Hello, everyone!

Another story done! Thank you so much for reading up to this chapter.

Originally, this is just a very short story. As in five chapters lang, hindi ko na lang alam kung bakit at kung paano ko siya napahaba, ayun. Hahahahaha! Second decision ko ay gawing upto 10, 15 chapters, pero eto nga... umabot ng hanggang Chapter 20.

I know the ending was a sad one, but that's a reality, and I didn't plan to make a second part of this book...

...yet.

Hahahaha, lol. Ewan ko, kung maconvince siguro ako ng readers na muling gawan si Nico at Via ng pangalawang yugto... baka makumbinsi niyo ako. Lol. Pero for now talaga ay wala pa akong naiisip na plano.

'Yon lang... thank you so much for reading. Thank you so much for commenting... lalo na doon sa mga grabe kung maka-comment. Hahaha. Sobrang love ko 'yong mahahaba niyong mga comment. 🥰

Please support my upcoming novel, an Adventure-Romance novel. I hope magustuhan niyo rin iyon.
Entitled: A Tigerman's Love.

Ciao!

#Niconduktor
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-- use these hashtags kapag may ipopost kayo online para mabasa ko❤

Also I have a Youtube Channel, please subscribe: Ayradel De Guzman. Search niyo na lang, I'm also writing songs and parodies about stories and romance❤

I was told to fall in love with engineers. To try make a relationship with a basketball player, or maybe with businessmen or with doctors. Because for them, that's what I deserve. 

Pero 'yong puso ko? Tumibok para doon sa kundoktor ng bus na sinasakyan ko pauwi.

Hello everyone! I'm sorry I haven't been writing much... I'm busy

I do have some GREAT news though! Me and a group of friends are going to make the story a Roblox Game! Idk when we will start, but we will sure learn how to code. I did make a group though, so join it! If you tell me you liked the story and join the group, I'll put you in the "Dragonbreather" role!



Roblox Group ~Firebound~ 


https://www.roblox.com/groups/6143664/Firebound#!/about 



Rules:

Be appropriate in the chat

No OD'ing (Online Dating)

No cursing

Don't spam the Creator/Vice Creator, the Main Admin, and the Admins about anything - if you have a question, contact the Creator via Email/Roblox and the Vice Creator via Email/Roblox/Discord Server (when made)

Read the QnA's before asking any questions

Don't ask for personal information

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I will post the QnA'S here so you can see them first-hand:



Q: How do I become Admin?

A: The Creator has to know you in real life/contact me when she needs you if you don't live close, and know you are trustworthy. You have to be a person over the age of 10 and under the age of 18 (unless she says you can join). If you keep begging me after she says no/don't answer, she will ban you from the game for a month. Sorry, but we warned you. Asking again though is perfectly fine, just please don't spam/ask after she said no the second time



Q: Can I friend you, the Creator

A: She will follow you if you donate 5+, that is so she can help keep track of who paid the group and maybe a giveaway of 200 Caracki (either every month or every few months). If you read the story, like it, email her the screenshots as proof, and donate over 80 robux, she will DEFINITELY friend you! Your support is really needed!!! Remember though, you can always follow her and join the game! Just don't spam her and ask for things, she will give things out when the time comes/she wants to.



Q: Can I friend an Admin?

A: Email the Creator personally what Admin, why, and she will tell them. She will email you the answer asap. Remember, you can always follow them too!



Q: How do I become a Dragonbreather?

A: You have to join the group AND like the story! If you don't know the story and where to find it, it's named Firebound on Webnovel (A free reading app with comics and novels) - https://dynamic.webnovel.com/book/13697866405856005?utm_source=writerShare&utm_campaign=4305870114



Q: Can I be a character in the story?

A: Not a Whinok Child or an Amulet Maker, sorry. You can tell the Creator what type of Breather you want to be though, and she has a list of names she can give you. Or if you have your own name, she will take it to consideration. If she agrees, you will be in the story and maybe an NPC in the game to talk to (She will make sure to write in the "Credits" who you are.) if the group agrees. She will give you 100 Caracki, just join her and tell her who you are, the type of Breather you choose, and your Roblox name (so make sure you wrote it down because we might not remember)



Q: Can I offer you my ideas?

As: YES! ABSOLUTELY! All ideas are wanted, just email the Creator or contact the Vice Creator via email or on the Discord Server, and we will get back to you asap (if we accept an idea, the Creator will write down who they got the idea from and give them 50 Caracki when they join the Creator's server)



Q: Can I help create things/with the music?

A: Like the Creator wrote for Admin, she has to know you in real life/contact her when she needs you if you don't live close, and know you are trustworthy. You have to be a person over the age of 10 and under the age of 18 (unless she says you can join). If you keep begging her after she says no/don't answer, she will ban you from my game for a month. Sorry, but you were warned. Asking again though is perfectly fine, just please don't spam/ask after she said no the second time (when you ask her again, it needs to be AT LEAST a week apart from the first time)




Q: Can I get free things/a discount?

A: That depends on many things. It won't just be for one person if the Creator were to do discounts, or give out free things. If people bug her, she will rise the price of in-game bought items for two months (things that cost Caracki). If she joins a server, and people DON'T bother her and DON'T ask for things, she will give out things like food and Caracki bought at the store. NOT ROBUX (if there are people asking and others not, the ones who aren't will get free things. They shouldn't be punished for other's choices)



Q: Can I get a refund from the things I bought?

A: What the Creator recommends on doing is take a video/screenshot(s) of your purchase and make sure you get what you bought. If you bought something and it doesn't work, exit out of the game and retry. If it is still not there, email the Creator or the Vice Creator the video/screenshot(s) of you purchasing the item and you reloading the game/Roblox. If they see that you didn't get it, the Creator will definitely give back your money (and maybe 125 free Caracki for the troubles)



Q: Can I subscribe to you, the Vice Creator, and/or a tester on YouTube?

A: You can, if you want, to get updates, a notice for giveaways, and previews! This is not required, but for certain giveaways, you MUST be subscribed to that person to be in it. It is not required though if you don't mind missing out on giveaways, previews, and updates. (The creator will also make some videos showing her coding, her cat, something about the story, and MAYBE her outside with some friends in general/in the group [if they agree])



Q: Can I join your Discord Server?

A: Yes, absolutely! The Creator doesn't have Discord herself, so the Vice Creator owns it. That Server is for posting ideas, questions, comments, or concerns on. Don't spam him please, and most importantly, don't send anything else that isn't related to the game or story. If you come to say hi, that is fine, but don't come to have a chat. It's for those who have questions, comments, concerns, and ideas (was not created yet)




Q: How did you think of any of this?

A: "I loved dragons as a little kid, and in my 5th grade class, we had to write about something. I wrote about a dragon named Winter (Creator - WinterIceNSkyDragon1) meeting a dragon named Skullfire (Tester - G0RL0K), and that's when it started. I have been writing since. Then I thought that I can create a game for people to enjoy, and they can also read my story. Vice Creator is Icestriker, Main Admin is Oceanwave, and an Admin/Music Composer is Poisonland," writes the Creator



Q: Can I send a fan-pic of a dragon you made/an OC?

