Baron Kevin had been there for her for so many occasions yet Lady Melissa couldn't even be there for him even ONCE.
Lady Melissa loved Baron Kevin, but the fact that she didn't even try to protect him? That she simply stayed on the ground in silence?
Almost as if she was anticipating his death to happen.
That was what one part of Lady Melissa's brain thought, it was making her feel more shitty about the whole situation.
The other part of Lady Melissa's head was telling about how she was a murderer, and how she wasn't any better than the man she had killed.
That there was no difference between her and the man, to some extent, was true.
Lady Melissa just felt so guilty about the whole thing, and if she could just have a second chance she would've never done it.