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Hello, my dear readers. As you all know, I have submitted my story in the sofanovel contest. Please go there and vote for all the chapters at the end of it. My wattpad readers are doing it. Please, kindly go there and vote. If you have a problem in understanding the Voting process. I have explained the whole process on my wattpad account with pictures. Please go there and vote.
it's a kind of test of mine, If I win the competition, I'll continue the writing, whereas If not, then I'll understand that writing is not for me. 
After so many years, I'm craving for something. Do help me. 
I very badly want to win the first prize. 
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She could hear his footsteps coming closer. Pressing her trembling hands to her mouth she even tried not to breath. Her bruises were throbbing with pain and chest was heaving. She could smell her burnt skin telling her that it was deep this time. She knew it wont take him long until he finally locates her in his wardrobe.
Oh, Lord, Please, help me out.She cried in her brain as hot tears slide down her cheek. 
All of the sudden, the room was echoing with his favorite music. She banged her head on the wall ahead on her helplessness. That creepy violin was at the max. She knew the reason too well. He had found her.

Rishika just sit there waiting for her blow. She tried to numb herself. Like every other time she tried to tell herself that this is not happening to her but the moment she heard him say,
"Oh, my dear Shikha, here you are." She broke into tears. She didn't have it in her to look at his face. 
"Please,.please, "She pleaded as she tried even more to hug her legs. 
"What? Am I not the same guy you so much wanted to marry?"

Rishika Mehra, the daughter of the wealthiest person in India was disowned by her family at age, 17, for the reason never revealed to the world. She went to Germany with the help of her friend/childhood crush, Paul Schmidt. Finally, for the first time she was able to breathe without any baggage until the day her friend asked her out and made her live under the shadows she never deserved.   

If you are into dark books and the emotional crap that bring tears to your eyes, you are in for a treat.

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This book has mature content. So, please read if you are eighteen plus.

Do not copy, or reproduce this work in part or in full.
This book is written by me @Vidhi90 and @AshlehQueen.

Major Characters 
Paul Schmidt 
Rishika Mehra
Jay Verma 
Rishi Mehra 
Avantika Mehra
Karan Rathod

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{ Lily Collins } is a nineteen year old sophomore college student who's trying to get through without any problems. 

But it's proven difficult as her long time bully attends the same college. A bully she couldn't help have undying feelings for
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[ Asher Grey ] is a nineteen year old sophomore college student. He's a rich popular arrogant guy who finds pleasure in bullying the girl he is in love with. 

At some point he won't be able to hold in his feelings, they will start to peek out.

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Lily looked up frightened as Asher shoved her on the lockers.Closing her eyes and waiting for what would come next....But was only shocked to feel his soft warm lips on hers

Me: Checking the book, as usual.

51 Bookmarks? Ok.. 
11k Reads? Sounds great..

Wait...

The bookmarks got really high in a week. From 30s or so to 45, and now 51.

I'm really speechless. Maybe this book couldn't surpass those great works, but I never actually expected this trash dump of a draft could actually gain more than 30 bookmarks (or whatever the stars mean). 

Since there's no longer updates except the Arc extras, I don't think that the number will increase, yet God (Maybe Yuan Ji?? lol, I hope it's that person just fine) disagreed with me. 

Anyway, so many thanks for the (loyal) readers, and the voters. This one year was spent perfectly beyond my expectations (yeah, Dec 2018 to Jan 2019 counts as a year, no?).

Let's get into the point:
- New title: The Tales of Three Realms
- Update schedule: every 5, 10, 15, 20, 25, 30
- New cover, new Synopsis
- Ask me for spoiler in Wattpad if you want, but don't spoil the plot please.
- My Wattpad is ShouLang_YueChen
- My Discord is PaperCrane#8962
- The edited version published on 5 February
- I'm trying to edit as much as possible, but the target 2k words for each chap seem too hard to fulfill.
- Basically, Arcs are now Tales. 
- On the end of a Tale, there'll be extras and QnA
- While this book may seem like a fanfic to many myths, the stories are purely from imagination
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Alright, this'll do? 

Please also tell me your favorite character (male and female if possible) and a question for them. 

QnA, begins now!

BL novel! Everything in this novel is fiction!

『You saved me once, I'll repay your kindness...』

Gods exist, so are Ghosts and Demons.


Both the Water Deity and the young 'ghost's life changed after the fall. 

Yuan Ji didn't expect that he'd possess a teenager's body when he was casted out from the heaven for the nth time. Yang YueChen didn't expect a day where he would be having a friend by his side. 

Now the tricky, sharp-witted Deity had to work together with the naive boy to regain his lost memories and ascend to the heaven. 

Who knows, something else also bloomed in their short shared life....



