Chapter 20: Feb 2021
I have a choice between becoming a gp12 or staying as an operator.
I feel like I don't deserve to have a second chance but I know that I can do better but I don't believe in myself which I need to if I want to be better in life.
I really have to stop doubting myself it's not getting me anywhere
I feel like I should ask for help but it's my choice no one else's just mine
I really want to do gp12
I'm so happy that Kylie came over yesterday she wants to come over again I really hope she does but I still gotta talk to my mom about it still
It was fun with kylie over can't wait to do it again
I bit my tongue
we got a new carpet
It looks good too
I'm so bored that I got sick and tired of finishing one book and I don't feel like starting the next one
Toby might be working at JVIS on monday honestly wish he was still working at Colonial we really need him back no one lasts long at Colonial except for the drugies
damn im gonna have to shave my legs soon
it's been so boring at work lately there's like 2 or 3 presses running maybe just 1 sometimes and some trials and pdr's have to run but thats it
I just got really cold
Stewart snapped at me yesterday because of an attitude that I never had so he switched me and val and told me to look for celia and / or sandy to help check the pistols after i finished a box sandy came up to me and had a mom talk with me about Stewart and my attitude so she put me in "timeout" for the rest of the day until I had to leave so Stewart told lindsay and scott like always as usual and had me worried and thinking about getting yelled at by the two of them but I didn't thank god but I hate Stewart for snapping at me
I didn't do anything at all
I honestly wished that he had sent me home but he can't because "they need me"
I helped Lauren put up the babies crib the day we got our carpet
I had so much fun at lakeside yesterday with kylie ashley gabby madi and jamie I hope we can do it again soon we plan on going to all of the malls
I can't believe that I'm gonna be 19 tomorrow wow how time goes by fast
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