She had never been so troubled before, even to the extent of having depression. If this were to continue, she would definitely go crazy, so she didn't intend to continue like this. She decided she must confront the situation calmly.
She would no longer pretend that she didn't know and act like a foolish woman, feigning ignorance about Mo Wen every day. She obviously had seen him with Qin Xiaoyou, holding hands and strolling through campus, but had pretended not to see it. She obviously knew that he had connections with so many women, even with her confidante, but pretended not to know it.
Relationship and marriage matters were not joking matters. Nobody could afford to play with them, so she decided to clarify some matters with Mo Wen.