Chapter 1: First Meet with my fantasy

When I was Fourteen years old and I read in class 9th standard, Its our first time to combine class with boys in science subject only.,It was a beautiful morning I went to school and I chose science group, then I went to science Laboratory, there I saw a tall boy with sharp eyes and beautiful hair style, He had a beautiful voice that make me crazy about him.But I did not know what was the feeling! After few days my best friend Anu making friends with boys,as I am her best friend thats why she met them with me and gossiped about them. The boys friends was also my common friends.A few month later. I,Anu and the two boys is our best friend . And most importantly one of this boy was my that fantasy.I was really happy.Generally I was talkative but when my fantasy came to me and told anything I could not talk a word and I saw him secretly. we all gatherd and went to school,coaching and tutors house and I was continusly went with them to looking him.But oneday I listened a news about my fantasy and crying so much for him.My heart realy hurting alltime.what can I do now?