his guilt and makes a half-hearted suicide attempt much to the consternation of his overbearing father (Patrick Bauchau). Franco delivers a sensitive performance as the conflicted author who is able to channel his suppressed emotions into his writing which become stronger and lead to long-awaited public recognition. 

As Tomas' career blossoms, he marries Ann (Marie-Josée Croze), a woman with a young daughter, allowing him to become a father for the first time. As told in a series of flash-forwards, Tomas develops a close friendship with Kate but his relationships with Sara and Christopher (Thomas Naylor as an adolescent) build towards a series of confrontations in which long held resentments explode.

Christopher accuses him of profiting from the accident - writing better, using the experience as material for his novels, faring better than Kate who still struggles to make ends meet. And he picks out a character in one of the novels and asserts that it is himself. Tomas, trying to maintain distance, explains that experience and imagination work together for a writer in ways not easily teased apart; he will not accept blame for the way their lives have turned out. When Tomas leaves after their conversation, the youth pursues him across an open space, then tells him to wait and fumbles in his backpack. We, and Tomas, are tensed for a weapon to come out of the pack - but instead, it's a stack of Tomas's books Christopher wants him to autograph. The moment could have gone another way - a bloody outcome all-too-familiar to the modern film-goer. These days, distant camera-shots of interiors through windows give us the sense of spying and stalking: impending violence.

In the final scene, the night Tomas wins a writing award, Christopher, by now a college student, breaks into his house and urinates on his bed. When Tomas and his family get home, Ann notices the smell. Police come and investigate, but they turn up nothing. Ann and their daughter leave for a hotel, unwilling to stay where they feel violated and unsafe. As he darkens the house preparing for bed, Tomas notices a figure on his lawn. He opens the door wide, turns on his kitchen lights, sets out a soda and a bottle of beer, and sits. Christopher comes in, gets himself a beer, and they spend the night in conversation we don't hear. In the morning the young man is ready to leave. As Tomas walks out with him, they look at each other a long time. At last, Tomas embraces Christopher, who hesitates then hugs him back. Both are finally smiling as they go their separate ways. It is the impossibility of Christ’s incarnation and forgiveness of sins that makes the law possible as Christ came to fulfil the law rather than to defeat it. Derrida’s injunction to forgive the unforgiveable and move into a Derridean third space of thinking the impossible forgiveness of sins and holding one accountable to the death penalty for transgressions committed is an extension of his meditations on hospitality and forgiveness, extending Christian charity, forgiveness and hospitality as a move that exceeds the law and exceeds the thinking of the possible but it is precisely this impossibility of grace, mercy,Christian charity and forgiveness which makes the law possible just as the exception is necessary to thinking the rule. Derrida thus makes a compelling case for thinking the impossible forgiveness and mercy as the exception that makes possible the rule of the law and the upholding of the legal necessity of the death penalty 
Both abolitionist and anti-abolitionist views thus make claims to truth on the basis of interpretation of divine law, and yet what both views fail to account for is the Christian passion which does not hold a sinner accountable to his crime with the passion of Christ in which Christ cancels our debt by bearing our sin and forgiving our sin. Hence both laws uphold a need to hold a person accountable to his actions and the necessity of punishment and retribution while the Christian paradox is precisely a cancellation of debt, a relieving of accountability for one’s actions, a forgiving of the unforgiveable.
This is the paradox of Christian charity, it gives and takes the place of sin and wrongdoing, in response to wrongdoing, one is told to turn one’s cheek, in response to one’s enemies, one is told to forgive, in response to debts accumulated and owed, one is called to cancel one’s debt and forgive, it is a giving in place of receiving, taking the place of he who has sinned and replacing indebtedness with forgiveness and cancellation of debt. While this may seem impossible to worldly eyes, Derrida precisely views Christianity as an impossible religion. 



The viewer is drenched in what it feels like to have a stalker know where you live, your habits, your family and friends. This story is ultimately an antidote to that sort of creepiness. Instead of the anguished blood-satisfaction of revenge, the filmmaker shows how heartfelt and fearless reconciliation bring forgiveness and healing in place of revenge. It would have been justice for Christopher to kill Tomas for killing his brother, but Christianity as a religion tells us to forgive and reconcile in place of revenge, and therein lies the redemption and healing in life which becomes greater than revenge.


