story of my life who just wanna to live in this cruel world....




Sorry for bad writing and language because im just  bad in english.

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Epistolary and Narration story.


Park Jihoon x You story

Start: 12/16/18 ; 04:42 pm
End: •;•

Post from: 10/29/2018 - 01:35 PM

Please, don't forget to vote for my novel if you like it.

Now the stuff you were looking for :


About the novel :
 
- This novel's main character is Lala and the narration is in first person POV. First person POV is really hard for a beginner like me (I think) so, at the beginning of the novel, you might see me trying to incorporate different types of narration.

- This novel is a blend of action adventure and romance. And when I say romance, I mean it. This won't be like Immortal Mortal (if you know what I mean lmao).



About me :

- Well, this is my first novel ever. 

- And what's more, I'm French and I started learning English for really only 3 years ago. So the difficulty is two folds for me.

- The idea for this novel popped in my head a year ago. And I was like "Ho? This might be interesting enough to write a novel out of it". And here I am.

A world of wonders... a world of cultivators.
The humankind was cursed by the Gods to be born with two souls: a human soul and an evil soul.

The humans turned the curse into a blessing when they subdued the evil souls and found a way to cultivate with them.
From this moment on they were no longer the weakest race...

This is the story of a girl. A human girl who wants to explore and change the world.
But will the gods tolerate her?

-- Note: this is my first novel ever.
-- Romance is to be expected but also fights and adventures. The romance will start later though... it will neither be harem nor reverse harem.

"I simply can't believe, Meghna, that you're so different from most of the girls of this generation. You study in the best girls' school in the city, Calcutta Girls, but seldom do I see you trying to impress others speaking in English! Your simplicity, your behaviour and attitude make one aware of your decent upbringing. The best thing about you is that you have no qualms of being a modern girl! The way you were narrating from "The Mahabharata" to Sneha's friends about Lord Rama's desire of paying back his brother, Laksman, by being born as his younger brother in his next birth, and his subsequent Krishna avatar form, as the younger brother of Balaram, their sibling rivalry and all - made me wonder if you know more about The Epic than I do!"


Jishnu had heard his mom say to Meghna. 


All of Sneha's friends and relatives had left by then on her D-day. There were only five of them around the marble table in the drawing room. 

His mom was fondly looking at Meghna standing behind her daughter, Sneha sitting on the single vinyle sofa opposite, straightening her hair. 


"Masima, I think it's time to take your leave now. It is almost 10 O'clock and I'd like to be back home before Ma raises hell," She said trying to divert his mother's open admiration away from her. 


"You really live so far from ours, don't you, Megbnadi? Sneha told her jokingly before adding:

" In case she needs you, Dona Pissi will call out from your apartment opposite."


After Meghna had left, his mom looked at them, his father and him, relaxing on the sofa, discussing the reasons for India's miraculous victory over Australia in the fourth one dayer that ended some time ago. 


As sister, Sneha came back after closing the front door and sat down, his mom was heard remarking again :


"I'd like to have someone like Meghna for my Jishnu's wife. She'll be very compatible and make a fantastic wife for my Jishnu."


His parents got up then to head towards the bedroom, while Jishnu winked at his sister. I've briefly shared all this with you to let you know what my late mom, the whole family thought about Meghna. "

Jishnu stopped briefly in the midst of the narration as Akanksha kept playing with the Coffee can in her hands, unmindfully. 


"What I've tried to tell you, Akanksha, let me repeat, is  how everyone in my house loved that angel. Besides, she's my best friend as well." Jishnu sighed. 


Akanksha was getting restless. This is not what she expected the night before. She had dreamt Jishnu, the Heartthrob of CPS, proclaiming his love for her. Where did this Meghna suddenly spring up from? Did Jishnu seriously believe for a moment that he could entrap her in a love snare by sharing this sentimental story? 


"Jishnuda, is this the reason why you brought me here? Sharing your so called love story with Meghna or whatever!" Then, trying to shed a little bit of the annoyance out of her voice, she felt that Jishnu must have stated everything about Meghna to her to be relieved. 

Why did he speak of Meghna whatever in the past tense? As the thought came to her head, she couldn't help asking him, 


"Why did you say that she WAS your best friend? Where is she now? What's happened to her?" Akanksha was surprised to find herself asking aloud the barrage of questions on her mind to Jishnu. 


"Just give me fifteen minutes more, OK? I'm coming to that. But let me have something first. I find myself hungry after a ling time. I'll have mixed fried rice with chilly chicken. Do you still want nothing?"Jishnu asked. 


Akanksha shook her head again as Jishnu requested the waiter serving at the next table to take his order. The next moment, the hefty waiter was seen making his way to their table. After he had written down the order on a piece of paper, Jishnu looked at his receding figure before continuing with his story. 


