Celes Milanyas fell in love with Thunder Montefalcon ang lalaking akala niya sa una e minahal talaga siya. Ngunit isa lang pala itong panloloko. Lahat ng kabaitan na ipinakita niya sa dalaga ay pawang panlilinlang lamang.

Will love be sweeter the second time around o may pag-asa pa ba kayang magkaroon ng happy ending ang kanilang naudlot na pag-iibigan?

"You should know how hard it is to adjust to this reality of seeing you look at me as if I were a stranger to you once again," Death whispered brokenly.

Death's side brought tears in her eyes. She never knew someone had the patience to wait that long. The courage and will it took for him to admire her from afar. Not to be able to touch the one you love is already plain torture, how much more if that person fails to remember who you are.

"I'm sorry for not recovering my memories sooner, my love," she said. The endearment, it seemed so right for her to say that. But she knew better.

He shook his head, "no. It's not your fault. I deserve this. I deserve to be alone."

She walked towards him yet still kept a safe distance, "no one deserves to be alone. Even the evilest person deserves someone as much as good people do. In your case, you have me. You have me yet we can't be together."

Life seemed smarter and wiser now, and Death was proud of it. He felt like he was one of the reasons why she did. If he hadn't decided to sacrifice his time with her and stayed away, who knows what might happen again. Maybe history would repeat itself. And he doesn't want that. This time, he learned what was essential, right, and just. And that is sacrifice. Sacrifice the things you love for even better rewards. He sacrificed his love for her and in return, he witnessed something great. Life grew wiser, she knew that they will never be together. She will always be the sun, and he, the moon. Whenever he is gone, she is there. And whenever she is gone, he is there. They are like two parallel lines, never too meet each other's ends.

Their love might have ended badly but he learned the most sine qua non thing about living. They both did.

Love isn't always about being happy with the person you are in love with. Maybe, just maybe, sometimes it meant sacrificing your happiness for the freedom of your love. Not all of us get to have our own happy endings, but at least, we were given the ending we all deserved. It may not be happy but at least, the journey made you happy, even if it was just for a short while.

We must accept our fate and wherever the journey of life takes us.

And so, that night, under the mercy of the cold, pale moonlight and twinkling stars. Under the same tree, Life and Death bid each other goodbye, accepting whatever their fate was. And that is, they will never be together. Life will always come after death, and never will these two meet. When life is gone, death takes place. And whenever it's time for a new life, death leaves and life supersedes death. This is the cycle of life, never will these two meet again.

This was a legend of love and pain. A legend of how life and death came to be. How life and death are two different things. Life and death are two essential things. Yet we must know we can't have both. We must all know that no matter how essential something is, there would always be a catch. For Life and Death's part, they are two important souls yet they are destined not for each other, but to be alone forever.

This was a story of how Life and Death were one; when the birds used to sing enchanting melodies of love and hope; when the clouds used to cry tears clearer than of diamonds; when the sun used to shine brighter than a thousand fireflies; when the flowers used to bloom so beautifully and not wilt; when the world was just so young. And these all happened... Once upon a time.

FIN

Love is beautiful... but what about forbidden love?

On the way of home she was trying to hide her smile and continuously thinking about him.At home her father was asking her "how was the boy. Do you like him.Can we say yes to them." 
She don't want to talk to her father much so she said "as you wish. If you find it good than you can do what you want."
Her whole family was very happy of her dicision. His father gives an explanation to her "Anika look, you have two options..first, you say yes to this boy Aditya and your life will become very excited. You can do what you have not done till now. You can enjoy your life much better. Secondly, you can select that boy who's have a government job but he lived in a small village and their house is in very bad condition. And you have to do work in fields also. And for Aditya, you live in big city The Capital of our Country. You can eat in a five star hotel. The dicision is yours."
After listening all this she said to her father " than you can say yes to Aditya ".
Her father was very happy of her dicision and call the neighbour anty to say 'yes' to them on the same night.
She have the same dream of their meeting at the night. Next day, she call her best friend "Pooja" and tell her the whole story. Anika was not believing her father that he gave the permission to meet a boy. When she was studying in high school her classmate told her that according to Anika's family status they will not ask her even for marriage. They will only tell her a date of marriage. She was also thought about this same. 
Anika's brother told her that last night Aditya's mom wants to stay him here because it was already late but he said to his mom " if you want to stay here you can. I have lots of work to do so I have to go home tonight." His mother is here today. She don't go with him last night.
When Anika think about her life how was it and how will it be,she was afraid of all this marriage system. She don't want to marry anyone, but this is not her choice. She have to marry someone if she wants any changes in her life.
Her friend Pooja told her " you don't have to worry anything. Just leave this dicision to God . Everyone said that God makes the match for everyone so just leave this to him."
The neighbour anty came at her house everyday and told her mom and grandma something - something about Aditya and his family. But not a single person know why Anika say yes for Aditya. After some days Anika's father, grandfather and her uncle went Delhi to meet Aditya's family and to his father. But Aditya's father don't want to meet them so he was not their. Anita's uncle was very upset of his behaviour and he don't want to marry Anika in this family.But Anika's father convenience him and he said "Do what you want.if you are happy we all are happy."After some days Anika's father search another family for marriage purpose in case if Aditya's family say no to him , he have some extra relation for her marriage. 
After 10 days Anika have to go at her uncle's house which was in NCR of Delhi. She was living with them almost 11 years and studied with her cousin brothers.                                 Her uncle asked her "Beta, I was not very happy with this marriage relation but your father said that you are happy with this so, I don't say anything. Are you happy with this relation of marriage?"
She said to her uncle with a heavy heart "I will not say my father that this or another relation is good or bad for me. I will marry where he will fix it. I will not argue with him about this. "
" But this is not right "
"I don't know it's right or wrong. One time, I try to reject one relation and he gave me an hour lecture. He said that 'look at yourself what you are. You are not beautiful, not intelligent , not you are tall enough, you can't even crack one exam from last two years. There is not a prince for you. You have to marry that person which will I select for you.' So after that day I have decided that I will not argue with him. I will accept my life as it will ."



