Hello it's me Jam.
- The girl known as a sad person LMAO. 

-I have been not active for months,
How am I? Well I'm doing fine, that's what we all say right? Actually school just got finished and a lot of things are happening to our world, like the Virus named NCov. Good thing I don't have that.


Feb 11, 2020
       I confessed to my crush.
First I said "Hey, I liked you" and he says he likes me too. I was so happy because he is so sweet, kind and loyal. But as time goes by I started to feel like I don't love him in a way like I want him to be my boyfriend or it's just my friend who is his ex likes him again. It's okay if my friend still likes him I guess? But problems starts to come again in my life, I failed my exams (actually I'm an Honor Student), my parents started to compare me again to my sisters and different people, I started to act bad again that's why I hated myself more and more, I avoid my crush until the time that I said I want him to be my friend only and he started to act like the way he used to (Silent and Sad inside), I wish I could tell him all my problems but I think telling him about how I feel will make him sad too so... I just hide it. Weeks passed and I started to talk to him again and became like the old days where we are so close and talking like everyday but still he didn't notice my pain every smile, every laugh that I showed to him.

Until the end of the school year came and he talked to me with his friends and says "Umm...Hey, wanna talk about your problems?", I was shocked and wanted to tell him everything but I don't want to tell everyone know about it so I just said "Hmm? I don't have any problems dude, Haha" and I said goodbye while I regret what I did.
He chatted me online and says sorry that he's with his friends and we can't talk alone together, he says he wanted to hug me but when he saw me he frozed, I say it's okay and he promised me that he will hug me when the next school year starts.
I still love him like as a crush but I'm scared he only think of me now as a friend so I just keep it inside, I haven't cut/slit my wrist for months now because I'm trying to avoid any self harm but as I keep the pain inside my attitude changes a lot until I feel nothing anymore. Well my family don't even care about me like they don't talk to me, and if they will it's only because it's needed.
It's okay though because I don't feel sadness anymore because I'm used to it.
I started to stay away from social media and other apps so that I could be more active like doing activities in home but until now all I do is sleep.
I download apps for depression chats but it doesn't work for me. Until I just gave up and just go with the flow in this world, Idk anymore.

Everyday before I sleep my Anxiety came back again.
The Feeling of fear of Dying.
Things popped up in my head like what will happen when I die? Will my world just turn into black? Am I going to see everyone? Can I still touch myself? Will I go to a peaceful place where I can find the peace in my self? Or will I be reincarnated and just forget my past life?
When I get old, can I still do lot of things? Will my children leave me or stay? Am I going to be alone or with my husband? Can I still meet my old friends and spend time together?
Idk. Nobody knows.
As I listen to a music  "Lofi".
I sometimes felt calm, sad or lonely.
My crush starts to talk to me again and tell me a lot of happy things and I sometimes blushed secretly (in Chat) But today he came offline again and says to me that he will not be active for days... I miss him.
And I miss my old self too...
The Girl who is Active, always hyped, crazy, positive, always smile, always laugh and open to others. 



                           I Miss Myself.



-Hello Everyone I will end this story for now because I have a lot of work to do Haha, but I'll still continue again to make stories.
I'm a newbie to writing but I'll try to restart again and be a better writer as time goes by.
Please Support me Uwu haha.
Thank you guys, I wish you a Good day and Positive life, let's all pray to those people who have NCov.
Stay safe, always wash hands and avoid close contact with others and most of all Stay Hydrated Luvs.


Wish you Good health and happy life.
Enjoy your life and everything in this world,
Always do your best because we only Live once Uwu.
Don't forget to pray and talk to God.
Be open to others that you know and trusted.
We make mistakes but don't worry because everyone made mistakes, if you can correct it then do it right and if you can't don't worry because that's just past, also don't lie to others because truth is for what happened in the past while lies are what's going to happen in the future.
I have watched a movie All The Brightest Places it is a good movie for those who felt loneliness or something, i recommend it and there is a lot of quotes there too which is one of my favourite things to do (read quotes) 
The story tells different types of feelings that you might also feel too.  Sounds good right?! 
Watch it and let's talk how good that movie is Hehe. 
One last thing.



                        I LOVE YOU ALL


"I'm Awake"
-T. F

Hi, Here i'll tell you a story about a girl with depression.

*Don't read if you don't want spoilers!*



Hi everyone! I'm finally back from my several summer camps! They were part slight torture, overly friendly counselors, some weird kids(including myself of course), and no sleep! How fun! Well, I'll upload the chapter sometime next week... I didn't realize that I've been putting the story off for practically a month...

Anyways, here are some answers! ^^

Q: Would xiao lai ever find another man or would we have basically zomhuman xing x human lai?

A: Xiao Lai will find another love! But this love will be hard to attain but sweet in the end! And this time, he's the one being pursued! 

I wanted to write about Zhang Xing's "death" and his rejection because not everyone gets a happy ending and not everyone is accepting. Love isn't always mutual. Zhang Xing, for instance, was accepting of LGBTQ folks, but he didn't want to become one of them. That's understandable and it's common in real life.

I was tempted to make Zhang Xing disgusted by the confession, but I thought that that would be too much...


Q: I can't remember if this has been mentioned, but is there set stages for zombie evolution?

A: "Zombies were sensitive to smell and sound. They stayed in the dark and didn't dare come out into the light for too long until they were level 3 or mutants."

"Level one zombies are stronger than humans and more like Olympic athletes and are very fast, unlike the slow zombies in old movies. But they are also very stupid and corroded. A scratch or bite will turn you into one of them in half an hour so I took precaution and wrapped my clothes in the duct tape. I didn't bring any specialized clothing, so this would have to do for now."

"Every zombie has a core but level one cores aren't very useful. They only help a little with leveling up."

The above are quotes from previous chapters that I wrote but never specified on... Yeah, there should be levels... I'll make a chart later to make it easier to recognize them! ^^;


Q: Do you take pleasure in torturing us, readers?

A: Hmm... As an author yes... If I was a reader, I'd probably hate myself too! ^^


Q: What'll happen to Xiao Bing's love life?

A: Wolfina -
"I think she will be spunky and that even if she fell in love it would be a war and thanks for the hard work author."

She gave the first answer for Xiao Bing's future, so I'll go along with it! 


Q: Something I had in mind was that will we see the parents of the MC again? Not to be mistaken, I dislike them, but I would like to know how they ended up.

A: Eh... Well, yes, you'll see them again. But not too soon. In this life, they don't live very good lives.


Q: bout that, what is the range of age creatures in this apocalypse is?

A: Good question! I was hoping someone would ask this!

Mutant Animals: Definitely longer lives, probably 80 for most animals. For specific creatures, maybe they'll be like legendary bosses and live up to thousands of years...

Mutant Plants: I'd have to say, unless they're destroyed, they'll thrive.

Zombies: I think they'll "live" forever...

Regular Humans: At most 60 because they probably can't take the inhumane conditions of the newly turned world. Ey, get it? Inhumane? ...Shouldn't have tried. Sorry.

Regular Plants & Animals: Their life spans would be shorter because they probably won't be able to survive with stronger mutated species around and the changed environment won't be nice to them.

