I'm Xiaofan, 14 summers a spy of Tang Family. I tried my best to follow all the rules and regulations as a spy of Tang Family.

The Tang Family are;
General Tang Gong Weiyuan (strong pressuring depth), 47 summers, head of Tang Family, and the greatest General in Yang City.

Qiao Daiyu ( means black jade), 43 of summer, the first wife. The favored granddaughter of Qiao Family Head.

Tang Gong Rong (means strong and honor), 18 of summer the first son of Gen. Tang and his heir, and love to Lady Jiao Shu ( means delicate and pure) of Heng Family.

[A/N: he is the villain of this world and he's in love with the FL.]

Tang Xiaojian (means little healthy) 16 of summer, he is the second young master of Tang Family, he is the fatty that wants to kill Xiaofan in the pleasure house.

Tang Wen ( means warm), 14 of summer, a spoiled brat who's in love with Huang Jinhai (means Majestic and golden sea) a young master of Lao Family.

[A/N: Huang Jinhai is the 2nd ML]

Concubine Xiu Guang(light), 40 of summer, first concubine.

Tang Meixiang(beautiful fragrance), 12 of summer, daughter of concubine Xiu Guang.

Concubine Wen Xioli(intellectual), 37 of summer, second concubine.

Tang ZhenZhen(very precious) its a name of a girl but his a boy, 8 of summer. Son of concubine Wen Xioli.

That's the Tang Family.

I have been collecting every information I could get but one day I got scared, I got scared for my life they are stronger than the Tang, they know I'm a spy from Tang household, they give me an option and  I choose what is the best, to cut my tie in Tang family.

It might sound that I'm ungrateful person cause they are the one to pick me when I was in street and dying for hunger, but still, when you think of it I have paid them with my service and my life.

I'm risking my life for them, but when that person offers something I can't say no.

That person is Prince Longwei Zian, the crown prince of the land of Minzhu and the future king, he offers me to become his maidservant. I accept it without thinking much about it.

I know they will hunt me down so I need to get fast on the crown prince, I hope I can make it there.

The beggar who helps me is looking some food for us, I'm thankful that he help me.

What his name again? Right! Xiu Liang I think his older than me and quite kind for someone he didn't know.

I need to pay him for saving me I will convince the crown prince to make him a servant for the palace or anything that would suit him I hope the prince will approve of him.

Hope you enjoy this chap!

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I am Riku Minaru , 50 years old and died with tumor, I had died with no regret, hoping for a peaceful rest.

But before my life fades away I heard a voice.

[System enunciating connection to the host, processing complete]

"Wait! What? System, WTF!

[If there's some error in chapters I would like to apologize English is not my main language. Thanks.

clan: Airikumi

full name: Ireene Airikumi

Nickname- Rin, Rina, Ira, Nya

name means: Irene means peace from greek 

The first part Airi comes from 'aria' as in a musical solo and 'airi' means 'love, affection' in Japanese. The last part of her sir-name kumi when written out like this means'功' is achievement.　'美' is beauty.　

age: 13-14 
 
height: 4'11-5'0 <149cm-153cm>

DOB:???

affinity: team 6 of konaha, sand siblings

classification: sensory-nin, sealing, genin

CHAKRA NATURE(S)

Water, Wind, lightning 
name means: Irene means peace from greek 

The first part Airi comes from 'aria' as in a musical solo and 'airi' means 'love, affection' in Japanese. The last part of her sir-name kumi when written out it like this means'功' is achievement.　'美' is beauty.　

age: 13-14 

height: 4'7-4'11

kekki-genkkai-siren: can help or harm the person; utilizes her voice or any instrument; a vocal hypnotic gen-jutsu  

likes: nature, music, stray nights, canines, stuffed animals, light rainfall

dislikes: Raw sea food, bullies and mean people in general

personality: kind and caring, fun; shy and quiet sometimes. bit hostile when she's the one not the one to engage.

appearance: 

-sleeveless maroon vest, plain white t-shirt, headphones on top of her headband, dark blue leggings and saddles, pouch on her hip, mid-high ponytail 

-purple kimono with black lining that's arranges in a scale(music kind) like pattern, headphones around he neck or in her weapon pouch, pouch on her thigh, black leggings, twin tails 

-scarlet red hair that goes down to her hips-thigh, somewhat long bangs that hang slightly over her right eye. wisteria purple eyes with a slight gradient to them she has moon lit skin with a pale tan

-you could also see this on my quotev page too
-warning: slow updated
-original's up to date ones up on my quotev account
-and also on Wattpad 
-updates teusday and thursday

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arikumi- know for their enchanting and hypnotic voice; some say you may get lost in it. 
The 's are known for their hypnotic genjutsu technique\kekki-genkkai: siren
The Arikumi clan: some say its legend, some say its myth, but the clan very much exists with their purple eyes, beautiful voice and undying love



Don't Go 

Written By: Jhe Apolinario 

Disclaimer: This story is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are either a product of the author's imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual people living or dead, events or locales is entirely coincidental. 

