Chapter 9: Devil Feelings

The answer to every question is. Well there's multiple answers like yes no maybe. But at the end they all add up to something bigger. The future. What is the future? Who will you be in that future? Will you be married? Have kids? Or just die alone with about a hundred pets. In reality you don't know. Do you? Reality is like a game. Sometimes you win. While sometimes you lose. It's all about strategy. Maybe decisions too. They make up more in your life than you think. If you ever think about anything or anyone. Just think about you. You know most of my life. I always cared more about other people more than myself. But I'm starting to learn that I mostly should care about myself. And my closest friends. The one's that won't betray me. Or leave me behind. Yeah family is family. But at the end conflict always comes from it. Some people say I'm selfish. I know I am. But sometimes it's good to be selfish. You know maybe it depends on your family. But mine is different. Yeah I do care for them. There's nobody that doesn't care about their family. Even if they sometimes act like they don't care they do. After all it's family. But in the end you have to go on with your life. The world doesn't revolve around your family. You have to create your own life with your own choices. Your own dreams. If you want to be a doctor, CEO, police officer whatever it is go with it. Make a plan. Save for your future and study what is needed. Make a decision. Don't just stand there and be lazy. At the end you will never become somebody if you don't get up.