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I Was Hoping She Would Notice but again Now When She Did... Im Tired
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BURN ME ALIVE IF YOU DIDN'T LIKE THIS BOOK...AFTER READING THAT IS
Regressing back in time after sacrificing his life for someone undeserving someone who didn’t even shed a tear after his death just total blank.
The person he begged for love rejected him every single time.
Now, he returns to when he was 18 again.
Looking at her face, he wants to try again, to fall in love with her once more, to want to... but no, he no longer wants to feel that pain again.
Some feelings never change, but you have to leave them behind, right? And one life should be enough to try.
He made a commitment to never love her again. This life is his chance to live for himself.
But who knew he wasn’t the only one regressed?
The ultimate black heart curse is broken... and time reverses.
Avey: “Lucy, can we.” Tears in her eyes.
Lucy: Looking blankly at him.
Avey: “Can’t you at least give me one chance?”
Lucian: Silently looking at her.
what about other people who hurt him too: mother, sister, friend and ofc her
Will he give up on love for his own peace, or will he be too afraid to feel that pain again?
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Additional Tags: Regression, Time Travel, Yandere, CEO Girl, Mafia, Family Conflicts, Mother’s Failure, Revenge, Heartbreak, Sacrifices, Unworthy Love, Beautiful Love Story, Strong Characters, Loki
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The writer is really a fraud. I read this novel because it has a villain sign, but when I read the novel about when the hero of the novel is poor and everyone urinates on him or something like that, I think he will become evil later. All I find is an effeminate man who doesn't even have balls to defend himself, so what about him being evil?
waste of time, burn yourself author, and if you can't , give me your address and i will personally come and burn you alive in the most miserable way possible[img=recommend]
too many clichés and the relationship with the people who hurt him is weird and stupid, like his mother loves him but ignores him, neglects him and even completely forgets about him.
The story is amazing keep going. I hope ML moves out of his stupid family and heals. I want him to get his act together too, Avey is a very painful past there is nothing left anymore . In one life , he can give her everything he can give . Now ML can't go back to that anymore there is no trust nothing left . I want him to stop expecting even a little bit and move on he needs to start living. He needs to give himself a chance, and with the reward he received it's easy for him . I hope he leaves them all behind his family, avey and move on . They were never his safe place they resemble pain nothing else. I want ML to figure out all the other characters are also back in time . I don't think ml is stupid enough not to realise this . I want him to understand what they are trying to do ease their guilt nothing else. They nearly broke the ml now they want to be mother or sister or lover he wanted what's the point they killed him already, they broke him. Let him be at peace, maybe find new love or something like first he needs to heal himself. At the end if he feels that ok, now I can move on , truly forgive them, then it's ok. As a reader what I want to know or expect from future story is What is Lucian without all this pain without all these stupid expectations of love from his so called family or so called love for Avey ? who is Lucian? Does only his pain define him ? what more can he be ? Does Lucian in his new life ,want to remain as an broken character who was hurt by everyone he cared and loved and deal with the mess of other characters who now remember everything and are back in time? Deal with their emotions and their quest for forgiveness, easing of their guilt and stuck dealing with these characters and their emotions? what more can Lucian be ? Can or will he be able to find himself?
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At the beginning i had high hopes for this stor. But even now almost 190 chapters in, the MC Lucian is still completely and utterly useless ! He supposedly has some great skills that should make himpretty much super human but the development is just disappointing . He can't stand up for himself, he just wants to run away from his problems but decides against it, he still lives at home with his family who also tortured him in his first life, he doesn't let the only 2 real friends he had help him and pushe them away and even the yandere who supposedly loves him more than anything and said that she would protect him from those who hurt him, just stands on the sidelines and bully's him even more!!! Why am i srill reading this novel you might ask, to be honest i don't know anymore... I was hoping that he might actually change, or that the yandere would do something or that anybody would get punished but no... nothing and just now chapter 184-186... WARNING: SPOILER!!!! the women who played the most with him in his first life and drove him to suicide just proclaimed in front of the entire high society, the crown prince who wants to marry this women and another powerful man who has the biggest plot armor and supposedly is the real main character of this world this novel plays in, that she is pregnant with our MC's child... his sister went straight for him and questioned him if it's true his mother who wants to be understanding just accepts it his supposedly yandere does nothing whatsoever, even though she is the crown princess and could have taken care of the situation with one sentence tje Girl responsible for this sh*t show is disappointed that he doesn't see her proclamation of love and instead of apologizing or atleast doing the right thing which would be to tell the truth so that not everyone believes him to be the scumbag, she is now thinking about killing herself because he said he hates her... and now her parents want to talk to him about something that we don't know yet... But the worst thing in all of this, he, Lucian, our MC feels bad that he told Avey, the women responsible for this, that he hates her........ CAN YOU F*CKING BELIEVE THIS HORSESH*t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Honestly the MC was mostly at fault himself.... he was way too obsessed.... even his death was stupid..... like sure his loved ones weren't nice to him or anything..... but he had tons of other people that loved him and honestly should have just moved on.....