PS: please guys comment on this story. This means a lot to me please...

“How was your life before marriage “asked Aditya. 
“My life was hell but I think it’s not going to well even after marriage “ said Anika.
“How can you say like this. You are my ‘Baby ‘. You can not say like this “.said her husband. 
“Because you’re not going on our honeymoon even after 6 month of marriage “said Anika 
“I don’t have much time for this but I only gave you love and care and nothing else “ said her husband 

Read this story for knowing that how their life is going and why Anika’s life was not so good before marriage and why she is not satisfied even after marriage.

On the way of home she was trying to hide her smile and continuously thinking about him.At home her father was asking her "how was the boy. Do you like him.Can we say yes to them." 

She don't want to talk to her father much so she said "as you wish. If you find it good than you can do what you want."

Her whole family was very happy of her dicision. His father gives an explanation to her "Anika look, you have two options..first, you say yes to this boy Aditya and your life will become very excited. You can do what you have not done till now. You can enjoy your life much better. Secondly, you can select that boy who's have a government job but he lived in a small village and their house is in very bad condition. And you have to do work in fields also. And for Aditya, you live in big city The Capital of our Country. You can eat in a five star hotel. The dicision is yours."

After listening all this she said to her father " than you can say yes to Aditya ".

Her father was very happy of her dicision and call the neighbour anty to say 'yes' to them on the same night.

She have the same dream of their meeting at the night. Next day, she call her best friend "Pooja" and tell her the whole story. Anika was not believing her father that he gave the permission to meet a boy. When she was studying in high school her classmate told her that according to Anika's family status they will not ask her even for marriage. They will only tell her a date of marriage. She was also thought about this same.

Anika's brother told her that last night Aditya's mom wants to stay him here because it was already late but he said to his mom " if you want to stay here you can. I have lots of work to do so I have to go home tonight." His mother is here today. She don't go with him last night.

When Anika think about her life how was it and how will it be,she was afraid of all this marriage system. She don't want to marry anyone, but this is not her choice. She have to marry someone if she wants any changes in her life.

Her friend Pooja told her " you don't have to worry anything. Just leave this dicision to God . Everyone said that God makes the match for everyone so just leave this to him."

The neighbour anty came at her house everyday and told her mom and grandma something - something about Aditya and his family. But not a single person know why Anika say yes for Aditya. After some days Anika's father, grandfather and her uncle went Delhi to meet Aditya's family and to his father. But Aditya's father don't want to meet them so he was not their. Anita's uncle was very upset of his behaviour and he don't want to marry Anika in this family.But Anika's father convenience him and he said "Do what you want.if you are happy we all are happy."After some days Anika's father search another family for marriage purpose in case if Aditya's family say no to him , he have some extra relation for her marriage.

After 10 days Anika have to go at her uncle's house which was in NCR of Delhi. She was living with them almost 11 years and studied with her cousin brothers. Her uncle asked her "Beta, I was not very happy with this marriage relation but your father said that you are happy with this so, I don't say anything. Are you happy with this relation of marriage?"

She said to her uncle with a heavy heart "I will not say my father that this or another relation is good or bad for me. I will marry where he will fix it. I will not argue with him about this. "

" But this is not right "

"I don't know it's right or wrong. One time, I try to reject one relation and he gave me an hour lecture. He said that 'look at yourself what you are. You are not beautiful, not intelligent , not you are tall enough, you can't even crack one exam from last two years. There is not a prince for you. You have to marry that person which will I select for you.' So after that day I have decided that I will not argue with him. I will accept my life as it will ."

