Would you really believe me? 
If i tell you I like you, would you believe me? 

I can only adore you from afar.... 
Even if that is, I still love you



Hi guys this is your author
sorry if i cannot update on time 
im busy with my studies 
so please forgive meee...... 

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The middle of summer a special letter is sent out to certain high school Juniors in the middle of July. One was sent to a girl named Handricia Deathblade in SiMico city, she came home and read it:

Dear Handricia Deathblade,
We would like to inform you that you are one of the top 200 students to join our school for your junior year. If you would like to join stop by the school on August 20th, 2019 to take the entrance quiz to choose your class. We're looking forward to seeing you!
From,
Headmaster Antrose Mirel

Salic Thunderbeam of Konchi city received a letter in the middle of July that read:

Dear Salic Thunderbeam,
We would like to inform you that you are one of the top 200 students to join our school for your junior year. If you would like to join stop by the school on August 20th, 2019 to take the entrance quiz to choose your class. We're looking forward to seeing you!
From,
Headmaster Antrose Mirel

Bismac Fireshock of Lililagoon Village received a letter in the middle of July that read:

Dear Bismac Fireshock,
We would like to inform you that you are one of the top 200 students to join our school for your junior year. If you would like to join stop by the school on August 20th, 2019 to take the entrance quiz to choose your class. We're looking forward to seeing you!
From,
Headmaster Antrose Mirel

Lillac Lifeshield of Granzville city received a letter in the middle of July that read:

Dear Lillac Lifeshield,
We would like to inform you that you are one of the top 200 students to join our school for your junior year. If you would like to join stop by the school on August 20th, 2019 to take the entrance quiz to choose your class. We're looking forward to seeing you!
From,
Headmaster Antrose Mirel

Raymac Mythstorm of Granzville city received a letter in the middle of July that read:

Dear Raymac Mythstorm,
We would like to inform you that you are one of the top 200 students to join our school for your junior year. If you would like to join stop by the school on August 20th, 2019 to take the entrance quiz to choose your class. We're looking forward to seeing you!
From,
Headmaster Antrose Mirel

Kallimec Iceberg of Lililagoon Village received a letter in the middle of July that read:

Dear Kallimec Iceberg,
We would like to inform you that you are one of the top 200 students to join our school for your junior year. If you would like to join stop by the school on August 20th, 2019 to take the entrance quiz to choose your class. We're looking forward to seeing you!
From,
Headmaster Antrose Mirel

Andresic Balancebean of KiMico city received a letter in the middle of July that read:

Dear Andresic Balancebean,
We would like to inform you that you are one of the top 200 students to join our school for your junior year. If you would like to join stop by the school on August 20th, 2019 to take the entrance quiz to choose your class. We're looking forward to seeing you!
From,
Headmaster Antrose Mirel

Darthic Crypticshadow of Konchi city received a letter in the middle of July that read:

Dear Darthic Crypticshadow,
We would like to inform you that you are one of the top 200 students to join our school for your junior year. If you would like to join stop by the school on August 20th, 2019 to take the entrance quiz to choose your class. We're looking forward to seeing you!
From,
Headmaster Antrose Mirel

Once they all received the letter they had a choice on if they wanted to join this special school or if they just wanted to go back to the school that they've been attending the whole time...

Decisions Decisions... What will they choose?

I used to think love didn't exist. It's hard to tell if it does but... I've noticed I have felt love before. I've felt heart breaks before.. maybe not those kinds, but I've felt those feelings before. I feel like falling for someone is not making the person you like like you back, I feel it's more like making that person realize that even if he/she doesn't like you back.. you are still going to secretly admire them.
Having a boyfriend is not getting ready to fight with the rivals that want to take him away from me, but instead it's you testing how much you love him even if he makes mistakes.That you will accept his perfections and imperfections no matter what.
Maybe I'm to illusional, maybe I'm not.
I just know that even tho love sometimes doesn't feel worth fighting for... I still need to get ready for the war full of emotions.
Who knows maybe it's not you, maybe it is. Maybe it's someone better or someone worse.. all I know is that I like you right now and that even if it's awkward we are going to have to brake that awkwardness.. or at least me. 
I also know that even if I could choose from a lot of people.. I would probably like you still.. Idk its a very unfamiliar feeling.. 
that's why I'm asking you this. 
Please forgive me but I like you and I can't control my emotions.
Maybe you like someone else.. maybe that someone else is close or very far away from me.. it still feels good to tell you how I feel.. it's in the process of me trying to convince me that you don't like me.
It's a process of life.. and well going back to what I was telling you..
I like you. I do. I'm pretty sure a lot of people saw those feelings through my transparency but it's okay.

