Bismillah
I am in front of him, there is a blank. He stares me straight in the eye and I don't like it.
Me: Stop, I don't like it.
Anz': It's been a while, but in short... Aliyah since I saw you crying in the hospital, not what did you do to me, you may have been doing witchcraft but I was thinking of you waiting for a message or a call from you. And when you finally sent me that fucking message how happy I was. Anyway, we got to know each other by text, but hey, that's what I liked about you. You respect yourself Masha Allah. It's the first time I see your face to say. You are prettier than Masha Allah thought...
I stress chauuuuud amaaa, I'm afraid of what he will tell me. My heart is pounding there. The big ball in the belly. You see when we have our raniania girls and we bend because it kills? Well the same!!
Me: -stress- In short Anzum you can pass at the end please, because with your speech we will never get out of it.
Anz': Mddddr yeah I prefer. So I'll go straight. I want srx with you. I want to do things right. Do you want to be my wife??
I'm just in shock. I think I will fall. I dream where he just asked me in marriage? But.... Fiuuuuu I don't have the words. I don't know what to say. I try to speak but it doesn't come out...
Anz': Aliyaaaah speaks.
Me: Uh..
Anz': I'm in no hurry. If you want to think about it, go ahead. I know you're thinking of him there (not false) but the guy isn't there, you don't know where he is and he doesn't give any news. If I have to wait for him to come completely out of my head, well, I'll wait and I'll do everything to get him out of there. I love you Aliyah w'Allah I love you...
I come back to my senses. I'm not going to let him do a monologue, huh.
Me: Yeah, let me think. It is complicated. He's still there -shows my face- and fiuuuu. Give me some time.
Anz': Tqt jcomptends. Anyway, get up, we're going home, get in the car, I'm going to pay, I'll be back.
Me: Mmmh, please pay my share.
Anz': Mdddr. Keep your money. I'm the one who invited you, so I'm paying everyone.
Me: Are you sure?
Anz': Yes.
And he leaves. I walk towards the car in my wers. I'm glad he's proposed, but there's a downside to all of this. There is HIM. Why is he always in my head? Monsieur has decided to leave without giving a sign of life...
Anz': Aliyah Aliyah is going up.
I come back down to earth and go up without speaking. The trip to the park was a bit cold. I must have upset him or something...
Me: Salam 'Aleykum
Anz': Waleykûm Salam
I get in my car and go home. I pass the Salam to the wall tenor and go up. There's only Mama so I'm going to give her a kiss on the forehead. The little ones are outside with Nasser and Salim. And the great bah chpas with their go or it hangs out.
Mama: Baby come tell me.
Me: -I tell him-
Mama: Listen to your heart my daughter. If you really love him you will wait for him and say no to Anzum. And vice versa
And all of a sudden tia Ishmael who comes in and behind there's Samia. Okeyyyyy...
Samia: Salam 'Aleykum!
Us: Waleykûm Salam!
Isma: Salam my wife! Hello my queen.
We: Mdddr Salam
He goes to his room.
Me: Sam, how are you?
Samia: Al Hamdûlilleh and you?
Me: Al Hamdûlilleh!
Mama: Mmmh were you with my son?
Samia: -embarrassed- uu... well uuu yes.
Isma: Mama leave it there, you scared her.
Mama: Beleh you there.
Anyway, we went to my room and we talked about everything and nothing until she got home. After that, Djibou comes.
Djib': So then.
Me: He wants to make me his wife.
Djib': Is he srx?
Me: Yeah.
Her reaction is so weird...
Djib': Is this the first time you've seen each other and he wants to marry you?
Me: Yeah.
Djib': What did you say?
Me: I'll think about it. I'm lost Djibril. I do not know. I made a promise to dad, is to wait for him. But wait until when? I can't wait for it anymore. It's been almost a year since he left with no sign of life. I don't even know if he's dead or alive and you swore to yourself not to say anything. And Anzum makes me feel what I can only have with Lamine...