N O T O P L A G I A R I S M !!! 

You can check out my Wattpad account for more stories thank you. 

P R O L O G U E 

Dear love, 

The first time I met you, your smile made me nervous. You made me feel as though there was nothing I could say, that I could articulate the waves in my stomach. I was taken back by your smile and the words you spoke. You're beautiful and it radiates from inside you. I love you and I hope I get the chance to tell you... 

-Winter 

~~ 

To the man that I've loved, 

Falling for you was one of the easiest things I've ever done. I just want to say thank you. Thank you for being my first love, I wouldn't want anyone else but you to be it. Thank you so much. If it weren't for you, I would not know what it means to love someone so deeply. 

My heart is too broken that It would take time before it's ready to fall, for someone else. 

But I'm trying to love again. 

And this is the sure thing. I'm done stressing over you, it's not worth it. I did everything to let you go. Sorry for choosing my cousin over you. Believe me, I love you, but I love her more than I love you. You belong to her. Someday we will talk about this and we're just going to laugh at our silliness. And someday you'll thank me because I let you go. 

Thank you for all the memories. 

Thank you for your love. 

Thank you for making me the happiest girl in the world, although it was for a while. 

You're my first love and my first heartbreak. Hoping that this is the last time that I'm going to break my heart for someone's happiness. Because it hurts so damn much. 

I promise that I'll be happy someday so, promise me to make her happy too. Don't make her cry or else I'll punch you. Love her as I love her. Don't blame her, I am the one who makes this decision. I don't regret it after all. 

For the last time, I want to say I love you. 

I love you but we're not meant to be. 

I'm sorry. 

Thank you. 

I love you. 

Goodbye. 

-Midnight 

~~ 

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept things. 

Some of us think holding on makes us strong but sometimes it is letting go. 

When you let go, you're creating space for something better. 

All rights reserved. No part of this story may be reproduced in any form or by any electronic or mechanical means including information storage and retrieval system w without permission in writing from the publisher, except by a reviewer, who may quote brief passages in a review. 

Copyright © 2021 by Jhe Apolinario

It breaks my heart how much I love you. It hurts to love you. If I just loved you a little less - just a little - then I'd be able to move on and let go. I know that's probably what I ought to do, but I don't know-how.

Why can't you be that person for me? Why can't you let me love you? If you won't let me love you, at least let me hate you completely. I can't go on loving and hating you at the same time. The tension inside me is building, and I'm feeling like I'm about to implode.

But I know this will one day all work itself out. You will either love me, or I'll find a way to survive without you. It won't be easy. I'm not even sure it's possible to ever completely let go of you, but I have to try.

