People hurt each other everyday. I don't like being around people due to that reason. I love being alone and not having to worry about getting hurt by someone else. I keep myself healthy and do everything by myself so that I don't have to deal with other people. People are dangerous creatures and you never know what they might do next.

My name is Shi Deng and I'm 17 living alone in an apartment. I don't rely on anyone and I never will. 

Follow Shi Deng as he wakes up one day in place he doesn't know of. He learns he has a system and also is part of a game. See how he lives in this new world by only relying on himself.



Updates will be like this: 3chapter's a week 
might change due to sudden life events but will try to make releases stable

Chapters will be from 800-1000 words

Pain ....

It was all he could feel at that moment.

Damn the moment. Everything was in chaos and he was there, lying on the ground, unable to get up, watching one by one his companions fall bloody and lifeless before him.

Despair ....

Oh damn, the desperation that was consuming him at that moment.

Another damn moment. If before he had no strength to move now, he was completely petrified, after all he never imagined that he would see the day when the most persevering of his companions would finally be on his knees, admitting a bitter and cold defeat before being his own. biggest enemy.

Regret ....

That was all that remained at that moment.

Of all the bad times in his life, the very moment for himself was the moment to repent, for it proved that he was still alive.

He heard from someone once that repentance was the torment of the living, for only the living were aware of suffering such a feeling ... so ...

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I think the word I'm looking for is torturous.

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Whether this is right or not doesn't matter anymore.

When you contemplate emptiness and realize that you are alone, when the wind suffers and brings nothing but silence, when your mind is so broken you can no longer distinguish what is real from what is imaginary. ..... At this point, when life becomes too heavy a burden to carry on your shoulders, you realize how warm and gentle the embrace of death is.

However, you cannot die.

Those happy days won't come back ...

But you cannot die.

Are you alone....

But you cannot die.

If you die, everything will be in vain

If you die, it will all be over.

Therefore, even if in this miserable and eternal life, as a wandering being, there is no hope that you should continue living.

Simply because the fact that you are still alive, even if you are walking on endless mounds of corpses, is the greatest proof you have won, that we have.

Your life, Shun, is proof that against all that was believed, Hades lost and you won.

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Tears .....

In all of existence this child was really the most pitiful.

Something no god can disagree with, but the punishment still lingered until the human was willing to acknowledge the guilt.

The fault of having fought for those he loved and believed.

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However, in the midst of the silent wind, the suffocating loneliness that kept him on that planet, Shun found a friend who, despite living as far away as asteroid B-612, understood him in a unique way, but Shun's difference to the Little The prince is that for the brave knight who many battles bravely fought in the name of a goddess who abandoned him, Shun could not simply abandon the earth.

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"I once heard that there is nothing sadder than death, but loneliness is quite terrifying."

What could be scarier than death?
What could be the worst punishment for inflicting a human?
How heavy can the burden of eternity be?

When a living being touches me, it will die!

I tried to touch flowers and trees, but they'll rot and then turn to dust.

Deep inside, I was excited by my strange magic, I thought that it was awesome and cool. However, reality is far crueler than my imagination…

Everything that I touch, all of it turned to dust in the end. All living beings died the moment I touched them. Even a dead object without life, turned to dust the moment I touched it.

My strange magic became stronger and stronger day by day. Just by growing up and becoming older, my strange magic became more powerful and finally, all living things died just being near me.

It was after I suppressed my Mana and controlling my emotion, I was finally able to touch something without turning them into dust.

Even though it was only an object without life. I am still happy and grateful.

Honestly, I was desperate, I was lonely, I wanted to get out and go on an adventure!

The once Crown Prince of an Empire is now a caged bird that cannot enjoy the blue sky.

My second chance in life turned out to be the same like in my previous live.

Alone, without friends, without a family, lonely and gloomy.

Until one day, a certain witch came to visit me. That was the day I could finally set my sight outside of the darkness.

I will not let my new life be like this! I am not willing to be like this! Curse you Fate, God, Destiny and Karma!

No matter what will happens, this prince will never bow down ever again! Kill the gods, kill destiny and fate, even that bitch karma will have to lick my asshole!

"You should know how hard it is to adjust to this reality of seeing you look at me as if I were a stranger to you once again," Death whispered brokenly.

Death's side brought tears in her eyes. She never knew someone had the patience to wait that long. The courage and will it took for him to admire her from afar. Not to be able to touch the one you love is already plain torture, how much more if that person fails to remember who you are.

"I'm sorry for not recovering my memories sooner, my love," she said. The endearment, it seemed so right for her to say that. But she knew better.

He shook his head, "no. It's not your fault. I deserve this. I deserve to be alone."

She walked towards him yet still kept a safe distance, "no one deserves to be alone. Even the evilest person deserves someone as much as good people do. In your case, you have me. You have me yet we can't be together."

Life seemed smarter and wiser now, and Death was proud of it. He felt like he was one of the reasons why she did. If he hadn't decided to sacrifice his time with her and stayed away, who knows what might happen again. Maybe history would repeat itself. And he doesn't want that. This time, he learned what was essential, right, and just. And that is sacrifice. Sacrifice the things you love for even better rewards. He sacrificed his love for her and in return, he witnessed something great. Life grew wiser, she knew that they will never be together. She will always be the sun, and he, the moon. Whenever he is gone, she is there. And whenever she is gone, he is there. They are like two parallel lines, never too meet each other's ends.

Their love might have ended badly but he learned the most sine qua non thing about living. They both did.

