“It's over Genie! Just go away."

“No. please listen to me Danny"

He pushed me away and left. He left me after what we had between us.

Chapter 187
 
Sir Ainno explained to the emperor, "She won't budge; this is harder than I expected. It's harder than when we had to figure out how to cross the Koemong River. I haven't had any luck getting her affection."
"But you just told me that you were getting married."
"That's right, I am getting married."
Sir Ainno walked up to Lucius the First's desk and placed his hands on it. He leaned towards the emperor and said, "I am not a great selfless man like you, your highness. I am willing to use whatever I have, including my power and influence, to make things happen for me."
Lucius the First, the emperor who united the entire continent, couldn't even have the woman he loved. The emperor became sadder every day as his one-sided love grew uncontrollably. Sir Ainno didn't want this kind of life. He didn't want to give up on the woman he loved.
Recently, he forced Sir Beke to invite him for dinner, hoping to get a glimpse of Lady Cekel. Lady Cekel wasn't present at home, unfortunately, but when Sir Ainno saw how the Viscount Ingreter and his wife reacted to him, Sir Ainno realized the truth. Cekel's parents were so honored to have Sir Ainno for dinner, and Sir Ainno decided that he had been wrong. He has been thinking like the way Lucius the First did, and this was unnecessary.
The emperor, his closest friend, loved a woman so much that he hid his feelings and prayed for her happiness. At first, Sir Ainno thought he should do the same that he should get Lady Cekel's love before formally making a marriage offer to her parents.
But after the dinner, Sir Ainno learned that this way of love wasn't for him. Such a selfless love was how Lucius the First loved, not him. The ruthless conqueror was a coward when it came to love and there was no reason why Sir Ainno should follow his suit.
In front of the emperor, the best knight of Acreia Sir Ainno announced, "Your highness, I will make sure to marry the woman I love."
"Even though she doesn't love you?"
"Since when did we ever involve feelings in marriages?"
"Inno… Don't be like that. If you truly love her, you should be kind to her. Be thoughtful about her feelings and needs; that is what a real man would do."
"Your highness, I am not a great man like you so I can't be that altruistic. I just can't."
Sir Ainno was a man of action, not words. It was a mistake to try to mimic Lucius the First. It made sense for the emperor to wait for the woman he loves to love him back, but for Sir Ainno, this didn't make sense. If you hate someone, you should punch that person. If you love someone, you should kiss that person.
Sir Ainno had no idea that love could be this powerful. It made the emperor show tears, and now, it was burning him alive.
Lucius the First felt upset for his friend. He knew how hard it was to love a woman who didn't love him back. The emperor, however, also knew how dangerous it could be for a powerful man to fall in love.
If Lucius the First didn't consider Poliana's love, he could've easily married her. He could've made a plausible excuse to convince her. What if he just told her that their marriage was necessary to undermine the other powerful unruly nobles? It would be a ridiculous reason, but Lucius the First knew Poliana would do it if he asked. If he ordered her, Poliana would marry him, and because he knew this very well, Lucius the First could never ask her to do it.
The emperor said to his friend, "Inno, you can't do that."
The emperor wanted Sir Ainno to do the right thing, but the great knight begged him, "Lucius, please let me marry her. I love her."
It was rare for Sir Ainno to call the emperor by his first name. This showed that Sir Ainno was serious about marrying Lady Cekel. The emperor replied, "Don't you think forcing your love on her is a strange way to show her how you feel?"
"But she won't accept my love no matter what I do! What else am I supposed to do?"
Unfortunately, Sir Ainno had no talent when it came to love. He was in his thirties, yet he has never dated anyone before. Lady Cekel was his first love. Sir Ainno had everything; he was from a powerful family and was the best fighter in the kingdom. In addition, he was the closest friend of the emperor, which made him the most eligible bachelor in the continent.
Of course, as a person, Sir Ainno was a horrible man. He had a bad temper and he treated those beneath him disrespectfully. He was extremely impatient in most things except when he wanted to prank the emperor.
Overall, Sir Ainno was a mean bastard. The emperor offered, "Inno, do you want me to teach you how to court a woman?"
"Your highness, I'm sorry to tell you but the ladies like you because of your looks."
Sir Ainno knew Lucius the First very well. He knew that the emperor never had to make an effort to court a woman. After all, he was the emperor who was also the most gorgeous man in the world. Besides, why would Sir Ainno take the emperor's advice when Lucius the First also was failing miserably at getting Poliana's affection?
Sir Ainno said to the emperor, "If I can't have Lady Cekel's love, I would like to at least have her as my legal wife! So please allow me this favor! I beg of you!"
"Inno, like you suspected, I already knew how you felt about Lady Cekel. I have been thinking that if you can make her fall in love with you, I would allow you to marry her, but… This isn't the way to do it. I can't allow you to do it."
Sir Ainno pouted and the emperor realized that he pissed his friend off. Lucius the First began to sweat a little. His friend was a mean bastard, and he became even worse when he got pissed off. The emperor wondered nervously, 'Is he going to hit me? Will he flip the desk? What if he throws a lizard at me? He wouldn't dare… Would he?'
Lucius the First knew Sir Ainno very well, which was why he was becoming nervous. But to the emperor's surprise, Sir Ainno didn't do anything. Sir Ainno also knew the emperor well, so he knew that making a fuss now wouldn't be enough to change Lucius the First's mind.
'If I continue to insist, Lucius isn't going to give me permission to marry her.'
A nobleman could not marry without the emperor's permission. To marry Cekel, Sir Ainno had to convince Lucius the First somehow. Sir Ainno thought quickly before replying, "Alright, your highness. If you insist, I will obey your order."
"Inno… Are you ill? What are you trying to do now?"
"But if I don't marry her, my heart will break, just as yours did. So I hope you understand if I complain about my unrequited love, just as you did often. I apologize in advance."
Lucius the First tensed as he asked, "L-like me?"
"Yes, your highness."
Lucius the First remembered how he used to drag on and on about how he couldn't have Poliana. The emperor knew how annoying he had been to his friend.
Without hesitation, Lucius the First smiled and said to his friend, "Of course, there is no place for feelings and love in an aristocratic marriage! What was I thinking? Inno, if you get permission from Viscount Ingreter, I will let you marry Lady Cekel."
Sir Ainno bowed exaggeratedly.
"Thank you so much, your highness."
"But after you get married, you better not come to me whenever you have problems with your wife, okay?"
"Oh, I'm sure you will still listen to me and give me advice."
Sir Ainno's parents and brothers were still in Nanaba. Sir Ainno decided to tell his parents about his plan to marry Lady Cekel. He wasn't going to ask them for permission; he was going to just announce it to them.
Lucius the First watched Sir Ainno enviously and with a sense of worry.

The handsome Emperor falls in love with a Knightess! Knightess Poliana loses to the Acreian Army and despite her struggles to survive in a male infested military, she is now about to die. But then, the young king of Acreia sees her efforts and tells her: "I have a dream, I wish to conquer the world and become an Emperor, would you like to join me?"

