It's a long story. And, I have got a lot of time to tell you that, as I was just told that my so-called soon-to-be husband is going to be late for our marriage. I honestly hope, he never gets to be here. Whatever let's continue with the story am so tired of thinking about my marriage with him.
When I was in high school, I was so confused as I was not thinking about girls the way I should be. I was not in any "only boy's schools". It's not like I never met any girl or be with them. But I just never felt anything.
All of my friends were dating by that time. And I never even look at girls with lust in my eyes like my friends always do during our PT classes. They never fail to notice me at times like this as they don't want to let any chance slide to tease me. Maybe friends are like this or not donno! They teased me always saying that I am not normal and all that. They also called me fag! And so on, I don't want to even mention.
I just used to ignore them. And confined myself within my four walls. I tried to make me know,
"You are just too busy for all this. You only do study that's why you don't feel the necessity of doing or thinking of such things That's all nothing else. With the time every thing will be alright."
Now, I know how wrong I was back then. Maybe cause I was in a homophobic society where thinking of same gender relation is considered a big crime and the whole society will run after you. That freak me out to think about same gender relationship and I was just not into girls. May be, to be honest I still don't know.
But I am very much thankful to my two best friends, Aom and Sud. They helped me a lot to come out of the closet and they tried to know about me. Comfort me, help me. To be honest, I only have this two people in my life whom I can call my friends. Despite being in the same society, they never judged me or still they don't do so. And the funniest part is that one of them was my girlfriend or maybe still is. I don't know. Embarrassing right?
I still remember the day, when the three of us become friends for the life time. It was the final competition day to become 'The King' and 'The Queen' of the year. I was ever interested in this kind of useless competitions but I was forced to join by my teachers. But I am very much thankful to them. Cause, if not for them, we would have never meet and I would have to spend my whole school life along.
Whatever, Me, Sud and Tony were competing for "The King" title while Aom, Sam and Mimi were competing for "The Queen" title. We needed to prepare for our individual performance separately but as for the training all of us like 10 girls and 10 boys needed to be together day and night. This is where I meet both of them. They catch my attention in the first place. Sud is a totally carefree guy. He is challenging to the world, always fights against each and every wrong rules, which I observed during our first session with seniors and I liked that. The only thing that I didn't like about him is that he is so talkative the total opposite of me. We were given the same room for this training period.
I was the first one to enter the room. The room was good, big and there was two single beds and a Chinese table that was separating them. I took the bed on right side and put my languages beside my bed.
I was just laying down on the bed and didn't know when I fall into sleep. I suddenly heard someone walking or can be said soft footing in the room. I opened my eyes and saw him. He was so considerate about me, I was sleeping and he didn't literally make any noise. I like that thing. He took the initiative to talk to me!
"Hey! Am so sorry man. I disturbed your sleep."
"No worries, I was not in deep sleep. It was nothing."
"I am Sud. Nice to meet you."
"Aaron. Nice to meet you too."
"Oh! You are English? I though... Nevermind! Local here?"
"Yes! I am local here. And you?"
"I am from Thailand. Looking forward for your guidance to explore this place."
"What a coincidence I am half Thai!"
"See! I thought that, when I first saw you!"
"How did you know that?"
"It's a secret! Not goona tell you!"
"——"
"Don't pout, lol. It's getting late. You go to bed. I will take a shower first."
"Good Night!"
He went to the bathroom for a shower and I again lay down on the bed. I really don't want to talk to him anymore. Acting like he knows everything. I hate that s**t. I didn't know when he came into the room again. I woke up early in the morning and saw him sleeping. I went to freshen up and then was preparing to go for a morning walk when he woke up and asked if he could join me. I said okay as I don't want to get my old anti-social tag on my first day here, and he was ready in just 5 mins! What a fast worker! After walking for a hour we both went for our breakfast.
We both entered the training room together and found that we were going to be paired up with girls for the last performance. So, I and Aom, Sud and was was paired up. Aom came to me and said 'Hello!" I also replied her.
I heard Sud saying near my ears, "Bruh, She is so beautiful. You are lucky. You both goona win."
I just show him a punch! He loudly said "I will leave you both alone for now."
At first I didn't like Aom. I thought she was moody and have so much ego. But as saying goes, 'Never judge a book by its cover.' She was not like that. She was friendly, easy to go, and talkative.
We trained for about 6 hours together. And our daily routine was quite similar for the rest of 9 days. But we four become gradually close.
"We don't need any reason to be friend with someone. Just you need to open up a little bit!'