It was the year 2046. In the distant and faraway planet or Yr lived a lonely alien named Ickapoo. It had no friends as all its species had been vanquished from a meteor storm. In its solitude and misery it pined for a companion.
Yr was a bare and inhospitable planet. With winds blowing at 150 km an hour, it was virtually impossible to see past the blizzard and storm. Ickapoo yearned for friends and company. Many a time he fiddled with his transistor radio, sending out messages and hoping for a response. He sent fire launchers and rockets into space, hoping that some space traveler would find out about his existence. Ickapoo was an alienated alien. In the same way humans wondered whether we were the only species to inhabit the universe, Ickapoo felt estranged and isolated from the rest of the cosmos.  Join Ickapoo on his escapades across galaxies and worlds in search of company.
Ickapoo the lonely Alien, 2046 is created by Chung Chin-Yi , an eGlobal Creative Publishing Signed Author

Hello, my lovelies! 

This is my third novel but this is a bit different from my other two novels. As you can see, I'm a FIRST POV author but I want to challenge myself. 

Now, it's written into the THIRD PERSON which is very challenging. So, if there are mistakes from every chapter, you can share them with me through comments or you can DMed it in Discord. 

My discord is liyanpark1013#1293

Also...

Some chapters of this novel are somewhat related to Christian since they are in the circle of friends. So, you will know what happened in Christian's relationship back in middle school and high school. 


Also, some chapters will explain what happened between Christian and Amiadainne. 

But it focuses more on Chance and Alyssum's story so please try it out.  


For now, please enjoy this chapter! 

Excerpt: 

"Chance, let my wrist go, or else, I will kick you right into your balls!" She threatened but he didn't listen. 


Rather,  he pulled her closer to his touch and ambled out of the building. She kept shoving his grip around her wrist apparently, he didn't have a plan to let it go. 


"Let me go Chance!" She protested. 


He loosened the grip, stopping their track. He started right to her fiery, glared eyes before he implores seriously,  "why are you averting me? Why did you accept my mother's offer?!" 


"Why do you care? I can date whatever I want!"


"Christian doesn't like you! He likes Mia so don't be so desperate for his attention! He will never like you!" 


Her eyes widened while stroking her wrist and to eased the pain.


He bites his lips, realizing his statement. He strolled closer to her, feel the pang of guilt inside his chest when her tears rushed through her cheeks. 


However, she was taken aback, and hastily, she wiped all her tears... 


"You don't need to rub the reality onto my face, Chance… In the first place, I know Christian didn't like me and will never be. Yet, you rejected your mother's offer." She uttered softly but her eyes kept telling her despair and anger. 


"Aly… I—"


"Yes, I liked Christian but… It's in the past. You have your chance to win my heart but you lose it. Now deal with it." She sternly said and left him behind...


Melancholy. 



She fell in love with a guy who protected her from the bad guys when they were little and she made a promise to herself that she would follow him wherever he went. She was very happy when seeing him and they became friends in school. 


However, the guy didn't even notice her feelings for him and instead, he loved someone else before he left without any track. She tried to ask his two older brothers but he can't say it since it became covert and even his friends didn't know where he went. He left her with her heart broken and lived in despair. She just wanted him to love her. 


Her name was Alyssum Bryne and she fell in love with her best friend, Chance Bailey. 


Will they have a happy ending? 


Or…


Will their path cross when fate gives them a chance to meet? 


The photo is not mine. It was taken on Pinterest, if someone wanted to take it down, you can DM me in discord. Thank you.

"Damon, can you go to the grocery store sweetie?" This is my mom, I love her cause she is a sweet-hearted person. She understands that I am A-social and don't like talking to people, and she is the one that buys me weeb-like posters for my room cause she accepts me as who I am. I'm a typical 17-year-old guy that likes anime a lot and plays games
"Sure Mom, Il go, what do you want me to buy?"

"Just some milk, carrots, cucumbers and tomatoes."
Oh man, school is going very bad for me, I don't have bad grades, in fact I have average grades.
I get bullied because I'm anti-social, and cause I like "Cartoon Girls"
I don't have a girlfriend, I'm still a virgin and I am an otaku.
Life Isn't too bad but I do hate it, I wish I would get ISEKAI-ed like in anime. But this is the real world pal, nothing happens like in anime, It's just boring and non-exciting.
While I was walking I was daydreaming and thinking of what anime to watch next cause I finished my 300th anime this year, I don't like manga or novels. or anything like that to be particular.
My hormones are raging through me and i have the biggest sex drive every day. I wish i could bang my hot classmates but they don't like a bit chubby weeb guy. They also like HOT guys, man I wish I was hot or slightly attractive, but my genes are bad I guess.