Chapter 311
 
It was okay if everyone thought she looked unhappy as long as Poliana herself felt happy. Sir Donau wanted to see her smile with joy. "It's okay for you to ignore someone's love for you. It is understandable that you want to pretend that he doesn't love you, but Sir Poliana, please do not deny the fact that someone loves you. The truth is that there was a man who loved you and there is someone right now who loves you. Please do not deny their existence."
Although it took him a long time to realize it, Sir Donau used to be in love with Poliana. Of course, he proposed to her before realizing his true feelings, and his proposal was rejected; his first love ended rather sadly and abruptly.
After marrying Vanessa and learning to love her, Sir Donau later realized that what he felt towards Poliana was really love. This was why he felt sorry for Lucius the First. There was a time when Sir Donau believed his love for Poliana would be a burden for her. Perhaps this was why it took him such a long time to realize his feelings.
Sir Donau believed in the emperor. There was no way that Lucius the First would make up such a lie to a loyal knightess; the emperor that Donau knew would never lie about something like this.
For a long time, Donau didn't even know that he was in love with Poliana. Lucius the First was different, however. The emperor was a better man and he had the courage to confess his feelings to her. Donau was on the emperor's side. He wished Lucius the First best with his love life. Donau was willing to do whatever was necessary to help the emperor.
Of course, at this point, how Poliana felt was the most important thing. Sir Donau would never pressure her into anything, but he wanted her to recognize and admit, at least, that the emperor's love was real.
"It wasn't I who was insulted, so what would be the point of you apologizing to me?"
"Gosh! What do you want from me, Donau?"
Sir Donau might have won the duel, but this still didn't mean it was enough to change Poliana's mind.
Sir Donau insisted that there were men, and was one that currently loved her. Poliana kept insisting that he was mistaken by saying the same thing. Her self-defense mechanism kicked in, and to protect herself from another disaster like with Frau Sneke, Poliana didn't want to even admit the possibility of love in her life.
Sir Donau didn't even witness how Lucius the First confessed his love for her, but he was certain that the emperor meant what he said. Sir Donau talked like he had seen the emperor's heart and knew for a fact that Lucius the First was in love with Poliana.
Finally, after arguing for a few more minutes, Sir Donau said to her, "Well, it looks like you will never apologize to yourself for depriving yourself of love, so the least you can do is to apologize to the emperor. I heard that his highness decided to cut his tour short and return to Yapa, is that right?"
"Yes, that is what I heard."
Now that he had a son, there were a lot of things Lucius the First needed to take care of. He shortened his tour immediately and was on his way back to the capital city. The emperor had always been a workaholic, so no one thought that it was strange for him to want to return as soon as possible.
"Then, we should go to Yapa too."
"What?"
Poliana flinched, clearly not wanting to return home. She ran away from that place not 10 months ago, so why would she want to return? Sir Donau insisted, "I am a little worried about leaving Gerald here, but it's not like you take care of him much, right? I assume you let the wet nurse do most of the work, which means your presence here isn't necessary. So why don't we go to Yapa and find out for sure how the emperor really feels about you."
Sir Donau was telling her to return to Yapa with no plan or a good reason. She became angry.
"Hey, this is none of your business… You aren't part of this problem…"
"Am I a nobody to you? Am I not part of your life?"
"…"
"Sis, I am not just a random person. I am your family, which is why I am here and I am insisting that we do something about this situation. His highness didn't just propose to you. He told you he loved you and you are pretending that he lied about it. You are assuming that what he feels for you is actually responsibility and pity. You can't do that, Sis. That's not fair for you or the emperor. I am telling you this because I want you to be happy."
Poliana became speechless and Sir Donau looked at her with sadness. It was obvious that his adopted sister did not believe in true love, at least not for herself. He thought angrily, 'That damn gold digger. He ruined everything.'
If Frau Sneke didn't hurt Poliana, perhaps she would've been more receptive to the emperor's love. Perhaps she would've believed in true love.
Donau continued, "I know that marrying his highness will not bring you happiness. In fact, you will end up losing a lot. You would be better off marrying someone else. But it doesn't help you to keep denying his highness's love for you. This marriage needs to happen no matter what, so won't it be better to confirm that his highness really is in love with you?"
Sir Donau put his hand on Poliana's shoulder and shook her gently. Poliana was looking confused and blank as he added, "Do you understand the significance of this?! His highness, the most beautiful and powerful man in the kingdom, confessed his love for you! Doesn't that make you feel good?"
"What is the point of me feeling good as a woman when my pride as the knight has been crushed?!"
"How does the emperor's love crush your knightly pride?"
"If what he told me is true, that means his highness saw me as a woman and not as a knight! If I was a man like you or like all the other knights, he…"
"Sis!"
Sir Donau interrupted her harshly. Poliana was making a huge mistake and he needed to stop her before she went too far.
"Sis, you are a knight! Even if someone loves you as a woman, this doesn't change the fact that you are a knight."
"But if I marry his highness, I will have to give up being the head of the Second Division. They will also confiscate my title and land…"
"That is all his highness's fault."
"What?! How dare you!"
Poliana glared at him angrily, but Sir Donau didn't look away. He continued, "The fact that you have to lose your status… It can't be helped since he is the emperor, which means it is all his fault. Think about it. If anyone else fell in love with you and married you, you wouldn't have to give up anything. For example, if Duke Luzo loved you and married you, you wouldn't have to give up being a knight. So the fact that you have to give up so much is all his highness's fault."

The handsome Emperor falls in love with a Knightess! Knightess Poliana loses to the Acreian Army and despite her struggles to survive in a male infested military, she is now about to die. But then, the young king of Acreia sees her efforts and tells her: "I have a dream, I wish to conquer the world and become an Emperor, would you like to join me?"