I've always wanted to make things clear. When I act serious or mad.. Im the whole opposite inside.
Only certain people know how to tell what I'm feeling.
I'm not asking you to be one of those people.
I'm asking you to step in my shoes and see through a window.. see how my life is and let me understand how you feel about me..
No matter if it's good or bad. 
I will accept it 
Whenever I told you I liked you for 9 years..
This is the 10th
I didn't tell you this for you to like me.
When I told you I gave you permission to hurt me..
When I told you all those things 
It wasn't for you to force yourself to like me or to give me a chance at all..
I told you all this things to tell you that I've prepared myself all this time 
I told you all those things to let you know that I want you to be frank with me.. tell me that you don't like me and tell me that I'm not enough for you.. make me be in that heartbreak..
I know that if I go through a heart break It'll help me more and make me grow up in a better way in life.. it's okay to be in a heartbreak..
It helps you realize that God has better plans for you and that he was preparing you for something bigger and better.
...
And ...
If it is ... if that guy and girl end up together.. than that's great.. the only thing to do In that situation is to make their love grow and make their relationship grow stronger and love each other till the end.

Well.. the point is that I want you to reject me. I want you to reject me in person.

~ First Time...

I Still Remember the Day
The First Time I Saw You
Your Wearing a Bright Smile
Your Cute and Handsome

It Looks like there's a Light all over You
I don't know why I Like to Look at You
Maybe Because Your Shining So Bright
That I can't Let My Eyes
Look away from You

You Greeted Me and Ask My Name
Feels Like I Won a Lotto
What to do?
I am So Shy that all I can Say Is Hi
But My Eyes and Lips are Smiling
So Happy, So Proud

The First Time We became close
The First Time We became Friends
The First Time We Go out
The First Time We Fight
Over a Girl In the next classroom

I don't know why I was Hurt So Much
Its the First Time I'm Feeling this
The First Time I can't Sleep
Because of a guy...

At Past I don't know
What to call this Feeling
But Now I know, Its My First Time
First Time Feeling Love
You are My First Love!

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~ His Midnight Girl

I was wearing a Red Silky Night Dress
With Lipstick Red as Blood
Almost Wet by the Perfume
My Wet Hair got dry
Waiting for the Man I Love
My Eyes got Teary Waiting to See
His Silhouette on a bit open door

The Man of My Life came
We Shared Happiness
Enjoyed each other Accompany
Warm Hearts
But when I Woke up
by the Cold Midnight air

He's Gone, I Was Alone
Its Empty, Its Lonely
Its So Cold, So Cold I Felt
My Heart Froze!

Asking Myself Is He a Fantasy?
My Fantasy?
Because I'm Afraid of being Alone?
Because I'm Afraid of being Lonely?
But Right Now I'm Lonely

No... This Is Not a Fantasy
This Is the Reality
The Sad Reality Is that Even though
I Love Him So Much
Still I can't Have Him Whole
He can't be with me all the Time

Because He's Not Just Mine
Because He's Not Really Mine
Because I Chose to be
His Midnight Girl...

Whatever I Do to Climb the wall
Still Can't
If Only I am His First
If Maybe I can be his Only One
Because to Me His the Only One

***********************************************

~ Invalid Words of Heart

You said You Love Me
I said I Love You More
You said You'll Love Me a hundred years
I said I'll Love You a Thousand years
You said You'll Die If I Die
I said I'll Die Lonely If I Lost You 

Time pass by Our Love pass by Too
Your Crying Telling Me Your Sorry
Telling Me that You can't be with Me
for my Thousand Years
I Felt My Tears Falling as
I Saw your Tears Falling

Why We became Like this?
Why Our Love End Like this?