A: You can if you like, and the Creator might post it on the wall where you create your character. If she chooses to do that, you will earn 50 Caracki per drawing. Send it to the Creator via email for her to go over it (if not picked, don't worry! Send in more and see if you'll be picked! [Name will be on the game info/group {if your in the group} and the picture])



Q: I have a different question

A: Great, we are glad to help in any way we can! Email the Creator or contact the Vice Creator via email or the Discord Server, and we will get back to you asap

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Here are the ranks in the group:


Creator/Author - WinterIceNSkyDragon1


Vice Creator - MRBOBBERSIN


Main Admin - WinterSpirt06


Music Composers/Admin - SpaceUnicorn1011, Merrybear06, _


Build Helpers/Admin - Natthatcat17, cupcake_lover929, Min3craftDerp, G0RL0K


Admin - kyle302230, master_alexis2,  XxgirlswontheworldxX

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Donated - [Players who donate to the group]


Dragonbreathers - [Players who join the group and are reading the story {have to comment on story and/or email the Creator or Vice Creator screenshots to receive credit}]


Members - [Players who join the group]

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Contact Info/Follow Us!



Creator/Author's
                 ~Email: winterashunay@gmail.com

                 ~Roblox: WinterIceNSkyDragon1

                 ~Xbox: WinterInSDragon 

                 ~Pokemon Go: WinterInSdragon; 4690-4653-6027

                 ~Discord: N/A

                 ~Youtube: Winter Ashunay - sub for updates, previews, and more (when the game is made)


Vice Creator
                 ~Email: xdragonslayer115@gmail.com 

                 ~Roblox: MRBOBBERSIN

                 ~Xbox: IPeeSometimesYT 

                 ~Pokemon Go: N/A

                 ~Discord: Crusader#6118

                 ~Youtube: IPeeSometimes - sub for updates (when the game is made)

Main Admin
                 ~Roblox: WinterSpirt06

Builders

                 ~Roblox: Natthatcat17

                 ~Roblox: cupcake_lover929

                 ~Roblox: Min3craftDerp

                 ~Roblox:G0RL0K
                       ~Youtube: G0RL3X (both G0RL0K's and master_alexis2 channel)


Music Composers

                 ~Roblox: SpaceUnicorn1011

                 ~Roblox: Merrybear06


Admins

                 ~Roblox: kyle302230

                 ~Roblox: master_alexis2

                 ~Roblox: XxgirlswontheworldxX





~Work In Progress~

As the world started, dragons roamed the Earth. There were mammals to prey on and to have as friends, and there was plantation where there was suppose to be. Water was where its suppose to be, and mountains pierced through the ground. One day, the great God Opalheart and his mate, Rainbowquartz, had a son named Prismshard. As he grew cold and selfishness took over him, he wanted to be the god of the whole world. One night, he killed his mother in her sleep, thinking his father would die from being heartbroken. Turns out he was wrong, so he tried to find all eleven amulet makers (animals that were chosen to watch over the Whinok Children). They refused and killed him on the spot, but his soul transferred to one of the amulets: sky. It is said that whoever receives this amulet will either perish or overcome it and defeat Prismshard forever. As Opalheart is devastated, he agrees with all eleven amulet makers to make an amulet for special children named a Whinok Child. These children would have a shiny glow to them and their eyes, they would have two types, and they will be left at some point by their parents. As they set out across their land of Dragonheart (what the Dragons call their Homeland, AKA Earth) looking for a hiding place to find all of them, the prophecy of the Whinok Children would be united and Dragonheart would forever be saved from these endless souls. Knowing this, Prismshard's children, the Fierce Ones, will fight until all Whinok Children get captured, weak, and suffer until they die from his own power.

Dear Diary,

A singer, a dancer, a rapper, or a dj?

My parents already has ideas of what I will be in the future.

It is like in a story from a book, "The warrior is born, the guardians are awaiting for his powers to awaken, then his destiny is fulfilled", he saves a mysterious woman from burning alive", the story from my favorite book, "Austin The Warrior Prince", by D.D Alvis, the greatest author who ever lived. In my Opinion.


I love books!

I read Warriors of the Cross by Austin Hernon. 
Warriors of the Cross by T.R Graves they have the same name but different plotlines and series of books.

I am passionate about war and history, because I'm a geek, and I love to read. 

I also love sports!

I love baseball, basketball, volleyball, Tennis, Rock Climbing, Snowboarding, Swimming, and Running. I especially love surfing. I surf almost all year, having to live by the beach, gives me the chance to go out into the water the whole day during Summer.

Yes, summer my favorite season.

I get to wear my favorite bikini, go out with friends, or stay in and barbeque, best of all to see the boys scattered along the beach.

I love fishing too.

I play VR games, Online games, I live stream all my game sessions, and I have a million of viewers everytime I play. 

It's not my only routine, I also do beauty blogging, I do youtube videos of my lifestyle, my fitness and eating habits. I have a website for clothes, styling, and since I rollerskate and skateboard, and ski, I also have a blog that journals all my hobbies and documents all my travels. My website is www.chelsey'sBigWorld.com
My Youtube channel is Chelsey Everyday, I chronicle all my makeup tutorials, my advise columns, I talk about mental health, Anti-bullying, and self love, I am a big supporter of LGBTQ, and I respect all races, religion, and all kinds of belief especially Veganism andveating only Organic food.

I travel with my parents, they are retired and all we do all day is be busy blogging, cooking, gardening, Golfing, sipping wine at dinners, hosting all sorts of parties and events, hosting pool parties, cocktail parties, Dinner with the governor, and Prime Minister, my Dad's the former CEO of the biggest tech Company in the continent.

I am only in highschool, but I have the best education one can ever dream off, I took up ballet lessons, piano lessons, Japanese Culture, French Cuisines, I speak 5 languages, German, English, French, Japanese, Korean, and I am now studying Mandarin, and Cantonese for my Foreign Exchange Student trip next year.

I have the busiest schedule, you won't even begin to imagine how to start my day.

I don't have breakfast, I do intermittent fasting, I drink a green vegetable smoothie, I eat brunch sometimes with my friends, with always avocado toast, and Dalgona Coffee, the trending drink right now.

I also do Tiktok videos with my dogs, they are annoying as fuck. But I love them.

In the evening, I make a video of how I wash my face, I put on moisturizing mask, colagen mask, and use a depuffing jade roller. I do the Guasha face massage technique for the face after, which I really love.

I have a dream too, I am planning to take up acting, modelling, and be a NASA engineer and go to Mars someday. A little ambitious, but I take care of myself, I sleep 8 hours every night, I don't drink iced water, it makes my stomach bloat, and plain room temperature water is the best for digestion. I study Science and Math they're my favorite subjects in school. I tutor all my classmates, and I have the best grades, so I will definitely be a scientist one day.

Lastly before I go to sleep, I do a little room tour and here is my west elm bed, and I love anything beachy and tropical, only whites, blues, and green in my bedroom. I have a little night light that I keep the light on, so I could see the stars at night, when I open the windows. I love the smell of the ocean and rain.

I love flowers and gardening, I love growing my own vegetables, my Mom is a chef, so she works hard on her garden, that is why I help her too in taking care of it. 

I also have the habit of keeping my crystals and salt lamp near the window so they could recharge their healing powers when the moon is up.