Hong Liu had several packages in her hand as she walks through the market, she has to get supplies of the herbs that she exhausted last night, she never knew the skill she learned from Ren on a whim of curiosity has to be used like that, it was just lucky that she knew how to medically treat someone with magic or without it.
"So you are all set to take care of him," Fate Lord Ming Zhu appeared beside her, walking.
"Yes, and don't try to stop me," Hong Liu warned.
"I won't at least for now, I won't interfere it's all going according to the script,"
"What that means?" She narrowed her eyes at him.
"I mean...he has to get his strength back as he plans to get back his son," Ming Zhu said.
"His son?" She blinked at him.
"Prince Zhong Ling, the only son of Emperor Zhong and most beloved person his life, Xian Zhen doesn't care about anything not even for his throne as much as he cared about his son,"
So there is something he loves the most in the world now? A small smile comes to her, the thought made her heart expanded a little. Then...he must miss him as he rests in her hut.
"Where is Zhong Ling?" She asked.
"Trapped by his own uncle in the palace," Ming Zhu answered.
"Will, he able to meet his son?"
"He will eventually meet his son when he succeeds to get his throne back but he won't able to get him back,"
"What do you mean?"
"It means, by the time he got his throne. His son would be completely under his uncle influence and eventually will betray Xian Zhen in future for his lust for power,"
Hong Liu heart squeezed in her chest as she thought of the possible pain, First Lord has to go through.
"Ming Zhu, you are heartless, what kind of drama are you writing? you dragged a child into this," She scoffed at him as they walk exiting the market.
"Your highness, you have wronged me its Zhong Xian Zhen's fate, to get free from his retribution. First Lord must go through the six dukkha in his mortal trial,"
Hong Liu looks at him waiting for him to elaborate. He mentioned this last time as well, six dukkha of mortal beings. She is not good at Buddist sutra.
"Six dukkha, mean, Birth, ageing, acquaintances with the one you don't love, separation from the one you do love, illness and death,"
"Birth, ageing, illness and death, I understand what are those, acquaintances with the one you don't love and the separation from the one you do love?" Hong Liu asked.
"Acquaintances with you don't love means the people you might not care about but you became responsible for, in this case, Xian Zhen marriages, the empress and eighteen royal consorts. None he loves but he is responsible for them against his wish, he wanted to get married for love but couldn't, nor he could find the one he would love the most,"
"Why don't you just write someone he could love and that someone who could love him back truly, after making him suffer this much?" Hong Liu said.
"Won't that make you jealous?" Ming Zhu raised his eyebrow, little surprised at her request.
"Why would I? I want him to be happy, if that makes him happy then why wouldn't I want it," Hong Liu said as they started to climb the hill. To her, it seems ridiculous to her the idea of jealousy if someone is happy with someone they want, it's good. In the end the person you must care about should be happy. First Lord refuses to care about anything in the celestial realm, to have come here at least he should experience those things that the universe things him to be incapable of.
Ming Zhu would never admit to this to the single soul but he is a romantic and at this moment he thought, if there was someone in this universe who deserves to be with First Lord it is Bai Hong Liu, pity he doesn't understand why First Lord insist on not letting her in but he felt when she was on the ocean of bliss palace, the place was lively like it never been it's been sixty years though the red lotus are back in the pond, it's like someone stole the breathing from First Lord palace without her and First Lord was little different too. What happened? He still couldn't understand.
"Ming Zhu, what are you thinking so hard about? Why didn't you write love in his fate?" She asked shaking him from his thought.
Ming Zhu blinked for a second he was at loss as to how to explain it to her.
"I wanted to, I even tried to but I don't know how? whoever I wrote in his trial, he never loved anybody and that's why I have written a separation and then betrayal from his son, that as it gets close to a separation from a loved one, normally there is love trial. A major heartbreak that makes people lift their faith from love,"
"Huh? I don't know what is more miserable, the fact he is separated from his son and will suffer betrayal or the fact if this didn't happen he will get his heartbroken by someone else,"
"It is a trial, it supposes to be like this, Don't mind that much," Ming Zhu said.
"Like I said you are heartless," Hong Liu scoffed.
Fate has to be heartless otherwise how will people learn. Ming Zhu thought.
Hong Liu's head was buzzing with a conversation with Ming Zhu who teleported just a few minutes before she reached her hut, Xian Zhen life will get harder and harder as time passed even after he gets his kingdom back, his own son...She shook her heart, every particle in her body wants to protect him from this pain, but... Ming Zhu's warning rings in her mind.
Don't get involved too much, this just a like a few minutes of a dream to him. He is the First Lord, it wouldn't matter to him when he gets back but if this trial goes wrong, he will get into much more deeply hurt and his essence holds the universe once, the consequences of it will have to be endured by the universe, take care of him while you can and then leave him to his fate.
How can she just let him be?


Fate Play Vol 1: Wall of Destiny.
One glance all that took for Bai Hong Liu to fall for the most powerful man in the Universe, little did she knew their fate ties were served a long time ago even before she was born.
Thrown into the trial while the threat of Ghost Emperor over the universe she got the chance to love the man she always wanted but at a hefty price, She has got just three years and then she has to break his heart, would she take it?

Fate Play Vol: 2 Twist of Fate

Three hundred years later, Now Queen Bai Hong Liu had returned to Nine Heavens, where she left her heart all those years ago for her Beloved Aunts Wedding and she had all the intention to stay away from certain silver-haired diety and his stone eyes that threaten to pierce her soul. She already gives up everything for him, she had lost in hopes that she could change their fate but what she could if the ancient deity refuses to fight for them but little did she know, the Former Master of the Universe have to trick up his sleeves and he has no plan of letting her go. The ties of their fate are revealed and torn open. Leaving Equally satisfying and Heartbreaking Conclusion of their twisted fate.

A forbidden love story like no other.....

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In a novel, Eve was the first person who's created by God. A girl with a white hair, red eyes, rosy lips, fair skin, and having a face of a goddess that can't be compared by the Goddess Persephone.

Azareth, the creator cried in joy. Finally, a perfect human is created. That was he thought... As Eve was brought down into the world, Deluvio, The God of Envy, cursed her to be emotionless.

As perfect as the outside, the inside is empty like a jar. As Azareth heard the news, he became desperate to lift the cursed, but none of them would work.

Being unable to retrieve Eve's personality, he created humans that can replace Eve. But none of them was perfect as his first creation. As Eve grows up, she was loved by all people.

But Eve don't even know what those gestures mean. As Azareth watch her from above, he believe that love can lift the curse.