Ability-Using Humans: They live at least 130 years and they age a lot less too. So even if they're really old, they'll look considerably more youthful.

Zombie-Reagent Humans: With the addition of the zombie reagent, Shui Yu's people will live very long lives. I'm thinking 300 at the very least and longer. But then I have to take account of the population too... Well, I guess the community's just going to get bigger.


Q: I think the questions no 3 will she be able to get true love or not

A: Xiao Bing will find true love someday. Maybe.  I just can't imagine who her partner will be... ^^; And when she does fall in love, it'll be a huge mess for her and everyone else around her. Not bad trouble probably since I hate soap opera drama, but the good and weird trouble.


So, hope you guys liked it and ask more questions! I like interacting with you guys... I don't seem that weird or scary, do I?

Even before the apocalypse, Shui Yu's family and life were falling apart. So when he went back to the time when he was born, he tried hard to prepare and teach his siblings so that they would not be separated in this lifetime. But even though he was very OP(too OP in fact), troubles came his way. He just wanted to get rid of boredom and travel the world... but who's that mad scientist chasing him?

Shui Yu: Why're you chasing me?
Mad Scientist: You're my past life's lover!
Shui Yu: Bullsh*t! I don't remember you! Get away from me!
Mad Scientist: I'll make you remember me, starting with your body...

In fact, this is a very dark but sappy story of two very OP individuals falling in love~

Reminder: This is a slow romance novel, so expect to get to the ML by chapter 70! And the apocalypse starts at chapter 45, so please don't comment or review about the novel being so slow or for me to hurry up with the story. If you read the <Not an Update>, you'll know how I deal with rude reviewers.

Warning: This is BL, Danmei, fujoshi/fudanshi crap, etc. And the cover isn't mine. I edited it perfectly, but it's still not mine. The beautiful work belongs to its rightful artist~

#2 for Writing prompt #27: Reunion of a Separated couple

Three days had passed since the day 
Akash killed the barren giant.He woke up at 5 A.m. to the sound of his alarm and quickly went to freshen up,getting ready for his morning run.He wore a blue tracksuit quickly and by the time he was done getting ready the clock had reached 5:30.He kept his yoga mat in a bag and left it at the main gate.He went to the living room and searched the cabinet for the key to the house.He opened the lock and placed the key back from where he took it.
He then went to his sister's room to wake her up so that she could close the door.He said while shaking her,"Hey!...Sis!.Wake up,wake up.Come close the door quick or I'll be late and my spot will be taken.Hey! don't go back to sleeping again.Come close the door."
She opened her eyes drowsily and woke up with a start after being shaken.She reluctantly went to close the door from inside while grumbling that he was at his old game again.He would at first be all pumped up and filled with resolve to change his lifestyle to a healthier one but after experiencing hardship for a day or two will go back to being like a sloth,lying around lazily on the bed, refusing doing any chores, wanting to spend time in leisure.Akash ignored her grumbling and quickly moved past the gate and after watching her close the door properly,he left towards DDA park.
The park was quite close to his home with about 1.5 Km between both of them,just the right distance for a light morning jog.He had started to like jogging in the morning.Breathing fresh air in the morning felt good and it felt particularly nice when the cold breeze caressed the face.He felt like he could concentrate much better than normal in such an environment.The areas he passed by on the route to the park were very different from 2 years ago when he used to go to the park with his cousin.Almost everything had changed except a few familiar places.The shop which used to be a fast food store had changed into a general store.The black coloured dog that barked at everyone from the balcony of a house was no longer there.Akash heaved a sigh when he couldn't find all the sights familiar to him but at least the temple of goddess Durga was still there.Akash held his hands together to pray before continuing his jog towards the park.
It was at 6 that he reached the park.A lot of people had gathered by then and they had started doing yoga.Akash took out his yoga mat and joined the others in doing yoga.
Yoga was the excercise he had decided on in the end after researching various activities as he felt that it led to the best possible all around development of the body that he found necessary to improve health.Yoga was a gem that was perfected by sadhus in ancient India and could be described as a healthy way of life.Yoga could induce the harmony of body,mind and spirit.Yoga can lessen chronic pains like lower back pain, arthritis,headaches and carpal tunnel syndrome.It can also lower blood pressure and reduces insomnia,a cause of concern for the former night owl,Akash.It improves the flexibility of the body,reduces weight,increases muscle strength and tone,improves respiration,energy and vitality,maintains balanced metabolism,boosts immune system,improves athletic performance,cardio and circulatory health and the best of all...it helps in managing stress.
As 2020 had turned into a year of calimities there was no lack of people suffering from stress.After all,it was really difficult to stay calm when the whole world had turned into a disaster zone.Even though monster emergence had dwindled through the days,no one knew of their origin even now.Everyone felt scared at the way they inexplicably appeared in the cities.Their dead bodies were being researched on but no news had been released regarding any research results.Akash already had a feeling that the somewhat mystical appearance of monsters in little amounts was not the end.
Akash started with surya namaskar and then switched to tadasan, chakrasan, ardhmatsyendrasan and halasan.He switched between various asanas until about an hour and a half had passed.By the time he had finished,beads of sweat were flowing from his forehead.He felt great even though he was exhausted.He didn't talk with anyone other than greeting everyone when he came.He wasn't familiar with anyone there and thus as per his usual conventions,he left quickly after finishing his exercise.He went back home jogging and rang the bell.
His elder brother opened the door for him and then left for the kitchen.From the looks of it he had woken up not much earlier.He was named Vivek.He was as much of a night owl as Akash,only difference being that he did it for work instead of a hobby.Vivek had started website development early on as a side job while he continued higher studies.
Akash quickly went towards the kitchen to find out what the breakfast was for that day.He found poha(a dish commonly eaten during breakfast in India) in a bowl.He took his share and went to the room to eat.
He looked for news on the computer for any updates regarding the monsters but he found no updates.
He then spent some time reading spiritual scriptures like Bhagavad Gita and Vedas for self fulfillment.He found that reading these scriptures helped him greatly.He felt like his soul was being cleaned by reading such scriptures.Some quotes which he felt that had a great impact on him were:
"You are what you believe in. You become that which you believe you can become."
"Man is made by his belief. As he believes, so he is."
"It is better to live your own destiny imperfectly than to live an imitation of somebody else's life with perfection."
These quotes motivated him that if he believed,he could change from his lazy lifestyle to a healthy one,that he could be more than a burden on his parents,a liability to society.Even though he had not seen much of the world,novels did display plenty cruel and heartless depictions of reality.He knew that even though reality was not as extreme as depicted in novels,there was still no difference in the way it worked.He knew that with his introverted nature and lack of confidence that if he didn't change he would have difficulty achieving an average quality of life as he was not exceptional at anything.He had already lost hope after failing at changing many times in the past.Hesitation always took grip on him if he tried doing something new and after sometime he was back to square one being his lazy old self.But now he had confidence that he could change...that he would change.
Akash felt both sad and guilty as he felt that if he had warned the school guard instead of hiding quickly like a tortoise in the generator room his life could have been saved.After all,the only reason the guard came to check the school from his post beside the school gate was because the sounds that came when Akash blinded the barren giant.If Akash had taken the slightest risk perhaps nothing would have happened to the guard.
Akash was torn by such feelings of guilt but another quote from gita comforted him.
"The embodied soul is eternal in existence, indestructible, and infinite, only the material body is factually perishable."
When Akash felt worried regarding his future and the safety of his family, he always felt like he was at an impasse.He knew he was still too small to worry about his future and that he would still have the support of his family no matter what, he didn't want anyone to go through difficulties for his sake.He found his path as he learnt from Bhagavad Gita.
"Whatever happened was good,
What is happening is going well,
Whatever will happen will also be good.
You need not have regards from the past.
Don't worry for the future.
Live in the present"
He didn't stop reading webnovels completely but still restricted the time he spent doing so.He spent time studying as the expected date for board exams according to conventions was coming closer but he had no idea when they will take place or if they will take place or not.His school was already closed till further notice because of the monster incident.So he decided to study on his own so that he would be ready by the time the exams take place.He went back to sleep at 2p.m. to provide rest to the body, even though it was already considerably stronger compared to the past due to the three stat points.
Akash closed his eyes and slowly drifted to sleep.The dream of himself as a lizard like creature came back after two days.He felt a bit different this time he entered this dream.He felt that his perception regarding what the lizard like creature felt had gotten much stronger compared to before.Previously even though he felt the movements of the lizard like creature,he couldn't actively follow them or understand how it moved properly.But now he felt that he could see how the centre of gravity of the lizard like creature changed throughout its movements and how it exerted force with better clarity.The scene of the dream was different yet the same,as even though he could make sense that the lizard was in a different region from previous regions, there wasn't much difference.This time the lizard like creature was fighting a giant grey coloured wolf pack leader instead of blue like previous one even though the size was the same.Akash could hear the various sound from both the lizard like creature and the weird wolf but strangely he just couldn't understand what they were speaking.It was like watching a movie without sound or subtitles.Even though he felt excited that he could use and learn techniques of using the spear adeptly from the lizard, he also felt frustrated at not being able to find out what they were talking about as he had the feeling that if he could understand their conversation it would have a positive impact on his future life but there was nothing he could do except watching and feeling the shifting force in the muscles of the lizardman, watching as it slayed the pack of wolves one by one while dodging attacks of over 30 wolves.Akash was sure by the impacts made by the wolves that if he hid in a car to escape from them, even one of them might be enough to tear both the car and him apart.Akash watched with fascination as the lizard like creature dodged each attack of the wolves as if he was a dancing with them and dealt with all of them without breaking a sweat.The moves of the lizard were clean and crisp without the slightest delay and with a perfect timing as if he was in control throughout the fight.The only problem Akash had after watching the fight was that this time the lizard like creature had also used its tail during the attacks which was not replicable for him.He found out that learning by replicating the spear moves of the lizard was not an option for him as they had different body structures and thus he would have to change the spear techniques into one more suited for him.This pack of wolves did not seem to have a leader as strong as the one present in his previous dream.That wolve had materialised something like a wind blade at its claws, a trait that differentiated it from the other wolves but the pack leader in this dream was not much different compared to normal wolves other than appearing a bit bigger and more ferocious compared to other wolves.As such the fight came to an end very fast as there was a large disparity in strength between the grey wolf pack leader and lizard like creature and the lizard won in a very brief period of time.