{Caution on later chapters, please support, and don't copy my work.}

Not to be too alarmed but I would like to inform you all that this book might suck, it's an Italian English book. I'll be translating every Italian used word after the end of each chapter. The grammar might be bad, the plot is hmm, as I love them to be, you know this book could be better with your help.

I will be editing this out and might even publish an unedited drafted version but if y' all like cliché clingy characters and plot twist? well, then you'll have a lot of fun. Don't say I didn't warn you, I don't want insult from anyone, please.

Also, not like I'm promoting my books or anything but if you like erotica possessive, hot boss, you can simply check out my book Dominant & Submissive (in my other account, but i lost that account) it's way better. You can read it on here or on Wattpad or inkitt.

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SHORT SUMMARY

It is cruel, you know, that music should be so beautiful. It has the beauty of loneliness of pain: of strength and freedom. The beauty of disappointment and never-satisfied love. The cruel beauty of nature and the everlasting beauty of monotony.

Meet Gisella Molinero, a lady who was betrayed by her best friend and boyfriend. Viola Moretti who was supposed to get married to the blind Italian Billionaire, because of her corniness and love for Pietro Santoro Gisella's boyfriend, they both plan on convincing Mr. Giuseppe Caruso about canceling the arrange marriage with Viola and go for the middle-class only child of the Molinero. later on, Gisella found out about her arranged marriage with Nicolo Caruso. will she accept the betrayal of her best friend and boyfriend and also be with the blind Nicolo Caruso?

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It all started with a friendship and relationship betray. A betray that changed Gisella Molinero's Life to a nightmare. Gisella happened to find herself on the bed with a total stranger. The most hilarious nightmare was that an arranged marriage was made for her to be with the man she doesn't love because she is still in love with Pietro Santoro who she caught sleeping with her best friend Viola Moretti, Nicolo, on the other hand, falls in love with Gisella.  Nicolo is ready to fight for his love, and Gisella herself is not the kind to tremble upon twice.
 Pietro wants Gisella back into his life,  but Viola must have Pietro no matter what the consequences are.  The obstacles were coming in different forms and ways, truth, lies, and betrayal are being freed out of the bag. 

Follow the love triangles of the four families and the upcoming danger......

Hey guyssss! I can't believe this has gotten over 600 views! Aghhh that makes me so happy<3333

I have some new information for all of you. I have found it easier to write on Wattpad. I do love this app, however I will continue my novel on there. Once I am done with the book, I will most likely post it on here as well- so not to fear! However, if you don't want to wait forever- I would appreciate it if you read it on Wattpad!

Here is my info for Wattpad:
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Thank you so much! It would mean the world to me if you commented/read it on Wattpad. But ether way is fine! 

Love you all
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Ps. Please don't kill me if you thought this was going to be an update of the story. There is an updated version on Wattpad;)

Pssss. Haha oof! Hope you enjoy everything.

Krystal has always had the same route: get up, school, work, hang with friends. Her small town life changes when a rude, but incredibly handsome boy shows up at her work. She doesn’t realize yet, but he is responsible for changing the life of her and her friends for better or for worse.

Author’s Note:
Please be advised that there are some mature themes in this novel. I’m still writing this novel. Hope you enjoy it!

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I actually have more of it written on Wattpad, as I have found that it is slightly less complicated to write there( though I do like this app). PLEASEEEEEEE-check me out there >.< and you can finish the story there. 
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Qi Lei accompanied Qi Fan in returning to Long Fu, she still can't believe that her father killed Fang Fei and is now in jail she have lost her support. Although their grandfather is still alive he is in critical condition and there's no guarantee that he will wake up soon. If he does by then Qi Bai have already stabilized his position as the heir since her brother is still too young.

"Qi Lei... I need your help we can't let uncle take control of Qi Fu... I will lose my support to stabilize my position here in Long Fu!" Qi Fan said while biting her nails as they arrived in her courtyard's receiving area. Qi Lei just stared at his sister before taking steps to leave but he heard another scream from her. "Qi Lei! You ungrateful bastard you shouldn't have been born if father didn't need a heir!" 

Instead of walking towards Long Fu's gate Qi Lei went to Patriach Long's study and sees the housekeeper guarding it. "May I ask if Patriach Long will have few minutes to spare?" 

"Let me check Young Master Qi." The housekeeper went inside the study and came out after few minutes. "Young Master Qi please..." the housekeeper respectfully gestured for Qi Lei to go inside the study room.

"Young Master Qi my condolences..." Patriach Long said as he gestured him to sit.

"Thank you Left Prime Minister Long." Qi Lei respectfully bowed before sitting.

"I won't beat around the bush Left Prime Minister Long, I know that you have heard the situation in Qi Fu and as I am still young and hold no power to inherit it will be my second uncle Qi Bai who will. I just want to make sure that despite the situation my sister will be treated fairly."

"Qi Lei you don't to ask for this as long as Qi Fan won't create troubles in Long Fu I will make sure that she is treated fairly."

"Thank you..."

When Qi Lei arrived at Qi Fu he was called by Qi Bai in the study. "Lei'er..." Qi Bai knows that Qi Lei isn't Qi Chang's son but always have a good impression of  the boy.

"Master Qi... I would like to leave."

"Why?"

"I...I know that I am not his son and since my mother is no longer here and I don't want my sister to use me against you who treated me well." although he tried to hold his grievances, Qi Lei is still young thus in front of Qi Bai who always treat him like a son he can't help but start to sobs.

"Since you know that me and my family why do you still want to leave and suffer? Why not be my adopted son?"

Upon hearing it Qi Lei looks up with wide eyes at Qi Bai. He can't believe the man who isn't even blood related treated him fairly than his own mother. Fang Fei might be his mother but since Qi Lei isn't a son she had with Qi Chang, she always treated Qi Lei coldly and pour all her motherly affection to Qi Fan.

Hearing no response from Qi Lei and seeing his shock expression Qi Bai can't help but chuckles. "Come on, let's go meet your mother and siblings they always wanted to have someone younger than them to pamper."

Qi Lei can only nod and follow as Qi Bai walks towards the main courtyard where his family moved.

She blankly stares at the unfamiliar ceiling. 'Didn't I die?! I'm sure I did cut my wrist, I felt it! I watched my blood flow before I blacked out! What's happening?!'

Her name is Raine, she doesn't have a last name in her previous life since she grew up in the orphanage. 

Died by her own hands...now given a new life. A life in ancient time.

Author: This is my original story that I write whenever I want and when inspired so the chapters might be edited a few times especially the new ones.

Disclaimer: All images and videos aren't mine.

ELLA

Chos lang ang heaven! Haha. 

"WOW! *0*"

WOW! As in WOW lang! Hindi ata bahay ang tawag dito. Hehe. 

I would rather say Mansion than house.

Bumaba na yung parang butler sa kotse at pinagbuksan ako.

"Thank you" Pagpapasalamat ko at ngumiti. 

Tinanguan lang ako nung butler at ngumiti ng tipid. Shet. Gwapo din pala to. Mas may laman naman to kaysa don sa patpatin na yon. 

Hinanahap ko sa bintana ng kotse si Patpatin ang kaso wala na siya sa kotse. Hinahanap siya ng mata ko and only to find out na naglalakad na pala si kuya paalis. 

Sinundan ko siya kasama itong butler at isa pang lalaki na maskulado. Hawak hawak niya si ate na wala parin malay. 

Naglakad kami sa kanilang parang fountain then kumaliwa sa maiksing tulay. And shet.

'Pintuan na lang nila lahat lahat gold pa?'

'Di kaya nananakawan to?'

"Ehem." Ubo ni kuyang gwapong butler. 

Napatingin naman ako sa kanya. 

"This way ma'am." Wah! Ngumiti siya! Ang gwapo shet.

Tinanguan ko nalang si kuyang gwapong butler.

Iginaya niya ako sa isang malawak na bedroom. Ay mali. Condo ata to leche. Dinaig niya pa ang salas namin. 

Jusko. Pagbukas kasi ng pintuan ay bumulaga sakin ang Master Bed na color violet. 

Tas pagtingin sa kanan ay may stall, mini refrigerator, sink at table. 

Sa kaliwa naman ay may mahabang bookshelf na puno ng libro. Tas sa gilid ay may hagdanan. 

Pumasok na din yung maskuladong lalaki at ibinaba si ateng dun sa kama. 

"Malapit na yung doctor. It wouldn't take long. Please have a sit and take a rest." 

Sinunod ko naman ang sinabi ni kuyang butler na umupo na sa couch sa gilid. 

Lumabas saglit si Kuyang gwapong butler kaya naman nakakuha ako ng pagkakataon na maglakad lakad. 

Nilinga ko lahat ng mga bagay bagay hanggang sa mapunta ang tingin ko sa
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Wattpad Books! 

"Waah! Meron silang wattpad! Waahh."

Excited akong tiningnan ang mga libro at nagtingin tingin ng mga pamagat. 

AFGITMOLFM

Destined with the Bad Boy

How to kiss a Guy

Teen Clash

Hell University

Montello High

Sheet. Mga favorite koooo!

Sa sobrang saya ko ay kinuha ko na ang 'My Innocent Princess' para maamoy at mabasa man lang kahit papaano. 

Umupo muli ako sa couch at nagbasa. Nasa part palang ako ng introduction ng biglang-

"What the f*ck are you doing here?!"

Bago pa man ako makatingin kung sino ang sumigaw ay hinigit na ako nito patayo. 

"Aray!" 

Ramdam ko ang paghigpit ng kamay niya sa pulsuhan ko. Nabitawan ko na ang libro na hawak ko at halos manggalaiti na ko dahil feeling ko ay madudurog ang buto ko. 

Itinaas ko ang paningin ko at pinantayan ang lebel niya. 

Breathtaking ang mukha. Gwapo. Kaso gag*.

Libre ang kaliwang kamay ko kaya naman sinuntok ko siya sa mukha at sinipa sa tagiliran. Nabitawan niya naman ang kamay ko at napaupo siya. Susugod pa sana ako para sipain siya nang bumukas ang pintuan. 

"I'm sorr- what happened here?"

Pumasok ang isang babae na hula ko ay mga nasa early twenties. May suot  siyang white coat at may dalang case. 

'Lagot. Baka ipademanda ako ng mga to.'

"Is something wro- woah! What happened here?!" Gulat na sabi ni kuyang patpatin. 

Tumingin siya dito sa lalaking nakaupo tas tumingin sakin. Nagpabalik balik siya ng tingin hanggang sa

"HAHAHAHA! TALO KA PALA NG BABAE EH! HAHAHA!"

'PHEW. Akala ko magagalit siya.' 

"Jeremy! Now's not the time to laugh."

Saway sa kaniya nung babaeng doctor ata. 

"Help him up." Utos niya kay Kuyang patpatin. 

Tumigil naman siya sa pagtawa at ngumisi. 

"Why would I? I'm not his friend."

Tumingin naman itong lalaking nakaupo kay Kuyang patpatin at biglang tumayo. 

"Aw!"

Binangga niya ako at natamaan yung pulsuhan ko na hinawakan niya kanina. 

Lumapit naman si Kuyang patpatin at tinignan yung pulsuhan ko na may marka ng kamay at nagkulay violet.

Biglang sumeryoso ang mukha niya at anytime ay parang mangangain na siya ng tao.

"D*mn you Terrence. This is the payment she would get after rescuing your girl?!" Gigil na giit niya dun sa lalaking bubuksan na sana yung pintuan. 

Natigilan naman ako sa sinabi niya.

'Terrence? Bakit parang familiar yung name niya? Tsaka ano daw? His girl?!'

Nakita ko sa peripheral vision ko na natigilan yung Terrence at humarap muli samin. 

"What the f*ck are you saying?!" 

"I'm sorry if I let this girl roam around her room. But just so you know, that girl lying on that bed is Ellie! And she was saved by this girl whom you violated!" 

'Kilala niya naman pala eh!'

Natameme naman si kuya at ang pagkakunot ng noo niya ay napalitan ng worried face. 

Naglakad siya papunta samin at
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Pinuntahan yung babaeng nakahiga. 

'Aw.'

I felt a pain in my heart when he chose her over me.

'Teka nga! Anong paki ko kung siya ang pinili?!'

Tss. 

"Leanna! Come over here! Why are you just standing there?!" Sigaw nung Terrence dun sa doctor ata. 

"Psh. Just so you know. I'm still you're sister. Idiot!" Mahinahong sabi nung doctor na babae at lumapit na dun sa babaeng hinimatay.

Hinawakan niya ang pulsuhan nung babae, pagkatapos ay inilabas niya ang stethoscope sa case niya at chineck si ateng named "Ellie". 

"Well, she's just exhausted. According to what Jeremy told me, she's just traumatized about what happened. She'll be awake soon enough. So nothing to worry." Sabi nung Doctor at ngumiti dun sa Terrence daw ang pangalan. 

"Now that Ellie's okay, maybe you could help her treat her wound?" Sabi ni Jeremy at tinuro ako. 

'Lah. Wala akong pambayad!'

"Ah. Th- this is nothing." Aniya ko at tinago ang pulsuhan sa likod. 

Tumingin naman sakin yung doctor at nginitian ako. 

"Don't worry. It's my brothers fault. That's why you're not gonna pay anything." Paninigurado nung Doctor at lumapit sakin. 

"Oh by the way, I'm Leanna Faye Scarlet and that one (tinuro si Terrence na nakaupo sa sofa at nakatitig dun sa babae) is Terrence, my brother. Well a younger  brother who always act like he's the oldest. And that one leaning on the wall is Jeremy Ford. And that girl who fainted is Ellie Redondo, my brothers girlfriend. And you are?"

Ang ganda ng ngiti niya. 

"Mikaella Faye Rodriguez. Ella nalang po."

Napangiti siya ng mapait at dahan dahang kinuha ang kamay ko.

"You reminded me of someone. So let's treat you up."

I'm an extraordinary girl who will protect what's right. 

And I know I can't win this fight without everyone's help.

"So will you take my hand and help me win this fight?"

"Trust me. I'll never give up."

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