Love isn't always about being happy with the person you are in love with. Maybe, just maybe, sometimes it meant sacrificing your happiness for the freedom of your love. Not all of us get to have our own happy endings, but at least, we were given the ending we all deserved. It may not be happy but at least, the journey made you happy, even if it was just for a short while.

We must accept our fate and wherever the journey of life takes us.

And so, that night, under the mercy of the cold, pale moonlight and twinkling stars. Under the same tree, Life and Death bid each other goodbye, accepting whatever their fate was. And that is, they will never be together. Life will always come after death, and never will these two meet. When life is gone, death takes place. And whenever it's time for a new life, death leaves and life supersedes death. This is the cycle of life, never will these two meet again.

This was a legend of love and pain. A legend of how life and death came to be. How life and death are two different things. Life and death are two essential things. Yet we must know we can't have both. We must all know that no matter how essential something is, there would always be a catch. For Life and Death's part, they are two important souls yet they are destined not for each other, but to be alone forever.

This was a story of how Life and Death were one; when the birds used to sing enchanting melodies of love and hope; when the clouds used to cry tears clearer than of diamonds; when the sun used to shine brighter than a thousand fireflies; when the flowers used to bloom so beautifully and not wilt; when the world was just so young. And these all happened... Once upon a time.

FIN

Love is beautiful... but what about forbidden love?