"That day I was playing in a T-20 One Day Tourney at the local Ram Lila Maidan. Our 9-star team was in the semis playing against a team called VSC. I's taking my stand when I saw Meghna. Whenever I played a match at the Ram Lila Maidan, Meghna would invariably try to be there to cheer me up." Jishnu stoped here. 


It was clear to Akanksha that whatever he was going to share, opened a floodgates of emotion and pain for him. She thought of asking him not to continue if something was bothering him. But she changed her mind against it as Jishnu picked up again :


" You may not know it, Akanksha, but I'm said to be the crisis man for my team. I'd hit the opponent bowler for two consecutive fours. But our team needed to increase the run rate to reach whatever slim hopes we'd of making it to the final."

Was that deliberate on his part to grab her attention? Everyone knew her fondness for MSD, for cricket? But before Akanksha could say something, Jishnu carried on :


"The sight of Meghna jumping up in the air with closed fists, crying hoarse, did something to me and I decided to show off by hitting the next ball out of the ground at any cost. I stepped out as their pacer came up to bowl and hit the ball with all my might. I saw the ball soaring, heading towards the long on. The ball cleared the fence all right but instead of landing out of the ground, it started descending near the wall where Meghna along with her friends, was jumping and shouting.."

Jishnu stopped here for inhaling. 


For the first time, since Jishnu picked her up from near CPS, Akanksha heard herself asking him with a trace of curiosity in her voice, 


"What happened then? Did that girl..this Meghna of yours..?" But she couldn't finish, seeing the waiter coming back to their table with the culinary on a tray. 


"You sure want nothing?" Jishnu asked Akanksha again. 


"I ain't hungry… but.. okay.. I'll have a bite of whatever you've ordeted. Can I? " She asked. 


"Why? Let me call the waiter again. It won't take long.. " But Akanksha cut him short by saying :


"I AM NOT HUNGRY, JISHNUDA, no seriously. I'll put a little bit on my plate just for the taste and to give you company. Is that all right?" She asked Jishnu smilingly.


Jishnu glanced at his wrist watch. It was almost 8 and time for her to get back home. Auntie Sonia was the worrying sort. She'd be hysteric if Akanksha didn't get back home in time. 


"So, you were telling me about the over boundary and Meghna. What happened then?" Akanksha found the curiosity in her voice nearly killing her! 


"I'd crossed over to the non-striker's end while keeping my eyes on the ball all the while. It was coming down, down and then God! It landed straight on Meghna's chest. Things happened so fast as Meghna fell with a thud and everyone in the ground scurried to the spot where she was lying, shaking like a slaughtered lamb! " 


Akanksha started serving the mixed fried rice and almost all of the chilly chicken on Jishnu's plate before pouring two spoonsful on hers. Jishnu looked away from her and wiped something off his cheek with a finger. 


"Jishnuda, please have the food. It'll get cold otherwise," she urged him. 


Jishnu put a small portion into his mouth with the spoon and carried on, almost mechanically:


"Next moment, Meghna was being lifted off the ground, unconscious! Someone hailed a cab and Meghna, still as a statue, was taken in. As a family friend.. " Jishnu cleared his voice having uttered the last two words doubtfully to conclude:


"I squeezed myself in. By the time her inert body on a stretcher was placed before the doctor at NRS, she was pronounced 'brought dead'! How a very lively, jolly girl turned into the framed photo in our clubroom, in the matter of a week- is, is still a mystery to me! I felt at that time that with her tragic death, my life...my life wouldn't be the same again."


That was when Akanksha thought, looking at him that he might break down and picking up a little bit of the rice with the spoon, Akanksha put it into her mouth.


Jishnu followed her suit. While munching at the food very slowly, Akanksha remarked finally, 


"Now, I think I know why you've shared this scary story with me, Jishnuda. It's all about our uncanny resemblance, isn't it?"


"Watching you stand by me on the PD Day, I learnt again that there can be no greater mystery than Life itself, Akanksha. After nearly a year of mourning, you know I lost mom in the same year - after a very painful year, seeing Megna, I mean, YOU, standing next, I felt alive again! "

Note from the translator:

I've received various negative feedback regarding the fact that I am translating Nidome no Yuusha in the present tense. Last chapter I said that it was because it feels better for first-person narration to be in present tense, but actually this should be irrelevant as that's just my personal preference. There are other reasons why I'm writing in present tense, and I'll explain those here.

First of all, the story is actually written in present tense in j.a.panese. The author has chosen a writing style and word choice with the present tense in mind. Many lines clearly show Kaito narrating and feeling emotions in the moment; the past tense wouldn't work with these lines. Daily's previous translations actually changed all of the original present-tense writing into past tense, so my "changing" it into present tense is actually just a matter of changing it back to the tense originally written in the j.a.panese text.