And so, he decided to talk to her through dreams and asked her what love means. He thought that if she can answer it, Deluvio's curse will disappear, but Eve  doesn't know the answer.

In disappointment, Azareth cursed her immortality. Eve can't die. Unless, she finds the answer.

Being tired of her life, Eve decided to commit suicide, but reincarnated as a child, with the same hair, same eyes, and same personality.

As she keeps commiting suicide, her life keeps recycling. With that, she wants to find the answer. Travelling to many destination, she ended up being a female guard on a wealthy family.

She witnessed all her master's death and keeps on serving the lineage of Svesta. From being a guard, she became the head butler who's skilled at swordsmanship and politics.

Every burial of her master's death, Azareth will come down to ask her what love means, but still, she can't find the answer. Because in the first place, she doesn't even know what is the sign of LOVE or when will you know that it was LOVE?

"If Eve is having trouble then I will help!" Eve looks at her young lady as she pats her head. "The lady is too young to understand. But if you wish to help me, then grow-up quickly." After all, Eve wanted to die already.

She hurted and suffered herself too much by commiting suicide. Been betrayed by the people she trusted back then.

"What age is it?" In other side, the Young Lady is naturally a 25-years-old girl who's been reading the novel of EVE'S WISH. She wanted to help her by any means.

And one day, she found herself being the lady of Svesta. At first, it was like a dream that come into life. But then it was her wish from a shooting star.

She wished to help Eve and to find the answer to the question. How can a working lady like her knows the answer if she didn't experience it in the first place?

"When the lady turns 18. Then you can help me. That's the age of your adult stage Milady." Luna is determined. She will help Eve.

"Pinky Promise?!" In order to gain Eve's trust, she needs to act in her age. "Yes, Lady Svesta." Although Luna wants to see her smile, Eve's dull face is also fine to her.

"Let's make memories alright?" Even Luna's sweet smile can't strike the heart of Emotionless Eve.

"Until the Lady dies." Luna remember that Eve is just like her. She become emotionless after being hurt too many times. Been betrayed by her fiancé and abandoned by her family.

But now, she got it all, the wealth, the freedom, an immortal butler, and a life she wished she had back then.

'This time I will live my life.' Luna smiles as she held her Idol's hands. "I'm hungry! Let's eat! Let's eat!"

"As Milady wishes." Eve can't smile, laugh, cry, or feel angry. And that's on being a cursed creation of Azareth. If Eve could only feel those emotions, then she...

Could've been a normal person who will die as a normal creation of Azareth..

In a novel, Eve was the first person who's created by God. A girl with a white hair, red eyes, rosy lips, fair skin, and having a face of a goddess that can't be compared by the Goddess Persephone.

Azareth, the creator cried in joy. Finally, a perfect human is created. That was he thought... As Eve was brought down into the world, Deluvio, The God of Envy, cursed her to be emotionless.

As perfect as the outside, the inside is empty like a jar. As Azareth heard the news, he became desperate to lift the cursed, but none of them would work.

Being unable to retrieve Eve's personality, he created humans that can replace Eve. But none of them was perfect as his first creation. As Eve grows up, she was loved by all people.

But Eve don't even know what those gestures mean. As Azareth watch her from above, he believe that love can lift the curse.

And so, he decided to talk to her through dreams and asked her what love means. He thought that if she can answer it, Deluvio's curse will disappear, but Eve  doesn't know the answer.

In disappointment, Azareth cursed her immortality. Eve can't die. Unless, she finds the answer.

Being tired of her life, Eve decided to commit suicide, but reincarnated as a child, with the same hair, same eyes, and same personality.

As she keeps commiting suicide, her life keeps recycling. With that, she wants to find the answer. Travelling to many destination, she ended up being a female guard on a wealthy family.

She witnessed all her master's death and keeps on serving the lineage of Svesta. From being a guard, she became the head butler who's skilled at swordsmanship and politics.

Every burial of her master's death, Azareth will come down to ask her what love means, but still, she can't find the answer. Because in the first place, she doesn't even know what is the sign of LOVE or when will you know that it was LOVE?

"If Eve is having trouble then I will help!" Eve looks at her young lady as she pats her head. "The lady is too young to understand. But if you wish to help me, then grow-up quickly." After all, Eve wanted to die already.

She hurted and suffered herself too much by commiting suicide. Been betrayed by the people she trusted back then.

"What age is it?" In other side, the Young Lady is naturally a 25-years-old girl who's been reading the novel of EVE'S WISH. She wanted to help her by any means.

And one day, she found herself being the lady of Svesta. At first, it was like a dream that come into life. But then it was her wish from a shooting star.

She wished to help Eve and to find the answer to the question. How can a working lady like her knows the answer if she didn't experience it in the first place?

"When the lady turns 18. Then you can help me. That's the age of your adult stage Milady." Luna is determined. She will help Eve.

"Pinky Promise?!" In order to gain Eve's trust, she needs to act in her age. "Yes, Lady Svesta." Although Luna wants to see her smile, Eve's dull face is also fine to her.

