Yes, envy!
In the past, this was a word that Lin Ran would rather die than to say to Lin Nuan!
After Lin Ran did an honest assessment of her own feelings, she clearly realized that all the hatred she felt towards Lin Nuan stemmed from envy.
Lin Nuan listened to Lin Ran's peaceful speech, her gaze lowered, looking at the tips of her toes. When she spoke, her voice was clear and clean, relieved and gentle…
"Actually, I've always been envious of you. Even before the truth of our identities was revealed, although you lived in poor living conditions, the Lus truly adored and doted on you! After the truth came to light, the Lins tried their best to make it up to you with all that you asked for. But I never had the chance to enter my birth mother's heart. My biological father committed suicide out of guilt, not even leaving a message for me. Lin Ran, at least your parents are still around, but I no longer have a home…"