So I don't have a boyfriend yet, but if I do, I would very much like the tall dark handsome, funny guy type.

My Mom tells me not to date anyone until I am 18, so Guys beware. My Dad tells me also to always look my best.
That is why I exercise everyday, I do yoga and pilates, I run at the beach each morning. I don't usually eat takeouts and junk food, but I endulge in carbs. I love chocolates too.

If ever I will have a boyfriend, I will make them know my worth. I will not let myself go, all out. My faith is stronger than my desires. I will keep my virginity until Marriage.

God that was so hard, because I haven't met someone who will love me as myself.

Boys think I am weird, I am perfect, and boring, but I am who I am.

I hope someday I will meet someone nice who will respect and love me for me.



Xoxo

Chelsey

She is the girl everyone wants to be best friends with. She is every boy's dream girl. She has the best looking house at the beach. Only thing missing, is the best Summer of Chelsey's Life.

Author RXBACKAFXINGMI 
WARNING!!!🚨🚨🚨 ⚠️⚠️⚠️

[pertama-tama sebelum membaca, karena ada kode² pada setiap kata yang tersisihkan gambar, jadi kalian bisa membuka kode² itu di Wattpad di akun Wattpad @RAFXBACK INI LINKNYA https://my.w.tt/cThlOUTWmT] 