I know that some of you find it odd/jarring to read in present tense because it's not commonly used, but present tense being less common doesn't mean there's anything technically wrong with it. There are plenty of examples of English fictional works written in first-person present tense, like the Hunger Games.

So the main reason for keeping it in present tense is because the original j.a.panese story is written in present tense and the way the author has written reflects that. Since using present tense isn't actually incorrect, the only argument for changing it to past tense is "because some readers prefer it". So is there any reason to change it to past tense at all? My answer to that is no. What if some people told me that they prefer third person, should I rewrite the whole story into third person? Of course not. Changing the original narration style in the j.a.panese text based on the arbitrary preferences of a vocal minority of readers makes no sense to me.

As such, my translations will stay in first person for accuracy to the raw and consistency with the style that the author is writing in.

(P.S. I wrote this largely because of a comment I saw on Discord which called my writing NNY in present tense a "crime against humanity". It just triggered me to see that comment with no appreciation of the effort I put in to produce a high-quality translation.)

Yos.h.i.+
The sensation of floating in dark water.

『The dream ends.』

I understand that I'm in a threshold somewhere between consciousness and unconsciousness.

If I look down, I see an endless darkness, and if I look up, there's a bright, wavering water surface.

「Kaito...」

Suddenly, a flickering shadow appears before me.

The voice that calls my name sounds incredibly distant and hazy.

「Leticia...」(Kaito)

The person that has appeared before me has beautiful hair of a deep, blood-like color that could be described not as red, but as crimson. Her black pupils s.h.i.+ne just as powerfully as her hair.

The clothing that covers her body, which is too small to be called that of an adult, is the black dress of the Demon Lord. It's exactly the same as when I saw her for the final time.

This is the 47th Demon Lord, Leticia Lew Harstone.

「Kaito, come and... see me...」(Leticia)

「! Haah, I'm desperate enough to make you say something like that in my dreams?」(Kaito)

I let out words of self-derision without thinking.

How pathetic, to be like this just after seeing some dream reminding me of the past. Just how much am I planning to rely on someone I once killed with my own hands?

「Ah, but you're right. Just once, I'll come and see you just once.」(Kaito)

I'll go and see her properly.

In this second time, she knows nothing about me.

So this is nothing but sentimentality.

I just want to selfishly get my own emotions in order; it's an act of atonement to satisfy myself.

Even so, I want her to at least forgive me once. After saying one thing to her, I never intend to appear before her again.

So in the words I say to her, I need to convey,『I'm sorry for everything back then』, and『Goodbye, I hope you find happiness.』

「This time, I'll definitely come to you and say it. I'll say,『Ah, Demon Lord, I'll you half the world, so take revenge with me.』」(Kaito)

In this second time, she won't even know what we need revenge for. I don't intend to tell her. I'll put an end to everything myself.

So it's obvious that my words will be rejected.

And so they will be my unsightly words of repentance to punish myself.

Even if my words won't be understood; even if she will reject me.

Because back then, she said those words to me knowing the same.

I'll definitely come and say these words to you.

Because if I do that, I should definitely be able to give up on you.

Because even if you're not by my side, I should be able to live on without relying on you.

Ah, but –

「It's a little bit of a shame that I can't be by your side after I die in this world a second time, I suppose.」(Kaito)

「... -sama, ...to-sama.」

「Mmm, ah... Minnalis?」(Kaito)

My body is being shaken gently, and as I open my eyes, I see Minnalis's face which is slightly red.

I realize that I fell asleep. When I succ.u.mbed to the drowsiness, I had my back against my wall with one of my knees in my arms, but now I'm lying down horizontally. And actually, whatever is behind my head is dangerously soft.

「Good morning, Goshujin-sama*. You were having something of a nightmare, you know?」(Minnalis)

TLN*: Means "master", as most of you would know. Previously translated as "milord".
「Hmm? Ah, I had a little dream about the past... More importantly, this is...」(Kaito)

「This is, you know, the『Guardians' Chamber』was larger than I thought, so I used my『Poison Demon of Phantom Flames』too much and the mana intoxication...」(Minnalis)

Hmm, since I fell asleep from mana intoxication myself, I guess I failed to suppress it.

When nothing is happening, Minnalis doesn't get carried away; she maintains her position as a slave and keeps her stability.

Perhaps embarra.s.sed by letting me sleep on her lap, she tries and fails to maintain a poker face and her voice wavers.

... I wonder if it would be bad for me to make fun of her. As a human being, would it be bad for me to do that?

The temptation of teasing her is poking its face out in front of me, but I suppress it with my self-control as an adult.

I won't make fun of someone suffering from mana intoxication, nor alcohol intoxication. Messing with someone's behavior while they're drunk is inexcusable. Who knows where or when it could happen to me next.

As I get up and shake my head, the remainders of my sleepiness and mana intoxication disappear.