For the first time, Katie showed her fangs. Her hair, which had initially been like apple red, now turned bright red like flames. In comparison, her eyes became crimson red like fresh blood.
Plus, the look in Katie's eyes was terrifying, that she was genuinely outraged. Not to mention her sudden appearance like a ghost added to its mystical effect, making Dimitri and Kinsey's neck goosebumps.
Neither Kinsey nor Dimitri knew that Katie had come. They were entirely oblivious to Katie's presence near them. Like two dogs making a mistake, neither of them dared to move at all to be prepared to accept their master's outburst.
Katie started to calm herself down after seeing the two men she cherished had no intention of continuing their combat anymore. Her forehead frowned at the many wounds cut on the two bodies of the man she loved so much.
One was a man who was like a friend, an older brother, and a father figure, while the latter was the man she loved.
Why did the two of them have to hurt each other? Don't they know that she became disheartened, seeing their wounds?
Katie walked over. This time the color of her hair and eyes returned to normal. She was no longer angry but concerned. The two men must be treated immediately.
She could have healed them right now, but she remembered her promise to Kinsey. Katie didn't want to make the man mad again and ignored her. So she tried hard to refrain from healing them.
"Umbra, I heard you wanted to kill him because of that incident. Now I want to let you know that I've forgotten it for a long time. I don't care anymore."
"You just forgive him? He didn't come at that time. Did you forget..."
"It doesn't matter anymore." cut Katie quickly. "That was the past. What's important now, he cares about me, and so do I. If you kill him, it is the same as killing me. Please." pleaded Katie sincerely. "I don't want to see you hurt each other like this."
Seeing how earnest the girl begged him, Dimitri did not have the heart to let his anger controlled him. It seemed that this time, he had to let Kinsey go even though he couldn't forget his hatred toward the young man.
"You have to treat your wound immediately. Mertun, can you..."
"Don't worry, I have the best doctor here." interrupted Mertun, who couldn't hide a pleasant expression because not a single statue was crushed.
Well, some scratches were here and there, but his old man wouldn't notice it.
"Ah, Then I wanted to let you know that I prefer you to be with Leonard," came the sudden announcement from her Umbra, making Katie frozen in place. "Isn't he your first love? You also look happy when you're with him."
Ba-thump!
Dimitri gave a lopsided smirk at Kinsey's frowning. Before Katie scolded him, Dimitri followed Mertun into the mansion.
On the other hand, Katie glanced at her lover nervously, who gave her a demanding look.
"We have to treat your wound first. Come on. I'll help you." chirped Katie, tugging at Kinsey's arm gently, trying to ignore his intense gaze.
They walked through the corridor to the room where Tettero's doctor was. Unlucky for her because Kinsey kept pestering her with overwhelmed interrogation to make her couldn't retort back.
"First love, huh? Do I know the person?"
"I don't think so," replied Katie, without looking at the man's probing eyes.
"But I know who Leonard is. Isn't he the Leonard Heinest?"
'Young Master Alvianc, please stop investigating me,'
"So he was your first love?"
"..." Katie felt like crying to herself.
"And you see each other again? You must be delighted."
Ugh! Katie couldn't argue with that. She was thrilled when she found out that Leonard was her first love.
"I heard he's already gone from the castle? You must miss him."
"..." Really! After this, she would give an earful to scold her Umbra.
"You've been quiet. So you do miss him."
Katie bit her lip in frustration. She did feel guilty that she had the pleasure of meeting other men. She also felt guilty because she often dreamed of her childhood sweetheart.
But hearing Kinsey's demands attacking her made Katie even more upset. Yet, she held herself back so they wouldn't fight again. If she argued or defended herself, it was inevitable that they would fight once more, and Katie didn't want that.
Katie knew her Umbra's purpose mentioned her first love in front of Kinsey was to break up their relationship. 
That's why she decided to keep quiet and let Kinsey taunted her.
In the end, Kinsey stopped being cynical about Katie, seeing that Katie was not responding to his inquires. Kinsey smiled faintly at Katie's frustrated expression. It was evident that the girl was holding back from arguing with him.
If it were the past, Katie would argue or defend herself with a raised tone. Kinsey was also affected by Katie's emotions, and they would end up quarreling and maintaining a distance from each other.
Kinsey didn't want to fight with Katie either. But he couldn't help but jealous of the person who was once Katie's first love. Moreover, hearing from Dimitri's earlier way of speaking, it seemed that Katie was enjoying being together with her first love.
That was why he was curious about who once occupied his little lover's heart. Kinsey had heard of Leonard Heinest, but he had never met the man.
At first, he wasn't that interested in the Heinest family, nor was he intend to find out. Now that he knew that one of the Heinest princes was his lover's first love, Kinsey couldn't help but be interested in the prince.
He would ask Stanley to find out about Leonard.
"You don't have to find out what Leonard is like."
Kinsey smiled amusedly. How did Katie know his thoughts?
"Are you afraid I'll bother him?" teased Kinsey without hiding his cunning smirk.
"I'm not. Just so you know, Leonard is not my first love. I used to think that he was the one, but he was not. He has admitted it himself. He was deliberately acting as my first love to trick me. It's my Umbra's idea for me to leave you."
"Why did he do that?"
"Hhhh... I wish I know. Now he admits that he was not my first love. So you don't have to worry about it."
"Hm, I will do as you say. But that still doesn't cover the fact that you're still thinking about your first love."
"..."
Katie stopped her steps and then made a sullen face in protest. Katie almost forgot that Kinsey was a sly fox who was an expert at asking questions to dig up information. Sooner or later, Katie would fall into the man's trap. Before that happened, she decided to fight back.
"Until when are you going to taunt me? Are you deliberately want to argue with me? Do you want to avoid me, or I step away from you? Besides, I don't believe you don't have a first love. Everyone must have a first love. For your information, first love rarely lasts long. For example, for me. Even though I still remembered my first love, I still end up with someone else, didn't I? So you don't have to worry."
"You are my first love."
"..."
Should Katie be happy or frustrated? She had just said that first love rarely lasts, but Kinsey said she was the man's, first love?
Didn't that mean Katie just said their relationship wouldn't last?
You sneaky fox!
Kinsey barely held his laughter when he saw the extreme frustration on her face.
"Kinsey," Katie crouched, stomping one foot in annoyance as she realized the man only teased her in an awful way.
"Did I speak wrong?" came the response from his innocent look, and it pissed her off.
"I won't bother with you anymore," Katie finally giving up and grabbed Kinsey's arm. For now, she should treat Kinsey's wounds first. Katie didn't notice the smug grin on Kinsey's face at all.
After asking the doctor for medicine, Katie herself applied the compound to Kinsey's wound after cleaning it with a sterile liquid.
Miraculously, Katie didn't feel embarrassed or awkward when Kinsey took off his shirt to reveal his body's muscular build. Her focus was on the wounds that adorned the man's entire body. Because of that, she didn't have the time to feel embarrassed, despite seeing the shirtless body of the man she loved.
With painstaking care, Katie treated Kinsey's wounds with downcast eyes. How could anyone endure so much pain like this? Doesn't he feel pain?
After putting the medicine on the man's back and muscular stomach, Katie made him sit on a chair so she could treat the bruises on his face. The man was too tall for her to reach, which was why Katie was able to treat him freely once Kinsey sat down.
Every now and then, Katie felt the intense gaze from Kinsey made her distracted. She just realized their two faces were very close. She could even smell his alluring musky scent.
"Does it hurt?" Katie cleared her throat awkwardly, trying to calm her racing heart.
"Hm... it hurts." Kinsey suddenly made a face of pain.
Seeing that prominent contrived expression made her think of something. This guy loved to act weak when she's by his side. Katie knew he was not in pain. Just now, the man was fine when she put some medicine on the knife cut wound. Why is it that now that man groaned in pain when she touched a mere purplish bruise?
A naughty idea occurred in Katie's mind. She pressed the bruise on the man's cheek a little harder, creating a deep frown on Kinsey's forehead.
"That really hurt,"
"So you can still feel pain, huh? If you already know pain, why do you still challenge my Umbra? Are you tired of living? I can't even kiss you..." Katie immediately clasped her own mouth with both hands, realizing her slipped tongue.
Jeez!! How could she voice her pervert mind? How unbelievable? She had to run away right now.
Katie was about to turn around to escape. Unluckily, this 'sneaky fox' didn't let her run just like that. Now the man's two sturdy arms have entirely seized her small figure.
"You can kiss me whenever you want, you know." came the straightforward statement from the sly fox.
It was clear that this man enjoyed this situation where she could no longer escape.
"Who wants to kiss you? I didn't say... mmph!!"
Her words were interrupted when a pair of lips closed her lips and swallowed all the statement she wanted to say.


