Chapter 4: Please Answer Me Now...

" Master... The Dinner is ready" an older butler come in. "Okay. Now my princess. This is one of our most loyal butler, his name is Leslie Han." Says daddy. " You can call me Old Butler Han" he say. "Can I just call you Grandpa Han? Since I didn't have any." I say with expectant eyes to him. He remind me of my own Grandpa that already past away. I've this quiet bonding with my grandpa. He pass away because of kidney failure when I'm only 12 yrs old. So I really miss him. The old butler seem quiet shock. He exchanging look to daddy when daddy give him a nod. "Then, it's alright if Young Miss want to call me Grandpa Han." He look so happy when he say that. I can't control myself anymore. I jump to him to give him a hug. All of them look at each other than laugh. I finally come back to my sense and jump away from Grandpa Han with blushing face. "I'm sorry Grandpa Han, I can't hold it because you remind me of my late Grandpa Han. He's Surname also Han and you resemblance him a lot." I say.

"Who is your Grandpa full name?"Grandpa Han ask with more curious. "He's name is Lester Han. He died because of kidney failure when I'm only 12 yrs old. I'm inseparable from my Grandpa. I always follow him like a shadow when I'm still kid." I reminiscing my past memories. "What? You are Big Lester granddaughter? Than you are my granddaughter. Lester is my elders brother. We lose contact since he join military. We heard that he lost his life on the war battle field." he said with all the tears in his old eyes. "What has happen to him? Why he didn't try to contact me. The last letter I received from him saying that his gonna go to war battle field in Country Y. Than I really didn't get anymore news from him." he says."Father once said that Grandpa lose all his memory when after he come back from war. He always tried to remember many time, but failed. He married our Grandma after my grandma save him from dying in enemy hand. Our Grandma is also 1 of the soldier with my Grandpa. That's all that I know from my father." I say. "Let's continue this later okay, my dear Feeya. Let get all of you to dine." Then we proceed to eat our dinner with all the chattering that start by my husband BFF. They keep teasing him. With all the teasing, my husband keep his eyes only on me. I can't even eat much due to his scorching stare. It make me blushing hard like a ripped tomato.

'Owh damn his staring at me like he want to eat me now. OMG. help me please. I wanna eat this mouth watering dishes. all dishes are my favorite. Please stop staring at me' I'm pleading in my mind. 'I am really hungry now. I wanna devour you whole if you still staring at me like that. You seems delicious too..' I can see my tiny little evil flying over my left side saying "devour him now.. he is more delicious than all those food..!!!" My tiny little angle come over my right side saying "NO!! You can't do that... his staring at you and asking you to serve him food... not devour him.. listen to me.. okay little Feefee.."

Tiny Evil : No.. you just take him to your wedding room and devour him whole...!!!! HAhahaha...

Tiny Angle : No.. you stupid evil.. He is asking his wife to serve him food..don't listen to her... okay..

Me : !!!!!! Shut Up you two...!!!! I gonna devour both of you if you don't shut up.. I'm really hungry to death.. I only had my breakfast this morning and didn't eat till now.

My head still down the hold time because I can't concentrate on my dishes anymore till a fork with a sliced of beef steak nearing my mouth. I stunt for a second, than I hear again both tiny evil & angle says "Just open your mouth and accept his feeding you." I unconsciously open my mouth and accept the steak. With my close eyes I says "Hmmnnn... Wow... it's really delicious.." savoring the taste without even know that all eyes are now staring on both of them. When I open my eyes and seeing all eyes are staring at both of us with a smirk, I'm now really want to dig a big hole now and jump into hide. I'm really bashful till all my body feeling hot from embarrassment. "OMG.. I'm sorry. All the dishes tonight are my favorite. That's why I lost myself. Please ignore my manner." I say with my head hang low. "It's okay, my dear. We know this all are your favorite, that's why we ask the chef to cook it for you tonight." Says his mommy. "Is it? But mommy, How do you know they are my favorite dishes? We've only known each other today right?" I say with surprise look all over my face. Than I unconsciously look over my husband and look at him straight into his deep black eyes. Is he investigate all about me? Is he the one who ask the chef to prepare my favorite dishes? How and when did I ever meet someone as handsome, caring and doting like him? In my head was now full of question mark and curiosity. Why all this years he never come near me and courting me? Why? What so special about me that make him investigate more extra information about me? I need to ask him now or never.

"Are you the one who investigate all information about me? Why you do that? When do we meet? What make you so determine that you want to marry me and why???" I ask him can feel that tear started to brimming in my eyes. " Please answer me... I really want to know..." I want to know why he do that. Why he even ask my Ex-fiance to sold our love and replaced his place to be my groom. I can't even think that he really fall in love with me all this time because in my mind keep asking why?? If he really love me, Why he do that even though he know it will hurt and broke my heart so much? Why is it on the few day before my marriage? Why not courting me before I fallen deep in love with my ex-fiance? I can't hold on anymore.. My tears already fallen like waterfall but I'm still looking into his deep black eyes.