She embraced herself as she hurried back to the bathroom for another quick wash.
Yet, even though she was happy staying at the hotel, she knew she needed an even quieter place to understand the heaviness in her heart. Emma placed her hand on her chest and closed her eyes as she tried to silence the voice deep within:
"Emma let it! Let it go! I said let it go already. It wasn't your fault. How were you supposed to know"?
Tears trailed down Emma's cheeks as she hurried to get her phone that was lying on the bed. She looked at it with blurry eyes and said:
"I swear I am going to get over this. Even if it's the last thing that I will do. I will return to my normal self. The happy go lucky party girl Emma."