Aku tidak bisa memberitahu benar nama lengkapku, ini kisahku. Ya kisah nyata, aku sangat malu jika aku memberitahukan namaku. Karena kisahku ini sangat lucu dan aneh, aku hanya berusaha menulis beberapa kata, mengapa itu terjadi sampai aku datang disini? Itu karena aku ingin menyampaikan pada orang-orang terdekatku dan menceritakan semuanya namun kembali pada kalimat di atas, aku sangat malu itulah penyebabnya. Jadi hal ini menyesakkan saat aku memikirkannya sendiri maka dari itu aku datang dan menulis beberapa kata. 
Ini tentang aku dengan seseorang yang kusukai di medsos, ah! Aku tidak mengenalnya sungguh! Tapi mengapa aku menyukainya dasar aneh. Ini memalukan namun, aku benar-benar ingin menuangkan semuanya tentang apa yang kupikirkan dan aku rasakan beberapa minggu ini. Tepatnya di bulan desember lalu 2018. 
Ah! Benar-benar gila! Apakah harus aku memulainya, aku bahkan malu untuk menceritakan hal ini walau sekarang aku di depan laptop dan sangat malu mengutarakan dengan menekan-nekan tombol keyboard OMG. Jadi begini, dia adalah Korean Guy Namanya Ahn Sejoon, ah benarkah aku harus menceritakannya? Ya karena aku sudah di depan Laptopku dan berniat menuangkannya maka ayo kita mulai. 
Entah sejak kapan aku berteman dengannya di salah satu media social Facebook. Tapi yang ku ingat aku telah berteman di dua-dua akunku itu. 10 Desember 2018 pukul 20:09 PM. Saat itu pada akun yang satu yang sangat jarang aku pakai. Sedangkan pada akunku yang satu mumgkin sudah sedikit lebih lama, saat itu pada akun yang sering aku aktif aku pernah mengirim pesan yang berbunyi "Mari berteman" memakai bahasa korea tapi aku telah menghapus pesan itu karena ia sangat lama membalasnya. Dan iapun membalas pada hari yang sama 10/12/18  22:35 PM. Dengan memakai bahasa korea "iya teman". Gambar screenshot di bawah ini aku tidak memakai messenger karena ada sesuatu yang harus ku privasi. 
 (untuk gambar screenshot nya nggak bisa di perlihatkan, aku masih belajar disini){ Link Untuk melihat gambar2 screenshot nyapada akun wattpad} https://my.w.tt/cThlOUTWmT} (1) 
Seperti yang kalian lihat itu adalah percakapan awal kami. Setelah itu dia menghilang, dia memang selalu seperti itu. Pada tanggal 11/12/18  6:25 AM aku berusaha membalas pesannya "senang bertemu denganmu". Sebenarnya perkapan kita memang berhenti pada akun yang itu tapi pada akun yang satu, aku mengirimkan stiker Happy Birthday padanya, sebenarnya aku sudah melupakannya, karena waktu itu ada notifikasi di akun yang jarang aku pakai bahwa ia sedang ulang tahun. Gambarnya seperti ini. (2) 
Tepat 16/12/18 pukul 08:36 AM saat ulang tahunnya. Keesokkan harinya baru ia balas, dengan mengirimkan "Like" dan Stiker detak jantung. Kami saling membalaskan Stiker dan berakhir dengan tanda "Like" itu saja pada 24/12/18.  Saat itu ia belum memakai messenger, pada 30 Desember ia memakai messenger. Ia memakai Messenger saat aku mengirimkan video Tik Tok padanya. Ya percakapan lainnya tidak bisa saya tunjukkan karena itu privasi. 
Mengapa saya menyukainya? Jawabannya simple tapi sebelum itu saya ingin bercerita dulu. Pada awal saya berteman dengan orang-orang asia timur like jepang, Korea dan China, itu karena satu jawaban saya waktu itu, saya ingin mempelajari bahasa dan budaya mereka itu saja namun kalian pasti tahu orang asia timur itu sangat dingin-dingin seperti musim dingin, sangat susah kalian akan berkomunikasi dengan mereka apalagi hendak berteman. Itu saja mengapa. 
Dan jawabannya mengapa saya menyukainya? Itu karena dia berbeda dari mereka, walau kadang ia membalas pesan saya sangat lama tapi ia akan berusaha membalasnya dan membuat saya senang adalah ia adalah seseorang yang bisa diajak chat/berbicara memakai bahasa ennglish. 
Kita akrab semenjak ia memasang status dan story di FBnya mengenai gempa bumi dan tsunami yang terjadi di selat sunda banten dan lampung. Entah kejadiannya kapan tapi kami akrab dan berbagi satu sama lain. Dari situlah aku memanggilnya Oppa karena aku tahu dia kelahiran 97. 
Dia sangat mengetahui tentang Indonesia, dia bilang dia pernah pergi ke Indonesia 7 tahun lalu dan ia pergi kebali bersama keluarganya dan disana sangat panas. Aku menanyakan alasannya mengapa ia mengenal Indonesia, iapun mulai bercerita tentang temannya yang berada di Jakarta namanya E*sa biasa ia panggil dengan sebutan S*sa dan mereka sangat akrab. Ia juga mengatakan bahwa ia mengetahui Indonesia karena sering menonton di Youtube, tapi ada satu alasan yang tidak bisa saya percaya yakni ia mengatakan bahwa neneknya menceritakan bahwa ibunya berasal dari Indonesia. Sumpah demi apa saya saat itu tidak percaya dan tidak akan percaya!. 
Aku menanyakan apakah dia memiliki kekasih? Ia mengatakan bahwa ia telah putus 6 bulan lalu. Dan ia adalah singleable sekarang.
Dia berbicara tentang keluarganya dan lain-lain, hingga keseringan kami Chattan aku mulai menyukainya karena ia berbeda, tapi,.. pada suatu hari ia mulai curhat padaku, dan alhasil aku mulai binggung dan terus bertanya padanya, ia menceritakan tentang sahabatnya sesa yang berkata kasar dengannya dan ia sakit hati padanya atas kata-katanya. Gambarnya sebagai berikut, (3) 
Hari Rabu tanggal 3/12/19  jam 10 :18 am dia curhat padaku dan aku sangat binggung. Sih Oppa lagi kenapa nich  mengapa dia terluka? Akupun binggung kenapa harus di curhat sama aku? Tentang masalahnya dengan temannya. Pikiranku mulai kacau saat si teman yang di Chat itu ngeadd aku di akun yang aku pakai. Pikiranku mulai kacau dan tidak bisa mencernah saat Sejoon Oppa mulai Curhat. Pertanyaanku bermacam-macam, 
"apa kau menyukai S*sa?" tanyaku. "tidak. Kita hanya teman hanya saja temanku menanyakan apakah kita berdua dating? Dan aku menanyakan pada s*sa, tapi sesa malah mengatakan sesuatu yang menyakitkan dengan kata-katanya". 
"sepertinya temanmu menyukai s*sa". Kataku. 
" tidak. Dia menanyakan aku dan s*sa karena kami sangat dekat" jawab Sejoon Oppa. 
Aku menanyakan padanya mengapa s*sa mengaddku di FB, mungkinkah dia marah padaku karena sering Chatt dengan Oppa dan terjadi masalah besar OMG. S*sa mengirim pesan sangat marah padaku. Dan aku tidak bisa berpikir dan melupakan hal itu hingga dua hari. Maaf aku tidak bisa menunjukkan isi teks itu, karena itu privasi. 
S*sa mengatakan bahwa jika aku menyukai sejoon maka katakana saja, karenaku dia dan sejoon bertengkar. Karena aku mengatakan pada Sejoon mengenai Chatnya yang marah-marah. Oppa mengatakan padaku agar melupakan hal itu dan meminta maaf padaku karena telah membawaku pada masalah yang hanya masalah simple saja. 
Saat Sejoon Oppa mengatakan itu aku tak bisa melupakannya dan berpikir selama dua hari, aku minta bantuan pada temanku untuk membantuku, temanku mencurigai Sejoon Oppa adalah dalang ia membuat akun palsu untuk mengerjaiku kata ketemanku padaku. Karena memang akun itu di buat tanggal 27/12/18.  Dia mengatakan sepertinya Sejoon sengaja berbuat begitu karena ia menyukaiku, tapi aku berpikir lain. Ia mengatakan padaku apakah kalian pernah Video Call dan aku menagatakan ia, berarti akun yang bernamakan sahabatnya itu adalah palsu. Tapi  setelah mengecek kebenarannya, aku mencurigai Sejoon sebagai akun itu dalam hati. 
Aku marah, kesal dan emosi mengapa ia berbuat seperti itu! Tapi aku selalu berpikir positif dan mencari kebenaran demi kebenarannya. Mulai saat itu aku sudah jarang Chat dengan Oppa. Aku selalu menunggunya aktif untuk mencari jawaban demi jawaban. Siapakah dia?! Rasa sukaku mulai hilang dan haus akan kebenaran dan jawaban. Aku ingin mengetahui tentang kebenaran itu! Tuhan tolong tunjukkan kebenarannya dan aku ingin sekali melihat jawabannya sungguh. 
~~
Hari ini aku sengaja keluar akun facebook dan messenger saya, agar jangan terlalu menunggu si Sejoon Oppa, semenjak hari satu ia mulai tak aktif saat ia mengirimkan pesan "I hope you liked" dan sampai hari senin ini dia tidak aktif. Sungguh aku menunggunya dan ingin mendapatkan jawabannya, siapakah dia dan bagaimana kebenarannya. Kalian tahu aku melakukan apa? Aku mengirim pesan agar ia mengirimku sebuah foto tapi sampai sekarang ia belum membaca dan dan membalasnya. Aku akan menunggu, kalian pasti bertanya mengapa aku keluar dari akun Facebookku kan? Ya Jawabannya simple aku tidak ingin memantaunya terus karena aku harus akan jawaban dan kebenaran siapa dia! Maka dari itu aku keluar, tapi tenang aku selalu aktif pada akun yang satunya memantau dia aktif atau tidak, mungkin ia sedang sibuk. Karena waktu itu ia bilang tahun ini(2019) ia akan mulai masuk kampus alias ingin kuliah. 
Oh iya, kalian pasti bertanya dimana ia tinggal, ia tinggal di seol, yangsan-i. entahlah aku tidak pernah pergi kesana jadi aku tak tahu pasti dimana, tapi saat kalian menulusuri di map kalian pasti akan tahu. 
Satulagi informasi tentangku, aku tinggal di Indonesia timur, waktu Indonesia timur sama seperti waktu di korea, jadi tak ada perbedaan sama sekali. Entahlah apa yang di buatnya. 
Euhmm, ada sesuatu yang aku selalu pikirkan mengenai Sejoon Oppa. Aku sempat berpikir mengapa ia selalu online di tengah malam sekitar jam 23:00 dan lebih kadang jam 03:00 begitulah, dan sering online hanya sebentar. Kalian tahu apa jawabannya? Ia bilang jaringan sangat lancar tengah malam, apakah itu jawabannya? Aku pernah bertanya apa yang kau lakukan saat kau pertama kali membuka internet, ia akan membuka Youtube dan message, apakah itu benar? Entahlah, membuka youtube untuk mencari informasi. Yang waktu itu aku pernah curiga, aku search di youtube tentang apa yang dilakukan pelajar korea, dan aku mendapat informasi kalau pelajar korea dari pagi hingga jam 11 malam mereka terus belajar dan mencuri waktu sebentar untuk bermain jadi mungkin ia pas jam 11 malam lah ia mulai search internet walau sebentar. Aku pernah dikirimkan hasil screenshot dari ponselnya dan itu menunjukkan waktu yang sama denganku dan ia memakai Wifi juga banyak pesan berbahasa korea dari teman-temannya. Dan OMG mengapa aku mencurigainya? Aku sempat berpikir tapi, tidak bisa aku tidak bisa mempercayainya sumpah yang ku inginkan adalah jawaban siapa dia!!. 
Aku akan menunggu hingga dia aktif! Lalu aku akan mempercayainya, balaslah please siapa kau!!aku bisa gila jika aku tidak akan mendapatkan jawabannya!. 
Dia pernah majang story tentang tentang fotoya namun aku sudah menghapusnya tunggu aku aku cari dulu. Aku sudah mencari-cari foto yang ku screenshot tapi foto itu telah tehapus. Aku akan benar-benar berusaha mendapatkannya karena aku pernah memajangnya. Yang tersimpan adalah screenshot dia saat notifikasi panggilan VCnya.  Aku benar-benar gila. 

