Chapter 43: The Words He Longed For in Two Lifetimes

"Thank you. If anyone else disrespects or does anything unpleasant to you, please tell immediately."

[She forgives so easily? Right, she's a gentle person. But it would be dangerous if she were this forgiving to others too. I have to remind Rendell to always be watchful. I will punish anyone who disrespects her. I don't want her to suffer here more than she already does.]

'Suffer? What does he mean?'

[I had been too selfish and just wanted her to be mine. But now that she's my wife, her heart aches for the love I unintentionally broke apart. Can I really call her mine like this? Aren't I just making her suffer by my side? And yet, still, even if I know it, I don't want her to go to another man. I still want her for myself. . . But she was crying a lot in her sleep. Does she hate staying here that much? Should I suck it up and let her go?] Ferdinand was very much conflicted.

'I see. He's worried because of everything I have told Alwin and Raymond.'