「How long was I asleep?」(Kaito)

「I believe it was about one hour.」(Minnalis)

「I see, is the Guardian dead?」(Kaito)

「No, since I do not see that I have gained any experience on my Status, I believe it has not died yet.」(Minnalis)

The hole I opened in the door has been plugged by the Garm furs that we ripped off the dead bodies on our way here. On the other side of the door, I can hear the faint sounds of the Guardian suffering and thras.h.i.+ng around, so the poison is having an effect.

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But as a requirement of using this method, I had to be able to open a hole in the door so strong that it's almost impossible to destroy. Guardians like this『Goblin King』generally have a high resistance to status effects, so the poison used needed to be strong enough to break through its resistance and somehow manage to deal some damage.

And I already foresaw that with this level of poison, the weapons, equipment and materials that we could gain from the Guardian would be severely damaged. To claim them, we would need a way to make sure that the poison doesn't degrade, but we would also need a way to safely enter the poison-filled room right after the Guardian is defeated (If we leave it, the Dungeon will absorb its dead body and everything else, leaving no materials or anything for us to recover).

The reason we chose this method is because with the『cheat that is the[Fire Spider Soul Sword]』,『[Poison Demon of Phantom Flames]non-diffusing property』and the fact that『we don't need anything other than the experience points』, all of the right conditions have been met.

It's also problematic for the special abilities of my powerful Soul Swords being seen by others, there's no need to worry about that in this case.

「For now, I guess I'll think about how to a.s.sign my experience points while we wait for the Guardian to die.」(Kaito)

Since I haven't dealt any damage to the Dungeon boss myself, I won't receive any experience points. In other words, the experience that I've obtained in the Dungeon up to this point is all I'm going to get.

At present, I have 15,231 experience points remaining.

Along the way, I put 3,000 experience points in the[Round Squirrel's Pouch Sword], 3,000 in the[Water Fairy's Droplet Blade]and 31,000 in the[Herb Insect's Wing Blade], which means the total amount I earned is around 50,000. If I was in a state with no experience debt and could simply spend all of it on leveling up, I would have almost reached level 60.

And there's something that I realized thanks to the[Water Fairy's Droplet Blade]and[Herb Insect's Wing Blade.]I realized that my abilities are sealed in tiers, and I have to unlock them in these tiers.

Just like how the[Water Fairy's Droplet Blade]has the ability to provide the fire-venom of the[Fire Spider's Leg Sword]with an overwhelming bonus in its ability to melt metal, it also has the ability to allow me to control the temperature of the liquid at will. But it seems that this ability isn't unlocked unless I put more experience points into it.

The same thing applies for the[Herb Insect's Wing Blade]; it was a sword that could increase my resistance to each different status effect and cure them as well, but the ability to cure each status effect requires separate experience points to unlock.

I spent 3,000 on unlocking the Soul Sword and on unlocking the resistance to poison, then 2,000 on each of paralysis, sleep, petrification and charm, and 20,000 to unlock the special ability that allows me to share these effects with people that I want to, so 31,000 in total. The ability to share the effects with others used to work on up to ten people, but with the amount that I've unlocked now, it seems that the limit is three people.

Well, I don't have a shred of intention of gathering a large number of random followers like I did the first time, so there's no problem.

For now, I think about how I'm going to allocate the remaining 15,000 experience points that I have.

I consider doing something about my level debt, but if my basic level increases, the amount of experience points I gain will decrease. In that case, it makes the most sense to unlock a Soul Sword that can make up for my level deficit with its special ability and keep unlocking more Soul Swords for now.

Speaking in RPG terms, my first run was a righteous playthrough, but this second time, I'll be doing an evil playthrough with some restrictions.

So with that in mind, I suppose my choices are something like this.

[Kidnapping Blade of Adversity]

The higher the enemy's stats are relative to the wielder, the more powerful this sword is.

However, conversely, if the enemy's stats are lower than the wielder's, this sword's power decreases.

[Needle Sword of Poison Benefit]

This sword strengthens any poison effect on the enemy by increasing the poison damage depending on the number of times the enemy is damaged by the sword, regardless of the actual damage of each attack.

However, the sword itself does not possess a poisonous effect, so it cannot be used unless through methods such as asking Minnalis to help with applying the poison.

[Boundary Blade]

This sword consumes a small amount of mana poured into it to convert the power of long-ranged enemy attacks into power for itself.

However, it does not possess any attack power to begin with, so the above method is the only way to defeat an enemy with it.

Considering my status and MP, my choice is to unlock one of these three.

As I think about this decision, the pocket of my clothing that is supposed to hold an emergency-use potion begins to let out a golden-colored light.

「Goshujin-sama?!」(Minnalis)

「Ah, it's fine, don't worry.」(Kaito)

Calming down the panicking Minnalis with a wave of my hand, I pull out the small bottle that I received from Duphein from the potion pocket.

