Gio and Sam are like brother and sister. Simula palang maliliit ay hindi na sila mapaghiway. Gio is 2 years older than Sam. Their parents are best friends' kaya din siguro ganon silang dalawa ka lapit sa isat isa, na never in their life naranasan nilang malayo ng matagal sa bawat isa. But ng sila ay gru-maduate ng High School isang desisyon ang nagbago ng lahat, when Samantha's parents desided to leave with her in China for four years. Ano ang mang-yayare sa kanila kapag nalayo na sila sa isat isa? May mga bagay ba silang mare-realize sa paglipas ng panahon? Are they gonna be as close as before kapag bumalik na ulit si Sam after four years? Kapatid pa rin kaya ang magiging turing nila or mas lalalim pa ito?


Let's find out the story of Gio and Sam.

saha hotel groups-Risha saha is the only owner of the hotel chain. She never had any boyfriend, even if anyone asked her out she won't have a second glance of that person. And the most important thing in her life was to make their hotel chain one of the best one. 
Chakraborty hotel group's- Sourav chakraborty the only son of Mr.Sagar Chakraborty and the future hire of the hotel group's. He is freaking handsome and every girl wants to get his attention which is quite hard. 


both the hotel group's are rivals ,and both of them are trying hard to take over each others hotel either by hook or crook. What happens when Risha and sourav go against each other. Will they fall in love or will they destroy each other for business. 

"I said leave my hand, what have I done to make you treat me like this" I said, my voice full of terror. 
I am warning you for the last t.... ahhh ,what the heck are you doing. He closed the door as he pused me to the bed and trapped me under him.
"let's see if you can run away from me now "he said as if he is going to eat me alive.

Bertahun-tahun lamanya kehidupan tentram Amara yang pada mulanya baik-baik saja mulai menjadi berubah. Kembalinya seseorang dari masa lalu membuat Amara menjadi bimbang 

Dia...

Kembali mengobrak-abrik kehidupan Amara dan juga hatinya. Membuatnya dalam pilihan yang sulit. Mampukah Amara mengatasinya? atau mungkin menyerah kepada hatinya?

An eternal love of her for him ,she  was the girl  who always thought love is not her cup of tea..till he came and make her life a rollercoaster ride. lets see how  life is going play cupids game in her life and how she will find her eternal love

When it was night time I called all my friends to have dinner with me. But my love one still wearing his bikini and I was very curious what would my friend say about his clothing. Although they think it's woman with a big cock inside his panties. When they knocked on the door I opened and welcome them to my home. They know what my place is before my love one came to play. I was figuring out having nice game night together playing anime games because its only three of us here and plus my love one. We have started to play some games like blueblaze and having each turn when we lose at the battle. So we made the rules. Person who has most wins be a winner. By the way one called Stephenson and Davidson by their own names. I've could just invite Jessica but she is very uncomfortable to see him wearing like this. So I just leave him what he actually wanted to wear just bouncing his boobs around everywhere anc I actually love it to see him doing it. So then the door has knocked I opened the door while I was watching his boobs bouncing and they are here. Stephenson and Davidson was shocked seeing him jiggle his boobs but Davidson only one opened his mouth. I said come in and I show you my love one. Then they walked and saw him and Davidson said WTF is she actually doing by bouncing her breast like that? Then I reply it's actually a guy not woman plus it is natural thing for him. Then Davidson said okay. Then Davidson use okay sign and flip his hand around as loob sign. Stephenson slapped Davidson and Stephenson said what is wrong with you I thought this be a nice dinner here then you doing that. Davidson said sorry but I have to. So welhem the dinner starts cooking we are play BlazeBlue together and it was fun. Some how my love one is actually good at fighting games and I can actually tell that he is. After thew hours I can smell something burning in the kitchen and I know what it was. It was our dinner and I looked at it then I said crap. My friends and my love one saw what happened then we just order pizza a it's my favourite pizza company what we actually like. Then when we choosed our favourite toppings it's was amazing pizza we actually ate. Then suddenly his dick shaking I was wondering what is actually happening and my friends stayed back away. Then I saw his cum burst from everywhere I thought it was amazing but my friends didn't so they ran and left. So basically I have to clean all cum up because he was knocked out by all cuming around in living room. I know a fact that he might enjoyed that pizza too much that his cum flew everywhere then my Davidson called me I'm coming back because that was actually funny but my sister Stephenson doesn't like it so basically she staying home. So after I clean the living room and I saw Davidson on the door and he was smiling alot. So I open the door and he said that was funny thing I actually saw in my whole life. I just think about it and yes it was funny but not too funny because I have to clean the living room. My love one just woke up and said what just happened. Davidson told him you done a bomb of cum and it was funny as hell. My love one doesn't get it but I know what he is talking about. So I explain what happened and then he knows what happened if enjoying food too much. Plus I carried half pound of cum and try to scopes some in the toilet and flush it. While it was empty I came down stairs and they both playing blueblaze together so then I joined to play the game. After that night Davidson went home so I getting change but not my love one. I told him you can't go bed with cum on your panties. But he told me my panties is clean do you want to see it. Then I look at panties and said wow did you clean it and he said no because my skin absorbed my cum into my skin. I was like WTF my Davidson texted me and said your love one have a nice tail can I stroke it in the morning. I texted him back why would you want to stroke his tail. But Davidson replied again I just want to know if its soft. I replied again its always been okay just stop texting me. So Davidson replied again but this time he use okay emoji. So I ask my love one why don't we just be naked on bed together if we are the love ones. My love one said okay let's do it. I don't know it was a good idea to be striped naked with him and he doesn't even mind. When we both was fast asleep his tail curls around my dick and pulls it to his dick because I cannot tell because I am asleep. I was dreaming about him again but it's more different I was ontop of the rainbow and slide down ontop of it. Then I shouted weeee but I saw my love one came down with me and I think we in same dream. In morning at 7AM my bed feel so slimy and I look at covers then I saw cum allover my bed. So next time I just sleep with clothes on. Then my love one woke up and said hello handsome. Sadly its not a female.  We have no kids so then I told him everything what actually happened here but he told me my tail cannot help it.