Excerpt:

Kinsey grinning widely made Katie suspicious at him.

"Do you know something? Your friends intend to punish me if I don't win today. It seems they want to prank me afterward."

Katie snorted. "As if I care."

"Do you know the punishment that will be given to me?" Kinsey leaned over the table causing Katie to move back and put down her scoop of ice cream. "Looks like I'll be ordered to run around the forest all day... naked." Katie's eyes bulged, hearing this. "What if I pass your cottage? Or do you want to see me naked?"

Katie's cheeks felt hot as the color was as red as a tomato. But she didn't know whether her face flushed due to anger or embarrassment to hear the vulgar words of the man. Her angry was skyrocket when she saw the cunning smirk on the man's lips.

"YOU....!!"

"I don't mind if you see me naked. Should I go to your room?"

BANG!

***

What it feels like to have your emotion controls the weather? 

That's what happens to Katalina van Oostven. 

Since she was small; every time she cried, the rain would fall. If she were angry, lightning would strike. If she were happy, flowers would bloom. 

But this power hinders her dream; thus, at the age of 16, she sealed her power in exchange of losing her memory of Kinsey, her childhood first love. 

Years passed, and they both meet again at a wedding reception, but only Kinsey remembers Katie! 

Not only that, but Kinsey also broke their promise years ago and misunderstanding occurred, separating them again for the second time.

Six years later, fate pulled them together, but Katie's seal of power already broke. She only had six years left to live! 

Can they resolve their misunderstanding and reunite? Can Kinsey find a way to save Katie's life? Don't forget about those people aiming for Katie's power! 

Read the rest at: 'The Flame Queen and Her Sly Lover.'

Come to talk to me in
https://discord.gg/a7ypnYw7TF

***

Second Identity series:

My Only Love: The Targeted Heiress (complete)
The Flame Queen and Her Sly Lover (complete)
Ice Prince: Rewrite the star (new)
Watch Out, Dad! Mom's Here To Kill You! (coming soon)
The Heir's Beloved Is Not A Human (coming soon)
The Prodigy Boy Is Actually A 25 Old Girl!? (ongoing)

*the cover isn't mine so the credit belongs to the owner*

Feel free to check my another works called 'Elementalist: Time Controllers'
Support: paypal.me/vorstinstory

Zhao Lian Yun was brought into a small secret room in her daze.
"Where is this?" She opened her eyes, looking around.
This secret room was extremely quiet, a bone chilling silence was embedded into every brick in this room, and every inch of the wall.
The secret room was not bright, it was dim like only a candle was lit, sending out faint traces of light, Zhao Lian Yun could barely see anything.
"Come here." From the traces of light, an aged voice spoke.
Zhao Lian Yun followed the direction of the voice.
As she got closer, she saw an elderly person who was as aged as that voice.
She was the first supreme elder of Spirit Affinity House.
First supreme elder looked at Zhao Lian Yun with a deep glance, focusing her attention on love Gu, which was on Zhao Lian Yun's shoulder.
Her gaze moved slightly, she quickly calmed down.
"Kneel down." First supreme elder said.
Zhao Lian Yun felt that even though this old woman did not feel special, she had an immense authority, her calm words carried force that made people feel obliged to obey her.
Thus, Zhao Lian Yun lowered her head as she saw a cushion on the ground.
She knelt down on the cushion, her upper body was straight as she looked at the old woman.
The old woman said: "Look ahead."
Zhao Lian Yun looked ahead, she saw that the secret room was getting bright, Zhao Lian Yun gasped as she stared with wide opened eyes.
Because she saw that on the wall in front, there were countless jade-like small tablets.
"These are life tablet Gu, each of the names there is a certain fairy of Spirit Affinity House in the past. From the first generation until now…" First supreme elder said slowly.
Zhao Lian Yun's breathing intensified, her gaze swept past this wall, there were countless tablets, she was dazzled.
At the top left hand corner, there was a tablet, with the first generation fairy's name written, Shui Ni.
Second generation fairy, Xun Yu.
Third generation fairy, Hui Xin.
 …
She also saw Mo Yao, Lian Xiang, and other familiar names.
Zhao Lian Yun looked at these names, her breathing became rough. She was like a child, staring at the night sky that was flickering with countless stars.
She knew that these people were all past stars in the Gu Immortal world. Every generation of Spirit Affinity House's fairies was a Gu Immortal that was famous in Central Continent! They were extraordinary and unrivaled. They were like pearls that were linked together, from the past to the present, they weaved Spirit Affinity House's future, leaving behind dazzling brilliance and glory throughout history.
Zhao Lian Yun was dazed, at this moment, first supreme elder spoke: "From now onwards, you are the current generation fairy of Spirit Affinity House. Your life tablet Gu is already at the lowest position."
At this moment, Zhao Lian Yun's heart froze.
She stared with wide opened eyes, looking at the old lady, she was overjoyed but had endless doubts: "How can this be? Am I dreaming? According to Spirit Affinity House's rules, I am not qualified yet, I…"
She said this until she thought of something, she turned her gaze away as she looked at love Gu on her shoulder: "Is it because of this Gu?"
First supreme elder nodded slightly: "This is love Gu, you have already received love Gu's acknowledgement."
After Zhao Lian Yun fainted, when she woke up, she was already inside this secret room.
She was unsure of what love Gu looked like, but she knew that love Gu was the signature Gu of Spirit Affinity House!
"Is this love Gu?!" Zhao Lian Yun's body shook, her voice was also off pitch.
First supreme elder nodded again.
Zhao Lian Yun breathed intensely, intense joy was in her heart, it slowly oozed out as she felt like fortune had hit her in her head.
But this bliss was too sudden, it was too great, she did not feel any joy, she felt some fear and uneasiness.