Aku akan kembali, jika mendapat jawabannya. 
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Aku kembali, kalian tahu berapa jam aku mencari-cari dan membongkar Googleplay store, Youtube dan file manager ponselku? Aku benar-benar telah menemukannya aku mencarinya dari jam 10 AM hingga sekarang jam 16:08 PM. Ini adalah hasil pencarianku. (4) 
Karena tidak menyerah aku mendapatkan sebuah aplikasi yang sudah kudownload beberapa di ponselku namun juga tidak bisa mendeteksi akhirnya aku menemukan aplikasi sebagai berikut. (5) 
Ada nama Biasku disana, Yixing. Oh God Thank you. Akupun mulai membukanya dengan hasil sebagai berikut. (6) 
Aku menunggu penuh harap akan menemukan foto yang ingin aku tunjukkan untuk kalian. Dan foto itu sebagai berikut. (7) 
Dia menunjukkan dipostingan itu "Post Or Not" dan aku mengomentari bahwa jangan di post. Dasar bodohnya aku. Dan ia tidak mempostingnya, ia malah menganti sampul akunnya dengan NCT Jaehyun, tambah membuat penasaran saja nich Korean Guy!. 
Oh iya dia aku ingin menunjukkan Notifikasi Panggilan Videonya, yang pernah ia panggil di akun messengerku. (8) 
Syukur aku menyimpannya di Memo ponselku. Sampai disini dulu saat aku mendapat informasi baru aku akan segera kembali dan datang menulisnya lagi. 
Hari ini 08/01/19  aku kembali, aku mendapat informasih tentang dia seperti ini. (9) 
Dia sangat sibuk karena sedang menyiapkan diri dengan ujian masuk kampus, sepertinya aku harus berhenti menelusuri tentang dia deh. Rasa curigaku dan kehausan akan jawabanku tentang dia keknya salah deh. Akun baru itu memang temannya, ah benar-benar. Tidak aku harus memastikan bahwa itu dia, aku akan menunggu saat-saat aku akan benar-benar memastikan bahwa itu memang dia. Aku yakin aku akan mendapatkan jawabannya, aku akan kembali setelah ia tidak sibuk aku akan menuliskan semua fakta dan jawaban.
Oh iya ada informasi yang kuingat tentang dia, saat itu di kotaku terjadi gempa dan dia menanyakan keadaanku, karena kalian tahulah tahun 2018 Indonesia terus berduka karena sering terjadi gempa bumi dan tsunamikan. Ya, ia menanyakan keadaanku. Dan aku mengatakan bahwa aku baik-baik saja. Ia selalu mengatakan percaya pada Tuhan dan Tuhan akan berada di sampingmu jangan lupa untuk beribadah. Ya dia menyuruhku, lantas saat  aku bertanya dia beragama apa, ia menjelaskan bahwa ia tidak bisa menjelaskan tentang itu karena sistem keluarganya dan ia sensitive tentang hal itu, bukan hanya keluarganya yang sensitive tapi semua orang dan tetangga-tetangganya juga begitu. Akupun mulai bertanya apakah dia percaya pada Tuhan? Dia mengambaikannya. Ya sudahlah, di dalam pikiranku aku akan membuatmu percaya akan tuhan kau mengatakan padaku jangan takut dan percaya pada tuhan tapi saat aku bertanya kau malah tidak bisa menjelaskan. Itu saja sebenarnya sangat panjang, tapi aku tidak mau menunjukkannya hanya saja aku menulisnya. 
Hari ini tanggal 10/01/19 aku kembali hai hai hai. 
Aku rasa aku sudah mendapatkan kebohongan yang terungkap dari Si Oppa. Waktu awal kita Chat ia mengatakan mamanya Orang Indonesia yang pernah aku ceritakan itu, aku mengatakan bahwa aku tidak percaya. Ya emang jelas itu bohongankan hahaha, lihatlah percakapan ini. 

Dia mengatakan bahwa neneknya mengatakan bahwa mamanya orang Indonesia, kek dia bilang di nggak tahu, ya aku bilang dia untuk bertanya pada Mamannya.(10). 
ya, namun ia bilang kek bermaksud bilang mamanya udah meninggal gitu udah lama. Tapi di Chat itu pada Chat kedua di bilang gini "aku ingin pergi menjadi office administration, BUT MY MOM wants me to be a solidier" dilihat dari kata-kata itu dia udah bohong ya. Euhm tapi mungkin papanya nikah baru mungkin, jadi mama angkatnya gitu heheh mungkin, positive thinking aja kali yeh?!. Aku akan tetap mencari kebenaran tentang dia sampai semua terbogkar, Siapakah dia! Euhm tengang rasa sukaku sih keknya udah ilang ya hanya tinggal rasa penasaran dan haus akan jawaban tentang dia. Cukup sampai disini aja dulu ya, hooo aku menulis ini hari hari, sih awal Chat sama dia nggak begitu haus jawaban tapi setelah ingin menulusuri tentang dia dan euhm, siapakah dia aku jadi nggak percaya dan ingin membongkar siapa dia itu sebenarnya. 
(to be continued) 
{nomor2 itu di beri tanda ada foto2 yang tidak bisa aku masukkan🙏} i'm kalian bisa mengecek Akun Wattpad ku. maaf jika banyak Typo, aku akan melanjutkan jika. aku mendapat semua informasi lagi tentang dia. aku akan kembali menulis, terima kasih untuk mengunjungiku.
Wattpad Akun untuk kalian Kunjungi @RAFXBACK link menuju Wattpad untuk melihat semua gambar2 yang di beri nomor2 (https://my.w.tt/cThlOUTWmT).

Siapakah dia? Aku akan mengungkapkan tentang dia!link menuju Wattpad untuk melihat ada gambar2 di didalam ceritaku https://my.w.tt/cThlOUTWmT Akun Wattpad @RAFXBACK

I'd like to start by saying that I grew up in shit because the image would be the most realistic that comes to mind. To start like this is not usual and I imagine that the followers of this kind of style are not so numerous then, to follow the herd I will introduce myself meekly by following the codes pre-established and accepted by the masses.

My name is Jason Chase, 24 years old, owner of a strip club in the evening and incidentally I also sail through the muddy waters of New York, just to make a maximum of dough. 

Currently I am in my office and I am testing a new recruit. A 20-year-old brunette, a professional cock sucker 34D cup, whose ass I'm gonna blow up in less than 2 minutes. Her large pink nipples that roll between my fingers inspire me to open up to you, so I knead them to better find my inspiration. 

That's not where I was going with this, but this aside seemed to me to be important so that you would know who I am. 

In order to better understand who I have become, it is important to glimpse the parents that the lottery of destiny granted me. To do this, let's look back 16 years and enter a modest apartment as dark as it is disgusting. The pious woman, the god's bitch who holds this smelly rat hole, is called Rose Chase. 

She is what we could call a two-sided hypocritical woman. A bitch who in the shadows mistreats her kids and who in the light preachs the word of a god who never existed. Rose, who knows no other way to raise her 2 children than with a belt and singing repetitive and useless homilies, imposed her sectarian dogma on my sister and me, that didn't even allow us to open our mouths at the risk of being locked in the room, known as the: (Redemption chamber.)

I humbly admit that when I exploded her face with a church candlestick when I was 14 years old, I thought for a moment that I was going to come. Again, I get lost because it's a whole other story. A story that opened my eyes and allowed me to find my own way.

My father: May his soul rest in peace. My father was not a bad man. In fact, when I think about him, now that I am better able to understand what he had to go through on a daily basis. I understand that he too was a victim of this self-proclaimed apostle. 