[Isaac Gervis Perspective] [Day 38 onward]
[Chapter 56 Human Adventurer Little Brother Perspective]
[Isaac has a small complexion; he is weak and shy. He looks like a younger version of his big brother, with brown hair, however, he possesses golden and blue eyes, resembling dazzling stars]
Since our parents died in that accident, big brother has been taking care of me. He's a very reliable person.
When I was born, I was called to be a "gifted" child… I was born with strange powers that could lead me to greatness.
This is a strange magic that manifests itself as a blinding light, resembling stars. Although I don't possess God's Blessing, everyone said that is very likely that I will become God's apostle.
Hmm… This is rather troublesome; I just want to live together with big brother peacefully…
I don't want to stand out either… I don't like these powers, and what brings to me.
These people, see me with other eyes as if I were an object…
People used to take pieces of my hair while selling them as amulets. My big brother had to intervene so those people stopped doing that, after half a year, I finally had my hair back, as I used to be bald because of this.
Big brother trained diligently every day, gaining strength and techniques until he was finally able to qualify as an adventurer.
When he was given an adventurer card, I have never seen my big brother so happy before. He was full of happiness and cheerfulness, full of hope, and it made me happy too.
Due to my talent in magic, big brother has been trying to help me develop my abilities, but it seems too complicated, as he has no magic affinity at all… But he came out with a solution, two years ago he started taking a lot of quests and saving money until he finally had enough to pay a magic school for me.
This magic school in Orange Town is not a normal one, but the most prestigious of the entire town, where even some of Noble's children attend…
I was overwhelmed by this surprise, and seeing my big brother's expectations about my future, I didn't want to disappoint him.
Since that day, I've set myself on becoming stronger and learning magic, if I can manage to obtain a [Class] like [Mage] or [Wizard], I would be able to become an adventurer too and help alleviate the work that my big brother has to go through to pay the rent and our food.
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I've been trying my best these last two years, but trying to mold my magic and conjure spells it's too hard… It gives me headaches and sometimes fever… Perhaps, I am not fitted for this after all…
In these two years, I've only managed to learn two spells, these were [Starlight] and [Fallen Light]. The first one only creates a small amount of light that can last for a day, and the second is a small offensive spell, but it can barely do any damage to the monsters nearby, even a simple blue Slime can tank my attack easily and jump over me.
Because I am overwhelmed with my studies, I have very little time to accompany my brother to hunt and gain levels, but most of the time, he was the one doing all the kills, so the EXP was very little on my side.
Sometimes I think myself as a talentless and hopeless person… This "power" bestowed to me is not more than a lie, its only an illusion. I am not strong… And perhaps, I'll never be…
Day and day, I mold my magic and train diligently, yet… I cannot grasp it, even after studying for days, weeks and months, I cannot understand the magic formulas… It's too hard…
But… I need to keep trying… Because of big brother.
He is counting on me, to get stronger. He has expectations for me… My big brother has done so much for me, and I want to somehow repay his kindness with my efforts…
Even if I can only learn a spell a year while my classmates learn more than twenty, I must keep progressing… I know that someday, even if it takes me years, I will reach that future.
They call me talentless, even magicless. Because I don't have an affinity with any other elements outside of my own. I cannot learn Fire, Ice or Thunder spells…
However, I will show them! Someday… I will make them eat their words… They will stop insulting me and my big brother…
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Today, big brother found a special quest that was very rewarding. It seems that there is some commotion going on in Orange Town about monsters being too active on the Grand Forest.
Due to this, the Nobles have put a lot of very rewarding quests so the adventurers can go explore on their place and come back with information.
Although I'm rather worried, my brother was excited about such an opportunity. The amount of money was… very generous. He said that with this money, he won't have to worry about paying my school for an entire year!
Even though I was worried, I couldn't contain my happiness over such an opportunity…
My big brother armed himself with his best equipment and items and said his goodbyes. However, before leaving, he took his lucky pendant, the one he's always carrying everywhere and that he has told me that has helped him to get out of very dangerous situations.
"Don't worry, I will be back soon. It's a pretty easy quest!"
"Big brother… O-Okay! I will prepare a delicious dinner when you're back!"
"Hahaha! I'm counting on that! See ya!"
Big brother opened the door and winked at me with a happy grin while meeting with his party, that was waiting for him outside of our house. He has very reliable people. They are very strong… I hope that they can protect him, he's sometimes a very rash man…
Seeing my big brother pendant, I was filled with easiness. Having his pendant with me its as if he was still here. He has used it so much that his pendant has his aura all impregnated on it, it calms me…
Big brother, I will also do my best! I won't disappoint you!
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[A week later]
According to the guild receptionist, big brother should have been already back several days ago… Every time I come here to talk with her, she looks at me with a worried expression, as a cold sweat flow through her forehead…
She said that sometimes, adventurers never come back…
What does that mean? Did big brother… Die?
"B-But how?! He can't die… He's big brother… Big brother is strong, and he got a team too!"
The receptionist looked at me with a deeply depressed expression, she was as sad as me…
"I-I'm so sorry, little one… That's how things… are… An adventurer is always risking his life with every quest… That's the job that your big brother took…"
"B-But! Big… Brother…"
I have never felt this empty in my life… This grievance… This sadness… It feels as if the entire world is crumbling before me.
Big brother… Was just alive some days ago… I saw him being alive… He was breathing and talking to me… I even remember his voice, his happy expression… His smile…
I could have prevented this… If I only told him to stay with me… That it could be some kind of trap… That it was too good to be true…
I should have done something instead of staring as he walked away… away from me… and away from my life…
Will I never see him again? Big brother…
Why is life like this?
What's the point of living then?
I was living because of him! Because of his expectations… I was doing my best…
Even when I was talentless… It was for him, to see him happy! To fulfill his expectations!
I wanted you to see me become what I promised to you… Someone great…
Life is so fragile… Even my big brother, who was always so strong… I never thought…
I never thought that he would die someday…
Why?
Why?!
Why did you leave me alone, big brother?! Didn't you know that I would miss you so much?!
Couldn't you guess that, you hothead?!
Oohh… Big brother… Big brother…
There is no point in anything now… Why should I even live? I don't have anything anymore…
No one… I'm alone…
I'm empty…
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[Several days later]
Since big brother died, I didn't have any money… I couldn't pay the rent, neither the school, so I was cast off…
I began to live on the streets, beneath the trash… I have experienced things… That someone should never experience in their entire lives…
Sometimes the hunger was so much… That anything would do…
Eating discomposed food, and even living rats… The trash that these rich people threw… Everything did…
Big brother… Why did you leave me alone…? I am nothing alone…
Sometimes I would be so hungry, that I would try to steal, but I am weak compared to other kids, my complexion is small and non-muscular… I can't run fast, neither resist the hits of others.
These old men… They always hit me with so much strength… With so much hatred…