Akash lived an introverted life as a homebody but he was still very satisfied.He didn't have any special points or unique qualities but he was still above average in studies.His favourite hobby was reading novels which seemed to have become the activity he spent most of his time on everyday.He thought his lifestyle would continue to be the same in the future but such a lifestyle soon came to an end in December,2020.Everything changed when the invasion happended.Monsters stormed earth and wreaked havoc,ending a third of the total population.The situation was finally turning better with the arrival of the system.It gave humans the ability of counter attacking and shifted the battlefield from our cities to the places from which monsters appeared from.Americans called the system Guardian and thus it came to be called guardian internationally.In this way,the smooth life came to an end and Akash had to adapt to a rapidly changing society and grow stronger to survive and safeguard his family.Fortunately he had something to rely on.
4 ch/week

[Achievement unlocked! Die 100 times]
[User is granted 1000 Points]
[Shop is now available]
"What?"
Marlin was confused at what was happening. He had now died 100 times. Is that what it was saying? He didn't know much apart from making weapons and killing but knowing that he had now died 100 times according to this voice.
He did not know what was going on so decided to ask some questions.
"What is this shop that you speak of?"
[A shop is a location where goods and services are bought and sold]
"Ok, is that like when I want to exchange some of my deer for some leather? Is that right?"
[Correct]
"Ok I see"
Currently Marlin was within the void as he liked to call it. This was the space he would be transported to every time he died. In this space he had no body and the only thing here was just his thoughts.
"Now what do you mean I have got 1000 points and that the shop is now available?"
[Firstly, Points are granted by killing living beings or by accomplishing difficult things. Such as, slaying a demi-god or by establishing a kingdom. However, those are some of the most difficult ones to achieve]
[Secondly, the shop is granted to the user when a major achievement is unlocked for the first time]
"Ok. I think I get it."
"Also, why am I here?"
Ever since Marlin had been reborn in the body of that baby he had always wondered if there was ever going to be a way out. There had to be seem reason it was him. Although, he was strong in his past life he didn't think that wouldn't be the reason for some gods to do this to him.
[You are here to grow stronger]
"But why am I constantly being reborn in this world?"
[User's strength is insufficient to obtain such knowledge]
"Hmmm"
Since Marin couldn't get any information out of this voice it would be better to just focus on thinking on how to become stronger so that next time, he was reborn he could put up a fight. Marlin would be disappointed if this shop just had a couple wooden spears and then some food. 
But Marlin thought that if that was the case, he would just go off himself but ironically, he would just be reborn again. Marlin knew that this shop was the key to becoming stronger. Maybe he could become strong enough to kill those wolves but Marlin highly doubted that.
If he could find something useful to survive in this shop maybe he might be hopeful again.
"Ok bring me to this shop"
[Transporting user to shop]
Suddenly, the darkness that Marlin was used to seeing was now being invaded by a bright light in the distance. This light came closer and closer until it was right in front of him. 
What now laid in front of Marlin there three colossal square black pillars towering into the sky. There was a bright white spotlight shining upon all three pillars and as you looked up you could see no end to how tall these pillars were.
If you looked closer, you could barely see small indents that riddled all three of the pillars. Marlin then looked Infront of him and saw a small altar lecter with a small ancient leather book on top.
"Umm how is this a shop?"
[This is a special type of shop]
"So how do I buy things like a normal shop would let you do?"
[Pick up the book and read it. You shall understand how everything works]
"Ok. But I don't have hands or anything to pick it up with"
[Juts think that you are going to do something such as moving or picking up that book and its shall happen]
Marlin then imagined the book floating in the air towards him and it opening up. To his surprise it happened, and the book now laid in front of him open in its first page.
"Ummm, what is this book thing again?"
[A book is an object that holds certain information or knowledge. You can access it by opening the cover and flipping over the pages. You can use books to tell stories, retell parts of history, explain how parts of the world work and many other things]
"That sounds really complicated"
[Indeed, it is]
Marlin then looked at the characters but couldn't understand them and was about to ask the voice another question but was promptly interrupted by a large pain in his non existent head.
"AAAAAHH"
Marlin couldn't do anything but wait until this pain subsided. This pain was akin to a massive stone being hammered on top of his head. This pain came in waves and Marlin couldn't focus at all and put his thoughts in chaos.
After a while of this pain attacking him it finally calmed down. The pain was still there but not as strong.
"What was that? Did you do that to me?"
Marlin was quite mad at what had happened and wanted an explanation.
[This pain was the effect of the knowledge of the characters and words within the book being sent to your brain. This is because if you didn't understand what you were buying it would be akin to gambling. You might even go into debt and that is not what you want]
"Ok, well could you have done it in a way that wouldn't hurt as much"
[Do not worry, in the future when similar things such as this the pain will be much more mild so we may as well get it out of the way]
"I see"
After finishing his conversation with the voice, he looked closed the book again and looked at the cover of this book and the letters on it. Marlin didn't know why but these letters seemed to be swaying side to side in his vision and was like an illusion and had much difficulties understanding what it said.
At some moments he could discern the letters, but it was only for the briefest of a moment and even if he saw what it read, he would forget what it was the next second. It was very weird, as if something was stopping him from trying to read it but didn't mind it. This voice and whatever gods were playing with him had their secrets.
So, he may as well stop poking his nose into their business. They have granted him the power of being reborn over and over and have given him something to do with his life which he was kind of grateful for and unhappy at the same time for. 
His past life was incredibly boring in his eyes. Now that something interesting was happening to him he couldn't really care. He just wants to live out his life and go with the flow. 
Marlin then reopened the book and read the introduction
'Within this book lays the strength that will be necessary for survival within the cruel world below. There are 3 ways you can grow your power. Physical, knowledge and magic. You can buy these certain powers from the following categories by killing or achieving great things within your lifetime. There are no limits to what you can do. These things give you a corresponding amount of points which you can then buy abilities with. In order to buy something, you rip out the page of the ability that you wish to buy and the cost of it shall be deducted from your points. If the cost of the item exceeds the amount of points you hold then you will go into debt. If in your next life you cannot pay off the amount of points that you owe you will face punishment. The greater amount of points you owe the greater the punishment. In extreme cases you will be stripped of all abilities and be forced to be reborn as a slave serving a high-level power for 1000 thousand lives. You can unlock abilities by doing certain things. Such as, dying of starvation 1000 times will let you buy an ability that makes you not need to eat any food for your whole life. There are two different types of achievements. Major achievements and minor achievements. Major Achievements give you points and the ability that you unlock with it Is free. Minor achievements do not give points and the ability you unlock is not free. Now go, become stronger'
After reading the introduction he then understood how this whole shop worked. It felt like some demon ritual and as he looked at these 3 pillars, he seemed even more suspicious of what was going on.

He flipped over to the next page and saw his points count written on the page.
'1000 points'
"I don't want to become accidentally in debt and receive a punishment so I'll remember this number.
Marlin then looked through the whole book seeing everything he could buy while stroking his non-existent beard as if hoping he could gain insight on what was the best thing to buy. You know what they say, old men with beards are incredibly wise.


