Chapter 15:
The following day, Emily couldn't shake the tension of the night before. Her moments with Max in the haunted house ride had stirred something she couldn't ignore. And Oliver's words lingered uncomfortably, a reminder of unresolved feelings she didn't want to face. She needed a break, but campus life rarely provided room to escape.
It was Sarah who found her first, waving her over as she sat by herself in the corner of the library. "Hey, stranger," Sarah said, dropping into the seat next to her with a grin. "Long time, no chat. So… last night?"
Emily sighed, closing her book. "It was a lot. Honestly, I'm still trying to process."
Sarah gave her a knowing look. "You and Max, right? You two are like magnets, and not in the shy way you usually are around guys. I can see it, Em."
Emily's cheeks warmed. "He's just… different. But he keeps holding himself back."
Sarah shrugged. "Maybe he just needs a nudge. Or maybe you do. You're both so careful around each other it's like watching a dance in slow motion." She paused, looking thoughtfully at Emily. "And Oliver? I noticed you looked a little on edge when you were with him."
Emily nodded. "Yeah. It's complicated. He's… I think he's hoping there's still something between us, even though I know I don't feel that way."
"Then you need to make that clear to him," Sarah said firmly. "You shouldn't be holding onto something you don't feel."
Emily nodded, feeling the weight of Sarah's words. She knew she needed to face Oliver, but the thought of it made her stomach turn.
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An Unexpected Encounter
Later that evening, Emily found herself wandering the campus grounds, hoping to clear her head. She didn't expect to run into anyone, especially not Oliver, but as she rounded a quiet corner near the art building, there he was, seemingly waiting for her.
"Emily," he called softly, his eyes shadowed in the dim light. "Can we talk?"
She bit her lip, wishing she could avoid this conversation but knowing she couldn't put it off any longer. "Sure, Oliver," she replied, keeping her voice calm. "What's on your mind?"
He shifted, looking down as though gathering his thoughts. "I know things have been strange between us, and I feel like I owe it to you to be honest. Seeing you again… it made me realize how much I've missed you."
"Oliver, I—"
"Wait, just let me finish," he interrupted, his tone urgent. "I know things didn't work out back then, but I always felt like I was never given a fair shot. I kept thinking if I'd had more time, I could have shown you the real me."
Emily looked at him, feeling a pang of sympathy but also a stronger resolve. "Oliver, it's not about not giving you a chance. I've changed, and I know what I feel—or don't feel—for you. I care about you as a friend, but I can't give you more than that."
His face darkened, hurt flashing in his eyes. "You're so sure, even after everything?"
Emily nodded, her voice soft but steady. "Yes. I'm sorry, Oliver, but I can't force feelings that aren't there."
He took a step back, crossing his arms. "So it's Max, then, isn't it?"
Emily's heart pounded. "This isn't about anyone else. It's about me, and how I feel."
For a moment, he looked as if he wanted to argue, but then he sighed, defeated. "I just… I don't understand." He turned away, walking back into the shadows, and left her standing there, feeling the weight of the conversation settle heavily on her shoulders.
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A Late-Night Message
After parting ways with Oliver, Emily walked slowly back to her dorm, feeling emotionally drained. She checked her phone, not expecting any messages but finding one from Max. Her heart skipped a beat.
Max: Hey, I know it's late, but if you're awake, I'd love to talk.
Emily hesitated for only a moment before typing back, Yeah, I'm awake. Do you want to meet up?
Max: Actually, would you mind if I just called?
She was surprised—Max rarely called. But before she could overthink it, her phone buzzed in her hand, and his name appeared on the screen.
"Hey," she answered, trying to keep her voice steady despite the flutter in her stomach.
"Hey, Emily," Max said, his voice low. "I, uh, wanted to thank you… for yesterday. That ride meant a lot to me."
Emily smiled, her heart softening. "It meant a lot to me, too."
There was a pause on the other end, and she could hear him take a deep breath. "I feel like there's so much I want to say to you, but whenever I get close, I freeze up. Like something's holding me back, even though I don't want it to."
"I get that," Emily replied softly. "But you don't have to rush. I'm here… I'm not going anywhere."
Another silence settled between them, but this time it felt different. It wasn't empty or strained. It was full of the things they couldn't quite say but knew were there, waiting.
"You're different, Emily," Max finally said, his voice barely above a whisper. "You make me feel like I could be someone better, like maybe I'm not as messed up as I think I am."
"You're not messed up, Max. You're just… you. And I like you for who you are, flaws and all."
She heard him let out a soft laugh, and her heart lifted. It was rare to hear him sound happy, genuinely happy. "You don't know how much that means to me," he murmured. "Maybe one day I'll actually be brave enough to tell you what I feel. But… for now, I'm just glad I have you in my life."
"Me too, Max," she replied, her voice thick with emotion. "Goodnight."
"Goodnight, Emily."
As the call ended, Emily felt a wave of warmth wash over her. For the first time in a long while, she felt as if things might actually fall into place.
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