Chapter 185: More like a human

Zick, consumed in his emotions, looked at the screen before him blankly. A sense of depression and sickness crawled into his body, making him despondent. It had been a while since he started feeling like this.

Zick had not realized it before, but the determination and unmoving attitude that he had till now suddenly disappeared. This made him feel awkward in many ways. 

'Eternal life, I think I wanted to pursue it, but what the hell is happening? Why do I feel no interest in it at all?' Zick was not able to control his fluctuating emotions. His face distorted weirdly, it felt like the past him felt infinitely distant. 

'Just what the hell am I doing?' Zick could not understand anymore. The desire to grow was present within just like always, but it certainly felt very different. 

"Sir Zick, are you alright?" Yuriel placed her hand on my forehead, scanning my whole body for any abnormality.