Animal Charm- 
Due to your aura of friendliness and the wonderful smell that comes off you, most lifeforms will be less likely to kill you and might even become 
[Unlock Requirements – Eaten by animals 10 times]
1000 points
Exercise Knowledge- 
You will gain the necessary knowledge to know how to train your body and what exercises are best for what muscles
 [push your body to the physical limit of complete exhaustion 25 times]
700 points
Painless Death 
-All pain will go away but in return your whole body will go limp and you cannot move permanently 
[Die 100 times]
(I wonder what you could use this for? -system, unknown date)
1500 points
Flexible Body
-Your body will be much more flexible
[Push your body to the limits of how much it can be bent to 50 times]
400 points
Plant Man
-You receive more calories from vegetable and fruit
[eat only plants for 10 consecutive lives]
(Over my extensive time studying this rare specimen of human I had discovered he could survive on one piece of lettuce for over a whole month despite being put through intensive exercise the hole duration – Doctor Stein, Wonders of the Human Body, AC 3001)
800 points
Nerve Strengthening
-Actions that are constantly repeated have nerve connections that are 10 times stronger and quicker to respond than normal.  
[Repeat a particular action with the body until it becomes instinctual]
5 000
Animal Repellent
-The taste of your body is extremely horrific. Your body can even cause dizziness, headaches and vomiting to the lifeforms who eat you. 
[eaten by animals 20 times]
1400 points
Young and pitiful
-Lifeforms will feel pity for you and they will be less likely to hurt you while you are a baby
[Die 25 times as a child]
500 points
Danger Sense
-Within a certain distance depending on how strong you are you will be able to detect the strength of lifeforms within your detection range.
[Killed by stronger opponent 25 times]
3000 points
Tears of a Goddess
-Lifeforms will feel much more sympathy for you while you are crying
[Cry 99 times]
550 points
[Coward's Run]
-You run 25% faster while running from enemies
[Run from opponents 25 times]
2000 points
Going Back To your Roots
-Your crawling is 150% faster 
 [Only crawl for 20 lives]
(He slaughtered all our men while just crawling on all fours – General Rainer, 1722 BC)
2000 points
The Need for Food
-You will receive more calories from food
[Die from starvation 5 times]
400 points
Virgin for Life
-The urge to participate in intercourse is much weaker than it normally would be
[Be a virgin for 69 lives]
-800 points
Dying Wish
-While under 10% health you receive 3x strength, 3x agility and all combat skills are improved. However, 3 minutes after you will pass out.
[Fight back even when on the brink of death 50 times]
(Although the Master of the One strike Dojo had been cornered on the battlefield by thousands of the Black Tree empire's men, His strikes cut down over eight hundred hundred men before collapsing to the ground due to exhaustion – Chapter sixty two of 'The history of the Black Tree Empire', Scholar Tian, 40044 BC)
10 000 points
Hard Teeth
-Your bite strength is two times stronger than normal
[Bite your enemies during combat 10 times]
800 points
Hidden power
-Opponents are more likely to underestimate you
[Injure or kill a stronger opponent 20 times]
(The city of Tross had been shaken when the unbeatable Arena champion had been beaten by but a street merchant – Chapter thirteen of 'The Rising Meteor's Academy book of Essential Fighting Concepts', Author unknown, 221 AC)
1000 points
Loner
-You have less need to socialize and are less likely to go crazy with extended periods of no contact with humanity
[Do not socialize for 10 lives]
300 points
Life is quick isn't it?
-You can expend your life energy to gain strength for a short period of time. The amount of Strength granted increases the more life energy that is expended. The longer your life expectancy is the longer you are granted strength for
[Live for less than 5 years for 50 lives]
 (Using the forbidden art inherited by his forefather he greatly increased his strength in a short amount of time, quickly becoming the strongest person within the continent. He razed over half of humanity's land quickly killing over 70% of the continent's population. But, as he was razing one of the villages on the border of the continent he fell limp and died, Stanley An, Chapter one of 'The Short Lived Emperor', BC 103410)
5 000 points
750 points
Growing Boy
-Reborn as 5-year-old for all future lives 
[die as a baby 50 times]
1000 points
Hide Life Energy
-Can hide all life energy from most lifeforms
[Die due to being detected by your powerful life energy]
(General Joki was a spineless coward who faked his death with underhanded tactics, Dictator Cakil, 19651 BC)
2500 points
As Marlin read through the book multiple comments went through his head.
"Oh, the wolves might not kill me if I had that but considering that I'm so yummy they won't spare me"
"If I have that I could train my body to as strong as I was in my past life with the right knowledge"
"I could use that if im about to die a really painful death, but I don't really need it. I can handle the pain"
"Yeah I probably got that because I got bent in really bad ways before dying. I thought I as gonna go crazy if that kept happening but luckily, I am very strong"
"I couldn't get my hands on any meat cause of how slow I was so those plants and fruits I could get my small hands on. Wait?  What's this. Can you help me please.
[What is it]
"What are these things under the unlock requirements and between the point costs?"
[Those are quotes. Quotes are sentences said by a person and or a sentence written within a book]
"So, there is a guy who could survive with only one piece of lettuce for a month while doing a lot of hard work the whole time. What if it's not true and it's not as strong as it says"
[All of the quotes are true, and the examples shown are a certain degree of the ability. These people do hold that ability however, there are slight deviations from the one that you receive and how powerful the ability is most likely to be different from the on in the quote. The quote is to give an example of it and nothing more even if how powerful it is differing from the quote. That is also another part of buying an ability. If you are given an exact description of each ability, then it will be much easier to pick an ability. You are not a child; you are very mature and do not need that amount of help. You are only given only so much information about it and it is up to you to choose which one is best from the little information that you are given]