This bottle contains a golden, metallic-looking liquid. As I open the lid and set it on the ground, it sparkles as it crawls out of the bottle like a slime and begins to creep up a nearby wall.

「It took longer than I thought, huh. It would be meaningless if the princess's burns haven't healed yet, though. Now let's see, I wonder what's going to happen?」(Kaito)

I've altered this magic that I showed such unsightly behavior to get my hands on. I took utmost care to make sure its camouflage wouldn't be seen through with one glance.

Either way, like the very first thing I did to the knights and the princess, this is just hara.s.sment. But there would be nothing better than for it to succeed.

It's just a pity that even though I can confirm that it's working, I won't be able to directly see the princess suffering as a result. Because of the effect it has, there's nothing I can do about it, though.

While I was thinking about this, the mysterious slime has climbed up the wall to the height of my chest and spread to become thin and flat against its surface, turning into something like a TV screen.

An image of a certain place is projected on it.

「This is...」(Minnalis)

「It's the royal capital's audience hall, you saw it when you became my accomplice, didn't you?」(Kaito)

The image displayed on the screen is that of the king, queen, their knights and the princess.

Ukei Kaito, the protagonist who desperately saved the world after being summoned in another world as a hero to defeat the Demon Lord.
Though he did defeat the demon lord and saved the world, but he was betrayed by the people he trusted as friends and is stabbed to death by a sword.
At that time, he swore:
If there is a next time, he would no longer cling to the word called ‘believe’.
If there is a next time, he would pay them back as cruelly as possible.
If there is a next time, he wouldn’t make another mistake.
「I… All of you… I will absolutely kill you all……」
After leaving his last words, he died.
And then a voice resounded.
【System Message: Tutorial Mode has ended. 】

A shadow ran frantically in the middle of the night.

"Who's that!? Who's talking!? Why are you in my head! Stop that!" Li Yuanwei shouted while running.

He was sweating like mad. He was breathless and was disoriented due to him running at an uneven fast pace. All the mind and body training together with his father vanished without a trace.

Although he was a black belt in Karate, Taekwondo, Wing Chun and many others martial arts, the confidence it brought was only limited to people he could see. It wasn't very effective on ghosts and guns.

He was a coward. He was scared of getting hurt. That was the reason why he trained himself in self-defense and martial arts. But also he wanted to be able to retaliate against those who seek to harm him.

"How did you know that?! How long have you been observing me?! Stop following me! Show yourself!" He shouted while still running. If anyone was even following him, they would've been confused on what he was asking for, is it to stop following him or to show himself? 

"Damn you! I was talking to you!" Li Yuanwei retorted. It was then and there that it became clear that he was talking about these words.

He slowed down and stopped in place, trying hard to calm down and catch his breath. Finally he was able to utilize his innate talent of reasoning and tried to think logically.

"..." He ignored the words in his head and thought back.

This all started a few minutes ago while he was walking home from the martial arts training after school. Words suddenly flowed into his head. 

----------------------------
A New World.

Swords and Magic. 

One Man.

Follow Li Yuanwei in his journey to be the strongest!
----------------------------

He was shocked. He knew he wasn't dreaming. He always knew when he was in a dream. And he knew this wasn't one. And that's what made him panic. 

Li Yuanwei liked reading novels. He liked to read about Fantasy novels. Isekai, reincarnation, supernatural abilities, swords and magic; he liked them all. He always dreamed to be in one.

But it was impossible. He firmly believed in reality, whether he liked it or not. It might be because of his clear understanding of the laws in this world that he could always see through magic tricks and misdirection.

This was what Li Yuanwei always say to himself: No matter how much you wish to fly, gravity will still pull you down. If you get killed, you die. The. End.


But this, these words right here, is very unrealistic. There was no one in sight. And it was like the voice didn't come from his surroundings but was directly projected in his head. No. It wasn't a voice. It was more like words. Words that he can instantaneously read. 

Then he began to run.

Back to the present.
"Wow. THANKS for the RECAP!"

"All my emotions, my hobbies and my beliefs, you know it quite well. Are you God? Or are you a god?"

"..."

"You say something when I never expected you too, and now you don't say anything when I want you! Have I gone mad?!" Li Yuanwei roared.

"'Li Yuanwei roared'? 'Li Yuanwei roared'? Roared my ass! See if I don't beat the sh*t out of you!" If someone really was behind everything, Li Yuanwei would definitely pounce on him like a hungry tiger.

"Haaa... Haaa... ..." He was tired. 

"It seems like these words aren't from a living being. Its too passive. Even a merciful god would be annoyed. And these words, they're all in the past tense. It is also omnipotent as it knows what I'm feeling right now." Li Yuanwei deduced.

'Is it... Is it a... Narration?'
'Am I in a story? A story about me who can hear the story? What a f*cking r*tarded story! What author would think of such a cr*ppy plot! Even children could do better.' Li Yuanwei cursed the author. What the hell is this story supposed to be?