She was afraid that everything was fake, she was worried that this was just a dream after she fainted.
Thus, she stared with wide opened eyes, asking first supreme elder nervously: "Why?"
This why contained too many questions.
Why did love Gu choose her?
Why did she become Spirit Affinity House's fairy?
Why did all this happen?
First supreme elder did not answer her, she sighed deeply as she said slowly: "You must have read <<The Legends of Ren Zu>>, among which, one chapter said this."
Ren Zu obtained love, courage, and betrayal, he was no longer unable to progress due to fear.
He continued to move forward.
On this day, he walked on his road, hearing a voice behind: "Oh Ren Zu, I finally found you. Slow down, wait for me."
Ren Zu stopped moving, turning around. He saw a snowman running up to him.
"What is it, snowman." Ren Zu asked curiously.
The snowman said: "Oh Ren Zu, I finally found you. I am the strongest snowman in my tribe, snowmen are said to be afraid of fire, I want to prove that it is untrue. I traveled the world, I have already conquered the bright light glorious ring fire in the sky, the azure divine stone furnace fire in the earth, and the raging wave rising dragon fire in the sea. But I heard that there is a fourth type of fire in this world, called the fire of love. Once it burns, it can turn all life forms in this world into cinders. I do not believe it, I heard that you have just obtained love Gu, thus I wanted to try it."
"Fire of love?" Ren Zu was surprised, he was hearing it for the first time.
Thus, he called out love Gu, asking: "Oh Gu, oh Gu, can you emit the fire of love?"
Love Gu replied: "I can, and I cannot."
Ren Zu and the snowman were curious, they asked: "What do you mean by can and cannot?"
Love Gu explained: "I can because I am necessary in order to emit the fire of love. But I cannot, because I alone am not sufficient, two hearts are needed."
"Two hearts?" The snowman was worried, she took out her heart from her chest.
This heart was huge and tough, it was emitting strong pressure.
The snowman said: "This is my heart of domination, it is a pity that I only have one heart."
Ren Zu said: "Don't worry, I have a heart too."
Ren Zu originally had one heart, but he gave it to hope Gu.
He next obtained a heart of loneliness, self Gu was residing within it.
He also had a heart of discontent.
Thus, right now, he took out the heart of discontent.
The heart of discontent was dry and shriveled, it was small and weak, because this heart had little blood left. Ren Zu had once used almost all of his heart blood in Ordinary Abyss, to grow the grass and trees of achievement.
Love Gu flew into the heart of discontent and flew out, it flew into the heart of domination and flew out again.
It flew into the sky and said: "Alright, you want the fire of love, let these two hearts clash."
The snowman and Ren Zu took out their respective hearts, putting them together.
Crackle, sparks were created.
The sparks grew rapidly, turning into a blazing flame.
Fire of love!
The fire of love burned on Ren Zu's heart of discontent, it instantly turned this heart into ashes.
Ren Zu was stunned.
Love Gu said: "Love has a price, it makes people willing to sacrifice."
The snowman laughed: "Oh Ren Zu, thankfully you have two hearts, otherwise, without a heart, you would die."
The snowman turned to look at the heart of domination in her hand.
The fire of love enveloped this heart, but this heart shone brighter and brighter.
The snowman was nonchalant: "Oh what, this fire of love only has an impressive appearance, it neither has the heat of bright light glorious ring fire, or the heaviness of azure divine stone furnace fire, or the chaos of raging wave rising dragon fire."
As she said, she placed the heart of domination into her chest.
Next, her body started bursting out in flames, she started melting like snowflakes under the sun.
She turned pale from shock, she quickly patted and attempted to put out the fire of love.
But the fire of love could not be extinguished.
Eventually, the snowman completely melted, only her heart was left, burning in raging flames.
Ren Zu was extremely shocked, he felt that this snowman was very strong, to think that she would vanish like this.
"The fire of love is so scary." Ren Zu was shocked.
Love Gu said: "The result of love varies from heart to heart. The heart of the snowman was domination, but you had the heart of discontent, and it was completely burned from the fire. Thus, this was the result. Actually, there are good results that can occur when the fire of love burns."
The results of love varied, each experience of love was a risk and gamble.
Ren Zu suddenly thought of something, becoming stirred up: "Oh love Gu, you said that love can make people willing to sacrifice. This is wonderful, I will fall in love with the feathermen and make them willing to fly for me, so that they can save my daughter from Ordinary Abyss."
Right at this moment, a voice could be heard: "Father, father."
From the burning flames of the heart of domination, a boy jumped out.
He was Blazing Glory Lightning Brilliance.
Blazing Glory Lightning Brilliance jumped into Ren Zu's arms as he said: "Father, father, so I have a sister as well. I support you, let's go save sister."
Ren Zu was extremely overjoyed, he rubbed Blazing Glory Lightning Brilliance's head as he said: "My son, you are so smart and sensible!"
Ren Zu brought Blazing Glory Lightning Brilliance and went on a journey again, not long after, they returned to the gathering spot of the feathermen.
Ren Zu took out his heart of loneliness, saying to the feathermen: "Do you all have hearts?"
The feathermen answered: "We all have the heart of freedom."
Ren Zu laughed: "Then let us fall in love, I have a heart too, as well as love Gu."
The feathermen shook their heads: "The heart of freedom will be completely burned in the fire of love."
The process of pursuing love was also the process of losing freedom.
Ren Zu was persistent: "The results of love vary from hearts to hearts. Don't just look at one heart, my heart of loneliness is part of the process too."
But no matter how Ren Zu urged, the feathermen would not agree.