I said I'll Die If I Lost You
I'll Die Lonely If I Lost You

You said You'll become Lonely
That You'll Die If You Lost Her
And that You already Promise Her
Your Thousand years

If You Say that, How Can I?
How Can I Hold on to You?

At Past He said, He'll Die If I Die
Is It Still Valid?
Will He Die If I Die?
Cause Right Now I Felt Like I'll Die...

*******************************************

~ The Feeling of Missing You...

The Day You Left
The Day I Started Feeling this Heat
Heat In My Heart
Feels Like I've been on Fire

Don't know what to do
Don't know why I'm Like this
Can't Think of a way to stop this Feeling
Can't Think of anything but You

I Love You, I Want You
I Miss You, I Need You

When are You coming back
When will I hear Your  voice
Saying I'm here I'm back

The Fire In My Heart Is Being Sick
Waiting makes Me Sick
I'm Longing for You, I Miss You
I'm Longing for You...

********************************************

~ Letting Go...

Life Is Like a Joke
Your Holding Her Dearly
You Love Her Dearly But She Left You
She Let Go of Your Hands First
She Hold Another Man's Hands

Your Mind Told You to Let Go of Her
But Your Heart Can't Let Go of Her
Because You Gave Her all of You
All of Your Heart

Isn't It Hard to Hold onto a
Slippery Rope Alone?
Isn't It Hard and Tiring to Felt Hurt?
Are You Not Tired of Crying?

The Mind Telling You to Let Go of Her
If You Love Her, If You did Loved Her
Let Her Smile Again
Even It Means Letting Go, Let Go
Let Yourself Smile Again

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~ Love In Five Senses

Love Is Like a Fireworks In the Sky
So Full of Colors
Different Colors but 1 Thing Is the same
Bright, It Brighten the Sky for a Moments

Smell Like a Roses
Blooming Roses
Too much Smelling
Will Make You Sneeze

Sounds Like Guitar
Sometime fast, Sometimes Slow
Sometimes In Low Tone
Sometimes So Loud
So Loud that It Hurts Your Ears

Love Is Like the Taste of a Brownies
Sweet, Bitter, Soft, Heart Melting

Felt Like the Ocean Breeze
Calm, Cold, Heart Warming
But Too Much Ocean Breeze
Will Give You Cold!

Love Is a Different Feelings
Feeling Love Is a Special Feelings!

Literature Is Like the Ocean and the True Love of a Mother. Its Everlasting...

Writing Poetry, Inspirational Thoughts & Stories Is My Hideaway.

I must say that All of My Thoughts of Life, My Tears, My Feelings & Even Some of My Secrets Hides Inside the Poems and Inspirational Thoughts that I've Wrote In My Love Notebook for Years.
Now that Its Almost Full and Oldy I Guest Its Time to Share It.
My Hideaway... 
Hoping that It Also Help You Feel Calm Like Your In Your Own Hideout!

After all I Always Believed that Poems are a Recollected Feelings of the Author Itself... That's Wants to Be Shared...

I'm Hoping that You'll Enjoy Reading!
#Reading Poems a Day Is Like Reading a Story each Day!

