Ramiel took the opportunity to rest and, while many things were happening around him, all that battle prowess he exerted was intense
and he never expected to actually enjoy it, Alpha came near him and ask what was on his mind, Ramiel openly admit that seeking power was never his intention in the first place, before even entering this world he had to overcome,
to face and deal with so many life-threatening situations, within his psyche he develops a personality to see things from a different perspective, including remembering his earth mother Amelia getting hurt both emotionally and physically was his turning point,
This personality allows him to remain calm and focused in high-pressure situations, making him an excellent candidate for emergency response roles. and he also realized that he wants to use his abilities to protect and help others instead of seeking personal gain. This led him to join a group of like-minded individuals who share his values and goals.
now after that, his second mother had to endure the same emotional suffering and pain of losing a loved one like everything around the people he cared for were always fighting in their own way, he just wants to have a normal childhood but whenever he gets to experience it, something will eventually get in his way, he knew life is constantly changing, seeing the circumstances of his action might seem childish at one point but it still has a lasting impression on people around him,
Despite the challenges he faced, he remained resilient and learned to appreciate the moments of joy and happiness that came his way. He hoped that someday he could use his experiences to help others who were going through similar struggles.
Alpha asked him why was he contemplating this now when he has the power to change the world, and he answered he never wanted to change anything because the world or life itself was already changing around him, as he pointed toward the family reunion that was happening near him,
He explained that he preferred to observe and appreciate the natural evolution of things, rather than impose his own ideas and beliefs onto them. Alpha nodded in understanding, admiring his friend's humility and wisdom.
" I think I just miss both of my mothers, my grandfather and grandmother, everybody that became part of my life, that is not here with me now,"
"I just want to get a warm hug, like they are having now, expressing all of my emotion whether it is good or bad."
"My dear Ramiel, what you are feeling now is not sadness but realization, because you are no longer a child, that needs to be taken cared of,"
"you are now an adult that needs to accept responsibility and must act on it before you never thought about the consequences of your action because you were still a child. because deep down you still have adults around you to fix any mistake you might have done."
"as you said, life is ever-changing and constant."
"I guess, I just need to accept it for what it is and truly understand my real destiny."
"You are a natural-born warrior, both in spirit and heart."
Ramiel hug Alpha and seek comfort in her thick soft fur and lay beside her as he take a nap, Beta took the initiative to guard him while sleeping as Gamma and Sigma stood next to them, after a few hours Beta woke up Ramiel who was still in his Lā mǐ'ěr disguise, as he sat upright from his slouching sleeping positioned and saw Zeta kneeling in front on him and behind her was Vandom Ragnar and his daughter Irles Filri Hellmane on the same posture, he asked them why are they kneeling
Beta relay Zeta grievances and ask her master to explain to her family that their wish to relinquish her from being under his control is impossible, and wishes to offer any amount of payment also they also suggest alternative solutions that could satisfy both parties, such as negotiating for more autonomy or finding a compromise that would benefit everyone involved. It is important for him to approach the situation with empathy and understanding while still advocating for her family's wishes.
Ramiel asked Beta how far can Zeta retain her form, Beta answered as of today his mana is capable of sustaining Zeta's physical form indefinitely, but freedom can never be achieved until she evolves even more and he needs to gain more energy to fuze Zeta soul to a new vessel,
Ramiel remember that he himself was just a soul before but was able to gain a physical form by gaining more spiritual energy, but Beta added additional information that the energy given will be taken from the procreator or parents, This means that gaining a physical form requires taking energy from the procreator or parents, which will be split equally between them.
It is important to consider this when attempting to gain a physical form through spiritual energy. he or she may risk causing them harm. It also highlights the importance of balancing one's own desires with the well-being of others.
so he asks how much energy should he needs to accomplish this, the energy needed is equivalent to spitting matter and fusing them together at an atomic level, the energy must to strong enough to change matter into a form that can sustain life itself,
"so it's near atomic energy!"
"that is why his energy was frequently more in tune with most of her mother because she sacrifice more than just half of her life's energy, without the accumulated energy from her real son's soul combined with his own human spirit the chance of him reviving increased and gaining a body was higher,
he wanted to ask Beta more, but the Hellmane family was still waiting for his answer to their said personal request, so he sadly explain to them that zeta can be physically alive again if she increase her spirit energy, even more, this will only happen if she continues to fight as one of his commanders, he will not hinder her personal choice upon gaining the sufficient energy to gain a vessel body,
He also assured them that he will support her in every way possible and will provide her with the necessary resources to increase her spirit energy. He believes that Zeta has the potential to become one of the strongest commanders in his army.
so they both need to wait and not do anything that might obstruct them from fulfilling their obligation in return, he is willing to give them and zeta the time to become a mother and a wife to her family, He understands the importance of family and is willing to support them in their personal endeavours while still maintaining their professional responsibilities. This balance allows for healthy work-life integration and asks them to repay his act by fulfilling one simple request but before that, he asks them if they are willing to travel to his home to discuss the details even further
Reckless Brigade was known as nomads, travelling the land to offer their service to anyone they deemed worthy of their skill, Vandom Ragnar admit he was too cocky in thinking he was the strongest mercenary warrior in the land, he openly bows down to the Black Battle Mage and even as if he really fought them with all of his power.
"come and join me at my home and I will show you my real power."
" Dominion Transfer Gate,
they entered the gate and come out in a yard of a lavish mansion that was surrounded by War Orcs as Sharn delightfully greeted her king, Vandom Ragnar and Irles Filri saw and were amazed to step foot into the forsaken forest that was hundred of miles from where they are a few seconds ago, as they see the towering massive 100-meter trees and abundance of magic particles,
Finbor including Laerdya and all of the Arcane officers welcome two possible members of their diverse community, many things shocked the father and daughter tandem but when Lā mǐ'ěr remove the hood on his head and his mask and finally show his real face , they were more dumbfounded that the good looking man with white hair and gold eyes was the Black Battle Mag,
The father and daughter were surprised to see that the Black Battle Mage was not what they expected, and they were curious to know more about him and his reasons for wanting to join their community. and wondered how they would fit in with the rest of the members if given a chance just to fulfil their long dream of becoming a complete family again, given his reputation as a powerful and feared mage. Despite his reputation, Ramiel was willing to do anything to reunite with his family and start anew. He knew it wouldn't be easy, but he was determined to make it work.
he asked them to stay and finally have a place to stay, Finbor introduce himself and politely informs them that a small gathering will happen to welcome them to their growing community.
The father and daughter have too many questions to ask, but Ramiel told them that all of their questions will be answered later, as now they need to rest, Ramiel sent out Zeta and commands her to fulfil her obligation and desire to be with her family and just enjoy the moment with them. Zeta happily obliged and came out wearing her normal clothing and spent the rest of the day communicating with her daughter by writing on paper and catching up with her husband. As they bonded, Ramiel watched from a distance, pleased that Zeta was able to experience the joy of being with a mother and wife to her family.
he asked Beta if the remaining two commanders have the same desire because they have a high chance of success in gaining a physical body because of their high level, but Beta just gave him their answer,
"master most of the collective desire to live again but they understand it is something that is hard to gain in their current state, sadly and some felt contented in their current faith because they no longer desire to dwell in with the living because they no longer have any reason to do so."
"and have come to terms with their existence and find peace."
another banquet was held and, Ramiel also used this time to consolidate some questions that have been making his human mind overwhelmed with incomprehensible, like the situation with the symbiote and souls within it so he wanted to He sought another person like the Shaman counselled elder Orc to be enlightened with his wisdom, hoping to get a clearer understanding of his predicament and how to navigate through it.
so he went to the Finbors father's chamber, he was greeted with delight and told him, he understands why the Arcane King seek his counsel about the real reason certain events were converging toward him like a moth to a flame,
Shaman Suldusk took out an old book and gave it to Ramiel, the story in that boo was similar to what his teacher Trazgallen Villmarine Ber'gith told him about the creation of the vast universe and every living thing in it by the Singular Supreme divine Being, as a seeker of knowledge himself Suldusk was able to gain the power of Precognition and Truth discernment so he confesses that he already knew who he really was. but only within his entire clan only knew about his lineage and true identity,
Ramiel was surprised by the revelation but also felt a sense of relief that he no longer need to hide who really and openly journey to fulfil his promise to his mother and discover his true self. He thanked Shaman Suldusk for sharing this knowledge with him and vowed to continue on his path.
Suldusk tell that life and death in this realm are not bound to common sense because everything is connected to energy particles, they call mana, but deep within Ramiels body lies two different types of energy, both were different in frequency and wavelength but manages to infuse two halves that mutually form the wholeness by mixing of the two energies,
Suldusk could only see a glimpse of his future, filled with constant fighting to seek the truth of his real origin, so he advise him that the symbiote collective is all connected to all, Suldusk explained that the symbiote collective is a vast network of beings who share knowledge and experiences and that he could tap into this network to uncover the truth about his origin. He also warned him that this path would not be easy, but it was the only way to find the answers he seeks.