Djib': Naaam listen to your heart.
Me: You and Mama have the same words!!
Djib': Mdddr like mother like son!
Me: Mddddr anyway I'm dead.
Djib': I'll leave you.
Me: Thank you.
He leaves and I think. Already his reaction was really weird... I don't recognize him there. To follow this story... In short, by dint of thinking, I fell asleep.
I wake up, catch up on my prayers and go eat. I go back to my room and sleep.
Dilemma: Wait for Lamine or say yes to Anzum?
[...]
Today is my birthday but hey I zap quickly. They know I don't like to celebrate...
Djib': Aliyah get up.
Me: No thank you
Djib': Come on, we're going out.
Me: Don't feel.
Djib': Mddr it was not a question.
Me: Oh you deuuuh wesh
Djib': Go nood, we go out like that forget you a little.
Me: Mmmmm
Djib': In 15 min I'll see you down.
Me: Yeah yeah.
He's leaving and I'm going to change. I say goodbye to the others and go down to join Djibril in his car.
Me: It's good! Where are we going ?
Djib': Go shopping
Me: No need, I already have plenty.
Djib': No big deal.
We left. Arrived at the C.C, we go shopping. Infact he bought me a whole set with all that goes with it and he bought himself some truck. So then we go back home. We arrived around 9 p.m. There's no one weird...
Djib': Go dress yourself in what I bought you.
Me: Why and where are the others? I smell the scheme! On you did something.
Djib': Anyway, go to the salon in 30 minutes.
Me: Damn.
I do as he tells me but I'm going to shower too. I dress as in the photo and I go to the salon.
Me: DJIBOU I'M DONE.
Djib': JAJA
It all happens bg *__*
Me: Amaaaa the bg Masha Allah!
Djib': Thank you. Ah yeah yeah my hlel it's a bomb Masha Allah !!
Me: Mdddr thank you!!!
-In the car-
Me: Where are you taking me now?
Djib': You'll see.
Me: Ok.
I will talk more. He won't tell me so I don't talk anymore. Arrived at the place bah he descends, opens the door and brings me back to a room.
Me: What the hell are we doing here?
Djib': Look.
We go back.
:o:o:o:o:o:o:o:o
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! I see the whole family and people from the neighborhood. I'm pissed off but happy too!!!
In my head: I will kill them, I will kill them.
Me: Ayaaaa thank you w'Allah !!!
Kheri': Happy birthday mamaaa!
Me: Thank you baby!!
I take him in my arms and give him a big big kiss. The girls come and give me a hug! Guys, they gave me a kiss even if they don't know me. Anyway after I will take Ishmael, Elyes and Djibril aside.
Me: What are you playing?!
Elyes: Don't zeh, you're not happy!
Me: Fouuuu you deuhez!
Isma: Tqt you will not regret it!
Me: Yeah yeah. This is the last time !
Them: Yeah!
Me: Swear it.
Them: W'Allah w'Allah
Me: Anyway, thank you!
Them: Tqt
In short, we had a party zeh. They took out the cake and all the total zeh!
Guy: Breathe and make a wish!
Me: Mddddr guetlek a wish!!!
We: MDDDDDDR
In short I blow and traitor I made a wish !!!
A guy: Sure you made a wish!
Me: It's good you!!
Them: Mddddddr
Hessoul let's move on to the gifts of course that the mifa because after that do a lot.
Me: I'm telling you, you're not going to assume all the gifts I'm going to have. It's you who will all carry!
Isma: Tqt not.
Me: If you say so.
They pass me the gifts and it's ok there are none hella hella !! Nassim comes to see me. We haven't spoken since
Nassim: Lilou??
Me: It's ok, have you grown up?
Nassim: Mdddr yeah. W'Allah sorry but you got on my nerves!
Me: But you're the kid!
Nassim: In short, come give your cousin a hug!!
I give him a hug and go see Ziad and the others!!
Me: Sarah then?