When Yami is out of everyone's sights, he goes into his realm.
'Its been a while since I have been here. Well, I should get to work. But.. how?' Thought Yami
[Well, what do you want to start on?] said Alfred. In Yami's inner world, Alfred has a body and can read Yami's mind
[I should start with my Indura form. Since when I complete it, I will probably get a hint into what the Tenshi form is. How can I train my Indura form?] says Yami
[The best way to train your Indura form is to expel all energy's out of your body besides your dark one. Once that is done, you should fill up your energy with only Darkness. Then, activate your Indura form and try to keep that Dark energy in. If you fail, the dark energy will leave you and you will get out of the Indura form. You would then have all of your energy replenished and then you will have to start over again.
If we were to rate your Dark, light and Saiyan transformation in numbers, the Assult mode would be a 4, your Indura mode a 7, Angel mode a 3, Tenshi form an 8, the Yami form a 10, the Hikari form an 11, the Yin-Yang form an 21, and your Origin Saiyan form being a 45. Obviously, you haven't gone into your Origin Saiyan form, so it would be stronger if you did.
To add on, you should start to develop your own techniques or get some useful ones like Kaioken so you can strain your body and make it stronger. Things like Kamehameha's or Rasengan's will be useless if you don't add your own energy in it, and If there are not any variations. These 2 moves can be used with your energy, and it has variations, so you should try to merge the 2. Also, things like the 8 gates can be merged with Kaioken, so when you activate one of your gates, you can increase that gate with Kaioken.
Theres a lot of different combinations, so keep an open mind. Like the Indura form, the Tenshi form has the same way of controlling. That is expelling all of your energy and refil it with light energy. Also, when you get the chance, you should make a clone with exactly half your power and spar with it. Making both you and the clone half of the original powers. Going on this, if you can make a shadow clone variant, you can get the clones to refill their energy so they become full power, then they can spar and you will get the expierence.
So, what you should work on now is to find the variation of the shadow clone Jutsu and then use clones to do all of the other things.] Explaines Alfred
[Ok, makes sense. But is there a.. I don't know, a Origin Super Saiyan form? Cause if there is, everything is going to loop again.] says Yami
[Yes, there is an Origin Super Saiyan form, its just you can't go beyond that, unless you accept your inner self. Things like hate, lust, greed, and all of those things are your inner self. The max form that a Saiyan can ever get is a Mastered Chaotic Origin Super Saiyan. The Chaotic is because in this form, you wont be able to get out of it unless you control your energy, which is Chaotic.
In order to do that, you need to Master it, that's why the mastered part is in there. You can get Chaotic Origin Super Saiyan with stat points, but not the Mastered version. You can upgrade your comprehension to get that faster, but you cant actually do it. It's like, you haves the memory of doing something, but you don't have the muscle memory of that anymore. Take for example swinging a sword. If you die and reincarnate somehow, and you were a master swordsman in your last life, you would know how to swing a sword, but your body hasn't.] explained Alfred once again.
[Makes sense. 2nd Last question. How would I cultivate? Is it like Tales of Demons and Gods? Or is it like Against the Gods?] Questions Yami
[Well, for this one, you can do all of them. If you want to cultivate like in Against the Gods and you want to get Demon spirits, you can do it. In fact, you can cultivate how ever you would want to with just a thought.] says Alfred.
[Can I teleport to other dimensions like purgatory with my teleportation paper thingy?] says Yami
[Yes, but they have to be related to that world. For example, you can't go from Purgatory to the after life of Dragon ball Z. But you can go from the after life of Dragon ball Z to Zeno's place if you want to. Which is highly in-advised until you have enough power to stop the Grand Priest. NOW GET TO TRAINING!!] said Alfred as he screamed the last part.
*Yami Pov*
So, I did. I sat down on a flat serfase and started to expel all of my energy's except my dark one. It felt like a second but in reality, it had already been a month of me expelling all of my energy besides my Dark.
'Now that that Is done, its time to refil my energy with only dark energy.' Thought Yami
And so, I did. This time, it was easier since I rejected all of the energy's except the dark one. Casually, other energy's tried to enter my body, but I got rid of them. Once again, it felt like a second had passed. But really, half a month had passed. Luckily, before I started to meditate, I set the time difference to 1:9999999999999999. Meaning, a day outside, is 9999999999999999 days inside, meaning that a second out there is more than 300 million years inside. So, in less than a second, I will be back there already with all of my powers refined.
Continuing on, I stand up and activate my Indura mode. I start to grow many dark arms, legs, and a few distracting features. Trying my best, I try to pull my energy back, but it feels like someone else is pulling it too. Slowly, the bottom of my arms and legs start to sink back into my body along with every other disturbing feature. Finally after a few days, all of the energy was put back inside of me. I won the tug of war on my first try. Just when I opened my eyes, I see Alfred.