"Sect Master Proud, don't you think it's too soon for you to say something like that?!"
Happy should have been spent, but his hoarse voice made it clear that he had suddenly been cured of his heavy injuries. He raised his head coldly, revealing that half of the paleness of his face was gone. At that moment, the presence that brought fear to others rose from his body with an even stronger and fiercer momentum. 
Proud over All Life's smug footsteps came to a swift halt because he had been stunned speechless. He stopped and stared at Happy in disbelief. Then, he turned around and stared at his sect member, who also had a look of disbelief on his face. 
The sect member panicked. He lowered his head and cast a glance at the Heart Devouring Silver Snake that was curled on his palm, resting. He then looked up to stare at Happy, which made him suck in a sharp breath. 
"Looks like your Heart Devouring Silver Snake doesn't quite want to drink the blood in my heart. The position was slightly off." 
While speaking, Happy took his hand away from his chest before the duo. They saw a red wound, but it was slightly off his heart, and his blood had already stopped flowing outwards. With the effects of the Dew Pill he took, he managed to stop the flow of blood within a short amount of time, and most of his injuries had been cured. 
Proud over All Life's face turned bloodless. 
The young man from Five Venoms held his Heart Devouring Silver Snake in his hands with a very awkward look. He seemed to be lost. 
The Five Venoms sect members behind him fell from heaven back into the cruel real world. They stared at Happy, who held his Silver Wolf Emperor Breaker Sword, and their faces turned even darker. They could already sense that the cold air enveloping Happy had become even stronger!
"Heart Devouring Silver Snake… I can't let you remain on the face of the earth."
Happy moved in a flash and disappeared from the spot. 
When he reappeared, he was already in front of the young man. 
The young man cried out in surprise. He tried to put away his resting Heart Devouring Silver Snake, but unfortunately for him, Happy knew just how great it were. There was no way he would allow Five Venoms continue keeping such a venomous creature! If he had not executed Petite Dragon in time and avoided being struck fatally, he might have already died by then. 
His sword flashed!
"Ah!" the young man cried out in pain. His arm was severed, and it flew into the air. Along with the loss of control over his arm, he also lost control over his snake. There was another flash of light, and the Heart Devouring Silver Snake was cut in half in the sky.
Slap.
Under the young man's pale and twisted face, the snake landed lifelessly on the ground. 
"I'll kill you, you bastard! Give me my snake back!"
The young man did not even care about his arm. He rushed before his silver snake's carcas with his face twisted. His hysterical roars caused countless people to feel sad for him. 
Heart Devouring Silver Snakes were like normal venomous creatures. They had to be collected outside the cities, and they could also be killed like normal venomous creatures. Hence, they had to be carefully isolated and protected! 
But that was to be expected. It was a supreme grade venomous snake that even Proud over All Life did not possess, which made it easy to guess that the young man had racked his brains to get it. Right then, it had been killed by Happy's hands, and his abilities had to have been reduced greatly!
Even Happy sighed a little when he killed the Heart Devouring Silver Snake. He stared at the its lifeless carcass while thinking, 'If it remained alive, this creature's value would have been around the same as that of a low-grade demon vessel. It's a pity that it was in the hands of someone from Five Venoms.'
However, when the young man had successfully ambushed Happy, he had been so incredibly satisfied with himself that his conceited nature had been revealed. 
While looking at the young man who had lost an arm holding the carcass of his silver snake while he descended into madness, Happy decided to no longer spare him a glance. He did not care about Proud over All Life, whose face was livid with rage and full of wariness, either. He continued to walk up the stairs toward the foundation of the sect. 
"Stop!"
Proud over All Life's enraged roars rose behind him. Then, a powerful gust of wind came charging at him!
Happy only turned slightly to the side when the gust was about to land on his body. Then, the fierce momentum from his Silver Wolf Emperor Breaker Sword shot into the air. It was followed by a scream of pain and a dull thud. Dead silence instantly fell in the headquarters of Five Venoms. One of Proud over All Life's arms had fallen on the ground. 
Happy ignored that arm and the silence that followed. 
He just glanced at Proud over All Life, who covered his arm while kneeling on the ground. Happy looked down from above, and his tone was cold. 
"I'm leaving you alive because I want you to witness the destruction of the sect you personally built. I want you to see its final moments. There is no other reason for it. That's why, don't force me to kill you!"
Once he said those words, the crowd burst into a commotion. 
"What an arrogant person!"
Soon though, someone said, "But he has the capital to be arrogant…" 
"By the looks of it, no one can prevent Five Venoms' destruction."
"That's not necessarily true."
"The people from Fallen Feathers Sect are here, and Situ Luoyu is right there. I heard that he has a grudge against Happy. If he forces his way into the battle, Happy might not be able to retreat with all parts of his body intact."
"Oh?"
The crowd discussed the events among itself. 
The subtle gazes cast on Situ Luoyu from everywhere made him feel tense. He lowered his voice and said to the two men with the extraordinary presences behind him, "My dear bosses, what should we do now? If we continue waiting, Proud over All Life will die. Five Venoms will also be destroyed." 
After all, Situ Luoyu and Proud over All Life were from the same guild, and their relationship offline was pretty good. Situ Luoyu absolutely did not want to see his friend be forced into a corner and might even need to delete his character and train again. 
The two people by his side were high-level guild members. They just needed to say one word, and even if there were one hundred Happys in the area, they could only dream about destroying Five Venoms!
However, one of them said with a solemn expression, "Proud over All Life will not perish… but Five Venoms is over." 
That person's eyes were slightly evil, and his face gave off a feeling that he stood supreme to all. His firm tone also made it clear that he would not attack to help Five Venoms escape from the disaster. 
Situ Luoyu was rendered speechless. His heart tensed, and he asked tentatively, "Do the two of you think that the current Happy is impossible to deal with as well?"
"Nonsense."
The person with the evil look in his eyes glared at him, displeased. "How many people can hope to be our opponents in the game now? Happy can somewhat be considered to be one of them, but he's not at the point where we can't handle him. At most, he is just an opponent. We might not be able to kill him, but it's impossible for him to win against any of us as well."
"Then why—"
Situ Luoyu did not want to give up on the hope to save Proud over All Life. 
Right after he finished speaking, the young man who had a gentle expression and who had not spoken yet sighed. "Situ… I know that you have a good relationship with All Life, but you must know that it isn't because we don't want to save him, but that we can't.
"Barren Murderer is right. With our current abilities, while neither of us could kill Happy, holding him back would not be a problem for us. At that time, Happy would naturally retreat because of impossible odds. But you must also know of our main goal for coming to Wuhu! If we take the initiative to show ourselves, with the friendship Chivalry Sect shares with Happy, there is no way they will just sit by and watch."
Situ Luoyu found himself unable to say anything to that.
He was a smart man, and he naturally understood what was meant by that sentence. 
Happy had attacked Five Venoms alone because he had the thought of taking revenge for All-powerful Medicinal Stone. Him facing Five Venoms by himself was already an unfair fight. If they still interfered, then the people from Chivalry Sect would naturally appear, and there was a possibility that the war in Fox Cave would erupt beforehand!
But that was still not the worst case scenario. 
If Class One Hall stood out to support Five Venoms, there was a great possibility that they would push Happy to Chivalry Sect, which would make Chivalry Sect even stronger than before. 
It was something that Class One Hall absolutely did not want to happen. 