It's about you having sex with transgender neko in bed with you that have a dick that grows back while it was chopped off. You made that love one in your dream. Read this story and more story lines will be coming.

"I'm sorry, bab---" the shoe landed hard on his face.

He was a little glad it was just a tiny pump and O'Brian didn't wear heals or he can't even begin to imagine what would happen to his face.

Before he could say something else or even stop feeling the pain from the shoe on his face, a small pillow smacked his face.

Her habit of throwing things in anger will continue to exist so before she could throw something dangerous on his face next, he rushed forward and grabbed her wrists.

Her angry eyes stared back at him.

He grinned and leaned down to smack a loud kiss on her lips.

And then his lips were almost bit apart from his mouth.

He just grinned through the pain because he knew he deserved it.

"How kinky of you, baby." He said while leaning his face away from her to check if it was bleeding or not. It probably was because he saw her eyes, those angry, glaring eyes lose their fire and turn guilty.

So of course, he was very willing to play the part of victim to gain some more sympathy and considering how many years he had spent while waiting for her love, he had every right to. 

Did that make him desperate and pathetic? 

Yes, it did but he was far from caring about thoughts that weren't needed in his and Sara's relationship. He had always believed in taking full advantage of others weakness and the fact that O'Brian sees him as hers was a cause worthy of celebration.

He had no excuse to actually play a pitiable person because he was much more then deserving of everything thrown at him. In his defense he never thought their very first date would turn into a life-threatening situation and since he panicked, he had carelessly pushed his own baby to death. Actually, if they had more space or something to climb over, he would have actually tried to save her as well but in front of spider, he had very little mind or sanity for others. And considering it was O'Brian who actually saved them, he who should be feeling ashamed of himself was simply grateful and actually told her to take care of spiders for him for the rest of their lives. He was actually trying to be romantic and propose to her except it turned out into this. She had made Drake driver her back as he followed in his car. It already took her an hour to open the door of her room so he was desperate to end their first date on a make out session. 

"Let me see." She said and grabbed his face to pull it to her height. Those eyes of hers were staring hard on his bleeding lips, dancing in worry and guilt at the same time and he was shimmering in their glory. 

He felt her brush her finger against the open skin, cleaning the blood. The shiver that run down his spine was enough to make him lose to his shamelessness once again and land a loud kiss or her mouth. Leaning from his mistakes, he grabbed her face from his both hands in case she tried to run away. 

Her hands struggled to push him away but Dean was a professional outrageous being of a man. He simply stuck his tongue down her throat to taste her mouth except he should have known that O'Brien was too used to his tricks. If she couldn't defend herself, she would go for attack so she punched his family jewel, making him twist in pain.

"Fuck, baby! This is our life support." He groaned while slipping on the floor to lay down and take deep breathes. 

"I don't need it!" She snapped while lightly kicking him in the gut and turning away to sit on the bed, her eyes waltzing in happiness while seeing him churn in pain. 

"Think of our kids, sweetheart." He whined while slowly rising up to sitting position. 

"Who the hell wants kids with a sissy like you?" She flared up once again.