[Not bad, you got it on your first try. Now, you aren't in Indura mode, so release your energy on your body. Try to not let it out too much. Make it like it is cloths with high defence.] says Alfred
After hearing what Alfred says, I proceed to try and make a thin layer of darkness all over my arm. When I do that, all of my veins go pitch black, as my hand is covered in a dark glow. I try it with all of my body besides my head, which makes my veins go pure white, while the dark glow intensify's until I'm in Assult mode with a dark purple glow.
[Whoa Whoa, easy there, if you go any further, you will enter Yami mode. Do you not want to go into Indura mode?] says Alfred
[How did I even get close to entering Yami mode?] questioned Yami
[Well, for starters, to merge all of your forms, you will need to activate them all at once. You see that purple glow? That is the Indura mode. Though it looks like light, its not. It's actually a shield that is nearly as strong as your hardest energy shield. The darkness cloths is Assult mode. If you put Darkness energy in your head, It will form the Mark. Once that is done, All of your Dark energy will go into one part of your body. To be more specific, It will make a core where you will keep all of your Dark, light or any other energy used in a transformation like this.
After that happenes, the energy will automatically spread evenly throughout your body. When that is done, you would have entered Yami Mode. If you want, you can also go into seperate forms within Yami mode, its just that now in your status, it will only show Yami form or mode instead of Assult mode and Indura mode. The same will happen with your Hikari form.
Judging by your form, you should be able to absolutely destroy the 5 races man with ease with you Yami form, but you are currently half the power of the half dragon half Demon boy. If you activate your Origin Saiyan form, you could fight him evenly. Now, enter Yami form and start to adapt to it. Once you have done that, get your Tenshi form and your Hikari form, then your so called 'Yin-Yang form', which is called Akuma-Shin form, but you can call it Dark-light form. DL form for short.] says Alfred
[Got it.] says Yami, as I started to send some dark energy to my head. When I finished, a mark formed and suddenly, all of my darkness energy left me. More specificity, it move to inside my 2nd heart. When it was inside, the heart decayed, which made me spit blood. Soon, you could see a purple Orb replacing where the heart is. When the Orb was done, Dark energy came out and like Alfred said, evenly spread throughout my body, making me enter my Yami form.
A small smile grew on my face, as this power was stronger than me using One for all with amplify at 100%. This is like 9000% without even concentrating on a single part of my body. If this form was a 10, then I cant wait for an 11, further more, I haven't even gone into my Origin Saiyan form. The only word I was able to mutter was "Amazing".
[How do I deactivate this mode?] says Yami
[Put all of the dark energy back into the orb.] Says Alfred
[Can I help Demons achieve this as well?] questioned Yami
[They cant achieve the Yami form, but they can certainly achieve the fully controlled Indura form. If you break their 2nd heart and concentrate all of their dark energy there, they will be able to go into Assult mode if they are weak, or if they on 10 commandment level power, they could probably enter the fully controlled Indura form. As Meliodias is right now, he will be able to go back to the Assult mode. But, I don't think the world laws would accept that.] says Alfred
[Ok, that makes sense. For my Hikari form, would the holy orb replace a heart?] says Yami
[No, usually, well, not usually since no one has found it yet, but if an Angel were to find this, they would need to put it on their spine, where their wings are, but since you have the Demon bloodline, you can put it either in your 3rd heart, or you can merge it with the dark orb. Making it merge with the dark orb is definitely better, but it will be many times more difficult.] says Alfred
[I got an idea. If I merge them, and I use all of the orbs powers, then I replenish the orbs powers, then I use my forms to make a new orb, would I get double the strength?] says Yami
[Yes, you would, but that would be like taking water from a glass, then filling it back up, then putting back the taken water. It would double the power, but it would be insanely hard to control. If you can get a better control of your powers, then you could make the cup of water get bigger, but then you would need to merge 2 orbs that have 2 powers in it. Making it several times harder than trying to do it the first time.
The way to control your powers more is by using them more. If you only keep dark energy in you for a year, the right side of the cup would grow, but the left side would stay the same since you aren't practising the holy element. You can use both at the same time, but not only will it be harder to control, you would be getting a slower progress, but it will grow evenly.] says Alfred
[Then, I will do just that. I will make my fused core then before I make another one, I will keep both energy's on for 10 years, making both of those energy's extremely controlled. While I am doing this, I will try to get the theory of a few moves like the Kaioken or 8 gates. Since the last gate uses the heart, I proberbly have like 48 gates, minus 8 since there is a core there. 
I should also try and get the variety of the shadow clone Jutsu. I can have like 50 clones doing both light and dark energy, so I can get my second fused core faster. I can also do a few theories and tests I have always wanted to do. It's  time to get the Tenshi form. This is getting exciting!!] said Yami, as I starts to once again sit down and try to stabilise my form.
Tune in for the next chapter!