"Let's make memories alright?" Even Luna's sweet smile can't strike the heart of Emotionless Eve.

"Until the Lady dies." Luna remember that Eve is just like her. She become emotionless after being hurt too many times. Been betrayed by her fiancé and abandoned by her family.

But now, she got it all, the wealth, the freedom, an immortal butler, and a life she wished she had back then.

'This time I will live my life.' Luna smiles as she held her Idol's hands. "I'm hungry! Let's eat! Let's eat!"

"As Milady wishes." Eve can't smile, laugh, cry, or feel angry. And that's on being a cursed creation of Azareth. If Eve could only feel those emotions, then she...

Could've been a normal person who will die as a normal creation of Azareth.

In a novel, Eve was the first person who's created by God. A girl with a white hair, red eyes, rosy lips, fair skin, and having a face of a goddess that can't be compared by the Goddess Persephone.

Azareth, the creator cried in joy. Finally, a perfect human is created. That was he thought... As Eve was brought down into the world, Deluvio, The God of Envy, cursed her to be emotionless.

As perfect as the outside, the inside is empty like a jar. As Azareth heard the news, he became desperate to lift the cursed, but none of them would work.

Being unable to retrieve Eve's personality, he created humans that can replace Eve. But none of them was perfect as his first creation. As Eve grows up, she was loved by all people.

But Eve don't even know what those gestures mean. As Azareth watch her from above, he believe that love can lift the curse.

And so, he decided to talk to her through dreams and asked her what love means. He thought that if she can answer it, Deluvio's curse will disappear, but Eve  doesn't know the answer.

In disappointment, Azareth cursed her immortality. Eve can't die. Unless, she finds the answer.

Just as a parents contribute to the grouth of a child, so too do  parents contribute to the formation of a family. Even if a family is formed with people close to us, that family survives only with the love of our heart.

All parents want to build a happy family. but some family cannot bring this happiness in a hundred attempts. Happiness seems to be a curse for their family.

Some families look from the outside and five look like normal families, but on the inside their appearance looks like e terrible one.

Family is a hope based on witch we live and fulfil our dreams for them. We build our new life against their will. In some families it can be said that their is no love Between them. Someone is so busy in his life that he can't give time to his family. The fact that family is the greatest means of love is still unknown to many.

The family is not just some people together. The family is to share the joys and sorrows Between them. standing next to them. Give them time. Giving importance to their wishes.

There are many of us who have do not have families. And even if we have that family, we don't care about that family. Trust love can be found only thought loving one's family.

So, the first role as a chid's first means of love is his own family. 






I want to share some experiences of my life. Witch i have seen in this short time of my life.

 That's great. I love cats." Yamano smiled.

" It means that your wife will be a nekogirl." Sarah rubbed Yamano's back.

" But, Sarah-neechan. Are you sure about this?? The first time I stepped my foot in this place, I saw a lot of monster-girl like dragon-girl, werewolf, lamia and no nekogirls. I think the orbs is broken." Yamano told Sarah.

" The orbs never lie. That's what I said. Let's go!!. To the Nekogirl Selection Room." Sarah pointed the ceiling.

" What are you pointing at, Sarah-neechan??" asked Yamano.

" Nothing. I just feel excited. Let's go." said the little girl in the lab coat.

Sarah took Yamano to the Nekogirl Selection Room. When they arrived, Sarah took a device from the staff that guards the front door. Yamano's hand is shaking because he is about to meet the love of his life that will change his life forever but...human cannot escape from the feeling of doubt in their heart.

I don't know about this. Love at first sight can be quite troublesome. All of our friends said love at first sight can end a relationship so fast. Maybe *we should quit. We don't want to hurt our heart anymore. The pain is  unbearable to us.

Everything can happen. This is the only chance for us to change our life. Yes, the pain is unbearable but, at least we tried. Hope is still there. Come on, Yamano Yusuri. She's waiting for you, just behind the door.

Yamano stared blankly at the floor. Sarah is holding a device that look like a watch.

" Still feeling troubled in your mind??" Sarah said.

" I don't know. Reality can be quite cruel sometimes. I don't want to injure my heart anymore." Yamano sighed.

" Alrighty then. Yamano-kun. Look what I got for you." Sarah showed the device.

" What's this??" asked Yamano.

" This is a Love Seeker. This watch can help you find the nekogirl that will become your future wife. Just look at the monitor." Sarah pointed the moniter to Yamano.

Yamano noticed a heart shape symbol on the monitor but the heart symbol that not connected. The heart is been split into half.

" That's strange. There's a heart symbol in the middle of the watch but it's been cut into half." Yamano noticed.

" Yes, it is. Hear me out. This is important. When the heart symbol is starting to blink, it means that there's a nekogirl nearby that wants to meet you. Try to spend your time with her as long as you can. While you doing that, check the Love Seeker. Now this is the function of the first half of the heart. If the left side of the heart starting to light up, the nekogirl is starting to like you and then, check the other half, it represents if you like the nekogirl or not. If both sides of the heart symbol lights up and turn pink, that means that she chose you as her boyfriend unless...." Sarah wondered about something.