'If I am in a story, does it mean I am not real? That I am just a fictional character? That I cannot think for myself and the author can do whatever he wants with me? Are these thoughts even mine? Will I live a life that I don't own? A life I don't have?' Li Yuanwei was panicking. He can't accept this.

What gives the most fear is not death, but that you might not even exist. That all you ever did was not done by you. That the freedom you always had was fake, only lead to believe so.

"Is that it? All I am is just an illusion? Like what it said, I might not even exist?" Li Yuanwei was breaking down. He let himself fall to the ground, not knowing what to do.

Li Yuanwei was silent. He then began to contemplate. To analyze. To think. 

'To think? Yes, to think!' He was enlightened.

"NO! I am me, and always I shall be! The f*ck am I doing! Some old guy once said, 'I think, therefore I am.' If I am aware of this, that means I gained control over my fate! It must mean that I have awakened to reality!" Li Yuanwei picked himself up, building up back his confidence and his rationality.

"Even if I am just a figment of imagination, an illusion, I must be grateful that I have come into existence! Why does it even matter that Im real or not, as long as I can think, I will make my own destiny! If not, if that's the way it should be, then so be it. I may die or forgotten, but I will live with no regrets." Li Yuanwei felt himself stronger than ever, in mind and in spirit.

As he was reviving himself, his thoughts were interupted by the honking of a speeding car.

'Wow. This narration is quite useful. I can detect things without even knowing.'

Instead of avoiding the car, now just a few meters away he moved towards it. With a quick jump, he did a cartwheel over the car.

It was not as simple as look like. You need to calculate the distance of the car, its speed, the height of the jump, the force of your hand, and many more. This was what he excelled at. Calculation and Combat Prowess. Something that couldn't help him overcome the mental episode earlier.

Li Yuanwei was smiling. With the help of his ability to hear the narration, it would make his life more exciting. 

Still in the air after the cartwheel, what he saw next drained all the blood from his face. 

BEEEEEPPPP!!!!

A truck.

A New World.

Swords and Magic. 

One Man.

Follow Li Yuanwei in his journey to be the strongest!

"Wait! Who's there!? What do you mean!?"

"What journey?! I didn't agree to any of this!"

"Why can I hear my voice echoing in my head?!"

Islamic Medicine 

ENGLISH VERSION. 

Healing by Herbs

Episode 1

Black Cumin seed(Habbatus sauda)  and Huff(cress)  - Habb-al-rashaad

The one who is fully aware of the affairs of His creation decreed that trials and tribulations would affect us, and from these trials are some which may affect our health and wellbeing. Therefore from His bounty He made for every ailment a cure and from these cures He made the blackseed. This is supported by the prophetic narration on the authority of Abu Hurairah that the Prophet said "Use the black seed, because it contains a cure for every type of ailment except death."
The strength of the cress is similar to the effectiveness of Black seed,  in every respective, But more superior because it is praised by our Beloved prophet Muhammad Sallahu Alaihi Wasallam. 
The Hadith that Abu Hanifah referred to is what Abu Ubayd and other scholars have related from Ibn Abbas Radi Allaho Anh that Prophet Muhammad Sallallaho Alaihe Wasallam was reported to have said:


"What a cure do the two bitter remedies carry, the Hurf(Cress) and Aloe Vera".

WARNING :

Although there are not many sources that speak about the side affects of the black seed it is advised that one does not exceed more than 25g as excessive dosage may be harmful (healing with the medicine of the prophet). Pregnant women are not advised to take the black seed and patients with major illnesses such as liver and kidney disease should consult a doctor as it can cause a drop in blood pressure. Diabetic patience are advised to consult a physician before using the black seed.

With all medications one must have faith in its means of cure, but in essence the cure is from Allah. And Allah knows best.

SENNA

Senna has been mentioned in the Sunnah of the Prophet.
From Asmaa Bint Umais, She said: The Messenger  said "with what do you relieve constipation?" she said: with the shubrum. He said "(it is) hot and strong", she then said: I also relieve it with the Senna, so he said "if there was a thing (which) cures from death indeed it would be the Senna." [Ibn Maajah 3461; Shaykh Al-Albaani graded it daeef. The two Arnaoots mentioned that this hadeeth is strengthened by the following narration.]
The Prophet said "Upon you is the Senna and the Sanoot (cumin) for indeed in the two of them is a cure for every disease except Saam" He was asked "O Messenger of Allah, What is Saam?" He said "Death" [Ibn Maajah 3457; Shaykh Al-Albaani graded it saheeh]
 MEDICAL USES
According to Ibn Al-Qayyim, other than being a laxative, senna relaxes the muscle and improves the hair; it also helps against lice, headache, rash and epilepsy.
Senna can be used for the hair in the same way that Henna is applied. The difference is Senna does not colour the heair like Henna. It makes the hair thick and glossy and improves the health of the scalp.
Today the leaves and pods of the Senna plant are important ingredients of laxatives sold in most pharmacies. It is a recognised cure for constipation which begins to work 10-12 hours after ingestion. It detoxes the body and cleanses the colon. Sihab Al-Badry Yassin a researcher in Egypt compiled a chemical analysis proving the advantages of senna. In it he shows how senna cured a patient who had bacteria in the stomach that was preventing iron absorption in his body. He was treated with cupping and Senna as a detox to cleanse his stomach and colon. For further reading please refer to his book "Medicating with Senna, A prophetic way of life". 

