its already 3:00 in the morning but Rheia cant sleep so she simply takes her pen and notes to write down whatever comes in her mind.
She have a notes of Poems of whom she write when she's feeling down and no one to talks to.
Some of them was posted in her social media account in order to gain advice's to whoever thinks her writing is alright. One of them is her favorite
The Lost Soul...
Behind my smiles
Hides a battered mind,
A soul that lost and trying to break free from the shadows of beautiful life.
Behind my smile
Thousand tears are screaming to be free.
A billion stars that shines brightly, but why does my own stars are fading away.
My life, my life is fading .
Where to go, where to hide,
where to find the light that will shine the path to console my useless life...
Back then she write this one when she doesn't know what to do, she doesn't have anyone around her. She badly needed advice back then but her only friend is her notes and her pen...She randomly note down whatever it is in her mind to calm herself into thinking something she will forever regret and indeed she regretted it.
The best advice's so far is from Mr. Beres her colleague in the same Outlets which writers like her posted their art.
(Healing starts with design you seem to have that writing sharing with those you trust is another way to start.
Groups and proffesionals may be worth a try,
your strength is vital once you give up and surrender to your demon
keep writing and sharing
Never give up)
That 3 words (never give up) give her hope to live eventhough the world may turn your back on you but theirs this one person who always believe and encourage you to never give up...
And that one person gives you hope to give yourself a chance to prove that your still love and needed and you still have the chance to show that everything will be alright whatever comes your way.
Some people drown their sorrows by drinking, clubbing, racing, or whatnot as long as they think they feel the adrenaline rush in order think a bit straight and not do something stupid they will regret...
I guess life ain't the best, you maybe rich but if you feel your not welcome and you ain't feel the family love the warm that you always long for then spread your wings and find the one that will make you feel love..
its not always your blood related relatives can give you what your longing for, the ocean is far and wide lots of fish in the sea but maybe just maybe your destined for the biggest whale to catch for you to make up for the love you always long for.
If your poor but all the love in the world are flowing upon you then your bless enough to share a little bit to the needy..
Spread love not bad vibes.
Life is a roller coaster.
So maybe just maybe if your so tired pack your bags and go on an adventure of a lifetime..Life maybe cruel but all the experience will would you into a better one...
Living in a world full of lies doesn't mean she doesn't fantasized to find the one who will truly accept and love her the way she is. She knows she's broken, everything about her scream of lies from her smile to the words she spoke none of them were true..
If you ask her if she's OK then she answer yah why not I'm more than OK than you are...
But deep inside she's a shattered soul who wants to be free from the shackles of lies shes trying to hide.