"Well, I shall take that advice"
Marlin then continued reading through the book.
"Virgin for 69 lives? Well that is quite a sneaky insult"
"WOAH, that master of the one strike dojo sounds really strong. I wonder if I can ever learn from him"
"Nerve strengthening? That's probably because of how much I crawled"
"Tears of a goddess? I cried every time I was reborn and had to stop it every time. That was annoying."
"So, I could be able to hide my life energy. Wait, did I keep dying because those wolves could see my life energy! No wonder."
"What? If I could be reborn as a child from now on, I wouldn't have to be crawling the whole time."
After looking through the whole book he came to a decision.
Marlin then flipped over the page titled 'Growing Boy'. Marlin ripped the page with his mind and the flawless white paper then crumbled up into a ball as it ripped off the page despite Marlin not thinking it. The paper then kept condensing. It was the size of tennis ball, then a grape and then a grain of sand. Marlin kept looking closer and closer as if it was some cool toy he had just found.
Suddenly, this ball of paper lit up and was now a large line of fire. Marlin moved back with his mind and saw this line of fire travel like a snake towards the first pillar. This ability was under the Physical section so he thought that this pillar must be for physical abilities.
The line of fire then went to and area about 5 meters from the base of the pillar and flew into the pillar like a ghost. The pillar then glowed a bright red hue and slowly the red hue travelled to where the small line of fire had entered from. When all the red hue light had travelled to where the line of fire had entered disappeared from some weird symbols appeared on the pillar. These symbols were incredibly complicated and seemed to be made from lava or fire. Marlin flew further to the pillar and suddenly met and invisible barrier sending pain into his head
"Ow"
Marlin then got a closer look and saw the small indents in the pillar were actually in a similar shape of those lave symbols. Marlin thought these pillars were cool and mysterious at the same time but didn't stop looking at the pillar until a couple minutes later due to being so consumed in those symbols.
Marlin looked around himself one more time and asked,
"How do I leave?"
[Shortly after, after you make a purchase you are supposed to leave but seeing you so interested in those symbols made me hold off the leave a bit as it would be rude interrupting someone who is doing something they are interested in]
"Thanks. See you soon then"
[Goodbye]

Marlin is a normal male hunter tribesman.

One day he dies.

He is now reborn in the body of a baby who has been abandoned in the middle of a forest.

Dying over and over with no way out he dies an excruciating death over and over by the hands of hungry wolves.

After experiencing the taste of death countless times he then hears a voice in his head.

[Achievement unlocked! Die 100 times]

[User is granted 1000 Points]

[Shop is now available]

Now what?

(Story inspired by cjet799's story 'Perks of Immortality'. I haven't seen many books like PoI so i decided to make a book using the concept of PoI. I will try my best to make my story distuingishable from his. btw his story is on RoyalRoad.

"Has the immortal arrived yet?"
"Watch your mouth, fool! You should address an existence like that with his chosen designation."
"But isn't his Daoist Title "Old Man Ammon"? It definitely does not reflect well to his person. That name sounds like a drunkard in a tavern."
"Choose your end then. Don't tell me I did not warn you."
Whispering banters kept flowing like the uninterruptible bellows of the waters above the surface.
"Did you hear that, brother? An immortal is going to arrive!" Uwyn's big eyes widened in wonder. 
She had heard all the barely audible gossips around and she smiled at her hidden intrusion. I'm such a smart girl, Uwyn thought.
"Hmmm. What's an immortal, brother?" she added immediately after pausing for a beat.
"I guess it is someone who has a really long life, Uwyn." Maru answered. He also did not know what an immortal was. 
He just conjectured that they were unkillable before but sadly, that belief had been shattered by what Madame Ais had told him yesterday.
"What's an immortal, Madame Ais?" Maru decided to get help.
"They are existences who had achieved the rank of a Level 8 Cultivator, Maru. 
Being an immortal means that time can no longer touch their souls, giving them unlimited lifespan inside their current realms." Madame Ais replied promptly.
"Okay." Maru said and he doubted that he could explain that to his sister since he was also grasping at the meaning of those words.
"Really, brother!? But for how long?!" Uwyn asked and looked at Maru like he knew every answer to her questions.
"I don't know, Uwyn. Maybe they live for years and years until they could not count anymore?" Maru said hesitantly. He did not want to give something he was not sure of.
"WOW! Can i be an immortal also, brother?!" Uwyn's eyes didn't leave Maru's.
"Of course, Uwyn! Not only you but also mother. The three of us together will live happily forever and ever!" Maru assured his sister.
"But what about father?" Uwyn asked unexpectedly.
"Do you remember the promise I made, Uwyn?" Maru answered with a question of his own.
A repetitive head motion from Uwyn gave Maru all he needed to know. He could also see the expression of hope and eagerness from his sister's face.
"Good. When you turn 6, then we will find father together." Maru promised Uwyn.
"YEHEEYYYYY! Thank you, brother!" Uwyn exclaimed and hugged Maru tightly.
"Don't be too excited. Hahaha. That's still more than month from today." Maru laughed and his heart lightened up a bit.
He knew from Madame Ais that his sister was always asking for the location of their father. She had even escaped the confines of the City of Antavale once to search for their father's tracks herself.
But she was not successful with her quest because Maru prohibited the system from giving her any information about their father's whereabouts.
He was not ready to see their father yet and in truth, feared for what he might discover once they find him.
Thus, Maru planned to delay this as long as he could. But the longing in his sister's eyes smashed his resolve the moment he saw Uwyn's thirst for their father in her life.
"If we find pain in the end of this road, then at least we shall suffer it together." Maru recalled one his favorite quotes from a movie he once saw. 
A smile could be seen hanging on a little boy's face amidst the multitudes that waited for the event to begin.