He was simply an alcoholic of no interest. He was a simple man, a man like we could see a lot of in my neighborhood, a loser asshole who ruined his life and ended up dying of liver disease. I hated my father and I wanted him dead, but fate hated him even more and he beat me to it. 

When I was 8 years old, the world was by no means the way it is now. Internet sources were clearly insufficient. They did not allow the user to fully enjoy himself. Stupid blogs and other forums for frustrated women, you could experience online pleasure but trying to navigate for useful purposes could be considered a waste of time.

The world itself had nothing comparable with the current one. I think it had a different charm and that over the years we slowly regressed. 

Today a guy yells at a woman because she spends all the money in the house, the next day this bitch posts it on the internet as a brute or some deviant. Kids on motorcycles have fun harassing, then filming adults on the roads just to show their shit videos on Youtube, so that they feel recognized by the greatest number. Phenomenon of degenerates who dress like clowns, or morons who try to communicate with the afterlife and piss themselves when they think have succeeded... Denunciation, alienation, harassment, welcome to you in a kind of new Third Reich. 

My opinion on those women and kids who without even noticing it contribute to the creation of a new kind of paradise for Nazis? Not much. Really. They provoke me, we find their bodies in the east river.

CHAT LOG

DopeTurd: Take my money💸💸💸

Just A Bro: Another game to no life😂

Angel_Abi: Not what I was expecting🤔

Devil_Lizzie: I want to play 

AntiMagic: Wow the song matched so well🔥🔥

. . . . . . etc



"No one puked, right? Good cus it only gets wors and even though it looks dark its actually just a story of light versus darkness. It's just about a fighting tournament where the world will be ruled by darkness if earth representative lose. The Fatality might seem a little much but it's just a way for the fighters to intimidate the next opponent. On to the release date drum roll please *Drums play* It's out now. click the link below to download it for free. Also, you can play online against other people. Oh by the way if you want to find out how to do the Fatalities, well to bad I won't tell your just gonna have to experiment with the controls"


CHAT LOG:

AntiMagic: Free!! My favourite price


Devil_Lizzie: Downloading now 😁😁


. . . . . etc


"Right the song is called Outside its uploading to my YouTube channel as we speak also you can find the trailer in my new YouTube channel called HUNT games. You can expect me to make more great games and please tell me any problems you run into as I will try to fix it"


"Come on lets play. Gamer versus Game Developer" said Samantha enthusiastically


"Nice, sounds like the perfect title" Said Theo


"I already beat you to it" Said Samantha with a smug smile.


Theo shrugged and opened up Mortal Kombat. He then invited Samantha through HUNT GAMES. Then she joined his server.


"I call dibbs on Sonya Blade" Said, Samantha 

"Yeah, go ahead, I'll take Sub- Zero," Said Theo

Their face cams were then moved to be just under the image of the character. 
Their character walked on from the side of the screen giving a small greeting line before getting into their fighting stance. Then a commanding voice sounded "Fight"


Samantha went into her sweaty mode as she fully understood that she's playing against someone who knows every move that the characters possess and it doesn't help that he most likely has the best combos on lock.


Samantha's character immediately jumped at Theo's character with the intention of doing a kick to his head but Theo quickly blocked and retaliated with a combo sending her flying back.


Losing a lot of health she decides to play it safe by keeping her distance and shooting her gun and drone at him. Theo simply used Sub-Zero move, to kick low while sliding under the bullets, covering the distance he does a crazy combo that completely depleted her health.


"Finish her" said the in-game voice. 


Theo just through a quick jab at her, ending the first round with a flawless victory.

CHAT LOG:

DopeTurd: dat block tho 

Just A Bro: I'm halfway through downloading

Nosescope27 Sub-Zero is really 'cool' 😂😂

xXMilk_BagXx: I wish I had a computer

Sledge582: Destroyed much😂😂

XBLINK213X: Lasted 3 seconds LOL

Devil_Lizzie: I wish my WIFI was faster😫😫


"Hey, can you try and turn down your skill, I mean can you least make it so that I've have a fighting chance" Said Samantha with a pout.


"Okay, I'll limit my combo's to only 4 hits and I won't use any ranged abilities" Said Theo with a smug grin.

In the second round nothing changed as Theo wiped the floor with her and then performed a Fatality on her. The fatality he had performed was freezing Sonya's body up until the head, then decapitating the head off and catching the head. With it in Sub-Zero's hand it was then frozen and punched leaving nothing but ice crystals.

"Fatality, Winner Sub-Zero"

A few smart people counting Sophia noticed that before performing a Fatality   Theo made Sub-Zero do some weird movements. This was understood as the secret for doing a Fatality. 
  

5 games later Samantha was left completely defeated after seeing no way of beating Theo. She had even tried playing other character but in the end she still lost.


"I think its about time we make things interesting, so how's about we do dou's, you pick someone from your chat to be your partner and I'll pick one from mine" Said Theo



"Yes that's a great idea" Said Samantha


Even though Samantha had been losing none stop she was showing signs of improvement as she had actually landed hits on Theo. Even though she was losing Theo was patient and taught her a few of the games mechanics. So gradually she was beginning to put up a good fight.


After ten or so games later Theo and Samantha had played with multiple different fans from their chat. It was an enjoyable experience for Theo, Samantha and the viewers.


During the time of their stream, his game had already gained an unprecedented amount of players. In one hour the number of players had already reached crazy 30,000 players.


Mortal Kombat had even gained some international interest. Theo saw that people in the chat began to ask about why the wait time is so long. This was an easy fix as he just needed to rent more servers to accommodate more players.

Warning: Harem, system, slow-paced, CRINGE and system with a bad personality. 

This has been dropped. This is my first novel which had a lot of problems from the pacing, power scale and grammar. Read knowing that it has no end.

To be a star is a simple Idea but to turn a boy that's been secluded from Society into one is much more difficult. Even if you took on his body you still felt his anxiety, insecurity and more. It's slow but worth it.

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Authors Note: The novel you are about read contains strong language and some vivid sexual content
 
The Mc is beta at the start as he is a character that suffers from anxiety due to his upbringing. Although it did take 23 chapters for the Mc to show visible growth that's just due to my naturally slow pacing.

Don't expect too much, especially since this is my first time writing a novel. It's also best not to take seriously as I am just writing for fun and to just something to do on my downtime 

This novel will share a lot of similarities to other novels that I particularly love and mostly because I lack originality but it will be in my style.

UPLOAD SCHEDULE
Tuesday, Wednesday and Saturday

Jiang Nan thought about it for a while, but couldn't come up with a sure-win plan. He could allow the owner to have a taste of his own medicine and spam the owner's Google Ratings with a bunch of 1-Star reviews, but that wouldn't solve his own problem. He would need 1,000 5-Star Ratings to balance his own Rating to an average 3-Stars, and he had neither the time nor manpower to do that. Also, if he really did that, the owner of that MASS Dollar Mart and him would end up in a review war, both of them spamming negative reviews on each other's Google Ratings. It was self-destructive for both of them.

Probably the best way was to become a well-known convenience store whose name would spread via word of mouth. Most people were more willing to acknowledge information from their family or friends than from a stranger online. Jiang Nan pondered as he thought about how he could get out of this situation.