"Watch out!!!" Will be the last words I hear, apparently, I got hit by a speeding car, welp, I guess life is over, I played the best ero-games, watched the best anime, and I finished my 300th anime. I feel proud, but my biggest regret is I am a virgin, I wish I raped a girl so at least I could lose my virginity before I die. But I suppressed my urges cause i am a Christian and I have my morals. but whatever, where am I anyway? I only see darkness right now. but I still smell, touch, see, taste, I still have my senses

"Hello mortal, Welcome to the between land. This is where every lad is sent after they die, you had a quite interesting life if I do say so, You can choose to get reincarnated or to go to heaven. But. you won't have your memories or anything"

"How can I keep my memories then?

"You can't, unless.... A god chooses you to be their descendant, but that's too rare to happen so don't have your hopes up, you will also get a system if a god chooses you, you will get a lesser version of their powers, and you will get their soul in that system."

"What's a system?"

"I'm too lazy to explain kid, you won't get one anyway, so it isn't worth to explain."

"Ugh whatever, Just reincarnate me"

"WAIT!" Said an unknown voice

"Huh?" said both of us

"I will choose you to be my descendant, you are worthy!"

"Huh?!?!?!" says the angel

"Who are you?" I said

"Shut up, don't talk like that near a god, we are sorry Eros-sama please forgive this vulgar mortal"

"It is okay, Denmir, I like him, you will be my descendant"

"This is too sudden," I said

"What's going on?" I said again

Eros-sama explained everything to me, I will be his descendant, and I will get a small number of powers from him. He explained that in this world, Gods and Goddesses exist. Wars and destruction exist, and many universes,multi-verses, cosmic beings, and much mythical stuff, there exist an infinite number of worlds you can choose to reincarnate to. 

"What's a system," I asked Eros-sama

"Hasn't Denmir explained?"

"No he was too lazy, he said"

At this point, Denmir was sweating balls. He was so scared that he almost pissed himself

"DENMIR! EXPLAIN YOURSELF"

"Master, please understand that I didn't mean any harm, I just didn't think a god would choose a descendant at this time, And this man should know what a system is, there are many novels that explain that."

"I'm sorry but I hate reading novels, haven't read a single novel in my life" I said

"Oh boy...."
Then Eros explained everything to me, what a system is. in novels tho, but he didn't explain what this system does, cause he didn't wanna spoil the fun of learning the system

"Ok so Damon, What world do you wanna reincarnate in, I suggest a Cultivation world, you can increase your power a lot, and meet many beautiful ladies."

"Umm, what is a "Cultivation"?" 

"Boy, haven't you read any Wuxia novels? Oh, wait I forgot you don't read novels!"
Then Eros explained everything to be, From cultivation, how it works, to spirit weapons, and how to use them.

"Okay, so what kind of cultivation world do you wanna reincarnate in?"

Of course, I chose a world with many Beautys and undeveloped cultivation

"Okay, just so you know, you will remain who you are, you have to work hard to get handsome! Good luck, Il also be coming with you! I will be the system, see you!" said Eros-sama. 


I woke up, Where am I? I looked around me and say woods and bushes. I was in the forest!
I wasn't naked, nor was I dressed like a normal human from earth. I wore clothes that were from this world! This smelled, looked, tasted different! The air was so clean, with no pollution, deadly bacteria, bad smells in this world. Just fresh air, I felt 10x better, I still was 17, Still had my unattractive chubby figure. This was me!. The oxygen in the air was so fresh! maybe there was 2x more oxygen in the air.
It felt amazing, I read somewhere if the world had more oxygen, creatures will have more strength, stamina, agility. it truly felt like that, I was so happy I was out of the God forbidden earth.
My head suddenly started hurting like hell
[DING!]
Eros god system activated
"Hello there Damon, I'm here!"

"Wow, that hurt, anyway show me my stats, powers, and information on this world

Damon
Lv. 1
Cultivation rank: Not started
Strenght: 10
Agility: 11
Attractiveness: 0.1
Reflex: 3
Women: 0
Dick size: 5.7 inches
Had sex: 0 (still a virgin)
sex: M 
Weight: 100 kilos
Height: 188cm

Active skills:
Sex drive: MAX
Orgasm meter: You can see how close a girl is to an orgasm, Can be locked, so the girl can get more than 100%, can be disabled so the girl can't have an orgasm.
(you can get more active skills in the future from the shop)


Skills:
Sexual pheromone(increases the opposite's gender sex drive) LV. 1 (lv. can be increased from using it)

[SHOP] locked until lv. 2
Mission: Lose your virginity: 2000 exp and 3000SP(sexual points)
Take a girl's virginity: 3000 exp and 4000 SP(Sexual points)

Wow, that's amazing, Eros, show me the average adult male stats from earth

Average adult male stats:
Streanght:10
Aglity:10
Attractiveness: 10
Reflexes: 10
Had sex: at least 50 times.
Women: 1
Dick size: 5 inches
Wow, am I that unattractive?
"Master can buy Attractiveness boosting items from the shop, don't worry"

