Looking up to the sky in confusion and with lack of composure, my eyes wet and red in anxiety, filled with tears, which keep dropping down, hot and uncontrollably, I ask in trembling,
"Lord, are you listening, 'cause I don't understand anymore? I mean, I am now getting really confused about virtually everything. Listening to different preachers and reading so many articles by people teaching about You, and considering their various opinions about Your written Word from the Scriptures, and many so-called revelations about You appearing to them, and many of them keep contradicting each other, is now getting me so fed up.
Just one God, but so many religions, beliefs, and practices, and all claim they are worshippers of one God. I absolutely don't get it! I therefore have this request to make of You, Lord, can we please start all over again, from the very beginning of time, but this time, just me with you?"
Christ, my Lord looks at me, and for a moment He says nothing, like He never listened to all I have said. He stares deep into my eyes for some more moment and says to me, in a soft, calm and gentle tune,
"Son, I do understand how you feel, I do witness every single thing happening down there, every single moment has not passed without me seeing. It really hurts my heart though, but I am not tired of making humanity understand who God is, and how this God does really care about saving every single human from ignorance and calamity. Remember, they criticized and castigated me right to my face, and yet claimed they knew Abraham. So, son, I clearly listen. Okay? I hear the thoughts of men, I perceive their intended actions and every of their motives. When they pray, I hear, very loud and clear, but I don't give attention and adherence to all, just to those who pray aright and in line."