When he returned to the World of Martial Arts, the game was filled with blood and battles! Chen Kaixin had chased after the footsteps of the one emperor, two empresses, three princes, seven dukes, and thirteen aces for three years, but during the eve of the Sword Among Us tournament in Mount Hua, he was ambushed by evil bastards, and was killed so much that his level dropped to that of a newbie. He completely lost the chance to join the ranks of the powerful players in the game! In great disappointment, Kaixin quit the game and got drunk so that he could forget his sadness, but during that stormy night, Chen Kaixin found that he had actually dreamed for a total of three years, because when he woke up again, he woke up to three years ago, when he was still a student. 

-Ebonywood Mansion-

I woke up and it's already hot outside, even with my AC. This is the first time I've slept without playing the game and it's quite refreshing. I guess that our guests were also gone now. That Scythus guy mysteriously appeared out of nowhere last night and disappeared without a trace. Well, everyone has their own reasons for being weird, right?

I heard footsteps not far from the door.

"Miss Chara, it's time for your brunch with Miss Petula." One of our maids said.

"I'll be right there, I'll just have to change clothes," I have good senses but still, I can't find my room by myself if I leave it. Just how big is this house?

After that, the maid guided me to our dining hall. I can't smell anything from last night which I think they've already cleaned the house real good. All I can smell is the food they prepared for us.

"Hey, why do you always wake up late? You lazy bum. Haha." Petula... I thought you're dead drunk last night...

"Where on earth do you get all this energy, sis? You're supposed to have a hangover, you know. What is wrong with your body?" I started joining her eating.

"I don't know. I woke up like my normal day. Anyway, how did you join the Other Side guild again?" She asked curiously, I haven't told her my story I guess.

*Chara's POV before she played the game.*

After a couple of months, I was able to regain my strength after several tests and rehabilitation with my new family. Well, I still call the Doctor who adopted me by her last name because I'm still shy but I guess I'm going to get used to it. We did our best but she told me that the only problem is my eyesight. They still don't know what's the cause or reason why this is happening but she told me, there are a lot of same cases like mine, unknown illnesses that can't be cured. But they said that there's a way for me to see again, not in real life, though, in New Life. And that's how I began my adventure with Petula. But before that, something happened. A tragedy to their family...

Just a couple of weeks after I got out of the hospital, I thought I'm going to be ok, that I can have a normal life again. In just one accident, my new mother never came back. I thought that she will be there for me and I will be there for her. I believed that I can be happy again but it was just temporary happiness. Everything will end but I didn't expect that it would be so soon. It devastated their family... our family...

After the burial of her mother, Petula never came out of her room. I can tell how much she misses her mother. Like I miss my mother and father every single day. It hurts so much. But now, Petula needs me. I promised to smile, I promised to show happiness because that's what my mother told me, that my smile can affect others.

I tried going to Petula's room every single day but she shunned me. I tried to talk to her but I failed. I did that for a couple of weeks but nothing happened. She still won't even talk to me.