Why do they vent their hatred and frustrations on me? 
Don't they understand that I just wanted a little piece of what they have plentiful?
I just wanted to live another day…
As these old men ravaged my body, my bones were able to resist somehow, but my wounds were severe… Every day, I would gain new wounds…
My magic cannot heal… I can barely do anything on my own… I'm helpless…
Perhaps because I am young and still growing, these wounds would quickly heal after some days…
On a morning, a strange system notification appeared…
This accursed system, it seems that it's mocking my existence. People say that this system is a blessed gift from the gods, but what power can it give to me? Nothing…
It's only a reminder of how weak and pathetic I am and nothing more…
[Certain conditions have been accomplished]
[You learned the skill [Lesser Pain Reduction]
[You learned the skill [Lesser Hardened Skin]
Huh?
A… skill?
Since I was born, I've only had four skills… All these years, and you mock me with this? After being beaten to death multiple times, this is how this glorious divine gift rewards me?
What a joke…
I suppose… My life is a joke, isn't it?
It must be… Some comedy that these accursed gods see to have a quick laugh… If gods exist, I wish I could kill them all…
This is their fault… That my life is like this… Their destiny… The accursed fate!
And those monsters… Those damned monsters on the Grand Forest… Whatever killed my big brother and ruined my life… It will pay… All of them… Someday… I will burn that place to the ground!
Mark my words, destiny… Fate… Whoever is watching my life, whoever is mocking my existence…
Mark my fucking words!
After eating whatever I found, I kept on living… My body somehow adapts to this situation, but I don't know if my mind can adapt to this…
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[Several days later]
Today, because I managed to eat some rotten fruits that I found in the trash, I have some energy.
After seeing how the system works, I thought about something ridiculous.
If the system rewards me for whatever hardships I put my body on, can I somehow abuse it? Doing intentionally these things…
I spend the last three days doing various exercises, going over my own limits until I couldn't keep going anymore… Thanks to [Lesser Pain Reduction] I can keep on exercising and ignore the pain a little bit more…
And now… these are the results…
[Certain conditions have been accomplished]
[You learned the skill [Lesser Enhanced Leg Strength]
[You learned the skill [Lesser Stamina Consumption Reduction]
[You gained +3 Speed]
What is this?
Really… Just what is this? I don't remember the system never rewarding me for anything before!
Every time I trained… It never gave me anything back!
I thought I was talentless… That my body was weak, perhaps because I never trained it… I never knew this potential…
With this newfound strength, I was able to steal faster and hide myself swifter. The orphan kids around me began to look me with new eyes and started to integrate me into their group.
As I kept stealing and hiding with efficiency, more skills appeared through the days, and my body slowly began to gain a new surging strength.
[Certain conditions have been acomplished]
[You obtained a new Class: [Thief]
[You learned the skill [Lesser Enhanced Thievery]
[You learned the skill [Lesser Hiding]
[You learned the skill [Sneak]
[You gained +3 Strength]
[You gained +5 Speed]
How can I keep obtaining strength by doing such unrightful things? Things that I never thought I would do…
And these kids, keep coming closer to me. As if something on me was attracting them…
I gave them food, and they became friendly to me. They showed me their hideout and I met others like them. Kids which parents died as adventurers or starved to death…
To think that there are so many in my same situation... This town… this kingdom, to let so many kids wonder on the streets, starving to death…
This whole place is rotten to the core… Those happy smiles, those nice mannerisms, all a lie!
All these people lack any kind of empathy for the unlucky! They are the truest trash! The ones that should be killed and treated bad instead!
I took all these kids by my side, and trained them… Well, I don't know how to train them, I just told them to do exercises. Perhaps, they can obtain what I have gotten by doing the same as me?
At least, I have a small shelter where I can sleep without passing through those horribly cold nights…
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These last days, the older kids tried to attack me, and steal my food. I fought for my life.
It seems that they only wanted me because I bring food… They kicked me until I couldn't move anymore… The strength I gained was not enough to beat five older kids…
I laid on the ground while bleeding and barely being able to breathe…
When I woke up, they would order me to go steal for more food or they would beat me to near death once again…
I had to do it… However, sometimes I would eat on my own, and they would find out, beating me to almost die every night…
How did things become worse? Was I… Too naive?
[Certain conditions have been acomplished]
[You learned the skill [Lesser Pain Resistance]
[You learned the skill [Lesser Bleeding Reduction]
[You learned the skill [Lesser Hardened Muscles]
[You learned the skill [Sturdy Bones]
Hahaha… More of these useless skills, they barely make any difference…
[You gained +4 Defense]
Hm?
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[Several days later]
The older kids have been keeping abusing of my abilities to their advantages and I have never had enough courage to confront them.
They have numbers and I am alone; no other kid wants to help me out as they see me with disgust.
Those glares… Those glares are the same that those old men give me when they beat me almost to death on the streets…
I have obtained a rusted knife on the trash some days ago, and since then I have been using it in various ways, in the hopes of obtaining some kind of skill.
After five days of slashing and stabbing the walls, I obtained something.
[Certain conditions have been acomplished]
[You learned the skill [Knife Technique: Savage Stab]
[You learned the skill [Lesser Increased Slashing Power]
Its time…
They will take… What they deserve…
All of them… Will pay…
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[Some days later]
In this night, I finally did it.
I used my skills [Lesser Hiding] and [Sneaking], the same ones that I use to steal the fruits and bread, and stabbed each older kid on their sleep.
I covered their mouths with some robes and stabbed them on the back of their neck, through their spine. Most of them died instantly. The several abilities that hardened my skin and muscles also served to increase my strength.
Death… This was the first time I have killed someone.
Taking a life… Why I don't feel any remorse? I… What have I become?
I was enveloped on my rage, and without doubt, I stabbed their necks, one by one…
The funniest part is that the system somewhat rewarded me.
[You gained 50000 EXP]
[You gained 15 levels]
[All your stats have increased]
[Certain conditions have been acomplished]
[You obtained a new Class: [Novice Assassin]
[You learned the skill [Lesser Assassination]
[You learned the skill [Deviant Life Perception]
[Certain conditions have been acomplished]
[You obtained a new Class: [Starlight Mage Pupil]
[You learned the skill [Magic Affinity]
[You learned the skill [Heavenly Starlight Magic: Star Ocean's Ray]
For the first time for four years, I leveled.
After reaching level ten, I obtained two skills completely unrelated to what I have done. [Magic Affinity] and [Heavenly Starlight Magic: Star Ocean's Ray]. Aside from this, I finally obtained a Mage Class…
So, I had to… Level up? That was it?!
From the start… What I only needed to do is leveling up?
Those two years wasting my life on that damned school, filled with delusional imbeciles and I only needed to level up?
What kind of accursed world is this?
Why was such an essential thing hidden beneath a system mechanic?!
Perhaps… Perhaps if I leveled sooner… If I tried harder to kill those monsters outside of town… I would have been able to save big brother…
All of this is my fault…
My ignorance and my stupidity… My naivety…
Big brother… I'm sorry…
It's all my fault…
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A young adult man dies from a fever and is reincarnated in a world of swords and magic dominated by a strange and mysterious System as the weakest being, a Caterpillar! 