"You were no Indiana Jones either! When the time came, you pushed me to that child of devil as well."

"I made no promised to ever protect you with my life you weakling excuse of a man!" She snapped at him.

He wanted to argue but he knew she was right but for the love of her, there was only one insect he couldn't stand and that was spiders. Just the fact that it was staring at him with his eight eyes scared the shit out of him. Why would nature even believe that something needs so many eyes? He had two and he could see just fine. Also, he could never understand why they had to crawl like that, couldn't they simply walk normally!

Just thinking about them were giving him cold sweats. 

"I am sorry, baby. Forgive me? Next time I'll keep a gun on me." He crawled towards her and started rubbing her legs. 

"Where is your hand crawling up to, you pervert?" Once again, he was smacked on his hand which had been actually crawling to her thigh.

He just grinned shamelessly and actually started massaging her legs and feet. From his calculation, she had started her period a day ago which probably was the reason she had actually reacted to harshly to him. Though, he doubts in future she would stay clear from throwing random objects at him but her being so vocal about insults and actually using so much force behind attacks told him a different story. 

Sara had irregular periods which she was taking medication for. Though last year she finally stopped since her cycle became more on track, not being used to such harsh reality of what normal period was like did take a toll on her moods. She was also not used to the pain and cramps which just made it worse that he of all the days actually pushed her to death when she was already in a crappy mood.

"Better?" He asked while softly kneading her feet.

"Hmm.." She had now leaned down on the bed, resting her head over the large stuff toy which usually resided on her bed. 

"Your nail color have faded from your toes. Want me to repaint them?" He wasn't desperate to coax her anymore but was simply itching to do these small random things for her. He actually did mean when he had said he never even wanted her to get off the bed, he was ready to do it all for her. From brushing her hair to styling it to painting her toes to bathing her. Especially bathing her, he couldn't wait to do that.

"You know how to paint nails?" O'Brian snorted while laughing. The sound vibrated in his ears and towards his heart which raced in joy. 

"I could probably manage." He said while rising up to select a color from her dresser. 

Of course, that was a lie. He had actually taken 5-month course of hair styling and nail painting this year. Since he knew he would be going back sooner or later, he started taking classed from one of his members sister who taught these things. Since he was paying extra, she had actually given him private lessons four times a week. He actually had some styled wigs somewhere in his office. 

He liked dark shades on O'Brian so he selected the electric blue nail color and took back his seat beside her feet. Pulling her feet to his lap, he carefully and slowly started painting her nails. O'Brian had raised herself to watch how he would be doing and her gaze on him assured him that he was forgiven. 

Being done with her last toe, he leaned down and kiss her feet, patting them softly.

"All done."

He watched as she leaned down to actually look at his work and then nod in satisfaction, a grin brightening up her face. 

"Good job, now my hands." She pushed her hands in front of him while giving him that breathtaking cheeky grin while he replied with a smile as he grabbed her hands and kissed them and started painting them as well. 

He took his time while painting her fingers, trying to lengthen what little he had left with her for the day. He didn't want to leave and he knew he couldn't stay. Last week had been torture enough for his body and he didn't trust himself to stay sane. And this was something he had promised himself when he was coming back. If the time comes when he didn't trust himself, he will turn his head. And that meant in every way, whether it was his gaze which was too loud for her to bear or her touch which was too rough for her to feel. He took no compromises when it came to how she felt about him, he was ready to give her all the time she needed to insanely fall in love with him. 

But also accept his love, his way of being intimate. Though he was going insane with lust for her, he held her with the highest respect that meant her words were god to him. If she said no, he wasn't allowed to ask why and if she said yes, he had no reason to doubt her. 

He was already dreading going back in the room where the dead body of that spider still existed because knowing Drake, that asshole would never go near any insect, period. That mere fact that he had left them for dead while holding a gun should explain everything about the kind of chicken he was. And now, just imagining sleeping without her was pure punishment so he miserably clings to the little time he had before her brother kicked him out of her room. 

He felt her fingers brush his hair which made him pause his actions and look at her. She had her head placed over her knees as she watched him with eyes molded in adorned. It startled him for a second, taking away the air from his lungs as he watched such raw love in her eyes from him. His throat tighten he actually believed that he might cry watching something he believed could only be possible in a dream or far reality which still had years to come. 

Watching as her eyes twirled in almost worship as she gazes at him, he was week to his knees and was actually glad he was sitting down because he felt the numbness took over his whole body. He knew he worshiped her, with his every action, every word he believed her to be his god, his religion but watching her reflect the same eyes, the same depth was overwhelming. Though he doubts it was like his, which was filled with jealousy, possessiveness and obsession, he believed hers was much pure almost innocent.