One night, I snuck into her room. I don't know how I even managed to do that but yeah, for some reason, I did. It happened so fast. I heard her, crying. As I get near her, I just hugged her... That's the only thing I remember that night.

Several days have passed. She started talking to me. I showed her my cheerful smile even we're both dead inside. We both miss our family but I guess that's the reason why we are getting close to each other. We talked a lot after that and it seems like she also really wants to have a sister. That's when I felt happy again. I hope that this happiness would last until the end. Please, let me stay by her side.

"Hey, Chara. I heard that you can see again inside a game? Is that true?!" She excitedly asked me.

"I'm not sure yet. I haven't tried it so I'm not sure but I guess I won't do it for now. I don't want to expect anything." I reply with doubt in my heart.

"It's worth the try, though. We already have things we need. Also, I heard you can use some magic inside the game. What if I can recreate our mother? Sounds crazy right? But I want to try." I know she still misses her mother but that idea is kind of not good.

"Well... we can try if you want. Just so you know, I'm always here for you Petula. We may not be blood-related, but I want to be your sister for life." I smiled at her.

"Will you stop with those cheesy words. It's a pain in the butt... Your smile already tells me everything you know. Thank you. I really appreciate you being with us. And because of that, I will be your sister for life too!" She may look like a bit bratty, but she's really a kind girl. Though I can tell how lazy she is.

"So how about we try the game out?"

That's when my life has changed. I was able to see in-game again and words can't express how happy I am. I may not see the real world but the in-game world is much more beautiful. I cried and I cried but it was tears of joy, of course. I still can feel my first time seeing again.

I created my character with the name "Banana Girl." Why? It's because banana's curve resembles a happy face and Banana is also good for your health. I never thought that names would be such a big deal so...

And that's when we started playing the game. We've been playing for a couple of weeks now and unlike her, who focused on alchemy and crafting, I decided to be a defender. Why? It's because a fragile maiden like herself needs someone to protect her. I saved our butts many many times but sometimes it's not always our birthdays. We were slaughtered of course but for every mistake, we learned something.

After that, I was able to train myself and Petula started using support spells. I'm tanky enough but I decided to avoid attacks instead of getting hit. I dodge every single attack however I can so in no time, my agility rose up like crazy. I'm a defender that doesn't use a shield and uses a dagger instead to defend herself. Yes, but how can I protect my allies? Well, there are different kinds of defenders and one of them is the one who charges at the enemy controlling the aggro and gives my party enough time to prepare a devastating attack. Doesn't sound like a real defender, right? But believe me, it works.

I still remember when we are still starting to play the game, there's this one guy who stopped us and tried to rob us. We thought of defending ourselves but he brought company. Fortunately, we were close to the nearby village that we ran like hell. It was exciting and scary at the same time. I wonder what happened to that guy and his crew after Handy butchered them. He really talks funny too.

We started together, traveled together and somehow, after a couple of months, she decided to travel alone. I'm guessing this is about her research in-game but who am I to argue with her. I just want her to be happy and safe. We got separated for months and that's when I met Jay. He was part of the Order of Light that time and one of the strongest too. His rank is comparable to Zeth and the leader of his own peacemaker group, the "Protection Squad".

I was grinding alone that time and I messed things up. I aggroed too many mobs that I can't handle them alone. I thought I'm going to lose levels which I have to grind for a week again but I didn't. Jay and his group were passing by and they helped me.

"Yow! You're lucky, the Cool Captain Jay is here!" That's the first time I heard him calling himself cool... and yeah, I thought at first that he's really cool. He's still cool but bragging about how cool you are won't really make you any cooler at all. Unfortunately, His username is Cool Jay... so...

After that... we became friends. I can't remember what I have eaten but he's a good guy. He even invited me to join the Order of Light but I'm not really into joining guilds. Seeing things again is enough for me to enjoy everything.

I thought that my life would be with Jay and his friends for maybe more months before I can travel myself and explore the World of New Life Online more but suddenly, one night, Jay and some of the members of his group decided to leave the Order of Light guild.

He said that his work there is done. Order of Light has the best defense and offense guild that he thinks that he's not needed anymore. They stopped him from leaving because he's one of their best warriors but still, he left. I guess he has his own reasons and I'm not someone to judge him.

"Hey, Banana Girl. Would you like to join me and my group and make a new guild?" He asked.

"Please stop calling me that... Also, I told you I'm not joining any guild. Also, I just want to make people happy that's all..." I replied.

"Well, if you save people from monsters and raiders, I'm pretty sure they'd be really happy, you know. There's a lot of ways to make people happy, not just being happy would also make them happy. Sometimes, you need to help them and show them that they can trust someone, like you. Isn't that your goal, to make people happy?" Ugh... He's cooler than I thought... Also, he's kind of right.

"Will I really be able to save them? Can I really make them trust me?"

"What? Are you doubting yourself now? If you think that you can't do it by yourself. Then that's where I come in. I'm Cool Jay after all." He smiled at me.

And that's the time I joined their newly found guild, "The Other Side".

