HidAnas

One kick. One moment. A life changed forever. Joel Tai Kai Sheng thought it was just a game. But when his kick sends Hidayah Anastasya crashing to the concrete, unconscious and rushed to Tan Tock Seng Hospital, he is left with a guilt that refuses to fade. Years pass. Joel becomes Azhaar Abdullah, a man reshaped by faith, family, and the long shadow of that day. Hidayah grows into a woman of quiet strength, carrying her own memories of the accident — and the lessons it left behind. When their paths cross again through volunteering and shared duties, old memories awaken. Trust builds. Conversations stretch into moments of quiet closeness. And slowly, feelings long buried begin to surface. In this modern Singapore tale inspired by the song Aku Bidadari Syurgamu by Dato’ Siti Nurhaliza, two lives tethered by a single, unforgettable incident must navigate guilt, faith, and the delicate line between love and destiny. Can hearts haunted by the past find a way to heal… and love?

Hidayah Kamari remembers her past life. She remembers the love that consumed her, the trust that cost her everything, and the ending she never survived. Reborn to the age of 17, Hidayah makes a deliberate choice: she does not chase revenge, fate, or lost emotions. She lets the past stay buried—and builds a present anchored in discipline, routine, and control. Silat steadies her body. Archery sharpens her focus. Silence becomes her refuge. But not everyone chooses to let go. Michael Ng Kok Hui remembers too—and where Hidayah finds closure, he finds obsession. Convinced that memory means ownership, Michael spirals into delusion, stalking her across semesters, boundaries, and finally the law itself. As restraining orders fail and mental illness collides with accountability, his fixation escalates into violence that shatters the illusion of safety. Standing beside Hidayah is Khairul Asri—older, steady, and unyielding in his respect for her autonomy. He does not ask her to forget her past, nor does he try to replace it. Through quiet vigilance, shared training, and unwavering presence, Khairul becomes a constant in her life—not as a savior, but as a choice. This is a story about memory without surrender, love without entitlement, and a woman who survives not because she forgot—but because she chose to move forward anyway.

Hidayah Loh is the heiress of the ARK Empire and next in line to be the Matriarch of Country C’s strongest founding family. Basically a royal of Country C. On her business trip in City K of Country M, she was nearly raped by a stranger when Nazreen rescued her. Nazreen, a prince from Country E was on holiday and happened to hear a struggled plea for help from the adjacent hotel room when he was returning back to his room. But to their dismay, City K’s Islamic Religious Department happened to be in the middle of carrying their night raids in that hotel. Both Hidayah and Nazreen was brought to the station and to avoid imprisonment and other negative implications that may affect their reputation, they were forced to marry that very night. Not keen on keeping the marriage to a total stranger, despite him being her rescuer, Hidayah returned to Country C quietly the next day. Leaving Nazreen with a signed post-dated divorce document at the hotel reception. After being forced to marry the woman he saved, he tasked his men to investigate Hidayah. Unfortunately, the next morning, he found that Hidayah had checked out from the hotel and had left him with a divorce agreement. What is he to do? Should he just process the divorce as per Hidayah’s request? Or should he find her to ‘save’ their ‘unexpected’ marriage? ********************************* Author’s note (A/N): The story is written with people from different ethnic, cultural and religious beliefs. The main leads are built with Islamic beliefs as explained later in the story. You will also get to read about real places and a mix of fictional and real people. Real art pieces and fashion.

Could there still be hope? Could there still be a happy ending for me and the man I love? Could I be strong enough? Or would just this be a dream for him and one day he will wake up without me by his side and there will be a time where I no longer occupies his heart and mind?