With his Three Fundamental Views* unrighteous, the demon is reborn.
An old dream in the ancient days, a new author with an identical name.
An old story about a time traveler who was constantly being reborn.
An eccentric world that grows, cultivates, and uses Gu. 
The Spring Autumn Cicada, Moonlight Gu, Liquor worm, Comprehensive Golden Light Worm, Fine Black Hair Gu, Hope Gu. . . . . .
And a peerless great demon that freely acts to his heart’s content.
Translator's Synopsis: 
A story of a villain, Fang Yuan who was reborn 500 years into the past with the Spring Autumn Cicada he painstakingly refined. With his profound wisdom, battle and life experiences, he seeks to overcome his foes with skill and wit! Ruthless and amoral, he has no need to hold back as he pursues his ultimate goals. In a world of cruelty where one cultivates using Gu - magical creatures of the world - Fang Yuan must rise up above all with his own power.
--------------------------------
Gu is a legendary venomous insect, often used in black magic practices. It can take on the form of several insects, usually snakes, crickets, worms etc.
* = one's world view, values of worth and philosophy on life 


Lady Elena's world changed after she met a guy. That year was the time that she knew about love at first sight. Everything changed, and she liked to smile more every day. I even saw pink bubbles around her every day. I could feel it, though I never fall in love before, I knew this is that everyone called with fall in love.
Everyone said that falling in love like a flower in full bloom. Yeah, I agreed with that, because I saw many flowers floated around lady Elena. I didn't say anything when she fell in love because it was in the save zone, after all. She only fell in love and not dating, so it was not wrong for her to feel love at first sight.
But everything changed after she dated a playboy in her senior high school. I knew that playboy was not the same as her first love, but I didn't like this playboy. Where did I know that he was a playboy? Of course, no guy could lie from my eyes detector, and my eyes could easily detect playboy without fail. But I didn't dare to tell lady Elena about this scumbag. 
I didn't want to break lady Elena's heart at all, because if she was sad, I also feel the same. I heard her quarreled with her boyfriend every day. Their relationship never became better until lady Elena found out that he cheated on her on the same day she had her birthday. That guy openly cheated on her, and he came to her birthday party with his new girlfriend and said the word break up with lady Elena. I was at the place at that time. I couldn't control my anger and hit him as hard as I could ten times until I couldn't even recognize his face anymore.
Lady Elena didn't shed any tears, and she only said okay, then walked away with me after I punched his face without mercy. He didn't let us go, he tried to touch lady Elena, but how come I let him use his dirty hand on my lady. 
I didn't keep silent when he dared to touch my lady before he could reach lady Elena, I already sent him flying. Don't underestimate me because I am not a normal lady at all. After I arrived at Lady Elena's house, I trained my martial art, so I am not only her maid but also her bodyguard. We walked away without looking back.
Even though Lady Elena didn't say anything, but I knew how sad her feelings were. She kept quiet along the way, but I knew she was quiet, but it didn't mean she didn't feel hurt at all. She walked calmly towards her bedroom, and I could barely hear her sobbed voice from her bedroom.
That time, the twins turned their gaze at me, and I could only answer them with a smile silently. They looked at me confusedly but didn't continue asking me what happened.
After that, lady Elena acted like usual, and it felt like everything was only a dream. So I never talked about this anymore and continued my job as her maid.
But even though everything felt like a dream, lady Elena also changed. She became colder towards strangers. She only showed her gentleness towards lady Selly her best friend, the twins, and around me sometimes. I could feel how satisfied she was with me because I didn't say anything about her broken heart.
Lady Elena's life changed after her parents matched her with her first love, Luke Vander. I also heard a rumor saying that he fell in love with a poor girl named Miona. I felt sad for my master. He is her first love, but he didn't love her back, but not be a pessimist. Maybe someday he will fall in love with my lady, a fate no one knows. I hoped one day he would fall in love with my lady.
But my hope was in vain because he didn't even look at my lady for a second glance and left her alone in his parent's house. I followed lady Elena after her marriage because I belonged wherever the lady Elena lived. I could only save my disappointment and sadness towards the young lady's husband within my heart. Because I knew that Lady Elena didn't want me to do anything about it, I also knew that you couldn't force someone to love you. I couldn't imagine how sad my lady's life would be. There was something substantial that happened in my lady's life.
The biggest thing was the young master was in a comma. The young lady even lost consciousness after the young master was in a comma. I didn't know what happened, but lady Elena changed after she woke up. I could feel her mood was not the same as she used to be in the past.
But I believe it was not a bad thing, because after a young master woke up, he became more gentle towards my lady. Maybe my wish was not in vain back then. He even let lady Elena stepped on his villa after his recovery. No one didn't know how strict the young master with his living space. Even his first love never stepped on one of his villas. I felt happy when lady Elena could live with the same roof as the master.
Because I knew how much she gave her heart towards the master. I saw their relationship became intimate bit by bit. They had a little conflict, but it was not substantial for them to have a cold war at all. They slept on the same bed, and I barely heard their sweet exchanged in the bed. I hoped lady Elena gave me a little master soon. Please work hard master to have a future little young master.
That night I felt the atmosphere was colder than the other night, then I saw from the window of first love that they quarreled so bad, and I never saw lady Elena so mad like that before. But Mater Luke didn't let lad Elena go. Even Master Luke permitted Lady Elena to bite him mercilessly. Ah, I understood now, it was a sweet quarrel after all. Before I could leave silently, Lady Elena sensed my existence, but I only said I didn't see anything and let with a chuckle. I hoped for your happiness, lady Elena. Please be happy this time.


Elena never knew the world that she lived in was a novel world. Elena is a villainess in the novel "Ceo's Moonlight," and Elena's character aims to help the male lead get along with the heroine. Elena didn't bully the female lead like any other villainess, but her existence as the male lead's wife made the female lead realized her foolishness and made her come back to the male lead.

Elena has been married to Luke Vander, the male lead, for three years, but Luke never acknowledged her as his legal wife at all and kept their marriage in the dark. Luke Vander ignored Elena's existence and left her alone in this marriage. Then Luke Vander got an accident and was in a coma. 

In the real novel, Luke would wake up after one year in a coma and divorced his legal wife and got married to Miona Jeremy, the female lead. But everything changed when Elena also got an accident and made her lost consciousness for three days. After Luke woke up, he loves Elena instead of the female lead. Will Elena accept Luke Vander back? Or Will she choose to leave him?


[ DISCLAIMER: the picture in the cover is not mine, credit to the owner! :) ]

An: This is original story by Hana_Frederica and not a translation.

"Someone who came to give a new color with a new story that we have never gotten before, ~ the meaning of first love"
~Achiera Grey- qoutes~

It was time for Achiera, Hans and Kaili to return to the capital. Hans politely took Kaili to his house first, then returned to his apartment. It was night when they arrived at the apartment.

When the door of the house opened. Hazel who was sitting on the living room couch, immediately approached Hans to the door and immediately threw herself into Hans's chest and said;
"Hans, where have you been? I'm looking for you, you haven't gone home in 2 days." Hazel said, wrestling spoiled on Hans's chest.

"Hazel ..." said Hans and immediately released Hazel from his arms.

Instantly Hazel saw Achiera standing next to Hans, frowning she asked;
"Hans, why are you going home with her? Did you meet outside when you were going to come in?" Said Hazel.

"Hans, I'm going to my room." Achiera opened her voice after she had been silent seeing the disgusting behavior from Hazel and immediately walked away.

"Hans, you haven't answered my question. You both entered the house because you accidentally met in front, right?" Hazel asked again for confirmation.

"Hazel, I'm tired I'm going to the room." Hans answered evasively.

"Hans, wait ...!" She called to stop Hans and pulled his shirt.
"Answer me first, you're not with her for a few days, right?" once again Hazel asked.

"I went to her village, met with her family and pick her up." said Hans honestly.

"Hans, but why? Don't you just want revenge? Then why do you have to treat her so special. I'm suspicious, you want revenge or you've already loved her." screamed Hazel.

"Hazel, this is my business, and please don't talk about revenge when Achiera is here. Be good girl please!" said Hans, surrendering.

"It turns out that my feeling is true Hans, you already love her. You love her and I no longer matter to you, I don't have another chance to be with you before I leave." Hazel said, sobbing and then dropped to the floor.

"That's not true, from the beginning until now I still love you. You are my first love Hazel, because for your sake I try and work hard to get everything I have now. Don't worry." explained Hans soothingly to Hazel.

"Is that right? You're not lying, are you? You still love me like you used to?" Hazel asked eagerly.

"That's right, you rest. I'll take you to my room." persuaded Hans softly.

You take a rest, I bring your favorite food, Pizza, eat while it's still hot." Hans offered the pizza he brought.
"Wait a minute, I'll get drinking water for you." he continued then stepped.

A few moments later Hans came with a glass and a pitcher of mineral water in his hand. With great care he poured the water into a glass and gave it to Hazel. Hazel accepted the glass and then said;
"Hans, are you going to go to sleep in your room with Achiera?"

"Hazel from the beginning Achiera came she was already in that room, and that room is also my room. So where would I sleep if it wasn't there?" Hans answered still softly.

"But as I know, you will never want to enjoy your time and sleep with the women you sleep with. And you will never allow them to sleep in your bed. Usually after your desires are released you will go not to glance at them, but What about Achiera? You sleep with her, you satisfy your desires with her, you hug her all night, and she sleeps on your arm, what is your reason for treating her that special? They are all the same, both bi^ches Hans "Hazel started getting angry again.

"The answer is easy, Achiera is my first vi^gin woman and I am the first man. And Achiera is only a pros^itute for me alone. While about everything else is just rubbish! After getting to know Achiera I became someone who is mysophobia and only likes the clean ones. "Hans replied casually but firmly.

Hazel silently heard Hans's words and even she was trembling, visible from the glass she was holding. Hans, who felt Hazel's nervousness, immediately approached, he held Hazel's hand which was holding the glass gently.

"Drink it and go to sleep" Hans persuaded.

"Hans, are you going to leave me here alone? I really miss you, Hans, can you accompany me?" Hazel pleaded.

"All right, I'm not leaving. Drink and sleep," persuaded Hans again.

As soon as Hans said that, Hazel complied to drink and go to sleep, but suddenly a sleepy feeling came to attack Hazel and not long after she fell asleep deeply.
"Sorry, Hazel, I did this, but I'm afraid you will destroy my game." said Hans and then left Hazel's room.

Hans went to Achiera's room and found Achiera was drying her hair very seriously. Hans came closer to Achiera and it turned out that the woman was not aware of Hans's presence, and therefore Hans's mischievous soul immediately struggled unable to stand wanting to disturb Achiera.
Hans hid in the corner of the bed in a squatting position, occasionally exhaling his breath right at Achiera's neck making the woman stop the action which dried her hair and looked around her.
"Hans, since when were you there? Why don't you ever make a sound while walking?" Achiera asked then turned off her hair dryer.