Aries and his parents got involved in an accident, and he fell into a coma but his parents didn't survive.  After three years, he awoke from it. New Life Online was introduced to him by his friends, almost as if it was calling out to his current situation. A new adventure together with his friends awaits!

NLO has four parts but in this website, I will only post it in a single webnovel.

Here's the link for NLO Wattpad:
https://www.wattpad.com/story/46350839-new-life-online-battle-against-the-strongest-book

To me, there are three things everyone should do every day. Number one is laugh. Number two is think -- spend some time in thought. Number three, you should have your emotions move you to tears. If you laugh, think and cry, that's a heck of a day.
Jim Valvano     
This is the quote she really doesn't understand in her previous life, her life is just like a hell, she only feel like crying but she think crying is sign of weakness so after chinu's death she feels too numb that she forgot how to cry, but after getting this life she realized what it means. In her previous life she knows about the law of attraction, but she only understands it like this 
1. Ask
2. Believe
3. You will get the things and during this whole process you must be happy and also feel grateful, she really tried this step in her previous life, she thinks that she acts like this way things will happen, her divorce will not happen, but now thinking about past she realized she never truly like Raman, her mind is not clear about things, even though she acts like she is happy, inside of her heart she knows that she is angry and scared, she is jealous of her sister and envious of other people these all negative emotion are hurting her from inside, the smile she gives others is stiff,  also she wanted to look beautiful, but she never takes firm steps from inside she never feel beautiful, she never work hard for these wish. Now when she gets rebirth and think about previous life as a passerby she can think clearly, as Jim Valvano said she never truly reflect, and never truly laugh the meaning of cry she is taking literally, we sometimes shed tears of happiness also or sometimes some small things touch our heart and we can't help but get emotional.
                Also, she realized that in food there are five taste which as sweet, spicy, sour, salty and bitter and they are necessary for health and also we get boar if we eat them always the same way our feeling are also necessary we can't be happy all the time, if there is no anger no sadness no lust no grief no greed, maybe we are not as successful as today. Every feeling has its own importance, the kindness she shows other is also fake, she really doesn't want to act well with her mother in law, even if she died she doesn't care but she does this so she and chinu can be safe, so all these insecurities make her bitter, her body which is not even healthy have to suffer because of these feeling, she can't vent her anger and other feelings on others, she already died inside her heart lots of the time, chinu's death is the last stroke towards her, she collapses mentally first and then her body respond. In this lifetime she doesn't want to die again in her heart because of these negative feelings, she will not act happy if she is not, she will tell people what bothering her, if she gets angry she will show it, never mind if people call her hysteric, she realized that we can't bond happiness with goals if people get happy when they get their first salary, but when they get their second salary can they feel the same joy. We become happy when we get desired success, but the happiness this success bought is temporary, if we enjoy the process then we can truly become happy. If we want to lose weight, we have to feel happy while exercising and also we have to find out recipes which help both to lose weight and also which are tasty. Remembering this she wanted to write about this she wanted to tell people, just constantly thinking about future, and not enjoying the present give us depression and anxiety, also she wanted to tell people to learn to manage their feeling not suppress them because her previous blog get attention she decided she will talk about topic like mental health, woman safety, sexuality. 
            In her previous life she is coward and shy, she has opinions but she doesn't have the courage to express them, she talks behind the people, now thinking about this she concluded it like she is too useless in her previous life so in this life she really wanted to change things, even single person gets happy from her blog she feels it is her success. Also, she wanted to do everything she desired, life is already short she can't waste it more. After writing her blog she started to make lunch while shooting video, she makes 3 videos daily while cooking lunch breakfast and dinner she also teaches her mother and mauma about camera also chinu help her, in this week Virat is also free so he will help her so workload is lessened, After lunch, she started to read comments in which she read a comment from Aarav Sen, She remember that there is scientist whose name is also Aarav sen in Mg company who is researching on ayurvedic medicine, this company get very famous in future and help lots of people, thinking about this she decided that the books she gets from grandpa's house she will give them to this scientist, she can't read them fully and she can't understand lot's of term. so better it goes to some eligible person, also if her father come and asks for book she have to give them so it is better to give this books to a stranger. So that night, she started to make a photocopy of all these books with the help of chinu and mauma, the books are old so they needed to do it carefully. After getting all photocopy  which she takes for herself and decided to give the books to Mg company 
           the next day she tries to get appointment at the same time Mahendra is discussing about grandpa's health with his brother Arav, Arav is scientist and his interested in Ayurveda to help him in his research, Mahendra build Mb company for him which is subsidiary of his company while talking Aarav's secretary told him that Aditi Deshmukh wanted to meet you, sir, she is asking for appointment" listening Aditi's name Mahindra ask "Why she wanted to meet Aarv?" "sir she have some books about Ayurveda which her grandpa collect she wanted to show it to Aarv sir" "Okay give her appointment," Mahendra says, seeing that his brother not even ask him about his opinion he realized that this woman must be special for his brother so he asked "dada, who is she, are you seeing someone" 
          "Don't think nonsense, she is the woman who saves Mihir and Mishtu if she asks for money for that books agree to her okay? "Mahendra said 
"Okay" Aarav replied
       That afternoon she get appointment with Aarav, after watching the books Aarav get excited, these books are nothing but treasure, he really search everywhere but can't get, now even if his brother doesn't instruct him, he really give whatever price she wants so he asked her how much price she wanted for this books"
             Aditi said "These books are not mine but my grandpa, if you think these books are valuable then please open a hospital in his village and give his name to that hospital where you can treat people freely" After thinking a lot she decided on this, this is the only thing she can do for grandpa, 
       "okay" Aarav said, his opinion on Aditi is improved.
               Outside the building, while listening to their conservation Mahendra is waiting for her, he doesn't know why he said to his brother to record and send their conversation to him, or why he is waiting for her, maybe curiosity he thinks. After some time he sees her coming with his brother while smiling, he feels something nut can't understand, he said to his driver to go towards her seeing her leaving the building he immediately opens the window and calls her, 
             "Mr.Ghosh, what are you doing here," Aditi asked 
          "This is my company I come here for a meeting, are you going home, I am also going on that direction, do you want lift," He asks while his driver thinking they are clearly going to opposite direction why the boss is lying
       "no, I am going to kindergarten to take admission for chinu, there are lots of problems I m facing," Aditi said, she knows if she sits in the car she will definitely talk with him and he again makes fun of her so she is not willing
  " come in the car I can help you, I know the main person their" Listening to this she decided to go with him, but who knows there is someone watching them.

