Forgive urself for making mistakes in the past , forgive yourself for doing things that were wrong , repent , pray , u will be forgiven for sure , clean ur heart and look forward in life always .When life throws u down on ur knees , u get up , you say to life that you are much more stronger then that , u will try try try again million times , u will have to do that for urself , to live a life u deserve . Leave relationships that dont serve u , you dont deserve bare minimum , you deserve to be treated like Queen , no men on earth will be toxic with u if create boundaries , u show a man u are a queen and he will for sure treat u like one , show a guy u are not easy to get , you are women who needs respect , love , time , loyalty and everything in between . You deserve to stay in a healthy relationship.