"It's not me who walked  doesn't speak out, but you who are too serious in everything you do." said Hans.

"Is that so? Sorry." said Achiera.

"Earlier I thought you would cry out and stare out the window because of Hazel's attitude earlier, in fact you actually showered and didn't invite me." said Hans frowning,
"I'm sad, I don't know when you will be jealous of me," Hans continued.

"Oh, so you want to take a bath, Hans, alright I will prepare your water." Achiera said, instead of answering Hans's words, Achiera instead offered Hans a shower as if she wanted to change the subject.

"Achiera, i asking you,  you should answer me. "said Hans in a slightly annoyed.
"My body hurts, massage me." begged Hans immediately lay down.

Without saying much, Achiera massaged Hans very well and seriously. Hans, who had been watching Achiera's robe secretly pulling her bathrobe, made Achiera's entire body visible.
Achiera flinched, she spontaneously covered her body but lost it slowly because Hans was already hugging her first and with his spoil Hans slept and put his head on Achiera's warm stomach as he wrapped his arms around her back.
"Don't move, I'm tired. I won't do anything to you, you know that? I promised you right?" Hans asked in a slightly solemn tone.

"Wasn't you with hazel? Then why are you back?" Achiera asked while stroking Hans's hair.

"Are you that happy if I sleep with her? Isn't there jealousy in your heart if a woman approachesme?" asked Hans.

"It's not like that Hans, you are a great man who has many women in your life, I am just one of them and I am nothing to compare with your great women out there. In short I don't have the right to be jealous of you" Achiera explain.

Achiera immediately stopped the action that stroked Hans's hair because Hans suddenly raised his head.

"Achiera Gray, I don't like it when you say that, you are no match for them. You are special to me, remember this.  You are the first virgin woman in my life and I respect and love you. "Explained Hans, holding Achiera's hand gently, until the woman felt warmth in hearts.

Achiera smiled a little, then tidied the straps of her bathrobe and said,
"Hans, I'll change my clothes first, you move a little." Achiera said because her clothes were clamped by Hans's body.

"After everything I said you don't want to answer me Achiera? Does your feeling not exist for me at all?" Hans asked, not moving.

"Hans, Hazel is here." said Achiera finally after a long silence,
"She's the woman you love not me! She is your first love." She continued.

"About Hazel, it's true I didn't dismiss that I used to love her, and it's true she was my first love. But Achiera first love does not mean love that cannot change. From the first I was very difficult to forget it but that does not mean it's the same now. with you I have completely forgotten about her. You know for yourself who betrayed me so why do I still love her? " explained Hans to Achiera.

"It will be very difficult to forget the first love, because he is the beginning of our story. Someone who comes to give a new color with a new story that we can, it is the meaning of  first love, Hans" Achiera answered.

"Do you have first love?" asked Hans,
"How can you explain the first love that beautiful?" Hans continued asking.

"Finding out about me isn't a difficult thing for you, right? Then why do you have to ask?" Achiera turned around.

"It's not a difficult thing indeed, but something like that I want to hear from you." Hans asked casually.

"You say, you don't love your first love anymore, but why do you still accept it, hug it, and even cry because of her condition?" Achiera asked turning around.

"If I answer, will you tell me about your love story." asked Hans. (They asked a lot, huh #Chrisdora).

"Well you have the right to know about it." finally Achiera answered.

"That Hazel was my reason for getting up from adversity. I fell in love with her at first sight, she was the one who gave me food when my rice fell to the ground and the first person who smiled lovingly at me without looking at me. Starting from that moment, I am determined to make her happy and give her a decent life in exchange for the new life she gave me. " said Hans.

"Sorry, Hans, but where are your parents at the time? And why do I feel that your life is very hard?" Achiera asked.

"My parents were killed by your father ...!" Hans asked sharply.

"My father ...? Achiera asked.

[COMPLETED STORY!!!]

{WARNING! MATURE CONTENT 21+}

 ****
At the end of story, all you need is love! I have found it in you~ Hans Matthew.
****

Achiera accidentally entered the room and spilled wine on young master Hans Matthew's work documents, resulting in the young master losing his targeted cooperation opportunity for 1 year and the client's humiliation made the young master furious.

Instead of apologizing, Achiera Grey slapped the young master from the Matthews group.

After finding out, it turns out, Achiera is the daughter of a mortal enemy who destroyed his life in the past! Knowing this prompted Hans to continue the revenge he had buried for a long time.

Can he get his revenge?
And what is the real problem that causes Hans to be hostile to Achiera's father?

===============
Woman at the lowest point series:
1. Between Love and Revenge [Chapter 01-108 (end)]
2. Intoxicating Love [109-378 (End)]


***CAUTION! 
English is not my first language, so there is a possibility that you will find grammatical error (I didn't do it intentionally though), if it makes you uncomfortable, please let me know so I can fix it. 
*You have been warned^^
Any constructive criticisms are very welcome!

##The cover photo is Mine. Created by @gisel.arts



~Check out my other story;
Φ CRAZY FOR YOU (Love that I can't Leave Behind)
Φ 36 Ways To Chased After My Wife's Love



 ***Meet me on; ***
 @Chrisdora17 (Instagram)


Author's  POV

A few days later...

Armaan was now satisfied with his life. He now believed that all that happened was because of destiny.   Alisha and he were closer now and today was a really special day for her. Armaan was going to make it a special day for her because now she had actually won his heart, talking about circumstances before his birthday, he would then say that all he had for her was just mere attraction. But now his thoughts about her had changed. 

"Alisha, Are you ready?" He asked from the living room. They were going on a dinner date tonight. Their parents had left yesterday after staying here for a month. Their stay played the most important part in his love story. The way she took care of his parents. He knew she was friendly with them. But after his rude behaviour, he hadn't expected her to treat them the same way like before. Whenever Armaan's mom asked her how he was treating her she replied as if he was treating her like a queen, but it was totally opposite to Armaan's actual behaviour. His friends also liked her a lot. 

"Yeah, I'm done. Let's leave." She said coming downstairs wearing a white t-shirt and jeans paired with denim jacket. She had minimal make-up and had left her hair open. Both of them left the house.

"Armaan, who's bike is this?" Alisha asked surprised looking looking at the bike parked outside their house.

"Where were you living all these days, Alisha? This is my bike and it's parked here always and you, my lady, notice it now." He commented.

"You drive bikes?" She asked.

"I do, and you know what I've been driving it since I turned 18. Dad had gifted it to me on my 18th birthday. It's my first love." He said thinking of his old times. 

"And let me tell you my lady, you're the first woman to sit on this bike. Even Neha has never sat on it. Not that I didn't allow her, it's just that she didn't like bikes at all. So when I first offered her a ride on it , she denied telling she didn't like bikes." He stated it all in one breath.

"So finally, I'm your first in something." Alisha commented funnily.

'Nope my love, you are my first in my things. You'll know that soon." Armaan thought to himself while waiting for Alisha to sit on the backseat. She held him tightly when he drove at his maximum speed. They went to "JONATHAN AND JONATHAN" which was Alisha's favourite place, Armaan had pre-ordered it at home since he had planned to eat it somewhere else. They collected the parcel and went  to a beach where Armaan had planned a date for her, which was a surprise for her. 

"Armaan, look someone has planned a date for his love I guess?" Alisha asked still unknown of the fact that Armaan had planned it for her. It was a private beach which he had bought just for her. 

