After beating Jun's face for so long that it had been beaten to a pulp and was now unrecognizable, Julius finally pulled his fists away to reveal that they were red with blood and Julius finally made an actual realization. Julius realized that he was not the person he used to know before. He didn't understand how he went firm the kid that enjoyed smiling to a blood thirsty evil creature that covered his fists with the blood of the person who had taught he everything he knew. This wasn't technically Julius' fault as tough times create tough people. Due to his 3 whole years inside the dungeon where he was constantly being bombarded by an endless fury of insanely strong monsters, Julius had forgotten about his kind a gentle side. He had forgotten that he could win a battle without being a literal demon which only knew how to cause havoc and destruction.