Sarah: Alright!
Me: You uh not Yazid?
Sarah: Yes but no!
Me: Mddddddr and you Karim where are you hlel?
Karim: Certainly at home!
Me: Why didn't you bring it back?
Karim: Already because there's hella guys and because there's his cousin there!
Me: Mddddddr too bad!
Microphone: Hum hum hum! Microphone test 1...2...1...2
We turn around and it's my brothers!
Djib': It's good it works
Us: Mddddddr
Isma: Tg you.
Elyes: El Mohim
Isma: My wife, I have another...
Lyes&Djib': We..we have another gift for you.
The lights go out and there's a song playing. Marry Me by Jason Derulo one of my favorite songs. I did not understand at the time when a projector lights up on a person in the distance. A man with the bard three days old. More and more he approaches, more and more I want to cry.
Arriving in front of me the song changes to Aigle Royal by L'Algérino *___* *___*! I break down and burst into tears.
(8) I am already an Eagle with you I would be an Air Bus.
Miss do you want to be My Queen?
Climb on my wings to touch the sky.
Miss do you want to be My Queen?
I'm already an Eagle with you I would be an Air Bus.
Miss do you want to be My Queen?
Climb on my wings to touch the sky.
Miss will you be My Queen?... (8)
The DJ lowers the sound, the lights come on but I see only him. He kneels down, takes my hand, takes a box out of his pocket and opens it. There is a magnificent ring with a diamond neither small nor big!! I cry with joy and hate...
Lamine: Miss, do you want to be my queen?
At the time I jumped on him, he squeezed him very hard and he did the same.
Lamine: So?
I say yes from there without hesitation. It's him and no one else. The youyouyou resound!! I break away from him and he puts the ring on my finger. He takes me back into his arms. The tear in the eye he has! I would have liked so much that they were all there to see all this... Allah Y Rahmou
My brothers come, I jump on them.
Me: Thank you thank you thank you w'Allah you are the best!
Them: You're welcome my sister tqt!!
Elyes: Well, we weren't planning on doing anything but he called us and that's it!
Me: Tshiip
Elyes: Mdddddr
Isma: Come home Saturday.
Lamine: I'll be there!
Djib': Amaaa my little sister is going to get married before us!
Mama: Aren't you ashamed?
Isma: Not at all!
Mom: Ichiya...
Us: MDDDDDDDDR
The girls came and jumped on me!! I'm not telling you. I am happy, amazed, amazed, shocked. I do not have the words.
They take me in the side, with regard to the others. It's him of course. He grabs my head and looks me in the eye. And there
Bim I slap him. He didn't react...
Me: Where have you been? Why when I called you, you didn't answer? Almost 1 year stupid? You didn't even give your news. I hate you shit, you piss off. And there you all come back beautiful, all fresh as a flower. tin tin tin
Lamine: Guelbi calm down!!
Me: Damn and where were you?
Lamine: In Mecca! I wanted to be a good husband for you!
Me: :o :o For me?
Lamine: Yeah!
Me: W'Allah you're lucky it's for a good cause because w'Allah I would have hated you for life.
Lamine: Liar!
Me: Never do that again.
Lamine: Never now that you're mine!!
Me: Not yet, I can go there.
Lamine: Leave and I'll kidnap you.
Me: Mddddr you are crazy!
Lamine: Mad about you!!
Me: Ayiii henoune!!
Lamine: In short, to this Anzum you are going to say no to him.
Me: How do you know?
Lamine: Lamine always knows everything when it comes to his wife
Me: Samahani!
Lamine: I forgive you!
Me: Mddddr stupid!
Lamine: Anyway, we're going home, otherwise your brother will kill me.
Me: In fact, they didn't do anything to you?
Lamine: When I called Ishmael, he squeezed. When I told him between the two of us, he squeezed even harder, but afterwards he calmed down and accepted!
Me: Damn!
We go home, he gives me a kiss on the forehead and everyone goes their own way. I am going to see my mother.