It was now about 11:00, and he began to prepare lunch. He took a box of instant noodles out from under the counter and opened a packet. Pouring boiling water from the dispenser inside the 7/11 store, he covered it with the lid and began to wait. 

Sigh... Jiang Nan was depressed. He had just graduated from university and opened this store with his meagre savings, but he had already encountered such a troublesome situation. His father was the director of a small, no-name factory that was enough for their family of three to live comfortably, and his mother was a housewife who sold her handsewn clothes online for some extra pocket money for shopping. Neither of them would be able to help much, and he didn't want to worry them.

Ai, the woes of a university graduate...

Jiang Nan broke his disposable wooden chopsticks apart and began to stuff the noodles into his mouth. It was hot, with good consistency, but it was bland and tasteless. The sparse dried condiments did nothing to improve the palate. 

Jiang Nan people-watched through the glass windows of his store. It was depressing to see tens of people thronging the streets, yet the inside of his store was entirely empty. Sighing once again as he disposed of his waste, he began to take a damp cloth to wipe the shelves. 

Cigarettes...

Wine...

Beer...

C*****s...

The "Adult Sector" was done, and now Jiang Nan moved onto the "Food & Drink Sector".

There were many kinds of cool soft drinks of both the bottled and canned variety such as chrysanthemum tea and earl grey to the normal coke and sprite.

There was the "Hot Food Sector", which included plump and juicy roast sausages, soft and fluffy steamed buns and appetising and alluring pastries.

There were also snacks, ranging from instant noodles to potato crisps including dried fruit and cookies.

There was also basic groceries such as vacuum-packed mushrooms, vegetables and fruits, sealed poultry, seafood and meat. The list could go on for the rest of the chapter, but there is already enough filler to boost the word count so I'll stop for now.

As Jiang Nan was moving a small shelf away in order to clean the walls hidden behind it, he found a grey door with a plastic sign on it, very much like those "Maintenance Only" or "Authorised Personnel Only" doors you would see in shopping malls and other public places.

"Hmm? I don't remember seeing this door here during the renovation process." Jiang Nan muttered to himself as he began to squint at the words on the plastic sign. Now, Jiang Nan is neither short-sighted nor dyslexic, so it wouldn't take more than a second to read and process simple short phrases. 

This plastic sign had a white piece of paper slotted into it, with mysterious black characters that resembled Egyptian hieroglyphs. However, the more Jiang Nan stared at it and attempted to make sense of it, the words seemed to morph and change shape into something he could read and understand. It was highly abnormal and it was a strange feeling.

The characters were exactly the same as before, but somehow Jiang Nan could now read them. 

"Warning: Another World Behind!" Jiang Nan said aloud. Immediately after, he began to look around him, thankful for once that his shop was so empty. If there was someone who had heard him, or worse, videoed him and put it up on YouTube under something like: 'This Man belongs in the International Mental Hospital', he'd never be able to live it down.

Jiang Nan wondered to himself if this was some elaborate prank done by the contractor before he reminded himself that all contractors sought profit, and they would never waste money on something like this. He put his hand on the cold metal knob and hesitated. Should he open it? If he didn't, he might always regret not finding out what was behind, but if he did, it might bring undesired consequences. It was like the story of Pandora's Box.

His hand began to turn and the door swung open.

"What the F***!" Jiang Nan swore after finding out what was behind.

I bought a 7-11 Store on Jie Street, but found out that a Backdoor inside my Store brings me back to the Tang Dynasty?

Watch Jiang Nan expand his businesses and crush competitors in both worlds with a door that allows him to travel between them.

It was the 3rd month of Tanatswa's unemployment and things weren't looking up for him. He had surfed the web for companies that would put to use his programming skills, even submitting his CV to businesses that didn't seem like they would need an IT person, but alas, his efforts were met with no responses and harsh berating from his mother. He had been called lazy even though he dedicated the entire day to emailing more than 300 companies. Things were tough but his parental figure's scolding didn't make it easier. Some people got jobs through nepotism, knowing who is who in the market, and the fact that' that piece of networking advantage was lacking in his arsenal of talents, made him feel seriously fucked. 



Even when he did get replies and went for interviews, it almost always seemed as if for some reason, he didn't meet their requirements. Tanatswa took his time to learn more web development frameworks and useful tools like Angular.js, Bootstrap and even advanced forms of PHP. He believed that he could impress a potential employer if he closed the gap of knowledge he had concerning things he needed to know as a developer. The growth was ever so slightly an improvement that made him more competent and capable of handling much more complex software projects, but alas, even that effort didn't pay off. This was undoubtedly a dark time for this young man's life.

 

During this period of his life, Tanatswa tried to find outlets to make money, even returning to the skill sets he had given up on to pursue his education. Though, if was being completely honest with himself, he had barely made it through university. He graduated with a 3rd class degree and finally cleared his tuition debt. He wasn't one to keep debts and liked to owe no one anything, but realized that most of the business tycoons he had read about didn't pay their taxes and owed a lot of money to the government. This made him consider whether or not he felt good about being a debt free person who is also broke and unemployed. The thought would make him feel like shit and he would avert his mind onto other matters, matters like getting back to drawing his comic and entering it for an online contest or pursuing a youtube channel that never really experienced any growth. 



Tanatswa had liked art and also partly chose a computer science program because of his interest in game design and the marvelous art that was accompanied with video games. His art skills were rusty but he knew that with a little effort he could get back into it and level up in the skill chain. Apart from farming the coding knowledge on the internet, he would now dedicate his time to improving his gaming skills and killing time with anime youtubers. This was rather a pathetic lifestyle as compared to the expectations that society expected from someone like him.  

 

Tanatswa went through a gradual slump in his life, but was neither an overt trouble maker and got along with most people, exhibiting manners and respect towards people of all walks in life. However, this wasn't always the case for people who he found annoying or deemed insufferable. The pool of friends that this young man had was small and even he didn't believe that he had anyone he would classify to be his best friend. Whenever he felt depressed or wanted to have a discussion about a show he liked, he didn't have anyone to really indulge him in an interesting conversation. Even if he couldn't do it face to face with someone, the online options weren't always to his liking. Going on forums or even the discord servers to find someone like minded was as tasking as getting a job. 



Sometimes the fun people were there, but their appearance was rare and having to filter through the trolls, memers and the perverts who could not get into intellectual discussions peeved him a lot. He eventually got frustrated and barely used any of those platforms. Facebook, twitter and even Instagram got boring for him. Even youtube slowly began to lose its sparkle. Shows that seemed to have their shine became repetitive and he no longer saw any value in consuming their content. This would propel him to search for other content creators, but when he would find their stuff, after a while he would get bored. The young man felt bewildered by this gradual decline in interest and worried about his mood swings.

 

After a while, Tanatswa had two websites up, one as a web application and another as just a normal site. He thought that maybe due to a lack of a portfolio that maybe he had been side lined from job opportunities because of that and decided to send a link of his work included to his attached CV. This happened at the same time as he was about to finish drawing his comic which he was going to submit to a contest. He was thinking that if things were not going to work out on this Japanese site he would take his material to either webtoons or tapastic. He was now in his 5th month of unemployment and he really wanted his efforts to pay off. As he expected, the inclusion of his finished works made a difference and he got called for just 2 interviews. However, this didn't go as he expected.