WARNING :

Since Senna is a strong laxative it can lead to stomach or abdominal pains. For this reason it is advisable to take it with aromatic or carminative (something that expels gas from the body) herbs. Other cautions of Senna are;

1. Repeated use of Senna can aggravate constipation
2. It should not be given to children under the age of 12 years
3. It should not be taken by pregnant or breastfeeding mothers
4. It should not be taken by persons who have intestinal blockage or inflammation
It should not be taken by persons who suffer from haemorrhoids
5. It should not be taken at the same time as drugs containing antraquinones.

Please let us all take care of our Health. 

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While this fiction contains forms of hate speech and bigotry I do not nor will ever endorse such behaviors in any shape or form. This is a fiction taking place in a dystopia and the disgusting rhetoric is purely characterization and not my personal philosophy. I was myself a victim of hate-crimes and will always do my best to fight against such damaging actions and ideas. Due to these hate-crimes and harassment, while young I developed complex PTSD, this book is partly a way for me to exorcise my own demons. Keep in mind that I might have long periods of inactivity as a writer due to crippling anxiety. I will do my best to give you what I can but I won't jeopardize my health just for your entertainment. I'm sorry this is the case but I can't write anything when I'm in bad shape anyway so... irregularity or abandonment of a 10 years+ project. Finally, I'm not a native English speaker as you'll figure out soon, I do my best, but I don't have money to get someone to edit this book. I can only count on you guys to raise red flags as you see them. Alright, I won't fuss anymore, I wish you good reading and a great fucking day (just kidding). Oh, right, forgot to say, for an easier read, only text between "  " is said verbally, the rest is either narration or dialogue and thoughts exchanged between Kate and her brain implant.

2112, humanity has gone to shit for a few decades... you know, shit like broken glass dildo in the ass kind'a shit. The corpo offered our parents an escape, Paradise as they called it, a city on the Moon, far from the rot and decay on Earth. They promised safety, food, a roof (domes in this case) an island of order in a mad world. Turned out the order they had in mind was indented servitude.

In this Hellhole on the Moon called a city, I survived (mostly) as a bounty hunter for the big wigs. Not as if I have much uv'a choice on the matter... a girl gotta get her daily nutrishake y'know?

Narration: Dear author, I'm sorry I ever doubted you. Please forgive me. Let the main characters speak their mind and kindly shut Selene's from this book forever. 

Melody's POV

We were taking the test while me and Lewis we're sending answers the whole time via codes. Once the test was over, we did not get caught even once. Our plan worked!! When the bell rang, we packed our things and headed out of Physics Class. "Ms. Dixon, would you mind staying here for a moment?" Mr. Brown said. O-oh no! Did he find out?! "I'll be here." Lewis said as he tapped my shoulder to reassure me.

"You, once again, got a fantastic result on test Melody. I will ask you one thing though," He said. I was on the edge of my seat the whole time he spoke, thinking 'is this the end'? 'Will Lewis and I get busted'? 

"Could you please take these books to the library please? I know you have a small physique but I'm quite busy right now. Checking all of my other classes' papers that they turned in after I extended the deadline for two weeks. You know how other students are." He said. "Y-yes. I would g-gladly." I sighed. Thank god he didn't find out. 

"Don't you think Lennox scored suprisingly high on this test?" He said. Now I'm scared.

"Because I mean usually he's just making paper airplanes and giving them names, which is, don't get me wrong, it's way better than being noisy in class but this is just surprising." He said which gave me goosebumps.

"Oh Mr. Brown, don't look down on me so much, I might not look like it, but I love Physics! I may have joined a contest or two in the past as well." Lewis entered the classroom.

"Perfect timing Lennox. I'm not doubting your abilities, I'm actually very impressed with your score! Keep up the good work you two. Now, could you assist Dixon with these books and carry them to the library? Just tell them Mr. Brown are returning those." Mr. Brown said.

"With pleasure." Lewis said and we head to the library carrying the books.

Phew, that was a close call. "Thanks." I said to Lewis while we were on the way to the library. "For what?" He said. "You went in earlier, if you didn't, who knows what I could've said." I said. Clearly I have no courage to talk to other people, if Lewis wasn't there I might've said something stupid. "Oh please, like this is anything new to me. I've saved your butt so many times to begin with. Just think of it as our daily routine. You're my damsel in distress, and I'm your knight in shining armor. Easy as that." He said. Well, he isn't wrong. 