Okay good, I stand up and look for a nearby town, I have some gold in my purse. and a few silver coins. I don't care about losing my virginity until I have found the right one. Cause I am a Christian and I believe in sex before marriage is a sin, but now that I know GOD doesn't exist I don't care about that now, but I still care about finding the right one.
I search for what seems 6-7 hours and I see a nearby town, well it looked more to a City, it was huge, Around 500 square kilometers.
I approach the gate. The guards stare at me and then ask me a question

"What cultivation realm are you, how old are you, and the fee to get in is 1 silver"

"Hello, My name is Damon, I currently haven't started cultivation but I plan on doing so, I am 17 years old, And here is a silver

The two guards burst out laughing like maniacs

"What's so funny?" I asked

"You haven't started your cultivation? What a joke, most kids around your age are at the 4th realm of beginner copper rank! Whatever just get in.'

Ugh what's the matter with those two, Nevermind that, Now that I'm in the city I guess I should find a house, cause I do not want to stay in inns
10 hours later and -20 gold I've got a cheap house, not too big but it's not bad, I guess I should get some sleep, it late.

In a world full of gods and destruction, Eros, Is deciding on who to choose as his descendant as he is soon dying.
One day, Derwin, Wanting to go to the grocery store, accidentally slipped and died, unfortunately, he died a virgin even tho he lived to 17. He was your typical Otaku shut-in NEET with a lot of erotic posters and a lot of Ero games. Fortunately, Eros, Seeing that Damon loves erotic stuff, chose him.
Follow the life of Derwin, As he uses his system to become.....

(A.N)
Cover art is not mine, contact me if u want me to take it down

Christian was also surprised the ease at which the Chinese rolled off his tongue. Maybe he was assimilating with the old Xuemei's memories? The older woman froze after hearing Christian speak about this. Even the doctor felt awkward while mentally kicking himself for forgetting such an important thing. These were all standard questions for someone who was in a long coma, however, forcing someone to bring up their suicide… 
Sifting through the memories while the rest of the people were distracted, Christian started to understand the situation a little better than before. However, the more he understood, the darker his face turned. Although he has yet to fully grasp the situation, he was clearly supposed to be living in this body right now. Why did he get stuck with such an idiot?! After looking through the suicide clearly, he realized that this girl was only 14 when she committed suicide. What devastation could possibly throw such a young and thriving girl to despair? She was rejected extremely harshly by a boy that she liked and instead saw him chase after her "most-hated" rival. Just barely resisting the urge to roll his eyes, Christian had a feeling of jumping into one of those terrible novels that his cousin was obsessed with. Trying to calm himself down, Christian began to read off the girl's information like a file.

Name: Tang Xuemei
Age: TBD (14 before suicide attempt cannot determine how long she has been in a coma)
Family: Two loving parents, one big brother
Position: Was a student, also the young heiress to fairly successful Tang family which owns a bakery chain which started from Xuemei's humble baker grandfather.
Personality: Spoiled rotten by family. Extremely stupid. Petulant. Bossy. A bully towards the poor scholarship students at her school. Almost no good points to speak of currently.
Appearance: TBD (when 14, looks were decent but sense of fashion was horrifying)
Cause of Suicide Attempt: Lin Family's third young master. Decently handsome, kind, and smart. Loathes Tang Xuemei due to her obvious faults. Back then, starting dating Tang Xuemei's hated rival – Ning He Hua. Xuemei fell hopelessly in love with him at first sight and was infatuated. Her behavior became erratic and obsessive and did not allow other girls to get close to Lin through various measures. Used to things going her way, she could not handle such a severe rejection from Lin Jinsong. 