Ren, is an average teen that died from drowning in water when the bus driver fell asleep and drove towards the water. He wakes up in a white, plain room with a table and 2 chairs. He finds god and gets to get 2 wishes from the positive karma he got from donating to the poor, helping the homeless and helping the sick. Watch Ren travel to all sorts of different anime and novels.

Anything I use in my story is not mine besides my character. Also, the cover is not mine. Heavily inspired from against the gods with an anime system, Traversing the Anime Multiverse with a System, a Saiyan from the multiverse, and a few others. I recommend to check them out.
 Warning - If you don’t like the M.C being op, I recommend you drop this novel. You have been warned.

Its time for me to forget about you after so long that i hope maybe one day you would like me back.I guess its not gonna happen anyway.I keep questioning myself and asking myself "does he like me" "does he know i still like him" while maybe not.I keep asking your friend who do you like but its a same answer "he doesn't like anyone".N your friend keep telling me "tell him you him,just go for it" but my answer would be "he not ready,i did tell him but he just not ready" but i always asking myself did i do that to confess my feeling towards him or just to let him know that im waiting for him no matter what.I always thought of myself as a psycho girl who waiting for someone who doesn't even notice me until i confess to him over n over. But i do have someone who did like me but i cant like him because i still like him....
I always notice you smiling and laughing while you were talking to your friends and playing games with them while i just try to ignore it but sometimes i feel like you were looking at me without me knowing it.Sometimes i would asked myself do he always look at me while im doing my thing without myself knowing it or he just looking at some else....
His friend say that he doesn't like my friend because of her attitude but we can't comfirm that right? You would sometimes look at her while talking and one time you tease her.I did some research n if a guy do that means he like that girl.I hate it that you like my friend but your friend say that she wasn't anyone type and your but you just pretending to be friendly to her cause you had enough of her attitude and for me if you hate that someone, you would like that someone.
I hope you doesn't like her so that i can keep liking you no matter what but i think its time for me to forget about you and try to distance myself and do the thing that i would always do texting you,wait for you or talking to while looking in your eyes. Cause all this thing will keep me or remind me that i still like you no matter what.
I hope or i wish you would notice it and like me back as much i like you cause love is just a thing that someone like them or love them no matter what that you would wait for them until they realise how much you like them.Sometimes i try to ignore it all while you were infront of me or behide me,not to make eye contact or what ever.So i hope you dont like me friend or even if you are,then i realise that you might not be the one cause for me i thought you are the one cause i can't stop thinking of you and stop imagine myself that you would be somelses and not mind.But i know all of this must have a reason to it.
1) you might not be the one 
2)god always knows best
3) if its really you then it has to be the right time that you would like me.
Cause your the first boy i ever felt like this before but i guess my feeling for you gonna fade anytime now...Cause i feel like its useless if you like someone but they just never notice and it hurt when you like some else then the person right infront of you could be the one.So please dont make me feel like this and just give me a high hope or anything like sign if you like her or just tell me that everyone knows who you like.Please Please.

"I was just being polite to her.  I wanted to bring you with me when she introduced me to your parents but you were on a hurry to get inside the church. You left me alone," Deive said in a voice laced with pain. As if it was Callea's fault for leaving him.

"I thought I was doing you a favor. Sure, we are getting married soon but you are free to like someone else. I won't stop you. Just be discreet."

But he was not fazed. "Your church dress looked good on you. And it fits the place perfectly because this church has been standing here for centuries. Our ancestors were wearing the same dress. I should have worn a Barong Tagalog or a camisa de chino so we are a pair.

"They would think we are both crazy. People might stay away from you."

"What's wrong with being nationalistic? And I don't care if they call us a crazy couple," he said with a laugh then caressed her face. "After all, you will be my bride."