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We've all felt at one point in our life that we were going to die. We've imagined it accepted it but then we open our eyes and realise that we weren't dead yet. 


Inspirational quotes will tell you that you live to fulfil God's wishes in your life, maybe it is true, maybe it is a lie. Maybe we have our time of death just as we have our time of life and until our time of death reaches we cannot die. I best believe that.

I opened my eyes to see that I was Still alive and it shocked me. Mario Jose sat on the bed not caring if I died or lived and I suddenly felt rage.

"Why do you hate me so much?" I asked crying. I struggled to breath while my lungs burnt.

"You ask why, is that answer not obvious to you. You think you can buy me with your wealth just because you are the senators daughter you think everyone will bow to you?" He yelled looking up at me with more rage than is allowed for one man.

"You agreed to marry me I didn't force you to neither did my father," he sprung up from the bed with a murderous look on his face like he was going to murder me. And maybe he was. He moved to where I stood so swiftly I could have missed him walking. He held my hands tightly and stared at me boring into my soul.

"Do not give me that crap, Monica. You didn't force me but you left me no choice. no choice." he screamed at my face and I shivered in fear. Fear of the unknown. This him I did not know but wished to know. I wanted to know all of him the sides he hid from the world and the sides he let the world see.

"I love you Mario don't you see that, I love you more than I've ever loved anyone more than I love my self more than I love anything," I cried. Trying to reason with a rage filled man is as useless as reasoning with a woman in love but I didn't care. I needed him to know that I loved him very much. That was all that mattered to me at the point.

"You don't know what love is. You don't!" He yelled. "Why are you here? " he asked pushing me against the door again. He bent down so his eyes could meet mine and at that point I forgot how to speak "

"We are married now Jose__I___"

"That doesn't answer by damn question bitch!" he said. Before I could speak again he hit me across the face and I fell sideways falling on my knees. 


He dragged my hair pulling me up so I could face him. "Answer the damn question or you will regret it?" He shouted menacingly. Looking into his eyes I've never seen such rage. I felt scared and turned on at the same time. I don't know what came over me but my inner demons took over and I kissed him.

If only he could love me, if only. I'll be the happiest person in the world. I do not mind walking on fire as long as he will love me, if only he will. But he hates me, my husband hates me. He has a lover.

Chapter 1: Death & Rebirth
My name is Dante Edmonds, I am 25 years old and I live in the Bronx in New York. I live paycheck to paycheck in an overpriced small-ass, one bedroom and one-bathroom apartment. I work all day and because my job is understaffed, I must work an excessive amount of overtime. Every fucking day I work 8 hours and an added 8 hours of overtime and I'm still barely paying bills. What is the point of continuing with this life if I'm just a damn slave to my job? When I get home I just eat, sleep, shower and repeat the fucking cycle. To relax I play video games, read manga and novels, watch movies, shows and anime. My favorites were always Gankutsuou, Dragon Ball, Bleach, One Piece and some of Naruto, the manga of course, too many damn fillers in the anime. 
Like most people with mundane and tedious jobs, daydreaming was my only escape. Due to reading and watching anime and manga, I tend to put myself in the protagonists' shoes or mostly make my own character in their worlds. Sure, when imagining, I am the master of my own story, all powerful, all knowing and overpowered as hell, but I digress. Now none of that matters considering I died. It's not hard to believe I died because I was overworked. Dead on my couch with my uniform still on, shitty way to die. I hope they blame my job for this, haha. How can I be conscious of my own death you may ask? Because like in many of the Isekai - genre light novels and manga I have read I am currently conversing with a God, the God we know or from other religions? Who knows? 
God: So, have you come to terms with your death my son?
Dante: I guess, but why did I have to die so soon? I have tried to take care of myself, organic food, exercise and sleep, if I get to go home to sleep. (sighs deeply)
God: What do you want me to say, my son? All living things will eventually die, you know this. Just like one of your favorite quotes from one of your favorite anime, "Mores Certa, Hora Incerta". (Death is certain, its hour uncertain -Gankutsuou). 
Dante: I get that, but this isn't heaven, more like an interview room. What are you going to do? show me the hard drive that is my life and give me the play by play as to how you are gonna send me to hell or something?
God: Quit quoting comedians. (Shakes head) You are here not just because you died naturally but because you died unfairly. Your death was accelerated by unfair working conditions just to live a tired life without much else to do. Like in your stories, would you like to reincarnate into a one of those worlds? 
Dante: Wow, I would love to but what are my options or under what conditions?
God: Well, you can go into whatever universe you want and be whatever person you want to be. Just know that I do not govern, nor can I interfere over those fictional universes. Although whatever universe you choose to go to it will be a real world. So, none of those level-up power systems.
Dante: Dammit! (Snaps fingers) So, if I choose a universe, do I have an option as to what kind of person I will be? Like in the Dragon Ball universe can I choose Saiyan as a race or like in the Naruto universe, can I be an Uchiha, Senju, Uzumaki or Hyuga?
God: Yes, you can, but if you choose the Dragon Ball universe then you will have to be brought to the time before Frieza destroyed planet Vegeta or earlier.
Dante: Ok what about mix and matching? Can I be a certain race in a different universe?
God: You know what, knock yourself out.
Dante: Sweet. Make me a Saiyan in the Naruto universe 3 years before Uzumaki Naruto was born. Also, can I keep my memories?
God: Sure, why not, this conversation already took too long anyway.
Dante: Thank you, God. 
God: You're welcome my son.
As the God in front of me snapped his fingers my consciousness began to fade, and I seeped into darkness. I don't know how much time has elapsed, it could be a few minutes, hours, days or even years. I open my eyes slowly just to find myself floating in a warm liquid. Like most people, I have no awareness or recollection of being in my mothers' womb, so I guess this must be what it feels like to me being born again. Again, more time has elapsed, and I shifted positions, meaning I must be close to being born. I open my eyes and see my exit. I squirm out and the embryonic fluid that kept me warm and toasty is now fucking freezing! As I cry out of my mothers' birth canal. I have yet to learn the language completely, even though I took classes in college, Japanese is still hard, but because of years of anime and manga, I can at least make out most of what the people around me are saying. I'm just worried about the surprised looks the doctors, nurses and my parents have for my tail and trying to figure out whether to take it off or keep it. According to the differences of the pictures of me I remember as a baby in my previous life and in this new one, I seem to be much more robust and sturdier without being a chubby baby. I am glad that my parents decided to let me keep my tail although I would have probably at least killed someone due to my abnormal strength of a Saiyan. If I were to throw a tantrum, I would at least be able to kill the doctors and nurses. Since I am a Saiyan I want to keep my tail to master the Great Ape transformation and eventually the True Saiyan form, the form that comes when staying conscious and aware in the Oozaru form and compressing the form into a Super Saiyan 4 look but less powerful but with the full force of Oozaru.