Decent writing wasted on an extremely adolescent story, dramatized at an astronomically absurd level (not compatible with the low depth of the plot) and a narcissistic, frightening and sociopathic protagonist. I don't blame anyone who enjoyed this, as long as they're at least 16 or younger.
this is the most edgiest and corniest shi ive read. i wonder if the reader base is really young since there's a lot of good reviews. like, the writing is just trying so hard to be a sob story but it's not even well executed. well meh, that's about it from me ig
story is outrageously trash... MC is a crybaby, naive, Dumb and trash. The whole story is a sob story.
A five star review because it has good story line different from others books and good characters development and of course how well the author has given his emotions to each characters
DO NOT PAY FOR THIS NOVEL PLEASE READ THE REVIEW. Biggest fraud l've ever seen on this website and that's saying something. Had a good start on the novel but idk what happend but the author started to milk "I'm a sad mc I'm sad I'm soo sad" trope like a lot . I mean we get it, he had a bad past but stop lingering and describing that sad past for more than 100 FUCKING CHAPTERS?! The plot development is dogshit - I'm on 120 ch and it's only been 3 days in the story time. The character interactions are so fake and cringe, that I doubt wether the author had any real interactions. Best case example: the author wrote a single scene of mc and his sister having conversations for 4 chapters of nothing happening. And this author has the audacity to ask for power stones , character ranking votes etc …
I gave this 3 stars instead of 1 cuz some authors delete too low reviews I’ve seen this formula many times before, i checked some reviews and read 2.5 chapters before i became sure of it. Man reincarnates, new world is a story world, man has good family, good friends and possible lover, everything goes bad and they all betray him, usually because the cliché, extremely hateable “original story’s main character” came into their lives or they just bad people but og mc still has to be extremely hateable and cliché, man becomes really miserable, betrayed by everyone around him and dies or whatever, this is where variations occur: either they get betrayed too and regret it or he goes back in time, usually he has to write a diary about future events or they hear his thoughts about their future or whatever, but they have to know the future somehow (how else would author have a bunch of guilt-ridden women drooling over his mc who’d give their lives for him out of guilt?) apparently here it made them regress too. Now obviously all of those women are hated by the readers so author has to make a new addition! Maybe it’s a villainess from the novel world? Maybe it’s a patron goddess? Maybe it’s the system? These stories are all made by a newbie author who tries to add ”depth” to their writing by making their character miserable to evoke sympathy from readers who empathize with characters they read, hooking them into wanting to see how it goes. It’s an effective hook, but in my personal opinion, any author who purely relies on this to hook readers are incompetent authors. Wanna know how it almost always ends? Eventually the author doesn’t know how to take it forward without losing the “character depth(lol)”, so they either: - fall into a cycle of trying to keep their mc miserable through misunderstandings or whatever -mc becomes an absolute ball of edginess that you’d cut yourself reading about him -Mc just bangs them all and the story becomes 🌽
15 chapters and all the history happened could have been written in one. Extremely annoying main character, the writing style is way too verbose for the lack of depth with very poorly written characters specially the MC friends, they are not believable and not even interesting.
I love the story, even if it feels like it just started I love it, I can’t wait for more, i normally never comment but i really do like this story so far.
Synopsis honestly couldn’t have done a better job at getting me to read this story the is one big mess of emotions it’s hard not to be captivated hope author doesn’t stop this anytime soon and mc gets the good ending he deserves keep it up author!
I don't have too much of a problem with the book, the plot and everything is spot on except the main character. The main character that is lucien is poorly written. How can someone involved in the making of one of the most feared gangster groups in the world not be able to control their emotions when they are sent back to being a teenager. Worst of all he claims to have God tier acting skills bestowed by a sysytem but can't hide his emotions well
It is a good novel but the novel does not seem to develop everybody is just stalk on their past lifefe and we not move forward the mc is not even smart you went to the past entird of you to correct you mistakes you just go doing rubish you were a side character on your past life what do you expect.
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the author's just repeating the same paragraphe multiple times for multiple chrackters and theres litteraly no plot development it's litterally just reading big headlines with a lot of emmotional phrases stacked together
keep going. I only hope he doesn't easily forgive them for what they put him through. And their guilt breaks them down, and causes more damage than he suffered. on a distant thought, maybe it's for the best he doesn't end up with Avey ever. Let her guilt eat her away bit by bit, all her life. hope she isnt regressed to right her wrongs, but to pay for her sins. Same for the rest. They don't deserve a second chance, after all they are just being nice to mc to ease their guilt. i even doubt they actually care, if they did, they would know their faces are the last thing he wanted to see right now
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