Callea sighed and felt the familiar heaviness on her chest. "Deive, you can't shape me into the woman you want. This is me. If you can't accept me, you'd better talk to your grandfather now. Tell him that you want another woman as a bride. Someone like Lindsye. I am sure you can present her to your grandfather without a problem. I can pretend to a point but you can't force me to someone I am not. You can't let me face the crowd and let them butcher me like what they did to me last time."

"Callea, I must admit that I was shocked when I learned about your weird preference. I don't know how to handle a woman who prefers to be an introvert who prefers to look like a white lady and has bats as pets. I prefer to be the envy of my friends because the woman in my arms is attractive and they would wish they were me. Where I don't have to explain to people about heir eccentric tastes. And I tried to transform you into that woman because I thought it is best for you… for us. But I was wrong. I should have respected your identity."

"Deive, I can't blame you if you don't like me. = It is human nature. We like what's pleasing to our eyes. We are afraid of the dark. We hate ugly things. And I understand if you don't want to marry me."

He shook his head. "No! I still want to marry you."

"You don't really have to. I will talk to my grandfather about the mansion. I am not deserving to marry you or some other guy. I am destined to be alone." Fake or not, who would want to marry a weirdo like her?

 "No! We are in this together," he insisted and grasped her hand. "I am fine if you want to walk around the house with a bloody dress or with your prosthetics looking like a zombie. I won't be ashamed to be with you. I can put on a costume if you want…"

"Your grandfather will disown you if you do that." But she appreciated that he was trying to compromise with her. He was trying to adjust to her lifestyle and was even willing to relate to her. It means that he really wants to marry her. "Deive, if your grandfather will come here, I am willing to look neat and pretty in front of him. You know that I could pull it off. I just want to do it in front of strangers. I-It scares me."

 

"I won't force you to be beautiful if you don't want to. You can do whatever pleases you. I understand you can't pretend forever. It would be worse if my grandfather finds out that you are just pretending, right?"

"Aren't you doing me a good favor?" He was already sacrificing a lot for her. "What do you want in return?"

He lifted her veil and looked her in the eye. He didn't let the veil go. "I want you to smile for me. Even if you look like a vampire or a zombie, just smile for me."

"That's all? You just want me to smile?"

He nodded. "Yes." He tipped her chin with his finger. "Starting now."

The corner of her lips slowly lifted. Her muscles strained because his face was near hers.  They were sharing the veil. She felt like they were getting married and he lifted the veil to kiss her. She gulped and stared at his lips.

He wet his lips and crossed the distance between them. He kissed her leisurely as if he was taking his time. A fierce hunger awakened inside her. As if kissing him something she had been wanting all her life. Their differences vanished. It was just the two of them melting together as one.  She wanted to remain inside that cocoon and remain locked in the kiss.

     She heard someone cleared his throat. Callea was startled. She cut-off the kiss and jumped away from Deive. When she looked at the direction of the intruder, the priest was standing at the entrance of the crypt. "We have visitors, kids." And his eyes were reprimanding them. Callea blushed. They were too old to caught like two teenagers making out.

Then she heard some tourists walking down the stairs. She couldn't look straight to Deive's eyes.  He carefully let out of the veil and let it cover her face. But she caught a glimpse of his mischievous smile.

"I am sorry, Father," she and Deive said together then left the crypt.  Imagine if other people caught them together. She might prefer to hide inside one of the apartment tombs.

"Wow! Her dress is beautiful," said the old man who looked like the head of the tourists. "Is she the tourist guide?"

The priest signaled her to come forward. She must make amends after she was caught making out with Deive. Of all places, in an underground cemetery. Deive squeezed her hand. "I will wait for you here."

An arranged marriage to a perfect bride.

To keep him in line, playboy Deive Hontiveros needs to marry Callea Lopez so he could start his own business. He thought he got lucky when he sees how beautiful and caring Callea is.

She lives in a haunted mansion though and he got plagued by a mysterious ghost of a woman and her cat from hell.

He must protect his bride at all cost. 

But what if Callea is one with the darkness?

