I will upload short story in batch, so previous priv chapter in August then can be accessed without buying priv. I'll upload them on the 5th at the latest
adding bc the notes can't contain more words ;short story will be about alternate universe. Where the Winchens are from the vampire noble household.They're not childhood friends, but they met once when they were kids and interact a little.If you want to see Ezra's personality without trauma then this one would be good to read as this would be fast paced, bc again, short story.this wont affect the main story, so it okay to not read the short story(Once again, thank you to the readers who have supported Cantilever <3)Also pls read Egotistic.Yeah, it's a slowburn one, and if u want to see similar couple who makes you scratch your head in frustration 'CAN THEY JUST TALK?!' Logan and Niel would be perfect lolfast paced one would be the vol. 1 and vol . 3I love writing a character like Suga.
one ending, this is what on Raphael's mind after the alcohol incident, and if Ezra didn't willingly come to him, he might do this. fortunately, Ezra came to him
Yeah, after this part there are like epilogue, special chapters, short stories, and side stories— finally end
dont worry it's not a spoiler, just pointing out his personalities. I always like top who looks like they're a walking green flag (but secretly hiding their dark nature so well)
lol I love this comment, Raphael also wanted to hit him 🤣 but he knew why Ezra acted that way. His head full of strange negative voices that made sure he would never find peace, as I mentioned, our Ezra has psychosis and suicidal, he would learn to ignore the voices in his journey to heal.
yeah it's kinda long (but dw it wont be that long!) I want Ezra to think about himself as a person that deserves to live, him constantly having a survivor guilt hinder his ability to think about his own happiness, I dont want to rush it when he's still unstable 👍🏻 i hope you will follow his journey to heal and love
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original [BL] EGOTISTIC
[18+, nsfw, mature content, sensitive content] After the death of his parents in a car accident, Akagi Suga sold his parents' house and moved to another area. He raised his younger brother alone, their life didn't go smoothly but at least as long as Suga lived with his younger brother, their life was always pleasant. Until finally people from IHPS (International Human Protection Squad) approached him, making Akagi Suga remember again that his father was a former instructor of that special forces. He didn't want to get involved with people from an organization created by elites under the guise of ‘military’, an organization filled with crazy people, but when Nakajima Yuki, his childhood friend asked Suga to join IHPS, at first Suga refused, however— "It wasn't an accident, both your parents were killed." He already had this suspicion for a long time. 'Will going to IHPS make it easier for me to find out which organization killed my parents?' And why did a madman named Zion Hughes always make it difficult for him to find out about the organization? (ps ; I won't give warning for adult scenes iykwim, I will give warning if there's sensitive content)146 Chs 747 Sammlungen
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[BL] LAST BASTION
"I know where your little sister is. She's still alive." The blue-eyed man casually said. Hearing this, Sorn felt his anger rise, clenching his fists to restrain himself from hitting the man, who seemed relentless in maintaining his annoying smile. "What are you trying to get from me, to admit something unbelievable? Selena is dead! I witnessed her death with my own eyes!" ... Hoping to believe the man's words, even though they sounded like nonsense, something that tugged on his vulnerability, Sorn agreed to join the nameless independent survival group led by a strange man. Ralf, a mysterious man immune to the zombie virus, someone with unique abilities that sometimes made Sorn think he was not human. The more he interacted with the man, the more confusing things became for Sorn. He was reluctant to admit that being friends with him wasn't entirely unpleasant. Eventually, when Ralf revealed his past, Sorn became more convinced that meeting his sister was a goal worth pursuing. Even so, he couldn't truly believe that his sister was still alive, as Ralf claimed. The memory of watching her get eaten by a horde of zombies was still fresh in his mind. "I promise I'll bring your sister back. Before your birthday next year comes, you'll see her right in front of you. Will you trust me?" Sorn's chest felt warm and oddly fluttery, he simply nodded, trusting the man in silence—though it was very difficult to say so verbally.17 Chs 36 Sammlungen
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Thank you for the support! Kindly check my other work ‘EGOTISTIC’ [EXPLICIT 18+, nsfw, mature content] ‘No one can predict where life will take you or which direction your boat will sail. Despite the carefully crafted plans for a smooth journey, you'll never know what might happen along the way’ Ezra, a young man who decided to end his life due to depression and long unhealed trauma, suddenly woke up back in a familiar place, he opened his eyes wide, having a hard time processing what had just happened. He was dead, 100% sure, so why he woke up again to his life in two years ago? Anxiety and doubt mixed together to create fear within his chest, not to mention that there were so many things that were constantly changing, some things that were happening were so different from his previous life. Especially with his childhood friend— Raphael. He realized the hungry eyes the man was giving him, he had never paid much attention to it in his previous life but now—the way Raphael was looking at him with greed and adoration—Things were getting more and more complicated. "Which one is the truth?" Should Ezra take this chance to fix his past? Or should he remain drowned in guilt over his trauma? [Note : I wont give a warning for the 18+ scene, I will give a warning for a sensitive content]151 Chs 1.1k Sammlungen
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[BL] Red on The Tip of Your Tongue
(18+, slow burn, nsfw, trigger warning) ‘It's my sin.’ ‘It's not my sin.’ The constant words in his head made Lucian bang his head against the wall, trying to make the sound disappear. However, when he looked down, he saw red on his hand. — Lucian was the son of Earl Jake Gifford, his father was caught being involved in a corruption and murder case. However, no one knew that Lucian was also involved in that sin, which he never wanted to commit. He always denied the thought, 'It's not my sin.' muttering it over and over like a broken record. Fate seemed to spit in his face when he met an alpha male, Marquess Gerald Warrick, the son of the person Jake Gifford had killed. What will happen after this? Can Lucian get a happy ending to his life which always leads to a bad ending? Since he was little, he wanted a happy ending just like the favorite book he often read. Does he still have a chance? Lucian thought, he didn't deserve that— at all.11 Chs 52 Sammlungen
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[BL] UNTAINTED BOND
cw : omegaverse, nsfw, adult ‘If your father is cruel I will save you when I become an adult.' He said, puffing out his chest. ‘When I grow up I will be stronger than you as a wolf.’ He added and they both laughed. He smiled ‘I will wait for you, may I know your name?’ ‘I am the strongest and scariest wolf in this forest, Adam Reyns!’ ‘Adam,' He quietly mumbled his name. The two of them linked their pinkies, an innocent covenant of the two little boys.20 Chs 217 Sammlungen
As BL enjoyer I know that book! it's one of the best one with military theme, but the only thing similar is just a special force theme (cliche mainstream rowdy military men and psycho semes lol). I wrote this before I know that, and as someone who also loves mafias, action themed, military BL's I can understand the familiarity with the story although, don't worry, this is my original ideas (previously an idea of fanfiction for my fav ship inspired by japanese bl manga) hopefully you can see the absolute difference as you continue to read more
[BL] EGOTISTIC
LGBT+ · chacantsleep