Bismillah
Me: Salam 'Aleykum
Jahid: Waleykûm Salam how are you?
Me: Al Hamdûlilleh and you?
Jahid: Al Hamdûlilleh!
Me: Where is my son?
Jahid: Upstairs with Lamine!
So I go up to the bedroom and I see him packing his bags. I understand nothing at all.
Me: Hello! What is delirium ?
Him: Hello! Yeah sit down and take Kheri'
I do what he tells me, he squats in front of me
Me: -a little stressed- What's up?
Lamine: Mdddddr don't stress!
Me: Well what is it?
Lamine: I will destroy the house
Me: :o:o:o:o:o:o:o:o Are you srx?
Lamine: Yeah yeah!!
Me: Well say so!
Lamine: I have all arrested Al Hamdûlilleh! You changed me Aliyah! The guy I was before and not the guy I am now. The girls I took them for shit but now that has to change. Before it was keh, chichas, jobs etc. But when I saw you in that park with your little brother asking me for help. I don't know what you did to me but I helped you when I could have left you there. I didn't give a fuck, before I was a big dog but not anymore. Your story touched me and that's where I wanted to help you. When you woke up, you made me the hard girl while you had nada in the body mdddr! Which made me fall under your spell. Yes, the tough guy you hated for a while fell under your spell. At this hour if I have all stopped for you, for us. You are the woman of my life. I want you to be mine, the mother of my children, of our children. I don't want to be away from you anymore. When I was at the hebz, I squeezed because you didn't answer the phone. And when you told me I was all ferhane but it killed me to hear you in this state crying and that I couldn't do anything. And when I got out of there, I set myself a goal found your family, everyone stop and come to you khtob because without you, I don't live anymore.... I found you, I'm ready to change my life. ...
At the end of his monologue, I cried, too much emotion, I'm too moved!! I put Kheridine on the side and take him in my arms. I serve it very very strong and he does the same. Mmmmh its smell, I melt!
Me: N'brik besef Guelbi!
I have a lump in my stomach! I am too ferhana. I don't know how to express my joy. But I'm overjoyed.
Khéri': Bossah bossah bossah!!
Me: sniff No baby not now!!
Kheri': Siiiiiii
Lamine: Shuuut look
He gives me a kiss on the forehead!
Lamine: -whispers in my ear- See you soon
Me: Insha Allah!!
We break away
Lamine: If you want to take trucks before the house is destroyed go ahead!
Me: mmmm
Lamine: Go ahead!
I get up and go take a suitcase to Lamine and go to my room. I take all that will be useful to me and all that I have been offered! Jahid joins me, sits on my bed and watches me!
Jahid: Why are you taking the Louboutins?
Me: Because they were given to me.
Jahid: And those?
Me too
Jahid: And those?
Me: I bought them!
Jahid: Bah take the steps!
Lamine: Drop those heels, it's his whole life.
Me: That's it, absolutely!
Them: Mdddddr
Me: In fact, where are you going now?
Lamine: I bought a T5
Me: Naaaam and when are you going to do all that?
Lamine: As soon as I'm settled in the other house!
Me: Is it a house?
Lamine: Yeah but oklm it's quiet there!
Me: You don't like being like the others!
Lamine: Yeah I don't like it.
I'm finishing my suitcase! I took it down. Damn the memories come back!
Me: KIDS LET'S GO!
Them: WE'RE COMING!
They come and we go! I took Kheridine with me. We go to the park, the little ones take out the ball and go play. I text with girls. After I brought it back to McDo and we went home! I bring the messy people home.
Souley: How are you all day, you took them out!
Me: It's okay, it's not a crime. In fact Lamine i told you?
Souley: No
Me: He will destroy the house
Souley: No swear?
Me: W'Allah
Souley: And where did he go?
Me: He bought a house in a quiet place!
Souley: You're fine!
Me: Mddddddr
Souley: Anyway, go home. Otherwise your brothers will yell!
Me: Saha!
I go. I go home, the boys yelled at me but then they gave me a hug. They love me too much. In short, I'm going to catch up with the Asr and go to cook. After Ishaa I go to sleep.
-I'm ahead of schedule, about 2 months-
Everyone is fine.
Souley and go khtob Neyla, they did the hlel and the Okoumbi too!
Yazid and Sarah are fine, they did the same!
Karim, is in a relationship!
Samir's family is fine!!
That of Nassim the same. Yas' deuh Nassim misquine! She's always hungry, she's having tantrums for nothing.
The family at Tata is fine!!
My family is sort of okay. My mother and the boys are all well Al Hamdûlilleh but my father is sick...
With my brothers always together, always we go out together or as a family.
I made girlfriend girlfriend with Samia. Ishmael the kiff mddddr him who said they are all the same except me and mom but hey. He does not leave her indifferent because it is the same for her.
Elyes and Imrana, his girl? Okay okay ! She, she accepted our arrival to the health of the family! She understands and I love it!
Djibril and Amel, his girl? It's not okay at all!! She, she gives him tantrums because since he came to Marseilles and found his sister and his little brother, well, he puts her aside.
But who does she think she is? Well of course he'll be on my side. She hugged the girl. Hunaaa nerves them with her manners there. I don't like her and I said so to Djibril... He left her... Violating!!
So back to now!
He's been gone for a month. A month that gave no sign of life. Neither to me, nor to his friends, nor to the jums and even less to his mother. You have understood that I am talking about Lamine. After he was settled in his new home, he left. No one is where. I was depressed for a while, but I showed it not only my mother knew it and Djibril who understood it by himself. Every evening I call him but I go straight to voicemail and 5 minutes later they call me as a stranger, I answer, I know it's him but he doesn't speak, how does that kill me. I start crying and he hangs up.
In short, I was fed up and I turned the page. I stopped calling her. It's fed up, if it's like that, that he faces his life on his side and I on mine...
Hessoul I am with my father outside, we are walking. We talk about everything and nothing when my father falls dry on the ground. The shock I no longer see anyone, but my father. I squat down to him and shake him but he doesn't wake up. I touch his louse, he is weak very weak. I start to cry, I quickly take out my cell phone, I tremble and call the fire department.
Me: Dad dad please hold on please don't leave no dad you don't have the right, you don't have the right
The firefighters arrive and take him away, I go up with them. Arrived at the hospital, they take him and bring him back to the operating room. Everything is collapsing around me. I call Ishmael to let him know.
Me: I..i..isma?? Snif
Isma: What? Why are you crying ? Aliyah speaks! OH WHERE ARE YOU? WHERE IS DAD?? ALIYAH ZEUBI SPEAKS.
Me: Pa...pa is at the ho...the hospital sniff
Isma: HIS RACE. WHICH ?
Me: Hospital ***** sniff
He hung up on me. I continue to cry doing du'aa, when a man comes to sit next to me.
Him: Salam my sister! Why are you crying ?
I quickly dry my tears and stare at the floor
Me: nothing nothing
Him: I don't think so.
Me: Please can you leave me?
Him: As you want my sister! If you need anything, hold my number.
Out of respect I take it and it leaves. I wait I wait. Ismaël comes with Mama, Djibril and Elyes. Them pissed off, mama cries.
Elias: What happened?
Me: I was walking with him and suddenly he fell dry.
Mom collapses to the ground, I go to pick her up and console her. The boys hugged. 30min later the doctor arrives. They went straight to see him. They talked for a while. Ismaël hits the wall, Elyes tries to stop him, Djibril leans against the wall and puts his hands on his head. What is it? I want to know so I'm going to see the doc'.
Me: Fuuu Bismillah. Doctor then?
BUT WHAT WILL HE SAY?
To be continued...