If his love for her was dark and black, she loved him in brighten shimmer. 

"What are you looking at?" He finally choked out.

She smiled softly and said, "Just think how much I am in love with the you who is in love with me."

He laughed and replied, "But baby, I was always in love with you."

"I know, this is why I promise you my love till you cease to exist in any form and shape."

The smile from his face vanished as his throat once again chocked up, this time he eyes actually watered he furiously blinked to dry the tears which were warning to fall. His pride which he carried over his head about how he would make her his, about how confident he was about how she will belong to him was crumbling down in pieces, had been in pieces since forever. He knew the kind of man he was, knew his wrongs, accepted his ugly but he knew that the day Sara O'Brian became his, he would be grateful. He had never asked for her in his dreams, never begged to some mighty being to have ownership over his heart but he knew, he knew how discouraged he had been. Those two years he had stayed away have been painful, almost hopeless. He had been so afraid that she would fall in love with someone. Though he could stop other from approaching her, falling in love with her- he couldn't stop her from falling in love with someone else. He had feared that he wouldn't have wanted to live if O'Brian had fallen for someone else.

"I love you, O' Brian. Thank you for becoming mine." He choked out, refusing to meet her eyes in case she sees him crying.

His head was pushed up by her hands which were holding his head preciously in their embrace. A brush of lips landed on his as she whispered, "Thank you for loving me as much as you do."



He didn't stop when he reached her but leaned forward and kissed her hard, on the mouth. The air left her lungs. Maybe it was because it was her first kiss or because he had kissed her, she didn't know but her lungs were burning, her lips were on fire. She was one fire. It ended in a second. She stared at him with wide eyes as he stared back. His hand traced her forehead, nose, lips and then chin as it stopped on her throat. She knew, by God she knew he could feel her pulse, the heat on her cheeks. 
"I'm home." 


Dean Woodland left two years ago without a word or sound and now he is back to bring his belongings with him.

Madhu pov
I informed everyone that I am actually the heir of Reddy group and they checked everything and I did what I want to do..
i sold my shares to Reddy company share holders and I gave that money to one of the orphanage..
I have another company actually to start up. it's actually running good . 
" when. is your date with Sindhu?" Manu asked me 
actually I asked Sindhu out. I am seriously want to die . I thought she won't accept me but she accepted finally.
we are going to some restaurant.

I went that restaurant finally. I waited 10 minutes for her and I saw her finally. she looked good in her white dress.
" hi " she said and I know she is nervous. me also.
" you can order" I said gave and we order finally.
we started talking about us..
" what about sunny?" I asked her..
" they won't allow me talk to him" she said .
we completed our dinner finally. 
I don't know what to say to her anymore?
she was working as lecturer in her department. I can't believe that she took that department ..
she looked more mature than before.
" Madhu i want to ask you one thing" she said.
" you can" I said.
" do you ..like. .me?" she said very nervously..
I nodded.and she asked me again.
" yes and I really like you and when I met you first. time I fallen but because of that revenge and. I  stayed away from you" I said the total truth to her. actually she is my first love and crush..
she looked shock and what she did next time shock me.
she kissed me on my lips. that is my move actually I thought..
I kissed her back immediately. I got her answer with kiss .

Sindhu pov
AFTER TWO YEARS
Today our marriage day finally.and I am excited to marry my love. I can't believe he confessed his love for me. I liked him the way he liked me. I surprised that he liked me already..

I saw my sister brother and my family. they are happy about my marriage. they thought I won't marry anymore. but it s happened actually..

I love you Madhu and forever..

i am editing this story if anyone interested please message me
I like Manu. but he didn't. 
I like Tanu but I don't know about her feelings...
I am a shy and quiet girl
I am an active and happy guy. 
I didn't talk much
 I like sports and dance.

I like Madhu but I will get him
I like Sindhu but I am scared too about this like..
I have everything. without him, I am lacking everything
I have nothing in my life except me but I want something I don't know
 I will get everyone attention except him
I like her but I can't be selfish
they are different in life but they lacked something. what it is?....do you want t know then read this story.....
you will get something interesting

Tuesday: 22 September 

Gosh my room looks like a mess and man I hate it when it looks like this. My clothes are all over the place, some clean some dirty. 
13:48 P.M., I start to tired up my room. I've gotta keep it clean. As I put every little thing where it belongs and sweap under the bed, I come out with letters, heart break letters that I wrote to my ex's. It was after watching the movie called To All The Boys I've Loved Before that actually gave me some inspiration of writing my own letters. 
The one I'm holding right now is one I wrote to Sidney. 

