Chapter 3: Stupid coward

Before reading tidbits

... (sobs) when they see dots

-I will put the initials in front of the script when more than 3 people speak

Now let's read puchis 👑🌂

She was really shocked otzeaaa wtf ... her bunny of hers ... without saying anything I turned around and went home without saying anything

I was tortured for exactly one hour thinking about the probability that without leaving Rafa he was deceiving me ... that ... that he was betraying me, after seeing me enter the house angry he simply left without more

... I'm going for the third shot of mint (mint liqueur) from the bottle that I have under the bed ... I DON'T BELIEVE IT

-Let's see ... I have no right to complain to him -small tears escape me from impotence- and ... I ... I only decided to go to Spain for my career (architecture and interior design) ... I fight ... he supported me, we even studied together for state tests ... but at the last minute I changed my mind 💡 and decided to study engineering ... I ... I got it ... I really did ... although it hurt ... but I did it .... I understood it hurts ME THAT HE HITS MY HORNS ... THAT THIS BE WITH ANOTHER -He lowered his voice a little when he noticed that he had begun to scream- although ... it is not the same to him

After the internal fight of my head to send everything to shit I took a shower and put my favorite list in the player

🎼Savage love 🎼

⏪ ⏮ ⏹ ⏺ ⏸ ⏭ ⏩

He was humming the song a little calmer and with a glass of wine in his hands while he forces me to think that it was all a misunderstanding, I dressed casually with a short and pastel colored top

... It was already 10:45 and maybe I had more alcohol than necessary in my system as I danced around my bed; then the sound of a notification interrupted the song and I threw myself on the bed to see what it was about

🎼 love you like a love song. 🎼

⏪ ⏮ ⏹ ⏺ ⏸ ⏭ ⏩

New teddy bear sms 🐼💋❤️

April (we got off to a bad start, he never puts my name when we text, ignore that and read on) you don't know what it hurts to have to do this over the phone, I was thinking of going to your house but I don't have enough courage for this - I haven't fallen yet In the focus that I wanted to give myself but something squeezed in my chest and my eyes filled with tears - I wanted to speak to you in front but I couldn't, when you told me that you were leaving my heart broke in two -no fuck me - I know we agreed continue normal until the end, but I could not bear, I'm sorry but I have someone else, someone who will not leave my side to fulfill their dreams, but will create them by my side, I love you, I swear I do and how. you sparkled, funny, loving and grumpy I will not find another; that's why I will not follow you the person I love but the one who really loves me and will stay by my side. Believe it or not, I really love you Abby . . . . . . . . .

After reading the message, I stared at the screen for a long time until it turned off and reacted ... I threw the cell phone somewhere in the room, screamed ... bellow, I wanted to shout a thousand things in his face but not even that right it gave .... After a good tantrum I picked up my cell phone 📱 and decided to call Susi, so that she has best friends but 'even though it's late we can talk a bit, my flight is in the afternoon ... as at 4 o'clock it's checking. ... and I really need it ....

or so I thought ......