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I stood on the veranda of the house looking at the house in front of me. Many people were busy moving property onto trucks. It's impossible to count how many items are loaded into the truck. Seeing it all broke my heart in two. On the other hand, I'm sad because the next-door neighbor moved house. After all, our relationship has been very close for a long time. On the other hand, I feel happy because I don't have to see the face of Garvi, my ex-boyfriend, too often. My heart still hurts a lot, especially thinking about why we were lovers until it ended like this.
We used to be fine before we became lovers, we were even very compatible before. I don't know from what point of view that harmony is seen because I don't feel like that. That's just what people think. You know, before we became lovers, people said we were suitable for a romantic relationship and when we officially became lovers, people said we were compatible. When they found out our relationship was over, they said that our relationship was more appropriate as a pair of friends. Nothing more than that because being friends since childhood and then having a loving relationship looks boring.
Maybe we follow the flow of other people's opinions too much. It's very annoying because Garvi cares so much about other people's views on life even though I've told him many times not to listen too much to what other people say. That young man is damn. How dare he do all this to me? Even though we and our families have known each other for a long time. I'm fed up with him cheating on me because of his friends' instigation. His brain and heart have truly been pawned by his stupidity.
Now, what am I doing here? Why do I look so stupid now?
"Mom, I'm going out for a moment," I shouted at Mom and it was not polite, but I had to do it so that Garvi heard my screams so he would know that I didn't want to accept his goodbyes when he left to move house later.
Ok, because there was no reply from Mother, I could immediately go to breathe fresh air, not the air with a rotten atmosphere because of Garvi's gaze from the front of the truck. Go as far away as possible if you need to change schools so I can't see that sickeningly handsome face again. It's useless to be handsome if you behave badly. Even worse than my daily math test score yesterday.
Coming out of the yard, my eyes fell on the house next door which had been lived in for a long time by its occupants who had gone to Seoul. I don't know what to call it, the children of the house owner are Indonesian citizens, following their Father's citizenship while their Mother remains a South Korean citizen. For some reason, seeing the house empty for too long made me miss the noise of the house. Especially my fistfight with the house owner's son. I smile every time I remember it. Even though I don't like the boy who owns the house, I don't hate him. Correct, just hate it a little. I am good friends with his twin sister because we are both girls and his twin sister's attitude is not as annoying as her brother's.
"Nayana!"
Garvi couldn't let me calm down without him the last time he lived here before moving house. My ears will pretend not to hear and my steps will continue to walk quickly so he knows that I don't want to be disturbed by anyone.
I hate those long legs because they make me equal. Basketball kids are annoying and pretend to be cool. Ah, why did I fall in love with him as my friend since childhood because he was a neighbor and especially a basketball player? I lost my mind because of puppy love which ended up hurting me.
"We didn't move house to get away from you, but because Dad changed jobs after waiting a long time for a promotion," said Garvi I didn't care about Dad's job, who was a Civil Servant because my Dad was also a Civil Servant, so there were two Dads. This is crazy about promotions.
"I know I was wrong because I cheated, but I ask that our good relationship which has existed for a long time doesn't end like this. It's okay if you don't want to forgive me. The important thing is that we still look good. It's not good for people to look at. "
My eyes wanted to roll three times when Garvi said that rubbish sentence just now. Sometimes he says the words just now as if I were what I am. Oh, I'm nothing in his eyes, so he can act as he pleases. Moreover, now, his Father has received a position one level higher than my Father. Just look, My Father can get a position two levels higher than his Dad so that he doesn't look down on me like this. You crazy teenager.
Why am I going along like Father who is crazy about promotions?
"I also changed schools so that you would feel comfortable. I moved to Cempaka's school so that Cempaka wouldn't bother you." How lightly he said those words just now.
In this story, I was the one who was cheated on and Cempaka took it from me. Then why would Cempaka bother me? Gosh, why is my romance at seventeen years old like this? Even though this was my first love and it should have been a beautiful, unforgettable memory, it has become a bad memory that I don't want to remember or admit.
My lips felt itchy if I didn't respond to Garvi's words, so I gathered all the negative emotions inside me to vomit them out on Garvi so that he couldn't do anything as he pleased anymore. "I want to run!" These lips really can't be cooperated with. I ran, ran leaving Garvi behind because I couldn't say harsh words to him. The harsh words were swallowed again and now I will release the harsh words along with body sweat from running.
My ears heard the sound of sandals clicking on the asphalt of the complex. I'm sure it was Garvi's footsteps because we were both wearing flip-flops. I didn't care about him running after me because I just wanted to get rid of the emotions in my body with beads of sweat. Let him run, count on this being the last time he runs in this complex before moving.
My habit is to run to get rid of negative emotions from my soul. I can sometimes say harsh words but the words never leave my lips because my lips can never be cooperated in cursing. What amazingly clever lips. Swearing will make me regret it one day so I don't want to curse other people even though I am very hurt and offended by that person's words.
I exhaled when I arrived at the park as I stopped running and I saw Garvi's back running to overtake me. My eyes fell on his flip-flops. It bothered me and I just remembered something. "Is it crazy to run in flip-flops? You're an aspiring basketball athlete so that could hurt your feet." I scolded Garvi so loudly that he immediately stopped running.
I was out of breath looking at Garvi who stopped running then he turned around and his eyes looked at me full of admiration. What a damn look in those eyes.