"Hmm. What if that someone is me and his love is you?" He asked taking her to the place where they had their dinner set. Alisha looked shocked at him.

"As if it's real?" She asked still not believing him. 

The moment they reached the dining table, Armaan went on his knees and took out the ring that he had bought for her and started his speech.

"Alisha, you might not be my first girlfriend or first love. But you are my first and only wife. I won't deny the fact that I hated you and I truly regret it.  After Neha's death, whenever mom asked me to get married I always told her that  Neha is my first love and no one could ever replace her and you never replaced her but instead you made your own place in my heart. Someone sent me a quote that said 'You never stop loving your first love, it's just that you start loving your second love more than your first one."  and that's what happened  with me, I never stopped loving her, I never will but I love you more than I ever loved her and maybe that's true. Your happiness, your sadness, your likes, your dislikes, your everything matters to me. You know what I really love you. Will you be mine?" He proposed her looking in her eyes and his love was standing there with tears in her eyes still not believing that it's finally happening.

"Yaar, reply fast my knees are hurting." He said and she just nodded and then when he stood up she gave him a bone crushing hug. 

"I love you too." She said still hugging him. Then they had their dinner and decided to stroll on the beach for few minutes. 

"Armaan, let's go home. I'm sleepy." Alisha said between their talks. They entangled their hands with each other's and went towards the car. 

Alisha had fallen asleep till they reached back so, Armaan not wanting to disturb her, picked her in a bridal style and took her to their bed room and laid her on the bed and then covered her with the blanket. He then changed his clothes and when he went to bed, Alisha forwarded her hands and asked Armaan to hug her while she was half asleep. He happily hugged her, pecked on her forehead and then they both slept happily in each other's embrace while cuddling each other.

"I love you, Alisha Kapoor." Armaan told.
Alisha's happiness knew no bounds. Lately, Alisha had realised her feelings for Armaan and thought of confessing it to him soon but he confessed it before she could.
. 
.
. 
"You seriously thought that I love you darling." Armaan laughed hysterically. 
"Isn't it funny? That I fell in love with the person I hated since childhood. How could you even think of it Alisha Kapoor. It was just for revenge. How could you believe me so easily." Armaan told.
Alisha's heart broke into pieces.

Will Armaan fall in love with Alisha or they fall apart ?

Chat's Noir POV
I was following Tikki to where Evillustrator was keeping M'lady hostage. When I was leaping from roof to roof, "WHAT?!?!?! He kissed her?!?!?! She wanted her first kiss to be Adrien! Oh wait, I forgot that it's not her first kiss, never mind. It was you." She blurted quite angrily.
"WAIT, I WAS LADYBUG'S FIRST KISS?", I shouted. Curiosity filling my voice.
"Did I say that out loud? Oops, Marinette's gonna kill me." She said, clearly afraid, yet also not answering my question.
"Ok. Enough of that now. We have to find where the Evillustrator kept M'Lady." I said. I was worried. He wanted to make Mari fall in love with him. I hope she didn't.
Evillustrator's POV
I kissed Marinette, and she didn't pull back. Well she did when she ran out of air. BUT SHE DIDN'T PULL AWAY. Maybe she did fall for me. Maybe she thought Adrien would never love her so she gave me a chance. She gave me a chance so I won't let her down.
"I love you Mari." I said.
"I...I love you too." She said.
Chat's Noir POV
I was following Tikki to where Evillustrator was keeping M'Lady hostage. When I was leaping from roof to roof, "WHAT?!?!?! He kissed her?!?!?! She wanted her first kiss to be Adrien! Oh wait, I forgot that it's not her first kiss, never mind. It was you." She blurted quite angrily.
"WAIT, I WAS LADYBUG'S FIRST KISS?", I shouted. Curiosity filling my voice.
"Did I say that out loud? Oops, Marinette's gonna kill me." She said, clearly afraid, and at the same time, not answering my question.
"Ok. Enough of that now. We have to find where the Evillustrator kept Marinette." I said. I was worried. He wanted to make Mari fall in love with him. I hope she didn't.
Evillustrator's POV
I kissed Marinette, and she didn't pull back. Well she did when she ran out of air. BUT SHE DIDN'T PULL AWAY. Maybe she did fall for me. Maybe she thought Adrien would never love her so she gave me a chance. She gave me a chance so I won't let her down.
"I love you Mari." I said.
"I...I love you too." She said.
She LOVED me. After all this time, she finally loved me. And nothing would ever change that.
Nothing.

When Nathaniel becomes jealous of Marinette's crush on Adrien. He gets akumatized for the 2nd time, but this time his powers are stronger and he kidnaps Marinette and forces her to love him. Will it work? Or will her Cat in Shining Leather save her before she falls...permanently?

P.S I wrote this fanfic last year (August 2020), so please bear with the horrible grammar. And quick disclaimer, I don't own Miraculous Ladybug and its characters.

Hearing her cry breaks my heart. When I heard the crack in her voice, my heart urged me to abandon work and go to her. I was so compelled to just leave and accompany her in her grief.
All I wanna do is just to be there for her. And it breaks my heart that I couldn't do it. Oh how I wish I could just teleport to where she is right now and tuck her to sleep.
And when she requested me to accompany her until she sleeps, it took all my willpower to stay still and remain where I am. I would fly, if I could, just to see her fall asleep in my arms, safe and sound. God I love her so much, so so much. 
So I sang to her the song I wanted her to hear, 'For First Time Lovers'*. I know it's not our first time in that aspect but everyday with her feels like a first time. And I wanted her to feel how much I care for her, how much I love her.
I know she wouldn't understand but I'm leaving it to my voice for her to be mesmerized. Kidding aside, someday I'm gonna explain it to her.
I sang it in korean because in the first place, it is a korean song. And korean has been my first language, knowing that my mom is one. Singing it in english would feel like tainting the entirety of the song.
I stopped working altogether and thought of the first time we met. She was sad back then. And all I wanted to do was place a bright smile on her face. So, I shyly approached her and made some small talk.
I don't know why I was so drawn to her, everything about her perks up my interest. She is so damn gorgeous, but her every movement echoes simplicity and humility.
So when I was given an opportunity, I asked Ash to let me bring her home. But it wasn't planned to bring her to my home. I just forgot to ask Ash where she lives. And fortunately for me, it was the reason we had our first date.
~"The day when I first saw you
Your bright smile full of shyness
we'll get closer after today
every day, I have heart-fluttering expectations
what to say to you
how to get you to laugh
I fear it'll get awkward when I try to hold your hand
all I can do is smile shyly"~
It was my first time opening up to someone, and maybe it was when we were talking about home that I saw her wearing a wedding dress, walking down the aisle, towards me.
I know it sounds so creepy because it was just our first meeting but it just is. That smile of hers, those eyes, her expressive face everything about her. 
It was my first time slowly learning how to conquer my fear of heights. It was the reason I could finally use the cable car back at my mountain cabin. She was the reason that I could celebrate Christmas full of joy.
~"Hopefully we can speak banmal** to each other
even though it's still awkward and unfamiliar
instead of saying 'thank you'
talk to me in a friendlier way"~
And I love it how she calls me baby, babe, sweetie, love and so many now. Even my name sounds so sweet in her lips.
I love how she's grown comfortable with me, that she even tries to seduce me. God, the strength I had to reject her is as thin as my hair strand.
~"Hopefully we can speak banmal to each other
you walk towards me slowly, step by step
now look at my two eyes and tell me
I love you"~
I love everything about her.
~"Hopefully we can fall in love with each other
We can lean on one another and take care of each other
Looking into your eyes, my two eyes
they're talking to you
I love you"~***
I love her.
Saranghae, Cassidy. 

