i still close my eyes while talking in my head
"this bed so fluffy, and smells fragrance. since when our dorm bed feel this nice"
my hands move around the bed enjoy the fluffyness.
"hm, but this smells kinda remind me of someone.. who is it... Hyo Joo. yes, I've smelled hyo joo once, but it's not Hyo Joo's. then what is it"
I open my eyes slowly, I found my self at the white fluffy bed, alone. a wind comes in makes me feel chill. and I realizes I just wear my inner clothes.
I look at the floor, my clothes is scattered. I put my hands on my head
"Oh my god, Nana what are you just did?. whose place is this?"
I look around , I see a photo that drives me crazy. it's Hyo Joo and Hyun Jae photos at the desk, also Hyun Jae with his parents photo.
I close my mouth with my hands
"Oh my god, no. how can I did that"
I look at the mirror, my hair is messy and my lipsticks is go around to my cheeks.
"did I and hyun jae?"
"Noooo" I scream out loud and take my clothes, open the door and crash to Hyun Jae who run towards me after hear my scream. we bump to each other and falling to the floor
"what happens?"
Bom coming out from the bathroom using just a bath robe
what, Bom is here too. did we just, I'm going crazy. do it will happens like in the drama, in a few second the female lead will open the door and found his boyfriend and her best friend lies on the floor plus doing something crazy with her boyfriend bestfriend?
clack, the door open. it's Hyo Joo
noooo... I'm screaming inside my head
Hyo Joo looks surprises and close her mouth. no Hyo joo, I'm sorry
I get up and run to Hyo Joo I put both my hands at Hyo Joo arm's
"Hyo Joo, please listen to me, that's not how it's look like. I just get out from the room and bumped to Hyun Jae and Bom come out from nowhere. and I didn't know how I wake up here at Hyun Jae's bed with just my..."
oh God what just I said
"Hyo Joo, I'm sorry. I didn't remember anything. maybe I did something crazy, but I didn't have an intention to do it. please Hyo Joo"
if at the drama the female leads will slap me, so I closed my eyes and ready to get Hyo Joo slaps .
1...2...3...
4...
5...
uh, I don't get a slap, or Hyo Joo slap Hyun Jae for take advantage from me, I open my eyes slowly.
Hyo Joo is laughing
is she so mad so she laughing?
"Nana, just put your clothes first okay"
Hyo Joo walk and clean Hyun Jae's clothes that spilled by milk, it's spill all over his clothes and floor when we bumped.
after I changed my clothes, Hyo Joo gives me a water
"drink first, you must be dizzy"
"thanks, I'm sorry Hyo Joo"
"no need to be sorry. it's happened sometimes. just be careful next time"
Hyo joo pat my head
oh Hyo Joo, how can you acting so cool after what I've done. I'll promise I'll sacrifice everything to pay your kind.
"Nana, let's talk when I back to dorm okay. I have morning shift at the store. Bom will go with you, he back to the dorm too"
Hyo Joo hug me.
we waved to both of them.
----
I walking with Bom to our dorm
"Bom-a, do you think Hyo Joo will forgive me 100%"
"hm, Ofcourse she will"
"she is my bestfriend. I thought she won't forgive me for such mistake "
"how long you know Hyo Joo?"
"4 years"
-----
4 years ago
at the counseling room
"Nana, if you not stop doing it we will drop you out before you had a chance to attend your high school opening ceremony"
I throw my cigarettes
"yeah, yeah"
"we know you are the brightest student and first top student all over korean but if you lacking in attitude we will postpone your acceptance "
"so noisy"
I leave the room
"hi, I'm new student here can you..."
"get of"
that's the first time I meet Hyo Joo
2 days later
I fight with other students, at the bathroom
"you think you're smart enough. you just an arrogant kid who bought grades with your parents money"
"Shut up your mouth before I tear it"
we begin to fight and her friends come and gang up to beat me
"so noisy" Hyo Joo comes out from the toilet.
"if you wanna fight, do it somewhere else"
"how dare you with us, who are you?"
"me, I just a pass by person. and try to speak the fact before you talk. she bought her grades. with what? she doesn't have a parents "
I know what Hyo Joo said is hurt but it's true
"so you don't have a parents, are you selling yourself to get a money for tuition. that's makes sense" the girl push Nana to the wall
"I don't wanna to intervene. but I hate when people annoyed me when I eliminate something I don't need"
---
"and that's how we fight together and becomes a bestfriend" I talk to Bom
"Hyo Joo? "
"Yes, she maybe looks soft, but he had taekwondo black belt"
"woah. Hyun Jae you are in big trouble"
"really, oh my god what to do. what if Hyo Joo explode and beat Hyun Jae. I know she won't forgive me so easily. how can you forgive a bestfriend that sleep with your boyfriend also with her boyfriend bestfriend"
"what?" Bom surprises
"did we do it last night?"
"what? what we do?"
"that things " I make 3 fingers gesture
"what, are you crazy?. you... so you just think like that all the time?"
"Yes, my hair is messed, my clothes scattered on the floors, I just wearing my inner clothes and..."
Bom makes his eyes big
"did we do it?"
"none of it, "
I'm falling down to the sidewalk
"so I'm not doing it, how relief "
----
Bom takes me to Cafe near our dorm
"so what actually happened last night?"
"the truth is , what happened At this really early morning"
the actual incident Bom told me
I was get drunk last night, because I found out my boyfriend is cheating on me. so I drink and drink until I got kicked by the bartender. it was early at this morning. I walking around neighborhood. at that time Bom was out for morning runs. he meet with me, I throw up in his track suit. he brought me to Hyun Jae's appartment. I climbed up to Hyun Jae's bed. Hyun Jae then called Hyo Joo. so Hyo Joo is the one who opened my clothes. Hyo Joo went out to buy some breakfast, Hyun Jae lies in the couch while Bom take a shower to clean his body.
Hyun Jae want to drinks some milk, so he take out some milk and when I'm awake I'm screaming, makes Hyun Jae runs to check me while holding his milk. I bump to him, makes the milk spilled over his t shirt and floor. Bom that heard my scream also get out rush from the bathroom just wear bathrobe and Hyo Joo just came back from the store.
"oh my god, thank God. there's nothing happened"
"what, nothing happened? you throw up to my track suit, and you think we doing that crazy things. you scared me"
I'm laughing over my stupidity and my mistaken thoughts. but I just happy that it's all my imagination.
"Ah, I don't know I more worried my friendship with Hyo Joo will crash than sad over my jerk boyfriend who cheated one me"
Bom sip his coffe
"that's good"
" Bom-a thank you"
"you're welcome, but please don't do it again"
"haha, if I drink again I'll ask you for companion"
"Heol, I won't do it"
we just laughing together. I never know this man will getting involved in my life. but at this time I'll enjoy our secret.
---
meanwhile
Hyun Jae and Hyo joo waves to Bom and Me
"I need to go now, my shift will start in 10 minutes "
"No..."
"what the?"
"I said No..." Hyun jae hug Hyo Joo from the back
"You can't stop me by acting cute" Hyo Joo look to Hyun jae and release her body from Hyun Jae back hug.
"then how about this"
Hyun Jae lift of Hyo Joo's body
"we have 5 minutes "
Hyun jae kick his door to close it.