This is the story about self-discovery, self-accepting, and self-improvement. After getting the chance to go back in time, she wanted to live happily and protect her loved ones. With the system, her journey of self-improvement to help the people who are in need starts. But why did she meet this handsome man wherever she goes, is this destiny? 

Disclaimer: English is not my native language. Also, this story has romance, but it is very slow-paced. Also, some chapters are about her past life and her character development. This story is something which I wanted to write for the time being so please give it try. Thank you.

Chapter 116
 
Poliana focused on her hands, which were held by Lady Bika. Poliana felt the kind warmth from the lady, similar to what she felt whenever she entered the lady's quarters.
These past days have been so peaceful, it was something Poliana had never experienced before. This must've been the kind of life her stepsister, Liana, lived all her life.
The life of a noblewoman...
Poliana never felt envious of such a life. She never even tried to compare it to her own life. She didn't try to analyze their differences even as a young girl.
Poliana admitted that up until a certain point in her life, happiness was not an option for her. She knew this very well, but after she met Lucius the First, Poliana became closer to happiness.
The happiness she felt wasn't the kind that a normal lady considered true contentment, but nonetheless, Poliana was happy.
She was happy.
And she would continue to be happy.
Lucius the First visited her out of the blue with an excuse of wanting to see her. He was worried that Poliana might have been feeling down and uncertain. He wanted to reassure her. Sir Wook and Donau have been reporting to her often, but the emperor wanted to talk to her in person.
Lady Bika wasn't wrong in her reasoning behind Poliana's marriage plan. Most male soldiers considered their retirement starting at the age of 40. Poliana was weaker than men, which meant that it wasn't odd for her to think about retiring at this age.
But this usually only applied to foot soldiers and low-ranking knights. Those who were promoted to higher ranks, of course, were more of administrators and this meant they decided when they wanted to retire. They were usually not involved in physical training and fights, so they could work even at an old age.
This was what Poliana wanted. She planned to stay by Lucius the First's side as long as possible.
Lady Bika must've assumed that Poliana was going to retire sometime soon. Once a man retires from military life, they would return to their home life. Lady Bika was being kind because she knew Poliana had no home life to return to, but such kindness was useless to Poliana. Some might have even been offended by such offers, but Poliana wasn't insulted.
In fact, the peaceful warm life she experienced in Lady Bika's home was enticing.
Just a little anyway.
Poliana said to the lady, "Lady Bika, I am thankful for your kindness, but I am a knight. I do not plan to get married."
It was true that Poliana felt envious of Sir Rabi's warm family. And only a few days ago, she accepted Sir Baufallo's invitation and visited his home. Recently, it was announced that Sir Baufallo was going to retire this year, which meant that he received many guests lately.
Lady Ribo was much colder and gruffer than Lady Bika, probably because she had been working hard through receiving so many guests. But despite it, Poliana still clearly felt the peace and warmth of a family in Sir Baufallo's home.
She was envious. If she could, Poliana wanted to have it too.
But…
She didn't want it at the expense of losing her knighthood.
Losing her name.
Poliana Winter.
Her emperor said to her once that her presence beside him was what made him shine. If this was really the case, Poliana would gladly give up her life for her emperor.
Poliana explained to Lady Bika, "I am a knight, my lady. I will live for the rest of my life as a knight and die as a knight, that is my decision."
"But why would you choose such a hard life? Sir Pol, you are still young! You still have 40 years to live, and of that time, you will only be allowed to live as a knight for a few more years from now. You know this. You know how a knight's career can be so short. You also know that a woman can't be a knight!"
"The Acreian law does not specifically prohibit a woman from being a knight."
"But think about it this way, there isn't any law that specifically prohibits men from having babies."
On this continent, Acreia allowed the least amount of rights for women. Because it was so common sense for a woman not to become a knight, there were no such laws stating the obvious.
So, what if his highness rewards her accordingly but asks her to retire?
Poliana knew many people who were wondering the same thing, but she wasn't worried. She replied, "I understand that you are worried about me, Lady Bika, but despite the impossibility of it, his highness still gave me a new last name and allowed me to be an Acreian knight. I take this as the greatest honor and luck in my life. Unless his highness throws me away because he finds me useless, I cannot leave my position."
"But Sir Poliana, his highness will understand if you retire."
"I know. Of course, his highness would be very understanding of me, but Lady Bika…"
Poliana had to choose her words carefully. She usually found it easier to deal with people who were angry at her or who were trying to insult her. When she was faced with people who were trying to be kind, Poliana found it harder to respond to them. These kind-hearted people made her feel like a poor unfortunate woman. These people, who meant well, couldn't understand the kind of happiness Poliana enjoyed as a knight. They made her into an unhappy and hopeless woman who didn't even know that she led a miserable life.
Perhaps they were right, maybe Poliana really didn't know how unfortunate her life was because she was so used to it. She couldn't want what she never had. Many people have said to her that she had no ambition.
But what these people didn't know was that ambition was Poliana's middle name. She didn't have the normal womanly ambition of being a good wife and a mother, but she was greedy for power and control.
Poliana knew very well how sweet power could be. She could order the sons of the greatest families to bow down to her. In her blue uniform with the golden stripe, no one could disrespect her. Even those who used to be kings had to treat her courteously.
Oh, the sweet sweet power!
Poliana loved it.
Poliana didn't serve Lucius the First just out of loyalty. Her emperor was truly wise and rewarded his loyal knights well. As long as she did her job well and worked hard, the sky was the limit. Even if they said that a sense of greed for power could be deadly, Poliana didn't care. If she could die as a powerful woman, she would consider her life very well lived.
Just the chance of being able to climb the political ladder excited her.
Poliana said to Lady Bika, "So, I am very happy as I am."
"But!"
"Lady Bika, you are happy with your life, right? I am too. I am very content with the way things are. There are many different forms of happiness in this world, my lady. Just because my idea of happiness is different than yours, it doesn't mean I am living an unhappy life. You are correct in saying that I led a strange and traumatic life. But even I, who are ignorant of the normal life of a lady, could see how content you are. I am very certain that your life is the happiest one I have seen so far. So I perfectly understand that you want to offer me the same kind of happiness that you have, and I understand that such a life would be welcomed by any normal woman. But Lady Bika, I am telling you that I am happy with my current life."
Poliana patted Lady Bika's hands gently. The lady looked disappointed, but she had no choice but to drop the subject.

