The Pain in my Soul

"I broke. Months of suppressing my emotions finally caught up with me. She must have caught me before I could fall to the floor because my legs stopped working and down I went. Hanging into her arms the tears started streaming over my face. Very softly she sat down on the floor and pulled me into her lap, hiding me from the world in her warm embrace. There were no words spoken, the pain was so very present that they were not needed. Her suit turned into a wet piece of clothing and Natasha’s dirt was smudged on my face. It did not matter. She was here, she would fix me. She had to, because what else would I do."

Trigger warning for weight gain, mental health issues, depression, eating disorders and chronical pain.