Author's note: Heh, that was smooth. Also, hey narrator, why so quiet?

Narration: I'm traumatized.

Author's note: Serves you right. Haha.

Narration: Its not my fault! I didn't expect her to think like that when they're still what? 16? 17? I mean we're about the same age and I don't think like that at all- Oh no.

Author's note: I see. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Narration: As i said, don't take everything I say seriously. I'm just bluffing. Anyway, let me just do my job real quick. 

While they were walking to the library, which wasn't all that fun. Lewis noticed that Melody couldn't really see because of how many books she was carrying, also let me just clear this out. Lewis was carrying 7 books, and Melody was carrying 5 books. You might be wondering, "How could she not see when she was just carrying 5 books?", well about that, she's pretty short. 5'3 at 16 years old. Not really the height you'd expect a 11th grader. 

Lewis' POV

"Hey Mallow, can you see?" I ask her.

Narration: Well this is new. Oh no, he's a second lead. AUTHOR PLEASE DON'T MAKE HIM LIKE SELENE I BEG OF YOU.

Author's note: Hold your horses, jeez. I promise I won't. Let the guy talk. 

"Not really, I sort of took the big books." She said. She did HAHAH. Sucks to be her. Just kidding, She was just so cute when she said;

5 minutes ago

"You have got to be kidding me! You're letting me carry these small books while you're struggling carrying those?? Let me carry some!!" She said.

I was carrying 10 sort of fat pbooks while she was carrying 2 small ones. And mind you, I am an athlete. I have gone through training to have these strong arms, so I'm positive that I'm fine if I carry 15 books.

I really just don't want your small fragile arms to break off. I can't really afford the hospital fees if you get hurt.

"I can carry the big ones! Do you see these big biceps I have?" She tried to flex.

I honestly just see a bone covered with the tiniest amount of fat.

"Ah, of course! Feel free to get ones you think you can carry." I told her. I mean, she would still try to carry them if I said no.

"Yey, I'll carry these." She said. Wow, she said she had big biceps and she just adds 3 books to what she was carrying.

"And I thought you could carry all of them. Lets just go." I chuckle.

Narration: This. This guy. I like him. Anyway, enough flashback. Back to the story.

"So, do you want help?" I tell her.

"No! W-we're almost there anyway." She struggled.

"Whatever you say. Now, chop chop. I'm hungry." I tell her. It was lunch time already but we volunteered to carry these. Aren't we so courteous.

Narration: To be honest, Mr. Brown asked you guys a favor so technically you didn't really volunteer but go off man. Haha.

When we got to the library and left the books there, boy, did we let out the biggest sigh of relief. My arms were about to fall off. "Melody, what do you think the cafeteria has right now? I'm so hungry I could eat three trays." I said as I looked at Melody, on the ground.

"Hey! Are you ok? Do I have to carry you to the infirmary?" I ask her. God damn it, I should've known this was gonna happen. She was sweating and her arms are literally shaking. 

"I-I-I'm fine-" She collapsed. I carry her on my back and rushed her to the infirmary. No, please, not again. 

Narration: What do you mean 'again'? Is she terminally sick or something?

At the Infirmary 

"Mallow, you promised me that this wouldn't happen again. Please Mallow, don't do this to me. You're gonna kill me." I tell her, but she's still not opening her eyes.

"P-please tell me she's fine. Nothing severe happened, right?" I quickly ask the doctor as he comes by to check on Melody. Please. I won't forgive myself if something bad happens to her. This is all my fault.

"Are you her boyfriend?" He asked.

"N-no. I'm her bestfriend. Doc, please tell me this isn't related to her h-heart condition." I said on the verge of tears.

Narration: Oh no. 

"Thankfully, it isn't. She can just stay here and rest. You can go back to your class-" 

"No- I mean she isn't friends with anyone else but me. I should be here for her. I don't really care about class anyway." I cut him off.

Narration: *sniffles* This man is a real one. If only all men could be like Lewis. Humanity would evolve so beautifully.

Melody Atlas Dixon is a straight A student at Zynea High. She is a shy quiet nerd in class that no one pays attention to, besides Lewis Lennox. Her childhood friend, but does Lewis feel the same? Aside from just studying, she is romantically attracted to the one and only Prince Charming of Zynea High, Asher Galanis. The question is, will her love for him blossom into something mutual? A book full of twists and turns await you. Once you read it, prepare to be cringed. I mean amazed. 

This book includes occassional narrator-author interactions that'll surely make you laugh or not.... Both of them can't keep their thoughts to themselves. Maybe you'll find out a thing or two about the why the narrator and author are able to do that as well.

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