Dead tired. Literally. Our protagonist finds himself talking to God and ready to go into a different world of his choosing with some perks. Into the Naruto-verse as a Saiyan.

 [Rosespire's News]
 [Headline: First-ever Platinum Quest]
The next day arrived faster than usual. Out in the capital, at daybreak – when citizens rushed over to the business and commercial district for work; newspapers sold quickly. It might not have looked apparent at first, the influence of Adventurers and guild had grown over the years. As famed and popular as mages were at one point, that spot was slowly taken by the born fighters with the inhuman potential. For many, that line of work was a dream, one that many wanted to partake despite the dangers.
 "First platinum quest to be completed," boys ran around the streets trying to sell issues." Located near the town square, the heart of the capital from where every district could be reached from – small cabinets with papers had opened. The words platinum quest had piqued the interest of many potential buyers. 
 'The fantasy of being the first to accomplish a tier-one quest has been claimed. Not by a top-guild, but one of the lower and lesser-known guilds: Kniq. Details about the exact quest have been kept confidential. An interview with the guild master has given a vague idea of what transpired. The closed border leading to the south has been subjected to an onslaught of monster's activity. The aforementioned guild's involvement in stopping the siege was imperative. For three months, the guild fought day and night to keep our border safe. From tier-10 to tier-3 monsters, they fought tirelessly to save us all.' A summary of what the news had written was read out loud by Undrar. 
 "They also go on to quote us from our interview," Deadeyes pointed out. Sat around a lovely breakfast with newspapers on the table, they read and smiled for it was a great honor to be the headline of today's news. 
 "The fight was long and hard. Though in the end, with the power of teamwork – we survived the assault," – Avon [Sapphire].
 "At times I thought death had had me in its eyesight. Nevertheless, a pull of the trigger later, all my fears fired alongside the bullet," – Deadeyes [Steel].
 "To save others and protect what is precious, tis the job of a hero," – Achilles [Silver].
 "As powerful as we might have been, if it wasn't for a well-established plan of action, we'd had died without a time to refute," – Viola [Silver].
 "Many comrades were lost, but their memories live on in our memories." – Emma[Sapphire].
 "To endure and power through, that was the teaching given by our guild leader," – Emmy[Sapphire].
After the quotes, the article went into further details about the fights. This information was directed mostly towards aspiring adventurers. Having a firm idea of how things were done could be the deciding factor between life and death. At the end, written in a smaller font, no quotes from Kniq's guild leader. Thus, being the first party to accomplish such a feat, their name would be forever etched into history. The reaction from said news had taken the capital by stride. Many were amazed by the details of the fight. The standards to which the protectors had to follow was raised. Many of the top-guilds were gutted by said news, though it remained behind closed doors.
 "They might quote us, but none really know our faces do they," Achilles commented then sipped tea.
 "You're right, it's probably for the better," Undrar agreed. 
A few meters away, stood on the first floor in the hallway, Staxius waited with a bag filled with books. 'I wish I had more time to spend with Xula yesterday,' he sighed, '-I did manage to get the scholar to make me a sword similar to Orenmir, Blood Blade of the Queen. It might take a few days; we'll have to wait and see.' After returning to Pandora last night – the Lymsey sister took refuge and slept in the lab. As silent as a cat, he teleported to Arda where a stern-looking Xula waited. The supposed one-week trip turned into months. A little angry, he got given the silent treatment. Nevertheless, after flattery and compliments, breaking through that adorable, angry side of Xula – they made up with a shared passionate night. Before the sun awoke, Staxius returned for there were things to be settled. 
 "I'm sorry for being such a bad husband, you deserve better," cuddled under a blanket, he whispered with regret in the tone. A vivid piece of memory that carried over to the next day.
 "It's fine," she caressed his hair and face, "-you're working hard for both my and the kingdom's sake. How it hurts to be away from he who stole my heart," a kiss later, "-I don't mind it one bit. Do what must be done, thou shalt always have a home to return. Tis my job as a wife to welcome thee with open arms," a smile followed by the scent of flowers, Xula's generosity knew no bounds. 
 "Living a normal life isn't in our fate," he sighed, "-you're a queen and the heir to the god of death. Excepting normality is a dream, however, I vow to always stand by thy side," their fingers interlocked, face to face, he smiled and she blushed, "-I adore you so much, queen of my heart and soul, I adore you…"
 "Wake up…" the daydream broke by Lizzie's voice. 
 "Oh, sorry about that," the prior night's memories returned to the back of the mind. The love that built between the king and queen transcended what people deemed as normal. Both felt exactly the same way, despite not having time to spend with one another. Each moment allowed was precious – what they had was unconditional love. To love without condition, each wanted the other's happiness and expected nothing in return. Selfless and noble – the bond wasn't tied to the mortal realm either, it reached their soul as well. Not to forget, Staxius was the conduit for Xula, channeling her power and returning her status as Angel wasn't a mere act of kindness. He had done something worth much more than words and actions. In Xula's case, she gave Staxius a new purpose, a new will, and a new mindset. A change that made him into a better person, a change he'd never forget for it was the best thing to ever happen. In that sense, both were saviors to one another, the love story of an angel and the heir to a god.
 "It's fine," Lizzie spoke with a smile, her uniform, one of white and golden color – the one that was previously torn now replaced.
 "Shall we leave?" he offered.
 "After we say good-bye to the others," she smiled, thus their arrival at the hotel's eatery. 
 "Morning everyone," Lizzie spoke with a big smile.
 "Morning Lizzie, morning master," the others returned said greeting.
 "I see the newspaper has our name on it," Staxius pointed to which Avon lent his copy. The chatter continued as if old friends. A few minutes later, Auic descended from her room with a lunchbox. 
 "Sorry I'm late," she said whilst panting, her face covered in sweat.
 "It's fine," Lizzie reassured the fox-lady then took the box.
 "Master…" confused, Auic needed answers.
 "I forgot to say," he cleared his throat and gained the table's attention. "-Starting today, I've decided to embrace my duty as Lizzie's guardian. Change is sure to come; I hope everyone is ready – that platinum quest we accomplished has opened new avenues," the voice soothing and filled with determination.
 "What about the twins then?" Undrar asked, "-from what I found out, they don't have a place to call home any longer," her concern was well-founded. 
 "Good point," he returned her question with a smile, "-Kniq is a big family. Atop being a guild, we're one big unit – the twins might not have a home yet," a quick pause later, "-that is to say that, the change will come. Best be ready, my friends, my comrades, you best be ready – we shall soon enter a new age," Staxius spoke with a leader's vigor.
 "We'll trust you," Achilles replied with a smile, they nodded in agreement. 
 "It's getting rather late, I'll see you all later. If anything comes up, do reach out – I shall be at Pandora, I think," wearing the same clothes as yesterday, the duo entered Void and headed off to school.
 "Something has changed," Deadeyes commented.
 "I think so, yeah," Undrar agreed.
 "Let's not forget that Staxius is still twenty or so," Avon added.
 "Age is just a number," Auic interjected, "-in my opinion, I think master is standing up to his many responsibilities. As he said, change is underway, we all can but wait and see," breakfast continued. 
 "Are you going to come and fetch me later?" Auic asked, her face could barely keep with her smile, one big and large.
 "Yes," he replied kindly, "-I'll try to be as regular as I can. Though, if something comes up, I'll make sure to send a message," he took out the phone, "-Is that alright?" 
 "Sound good," she took out hers and exchanged details. 
 "If I don't respond, contact Auic,"
 "Don't worry," Lizzie pouted, "-it's not like this is the first time I'm doing this."
 "I guess not," he chuckled then patted her head.
 "What are you doing up so early," Adete awoke from her slumber.
 "See for yourself," the car drove forth. An hour later, they arrived, the roads were jammed for the most part. A normal part of life here. 
 "Here we are," he voiced, the car came to a slow stop before the gate. 
 "Check that car out," the students pointed at Void, "-it must be so expensive," they commented. "Whoever that student is, must come from a rich family – I'd not be surprised if they were royalty," the chatter came from a group of students that waited for their comrades to arrive. Judging by their tie, they were in the same grade as Lizzie.
 "I'll see you later," Staxius said to which the door opened.
 "Later," she replied with a joyful smile, "-don't forget to call if anything happens," her head tilted to the right slightly, then pulled out a peace-sign, after which, she walked away.
 'I wonder who she learned that from,' the car sped forth. As opposed to reluctantly enter her classroom, Lizzie arrived with glee on her face. Being cared for by Staxius had done more than he'd thought. 
 'Now it's time to go buy the place where Kniq can finally live in peace. I wonder who should I call, Raulf or Cake,' parked underneath an array of trees lined on the sidewalk, Staxius leaned on the hood and had a cigar. Leaves from the branches fell slowly to the ground, it seemed as if snow, peaceful and idyllic. 
 *Beep,* the phone rang suddenly.
 "Hello?" he asked with no idea to who had called.
 "Good morning Staxius," a feminine voice spoke, "-it's me, Melisa," she voiced.
 "Is something the matter?" 
 "Yes, could you come by the guild as soon as possible, the guild master has requested thy presence." 
 "On my way," the phone hung. 'Must be the reward for all those monsters I have slain.' Rather than driving back, he teleported just shy of the guild, none noticed for it was done in an alley barely large enough to fit Void. 
 'What's this all about,' the car pulled up against the entrance, he stepped out. A crowd of adventurers waited and spoke as if something major had happened. "Pardon me," he called and made his way through the crowd. 
 'What the hell,' stood near the counter, Raulf crossed his arms and had a giant sword embedded into the floor. "None shall come forth till the Guild leader of Kniq has made himself present," he voiced strongly.
 "Have you called?" the voice monotonous and face unimpressed, he walked and stood before Raulf.
 "There you are," from serious, the face changed into one friendly, "-where have you been," they embraced. "We've got many things to discuss," the giant sword lifted as if feather. The man stepped away strongly. Baffled, Staxius stared Diane and Melisa in search of answers. The former shrugged whilst the latter mumbled, 'I don't know.' Obliged to follow, he continued. Behind, the gathering crowd rushed the counter since quests were displayed a few seconds earlier. 'This could not have come at a better time,' Staxius thought. The door opened – Raulf sat with a gentle smile. 