"…"
Christian held back his extreme urge to curse. If he died then he died, what could be done about that? But was fate f*cking with him or what?! If he was going to do something as ridiculous as reincarnate, couldn't the person at least be normal or even the right gender? Was this too much to ask for? Taking a shaky breath, he tried to calm himself down and think positively. 
"Xuemei, so you do remember… Please don't tell me you still have any silly thoughts? Auntie's heart can no longer handle such a scare. Madam, Master and Young Master were all heartbroken after hearing what happened. There has been no laughter in the manor ever since you stayed in your coma." Almost sobbing, the older woman quickly grabbed onto Christian's hand. Christian recognized her as the nurse who took care of Xuemei since her childhood. Sensing the older woman's sincerity, Christian's gaze softened and allowed the woman to continue holding his hand.
"Auntie Mo, there is no… need to worry. I… no longer… have such thoughts." Still not familiar with this new voice, Christian felt awkward as he continued to speak, but he felt it was necessary for him to speak up to ease everyone's minds. Maybe due to the extended inactivity, it felt like his tongue was heavier and his throat drier. "Auntie, how long have I been asleep?" 
Shocked by Xuemei's sudden calmness, Auntie Mo almost forgot to respond. Watching this young girl grow up, she could not believe that the Young Miss did not start by creating a scene after she woke up. "Young Miss, you have been in a coma for 3 years! Your 17th birthday passed not too long ago. Madam and Master could not bring themselves to celebrate so we just skipped over it…" No longer able to continue, Auntie Mo started to get choked up as she looked at the familiar, yet at the same time unfamiliar, face before her. 
"Three years…" So, he was already 17-years-old. Sharp pain suddenly burst out in his head as he continued to think. Groaning slightly, Christian held his head in his hands while trying to massage his temples. Taking a look at his dainty and unmarred hands, Christian felt his headache grow worse. Everything was too much. No matter how much training he went through to stay calm in sudden and drastic situations, he would never be able to easily handle what was occurring. Still lying flat, Christian could feel his eyelids growing heavy again before falling into a deep sleep. He could faintly hear the worried shouts of Auntie Mo, but he could no longer pay attention to her words as only a deep darkness remained.
…
Sometime later, Christian could feel his consciousness returning. His eyelashes fluttered before he finally managed to open his eyes once more. Staring up at the white ceiling, he quickly glanced around before deeply sighing. Still in the same hospital room and still the same new identity. There was definitely some part of him that still believed it was all a bad dream. However, waking up once more, he had to start accepting the reality placed in front of him. Propping up onto his elbows, Christian tried to sit up only to realize, with extreme distress, how weak his current body was. Hearing his struggles, the other people in the room also woke up. During that initial glance around, Christian saw that his family had arrived and they were all sleeping on the couches inside the large private hospital room. Rushing over to the bedside, they could see a pair of bright and big eyes staring back at them. Tears filling their eyes, all of them could not say a word. Christian gave a half smile not knowing how to face this new "family" of his. Broken down by such an expression, Madam Tang finally burst into sobs while Master Tang supported his wife with tears running down his own face. Although, Xuemei's brother still had a rather cold expression, one could see the sincere relief and happiness in his eyes. A rare smile even graced his hard-set lips.
"I'm sorry…" Other then this, Christian really did not know what to say. He really wished he could slap the original owner of this body. With such a loving and well-off family, what did she lack that she would actually dare to just jump off a building to commit suicide with no other worries? He really felt speechless towards such selfishness. 
"No, no… As long as you are alive, everything is okay. Mom is okay with everything, you just need to stay alive. Okay? Mei-er, my daughter, thank… thank you for waking up!" Struggling to speak evenly between her sobs, Madam Tang just tightly held her daughter's hand for fear of this situation being fake.
"Sorry? Of course, you should be! Wasting three years of your life in bed like this over some idiot like Lin Jinsong! I just hope that you have seen the light after suffering like so. I will have you know that the bastard did not visit you even once." Unlike his soft-hearted mother, Young Master Tang was not about to sugarcoat his words. How distressed he and his parents had been after seeing her condition could not be put into words. A simple sorry was completely and wholly inadequate. 
"Tang Xueliang! What kind of words are those?! Your sister has only just woken up!" Red-faced in anger, Master Tang quickly reprimanded his son. Xueliang said no more but his lips tightened into a straight line obviously showing his unhappiness. It was not that he loved his little sister any less than his parents, but it was exactly because he loved her so much that he wanted her to live better now. Unlike his parents, he felt that coddling her was only going to allow her to drop right back into her old ways. This was the best chance to set his sister on the right track. A brush with death would change anyone, right?

Christian Yi was a stone-cold Special Ops officer in the military. Living his life with a gun almost always pointing at his back, he never let himself relax and managed to always safely come back. He believed that his luck would last forever, only until it inevitably did not. However, he shut his eyes content with the lives he had saved feeling that he lived his life to the fullest. Only...
He actually opened his eyes once again. To his surprise, it was not his body! The person was not even the right gender! How is he supposed to live his life now? Follow Christian in his new life as Tang Xuemei. 

Sneak Peek:
"Hey, beautiful~ why don't you let me buy you a drink?"
"Why don't you let me pay for your hospital bill then?"
"Hospital? I'm not sick..."
"You will be if you don't remove that ill-mannered hand of yours." A certain girl chillingly smiled.
"Hm? You let me buy you drinks, though." A certain man happily remarks next to the girl.
"Well, of course, if my good bros want to treat me to a drink, why wouldn't I let them spend their money? You're like my daddy long legs and I don't mind being your charity case!"
A certain man passes out in anger...

