what do I desire, love or revenge

I am Sama betrayed and trampled upon by the world.i Gu Leng have suffered all my life now I say no more .I have given a second life I won't waste it I will wipe out every hypocritical people I know .I will never once again succumb to emotions.i will never again believe In friendship and love. read the journey of Gu Leng will he truly never love again or will be succumb to fate.