" Unless what??" asked Yamano.

" There's a very rare moment where the Love Seeker turn bright red."  Sarah looked at Yamano.

" So??" Yamano confused.

" If the Love Seeker turns bright red, you and the nekogirl will get marry on the spot. The Love Seeker can sense the close relationship between you two that will make both of you fall in love and will stay together as husband and wife until the end of the world." Sarah explained to Yamano.

" How is that even possible??" Yamano still confused.

" Yes, you will marry the monster-girl on the spot. Monster-girl took many form. Some of them look like a little girl, like me. Some them look like young teenagers. Some of them are totally adult. Trust me, despite of their appearance, they already reach the right age to get marry with someone." Sarah explained to Yamano.

" Get married. I don't know if I'm ready or not.." Yamano told Sarah.

Sarah caressed Yamano's cheeck.

" Just go. One more thing, remember. Do not approach the nekogirl. Just let them come to you. After that, just do what I told you." Sarah told Yamano to hurry.

Yamano closed his eyes, take a deep breath and ready to change his life forever.

" I'm ready." Yamano determined.

" Good luck, Yamano-kun. I'm counting on you. Go get her." Sarah felt excited.

At first, Yamano hesitate to open the door but he gather all of his strength to open the door. Finally, he opens the door and enter the Nekogirl Selection Room.

" He grew up so fast. Yamano-kun, please. I really hope that you make the right choice." Sarah wiped the tears on her eyes.

Back to Yamano, when he is in the room. It's not a room. It's a valley full with nekogirl. There's still human that spending their time with random nekogirl.

" This is going to be easy, right??" Yamano talked to himself.

He approached a group of young nekogirl, maybe 20-25 years old that wandering around the valley.

" Excuse me." Yamano asked.

The nekogirl group starting to walk away from Yamano and starting to run away from Yamano but they didn't scared. They just laugh like they invite Yamano to play tag.

" Human. Come play tag with us. If you catch us, you can spend your time with us." one of the nekogirl said gleefully.

" This is going to be excited, nyan" added the nekogirl.

They ran away from Yamano.Yamano knew that he cannot play tag because his stamina is below average.

" Wait! Don't run! I was born with weak lungs." Yamano told them to stop.

Yamano just look at the nekogirl group ran away from him. Yamano gave up as he don't want to chase the girls. Yamano noticed that the Love Seeker is blinking, which means that a nekogirl is searching for a companion.Suddenly, a long blue hair nekogirl walks towards Yamano.

" Hello. Nice to meet you." said the random nekogirl.

" Nice to meet....you too. My name is...Yamano Yusuri. ( Wait.Why am I nervous??)" Yamano talked to himself.

" I believe that you're trying to find your soulmate, right??" the nekogirl said.

" Actually, yes." Yamano still nervous.

" Maybe I'm the one who you looking for. Shall we try it first??" the nekogirl said.

" I'm sorry. I don't know what to do first." Yamano replied.

" Try patting my head first. Nekogirl loves headpats." the nekogirl told Yamano.

Yamano slowly put his hand on the nekogirl's head. She seems to enjoy it as she purrs.

" That feels so good. The warmth on your hand makes me feel so cozy." The nekogirl praised Yamano.

" Thank you. Wow. I kinda like this." Yamano continue to pat the nekogirl.

Yamano take a quick look at the Love Seeker. The left side of the heart is shining but not the right. That means that the nekogirl isn't the one Yamano is looking for.

" The Love Seeker...." Yamano said with a slow voice.

She saw the Love Seeker on Yamano's wrist.

" It's okay. The Love Seeker never lies. I hope that you will find the right nekogirl." the nekogirl is actually sad.

" Please. I'm so sorry." Yamano apologised.

She quickly ran away from Yamano because she don't want him to be sad and feeling guilty.

Yamano continue to find the next nekogirl he can find. All of his attempts are fail because the right side of the Love Seeker is dark. Finally, Yamano saw a tree on top of a hill. Yamano decided to rest for a couple of minute under the shady tree.

" I'm so tired. I need to rest now. Woah, Sarah-neechan didn't say that this is going to be easy." Yamano talked to himself.

Yamano closed his eyes and sleep. The wind in the room is warm, enough to make Yamano fell asleep so quickly. Fifteen minutes later, Yamano is ready to searching his soulmate.

" Okay. It's time to go now." Yamano is ready to go.

Suddenly, he cannot sit because he can feel that someone is sleeping on top of Yamano.

" That's weird. I cannot sit down and why is my shirt feel so wet??" Yamano wondered.

She's resting her head on Yamano's chest.

" Excuse me. Please wake up." Yamano politely woke the nekogirl up.

The nekogirl begin to make a purring sound.