******
I was woken up by my colleague's incessant rants.
"Oy Sitti, what's up? It's too early in the morning." I sat up and rubbed my eyes. 
Sitti is one of my trusted architects. She's smart and flexible, too, making her somehow an all-around girl for us. She accompanied me here since she knows everything about our client, their plans, and the place they're proposing on, to the dot.
"I don't like that Mr. Omega. I don't like him at all. One moment he asks us to finish the draft, and then the next he decides to postpone the meeting because of some freaking event."
My mind lagged a bit. "Okay okay Sitti. Calm down first. Tell me what really happened."
"Mr. Omega's assistant woke Albert up earlier to inform us that our final project proposal meeting for today would be moved tomorrow because Mr. Omega's attending a charity event today! A charity event organized by his fcking mistress! God why did I marry someone like him." She sat at the couch, defeated.
Yes, Sitti is married to our client. And she just knew about this mistress when we arrived here. Of course she knew that we'd be working with her husband. But she didn't know that the project we're handling is a resort for the mistress. And Mr. Omega didn't even know that Sitti was working with me in this project. In fact, Albert and I were the only ones facing them.
I imagined she would get wild and all and back out from the project. But she didn't. She said she'd endure, until she could exact her revenge. And when and how it's gonna happen, we could only imagine.
I looked at my watch. It was still 2am. Eh? 
"Sitti, did the assistant tell you where that event is gonna happen?"
"Yeah. In Shinoa City. A freakin' 8-hour drive from here."
Yes! That's it! Silver City to Gloriville is also an 8-hour drive.
The gears on my mind started working. So, Silver City to Gloriville is an 8-hour drive. But if I travel by air, that would take an hour or so!
"Minho, what are you thinking?"
I looked at her. "I plan to go back to Gloriville just for a day."
"But it's too far- Oh! You're taking the heli?"
Albert took the helicopter for our aerial inspection, while Sitti and I had the car for land inspection.
"Yeah."
Sitti studied me. 
"Go on with whatever you wanna say. I just have to get back."
"Okay. But when you come back, bring me these." And she gave me a piece of paper, containing some materials we need to finish the draft.
She smirked. "I don't need to go to the mall now. Better lie and behave in my room." And then she sauntered out of my room.
I smiled. 
Wait for me Cassidy.
Wait for me.

I'M MOVING THE STORY TO A NEW SITE. AS SOON AS IT'S AVAILABLE, I'LL UPDATE ALL YOU GUYS HERE! THANK YOU FOR SUPPORTING!
LOVELOTS!

-Are we going to the dungeon ask the Elf girl 
-that is the idea answers Abigail let's go without delay
 thus the girls leave to where  the dungeon is, but they never know that this decision will make them the most fugitive of the one (Abigail knows it, but she is blind by love) 
:::: 
while inside the inn Abigail comes out a man lost his cool and start saying 
-that bitch 
-that fucking bitch, she should be mine, mine he punches the wall multiple time
 -i will not let you go ahhhhhhhh 
- I will never let you go, I will make you slave that's the only way, there's s no one who love you better than me so if I can't have you, it'll be the only solution because nobody will have you the darkness inside start growing, love is the beginning of the darkness, everyone will do everything to get or protect the people they love, kill, torture, brainwash everything work for a happy ending (even if it's one side or create) he left the room and come out the inn for preparation.
 ... 
Let's leave this man and go to the castle where Aragon is after leaving Rose room, he was leading outside, but someone grab his hand and enter an empty room 
-hey Aragon 
-ah I almost forget my promise sorry 
- i understand, are you capable on doing it 
-yes I will satisfy you until I leave she retrieves her dress and Aragon takes off her little petticoat - wow it's the bigger thing I have ever seen, are you sure you are not from orc race ahh he attracted her to him and embraced her, she didn't bite him, she let him do whatever he wants, she is not a slut who sleep with every man no she is a sex slave, Romulus her master is the one who decide which person she needed to warm bed or if he wants her, he fuck her ready or not, and she can do nothing about it Aragon slide her month to her neck, suck her gently 
-ahhhhh slide her month down to her breast, he caresses every corner and after go directly to her tit, he sucks her like a baby while her hand playing with her little sister (he caresses her with his palm with a little speed) -ahhhhhhh she moans loudly, his touch was warm for her it's like a fire who melts the ice, it's like she finds her match, her soulmate. Aragon enter two fingers inside her ahh her body electrifies, and she experiences for the first time orgasm it. Aragon keep penetrate until she says -give it to me Aragon lift her and penetrate her -ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh she has another climax, Aragon little brother reach her core, up and down plurp, plurp 
we can hear the song of thrust -ahhhhhhhhhhh every attack she takes she climaxes her head become empty, her eyes white, her tongue out, it was the first time a man make her feel like she was a woman she squeezes his neck tight and kisses him
 -cumming again ahh you fuck like a god
 -make my inside take your cock form after one and half hour Aragon come inside her, and she climaxes countless time as if she climaxes for all the time she never does it or more she sleeps for 10 minute sand regain consciousness as she says 
-thank you 
-my pleasure
 -i know we live in a world where we are not free because we are slave, I know even if I try you will not the only one who touch my body because it's not mine, during all my life it's the first time I feel free, I feel safe, I feel warm inside, we just meet I know it's soon crazy ahh, but you are the first I want to know, I want to experience what love is, even when I live with my family, my father mistreat us my mother, when I was 5 I saw hey intercourse, he was like a beast even when my mom tell him to stop, he keeps going, my mother couldn't take anymore she become sick and pass away, I flee after her death I was 7 when a slave trader get me and train me to become a sex slave, I was sold by Romulus and since I am here, I always ask why love is, how people love, or it feels to receive love or be warm for someone you love, but I never find an answer because Romulus house is a debauchery life, every day I wonder if i m going to die without love ahh you know what I found what love is by your action for Rose and for the first time I feel like my cold heart melt, I was jealous of Roseline because in this hell she finds hope, love, trust, someone who live for her, and she live for him, I heard her story every time in the intercourse she always says (i m sorry Aragon because I couldn't keep my promise)or (I wish you find someone better in the future because I can't be yours anymore i m taint and ugly), or sometime when she moans, she cries your name, and every intercourse she always cries, but you are there for her. I know it's crazy, but I know you will not the only man who will touch me but can I ask you to show me how to love, teach me how to love because you are the only one who make me warm, who make me feel alive Aragon I want you to show me how to love you
 -ahhhhhh Aragon laugh inside, i m not suitable to teach someone to love, my first love and wife betray me, she was the only one I love, i always thought if she loves me, if she was so what is love, is it sex if I can't satisfy her why she didn't teach me how to please her, we are married and wife we ​​share everything, we are one for death, but that was only for me, Rose I don't love her, it was the other Aragon who love her, I only felt strong feeling, a warm feeling when i beside her and I can't fight it, I just embrace this feeling even without the memory my feeling is stronger than anything in this world. 
-i will teach you, but after if you feel you don't feel anything from me(or if it was the madness of the moment), you can stop she starts crying
 -thanks Aragon 
-now let'go just like that they leave the room and go to his headquarter for the last night

i was her first love novel

Her first love

The Emperor and the Knightess

The Flame Queen And Her Sly Lover

Reverend Insanity

The Tyrant Gentle Husband

Woman at the Lowest Point : Intoxicating Love

SOULMATES: A LETHAL LOVE STORY

Evillustrator 2 (A MariChat Fanfiction)

My Ex is my Bestfriend

Aragon

People search i was her first love also like: