Chapter 193: Chapter 185: Missing Him

Qin Shuang was startled by the thought that suddenly popped into her head.

As if afraid that He Zhiyao would discover something, she hurriedly withdrew her gaze from him.

She had never really considered the possibility that she might fall for He Zhiyao before.

So she always denied that thought, no matter when it arose.

It wasn't until today, when she fell during her argument with Gu Nanzhong, that she realized in that moment, apart from worrying about whether she would die, all she could think about was He Zhiyao.

From the beginning, their encounter had been anything but pleasant.

She had always been clear-headed and rational in telling herself that she could lose anything, but she must guard her own heart.

She thought she could do it.

But somehow, without her knowing when it started, everything had begun to move in a direction she couldn't control.

It seemed... it seemed to have started since she lost the child.