Dear Sidney. 
When I met you I was hooked up on the idea of True love existing. Those fantasies of it occupied my mind day-in and day-out. It made the idea of soulmates more clearer and real to me. 
Thinking about you reminds me of the day we first met. That day is stuck in my head so much that whenever I share a good moment of my life with my friends, I actually retell our first day meeting story. 

I got lost in your face. Your handsome dark face with a smile that captures every girl's heart in 2 seconds. You were standing inches from me and you looked so damn gorgeous. I felt like I was in one of those movies, "romantic movies" that I always watch. From then I got obsessed with romantic movies, romantic poems, books. I fell for everything that screamed ROMANCE. Crazy enough, I even expected you to be a romantic guy. But you never did, which is highly reasonable. You then later got fed up with my romantic bullshit, in such a way that it became part of our arguements, arguements that still haunts me even today. You'd swear it happened yesterday if you were inside my head. "You're so in love with the love that surely doesn't exist", and that, what you said really crushed me. It was a stab right through my heart, and I know you had no idea what this "love fantasy" means to me. And hearing you say that planted a lot of questions on whether our relationship is real. That's when I opened up a room of disappointments for you. I knew you'd hurt me and I was ready for it. 
I slowly drifted emotionally apart from you. Even the "I love you's" that came out of your mouth started to sound forced. 

I hate to admit it but I'm still mad at you. I feel like I need some type of closure from you, maybe yelling and screaming all my anger at you will do me good. You crushed my fantasies, you destroyed my ideas about love. I cant picture love the way I thought it looks anymore. You broke my world and I cant seem to put it back together, just by saying "it does not exist". I remember our last date, which ended up horribly. That day I wanted to know your thoughts about what love means to you. Well, I shouldn't have. The whole conversation twisted roughly and I ended up asking if I'm the only girl you're seeing. And fro fucks' sake I thought I was. But if I didnt go as far as asking that, I would have never found out that I'm actually a side chick. After you saying that you have a girlfriend you agreed on an open relationship with, I just couldn't take it anymore. The pieces of my "True love fantasies" dropped from the tip of my fingers and that's when I walked. I walked away from you while you watched. I didn't dare drop a single tear as I walked, even thought my eyes burned for me to drop those tears. I was so angry. 
As much as I wanted you to run after me, and atleast be romantic as to apologize infront of everybody around us, I'm glad you didn't. But thanks for calling after, apologizing over the phone even though I didn't quite feel the sincerity out of it but, at the same time I feel I actually pushed you away. I couldn't put together the heart that you broke. 

But anyway, I'm thankful for making me realise that my world of love isn't real, and that it could never be real. That the kind of romance I crave for, is only in books and movies. It's actually other people's ideas of how love could be. By smashing my fantasies and breaking my heart, you made me see things differently. True love might not exist but it does to me, though everytime I hit bottom in love, your mockery face pops up and rubs the whole love don't exists thing. That most of you guys are cool with being assholes and keeping up with making sure that love is unreal. But above it all, thank you for being the best ex-boyfriend ever. 

We still text, we talk, but the letter has reminded me at all times that he isn't the guy for me. That fixing things with him will never ever work. We'll never be on the same page, or see things eye to eye, but that's okay. I'm okay with being friends with him. And I'll be alright if he decides to be nothing with me.

These past few days we don't text as much as we used to. I don't seem to have anything to say to him anymore, and I guess he doesn't either. Our breakup doesn't hurt me anymore when I think about it. I guess actually getting to talk to him and see how much we've both changed, played a huge part on healing me. We have bigger problems to deal with now, I feel like what we felt for one another is child's play. He's got the cutest son to take care of now. I have my unromantic life that I'm facing, along with my shitty job and asshole ex-boyfriend. I should hate my life at this point but I don't. I need to make it better. I need to suck it all up and do things better.

15:14 P.M.
I grab letter no. 2. And boy oh boy, it's to the ex I wish not to remember. I hold it in the middle, my whole body asking me to destroy it. But since I do wanna read it first, I open it. 

Fuck it. Dear Siah.
Dammit! The sound of his name from my inner voice sucks the energy out of me. I hate this feeling I'm about to put myself through. I don't wish to think or remember this guy. 

I'm only writing this letter to get things off my chest. What we had between us, nomatter how beautiful it was or felt, is the biggest mistake of my entire life. You're actually the guy that helped me destroy that one person that could have been my forever. I had everything a girl could ever ask for. I had the love I dreamt of before I could realise it. So thanks to you, I completely fucked it up. 
Don't get me wrong, I don't wish to blame you. It's just that whenever I think about all this I can't help but beat myself up. You didn't force me to destroy him, I did it out of my own stupidity. 