The handsome Emperor falls in love with a Knightess! Knightess Poliana loses to the Acreian Army and despite her struggles to survive in a male infested military, she is now about to die. But then, the young king of Acreia sees her efforts and tells her: "I have a dream, I wish to conquer the world and become an Emperor, would you like to join me?"

"Congrats bro... am so happy for you, you're finally getting married to the girl of your dreams " said frank happily 

"Thanks bro... today Is the most happiest day of my life...am so happy " prince said smiling 

Prince had taken Rachel to see his parents. they've always loved Rachel even without seeing her so when they finally met it was as if they've known her long... Rachel was someone people loves even without seeing her..


" I have a favour to ask of you" prince said 

" What is it " asked Rachel 

"Please when you met my parents, don't behave as if you don't want this....be very happy even if I know it's not coming from your heart... just pretend"" He said feeling sad then he continued "I have told then alot about you and they've loved you already even without meeting you. Rachel wasn't happy then she asked 
"Why do you want to go through all this because of me"
"That's because I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you " 
"But am not the only woman on this planet earth"
"I think you are because I only see you and no one else""
"Okay I will pretend that I love you in they presence"
" Can I ask for another favour"
"What? "
"Could you please continue that even after we get married so that they won't suspect anything" 
"Okay... that's a deal"

Rachel has also taken prince to met her family.. they were so happy to finally see the man Rachel was going to marry because they know her to be very selective of guys that comes her way...so when the saw prince they were happy and loved his personality...so they preformed the traditional right and fixed a date for the wedding..

"Excuse ma'am...you have a gift" said the messenger
Rachel took the box from him and saw a car key and a note saying.....

  """I think it is normal for most people to have "cold feet" before they get married. I feel that it is completely understandable as marriage is such a life altering commitment. However, this is a feeling that I will never get to experience. As I am writing this letter, rather than being scared of what the future will hold or what could have been without you, I am sitting here completely content with how my life has played out.  Am so happy that you're becoming my soulmate, my treasure, my everything...i love you and will forever do"""
 
When she and her friends were done reading she gave a very quiet sight and headed out to get married to her enemy. And there exchanged their vows

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