Chapter 26: 131 killer mace
After the beginning of summer, the weather in the south will become hotter and hotter. The sun is outside and the interior is warm and comfortable.
However, standing in the corridor of the inpatient building, Xue Zhan felt like falling into an ice cave, and his whole body was aching from the cold.
"You mean, I deliberately lied to you, didn't let you wear a condom, told you to ejaculate, and tried every means to get pregnant with your child?"
"That's right, inferior people like us have no right to conceive a child from a wealthy family."
"Does Director Xue need to personally arrest me and take me to the hospital for an examination? If I am already pregnant, if the child is really yours, you can take it away in time."
"You can also get pregnant through ejaculation outside your body. Do you want to buy another after-event medicine? What if I cheat you again? If I didn't take the medicine, I accidentally became pregnant with your child..."
Countless voices echoed in his ears over and over again, making his whole head buzzing.
He could clearly see the nurse in front of him opening and closing his mouth, telling him something, but he couldn't hear anything clearly, and when the wind blew through the window, he shivered with cold.
"Hello!" Seeing that he was not in the right state, the nurse stretched out her hand and waved in front of his eyes, "Did you hear what I said clearly?"
Xue Zhan stared at her blankly, unable to make a sound.
"I said, your girlfriend's health is fine, it's just a side effect of taking the emergency contraceptive pill, and it will be fine after two days of recuperation. There is no need to eat.
Her current problem is that her mental state is very bad. You must know that losing the uterus is a big blow to a woman. So, whether you knew it or not, since you are her boyfriend, you should comfort her and enlighten her now, and don't let her get into a corner, understand? "
Xue Zhan didn't know how hard he had spent before he nodded to the nurse, but looking at the door of the ward that was so close, he no longer had the strength to step in.
He suddenly thought, how many times has she taken the emergency contraceptive pill in front of him?
For the first time, in Wucheng, she lost control of her emotions and couldn't wait to have sex with him. She didn't let him get a condom. Afterwards, she asked him to buy medicine and eat it in front of him. Now it seems that it should be to let him He is relieved.
The second time, when he came out of Xu Chengyan's office, he went to buy the medicine himself. Her expression was so sad and full of sarcasm, but he thought she was acting.
The third time, he pinched her mouth roughly and forced it in.
His fists were clenched tightly. Looking at the shadow on the ground, he felt for the first time that he was so cruel and despicable.
He hurt more than her body?
Everything he did to her was unforgivable.
The ward was a three-person room, but Zhao Yu was lucky, there were no one in the two beds next to him, so he barely had the room to himself, quiet and at ease.
There are a few pots of green plants on the window sill, which grow very lushly, probably specially planted by the hospital, to make the patients feel better after seeing them.
Zhao Yu knew that Xue Zhan had come in, but she still sat motionless on the head of the bed, staring blankly at the green leaves swaying in the wind.
The door of the ward was never closed, and she could naturally hear what the nurse and Xue Zhan said.
Is losing the uterus really a big blow to women?
Maybe it is true for most people, but for her, it is actually no big deal.
She was dependent on her mother when she was a child, and she saw her mother suffer a lot, and most of the suffering was for her.
Without her, she believes that her mother does not need to work so hard. Without her, her mother would have established a new family and lived a more comfortable life.
She knew very well that her mother never regarded her as a burden. Her mother loved her very much and was willing to give her everything, including her life.
But in those years, when she was very young, she would think, in fact, children are not necessarily necessary.
When she grows up, receives an enlightened education, and has her own outlook on life, she feels even more that having children is not something that must be experienced in life, no matter whether it is a man or a woman.
As for whether she wants to have children, she actually doesn't know, because she hasn't had a chance to seriously consider this issue.
When they were together with Zhuang Ye, they were still in college, so they didn't think so far.
Moreover, she has always known that there is a big family background gap between herself and Zhuang Ye.
While she was falling in love and unable to extricate herself, she was feeling uneasy at the same time, not daring to think seriously about the future.
Later, even though safety measures were taken every time, the child came unexpectedly.
But at that time, her sense of unease and uncertainty about the future was stronger than ever.
She didn't even think about discussing with Zhuang Ye, she had already made up her mind to get rid of the child.
In the end, Zhuang Yiqing took care of all this step.
Not only did she lose her child, she lost her womb, but she also lost her two closest relatives.
But what is a womb compared to the pain of losing a loved one?
What's more, from the moment she saw them leave in front of her with her own eyes, she had already fallen into hell. How could a person in hell still want to give birth to a new life?
She is not sad, her pain has never been related to the uterus.
But she knows that for most people, this is an extremely painful and unacceptable thing.
She believed that Xue Zhan was the same. Especially after he hurt her with his own hands.
Therefore, she had to act very painful in front of him, and he wanted to make him regret and make him suffer.
Perhaps for many people, the pity and sympathy of others is a sharp weapon to pierce their self-esteem, and it is the last thing they want to accept.
But Zhao Yu was different. Her appearance, her body, and all her tragic experiences are all bargaining chips that she can use. She doesn't care whether others show pity for her, as long as it is emotion, she will accept it all.
And the lost uterus is her trump card.
The light in front of her was blocked, and a black shadow slowly covered her. She knew that it was Xue Zhan who had come to her side, but she remained motionless and never raised her eyes to look at him.
Out of the corner of his eye, his arm dropped, getting closer and closer to her shoulder, but the moment he was about to touch her, he suddenly retracted.
He dared not touch her again.
After a long time of silence, she heard his hoarse and trembling voice: "Zhao Yu, I'm sorry."
She still didn't have any reaction.
Then, he tried again, little by little, gently holding her hand: "I'm sorry."
After a long time, Zhao Yu finally turned his head and looked at him blankly.
She had never seen him with such a pale face and red eyes.
Two lines of tears fell from the corners of her eyes, he stretched out his hand to gently wipe them away, and carefully pulled her into his arms.
Zhao Yu clearly felt that his whole body was shaking.
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