Gaining abilities from the monsters that it eats, Kireina uses her sharp adaptability and wits to overcome the odds against her in a world where everyone wants to eat her alive!

As Kireina evolves and gathers a group of followers and subordinates, discover how our protagonist builds a monster Kingdom from zero, in a world dominated by Humans and terrifying Monsters who only wish her death!

In front of her enemies there will be only two options!
Will you obey me or will you be eaten?

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The power of the Sin of Lust grows stronger and stronger by each day, how will the Realm of Vida deal with such a menace?

The Chronicles of the Sin of Lust are just starting, but, surely, her appearance and her actions will leave a mark of blood and suffering on this Realm that shall never be forgotten.
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This story is about a selfish, greedy, and obsessive person, that changes from human to a monster that becomes the menace of the whole world. 

The MC is not at all a "good villain", neither someone who do "bad things" blindly, but someone that is completely self-aware of its actions and the damage that it causes. 
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As the MC gathers servants and love interest, she grows attached to them and fears to lose them, in such circumstances, she will grow slowly into someone that prioritizes the safety of her beloved ones over anything else, to the point of killing innocents without any remorse for the sake of their safety and for them and her to grow stronger.

Kireina's overly cautiousness leads to the demise of various Kingdoms and heroes, and as she understands the world and characters that surround her, she begins to plot before they could even yet to know her existence, getting rid of future problems before they could even appear, mercilessly. 

Taking Advantage of wars between Kingdoms, and crushing the weakened winning side, taking all the benefits for herself, brainwashing heroes to become her servants or heartwarming times with her family, things like these will be very common.

Kireina grows to become very versatile, she can be incredibly ruthless to her enemies and future enemies, and a doting and loving parent to her family. 
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*WARNING: Gender-Bender, Yuri, Harem* *R-18* 
*Another Warning; World Building is incredibly slow because we see the world by the main character's eyes, meaning that there isn't an omniscient third person narrator telling the reader every tid bit of lore in existence right in chapter 1, keep that in mind while reading this novel.
*Updates: 1/day, 2 chapters/day in the last three days of the week.


I do not own the cover, but if the creator wants me to take it down, then just kindly message me.

In the morning of light, the light shines through all the blinds in my room.
I see the clock ringing non stop, the cold air woke me up, making me hug myself for warmth.

but this coldness is just but 2nd rated compared to the one in my heart.

Living alone... a challenge that was given onto me. Learning how to save and learn not to spend money, to be thrifty and rational, a skill learnt through 2 years of training alone.

I look at the dumbells at my beds and the 'special' suit on myself. thinking of everything that has happened a year ago, i sigh at myself for my stupidity.
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1 year ago...
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Born as a billionare, living as a spend drift. my dad cannot bear with it anymore.
so at a faithful day... my dad came into my room, a mouthful of scolding blooming with a boom. a dare was made to make me regret but in my mind happiness was in set. who wont be happy with that 2 year dare. a life alone with freedom to the hair, but then came the seduction of an additional flare. wearing a 'special' suit as an additional dare, and the freedom of using money after the dare, but there was a condition... to lose the dare is to lose being an heir. But in my mind, That was just 2 years of living at but a fool. but clearly it was something that no one would expect... who'd know what will happen in life.

In my 'special' attire i look at the mirror...
A fatty nerd with glasses was there, and yes the suit was a fat costume. A very realistic s#@% at that. that made me full of laughter. thinking of school, my back went sweaty, but that enticement i just want to wonder. 

Remembering the school that i was transferred to. where nobody but the principal know the truth. I almost backed out but the punishment was a given. it made me curse. i assured myself that after this my life is pretty much set with all the riches i can hold between my hands.


at the first day of school. i steeled my will
i endured the laughter seen from afar
all the scorn that i used to give
all the anger that needs to be concealed
i thought to myself...
"just wait till i get liberated, you will get toasted..."
Then she came onto my life
a girl which was housed by a goddess
a girl for which my heart throbbed at the first.

she was there sweetly, clad on her attire
her breathtaking smile bloomed like cherry blossoms
her eyes like the starry skies at night
yet her somewhat wild movements added onto her charms

i was only lovestruck there but for a minute yet the screams of a pervert rang onto my ears waking me up from my momentary stuppor. i blushed in shame as i realized again. *I must have looked like a fool standing in there*. and there started a dark memory forever in my head. She was there, laughing her guts out from my dazed stare....

and in that moment my anger went ablaze
i ignored everyone on my way to class
Went to a seat and took a nap
my peaceful sleep looked like a dying pig to my mate. got pictured at, and posted at the web.

when the teacher came, he gave me weird look
with my eyes i questioned, confused 
he just ignored me with a turn of his head
and then started the life on ahead...

the Starry Sky reflects your eyes but the moon is too small compared to you. 
though i know your feelings for me... im sorry but unrequited it is because its impossible between you and me.... or is it?

A novel filled with rhymes and written in unique..
a novel with no names to convey its physique...
a novel written with the wildest egocentrism, no need for critique..
a novel written by me not to win but to think deep..

hehe follow me with my nonsense yet having sense.... so therefore.... just read it

Alexander lost it all... Friends, family, home, everything. His survival was a miracle. Now he is out for revenge, revenge against the one that took everything from him. Can alchemy help him with his revenge? or will it help him with other problems.....

#I suck at writing and I definitely suck at writing a synopsis. 

This is not FullMetal Alchemist Crossover... the MC is an OC, no relation with FMA or FMAB.

[[ *Disclaimer: I do not own Fairy Tail, the only thing I own is my Stupid MC and the OCs*]]

Again I suck at writing. Read at your own risk. You have been warned.