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When I woke I was all nice and warm I could hear voices a ton of voices it hurt my head so I focused on trying to turn off my telepathy, 

Due to me have the Ultra Adaptation stuff I  managed to make a mental off and on button, I soon felt tired so I fell asleep, 

6 Months later: Its been about 6 months and from what I have heard from my parents that my parents hang out with the Danver Family, that must be Carol's family apparently I am suppose to be born on the same day as Carol, and other then that nothing exciting happened. 

3 Months later: It should be time for my birth from what I have heard from light novels it hurts alot, then all the sudden I feel a squeezing feeling it did HURT ALOT, as I was coming out I heard 
"Push! Push! You can do it!" And screaming strangely enough I heard whimpering it was something like

 "Ouch ouch ouch ouch! Can you not squeeze my hand so hard?!?" 
I didn't hear the rest do to the pain

When I got out I screamed and cried like a normal child should I got picked up by nurse and she wrapped me up in cloth, the pain subsided or it was more like I could ignore it easier, I was handed to my mother
and she was beautiful, straight black, hair hourglass figure you get she was beautiful, my father was handsome too It was going to be a good life, 

2 years later I decided to walk at 11 months when I could've walked at 6 months I said my first words at 15 months when I could've at 10 months and during that time I fell down the stairs making my blunt resistance reach level 20 that would've hurt also they decided my name would be Christian Hale my last name is hail. Oh my mom is calling me "Christian we're going to a friends house they have a daughter your age so your gonna get a friend"

"Yaaaaa!" I replied in baby language

So my mom picked me up and and went over to the car it was a Daimler DS420 a really nice car, so we got in the car and Mom and dad started talking about politics, so I tuned them out when we got there I was introduced to Carol

"Christian, this is Carol say Hi"
I waved my hand mom then put me down on the ground and I waddled over to Carol and booped her on the nose with my finger, we both giggled I then dragged her outback and we ran around and played for a while, until it was time to go

3 years later we have played for 3 years we played on weekends and 3 times a week, I am going to my first day in kindergarten,
"Hey Christian!!" I look over to see Carol "Hey Carol, are you excited for the first day of kindergarten" 
"Of course I am but I bet you arnt you are super smart and probably know all this stuff already" Replied Carol
"Shhhhhh I am keeping this a secret from my parents so I dont get sent to higher grades without you" I look to my parents which are waving and smiling at me I wave back at them
I then look at carol, and then I pull her to class 

She shouts while shaking her hand "Hey! I can do walk my self you know" I just chuckle and say
 "I know you can walk by yourself its just you would take years to get to class if I didn't pull you along"

So when we got to class I pulled her to the back of the classroom and sat down "So how do we make friends?" Asked Carol, "Hmm dunno dont care I already have enough to worry about with just you around I dont need another monkey running around" I replied in a lazy voice

 I only act like this when my parents aren't around due to the the fact that I could probably, I never get intellectual challenge and I have Photographic and Eidetic Memory, and yes their is a difference. 

Although the terms eidetic memory and photographic memory are popularly used interchangeably, they are also distinguished, with eidetic memory referring to the ability to view memories like photographs for a few minutes, and photographic memory referring to the ability to recall pages of text or numbers, [Thanks Wikipedia]

 So when I got out of my inner monologue I saw Carol was talking to a black girl, with black hair, as I was studying her I heard carol call, 
"Hey Christian this is my new friend Maria Rambeau, I know the last name is kinda weir-" she says in a hyperactive voice 
"Its not weird you just aren't good at pronouncing names" whine Maria "I have decided you are apart of our group, My goal is to become the first female combat airplane fighter I have some models of WW1 Planes you wanna see Christian helped me make I" Declared before rambling on "And Christian is just following me around encouraging he really doesn't have a goal, so he will join the air-force too will you join us, we will be doing experiments and exercising everyday-" 

I interrupted her lazily before she could continue  "You guys need to learn so make sure to learn in class" 
"What and you dont need to? I dont believe so sir!" Says Maria in a Tone that is like an adult talking to a child, to which I replied lazily "I have eidetic and photographic memory so as long as I have one look at it I can recall it" she snorted as Carol just laughed when I look at her my eyes soften from my usually cold and lazy eyes, and I said to her "You do whatever you want and ill be with you along the way" and so we went along the days adventuring doing experiments some of them are dangerous but I was always there to catch them if they fall so and my  blunt damage and scrape resistance is now 40 and 20 respectively and I somehow got slash and piercing resistance probably due to the adventures we have had in the park and then they combined and became physical damage resistance and made it restart at level one which I managed to get up to level 50 due to the combination of all the resistances, now someone had to be at the level of a UFC and then we are finally at the end of the school year and school is out in 2 days, we decided we would go out to a place and go karting

