Chapter 31: I am Hot and Hard On...
~Daniel POV~
Both of us went back to our room and the same routine, Feeya help me to wash up and change me to my pajama then help me to the bed. She then went to wash up herself. I just wait for her while I tried to continue focusing on reading the old notebook in my hand.
But, my mind started to flash back the picture of Richard holding my wife hand and her giving a good night peck on the cheek to Richard. I can't help it to feel the bubbly air of jealousy coming deep within my heart. Its hurt me so much since they are also have that special relationship for four years without me in the picture. My heart aches so much.
'Why do I need to feel this jealousy? She doesn't have any lingering feeling for Richard. She just loves him as her brother.' I try to sooth my own heart.
'But, if she still has deep feeling to him, what will I do? How can I be compared to him? He is perfect in so many ways. Not me… I'm just a handicap man… I'm not even capable to protect her now. I will be just a burden for her if there is anyone tried to attack her. I can't even go to bed myself… I can't even think straight anymore' I am so anxious to the point to degrade myself.
'How can I show my own ability if I can't even lifted my own body to bed. I am just like a living puppet for her' I thought again. 'I need to be a stronger man for her. I am the one that should protect my own wife. I can't let anyone else to take that from me.' I tried hard to get out of my bed on my own and drag my body to my wheel chair.
I wheel myself to the corner of my room and I open up my secret room. I wheel my inside and go straight near the medicine that I have invented for recuperate my leg. I want to be well as soon as possible so that I can be the one who protect her 24/7. If she needs to be trained then it should be me that train her. I will consume the entire amount that left in the jar.
Before I can even consume the entire jar, I can hear my wife worried voice come from my back. I have already consumed half of it. "Love, what are you doing?" she asks me anxiously and saw the jar in my hand and a little droplet the corner of my mouth. Her eyes widen in shock. She quickly grabs the jar and put it back to it place.
"Oh My god… Are you trying to kill yourself?? Do you not love me anymore?? Do you want to leave me alone again??" She asks me while sobbing hard. "Am I a burden to you that you want to leave me now?? Are regretting marrying someone as dangerous me now?? I am just a bad luck to you right??" She still nags in her raspy voice and holding on my hand tightly. Her whole face is full of tears.
'OMG… what have I done… I don't mean to let her feel that way… I am only thinking how much I want to recuperate faster so that I can stand by her side to protect her… not even thinking about her feeling…'
"I'm sorry… I can't think straight… All I am thinking is that I want to be heal as soon as possible so that I can protect you with my own capabilities… I just can't ignore my jealousy when I see how capable Richard will be on protecting you… and I am just handicap man that can't even lifted my own body to go to bed… I am just a burden to everyone now… You and Richard still have those love history for four years and nearly married… If not for his little mistake… maybe I would be still just a shadow of your past… I'm sorry for feeling this way… But… I can't help it myself…" I says with my own teary eyes. I hold her hand in mine and kiss it.
"Love… Why are thinking that way?? Do you still doubt my love for you?? You don't have to feel that way… I will always love you… you have said that yourself that we will overcome this together right… I will always by your side to assist you on your recuperation time… So don't be so hard on yourself… My feeling to bro Richard is no more than a love to my elder brother… Before my memories back I am always confused on my feeling to Bro Richard… I only realize it now... after I am back to your side… I know on my own feeling and I am sure of it now… I love him but not a feeling to a lover… My special feeling is only for you… you… my beloved husband…" she kiss me on my lips and I return it while taking her onto my laps.
After that we return back to our room. She helps me to bed once again.
Then she move to the other side of the bed and ask me with worried expression; "Do I need to call Bro Bryan to check you up. You have consumes those medicine for too much dose right? Is there will be any side affect to you?"
"There is no need… I've told you that it only content natural herbs and no chemical. So don't worry for too much… okay… come... let's just sleep… It's getting late…" I say to her and held up my hand to her.
She takes my hand and climb beside me. We cuddle as always.
Her heads now on my chest and I breath in her natural scent. I can feel myself relax again but after sometime my body become hot.
'OMG… My body getting hot all of sudden… Not just I am hot and I can feel that I lower part now getting hard on… What I am got to do now… with my wife natural scent… my heart now start to beating so fast… ooo my wifey… can you help me…' I am now with my naughty taught… I lifted her chin up and meet her mesmerizing eyes… I can't hold myself on wanting her more now... I seal her sexy red lips with mine…
Our kisses deepen to more passionate and tenderly. I don't know where my strength come all of sudden. I can lift my own body bit by bit. Is it the side effect of the medicine I am taking just now? Is it effective and cure my lower half body already? All I know is that I want her so badly.
I'm now kissing her deeper. My full solid body is now on top of her. My hand slowly undressing her and started to explores all over the curve of her body.
I can feel both of our bodies are now getting hot. She gave a respond to me. She helps me with my cloth and our garments already thrown down. I'm not sure of what I am doing but I know for sure both of us want this.
This is the first time for both of us being intimated and our movement a little bit awkward but I am now handling her with so much care as though she is most fragile thing in this worlds.
Her body trembles slightly with her eyes close. I started give her kisses on her forehead, her eyes, her nose, her chin down to her white pale neck.
Then I whisper in her ear, "I promise you that I will be gentle. Please accept my jar of love only for you. I love you so much. I am yours forever."
Our love making battles started and last for a few rounds till dawned. Then the last time they finally slow down her body already out of energy to even lift her own arm.
I can finally move my own body. I am so excited; the first time I can move my body again after several years is to make love to my beautiful wife. I am so happy for this changes.
After our love making, I lifted myself to go wash myself and my wife. I pick her up and gave her a hot bath to wash her sweated body that cause by me. I can see the love mark all over her body that makes my body getting hot again.
'Stop your pervert mine… give her time to rest you stupid husband…' I scolded my own self. After I wash her up I wipe her whole body with towel and put her on to her comfy pajama.
I lay her down on our sofa first and went to pull out our wet bed sheet because of our love making. I can see the blood stains as a proved of her innocence was mine. I am feeling more possessive of her now.
'She will always be my precious wife forever. Now I am finally can walk again, I will protect her with my own hand.' I make a vow in my mind. I have already put on a new bed sheet and lifted her body to the bed and cuddle her with her head on my chest and then I fall asleep feeling satisfied and happy.
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