Min held two babies in her arms, her eyes teary as she looked at her children. The two infants looked near identical to each other. Silvery white hair, black and red eyes, blue skin, and chubby faces.
The only noticeable difference between the two was that one of them had a tiny penis.
"Miliana and Drakkus, my son and daughter. Look Eliana, you have a brother and sister," Min said, using Ellie's real name for once.
"Yeah," Ellie replied, as she sat on the bed next to Min, a big smile on her face. Dralu stood close to them, looking at his family. A satisfied smirk adorned his face. Today, he had a son!
Living with a family full of lustful females was tiring for the man, so having a son he could teach and raise made him happy. Not that he minded that he always had a source to relieve his libido.
"I can't believe you had twins! Now this place will be full of children. Akon, my Kira, Leo, and now Miliana and Drakkus," Kemah said. Leo was the son of Rina. Since the two silblings who raised him as parents both lived at the brothel, he, too, liver there.
Min, Kemah, and Ellie were happy that it was so, since they're children would have another playmate. Kira and Leo were very close in age, so if Rina and Lina stayed at the Moonshine Garden for a long time, they'd no doubt grow close in relationship, too.
Indeed, everyone was happy with life. But deep in her mind, Min worried. Soon, she'd have to return to being an assassin, return to danger.
She did not want to risk dying and leaving her family alone, but she knew there were things she had to do. She knew she had ability, and she didn't want to waste it. She was conflicted.
***
In the distant parts of the Empire of the Elven Kind, far away from Rymalona, there was a raging battlefield. Hordes of monstrous beings charged through the fields, tearing up the earth itself in their wake.
In their path of destruction, stood a much smalled group of armored knights, standing in a tight formation. Their sword flashed and monsters fell, adding to the many, many corpses that littered the ground. But now matter how many, they slew, more came.
The hordes of monsters fell back as far as the desperate soldiers could see. One after the other, they fell. Countless armored corpses were mixed in between innumerable monster carcasses, although in much smaller number.
They were outnumbered more than ten to one, yet they fought bravely. But this was a battle where victory was impossible.
One after another, the men and women died. Soon, they were no longer able to keep their formation together. Thus, in one swell swoop, they were annihilated. Yet the beasts and monsters paid no heed to the corpses of their fallen enemies, instead charging onwards to the distant wall.
With speed higher than that of any man, they charged through the grassy plains, crashing into their fellows in their disorderly march. Soon, they arrived at the walls, climbing up them like they weren't even there. The archers put up a feeble effort to save their home, but within minutes, they had all been slain.
An orchestra of screams and death wails ensued, followed by a deadly stillness.
***
Within a palace, higher than any tower or spire, in a hall, golden and white. A man with white hair, reaching even farther than his ankles was seated. His dress was a white purer than snow, with extremely thin, glowing golden lines forming an exquisite pattern around it. The threads were so thing that the only reason they could even be perceived was because of the dazzling glow they exuded.
Yet, those glowing runes were nothing compared to his dazzling eyes! They radiated a frightening power, their light alone enough to illuminate the entire hall!
A man dressed in golden armor entered the great hall. As soon as he opened the colossal door guarding the throne room, he felt an almost scorching heat envelop his body.
He immediately went down on one knee, and pointed his face to the floor, his eyes shut close. Without saying a word, he waited. Several long, painful seconds passed.
"Speak," a godly voice reverberated through the entire room. The golden knight gulped, before forcing his words out.
"Another city has fallen. The hordes continue to ravage throughout the southern parts of the Empire. The people down there are growing more and more frantic," the man reported.
A loud sigh came out of the radiant king's mouth. He loved his people, but he could not protect those outside his capital.
"Send the Akaziel. Have them eradicate every horde they can find," the glowing emperor spoke, his voice radiating with power.
The golden knight was taken aback, almost unable to believe what he'd just heard.
"T-the Aka-" he mumbled, but he quickly came back to his senses
"Yes, Your Majesty!" The knight finally saluted, before making his way out, as quick as he could. Reporting to the emperor was always a horrifying experience.
"He's sending the Akaziel. That means he's finally taking this threat seriously," the knight mumbled. Not many knew of the Akaziel, but those who did, all did so in fear.


***

Author's Note:

Well, that concludes book 2. With my current plans, book 3 should be more action packed and Min fully grasping at her destiny.

The threat of the Grand Dungeon is growing ever more apparent with the southern parts of the Elven Kind in a state of chaotic turmoil. Min has a big family now, but she'll have to realize that if she wants to protect them, she'll have to risk everything. Only through gaining power and unlocking her true potential as a Child of Darkness will she able to keep those she loves safe.

Mysterious, extremely powerful players are being revealed, doing what they can to save their world, but strange, unknown limits keep them from acting personally.

Tell me, what would you guys like to see in this next book?

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The other is Prison World, which is set in a dystopian future, where if you commit any crime, you get executed. The twist is that instead of actually losing your life, your mind gets uploaded into a virtual world where you can live out your next life. Our protagonist is a young woman who commits petty theft in desperation, and ends up being born to a family of farmers. However, after living in the world for more than a dozen years, war breaks out. Soon after her eighteenth birthday, her farm gets attacked, and she gets enslaved, becoming a sex slave.

After living some time in slavery, a threat to her life becomes apparent, and she has to choice, but to escape. With the darkness of her owner looming over her, she runs into the nearby forest, where she eventually meets an old Necromancer.

Book 1 of Prison World is available on Patr3on, while book 2 has only just been started. After I finish book 3 of Avatar of Terra, I'll focus on Prison World.

I'd originally planned to get book 1 of Avatar of Terra edited last month, so I could finally publish it, but then I ran into a rather financially expensive situation, so I had to postpone. But I have a stable job now, so I'll soon be able to afford to spend the money I need.

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That was a longer than usual Author's Note, but it seemed appropriate to explain all my stuff at the end of a book.

Thanks for reading, and see you next book!

Min was born in a tribe of Goblins, where she became a hunter due to her great stats. As a hunter, she lived a simple life with her hunting friends, leveling peacefully. But what happens when the Elven Kind discovers a great source of Mithril in their little cave system?