Honestly I am just making these for my self to read but if you enjoy you enjoy it so if it is enjoyed I will post most of the chapters I write for my self on here

Hello how are you
Let me introduce myself I am the Author of this book (reflections). This book will mainly deal with my "Reflections" and Opinions on various topics.
I started this book because I want to practice my writing and one day become an Author and make a living writing books.
I have had many thoughts and ideas; to write my own Original books. But when I sit in front of the computer I go blank
So I thought about writing a fanfic, to practice my writing, but still, I was left blank. Despite also having many ideas and story and character development. I was blank; I did not know what to write or how to put my thoughts into words.
Then one night I got the idea to write a book about my thoughts.
And so this book was born.
I decided that the first chapter would be a presentation:
To begin, I want to say that I am: a Christian, I was born in a Christian home and raised in a Christian family.
I believe that God created the Universe and everything in it.
I also think and believe that everything happens because HE allows it to happen; if "good or bad" things happen.
I really like Anime; I started watching Anime at 12 years old. The first one I saw I saw it from YouTube on my cell phone. The first anime I saw was; Rurouni kenshin or (samurai X), I saw him until the fight with Shishio, after that fight it seemed to me that he lost quality and I didn't see him again.
The second anime that I also saw from YouTube on my cell phone was Medabots. I saw all the chapters.
Later I saw inuyasha but I left him because he bothered me with inuyasha. I don't remember the reason, but it did bother me a lot XD.
Then I saw Ranma ½ that anime I liked a lot. I was surprised to learn that it was the same Author as inuyasha. I saw all the chapters. The movie and the 14 ovas. But I haven't read the manga yet.
I started looking for animes in Latin Spanish and I found Kenichi. I watched all the chapters of the anime. and some time after reading a post on Facebook an image where he posted where the anime ended to continue it in the manga. I read all the chapters of the manga
About ½ after seeing Ranma, a relative loaned us his laptop. (The reason I was watching anime with the phone was because it had no speakers and it had outdated audio drivers and I didn't know anything. I thought I had a faulty audio card, but not that it had outdated drivers. I found out in 2019. all the time thinking it was the audio card but it was the drivers when I found out I was feeling stupid and ashamed of my ignorance).
Cough cough
 
As I was saying after my relative loaned us the laptop, I started watching anime on animeflv.
There I found To Love Ru, an anime that became my favorite for a long time. I liked the comedy and how the characters interacted, as well as the personality of the protagonist. And I think it's an excellent anime (it's one of those guilty tastes that I have). But if there's one thing I have to say that I didn't like it was the excess of ecchi and fanservice on the part of the authors and I think this really hurts the job. Because it's as if the authors thought more about pleasing the readers than developing the characters and the story.
Then I saw Soul Eater, Rosario + Vampire, Katekyo Hitman Reborn. Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann and many other anime.
 (One Piece I saw almost 700 chapters without audio I stayed where Luffy defeats Doflamingo).
Since my computer had no audio, I started reading manga. I read them on TumangaOnline. That's when I read Kenichi, Rosario + Vampire, Re Monter. That's where I read the Manhua from Tales of Demos And Gods. In the comments I saw that someone commented that he had a novel and I liked it so much that I looked for it and that is how I started reading web novels.
 
I don't like watching sports on television. I find them very boring.
I like to exercise, although I am very lazy, (but it is not entirely my fault since I was born tired, after I was born the doctor had to pat me to cry) so sometimes or almost always I don't. (TT_TT)
I graduated from Bachiller of Science at the age of 15. and a few months later I passed the introductory course to study medicine. (Premedical).
And at 16 and a few months I started college. But I didn't make an effort to study, and as expected I ended up losing the year. And if he failed the last quarterly exam he ran the risk of being expelled, so requesting a temporary withdrawal from the university "accused of family problems."
As the new school term begins, I started with a slightly more focused and serious mindset. Two months after starting and being close to the first trimester exam. The teacher in charge of my year calls me and tells me that that year I cannot attend the school year, due to the withdrawal request that I had previously requested, that I had to wait at least one year before I could resume my studies.
After that I became very depressed.
After about 6 months had passed, my mother told me if she wanted to study education at another university. She told me that a friend told her that the introductory course was about to start and that few people signed up, and she asked me if I wanted to sign up. and I answered yes.
I passed the introductory with a high mark and started my first semester in the College of Education.
It goes without saying that history repeated itself, started the semester motivated but that motivation was gradually lost. Mainly because he had many free hours, due to the lack of teachers, who had left the country.
I finished spending the semester, (With some subjects postponed), but I had already lost the desire to continue so I did not continue attending.
 