Yamano wiped his eyes to look at the nekogirl. She has short, light purple hair. Her cat ears and tails are light purple but a little bit light from her hair does. She wears a pink  jacket with white furs around the neck line on the outside and black and grey striped shirt on the inside. She also wear a short jeans with black thigh-high socks. On her feet, she wear a pair of pink sneakers.

Yamano blushed.

" She look so beautiful."  Yamano's cheek turns red.

The nekogirl starting to wake up. She slowly blinks at Yamano.

" Nyaaa~~" she yawned.

" Can you please move aside?? It's heavy down here." Yamano told the nekogirl.

She slowly move aside. Yamano sits down beside the nekogirl.

It is kinda awkward to start a conversation with her. Yamano isn't much of a talker. He carefully look at the nekogirl's sleepy face.

" I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to sleep here. I felt so tired that I dozed off here. Can I ask you what are you doing here?" asked Yamano.

She's kinda look shy to reply Yamano's question as Yamano can see that she's struggles to speak with her body shaken. He's hoping for a reply but this, Yamano didn't see this coming.

" Nyaa?? Nyan nyaa nya nyaaaa nyaan....." she replied.

" You like to rest here?? Under this shady tree??" Yamano replied.

Suddenly, both of them completely shocked. Yamano doesn't realized what he just did. The nekogirl starting to cry..

" Oh no. Why are you crying? I didn't do anything to you. Hey! Stop it!" Yamano panicked.

The nekogirl cry with.... joyful tears from her eyes.

" What's going on here? I'm confused?" Yamano stuttered.

The nekogirl suddenly hug Yamano tightly and never let him go. Yamano was suprised but Yamano knew that maybe, she is the one he is looking for.

" Nyaaa, nya nyaa nyaan nyaaan." she cried.

" Of course I can understand what you're trying to say. I don't know how I did it." Yamano rubbed the nekogirl's back.

She slowly released Yamano from her hug. Yamano used his finger to wipe her tears that flows on the nekogirl's soft cheek.

" Can I ask you a question?? What is your name??" asked Yamano.

" Nya nyaaa nyaa nyaan nyan nyaaaan." That's what she said.

" Your name is in the necklace you wore??" Yamano wondered.

She pulls out the necklace on her black and grey striped shirt. That necklace is small but enough to put a small piece of paper that contains her very own name.

" May I??" Yamano asked her permission.

The nekogirl nodded with a cheerful smile. Yamano slowly opens the necklace.

" Your name is...Miko?? That's a wonderful name." Yamano smiled.

And again, she smiled.

...Oh fate. Please, I don't want to let her go. When I looked at her, she somehow filling the emptiness inside me. Her smile able to melt my frozen heart that already been stomped by loneliness. Her beauty made my heart swim to the surface after been drowned and been dragged down to the deepest part of the ocean. If only I can live with her. I promise that I will continue to live my own life and make her life a happy one. If only you give me a chance. Please. I don't to be alone anymore....

Yamano closed his eyes and hope for the best. His only fate depends on the Love Seeker. If the Love Seeker didn't light up, only God knows what Yamano will do. Yamano opens his eyes and look at the Love Seeker.

The Love Seeker is starting to light up. Yamano and Miko saw the heart symbol connected in front of their very own eyes. Suddenly, the heart symbol is starting to turn bright red colour. It's a miracle. Yamano's prayers has been answered. Yamano and Miko are officially a married couple....

Ignoring the surrondings, Yamano quickly carried Miko princess style.

" Nyaa?!?!" Miko suprised.

" Let's go meet Sarah-neechan, okay??" Yamano carried Miko.

Miko nodded. Yamano carried Miko without looking back. As they walk to the main entrance of the selection room, there's a few nekogirl congratulate Yamano and Miko.

"Congratulations, Miko-neechan!!"

" Please take care of Miko-neechan for us."

" Be sure to hug her everyday. She love to hug and been hugged."

Yamano nodded. While Yamano carried Miko, she caressed Yamano's cheeck and blushed heavily. For a short hair nekogirl, Miko is a beauty. Yamano look at Miko with all of his heart.

..." Thank you for saving me and my lonely heart. I will give you, I will love you with all of my heart till the end of the world."...

Miko nodded with a lovely smile on her cute face.

" Nyaan Nyaan❤❤" Miko made a cute face while making a cat hand gesture.

[ TO BE CONTINUE ]

Life can be hard that does not mean that it can be hard to the end. Life can also give someone a sweet memory to remember for.

Yamano Yusuri is a young man who struggles to live in Human World and believes that he did not belong to the world itself. As he is about to end his miserable life, a group of soldiers kidnapped him and bring him to the alternate world full of monster-girl. One of them told Yamano that he deserves a second chance by building a new life in this world. 

Soon, Yamano falls in love with a beautiful young woman named Miko with complex body parts which are a pair of cat ears and a cat tail.

Follow the journey of sweet and romantic memory of Yamano, who believes that there is a part of his life has been erased. In this story too, we will know a lost fragment of Yamano's life that may have been erased and reveal a true reason why he ends up in the Human World in the first place.

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