Warning: This fiction will contain great amounts of sex and violence. Goblin society in my story is a carnal one, where everyone has sex with everyone, even there own siblings... maybe parents too, who knows. Min will be subject to gang bangs by her hunting friends from chapter 2 onwards, albeit, willingly. Rape might enter the story in the future and it also might not.


"Woof woof!" 
Xiao La's bark could barely be heard.　　
The Amazing Fate Pet Shop had considered the soundproofing issue during its past renovation. Both the walls and the doors were thick. Even if Xiao La barked its lungs out in the storage room, it wouldn't bother the other pets.　　
Zhang Zian put Xie Tao's rice cake in the fridge, and wondered how he should cook it. Should he boil, fry, or stir-fry? The problem was, he could not do any of that.　　
After coming out of the kitchen, he looked casually in the living room. He was expecting to see Pi typing in front of the computer, but the chair was empty.　　
That was rare. Did Pi get up to stretch without being reminded to do so?　
Zhang Zian was happy that Pi finally learned to take care of its body. As he turned around to go downstairs, he suddenly heard keyboard tapping coming from the desk.　
What was going on?　　
He stopped. Pi wasn't sitting in front of the computer, so where did the typing sound come from? Was there a ghost fond of typing?　　
"Pi? Are you there?" He asked, and stuck his head inside the door.　　
"Eek?" Pi was sitting straight in the chair, and looked around at him in confusion.　　
Zhang Zian frowned. He felt that something was wrong. He didn't see this before.　　
He didn't open up the curtain this morning when he woke up. The lighting in the living room was a bit dim, but even so, he should've seen it, shouldn't he?　　
He walked into the living room and opened the curtains, to let light into the room.　　
Pi followed him with its eyes, its confusion not diminished.　　
"Pi, have you been sitting here, typing all this time?" Zhang Zian asked, trying to maintain a gentle smile.　　
"Eek!" Pi nodded.　　
"You never left the chair?" He asked again.　　
"Eek." Pi shook its head.　　
That was weird. Did he really not see it?　　
Zhang Zian's doubt grew. Everything else in the room was clearly visible, except Pi.　　
"Eek?" Pi blinked its eyes, asking him what happened.　　
"Nothing. Something's wrong with my eyes," he answered halfheartedly. To avoid Pi asking more questions, he switched topics. "Pi, how's your novel going? Are you getting more favorites after signing the contract?"　　
Pi didn't answer him. It looked down at the keyboard with a sad face, and drew circles on the desk with its fingers.　
The answer was obvious from its body language. Zhang Zian sighed.　　
Pi had already published over 40 chapters, nearly 90,000 words, but there were only 50 favorites.　　　
He returned to Qidian's home page, and clicked on a random novel. Most chapters had an average of 30,000 favorites. Even the worst one had 10,000 favorites. The signed novels had hundreds of favorites. Qidian readers were numerous. Why nobody was reading this one? Was the topic unpopular? 　　
Tap tap!　　
Pi's fingers moved over the keyboard. It was a fast typer, but it seemed to have weights attached to its fingers because they struggled to move.　　
After a while, it slowly typed, "Writing novels may not suit me."　　
After seeing these words, Zhang Zian's heart filled with sadness. He knew better than anyone how much effort Pi was investing, yet there were no results. It reminded him of when he first took over the pet shop. He sat in the shop alone everyday, looking at the the pedestrians walking past. His old colleagues were posting about their great lives in Wechat Moments, which made him question his choice. Was it a mistake to inherit the pet shop? Am I in the wrong business? Why am I wasting my youth and my day, sitting here alone? 　　
Now, Pi was facing the same difficult situation.　　
"Would you like to talk to the editor?" He was trying to help.　　
Pi logged into QQ and clicked on the bald monk avatar to show him its chat history with the chief editor. 　　
The most recent message was from yesterday, which meant that Pi had been down for at least a day. Zhang Zian secretly blamed himself for not noticing it earlier.　
Pi asked: "If nobody is reading my novel, should I continue writing?"　　
The chief editor's answer was simple: "Keep writing."　　
Zhang Zian browsed the online novel discussions in Wang Haige Forum, and realized that some novels were barely known in the beginning. They only became popular because the authors kept writing until they were promoted by the website. Those instances were rare, but everybody loved discussing them.　　
Then, he encouraged Pi, "I don't think you should quit so easily. Even if you want to quit, at least wait until it gets promoted by the website. It's written in the contract that the novel gets at least one promotion, and further promotions will depend on performance."
Pi grew silent and typed: "I'm tired. I don't want to write any more." It pushed the keyboard away, took off the Pince-nez, and looked out of the window.　　
Pi's maturity often made Zhang Zian forget about the fact that it was still a young monkey. While most monkeys its age were playing without worry, it was sitting alone in front of the computer, trying to write.　
Its body wasn't tired, its heart was. 　　
Zhang Zian's heart was heavy and troubled.　　
Stop writing then. Delete the Word file and turn off the computer. I'll get Galaxy and Famous and we'll play hide and seek. He was about to utter these words, but he didn't.
It was easy to quit, it was harder to keep going.　　
Studying is too hard, I quit. Losing weight is too tiring, I quit. Work is too much, I quit. Office politics is too dark, I quit. Business is too humiliating and I have to pretend to be nice all the time, I quit. Life is too hard, I quit.　　
If we quit each time we have a setback, we'd be left with nothing.　　