Thrust into an enigmatic world born from bloodshed; venture inside its complexities, dark-side, and always changing nature. At the center, a boy; brought up by an exiled mage, steps into a life of independence. A test to try and change his life for the better after witnessing what war can do to a person. The walk towards finding a stable living gets toppled as a unique magical element awakens. Using people, toying with emotions, doing anything and everything to get what he wants, this is the life of the next Death Reaper. Mostly emotionless, life continues as questions about his state of mind and being remains clouded behind many personas.

This isn’t the story of a single man, it’s the story of a whole world. Read as the world builds itself from the ground up. Conspiracies, evil, the dark side of humanity. In addition, tis the start of a new age; the birth of monsters – a story depicting the tales of the first heroes and demons to ever exist. 

The Wielder of Death Magic isn’t a typical fantasy. The heroes don’t summon forth power from heroes of old, here, the characters are the ones who make up the myths and legends for the next generation. Amidst the turmoil, Staxius, he lives on, watching and waiting as the world grows. 

P.S, I’m not that normal of a writer, my advice is to not expect anything going into this world. Forget everything, I personally, don’t care about rules and limitations and what can be considered to be the norm – the characters are given life, the world moves on its own; I’m just a spectator. No plot, nothing planned, all that you read is the product of the characters moving and acting individually. As opposed to me subjecting them with my emotions, the connection is reversed. They are the ones who dictate the story (Believe it or not, that's the way I write) A world, a story, characters, and the foolish author; we all evolve as one. On behalf of the people mentioned above, thanks for reading, I appreciate it all.
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*trigger warning: strong language, depression, suicide, bullying, and abuse* 
Another day at school when Travis starts harassing you once again quotes like, "shut up, you faggot stop talking!" And "you don't deserve to live!" started to get to you. "Maybe he was right maybe if I do ki-," you thought as you run into the man of the hour, Travis. "Hey loser, you were who I was looking for." He says in a hurtful tone. 
"I don't want to see you th-" you trail off. As he picks you up by your collar. He drags you down the hall as your fight or flight kick in and you start trying to fight him kicking, punching you even bit him once. A teacher saw and told you to stop trying to pick a fight with someone you will not win to. She also sent you to the principals office. 
"You will be suspended for three days for hurting another student." She said in a calm tone. 
"What? You didn't do anything to Travis when he-" 
She cut you off saying," what's in the past is in the past, I'm calling your mother to tell her to come pick you up." 
You walk out. Running to the bathroom. " I can't cry at school again." You mumble to yourself. Your mom picks you up and doesn't say a word to you in the car or elevator and then like something clicks in her head starts to yell at you. "What the hell is wrong with you!?" You respond with," take me to a therapist or watch the cameras at school and you'll know!" 
"Don't tell me how to raise you!" 
"Fine just let me be like this all my life!" You yell as you stomp to your room. Maybe you should kill yourself maybe everyone would be happier? You didn't know and if you do it you wouldn't find out. Your mom knocks on your door and says she's going to dinner with her boss. And when she left you look to see if anyone else is there. No one was so you grab a razor and a screwdriver to get the blades out.  You got them out and started writing letters to: Sally, Larry, Ashley, Todd, Mom, and  Travis. Travis is the reason your doing this. You gave sally the bag full of letters and tell him to open them tomorrow. He said okay. 

You go to the bathroom and start cutting, red falls down, tears fill your eyes it hurts but it will not hurt for long. You feel dizzy when you hear bangs on the door before you can see who it is you 'fall asleep'.
 
Sorry this took so long.-Creater

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