Chapter 196: D.O.N.E

"Please—Lo—Beatrix. Just give me one more chance. I miss you—fuck I miss you so much I don't know how I have been able to go on for so long without you. 

You're all I see anytime I close my eyes. Everything reminds me of you."

A sob ripped from her throat as he continued.

"Well you wanna know what I see every time I closed my eyes?!" She bellowed.

"I ask myself if every good memories I had with you guys were even real or you were tolerating my annoying presence just to get your fucking revenge! 

I have to question if all the I love you, your beautiful compliments were real! I have to question my worth every second because how could a miserable person like me deserve such a fulfilling love. Well now I know better."

She brushed the tears from her cheeks, but they fell too fast for her to make much of a dent. 

"Two fucking guys. How could I have been so stupid. No wonder you all agreed to share me."