Zhang Zian took a few deep breaths, and exhaled the frustration out his chest. He reached for the keyboard and typed: "Only a few people in the world achieve their dreams. Our life is simple. We're not ambitious. If we have any pride, it's when we harvest with our hands."　　
"Pi, do you know where these words are from?"　　
Pi glanced at the screen and put the Pince-nez back on. It looked into the nameless book and typed: "The Moon and Sixpence."　　
"Right." Zhang Zian forced himself to smile. "Pi, have you read this novel?"　　
Pi shook its head.　　
"The novel is about an ordinary man. He had a beautiful wife and healthy children, and lived a seemingly happy life. One day, he became so obsessed with art that he abandoned his family, and headed to a desolate island to paint. If this were a popular story, he'd have became famous, earned lots of money, and married a beautiful woman. Sadly, he was known as a 'genius,' but died in the most tragic way."　　
Zhang Zian retold the plot of The Moon and Sixpence. However, he had read it a long time ago, so he had a fuzzy memory. He remembered the famous quote, though, and often encouraged himself with it.　　
Whether it was at school or at work, he was an average guy, neither better nor worse than others. He envied top students and successful people because he knew that he'd never become them. Since geniuses were rare, and only a few people achieved their dreams, others were destined to live ordinary lives. He was just a normal guy with no talent. He didn't need to be ashamed, he just had to accept it.　　
When he read the novel, he couldn't understand the hero's choice to abandon his perfect family for art. It wasn't until after meeting Lu Yiyun and Pi, that he started to understand why. Lu Yiyun would paint even if it meant renouncing her family, and Pi would rather write than have fun, because they liked it. Others didn't understand why they'd let something they liked consume their life. But that made them happy.　　
The world should be big enough to accommodate all the different values.　　
An ordinary guy like him could accept being ordinary, but should also understand that there were some people, like Lu Yiyun, Pi, and the hero in The Moon and Sixpence, that couldn't. They jumped out of a high tower with the aspiration to reach the moon. They either flew, or fell to the ground.　　
To sum up the hero in The Moon and Sixpence with the fewest words, "My life has an end, but paintings don't."　　
Pi listened carefully, as if drawn into the story, the fate of the hero resonating with it.　　
Zhang Zian spoke slowly, "Did the hero in the story regret what he did? I think the sentence mentioned before was the hero's epiphany. I don't want to lie and tell you that your novel will surely succeed. Your novel might fail, as most novels will fail. But Pi, think about this. Why are you writing this novel? Are you doing this for money and fame? What was your intention?"　　
Pi's mouth half opened. It thought quietly, then typed: "I like this story, and would like others to see this story."　　
Zhang Zian nodded in affirmation. "That's right. Pi, you've already done it!"　　
"Eek?" Pi blinked in confusion, and pointed at the 50 on the screen that meant only 50 people saw it.　　
"No, you shouldn't think this way. You should think that there are 50 people that you've already told this story to. Those 50 people, aren't they the 'others' you mentioned?" Zhang Zian smiled. "That's a huge success. Keep going. Your story will be liked by more people." 　
Pi gazed at the 50 on the screen, as if this number had some kind of magic.　　
Zhang Zian took out his phone, opened up the Qidian app, searched for Pi's novel, and added it to his library. The number of favorites went up to 51.　　
"Pi, I'm your reader too," he spoke seriously, "I want to see the end of the story because the hero in the novel is kind of like me. He's not as handsome as me, but I'd like to see what happens to him. Pi, look into my eyes, I like your novel."　　
Pi's eyes moved from the screen to Zhang Zian's face. It saw sincerity in his eyes.　　
Richard, who was doing nothing earlier, and suddenly flapped its wings into the living room. "Quack! I like your novel, too. But Pi, you're such a slow writer, and each chapter is so short. I've been waiting so long and I still haven't appeared! If I knew how to type, I'd teach you the meaning of being big and long!"　
"Meow! Galaxy likes your novel, too!" Galaxy followed Richard, along with the other elfins.　　
"I heard you want to quit writing? You're quitting just when I appeared? Why? Are you mad at me? If you want to challenge me, just do it!" Fina spoke with pride.　　
Pi was scared of Fina.　　
Did Richard hear them talking and tell everybody? The big-mouth parrot had always been a troublemaker, but this time, it actually helped.　　
"Hehe, Pi, Zian's right. You only get a happy ending if you remember your intentions. Besides, I'm curious to find out how I'll appear. I've been thinking so much about this lately that I can't even focus on TV." Old Time Tea smiled.　　
"Meow, if I don't see a happy ending between me and My Majesty, I'll castrate Zhang Zian!" Snowy Lionet licked its paws, its claws were fiercely shining.　　
Zhang Zian wanted to ask why he'd be castrated if it was Pi's story? 　　
"Pi, you have to use my real name!" Famous reminded it, "I don't want to make another debut under someone else's name."　　
Pi's eyes glistened, glancing over everyone.　　
Zhang Zian put the keyboard in front of it. "Pi, do you know why the novel's title was The Moon and Sixpence? Someone joked with the author, that when people look up at the moon, they often forget about the sixpence under their feet. These 57 readers are the sixpence under your feet. We're a little group, but we're there. When you're sad that the moon is too far, don't ignore us because you think we're trivial. You'll always have us. Would you hang in there a bit longer, for the sake of your 57 readers?"　　
With everyone looking at it, Pi hesitated briefly, then nodded.　



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