 

At interview number one, the tall 6 feet tall, ebony skinned, skinny Tanatswa, came in to an office that was at the outskirts of town. He was well dressed, and looked super dashing in his light grey suit, beige shirt and black tie, accompanied with crimson shoes. He didn't have the broad shoulders to finesse his appearance but at least the tailor had made a suit that matched his body type. He walked into the building that looked more like a home that was being repurposed to be a working environment. There the young man went through the process of telling the secretary that he had an appointment with the head of IT there. The woman on the desk who had a nice face but a body that was in desperate need of exercise, made a phone call. Tanatswa waited and darted his eyes everywhere. 



The place looked kind of interesting and there were a lot of certification frames placed all over the wall and as always, the picture of the president of the country was on the wall. The place looked homely, but eventually, Tanatswa's time for his face to face with his potential employer was about to begin. A stocky man who was light skinned, wearing a striped shirt and black trousseaus called for him. Tanatswa followed the man's lead and meet him in his office. There Tanatswa was grilled about his intentions for working at the company, and the shock of his life came from when he got to see how his 2 websites looked on the man's device. The employer had a Mac desktop and its screen dimensions were extremely wide and everything he worked looked different on it. Some of the icons were off and looked like shit.



 Tanatswa opted for the man to check how the website looked on his phone and laptop, lucky for him, the man gave it a shot despite getting an immediate negative impression from the desktop orientation of his websites on his Mac. The websites looked fine on the other devices, but the fact that he had missed one mark had messed his chances. Finally they gave him an aptitude test to see whether or not he could demonstrate real coding capabilities. 



Tanatswa was given a website that was done by some company that wanted it revamped, but the source code seemed like an abomination. It was well commented but it was clearly a template that was reworked by some tasteless developer who left a mess. It was chore to go through and even more of a struggle to find all ids and classes used for everything. Going through the mess took a while and soon enough, his time limit was over. The end result was that they would assess his performance and give him a call. A week passed and he never got a call and the other interview he went for turned out to be a disaster. This was only the beginning to a perpetual list of misfortunes.

 

After Tanatswa had submitted his comic and got his results after 2 months of waiting, he had mixed feelings about the results. The judges essentially stated that he had the best story out of all the contests but his art was in the lower bracket of their score. Due to this uneven scoring, he didn't place really high in the ranking but he got an honourable mention. This was the first time he was acknowledged for his talents by an organisation and he felt a bit happy, but this wasn't really the result he desired. If he had won, he would have claimed the prize money and moved out to pursue his comic as a published author serializing in their magazine, but even if that did not happen, at least he got consolation that he had writing talent. Tanatswa began to dabble into art tutorials online at the same time doing chores for his mom, who seemed to only escalate he indignation towards the unemployed youth. 



Tanatswa's goals had shifted and he now wanted to become a comic artist instead of dedicating his time towards finding employment where employers didn't seem to want him. This change in what he wanted to pursue fuelled him with fire and he practiced stuff like foreshortening, figure drawing and complex angles of dynamic poses. Sometimes the drawings would come out well, but for the most part it was a struggle. Tanatswa began to wonder whether or not he would ever get as good as the artists he idolized and wondered whether or not he should team up with someone really talented to draw in his stead, however, the young man wanted to make this happen through his own merit. He finally entered another contest but this time, he was unlucky.

 

With the popularity of the prior contest a behemoth of pro artists were attracted to the upcoming one and entered it. His art had improved and his story was plausible but compared to the elite talent that had joined in, his work paled in comparison. Deep down inside he envied them and wished these pro god tier artists would have entered something else so that the rookies could get a chance to shine, but nevertheless, his final chance was taken from him and he was left depressed. Tanatswa thought about the webtoon and tapastic options but the only way to make it on their platforms was to have a consistent release schedule of work and also to become a featured artist on their platform. Featured artists would get paid plus with the promotion from their site, a creator could leverage the traffic drawn to them by opting for a *******, but it took him forever to get even one issue out and his mother seemed tired of supporting a bum like him. Thus he would have to be sent to the village and subsist on farm life or live with his poor uncle in the worst possible part of the country. 



The gamble had not paid off and he was unemployed, a failed comic artist and a failed developer. Eventually, drawing itself became a painful experience. The young man turned to porn, masturbating 3 or even 5 times a day, sometimes he would go on those dating websites which he knew were a waste of time because 95% of the user base were men and the supposed sexy women who wanted to get laid were actually bots posing as actual people. This morbid catharsis made him laugh inside but also made him feel like shit. He was 23 years old and feeling like a loser, but he always made a point of hiding that side of him. Tanatswa never liked wallowing in misery and showing the world that he is sad. Whenever he had the chance, he would always dress up and get fancy hair cuts that made him look cool and dashing, hiding his broke appearance, but that was it, it was all just an appearance. He pretended to be okay, dressed up nice and faked a smile, but was really dealing with depression. He reflected on his life and even began to associate his lack of success as to why he never really had luck with women. He had never gotten laid and he was already 23 years old. 



The closest thing to anything sexual he had gotten were lap dances and really arousing grinding from women who probably had to sit on top of at least 40 random crotches of men in a night. This was mainly a means to deal with his sexual frustration, but at those clubs that he did go to, even married men or guys who had girlfriends would get lap dances, grabbing women's asses and doing unholy things with them that they wouldn't even consider with their significant other.


 Tanatswa believed that he wouldn't have had to come to such a place if he had a girlfriend and probably wouldn't even do it for fear of being unfaithful, but seeing all the alpha males getting lap dances, fucking side hoes at the same time having a girlfriend or wife,  gave him a slight paradigm shift. Being a decent human being didn't matter; all he needed was power, fortune and luck! It became clear to him that he was competing in this world at a handicap and needed a boost. However nothing relieved him from his suffering.


A full year had passed and he was now destined to continue his existence at either his uncle's decrepit living hell hole or at the village to become a farm boy. Tanatswa no longer enjoyed drawing, programming, watching television or even waking up. He got interested for a while in music production, exhausting more than a 100 tutorials and even made a few decent bangers, but then after  some research he realized how cut throat it would be for him to even make it in that scene. At that point he was just throwing darts into the air and hoping that something would just stick. He was wasting time, caught in morbid thoughts and drowning himself in some doom and funeral metal to wallow in his misery. The music gig didn't work out, even the acting gig he tried bombed badly. Everything seemed hard and all he was good at was failing. 




Tanatswa sat on his bed and cursed, "Fuck the world, fuck it, fuck it all!" He looked at the ceiling and darted to the left side of his bed which had a pile of tissues that were covered in the semen of his 6 masturbation sessions. It dawned at him that he was nothing but a piece of shit human being and that he wanted to die.  After all he had done throughout his life he had decided that there was one thing he had to succeed at doing. Ending his life!

A young man struggles with unemployment, failed dreams and overall becoming a useless member in society and decides to kill himself. Upon seeking this method of death, he encounters a being from the alternative realm who gives him an option of starting his life over from scratch, from level 1 on his planet. This gives him the chance to finally carve out a path for himself that he could never do on earth.




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