That guy loved me with all of his being and I was an idiot who took advantage of it. When you introduced me to the life I never thought could cross my path, I saw it as an opportunity to be the girl I've never been. You showed me that money can buy anything in this world and I loved that. At that moment i felt like i was in a relationship with another species, but sadly you're human as much as I am. 
I don't hate you, I hate myself for being easily seduced by you. 

So thank you for making me feel that I am capable of becoming a slut, a fucking golddigger. Thank you for making me realise that it takes a second to destroy what you've built your entire life. Thank you for making me so stupid and so foolish in falling for all the things my boyfriend said would be my downfall. I walked down that path willingly. But after all this, I woke up. I became a woman that respect herself, even though I lost everything from the guy I loved deeply. You gave me strength to pick up all my boyfriend's broken heart pieces and trying to mend them together. I now appreciate my boyfriend and I accept him for who he is and not what he could give me. I'd never try to compare him over anyone. 

Oh, and I don't like mentioning you as my ex cause you're the biggest mistake I've ever made. You're one of the people I wish to unmeet. I hate myself for talking to you that day, for letting your sweet handsome face to charm me and your accent to smooth me into a relationship with you. 

I feel like shit for reading it. It has ruined my mood for the day. Fuck it. 
That's when I decide to write Duncan a letter as well, now that he's my ex. 
Actually, being dumped by him is something that should have happened a long time ago, I should have dumped him. He truly does deserve way better than me. What I did to him is something unforgivable and unforgettable.
Having to be with Siah at that time, showed that I chose money over his love. But because he was so in love with me, he kept coming back to prove that what Siah has for me is nothing. That's when I woke up but it was too late. I tried fixing Duncan and me, I truly did. What hurts a lot is that now I'm the one who's truly inlove with him and I cant even stop. I'm screwed cause I fucked him up then fell deeply inlove with him. 

After ripping Siah's letter apart, I get off bed and head to the living room.

...

I still can't get over the letters I read earlier. 
Just after writing a thank you letter to Duncan, I feel some strong need to call him. My mind instantly draws to him. All our memories comes flashing back to me. I grab my phone and start punching numbers.

22:41 P.M
"Hello", his soft sleepy voice fills my phone's speaker. I called Travis instead of Duncan. I feel like if I call Duncan I won't actually get over him and what I'm trying to start with Travis will be all for nothing. I can't waste any of my time anymore. 

"Are you awake?", 
I don't know why I would even ask that. Obviously he's awake now that I've woke him up. 

"I am now", he says but his voice gives him away, he's still in sleeping mode. 

"I can't sleep", I whisper. 

"What's wrong?", he asks. 

"I don't know", 

"Em, well, what can I do to make you sleep?", 
I'd like for him to be awake with me but that won't be fair. He's tired and needs his sleep. He's got work tomorrow just like I do. So I'll let him sleep. 

"Its okay. Now that I've heard your voice I'll be able to sleep", I reply. 

"Mmmh, alright. I love you", he says. 

"I love you too", 

OH FUCK, I said it. I don't know if he heard me but he hanged up after I said it. Means he did. I hope he doesn't remember in the morning, I don't want him knowing how badly I've got it for him. Most guys I've dated take advantage of me when they see that I'm actually in love with them. My whole idea was to act like we only dating and that I don't have any deep feelings for him. 
I guess I'll have to find out in the morning if he heard me or not. 



My life just went downfall, "totally shitty if you ask me". Anyway, I've been dumped a couple of times, stratch that, I've never been dumped. "I'm totally rolling my eyes, if you could see me", never been dumped, like EVER, since I've started dating. 
Then suddenly I'm dumped, by my one true love. 
Well, our relationship was toxic anyway, but that doesn't mean I thought the 'dump me day', would ever come. 


Meet Nina, a romantic, beautiful girl who thought the guy she's dating is her soulmate, up until he dumped her. 
"What a total Jerk". 
But you know what they say, "when one door closes, a better one opens", something like that. 
Now she's back into the dating World and things aren't perfect as they should be, "or are they?", 
She's lost trust, true love, and half of her romantic side has been destroyed, totally destroyed. I guess her old friend, which she thought was only just a friend, will try change all that. 

OH WELL...

|| Logan Figueroa ||

My lips went smiled when I gazed her, while she's still sleeping. It's actually makes me to smile while also looking on her angelic face, her long eyebrows, pointed nose and her crimson lips. 

Darn it. I really love kissing it--it's fucking making me drowned hardly on her and to love her--always. Especially when she confessed on me that she also had a feelings for me as she said that she loves me. 