"Xiao Ru, what do you mean? Why did you create something out of nothing? You deliberately changed the topic because you couldn't win against me. " This time, it was Xiao Ru's turn to be afraid to face her.
"sister, what do I mean? You're so smart that you can't understand. Even if I wanted to change the topic, so what if she's married? In front of love, it's fair. Being a mistress is also a blessing. And you, you clearly look at Xiao Xi's husband, Hei Bu. The way you look at him has changed. I grew up with you. Don't think that I can't see it. I don't know. You just don't dare to admit it. "
Xiao ru looked at her. "I didn't. Don't talk nonsense. Everyone looks at me like that. "
"sister, do you think you can hide it from me? Just like what you said, you can understand whether I'm lying or not. Similarly, do you think I can't understand your feelings? "
"You're talking nonsense. I didn't. " Xiao ru and Xiao Guo argued until their faces turned red.
"I didn't. If I'm really wrong, why did your eyes Darken when sister Xiao Xi said that Mr. Hei bu was her husband? Why did you come back and cry? Did I see wrongly? " Xiao Guo's aggressiveness made Xiao ru at a loss Xiao ru didn't know what to do.
"PA! " A slap sounded.
"What nonsense are you talking about? " Xiao ru seemed to be angry and slapped Xiao Guo's face.
Xiao Guo covered her face in surprise and tears fell. "sister, so what if you hit me? Can you change this fact? Can you change the fact that you like him? "
"Okay, stop talking. "
"Why don't you let me talk? Did I hit what you were thinking? You don't want me to continue. " Xiao Guo still didn't want to stop.
"enough, stop it. I told you to stop, did you hear me? " This time, Xiao Guo was really angry.
"You're actually angry with me for a man who can't be together. Is it worth it? "
Xiao ru: "I said enough. I told you to stop talking. "
Xiao Guo's attitude was tough. "I won't say it if you tell me not to? I have to say it. You just like him. "
"enough. If you say it again, I won't acknowledge you as my sister anymore. " After Xiao Ru said this, Xiao Guo completely calmed down.
"I do like him, but Xiao Guo, have you ever thought that Xiao Xi is my friend? How can I like her husband? " Xiao Guo was still angry just a moment ago, but now she suddenly became sad.
That kind of sadness was like a child who had been abandoned.
Xiao Guo frowned and hugged Xiao Ru. "sister, I know you have some reservations, but if you like him, go ahead and chase him. Friend, it doesn't matter if you want him or not. "
"Xiao Guo. "
"sister, you're hesitating. If you can't do it, I'll help you. Our Qi family is big. We won't lose to an unknown wild girl. "
This was the first time Xiao ru had fallen in love with a man in such a long time. As her only sister, how could she not help.
"But Xiao Guo, don't you like him too? Why? " Xiao ru didn't understand what she was doing.
"Sis, I knew you'd ask this. Let me tell you, I, Qi Xiao Guo, lack a man in my chest. I only like him because I think he's more outstanding than other men. If he were to be my brother-in-law, I wouldn't mind. "
"Xiao Guo, thank you. " Xiao Guo always thought of herself. How could she not take care of him.
"We are all sisters, what's there to thank? The most important thing now is to get him into our hands. "

Her wedding had also become her funeral.
Her stepsister and her fianc�� had gotten together at some point in time. It turned out that they had been the ones who had done it all along. She had been disfigured, raped, plagiarized, and her father had died in an accident.. All of this.. It turned out that they were the ones who had done it all.
She really regretted trusting the wrong person and misunderstanding the person who loved her... ...
After being reborn, she returned to her high school days.
She became a Straight-a student, won a grand prize, fought against the stepsister, confessed to the scumbag, and got lost. Her sister's lies were all broken. Faced with the shadow of rape, she came to recruit them. The chicken was braised with mushrooms, and a grand party was held. She made a name for herself. She was strong. She opened a shop, bought land, and earned a lot of money to be a boss But in front of him, she was a little woman that he doted on.
"Hei di, madam ran out again. She said she wanted to earn a lot of money to buy milk powder. "
Blue veins popped up on the man's forehead. "Here it comes again. Bring her back and open a bank for her. "

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