It has been almost 5 or 6 years since I graduated from high school and I have not done anything with my life, I do not study and I do not work becoming a holder of the Neet Title.
Sometimes I wonder how my parents feel about me, they feel Disappointed. Annoying or perhaps proud, but how would they feel proud of me, if I have not done anything I have not achieved anything.
To be honest at this age I already saw myself as a successful person with a home of my own. Independent, and that I would have bought my parents a house on the beach. That I know, they would be proud of me, and I could take care of them.
Not like I am right now, the misguided and disappointing stereotype of an otaku.
But I don't want to continue as I am now. I want to be better. Beat myself.
 
That's why I want to be an Author making a living with what I like, writing novels, writing and exploring fantasy worlds, making people happy with my stories.
Horre my God. Honor my Parents, Honor my Family.
 
Doing what I like, working on what I like.

I wanted to write a book, but when I sat in front of the computer I was left blank and did not know what to write or how to write it, although I have many ideas and developments, I did not know how to translate. my ideas.
Then I came up with the idea to write a book about my thoughts and opinions on various topics. To practice my writing in that way.
I am Latin American and my mother tongue and the only language I know is Spanish.
I write the chapters in Spanish and translate them with the google translator. That is why I ask for your patience and tolerance to forgive my spelling mistakes.


The cover is not mine I downloaded it on pixabay and the user who published that beautiful images is rhemzART

Hi my names christian the title doesn't really explain it but I'm a author of several novel I'm also a sorta starter artist I can do anime photos off the internet, I can also do little people like from comics but they sorta look like a five year old drew them, and last but not least I am good at drawing heads with faces and hairs but not that good I'm trying to become a better artist so I can hopefully make this and my other novels into a comic so you can see what the characters look like without having to picture it I hope I can do that soon so I can make the comics that you guys or girls would like but any way I mainly focus on romance adventure stories and if you guys stocked with me throughout this entire time you guys know I don't really put a main villain and I don't add a plot to it that's one of the reason I ended my novel raging love because I couldn't think of anything like a plot or a villain now I'm going to make when I'm done with the current novels a new raging love novel but with a different title called raging time I'll give you a short description when I figure out what's it about, now to my life I'm 14 years old born June 30 I'm a preborn baby I think I said that correct it's basically when a baby is born sooner then it was supposed to be, I had speech issues when I was 1 I only started speaking at 3 years old my writing is promptly terrible well it's not that bad just a little messy I'm not good at certain things in the occupation of writing one of them is punctuation as when you read the other stories, I usually don't add commas and periods, and it's not because I'm a complete stupid person it's because I don't really know how to use them. Now enough about that your probably wondering what inspired me to become a writer well i didn't write as a little kid but usually when I was 6 or 7 I used to play with toys usually those wwe toys I used them to make believe and create my own world I stopped around 8 but any way I was kinda bored with my life there was no imagination so I moved to WEBTOONs and stuff like that and read books like prince private baby or vampire charming where the evil step sister, or sister betray the mc in a way now those are comics but when it was books novels and stuff like that is where my imagination button kicked in I started to feel like I was in the story and stuff so that's when I got the idea at 11th grade I wrote story's at school of course I didn't quite use any apps I kept them to myself because they were well terrible a lot of misspelled words, now back to life my life was sh*t because when I was little my dad left and before that I couldn't even remember half the stuff I used to do or any of my friends my race is Puerto Rican I moved houses when I was eleven, I lost contact with most of my friends, and after that a lot of stuff happened but I must go there will be another about my life chapter it just won't be soon it will be near future.

Hi my name is Katie levin at least that’s my totally normal people name my superhero name is mistress of calamity ya it’s really long but most people ok not most all people just call me calamity because of my superpowers is fire and ice I know it’s like that supercool anime but it’s also not like it my superpowers can cause...massive destruction if not careful I only use it at 1 percent now your probably wondering how the actual frick did I get my superpowers well you see there were these special rock things that flew out of the sky hundreds of years ago my family was the first to get powers when scientists tested on powered people they were frightened they thought it wasn’t hereditary and it would weaken over time but were they wrong my ancestors powers used to be fire and water now it’s ice and fire because of how strong it’s become now ever since that happened there’s been superhero licensing sorta like that anime again but also unlike it it’s optional most superhero’s don’t want there info out to the public eye so they don’t use the school license but as superhero came to be supervillains also came to be the thing I know is that this worlds gotten dangerous since powers risen and normal people declining

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