Darn. And I almost wait on it for so many damn days--no. I think I'd rather to say so many years. I just want to know if she really don't make me assumed on it, as I actually do love her. 


Throwing those thoughts, I gently pushed away her hair which makes covering her face. And as my eyes are still glued on her, suddenly my eyes look down on her body. 

I noticed that she's not wearing her bra, her plain white shirt was actually revealing the shape of her body, which makes me gulped and feel hungry. Yeah. I saw also her nipples na bumabakat sa kanyang suot na damit. Ugh! Darn eyes, Logan. 

Yeah. I do have still respect with her and even I habitually tasting her lips, I still know when and where about to control myself. 

Well, I'd rather that maybe it's she always does when she'll sleep in bed. 



I abruptly look away on it. My mind was turning into a damn wild imagination. And if I won't stop it, baka hindi ko na ma-kontrol sarili ko. 


Speaking of it, lalo pa nung maalala ko yung nangyari sa kanya sa cebu. And it was still in my mind when I found her sa isang maliit na cr na gawa sa mga kahoy, at may maliliit na mga butas. It makes me think of why she let herself go there, hindi siya nag-sabi sa'kin na 'don siya mag-ccr.

And there, I saw her there naked but I know that it's not a time to reinforce myself to do my fucking green wild thoughts. I should get her away from that snake where she was became totally scared of it--and I actually been worried on her at that moment.



I tried to lay her head down leisurely on my arms, then I move closer to her. But I noticed that it didn't not cause on her to be wake.

After a few seconds, I heard she groaned when I noticed that she's finally awaken, when she opened her eyes.



"Good morning love.." she smiled on me when I uttered it.


"Good morning din l-love.." mukhang nahihiya pa ata siya sa pag-banggit 'non. Napa-ngisi ako. She should be accustomed to it from now on.

"How's your day? did you sleep well?" I waited for her response. But instead she let out a word, I noticed that she covered her mouth using her left hands, then her body. Afterwards, she abruptly took the bedding and she covered herself unto her half face. I just hide my smile.


"Don't you want me to talk to you?" I cocked up my brows and still watching her doing.


"A-ahh, eh..magmumumog muna ako..." sambit niya. I made a chuckled when she said it. Well, I actually love the smell of her breath, it's luring to touch.


Inalis ko ang kumot na naka-takip sa kanya, sabay umusog ako sa kanya ng bahagya pa. Then, I wrapped my both arms on her body. As when I hugged her actually--it makes her head stuck up on my chest sabay ipinikit ko ang mga mata ko.


"L-logan, babangon na ako.." rinig kong sabi niya habang ganun parin ang posisyon namin. 

"Inaantok pa ako. Let me sleep." Yah. I'm not actually lethargic, I just want her to hugged hardly over my hands. Ayoko siyang nalalayo sa akin.

Naramdaman kong sinubukan niyang inalis ang mga braso ko, pero nagmatigas pa rin ako.


"Please stay here for a while. I still want you at my side love.." i uttered as my eyes are still closed. Naramdaman kong niyakap niya rin ako. At halos magkadikit na ang katawan namin sa isa't-isa. 

Yeah, and my thoughts turns into wild again and I felt something heat, when her body touches against me. Darn.

"Logan, diba aalis tayo ngayon? Wala ka pa ba talagang balak bumangon?" i know na nag-papalusot lang siya. Pero hindi pa rin ako natinag at hindi pa rin ako bumabangon. Narinig kong napa-buntong hininga siya.


"L-logan.." sinubukan niya uling magsalita.

"Why love?" 

"I-kiss na lang kita para bumangon ka na.." halos magpantig ang mga tenga ko sa sinabi niya. But I still don't rise up. I'll test her first.

"No. I just don't want a kiss.."

"H-ha? Ano pa bang gusto mo?" she asked curiously. I just grinned.


"I want you to kiss me until midnight." nakangisi pa rin ako ng patago. 


"L-logan! Masyadong matagal 'yon." pagsuway niya. Still I'm just grinning. Darn, I really love playing with her. 


Hindi na ako nagsalita. Napansin kong mukhang naawat na rin siya ng hindi na niya ako kinausap. And I just still let myself on that position.

But suddenly, I was bit shocked ng malakas niyang tinanggal yung mga braso kong naka-pulupot sa kanya. Pagdaka'y, mabilis siyang bumangon. Tumalikod siya sa akin habang naka-upo siya sa dulo ng higaan.

Napa-bangon naman ako ng buksan ko na ang mga mata ko, at nakita ko siyang naka-upo lang 'don. Napansin kong bahagyang naka-yuko ang ulo niya at mukhang may malalim siyang iniisip. 

