Chapter 5: Day 5

At times I feel that life has a mission to beat me down, hunt me, and kill me. Once I am done she will use me as bait for the wild wolves which get shot for the poor amusement of a pathetic and insecure man. I feel that the food I cook is bland, uncooked, and horrid without your presence and your additional flavoring my love. I believe I have never felt as lonely and ungrateful as I do. I do feel that you made the days pass quicker, the laughs louder, and the feelings to explode with the slightest touch that leaves my body tingling even if it was small to move my smaller silhouette compared to your taller self. You did not care that I never liked you, you smothered me with much love and never let me feel unloved even though I despised you with my every fiber. Oh savior, wouldn't you come and save me?