Me: Mama you don't know how happy I am!
Mama: I know my daughter!
Me: I did well to wait! Good to have listened to Dad! I would have liked so much that he was there Mama!
Mama: Tqt he sees you from above! He is proud of you!
I spend the evening. I kiffed phew. The end was done in joy and good humor. I gave them a little thank you speech. More and more the room is emptying so we all tidy up and size ourselves.
When I get home my phone vibrates. I don't calculate. I'm fine, happy... I just want to sleep in wonderland. Lying on my bed with Kheridine who is already sleeping, I look at my ring *__* I have stars in my eyes. I look at my phone and oh yes I forgot to look at the message. I take it, I look and it's Lamine!!
Him: Good night Hobi
Me: Good night Guelbi
Isn't it wonderful??
Hessoul on these words I fall asleep in wonderland!
[...]
I wake up in joy and good humor, I go to pray, make my breakfast and settle down in front of the TV.
Kheridine joins me right after. I make him his breakfast and put him a cartoon.
Cheri': Mama?
Me: Yeah yeah?
Kheri': Bisouu!
Me: Mddddr moaaaaaah
Kheri': Mershii
Me: Damn!
Gradually the others get up. Routine. Younes came and teased me a bit.
[...]
With Anzum and this faith Djibou accompanied me.
In short, I have a ball in my stomach. Afraid to face it. Fiuu I take my courage in both hands and start the discussion.
Me: I have to tell you.
Anz': No, no need, I already know the answer.
Me: How are you? You live on the other side of town.
Anz': Well it turned out.
Me: How so.
Anz': When it's a former mobster who comes back to town asking directly in marriage to the woman who loves him on his birthday, it's sure to turn
Me: Mmm. Don't blame me, I love him. I love you a lot too but not like him sorry. Thank you for all you have done for me.
Anz': Tqt
Me: Sorry.
Anz': No big deal. Fine, otherwise your brother will cut my throat!
Me: Mddddr yeah!
Anz': Salam 'Aleykum!
Me: Waleykûm Salam -give him a kiss on the cheek-! Sorry again
Anz': Are you going to stop apologizing?
Me: Mddddr yeah!
Everyone goes their own way... I get in the car and off we go.
Me: Where are we going?
Djib': At Souley's!
Me why ?
Djib': I have to take a truck!
Me: Naam
Arrived at Souley. I give Neyla a hug and a kiss to Souley.
Neyla: Honey, how are you?
Me: Yeah Al Hamdû lilleh and you?
Neyla: Alright!! Show your ring!
I show him and we admire mddddr.
Djib': Aliyah let's go!
Me: Already!
Djib': Yeah!
Me: Ok good bah Salam 'Aleykûm!
Them: Waleykum Salam.
We leave and we go home.
I rest for the day. I stayed at home.
[...]
*Going to Saturday*
I'm in my room waiting to be called. I stress huh. In short, Elyes came to get me.
Elyes: Amaaa a bomb!!
Me: Don't abuse it too!
Elyes: W'Allahi!
Me: Thank you!
We go to the living room, I lower my head there and I put myself between my mother and Ishmael! There is Yasmine, Nassim, Khalti, Yazid, Sarah, Ziad and himself!
Me: Salam 'Aleykum!
Them: Waleykum Salam
Khalti: Eywa my son are you sure you want Aliyah as a wife?
Lamine: Yes!
Khalti: And you Aliyah?
I do !
My brothers: Good luck my brother!
Me: Oh what does that mean?
My brothers: How he will suffer!
Laminate: Mddddr
Me: Stop saying tb.
Mama: Leave them!
Anyway, we set the dates. It's in 2 months! Good luck with the preparations! On Friday it will be the hlel and on Saturday it is the town hall and the mixed marriage, Comorian - Algerian!! He takes care of the Algerian side and I take care of the Comorian side!!
Ishmael: Not allowed to see each other until the hlel!
To be continued...