I made a wonder for a moment. I tried to let myself draw closer to her, then I hugged her at her back. Ipinatong ko ang ulo ko sa kanyang balikat.

"Why? is there something wrong? did I hurt you love?" I asked in a low voice. I saw that she slightly shook her head.

"L-logan, tutulungan mo ba akong ibalik ang mga alaala ko?" I unwrapped my both arms on her body at bahagya akong lumayo sa kanya. 


I saw she turned her head on me at mataman siyang naka-tingin sa akin. Her expression was melancholy and I also saw it in her eyes.


"What do you mean?"  I don't understand what's she's pointing out. But I need to know about it. I think there's something that I needed to heard from her.

Napansin kong bahagya niyang iniyuko ang ulo niya. Then she let out a words.

"L-logan, gusto kong ibalik ang mga alaala ko, at mga alaala ko sa'yo. Gusto kong malaman yung nakaraan natin. D-dahil..dahil nabura ang lahat ng 'yon sa isipan ko.." after she said it, she lift her head up. Mapanglaw pa rin ang kanyang mukha. I just gazed on her for a while.

But, darn it. I can't understand. Why did it happen? Does it mean that she had an amnesia? But when it happened? Darn this.

Speaking of it, when I recall that day for a while--when I met her again during that day, when she apply to my company. I noticed that there's something on her that I wanted to know--even her resume was accurately describes the girl whom I love before. Making me to investigate more about her background. And aside from it, everytime she do such ways, parang wala lang nangyari sa nakaraan namin. She acts like she doesn't even care on it, at parang sa pagkakataon na 'yon ay, 'yon palang ang unang beses ng pagtatagpo ng landas namin. Darn it.  

Bakit hindi ko naisip 'yon? And if it's really happened on her--that she had an amnesia, why I fucking let it happened to her! I fucking blamed my self. I knew now that maybe because of it, basta nalang niya ako iniwan noon. No, I'm the one who actually does it. Wala manlang akong nagawa para sa kanya. I gritted my teeth for a seconds.


I caressed her cheeks while our eyes are still looking on each other. Then I spoke. "I will help you, Marsha. And I'll always be there at your side to help you remember all those things that happened in our past.." I said with a smile plastered on my lips. 


"S-salamat, Logan.." kapagdaka'y mabilis niya akong niyakap. And I also hugged her back. Then, I kissed Marsha on her head.



"I love you, Marsha. I'll do everything for you, to bring back all your memories--and ours, love.."


"Maraming salamat, Logan. Mahal din kita.." as when she said that, humiwalay ako sa pagkaka-yakap sa kanya. 

I lift her using my both arms and I tried to seated her on my thighs. I intertwined her right hand on me then next is she wrapped her left arms in my nape. 

It seems that she's a little bit shocked on it but she did not try to protest. I just wrapped also my arms on her body then I hardly pushed her on mine. 

And I begun to kiss her in a gentle way, which afterwards making her moaned when I hardly now kissing her, making her to respond on it.

Darn. I really love this girl.

They unexpectedly meet each other in an unexpected way. Their world suddenly turns into a hundred millions of beats when they path crossed--making them to throw back the memories from the past. 

Marsha Sandoval Who had a simple life. Her smile creates happiness, and brings a positive outlook to her surroundings. But the fact that she had a past life with a man who captured her heart - her whirlpool life suddenly turns into a  tragic incident which makes her world turn to forget her past -- because of having an amnesia. 

But unexpectedly, he suddenly met a person. Making her life change and help her to recall her past, to recall their memories that they'd made. 

Logan Figueroa who owns a company of Empire State Corporation (ESC). Known as a Billionaire, tyrannical, arrogant, selfish - what girls are looking for in a man is what he has and his bad side is not the case. Logan is known for being a Beast boss--but suddenly his hard-hearted man also turns into a melting ice when he found the girl whom he was actually looking for so long--yes, it was her treasure. His longing heart aroused again, pounding many times because of loving the girl so much. And his heart was filled again. His beasty way became soft-hearted. Everything has changed. He doesn't want to lose that girl anymore and wants to be with her forever. 


Steven Montefalco. Who also owns a company. Prominent man who's the same with Logan for being a rich man.


But there's suddenly came another man in Her life, which makes her to choose over that two men who leave a trace on her past. Make her to choose which who she should love, and where her heart belongs for.

love actually novel

It's Love Actually

Actually.. I Love You

LOVE IS ACTUALLY A BUSINESS

Heart Actually

She Actually Loves You

Transko Bikini

Her, To Home

love is unnerving(editing)

The Insight

My Beast Boss

People search love actually also like: