Chapter 111: Two broken pieces
"It's like a normal hotel room."
"...it's a hotel, after all."
"There is a word of "love" in front, though."
"Even so, it's a hotel."
As Ishigami said so, he closed the door and locked it, causing Hayasaka's body to stiffen, clearly showing her nervousness.
"I will take a bath first. You can do whatever you want."
"O-Oh..."
Watching Ishigami enter the bathroom, Hayasaka became even more nervous since she knew that inside the bathroom, he would become naked as he took a bath, and if she dared, she could just join in, but she didn't do it since she wasn't ready and as he prolonged the time they were together instead of kissing her lips when they entered, it gave her a time to rethink her decision.
Yet, she didn't change her decision and had made up her mind.
However, she knew that she might rethink her decision if she did nothing and waited for him, so she walked around, looking at the room where they stayed curiously, then discovered a pack of condoms inside.
"If there is one, then why should we buy them outside? Oh, it's a normal size."
Before Hayasaka felt annoyed and angry, wondering why Ishigami had told her to buy condoms previously, causing her to have an embarrassing memory, she quickly understood why he told her to buy them.
Considering the average size of this country, she understood why he told her to buy the condoms at the drugstore.
Still, would such a huge thing be able to enter her body?
'No, no, if a baby can come out from that place, then it should be possible for him to enter, right?'
A human's body is full of potential and possibilities, so it should be possible to do anything.
Nevertheless, she couldn't hide her nervousness, so she thought to watch television, but—
"Oh~! Ahnh~! Too much~! Amazing~!"
Hayasaka quickly turned off the television with a reddened face, then quickly turned her head toward the bathroom, but as she heard nothing of his voice and only heard the sound of the shower, she sighed in relief, but somehow, she became curious about the video and turned on the television once again, but this time, she moved fast and muted the noise.
"....."
She was in a daze, watching the uncensored porn before her eyes, watching the stiff part of a male's part enter the female's body.
The two of them appeared happy, enjoying their act like an animal as the woman leaked a sweet voice from her moist lips.
Unfortunately, it was muted, so she couldn't tell how they really felt from their voices. Curious, she turned off the mute and lowered the volume until it could only be heard by herself.
Then—
"Ahnh~! More~! More~!"
Her face was flushed red, but her eyes clearly locked to the screen, watching the act between the man and the woman, who had become nothing but a pair of animals.
'But a human is also nothing but an animal.'
Before they grew, a human was just an animal who wore nothing but naked, but as they slowly learned and grew, they started to put on clothes and learned something known as a "moral" and "sense of shame."
Yet, before all of that, this was normal; this was something that every human had done from the beginning of their creation.
Even Adam and Eve made their descendants this way and much enjoyed this act.
Biting her lower lip, she couldn't help but imagine herself in the place of the woman, but unfortunately, the man was too ugly to be replaced by Ishigami's face, and the size was too small to be compared to Ishigami's, so her imagination was quickly broken, yet there was no doubt, she wondered whether the actual act was as good as the porn.
"Is it good?"
"...can't you not suddenly appear?"
"You have been glued to the screen, after all."
"Don't make me sound like a pervert!" Hayasaka scolded Ishigami with shame, then asked, "Have you finished taking a bath?"
"Can you not see it clearly?"
"...yeah, I can see it."
She could see steam emitted from his body as he wore a bath gown instead of the clothes he bought earlier, showing his shapely body that he sculpted and trained diligently by working out, which made her eyes couldn't look away like how a boy who saw raw boobs for the first time.
"I-I am going to take a bath first!"
"Sure."
Watching Hayasaka, who ran away to the bathroom, Ishigami couldn't help but be reminded. "Be careful. The floor is wet."
"I-I know! I am not so clumsy!"
If it was Chika, Ishigami might be worried, but this was Hayasaka, so he decided to trust her and then turned off the television since he didn't have a hobby of watching porn, especially when he had done the actual act. Instead, he just lay on the bed and closed his eyes, but somehow, the sounds of water in the bathroom became even clearer in his ears, which made it even harder to wonder whether he would really do it with her.
Yes, Ishigami lost his calm, but he wasn't the only one, and the other party was even more nervous than him.
Was she going to lose for the first time here?
When Hayasaka thought about this, she couldn't think straight at all!
Sex wasn't a realm that one could think straight with rationality; it was a realm of emotion; it wasn't about whether it was wrong or not; it was about whether one wanted to do it or not.
There was no doubt that when everything was cleared up, Hayasaka could imagine herself regretting everything.
No, even Ishigami would regret his decision to do all of this, yet there was no doubt that the two of them, at this moment, wished to have sex.
In their heads, they knew that it was wrong, they shouldn't do it, and if they did it, they knew that they would hurt others, yet even if they knew it within their heads, their emotions couldn't understand that at all and their bodies kept seeking each other further.
Even the cold water that she used to take a bath couldn't calm down the flame of lust that burnt her body.
When Hayasaka thought of Ishigami holding her body with his rugged arms, devouring his lips as he pounced on her like a hungry beast instead of hating it, she could only cling to herself tightly as if trying to suppress her overflowing desire.
Watching her slender legs, she wondered whether the water wasn't the only thing that made them wet.
Should she stop?
Should she go on?
As their chicken race started, they had already reached the path of no return, and once they crossed, it was impossible for their relationship to return to how it used to be.
More importantly, could Ishigami even take responsibility for her?
Was she going to just give him her most "important" knowing that there was no future between them?
Or, rather, did the momentary pleasure she would experience outweigh the regret she would feel later?
Rubbing her face with water, Hayasaka didn't know the answer.
No, the moment she decided to betray her master, she just felt tired of living and didn't know what to do with her life.
When one should enjoy her childhood, she had matured early, exchanging her childhood for money and betraying her mistress, so with all of that, why should she hesitate?
She had become an adult after she betrayed her mistress, so why shouldn't she go all out, especially when this was the only way for her to forget everything, even if it was only momentary?
Drying her body, she looked at her naked, shapely body that could make any man crazy.
Still, she didn't care about that, and she just walked out of the bathroom as she covered herself with a bath towel, letting her white, bare thighs be shown before she turned off the light so Ishigami couldn't see her expression who appeared strangely lewd due to excitement.
Step by step, nervously, as she stretched her hand toward the wall for guidance as the room was dark, she confirmed where he was and threw her towel as she walked and became naked until she threw herself to him, kissing his lips and giving her everything.
Yes, this was wrong, and only a regret would come afterward.
Yet, for the two of them who were broken, they might fit together, and that night, Hayasaka understood why many women were crazy about him as she clung to him tightly, never let him go, wishing the time to stop, so she could feel this pleasure that made her forget everything.
"Yuu..."
"Ai..."
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